#on this day i am blessed. thank you so much again this is *chef's kiss* perfection

[ponderingmoonlight]

Thank you to everyone who supported my blog in 2023 🤍

I can't put into words how much I love every single one of you for your support. No matter if you like one fic of mine or my whole blog, no matter if you write me anon or leave a comment. Let me tell you that I appreciate every minor interaction with the stuff I create over here 🤍

When I started this blog in September (I think lol) I was so scared of sharing my thoughts. But you were supportive right from the start, encouraging me to follow my ideas even in times I didn't feel like it. You might not even know how much you helped me through dark times, how much your constant support lifted me up and helped me getting over the shit that happened 2023 (like Shibuya damn). You have become such an important variable in my life that this blog is literally like a baby to me 😭

Thank you for sticking with me through 2023. I hope you'll stay in the new year as well 🤍

Also, I'd like to take this moment to pay a special thanks to my lovely moots:

@belovedvamp I know we basically just started talking, but you seem like such a fun person and I totally relate to your Yuta affection lol. Thank you for supporting my works through your constant likes, comments, reblogs and requests. I hope we'll stay in touch this new year 🤍

@risuola you are such a sweetheart. Not only is your writing chef's kiss and you were one of my first ever obsessions here on Tumblr (you are still lol), but you make me laugh and cry like no other. You literally seem like such a fun person and put a smile of my face the second you post. Please keep up being so damn cool and please NEVER stop writing those amazing fanfics 🤍

@kawaiiakamaru we aren't moots for that long but you are supporting me for so long. Just seeing a comment or a blog entry from you makes me happy, as well as your cute profile pic (please never change it hehe). Your first ever fic was absolutely amazing, please keep up the good work and make sure to tag me in your new fics of this year 🤍

@sorrowfulrosebud it's funny how we met through that dang annoying anon who still keeps bugging you lol. In some kind of way, I'm actually thankful for them. Not because of the nonsense they are getting on your nerves with, but because I got to get in touch with your wonderful blog. You are funny, you seem passionate and are so talented like it's absolutely insane! I hope you finally get to live in peace on your blog and continue blessing my timeline 🤍

@ynackerman9499 first of all let me tell you how absolutely sorry I am for not publishing any of your requests recently. They're all so good I literally don't know where to start 😭 you are such a sweet person, our little talk made me giggle the entire time and I love that we basically have the same taste in anime and anime men hehe. Thank you for supporting my blog and especially looking out for me the whole time, I hope we'll talk again soon 🤍

@sitarawrites you actually were one of my first moots over here and our conversations were priceless. I was so happy when you finally decided to share your great works with us! You are truly such a talented writer who makes us feel the emotions of our favorite jjk characters like none other. Also, I love that you are a badass bitch who takes no shit from others. You are actually my example when it comes to badass characters 😭 I wish you all the best and hope that you get the love, appreciation and clamness you deserve in 2024 🤍

@sunshine7queen you are my no 1 supporter since day one and I love you from the bottom of my heart for it 😭 Everytime I open up my tumblr and see that you left a comment under my works (like you literally always do), I get excited immediately, like why is it so fun to chat with you. Also, you share the greatest treasures when it comes to cool artwork or other fics: you're my greatest source for great content over here! Let me thank you for every comment, every like and every reblog and how you always make me feel good about myself. You are a true sweetheart, stay the way you are and have the lovliest new year 🤍

@wifenanami your obsession for Nanami is just as great as mine and I love you for it. But not only that, you are my number one when it comes to Nanami requests and therefore fics on this blog. Literally half of my Nanami fics exist because of your great request that make me laugh and warm my heart while shattering it and making me cry. Also, your artwork is way too good for this world. Sometimes I go through my requests just to see your pics 😭 Thank you for making my 2023 better with your comments, your aesthetic blog and your request. I hope you're sticking with me through 2024 as well 🤍

@selen1um-hexafluoride you are such a funny person, your blog entries made my day so often that I lost count. Let me tell you that your unnecessary opinions definetely matter to me and that I enjoy every single one of them. You write your hcs like a pro, I literally can't wait to see more of you. Please don't stop writing and make sure to tag me in your works (when you find out how hehe) 🤍

@sanicsmut girl, you're the love of my life. Seriously, since that day you decided to comment under my first ever Choso works you've been by my side and supported my works even though they didn't have your favorites (=Choso and Hiromi lol) in them. Even though we don't chat that often, I love your lil comments under my shitpostings as well as I love to see what's going on over there on your blog. You seem like such a funny talented person it's seriously unfair 😭 Also, see this as a petition for you to post more artwork of yours because it's GORGEOUS! Love ya, thank you for all the support and let me see you again this year 🤍

@lees-chaotic-brain oh Petra, you are such a sweet, passionately and badass chick it makes me all emotional. You were my first moot over there and stuck with me ever since. Even though we didn't talk much these last weeks because we're both pretty stressed, I still adore you and our conversations with all my heart. You are such a strong person, going through all this hate of last year with confidence, not letting anyone getting you down that you have been a true example for me. Despite all the things you've been through, despite all the shit you have to endure, you're still so fucking strong and I truly admire you for it! Also, you are one of my all time favorite writers here on Tumblr - no one does it like you! Let me take this opportunity to thank you. Thank you for being my first ever moot, thank you for listening when nobody else did, thank you for the amazing content you gift us with. I'm so glad I met you and I am beyond glad that you are the person that you are. Let nobody ever take your spark away from you (and I publicy promise to finally get your request done) 🤍

@lizziespoem we didn't hear much from each other the last few weeks, but let me tell you how proud I am that you're looking out for yourself and that you put yourself first. Even though I miss your gorgeous fanfics and to just talk to you, I hope with all my heart that you are doing well my german tumblr bestie (melde dich gerne mal wenn du Zeit und Lust hast) 🤍

@hitori979 you're truly making me emotional. You have to be one of the few people who supported me from day one. Your endless comments, you defending me, you liking my whole stuff. Like...I can't even put into words how much you mean to me. I know how busy you are and that you rarely find the time to scroll through Tumblr and get in touch with my works, but you always make sure that I feel appreciated. Even though you don't even know me (and how I just realized I don't even know your name) you check on me from time to time and cheer me up when I feel down. I love our little conversations about jjk manga, I love your opinion on basically EVERYTHING and I love how geniuely funny you are. Let me tell you that your support means the world to me and that I get excited just when reading your blog name. Let me tell you that your ideas inspire me and are actually the source of like half of my best works! You seem like such a smart and empathic person. I really hope the new year brings you less work stress and all the things you ever wish for. You deserve the world, love. And I will be forever thankful for you finding my blog and deciding to support me through everything 🤍

@lavenderdrxp thank you thank you thank you for your likes, reblogs and comments. I loved our lil chitchat and actually enjoyed chatting with you so much that I hope we'll be able to do it anytime soon again 😭 Also, let me promise you that I'll publish your request this year hehe. Have the happiest new year with new episodes of our favorite anime coming soon 🤍

Okay, now I'm crying a lil on my own. Just...thank y'all. Have the nicest 2024 ever 😭

[tarotbyjam24]

Thank you so very much for the reading! Here’s my feedback!

