#one of her son in laws and his kids are latino btw. lmao.
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so. my grandma’s dying. but I feel conflicted about her death
#charlie.txt#vent#conflicted as in. I don’t know if I’ll be genuinely grieving her#now hold on. don’t go making assumptions. let me explain#so first off: her christian beliefs almost made me kill myself when I was only 11. right#she’s always believed that queers will go to hell and all#when I was outed to her by my cousin I could almost instantly guess her reaction#I know that she gossiped about it to the whole family. we’re just sooo tight knit you know?#and the next time I visited her#she mocked how in her face pride month was. and I had to play along#I know she still views me as going to hell. she’s not a good liar. you can always tell when she’s just being polite for politeness sake#not necessarily because she views you as human#she also just loved my mom. to the point where I felt#like she just. didn’t care that I felt like I was living in hell at this house. because my mom was such a nice and kind woman right?#she also just. hates that me and my cousin don’t understand tone#my cousin is diagnosed with adhd btw. lol.#and when she learned that me and my cousin had latino friends she just got. so rude#one of her son in laws and his kids are latino btw. lmao.#but anyway#if she didn’t write me out of her will. I remember she said I could have her pewter and antiques
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