#one is an exam so yea 🙃
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miraculous-ninjabird · 2 years ago
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. Just some mental health things carry on
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hplonesomeart · 3 months ago
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Hey. Sorry about the inactivity, but pretty sure no one cared that much anyways lol. Been a looooong time since I kept that distant from Tumblr…at least now I know I’m able to survive without checking posts every day/being chronically online! I’ve got an intense love-hate relationship with this lifestyle I’ve dug myself into. Think I’m getting a little bit better with the balance even if school isn’t really giving me an option. Got a load of work I need to keep catching up on if I don’t want to disappoint my professors. We’ll survive somehow. Here take a quick batch of Puzzle doodles k bye
#the hell am I so anxious about? maybe it’s just overstimulation stuff#hoping it’ll die down because I can’t keep enjoying myself when I’m like this#seriously is starting to mess with my flight responses over the tiniest things#like yea obviously I needed to stay logged out of Tumblr so I would focus more on schoolwork#but uhhhh gonna be transparent and say a huge part of it is the jolts of anxiety :(#like even the thought of logging back here has caused me to feel like sweating#my brain kept saying ‘no I don’t want to I can’t do that’ even when I felt bad for missing out on others posts#like I want to be here so I can support my mutuals dammit!!!#I’m a mess. I’m such a broken mess oh great lovely spectacular#maybe the culminating stress of final exam deadlines is worsening stuff as well#I can’t tell you why I’m like this I just am 🙃#anyways thinking I’ll start adapting to the distance. Sorry but being a shut-in is more appealing right now#I just need time to be with myself and not be so invested in the lives of others#anyways what’s something mildly positive I can wrap this up with so I don’t seem pathetic….#ah yes the final Puzzle sketch here was drawn today before a class period#one of my fellow classmates noticed and audibly asked me ‘is that Mr. Puzzles?’#IT TOOK EVERTHING IN MY WILLPOWER TO NOT LET OUT A GIDDY SHRIEK#Felt like my eyes bulged and I jolted in enthusiasm jskjsksp spontaneous happiness?? actally experiencing the feeling of fitting in??#anyways I responded with a very normal ‘WAIT YOU KNOW ABOUT HIM???’ while trying to suppress grinning or going ‘teehee’#anyways now it’s my personal mission to keep initiating conversations with her because AUUUUUGH SHE KNOWS WHO HE IS I’M LOSING IT#proceeded to talk about Murder Drones & TADC like holy SHIT I didn’t think I would ever find animation peeps in my psychology class auuu 😭💜#it’s a MIRACLE man this may be a sign that college won’t be isolating anymore yaaaaayyy#PUZZLE IS SINGLE HANDILY HELPING ME TALK TO PEOPLE BOTH ONLINE AND IRL THIS IS WILD#all hail the best comfort character seriously holy shit—like imagine she never noticed me drawing Puzzles!! I’D STILL BE LONELY AS HELL#okay sorry I’ll stop typing like a teenager and go back to pretending to be well-versed in speech & conducting myself ‘normally’ :3#doodles#sketches#hplonesome art#not tagging with Puzzles because hahaaaaa don’t look at me
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xplrvibes · 1 year ago
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Thank you,darling! Sometimes I feel silly for grieving for so long over an animal (it's been 3 months), but.. grief is a weird thing. And death hurts, no matter who passes away, in my opinion. Some people advised me I adopt another cat. And I felt rushed. I do believe the best way to grieve/"get over" it is with another furry companion, but I don't think I'm fully ready just yet. Thank you for your kind words! I'm just overwhelmed atm because of the exam I have tomorrow and I got my period 😬🙃 gotta love uni life and exam season ahahha
Grieving is not a linear process. It takes a long time, and is different for everyone, and it's totally valid to still be reeling after only a few months! And yea, definitely don't worry about getting a new cat if you aren't ready - that's a decision that only you can make, and only when the time is right. I went 2 years without a cat after my last one passed cause I just wasn't ready to get attached again, and that turned out to be the right decision cause my guy that I have now never would've came into my life had I jumped right into adopting another one so soon. You'll know if/when you're ready, and you'll find the pet thays supposed to be with you when that time comes.