I had ordered a 20 images (10- for future dynamic with FS and 10 or FS appearance) moodboard from gem! And as a first time customer, i also received a complementary reading of my choice! (I chose a moodboard - 5 images) And i received my readings soon (same day) too!

PS:  I know this is LONG but, i had to convey it. Thank you once again! The reading resonated beautifully! and the service was fabulous! Had no difficulties whatsoever! Lovely service and lovely reader! ❤️

And oh my lord, how do i even start? 

First, the ‘how do people perceive me?’ the little kid, with the caption “I carry her with me where ever i go” is absolutely true, I carry my inner child, or the child-like personality. People do mention that i have a child’ heart, and i too consider myself a little childish (just trying to enjoy my life with little things) , the city lights, the girl…it just gives off the vibe of being wealthy or rich.. The first impression that people have of me is that i come from an affluent family (i do not 😅) but perhap it’s the way i dress or carry myself, a classmate of mine has teased me because of that, implying that spending cash is not a big deal for me 😅

The rainy windows, and the girl by the lake, it gives a melancholic/serious vibe, people tell me that i intimidate them, during my first impressions and sometimes i ‘look’ scary (rbf 🤣) 

And especially, the pose of that girl, with her hand on her chin, thats exactly how i rest my face when im just not socialising? You know the moments where people surround you but not talking to them? Those moments

Majority of the pictures having their major color black speaks to me too, i am someone who thinks, imagines a lot, sometimes i like isolation, introspection, but then you look at the other two images, very colorful, bright and full of life and, that’s the other side to me ✨

Coming to the dynamics moodboard;

I just wanna say, i love how its soft at first, picture perfect moments. The couple dancing, it just made me too happy, i love to dance, and to have someone who can dance with me– its just!

The quirky pictures too, it just gives off the kind of relationship i alway wanted!  Someone who can have fun with me!

But here’s what hooked me in, the lyrics. I’ve already mentioned i just love lyrics, and thank you for incorporating that!

‘I love you, I’m sorry’  it just sounds karmic, being the best and the worst, like– i know that this is not going to be a free ride to paradise- 

The next thing, Billie Eilish songs, it all gives the vibes of arguing? It’s a mixed feeling honestly cause these lyrics were totally unexpected-

But if i were to look at the 2 halves of this, the second one gives me the idea of the whole story that’s gonna unravel- like the boy staring at the girl longingly, cool bike rides and some fun in the street- like the beginning, and then these lyrics that hit with the reality of, how things will turn out, like a storm that needs to be tackled, then, the second half the fairytale vibe of how it will end up at last!

Hehe an lastly, the fs appearance moodboard;

Do i dare say, it’s my type?  Curly hair has been prominent through my previous readings, pacs and a moodboard that i got ages ago- and korean guys- 🤣😭✨ like the east asian cut is prominent!  (filipino is spelled out too 👀) I’m gonna be honest, the first picture had me smiling cause how goofy it looks and i love it! <3  like that section- just chef’s kiss!

The black shirt paired with a watch, ehm-  i like guys when they wear formals, suits ect, and im definitely crazy for that picture too!

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thank you once again! ❤️

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[allthesmutl0vers]

heyyy!! how are you? hope you’re doing well!

I wanted to ask what happened to “The Fate Of Us” because I went to look for it on Wattpad and noticed it wasn’t there?!

Just wanted to know if you plan on ever picking it up again. That story was my favorite and “Intentions” followed it close by.

But anyways just wanted to ask that quick question. I genuinely hope you’re having a good day and god bless you cuz your stories are *chefs kiss* 😉

Omg thank you so much 🥰 I'm alright, just got over a nasty case of food poisoning and then my period started literally the same night 💀🥲

And Wattpad removed 'The Fate Of Us' for "too much explicit content." 🙄It's why I've moved away from Wattpad as well. Don't worry though I am planning on getting it back up and running again, I've just been recovering the last few days. ❤️ 'Break Me' is available and the Google Doc is linked a few posts down if you haven't read, or want to re-read it while I get TFOU back up and running again.

I'm so happy you enjoyed Intentions as well as TFOU. ❤️ I really needed a message like this today. 🥲🥰 Thank you so so much and I promise it's coming soon!

Xoxo,

SmutL0vers

[klainelynch]

hihi, i just wanted to let you know how much i enjoyed listening to the podfics you recorded for several royai fics. the intonation and pacing you read then in were just chef's kiss and i found myself just playing several of them back to back when i was meant to fall asleep yesterday night. (not that they weren't sleep inducing, i just found myself hooked to the story with the way you narrated them).

I hadn't known about podfics previously but finding out about your page was a huge blessing and i look forward to listening to more tonight!

(i apologise if this seemed sudden but i knew i had to thank you before i got cold feet and convinced myself out of it, once again thank you so much for making them! )

Anon I hope you know that this message made my entire night!!!!!!!!!

I am so glad that you enjoyed my work and that you took the time out of your day to share just how specifically you liked my podfics. I've been struggling to find my podfic spoons for the last few months, so it means a lot to hear that people still enjoy what I've put out into the world. I hope you have an absolutely amazing week 💞💞💞💞

[dukeoftheblackstar]

my sweet darling duchii 🥹 thank you so much for your reblogs and comments on my two fics today!!!!! i woke up this morning from horrible dreams and was just a bit down and out, and your wonderful words and kindness has made me feel so much better 🩵😭 i'm so pleased you enjoyed the kit fisto one especially, i wrote that a long while ago now but it still remains one im most proud of, the comfort and heartache of it is as soothing as it is emotionally stimulating and it's so wonderful to see your response to it. i wrote it to soothe and comfort myself and im just so happy that you have found joy in it. your love means the world and im beyond inspired and so pleased 🥹 thank you so much. and thank u for reading/interacting with the oc x oc piece, it is very much appreciated because those fics never really get much love. so very blessed to know u. thank for your friendship, your efforts and your readership - you're really the best darling!!! so nice to have a friend who is as unhinged about the sexy jedi aliens as i am!!!!!!!!! 💚 i hope you are having a fabulous day, mwah

Omg Moonie ;//////////////; I love you so damn much ♥♥♥ You're so sweet and humble and kind and sweet and perfect ;///////; ♥♥

I'm sorry that you had horrible dreams and I'm very glad me going a sjdkajdlkjdlaj all over your fics helped! They're honest feedback because I really enjoyed reading them and I am officially Mimi x Indi stan? ;//////////; I must say it is very steamy and I am very much into that!

