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My green flag is that if I don't like someone or someone bothers me... I don't remember them. I genuinely don't. I don't remember the name of half my school classmates and not a single one that actively bothered me (minus one I eventually became short-lived friends with). I could probably figure it out but there, it's gone. And even if I do remember them, I don't know them¹ anymore so why feel resentment lol.

¹ Either I don't know their current personality or I simply never interact w them now so I don't care if they still have the same personality. I'm just. Not affected by them, so why care either way.

I may dislike or get annoyed by someone, but out of sight, out of mind.

#I've never understood resentment #maybe it's because ive never been betrayed by a friend?#except i was told 'why dont you get other friends?' by a early infancy friend when i changed to her school #it hurt but i moved on. took me a While to get friends but I've never had any resentment towards her even if we never spoke afterwards #she spoke to me once actually. on our second to last year. it was alright. didn't feel strange #I'm trying so hard to think of people i feel or felt resentment towards and all i find is a feeling of complete apathy #honestly hoping this follows me for the rest of my life. feels like a good trait to develop #carime rambles #this goes doubly for groups of people and INANIMATE STUFF.#once saw a reddit vid about fandoms you wont interact w due to petty reasons and i laughed throughout it but it felt SO unrelatable to me #i just don't care lol. you telling me people resent tv shows or games?? the objects that arent even physical??? you cant even touch them???#it all feels so foreign #again. i do dislike and get annoyed at people. but for me to Hate someone to the point i ramble... it requires a LOT. like a fuck ton.#and even then i dont think about them at all until someone else brings attention to them in a positive light.#hell i think the Only person that fits that desc is jkr #so yk.

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