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Signed, Sealed, Delivered - Part 11

Namjoon x Reader Author: Admin Mo Summary: You’re in college when your soulmate mark shows up, an address. You figure sending a letter couldn’t hurt. Warnings: Some swears, soulmate fluff. Word Count: 1.8k

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, Epilogue

You thought four months would take forever to trudge through. You thought every day would be hell, burning even worse than the one before, building, building, building until you’d finally get on the plane to go see Namjoon. Instead, it was like a crescendo. You and Namjoon were talking every day like normal, sending letters back and forth every week or so. He’d update you on things that were happening over there, what he and the boys were up to that day. He’d tell you how much he wished you were there with him, but that he knew you had classes and that he believed in you.

You sent him dumb things on Twitter. He sent you dumber things in response. Many memes of his face were sent back and forth. You’d thought months ago that it wasn’t possible to love him any more than you did already, but you found that the more you talked to him, the more you found to love.

Namjoon was very, very excited about the approaching tour. Very excited.

“Jagiya, look at this cute couple outfit.” He sent it to you while you were Skyping. Your phone pinged another time, an additional image coming through. “Or do you want this one instead?”

“Joonie, I told you, you don’t have to buy me any clothes. I can just bring stuff I have and we can figure out stuff that matches.”

“But baby, we can get soulmate shirts…” He had been spending a little too much time online shopping recently. “It’ll be so cute.”

“Okay, but don’t go overboard.”

“Alright. Oh, also, I was trying to figure out some fun things for us to do, so I think we’re going to go to Disneyland when we’re in California and then I got us Wicked tickets for when we’re in New York. The Shedd Aquarium in Chicago is really nice…”

“Why are you so perfect?” You grinned at him. He grinned back, his dimples prominent and begging to be poked. You swore as soon as you saw him you were going to pinch those adorable cheeks of his.

“I just want my jagi to have fun.”

“I don’t need all of those things to have fun. All I need is you.”

“Ughhh, jagiiii.” His cheeks reddened and he covered his face. “I thought we had a no-cheesy contract.”

“Excuse me, sir? You are WAY cheesier than I could ever aspire to be, what with your adorable matching couple outfits and the most romantic itinerary I’ve ever heard.”

“Okay, okay…” He chuckled. “That’s fair.” His eyes trailed over your features, stopping at your lips before flicking back up to your eyes. You looked amused, if he wasn’t mistaken. “Sorry, I just...want to kiss you so bad.”

“I know, baby. But we just have a few weeks now, right? It’s so close I can taste it.”

“Yeah…” Namjoon smiled softly. “So close…”

***

Little did you know, your first meeting with Namjoon would be a little sooner than even you expected. Your boyfriend, bless his heart, had been busy at work cooking up a little scheme that he hoped would make you happy. According to your friends from school, he KNEW it would make you happy.

Originally the plan was that you would fly to Korea and one of the members of the BTS Staff would be there to take you to either BigHit or the dorms, depending on where the boys were at the time. Namjoon, however, had other plans. It just so happened, that your exams fell on the Thursday and Friday of exam week, which meant you would be cooped up in the library for the three days leading up to them.

RM_fan_94: Okay, so she’ll definitely be in the library, right?

GracieGirl: Definitely. For sure.

Lilyyyy: Agreed. There is literally nowhere else she will be for Monday-Wednesday. Except maybe to grab food really quick, but usually during exam week, she just gets food from the tea place at the library.

RM_fan_94: Okay, perfect.

RM_fan_94: I’m so nervous…

Lilyyyy: Awwwwww!!

GracieGirl: Don’t be! She loves you so freaking much, Namjoon!

Lilyyyy: Yeah, we should know lmao we hear about you all the time.

RM_fan_94: awwwww, does she really talk about me all the time??

GracieGirl: Y E S

Lilyyyy: More than she talks about literally anything else ever.

RM_fan_94: Okay, I gotta go, she’s calling in a few

GracieGirl: Byeeeee!