You and @pumpkinmischief's ocs are both lovely and well built! I hope you get to write more about your oc cause I know pumpkin's got her going with Cad ♥

Sexy Jedi aliens be our jam ♥♥♥ Kit is such a beautiful god that I would happily thirst-worship with you ♥ The way you described him is so poetic and perfect and I melt over it! I'm sorry it took me five times to read it because I can dish out a review because it was that good, and I genuinely mean it.

Kinda wanna be her because omg Kit, please? It's a beautiful one shot in itself because it really is just a one-time thing and it's so #corememory!!! I would cherish it so much and the ending is just.. *chef's kiss*

If you ever decide to write him again or Mimi and you decide on a taglist, I'd like to be part of it ♥ I'm crushing on Mimi because she's this pop-queen-princess in my head and she's probably just unhinged as my oc e//////////e.

I love you, Moonie ♥ Hope your everyday is every-better and you get more sweet and saucy dreams ♥ @eloquentmoon ♥

[sordidmusings]

hey :) first id like to thank you, thats a lot of effort you have put into my request already! damn! i feel honoured <3

Honestly, all of your ideas sound great - if id have to pick one tho, id go for the first one (its cute af ahhhh). Love the songs too - your ideas with the nirvana song? chefs kiss. (the second one if you would like to add it, but im feeling like im asking for too much already)

As for formalities, Id like to request female reader, im fine with both nsfw and sfw (maybe sfw that turns into nsfw if thats not too much to ask?)

(oh and kid with canines? yes please.)

I’m glad you like my ramblings 😭🩵 sending hugs and kisses❣️

This section of the writing process is the effort that feels like zero effort to me haha I could pump out stuff like that all day it’s the getting the actual prose down that gets me in turtle mode 💀 brainstorming though?? That shits the addicting stuff and why I have no less than ten million things I wanna write at any given moment lol it’s one of the reasons why I think I wanna try posting about my AUs and stuff and more headcanons and fanon ideas so that my blog isn’t constantly a ten times reanimated zombie anymore 🤡

BUT that aside! I’m excited to work with the idea you like! Emotionally constipated alpha Kid it is 🫡 bless up because that’ll break the seal on abo for me here and truly, those fangs on him are lethal 😩

And sfw that becomes nsfw is not too much to ask don’t you worry 🤍

I’m also glad you like the Nirvana song thoughts! That song and that lyric are some favs of mine. That whole album honestly 💀 and I am Too Full of little song associations and ideas for characters and idk how to share them cuz I def can’t write all of them. Maybe I’ll do something like make posts of each chara and have the songs under with why the song makes me think of them or little drabbles or how I think a song fic for it would go? No clue yet lol

Thank you again sweet anon❣️

[eoieopda]

[visual content blog recommendations]

we see fic recs all the time, but i don’t think i’ve ever seen rec lists for visual content (gif/art/gfx/etc.) creators! they’ve been dealing with a bunch of shit lately between reposts, tumblr garbage, etc., so i wanna shout-out some favorites. thank you for keeping us fed!!

disclaimer: this is not an exhaustive list!! if you have recommendations of your own, please feel free to expand on this yourself and/or drop some of your faves in the replies for others to see. self-promo is always welcome here, too ✨ p.s. some of these are recent finds for me, so pls expect to see more of them on my blog. eta: i will be adding more as i go!!

[bts]

@yooboobies — réka’s gif sets are *chef’s kiss* and the ART? omg. the talent!!! 😭 we simply have to simp.

@cordiallyfuturedwight — apart from being one of the coolest/funniest people i’ve found on army tumblr, i am a kayla stan because the niche themes for her gif sets (ex. bangtan turtlenecks series) feel like they’re made 👏🏻 for 👏🏻 me 👏🏻 even though they absolutely aren’t, lmao.

@hopeinthebox — the bts as reductress headline + incorrect bangtan series are probably my favorite pieces of content on the entire internet??? also, lizzy is absolutely gd hilarious. tags are 11/10. a blessing upon my dash.

@kimtaegis — i’m not visually artistic enough to say this in a way that makes sense, but annie’s gifs are just… stunning? like, the colors? idk about the process that goes into that, but i imagine it takes a lot of time/finesse to be this vivid.

@kithtaehyung — ryen is the renaissance man of army tumblr, fr. not only can she write (like!!!) but she’s multi-faceted and insanely creative with her graphic design. i want her to tutor me, lmao.

@raplinenthusiasts — ooohhhhh my god. the coloring of their gifs makes my brain go brrrrtttt. this bts x the office set is on my “always reblog” list; i’ll share it every time i come across it.

@heybaetae — this set in particular is on my “always reblog” list, no matter how many times i’ve done so already. also, idk how to describe this, but kelli’s gifs are just…. crispy 🤌🏻 like, so satisfying with the…. texture? filtering? contrast? i’m an idiot re: editing terms, but go peep them and you’ll know what i’m trying to say.

@kth1 — literally who could ever forget maggie’s 100 days of (member) series??? the amount of work that had to go into that? unfathomable.

@jeurias — i want to wallpaper my house and office with their gfx. i’m deadass.

@jinstronaut — emmeline has been doing her “a jin a day while he’s away” series for OVER 250 DAYS NOW. i have never been nor will i ever be able to commit to anything to this level.

[multi/skz/atz/svt/etc.]

@starryoong / @cherrrywon — do not get me started on starry’s paintings, sketches, etc. because i will never shut up. ever. j’adore 🫠 is also a five-star human being.

@scouped — my queue is probably 80% max gifs at any given time. god-tier, fr. a must-follow for carats, as far as i’m concerned.

@vcrnons — incredible gifs, lovely human, and also the writer of some of my favorite svt fics??? we stan.

@yelhsaart — i don’t have any words for how much i love their art so please imagine guttural screaming instead. asdfghjkl!!!

@hizuillu — ……breathtaking. legitimately stunning skz art. like…… i have heart palpitations.

@snug-gyu — THE USE OF COLORS. i’m always a simp for pantone-inspired sets; they just scratch an itch in the back of my brain, and BOY HOWDY, is my brain satisfied 😵‍💫

@yunwooz — again, i have no idea what i’m talking about when it comes to the gif-making process, but the colors!!! the COLORS!!! like, taking a mv that’s not super vivid/is fairly greyscale and bringing it to life? ya know????

@uharuz — you want incredible gifs? they’ve got em. you want stunning gfx? they’ve got em. seriously, idk what to tell you except “pause right here and go follow immediately”.

