#once w rayan and once w sutra

[mooncurser]

what is 'love' to milos

treasure sent me asks !! ♥   

Love is a rough topic for him, despite his grotesque amount of devotion and loyalty to those around him that he truly loves. Without much of a social upbringing for his childhood other than storybooks, and then being raised after the age of 17 by a group of smugglers, he isn’t the best at being able to express himself, and oftentimes platonic and romantic affection get a bit tangled up and lost in translation.

He’s straightforward, almost blunt about it when it comes to confessions. Those are rare in and of itself, because he has a whole list of criteria someone has to fill before he tries to allow himself to have that kind of set of emotions towards them (another headcanon to get into fgsuifa), though that isn’t to say he hasn’t ‘slipped’ and felt things for people that maybe he feels he shouldn’t have said feelings for (love is fickle tbh).

He also has unhealthy habits and attachments to love – bad habits and mental health issues slipping into his love life frequently. He needs very straightforward communication, and oftentimes beating around the bush leads to him being befuddled and most often, never feeling those feelings back. In several occasions, confessions to him have also led to a backpedal and realization that he should have noticed sooner. In at least one case, this has turned into feelings for said person, who had long since gotten over him, a year or so later and honestly turns into more heartbreak for himself more than anything.

Should you end up in a stable (as it can get) relationship with Miloš, he does have an unwavering loyalty. He loves nearly unconditionally, and absolutely to a fault. You’ll have to be patient, and deal with him possibly overstepping verbally and / or in acts, but moreso in the steps of a relationship than anything else. In short, he’s quick to hit the bottom once he’s fallen. And though his love may not be the healthiest, it’s not for lack of trying, it’s more of his lack of knowing how to love in a healthy manner. He’s patient with you in all things, and willing to wait disgustingly long times should you need him to wait for anything, and will more than likely lay down his life (over and over) in your name if you get that far.