Good luck with your exam! I'm sure you'll crush it - and incenits over, it's over, and you can decompress (hopefully anyway, I have no clue how higher education works haha)!
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pixelshary · 2 years ago
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I built an entire farm on a 50x50 lot, spent a whole week doing it, and then dropped the game for another week afterward because I just didn't feel like playing. When I finally wanted to play again, I demolished the entire lot and bought a smaller one🤧
It disheartens me so much. Now I'm just going to want to play again when the exam period starts and thats really sucks🤧😓😩
hello dear anon! 👋😊 yea i think the lot i took is 40x50 ... i'm a slow builder and for me i was quite fast with it bc i just liked it so much. and i think bc of the fact that i build so much at once burned me out and my head was not liking it at all! 😅 and the most problem i have is .. i have the idea what i want to do and then i need the lot and there we are at the problem. slow builder ... and after too much time with it i will not do what i planned to do. and that's just a never ending story sadly .. 🙃 and yea that's a big bummer too!! when you don't have the time the urge to play is sooo strong but when time is free ... nope .. no play! 😭😂 but i wish you the best of luck for your exams! and that you have after it the time to play and be happy with it! 😊🧡🌻 wish you a beautiful day/night! ☕🌿 oh and i hope you saved your lot! bc otherwise .. NOOOOOOOO!!! 🙈🌼
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mywittingislobotomy · 2 years ago
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THIS IS SO RANDOM BUT I TAUGHT OF THIS IN THE SHOWER AND QUICKLY SPEEDED TO MY PHONE TO WRITE THIS SO I DON'T FORGET IT
Truth serum consept
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(edit from months later: I really thought I did something with this but looking back, my logic is very flawed and this is just.................yea)
So like the whole thing of the truth serums are like they forse you to tell the truth right? Well i think i fond a loophole. Not just A loophole, TWO loopholes.
So the first situation is like: (D-detective, S-suspect, MV- murder victim) D is questioning S under the truth potion's effects but S will continue to say a single line until like the question looses detail.
D: Did you murder MV?
S(unser the effects of the truth serum): I don't want to say.
D: Did you murder MV?
S: Don't want to say.
and this repeats a lot of times and eventually D has lost all his/her patience
D: DID YOU MURDER HER/HIM?
S thinking about someone who he/she hasn't murdered with those pronouns: No, i didn't!
and like even though S did murder MV they taught of someone else when answering the question and that sort of counted as saying the truth.Or...
If the questions don't have a lot of detail S can just think of a fine where they didn't do the thing they are accused of. ex
D: Were you with MV, at [place] in [time]?
S thinking of a day where he/she was there, but not with MV: No, i wasn't.
Idk, this is so random but when i take a shower after a long exam my brain just does that- ✋😭 and now i have somewhere to post my random taughts so my low intelligence will go down in the internet 🙃 also the exam was in two parts, one fifteen minutes (it was yesterday) and this part for hours (it was today) like that is hella unbalanced 😃
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remcycl333 · 2 years ago
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I need everyone to take a break, like frfr a real break.
there's this account I love bc she would always post content of what I felt like I was lacking that day in manifesting skills (eiypo) and she decided to take a break recently (it's lyna if u guys might know) anyway, I used go stalk her hashtags and account actually quite often??? like I noticed myself really obsessing over it (which is so embarrassing 💀 but she was one of the few active blogs these few weeks so 🙃) I had wanted to stay in tunblr all day and got excited when she reblogged anything or if my feed in general refreshed and I would always lie to myself saying "nah how would overconsuming harm me 🤨" yea anyway fast forward to when I finally decided to stop lying to myself, uninstalling tumblr and stepping my foot down that I already know everything about the law which is;
affirm, don't waver, live in ur imagination, know that it is done and persist in that,
I decided to actually start living and persisting and LET ME TELL U 😭😭😭😭😭 not tryna cheat but I decided to join twitter bc she said it would be motivating, AND IT ISSSS AAAAHHHH
really u can BARELY overconsume anything there, there are just tons of reminder to not stop persisting and manifesting has never been easier to me ���
IVE REVISED 2 PAST EXAMS (having a better grade) JUST BC I FOCUSED ON PERSISTING NOT OVERCONSUMING also I manifested pretty privilege and everybody takes a second glance at me wherever I walk by ++ I'm so much more confident too 💘💘 I can't wait to continue my journey with a better mindset and no tumblr this time!!!