@haechannabelle — listen……. annabelle’s art style is 😗🤌🏻 (that’s a chef’s kiss). the use of color, and the technique, and and and — ! ALSO, i must mention that she took, like, 50 hours to compile a boycott-friendly k-pop playlist. their vibes are simply impeccable.

@96z — sol puts together the DOPEST gif sets, both because of the visuals (coloring, text, etc., idk many gif-making terms) but also because of the amount of personality that goes into the captioning. 10/10. (this rec would be made even if i did not receive the gif gift of hoshi screaming my username, which i have saved and now use regularly off tumblr for reaction purposes.)

@hoshingi — [yoongi voice] i don’t know your name, and i might be biased because we share a hamster tiger bias, but the gifs are fire. just straight fire.

rev. 2/22/25

[yandere--stuck]

Actually Yknow what....I got some time let’s fucking play with this idea. For context, the reader is a warrior resting in Elysium, after spending their life fighting for the gods and goddesses. This might be trash but HERE YA GO (Honestly not sure how to space dialogue, so if it seems repetitive just know I didn’t wanna have 13 different dots, also slight NSFW warning.)

Life in Elysium was monotonous to say the least. After your taxing mortal years of fighting foe after foe, brutalizing the competition and proudly displaying your scars in honor of the gods, spending your time lounging around was a mental shock. Of course it was wonderful to know that you were recognized for your work, but still. You couldn’t deny it was wonderfully relaxing though. Just...a little too relaxing.

You would’ve said the same for today, had a rather well built man (you’d love to take him in a fight) not wandered up to you. “Hello there! Hate to disturb you, but I was wondering if you had seen any tall solemn looking man, grey hair and a black cloak? Rather mean looking fellow-“ The young man seemed to choke on his words as your eyes traced over his frame. His face was burning hot, mouth dry and something in his chest thrumming as your irises finally met his. Why in gods name did they hypnotize him? Were you a gorgon in your past life?

“Are you alright there? If your head got knocked in battle, I’d be happy to take a look at it. Tended to myself enough times to be considered a healer!” Chortling, you stood from the soft grass and began to gently maneuver him to the ground. “I...yes I did hit my head. I’m Zagreus, I should’ve said that sooner.” Zagreus’ voice faded towards the end of the sentence as your hands began to card softly through his hair. He’d have to get on Hypnos for making him feel drowsy in the middle of this meeting. A hum was the only response you got, and a mutter of your name as you continued to work through and apply a slab to any cuts.

The prince only awoke when he heard grunting, fearing that it was some absent minded warrior wishing to challenge him as some final show of strength or some entertainment. Well, he’ll have them know he isn’t just a one stop shop for free shows. Rushing to stand, heterochromatic eyes focusing on a bleary form. An odd form of spear, the bladed part lengthier than most, stabbed viciously into a nearby tree trunk. The multiple holes and torn bark showed how much the flora had been abused. Zag would’ve been more concerned, had your toned arms now ripped it out. Heat pooled in his stomach as he watched your muscles flex in the natural light of the gardens.

Soon enough, you started to offer sparring with him, wishing to help train him before he continued on his journey which you had heard so much about from the boy. In return, war stories and fierce battle tales were exchanged, even a presentation of the marks gained from them. And every single time the youth felt that same warmth, the way his face would flush as you complimented his form, how you fretted over his injuries and how close you got during your sessions. How your spear felt so cool against his throat as you straddled him, panting next to his ear as you attempted to regain your breath. “Wonderfully done my friend. You’re getting better ever time. Perhaps you’ll pin me one day.” “...I’m perfectly fine with you pinning me.” “Hm?” “Nothing!”

He couldn’t help but bring you up to Nyx, asking for advice on how to possibly handle it. The night seemed hesitant on responding, part of her hoping it was just a crush. She forced herself to mutter about mates, how you just knew when you had found them.

And with the might of Olympus, the boy took it and ran with it. The two of you were MADE for each other. You were his. All his, body, soul and mind all made just to work along side him. And much to his delight (and the delight of his libido if we’re being honest here), he was yours. The prince belonged to you, and you only. Carrying himself with newfound delight and purpose, Zagreus slashed and gruesomely tore his way through the underworld to you. Mates. Zag was so sure of the happiness that would wash over you, how you’d embrace him and finally, finally mean it when you pressed him against the wall. When you grinded against him as his hands clung desperately to your hips in an attempt to ground himself. Gods the boy wouldn’t even mind if he lost himself as you finally physically marked him as yours.

OH MY GODDDDDD ZAG ANON YOURE SUCH A TALENTED WRITER!!!!! I FEEL SO HONORED TO BE ABLE TO READ THIS ITS AMAZING!! IN LITERALLY LIKE 👀👀👀👀👀👀👀 HHHH THIS IS SO GOOD!!!!

Somebody get Zag some Refreshing Nectar he's way too thirsty jsjvdjvcs

[garfinkelstingle]

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pairing: sebastian stan x celebrity!reader

a/n: hope you’re having a nice day xx

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sebastianfan73 imagine getting a whole ass album written about you??? i mean i cant but do you know who can?? SEBASTIAN FREAKING STAN!!!!!!!

yourfan85 brb gonna print all of these pictures and hang them all around my room to be blessed by y/n’s beauty 24/7 🥲🥲🥲

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sebastianfan38 the cuteness someone send help

yourfan20 IM SORRY WHAT JUST HAPPENED

marvelfan95 petition for y/n to join the mcu to play bucky’s gf i dont even care WHO she’s playing as long as we get to see their chemistry on screen 🥺

yourinstagram y’all calm your horses he meant to credit my impeccable photography skills that’s all

imsebastianstan obviously. did anyone think otherwise?