***

“Dear Namjoon,

I cannot wait to see you. I seriously cannot wait. It’s eating me alive. I check my phone every five minutes, hoping five hours have miraculously passed. I think honestly, the only thing keeping me sane at this point is my homework and my final film project.

I keep thinking about how the minute I finish my last exam, I’ll be on my way to the airport to see you. Well, not the MINUTE after I finish, but a few days later, at least. Ugh, it seems so far away.

I’m working on my final film project now, and I actually like how it’s turning out for once. This is the first project I think I’ve ever felt confident on ever in my life and I can’t wait to send it to you when it’s finished. It’s due soon, though, so I don’t think I’ll have time to send it to you before it’s due. Either way, I think you’ll really like it.

Also, I’m bringing my camera on tour so I can capture all of our cute couple moments and make a montage. I cannot wait for that either. I’ve never even been on a plane before and now I’m flying across the world to see the love of my life. It’s like a fairytale, it really, really is.

I think it would be AMAZING to go to Ilsan and meet your family (and your dog!!). I’ve been wanting to meet them for basically forever. Your sister sounds super cool. And I think it’s adorable that you kiss the Petoskey stone every night but because you think it’s embarrassing, I’m definitely going to tease you about it.

Lily and Grace are helping me re-dye my hair tonight so it’ll be nice and fresh and bright pink for you. I’ll be sure to send you lots of messy selfies of the process because honestly, it’s hilarious, and you’ll be awake anyway.

I love you so, so, so much,

-(Y/N)”

***

“Hyung, are you sure you want to do this?” Jungkook held the brush over the little bowl, hot pink dye dripping from the bristles. “It’s not too late to go back.”

“I’m sure.” Namjoon nodded. He was seated on the toilet lid, a towel draped around his shoulders, hair newly bleached. “Jin-hyung always does whatever he wants with his hair.”

“And then he gets yelled at.” Jimin laughed.

“I want to match. It’ll probably only last a few days anyway. Pink washes out quick.”

“I should know.” Jungkook shook his head, memories of his brief stint of magenta resurfacing.

“Just do it.” Namjoon sat up a little straighter.

Jungkook looked to Jimin and Taehyung, who each shrugged as if to say ‘hey, it’s his funeral’, and then brushed the dye onto Namjoon’s bleached-blond hair. Well, there really wasn’t any going back now.

***

Namjoon ruffled through his very, very pink hair, smiling at himself. God, he was an idiot in love. The things he did for you… And yet, staring at his reflection, he had no regrets. In fact, he would do it again just to see the look on your face.

Speaking of which…

His phone was ringing. Shit. Shit. God, he had to answer it, didn’t he? And of course it was a FaceTime from the one person who couldn’t know he had pink hair yet.

Looking around his room, he grabbed the first hat he could find, a black beanie, and slipped it onto his head to cover up the new hair. Then, he plopped down into his chair and hit accept call.

“Hey baby.” He let the words roll out, all casual. As though he hadn’t just dried off his hot pink hair.

“Hey Joon, what’s up?”

I just dyed my hair hot pink, so there’s that… “Not much. Working on some songs and stuff. You?”

“I just woke up and I missed your handsome face.”

“Well aren’t I lucky? God, I missed your voice.”

“What’s up with the hat?” You smirked, looking at the black beanie hastily thrown on top of his hair. “I mean, it’s cute, but…”

“It’s uh...”

“Oh, new hair. Alright, got it.” You dragged your pinched fingers across your lips, zipping them shut. “No leaks here.”

“Thank you, jagi.” He breathed in relief, watching as your adorable features twisted in curiosity.

“It does, however, make me wonder…” You trailed off, tapping your lip with a little pink-painted finger.

“No sneak-peeks, baby. I’m sorry.”

You pouted, pretending to be upset. “Okayyyyyy…” Immediately, you brightened. “Guess what!”

“What?”

“We learned a dance in my K-Pop club the other day and guess what song it was.”

“I’m stumped.” He grinned, tilting his head, waiting for you to spout whatever BTS song you and your friends had learned.

“We learned Baepsae and I got to learn your part!”

