#one thing abt having discovered / realised (with my therapist)

[sunlitsighs]

made the terrible horrible mistake of having an afternoon / evening nap

[cocona]

you have a moon mercury square? that SUCKS i have it too... i blame astrology too sometimes, especially my saturn aspects... why are they so harsh :/ my mom has a virgo moon like you , i don’t know why i’m telling you this it just came to my mind sksnsk i hope everything will work out with your therapist, i’m sure you’ll find someone great who will help you a lot 💫 🍃

YES ugh its my tightest aspect nd also my strongest since my moon is in my 1st nd my merc in my 10th.....it SUCKS !!!!!!!!!!!! u understand my struggle....loving 2 talk but struggling 2 reach out,, having difficulty wording feelings but being told what u say is v witty nd sensitive... high emotional intelligence but being a general fool....being a good listener nd having a fast intuitive mind... idk there r lots of perks 2 this aspect but mostly is TENSION nd FRICTION nd NERVOSITY............. ftgyhu i once read tht this made up for the moodiest ppl bc it literally makes u unable 2 pick between feeling nd thinking. idk if it’s why im so moody but anyway i hav.. the moodiest placements so it’s rlly no surprise...

nd u have saturn aspects !!!!!! which ones omg !!!!! it seems tht we have similar placements...tbh i Could make ur chart knowing ur bday nd ur age but id rather let u tell me. most of my saturn aspects r conjunctions nd oppositions so im having a BLAST esp knowing tht its one of the highest lords in my chart ! its lots of fun to always feel guilty no matter what u do 🤡

ALSO... it’s weird how ur mom and i share a moon sign when u nd my mom have a cap sun nd a significant cancer placement (asc for u nd moon for her...)....HM... also i can already tell tht theres a lot of libra energy in ur chart so def ,, lots of venusian nd saturnian influences (saturn being the esoteric nd former ruler of libra).. omg i wonder in what decan ur aqua venus is. if its 3rd decan ..fetgy it means ure a libra powerhouse !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol just 2day i learnt tht libra was the most compatible sign w a profile like mine ,, nd it makes sense considering tht we’ve been talking for six months now nd tht my best friends r also libras....... interesting. i, however, am Not a libra. no placements at all in tht sign, no aspects to it nd whatnot..ftyguhijo my chart’s p much empty

astrology is a great tool bc it helps ppl 2 get 2 know themselves better....yanno. u grow into ur chart when u discover it, acquire its lessons, nd grow out of it nd past it in a better way !!! it’s so nice ! i have yet 2 get past most of my struggles tbh but i realise tht a lot of what ppl seem 2 find hard 2 deal with (saturn aspects nd transits mostly) dnt affect me as badly bc ive always had to function with this exigeant nd demanding mantra tht tells me to work until i cant go on anymore... luckily i feel tht saturn gives us a lot of endurance nd strength,, a harsh teacher w great lessons nd morals . at the end of the day,, we grow mature faster nd become the best of ourselves faster as long as we dnt ignore it’s messages. i mean,, my sun is conjunct saturn nd theyre all together in the 10th house (which also happens 2 b a saturnian house 🤡), a strong saturn/pluto opposition tht makes creates this weird tension of fear nd authority issues rooted deep within me....nd also how cld we forget my generational plague ! saturn trine both uranus nd neptune ! these arent the worst but u know. it rlly feels like theres a net on my face any time i try to look up nd be positive.... this is sth im growing out of, though.... 

i just read a lil desc of a pluto/sun opposition nd rlly DRFTGYUH it’s Exactly what ive been feeling during the past days ! i suppose tht it’s bc several planets r contacting this part of my chart now tht the sun is in taurus but still.... tht inner violence nd the tendency 2 have deep crises ... spying nd guilt nd power struggles nd tension nd a need for truth nd excellence... lol life is fun. wtv tho ! thts how it is ! nd like all pluto aspects, theres a Lot of potential for growth, rebirth nd enlightening destruction... i miss being good @ analysing placements n stuff ! i miss being an astro blog :( i remember tht u once told me u admired how knowledgeable i was abt astrology,, mayb i shld work harder nd learn even more things so tht i can talk abt it w u nd help u to understand more complex aspects of this field......