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anthonymackie ay sebastian who gave you permission to look at the camera like this? it’s making ME feel things.

yourinstagram that’s what i said!

sebastianstan48 i just want for someone to look at me and feel about me the way imsebastianstan looks & feels about yourinstagram is that too much to ask?? 😭

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yourfan73 CANT WAIT FOR YOU TO PERFORM YOUR NEW SINGLE!!!!

yourinstagram neither can i <3

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yourfan36 the album is soo good you better win a brit for it otherwise i’m throwing hands

sebastianfan95 i know right??? i’m not the biggest fan of her earlier work but this album is a true masterpiece it’s just *chef’s kiss*

imsebastianstan rude you didn’t ask me to be your date but ok

yourinstagram babe we’ve been dating for three years and you’re literally sitting in the car next to me rn… what did you expect a written invitation???

imsebastianstan as a matter of fact YES

yourfan29 not y/n and seb having the most wholesome conversation of all time in the comment section what? 😭😭😭😭

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sebastianfan28 sebastian stan is the godliest man to ever walk on earth i said what i said

sebastianfan99 no thoughts head empty just anthony mackie saying “you ever see a guy this handsome walking the streets? he's gonna get arrested because he's killing all the ladies” on a loop

yourinstagram damn sugar he’s fine

yourfan44 nothing will ever be funnier to me than y/n simping for sebastian the same exact way we do i guess celebrities really are just like us huh????

sebastianfan37 sebastian stan > every other man in this universe

sebastianfan90 periodt!!!!!!

marvelfan29 the best bucky we could’ve possible asked for ❤️

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sebastianfan48 i’m honestly so torn between being jealous of y/n for dating seb and being jealous of seb for dating y/n…

yourfan41 mom & dad 🥺🥺🥺

yourinstagram i wanna be mad at you for choosing to post this picture out of all the ones that you have of me but honestly reading everyone’s comments all i can say is that i love you

imsebastianstan hey what’s wrong with this pic? it’s my favorite!!!!

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sebastianfan38 everyone’s talking about how lucky y/n is to have someone like sebastian love her but y’all, how lucky is SEBASTIAN to have someone in his life who makes him this freaking happy?????

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[spitdrunken]

Hello friends! It's that time again, time for your old pal Soft to send in some anonymous degeneracy. I am glad you liked my review, spitdrunken! I do tend to ramble, so to see someone happy to get my text walls is nice. But it did make me realize that it caused everyone else to have to do a lot of scrolling, so I apologize for that. Sorry guys! This submission will be done in sets. I'll number them so it's easy to keep track, let me know if Tumblr eats one. I'll keep it all in a text document so I don't lose anything. That's kinda why I was sending everything in one big ask, but I'm willing to put in the extra effort to keep everyone's dash smaller. 1

notes: incest

So! First things first: RIP Ingo, did not realize that he wouldn't have any lube. See this is why you're the one getting paid to write things around here. But the idea of Ingo trying to line up their orgasms is just *chefs kiss* beautiful. Lovely! And the idea of having multiple takes of Emmet getting the strap, wanting to get the perfect one, because his big brother deserves only the best! Ah, very nice. 2

And then you come in with the absolute genius idea of a video focusing on Reader-chan! I completely adore it! I hadn't MEANT to have so little focus on the reader, tbh I think I got lost in the incest sauce. But I got another idea to add onto it:Ingo gets another video, only this time it's from Emmet. Again, it opens up to a scene of smut. 

Only this time, his brother is taking Reader-chan from behind. Emphasis on BEHIND. Reader-chan's pussy is wet but empty. And then Emmet speaks up.

"Hi big brother! Our darling wanted to make another video for you. And they're being verrrrry picky tonight. Do you want to tell him why?"

Reader-chan, short of breath, squeaks out "Because I need you! I want you! M-me too Ingo!" because of course they need Ingo, this is a three car train! 3

Ingo watches, enraptured, as his little brother takes their shared lover from behind. Occasionally a touch to their clit is given, but Emmet's hands are more focused on their chest."So what are you going to do for him?" Emmet asks, though he obviously already knows. "I-I'm...! Ah, my, my pussy!" Reader-chan is trying to speak, but a horny Emmet is a beast, Ingo knows. 

"Your cute little pussy? What about it?" he teases, leaving marks on their darling's neck.

"I'm saving it! Until y-you get back...please come back! I need you too! Need to be full!"

It's about companionship! Both of them need their holes to be filled by Ingo's cock! (Which gets rubbed raw all over again lol. Maybe the sentiment behind it will help him? Love always finds a way!) 4

So then we come to the main event and spitdrunken how did you KNOW I was going to write about Emmet wearing a plug for Ingo but forgot about it?! We really are on the same page omg.

For your consideration: Ingo comes home to Emmet, face down, ass up and plugged up, cock already leaking precum because FINALLY his brother is HOME and he's going to be FULL!

And Reader-chan just looks up at him and says "He's ready for you." 5

Ingo is ready for him too. Emmet doesn't get a warning, the plug is out and his cock is inside in one thrust. And his little brother goes wild! This is what he needed!

"You kept that inside of you all day? Were you that desperate for me? Wasn't our darling enough?" Ingo asks, his voice even and his pace rough.

"No! Not enough! Need you Ingo! I-AH, CUMMING!

"But Ingo doesn't stop. He fucks him through his orgasm because, like you said, he's going to push him even further past his limit! (And god bless you for saying that the image is delectable.) 6

Reader-chan, of course, is watching all this with glee, because who wouldn't? It's hot as fuck, it's plenty of material for them to get themselves off too!But that's not enough for Ingo. 

"I think you should show them how much you appreciate their patience."

"Yes! Yes yes thank you thank you darling thank you-AH!"

Ingo grabs Emmet by the hair and lifts his head up.

"Put that mouth of yours to work on their pussy until I'm finished with you." 7

And Emmet, well, tries. His tongue is wet and sloppy on Reader-chan's clit, and that's all well and good. But it's hard for him to focus when he's being fucked within an inch of his life. This doesn't mean that Reader-chan doesn't get off, oh no! The whole situation, the fact that Emmet simply CAN'T focus on using his mouth, his cute little whimpers and moans, watching Ingo and how sexy he looks as he fucks his brother silly, it's more than enough to make them cum! 

And if all else fails, Reader-chan can just grind against Emmet's nose. A perfect little human clit bump!So then, when Reader-chan is nice and sated but Ingo is STILL pumping load after load of cum into his brother, that's when the camera comes back into play. 8

"Emmet looks good like this, don't you think? I want to save this expression of his."

Emmet doesn't protest, making desperate, happy little noises. "See? He's close. Will you take the picture, dear?"

Obviously, they will. Reader-chan holds Emmet's head up for the shot. His expression is deliciously whorish: flushed cheeks, tears in his half lidded eyes, tongue lolling out, and a big smile.Reader-chan, being cheeky, decides to add one more thing to the photo. 

"Give us a double peace sign! Say cheese!"And he does! The money shot is taken right when Emmet cums, shaky peace signs and all. It's a picture perfect ahegao! 9

So then at last "When Emmet is a crumpled, twitching mess on the bed, ass leaking cum" (unchanged because oh my GOD how could I?!) Reader-chan finally their pussy stuffed with Ingo's cock. Both of them sigh at the relief, because nothing else they've done can compare to this.

"Thank you so much for your patience." Imgo groans out. "We took tomorrow off. I plan to take care of you properly then."

"Ingo! Oh god, it's so good!" Reader-chan shouts because it is! It's good! The wait is over and their pussy is filled! Stuffed with cock and cum, leaving them a mess too. But of course, they're going to get the same treatment as Emmet tomorrow. 