“Awwwwww that’s so cute!”

You nodded excitedly. “It was so fun. I can’t wait to show you.”

“I can’t wait to see.”

“How many days until I get to see you?”

“A week, baby.” A lie. Perhaps the first Namjoon had ever told you. He hoped the pet name he used would cover it up well enough. After all, you shared a soul. Maybe you could tell when he was lying to you, even if it was a little innocent lie like this one.

“Ughhhhhhh that’s seven days too many.”

“I agree.”

“I want to kiss you so bad, Namjoon.” You groaned. “I need to be in your arms. Immediately.”

“I know, baby. Believe me, I know.” Though the four months had gone by, it wasn’t like it hadn’t hurt him to have to wait and wait and wait. The temptation to come see you over your Spring Break was almost crippling, and had he not had to do promotions, he would have been on a plane ages ago. “But it’s soon now. I love you a lot, alright?”

“I love you a lot too.” You nodded, watching the way his dimple poked in when he smiled softly at your words.

Namjoon yawned and stretched. “Alright, jagiya, I have an early morning tomorrow, so I have to get some sleep now. But I love you so much and I’ll see you soon, okay?”

“I love you too.”

And then he hung up, grinning. You had no idea what was coming for you in the next few days...

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27 & first half of 28 aug. 2019

👾  I had extremely bad nightmares the night of the 26th and woke up feeling extremely unsafe and distressed and was like that for a while... We were supposed to get up early and go get my phone but Mason didn’t get us up in enough time for us to not have to rush so I went back to sleep and boy did I regret it...

I didn’t eat like literally the entire day, I had like 1 bottle of mango pepsi and died the rest of the day in bed, I didn’t feel safe or comf doin like Anything...I called the pharmacy too so many times and they never picked up, which was really frustrating...

Libra bought us fresh mochi at some point but I didn’t know they were in the fridge so they got really hard and stale and that was disappointing...

Good stuff about the 27th tho:

Koda was really sweet and gentle with me all day... I mean dae always is but like, you know. Dae stitched me a very cute “I love you” in class and I couldn’t express it very well but it meant a lot to me and made me smile and feel good.

I drew us (me & Koda) together to cope and Im actually really happy with how it turned out, it was really warm and cozy and I felt warm and cozy because Koda makes me feel safe and I’m extremely gay. Z loves Koda so much

Talked with Koda about all our weird ways of kissing and reminded daem that we really really really love their body even though they don’t like it at all, dae seemed into our silly kisses and relieved about the body thing and that makes me glad... Their body is so cute though and handsome and we love that its soft and we just want to give them a warm snug with our whole self and help them feel safe and good in it, we love to see them so much and we cannot wait to tattoo kisses all over their whole body and just squish them gayly to death, we love their shape so much [insert 26 full-page heart emoji memes]. Mostly me because I’m the hypergay touchy affection demon but. All.

Mason brought me food after work and I felt a lot better after food and meds!! Mason is always ready to help and it always does help, though I dont feel like I appreciate au often enough or properly...

I got to lay with Koda and have a lot of nonsexual (and later sexual) intimacy and that makes me feel the most safe ever and Ill remember it always because I cherish every moment I get to be with everyone in their system and I remember all the times we’ve been together and I think about everyone all day and I am just so full of love and joy for all of them I don’t know how to explain it properly in words.

Then I didn’t sleep overnight because nightmare-fear mania and was overstimulated to hell and death the first half of the day on the 28th, looking through our pics on our pc tho I came across the socks I got for Soda and got SO fucking gay about Soda I was died so it pushed me into a Ritsu shift, which would have been good but I was like extremely nauseated and hazy and half asleep on the bus home and as soon as I got in I knocked the fuck out. I felt really guilty because Koda was having a huge meltdown by that time from overstim and I felt like a bastard because I couldnt focus and couldn’t help properly... but

got our new phone for a good deal, a good price every month, and a good reasonably priced data plan, and went ahead and got a case for it for safety, the phone itself comes with a 1 year factory warranty and I went ahead and got a warranty through the phone service too because I like to be safe! mason was really chill about everything and i was extremely grateful because i was like genuinely not human during any of the time we were out of the house and au was really understanding about me needing to go home because i was about to throw up, die, or both... au bought me a passionfruit green tea with pearls and it helped So Much prevent me from vomiting because boy I was feeling it

i was able to get ahold of the pharmacy!! it was obnoxious again and fsr we cant get them filled until monday even tho we run out on that thursday and griffin can only come on the weekend... we’ll have to ration them for a few days but we’ll work it out somehow im sure, a day or two wont kill us...