just wanted to motivate everyone to get off tumblr! I just installed it back to share my success in the time without tumblr <3
omg love!! thank u so much for sharing!! hopefully this can help motivate other anons!!!
i also love loatwt, its so much fun there. and so motivating! you better be following me on there!!! hehe
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lavender--fairy · 3 years ago
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Okay, this might be long I hope that's not a problem, of it is then that's okay, you don't have to answer if you see this.
Before I knew about the Law of Assumption (knew about Law of Attraction but not Assumption)
I used to have dreams about this guy, I was always confused because I had never seen him before in my life. His face was a blur at times but I had a good image of him, he's really pretty but I didn't make it my mission to find him at all I was like okay idk you but let's see what life brings.
I kept dreaming about him more and more and more. There of course would be breaks in between some dreams, but dreams with him were always vivid. So one day I was talking to my sister(she's my best friend but we call each other sisters😅) I told her about it and described him and everything, so she found him🙃 I did not know who he was or his existence, I was aware of what he does(he's VERY well known so I was aware what his profession was but did not know who he was or how he looked) but NOT who he was 🙃
So shock was....very evident..
THEN I remembered something. I'm a model but before I was, I went to a modeling camp a few years ago(the dreams were happening before I went there too but he was in a blur stage not as vivid) and there was a relatively older woman(not too old but about 40s) and her daughter was there too.
She(and her daughter) were obsessed with him and his friends and she asked if I want to know about them so I said okay because why not, even though now I can't remember, she showed me a picture of him and it went right over my head😭🙃 she did it really fast and even went as far as EXPLAINING his entire life to me before moving onto the next one but I cannot remember shit(have bad memory due to trauma), it was also a few years ago and back then I didn't think it was anything important, so now that I know about the Law of Assumption, I'm manifesting him and it's working VERY WELL, he's beautiful and sweet and kind and everything I've ever wished for.
So yea did I really explain all of that to come to one point 🙃 yes yes I did👀
Anyway other things I've manifested are, my desired body, my desired face, success in all my exams, my dream job and dream agency and my sp of course, also my dream life in New York(a gorgeous apartment, amazing shopping, meeting my desired best friends, traveling the world and do what I've always loved without any horrible pressure or sacrificing) getting everything I've ever wanted, so yea it was nice sending this, I'm the anon from before with the 💖👀
But yea anyway it's nice to say all of this, I hope it wasn't too long or too much but stay safe have a beautiful day and lifetime 💖🥺
hey butterbean!! THATS SOO COOL AHH!
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vettel-stan · 2 years ago
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soo are you french?? 🙊🙊
Even if I’m not that sure that you’re french 🫠 but let’s try anyway lol.
UGHH honestly I can’t wait to finish uni. I feel i have so much pressure on and ofc I don’t wanna let my parents down.. i just want to make them proud. Also I get lots of anxiety when I have to do my exams 😰. I JUST WANNA FINISH IT ASAP. And going to live abroad… what about you? If you could go and live somewhere else, where would you go?
- your secret santa 🎅🏻
Hahahahhaa no I’m not French, I would like to say you’re close but no 🙃🙃
Yea university is hard… it’s when I started feeling anxious and with my panic attacks. But everything will be fine! Try to enjoy the moment, cause I know you’ll miss it
Yeees I would like to live abroad, Italy it’s my goal, maybe one day ✨
Have a good day secret Santa!
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