Aaaaaand that's it! Hope everything goes through and that you enjoyed the work. I've got a bunch more scenarios to give once this is posted. Specifically, the next one is about obliterating those twinks! Well, one twink to start with. Have a great day! 10/10

HI Soft!!! I personally really enjoy your rambling, so never worry about it <333!!! I'm pretty sure I got all of your asks!! (A first for Tumblr LMAO) But I think it's great you're so considerate of everyone <33!!

I'm glad you liked all of my additions so much :')!!! You don't have to incorporate EVERYTHING I say but I'm always happy to hear what you do enjoy <3

BUT OH MY GOD. YOUR BRAIN IS SO HUGE. READER WAITING FOR INGO TO BREAK IN THEIR PUSSY AAA... IN LOVE WITH THIS. If they're going to get it off, they're going to do it through their tits and ass- They can't cum from touches to their pussy, or it wouldn't be saving it </3!! I like to think that maybe Reader doesn't do anal a lot and Emmet really enjoyed working them open on his fingers and cock <33!!

SAME BRAIN <33 When Ingo gets home, he's a bit disappointed to only find Reader happily welcoming him back!! He loves them tons, definitely, but he loves his brother too!!! Reader winks at him and tells him Emmet has his own way of celebrating his return <33 He's waiting for him in the bedroom! It's such a thick plug that Ingo can fuck him immediately!!

INGO GRABBING EMMET BY THE HAIR TO MAKE THEM LAP AT THEIR PUSSY IS SOOOOOO <3333 absolutely top tier. legendary. ESPECIALLY how clumsy he is! Maybe eventually that Reader tells him to just stick out his tongue and let them do all the work, since he's so busy getting fucked <333 they just grind down against him because it's all he's good for right now!!

THE IMAGE. it gets put in the poly groupchat later HAHAHAH BUT HELP I LOVED YOUR DESCRIPTION OF IT... emmet is the perfect ahegao character he just would do it perfectly I can feel it.... Maybe by the time Ingo is fucking Reader he's already quite spent, so he doesn't cum as much inside their pussy as he did in Emmet, but that doesn't take away from his pace!!! No matter how sensitive he is!!

I hope you liked my additions and responses too and i look forward to whatever you wanna send next :')!!! have a good one!

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how can i tell you that i love you? || sam kiszka x danny wagner

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Summary: Sam’s sick. Danny takes care of him. Neither of them knows the right words to say.

Pairings: Sam Kiszka x Danny Wagner

Genre: Fluff, sickfic, friends to lovers 

Word Count: 5k | Warnings: none!

A/N: Buckle up kiddos, this one’s cute. Caretaker Danny and cuddly grumpy Sam, both in love with each other but not knowing how to say it? Chef’s kiss. ♡

Sam usually loved Danny’s apartment. Warm and bright and often filled with friends, it was a place Sam associated with happy memories — too much alcohol, too little sleep, and just enough time spent with people he cared about.

Not today, though. Today, Sam wasn’t here for anything quite so pleasant.

“He’s sick,” Josh explained as they stood on the welcome mat that Danny had spotted at a gardening store a few weeks ago and instantly fallen in love with. Danny had a kitchen towel draped over his shoulder and his hair in an untidy braid, giving him the look of someone who might have been in the middle of baking cookies when the doorbell rang.

Danny looked over Jake’s shoulder and saw Sam, who was huddled in a too-light flannel and trying not to look as bad as he felt.

“You brought him over so we could gang up on him to make him take care of himself?” Danny asked, sympathetic and more than a little amused.

“Sure did,” Jake agreed.

Danny shook his head and smiled. “I guess you’d better come in, then.”

He stepped back and opened the door wider, giving no indication that his three best friends showing up on his doorstep in the middle of the afternoon was anything less than a pleasant surprise.

Sam followed after his brothers, secretly thankful for the warmth of the apartment, a sulky expression on his face. He muffled a sneeze in the sleeve of his shirt.

“Bless you,” Danny said, and before Sam could thank him, Danny had put his huge, warm hand on Sam’s forehead to check for fever.

“I’m fine,” Sam said, batting his hand away. “They’re making a huge deal out of it.”

“Don’t be such a baby,” Jake said. “You’re sick. Deal with it.”

“I was dealing with it just fine until you blockheads started acting like I was about to keel over.”

Josh scoffed. “You were going to spend the day in the city,” he said. “Walking up and down the streets of Nashville doing God knows what in the freezing cold weather. Look at you — you didn’t even bring a jacket.”

Sam had to admit that had been a little stupid on his part.

“I’ll borrow one from Dan,” he said. “Better yet, he can come with me, and then you won’t have to worry.”

He looked at his friend. “Whaddaya say, Daniel? Shall we paint the town red?”

Danny frowned. “I don’t know, Sam,” he said, a little apologetically, like he wanted to sign off on the idea but couldn’t in good conscience. “You do have a fever. And you don’t look so hot.”

Sam crossed his arms over his chest. “Well, which is it? Am I hot or not?”

Danny’s smile was a much better reward for the little joke than his brothers’ eye-rolls and groaning.

“You’re not going anywhere like this,” Josh said.

A timer on Danny’s phone went off, and he excused himself for a moment to check on something in the oven. Sam got a faint whiff of apples and cinnamon, which he figured he’d probably be able to smell better if he wasn’t so congested.

“What should I do, then?” he asked. “Sit around all day and be bored out of my mind?”

“Maybe you should get some sleep,” Josh offered.

Sam huffed. “You two are going out.”

“Yeah, to do an interview,” Jake said, mild distaste coloring his expression. Like Danny, Jake wasn’t entirely keen on interviews — they both tended to be kind of shy, and were usually happy to let Josh and Sam ham it up as much as they wanted.

Josh and Jake watched Sam with sympathetic expressions as he gave into a volley of coughs that rattled in his chest in an admittedly unhealthy-sounding way.

“I’m fine,” Sam insisted again. “Let me go with you. Come on.”

“No way,” Josh said. “Besides, the interview’s just for the two of us. Some kind of twin thing, I think — ” He shook his head. “Anyway, that’s not the point. The point is that you need to take it easy today. And Danny’s going to babysit you and make sure you don’t wear yourself out.”

He looked towards the kitchen. “If that’s ok with you, Daniel.”

Danny’s attention was on whatever he was stirring in his bright yellow mixing bowl, but he nodded.

“Sure, we can hang here,” he said. He looked up and gave Sam a warm smile. “You can be the first to try this apple betty I’m making.”

“Apple betty?” Sam repeated under his breath. He’d never heard of such a thing, but if Danny made them, he was sure they were going to be good.