after I went to sleep in the afternoon I actually slept really good and had a really good nap and woke up pretty refreshed and luckily it was early enough that we could still get out of the house to do the rest of the things I was too dead to do in the first half of the day

I personally got to pick out the wood and supplies for Enoch’s shrine and that made me SO unbelievably happy... My man finally going to have the shrine he deserves... We also got some fabric and thread and weighted beads to make a crwly & baracc pillow & also grey and teal ones for Allegra & Cipher, everyone’s really excited to make things... especially Hannah, who comes alive when we enter any kind of craft store like we’ve used a magic summoning circle where all of the points are cute notebooks and art supplies

Then I dipped out because Toby got hella stoked for froyo!

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I decided that I would do a weekly recap, and link up with The Sunday Post, which is a weekly meme hosted by Kimba @ hosted by Caffeinated Book Reviewer, that was inspired in part by In My Mailbox. It’s a post to recap the past week, showcase books and things we have received and share news about what is coming up for the week on our blog. 

Last week I was still struggling with this cold, and a horrible cough so I didn’t do much other than work and sleep. However, a highlight of the week was hanging with my friends from work Friday for Happy Hour. It was really fun blowing off steam at the end of a busy work week, and a great way to kick off spring break. I have no plans this week for my vacation time, but to read and catch up on some Netflix. I have no complaints, though. It’s good to be off for a week, and even nice to realize I have less than 50 days in the school year. Hallelujah! While I’ve had a great class this year, I’m just too damn worn out. I swear every year this job gets more and more stressful. Having great students does make it worthwhile, though.

Bottoms Up!

iPad Pro 12.9

Chic Sparrow Maverick TN

Another highlight of the week was playing with my new iPad Pro. Last year I bought the smaller one, but it was a bit too small for my needs. Apple currently has a trade-in deal where you can get money back on an old model towards a new purchase. So I upgraded to the large iPad. I was afraid it would be awkward to carry around, but it totally isn’t and is great to draw with. Now I feel like I can really use Procreate, and have begun to create a digital sketchbook. So much fun! Plus, WordPress looks better and I can use all of my blog’s features I had difficulty accessing on the smaller device. It put me in the hole, but I have no regrets.

I also received my Chic Sparrow Maverick traveler’s notebook that I pre-ordered the other week. I need another TN like I need a hole in the head, but I’ve been wanting one in this leather for nearly 2 years. Of course, I wasn’t desperate for it until the leather was retired. Since it became unavailable, CS has had special sales of it, but my size (b6 Slim) was always sold out when I tried to purchase it. I guess this time was my time! The notebook is a beautiful buffalo leather that’s very stiff and textured. It has a lot more “lightning strikes” that I thought I wanted initially, but now I really love it. I’ve heard this means the piece will soften up a lot more with time and use because of this feature. I’ve only been using it since Thursday, so only time will tell.

book haul

Purchased

eARC

last week on the blog

[wrap-up-posts week=”11″ year=”2018″ listtype=”ul”]

this week on the blog

Book Review: Outpost and Horde (Razorland Trilogy) by Ann Aguirre

Top Ten Tuesday: Books That Take Place In Another Country

Blog Tour: Callan (The Uncompromising Series) by Sybil Bartel

TBD

THE WEEK IN REVIEW: (MARCH 18TH – MARCH 24TH) #SundayPost I decided that I would do a weekly recap, and link up with The Sunday Post, which is a weekly meme hosted by Kimba @ hosted by