“So, you’ll stay here with Danny?” Jake asked.

Sam considered his fate. Nothing was really stopping him from going out, but as much as he hated to admit it, he didn’t really feel up for it. It just rankled that his brothers still felt the need to baby him every once in a while.

Besides, doing nothing with Danny would be vastly more enjoyable than doing nothing by himself. They could work on music, or play Smash, or go through Danny’s extensive record collection — all of which sounded better than taking NyQuil and knocking out at home.

“Fine,” Sam said with a long-suffering sigh. “I’ll stay here with Danny.”

“Don’t get over-excited about it,” Danny teased from the kitchen.

Sam put on a bright smile. “Fine! I’ll stay here with Danny!”

His brothers rolled their eyes and gave him their familiar exasperated smiles.

“Be good,” Jake warned, lightly shoving Sam’s shoulder by way of an affectionate goodbye on his way out.

Josh patted his cheek, in that way he always did. Sam had always thought it was kind of motherly, in a good way, how Josh showed affection to his brothers and Danny.

“Feel better, ok?” Josh said.

Sam gave him a grudging smile. “I’ll do what I can.”

Josh gave him a bright smile back, and waved to Danny. “Thanks for keeping an eye on him.”

Danny raised his batter-covered spoon and gave it a little wave. “Sure thing. Have fun at the interview.”

Josh and Jake buttoned their coats back up as they left, the gust of cold air that came in just before they closed the door enough to make Sam’s teeth chatter. He crossed his arms over his chest to preserve warmth and made his way over to the kitchen island.

“What are you making again?” Sam asked, looking over the baking paraphernalia scattered across Danny’s usually pristine kitchen.

“Apple betty,” Danny explained, pressing a layer of what looked like pie crust into the bottom of a dish. “It’s like a layered apple pie.”

He gestured to another dish on a cooling rack farther down the counter. “That one’s done, if you want to try it.”

Sam found a fork and scooped out a huge bite, just barely making himself wait for a second before he burned his mouth.

“Sorry you’re stuck here with me,” Danny said, turning to wash his hands in the sink.

Sam couldn’t wait any longer, but took a cautious bite.

“Oh my god,” he said. “I’m not. This is incredible.”

Danny smiled. “I’m glad you like it. Have as much as you want. You want a plate?”

Sam shook his head and took the pie plate and the cooling rack with him as he found a seat on one of the bar stools. “No thanks, I’ll just eat it out of here.”

“Okay,” Danny agreed with a laugh. They sat in companionable silence for a moment, Danny pouring the next layer of apples and sugar into the dish, Sam happily making quick work of Danny’s wonderful baking.

“I was going to invite you to go with me, earlier,” Sam said after a minute. “Before we even came over here. But I figured you’d make me stay in too.”

“I probably would have,” Danny agreed, putting the dish in the oven and setting a timer. Sam watched as he started to tidy up, looking very much in his element as a baker of delightful treats.

“I’m glad you’re here, though,” Danny said sweetly, giving him a smile. “Even though I would have said no to going out, I would have invited you over.”

Sam bottled a cough in his chest. “Even though I’ve got the plague?”

“You don’t have the plague,” Danny chided, in that comforting tone he always had. “You just need some rest, that’s all.”

Sam pressed his hands to the edge of the now-cooler pie plate, letting the warmth seep into his palms. He shivered.

“And maybe a sweater,” Danny said. “Sit tight.”

He went through the living room and down the hall into his room, and Sam heard him rummaging around for longer than he’d thought it would take to get a sweater. Danny came back with his favorite, well-loved black and white sweater and some medicine, handing them both to Sam.

“You haven’t taken anything, right?” he asked.

“I have no need for modern medicine,” Sam said, waving his hand elegantly. Danny smiled and handed him a glass of water.

“Go ahead and take that,” he said. “I’ll put on some tea.”

Sam did as he was told and pulled Danny’s sweater on afterwards; he was practically swimming in it, but it was warm and smelled like Danny.

“Are you always this nice to me?” Sam asked. “Or is it just because I’m sick?”

“Just because you’re sick,” Danny said, diligently scrubbing the mixing bowl in the sink.

Sam knew that wasn’t true. Danny was unfailingly kind — he always had been, even when they were kids. Sam didn’t think he had that kind of effortlessly sweet and selfless nature that Danny had, and it had always been something he admired about his friend.

Sam let his eyes wander around the apartment as Danny finished up the dishes, noticing for the first time the little bits of Halloween decorations here and there. A black cat figurine on the coffee table, a candle held in a skeleton-hand pedestal, some bat-shaped window stickers on the sliding glass doors that led out to the patio; Sam felt they were very Danny, and thought they fit perfectly without being overkill.

He also noticed something was paused on the tv, something with a big jack-o-lantern in it, but he couldn’t figure out what movie it was from.

“What were you watching?” Sam asked.

“Halloweentown,” Danny said, fixing them both a mug of tea. “You can change it if you want.”

Sam tried to think if he’d ever seen a movie called Halloweentown, or even heard of one.

“Wait — it’s that Disney Channel movie, right?” he asked.

Danny smiled. “Yeah,” he said, with no hint of embarrassment. “It’s my favorite Halloween movie. I was trying to get in the seasonal spirit.”

“It’s your favorite Halloween movie?” Sam repeated, incredulous. He didn’t care that Danny liked a Disney Channel movie — even he could admit they were fun sometimes, and he was happy Danny liked what he liked. But how could he not have known?

“We’ve been friends for how long?” Sam asked.

Danny laughed. “Forever, but I don’t expect you to know my favorite Halloween movie.”

“You know mine.”

Danny smiled. “Yeah, I do. But it’s ok.” He nodded to the tv. “I used to watch it over and over every Halloween when I was a kid.”

Sam was aghast. “There’s no way that’s true. Why haven’t we ever watched it, then?”

Danny shrugged. “You and Josh and Jake like to watch slasher movies on Halloween.”

Sam thought of the many years the Kiszkas and the Wagners had spent Halloween together, and guessed that was true. Some of his favorite memories from childhood were of trading candy with Danny and his brothers while Scream played in the background.

“You don’t like slasher movies?” Sam asked, a little distressed that all those memories had not been as happy for Danny as they were for him.

Danny smiled. “I don’t mind them. I like that you like them.”

“But you took me to see the Halloween remake when it came out,” Sam pressed. “You were just going for me?”

“Yeah, but I had fun going with you. You liked it, didn’t you?”

“Sure I liked it,” Sam said. “But... why haven’t you ever told me you don’t like those kinds of movies? Or told me you liked — ” He gestured to the tv. “That?”

Danny watched Sam’s face for a moment, a sweet smile crinkling the corners of his eyes. 

“Halloweentown’s not your kind of thing, trust me. And anyways, like I said, I like watching slasher movies with you. You get wrapped up in the twists like you’ve never seen them before.”

Sam would have blushed if he wasn’t so feverish. “No I don’t.”

Danny laughed. “Yes you do. But it’s fun to watch you get so invested in it. It’s cute.”

Oh, boy. Fever or not, Sam felt like his cheeks were scalding. It had been a while since Danny called him cute, but he was no better prepared for it than he had been the first time it happened.

Sam cleared his throat. “Um. Would you watch a slasher movie with me right now?”

“Sure,” Danny said. “Go set it up.”

Sam considered that. “Well... I think if you’re willing to watch a slasher movie for me, I’m willing to watch Halloweentown for you. So can we watch that instead?”

Sam could have sworn Danny’s cheeks pinked.

“We don’t have to,” Danny said. “Really, Sam — I want to watch whatever you want. You’re the guest, and you don’t feel good.”

“Which is why I’m using my power as the sick guest to decide that we’re watching Halloweentown,” Sam said with an air of finality. He gave Danny an impish smile. “Please?”

Danny grinned back at him, and Sam felt like all the air had been knocked out of him. He coughed a few times into his sleeve.

“You alright?” Danny asked.

“Peachy,” Sam rasped. He took the mug of tea Danny offered.

“You sure you don’t want to go lay down for a while?” Danny asked. “You can crash in my bed.”

“Trying to get me into your bed, Daniel?” Sam asked, surprising even himself with his confidence and cheek. 

Danny did blush then, all rosy across his cheeks and the bridge of his nose. It suited him, Sam thought; it made his strong, angular features look very gentle and lovely.

“Trying to keep you out of the hospital, that’s all,” Danny said, bringing both of them back to earth. Sam felt a little guilty — he wasn’t ever sure Danny was entirely comfortable with him flirting like that, though Danny was no stranger to coquettish banter when it was just the two of them.

That was the problem — Sam was never sure what they were doing with each other. Especially not in recent months, when the flirting had started happening with more frequency and boldness. They were best friends, and Sam loved Danny more than anything; but he was also in love with Danny, and had been since.... well, since forever. He knew for a fact Danny was into guys, but he’d never been able to tell if Danny was into him. Not for sure, anyways.

“I’m not going to the hospital,” Sam said. He took a sip of his tea, made just the way he liked it. “Not when I have you taking such good care of me. Thanks, by the way.”

Danny smiled. “You’re welcome.”

As Sam got comfortable on the couch, mug in hand, Danny turned off the lights and put the movie back on at the beginning. He sat close to Sam as the opening credits played, and draped the throw blanket over both of them.

Sam watched the screen and tried not to think of how warm Danny’s thigh was against his.

“Debbie Reynolds?” he said, genuinely surprised. “And here I was thinking this wasn’t high cinema.”

Danny laughed. “It’s not.”

Sam turned his head to look at Danny and was a little caught off guard at how tenderly Danny was looking back at him.

“Now, I have a serious question about this movie,” he said.

Danny nodded. “Shoot.”

“I know it’s your favorite, but... am I allowed to laugh?”

Danny grinned. “Yeah, you’re allowed to laugh. I didn’t say it was the best movie ever made.”

Sam considered the jaunty theme song that was playing. “It’s got a pretty catchy little tune to start out, though. I’d say it’s looking good so far.”

Danny just smiled at him like he’d hung the moon, and Sam felt like he’d like to make Danny smile like that all the time. Truth be told, Sam had always used his goofball sense of humor to get Danny to laugh. If Danny kept thinking his lame jokes were funny, Sam would die a happy man.

He kept up a running commentary as they watched, and Danny seemed to enjoy witnessing his first watch-through. Sam decided that watching Halloweentown together would be a new tradition — maybe just for the two of them. His brothers didn’t need to be included in everything. 

As entertaining as the movie actually was, though, Sam felt the medicine starting to kick in after a while and his comedy bit tapered off. Danny was warm, and close, and steady — Sam’s head bobbed, and he would have fallen asleep at an uncomfortable angle if Danny hadn’t gently angled his shoulder for him to rest his head on.

“Whass — ” Sam mumbled, feeling his mug being taken out of his hands.

“Shh,” Danny soothed. “Just me.”

Sam let Danny take the mug and snuggled closer against him, feeling better than he had all day. His last thought before he fell asleep was that he wouldn’t mind a whole lifetime of watching holiday movies and falling asleep on the couch with his best friend.

—

Sam woke himself up coughing.

Deep, decidedly sick coughing that left his head pounding and his ribs hurting. He leaned forward, his head in his hands, trying to catch his breath.

Danny wasn’t beside him any more. Sam hadn’t noticed when he’d left, but now that he was awake, he noticed how the blanket had been carefully tucked around him and how the lights had been kept off. The living room was dark aside from the lamp on the side table, and a Cat Stevens song was playing softly from the record player on the bookshelf.

God, he felt awful. As much as he’d needed the sleep, he felt like he could go right back to sleep if he didn't feel so bad. He stayed with his head bowed, each breath crackling in his chest.

“Sam.”

Sam lifted his head just enough to see Danny come from the hallway, his hair damp and curly from a shower, dressed in a sweatshirt and pajama pants. Danny hunkered down in front of Sam and brushed his hair behind his ear.

“Hey,” he said gently. “You alright? That cough sounds pretty bad.”

Sam gave a half shrug, but he coughed again. Danny reached up to run a comforting hand over his back.

“I brought you a present,” Danny said.

Sam quirked an eyebrow. “A present?”

Danny showed him the bottle of Vicks vapor rub in his free hand.

“Aw, Dan, you shouldn’t have,” Sam said, his voice a little worse for wear.

Danny smiled. “It’ll help, I promise.” He took his hand from Sam’s back and helped him take off his sweater.

“You could have just asked if you wanted to undress me,” Sam said, pulling it over his head.

Danny paused, a slight frown tugging at his features, and put a hand to Sam’s forehead.

Sam frowned too. “What?”

“Checking to see if your fever’s worse,” Danny said. His expression took on an unmistakable hint of teasing. “You’re sounding a little delirious.”

“Shut up,” Sam laughed, the sound quickly dissolving into another round of coughing. Danny waited until he was done to put his hand on Sam’s cheek, actually checking his fever that time.

“You’re pretty warm, still,” Danny said. “You sleep ok?”

Sam nodded, resisting the urge to follow Danny’s hand when he pulled away. 

“Other than you abandoning me,” he teased.

Danny smiled. “Yeah, sorry about that. I didn’t know how much longer you were going to sleep, and I had, like, flour in my hair. So much for the braid.”

“I liked the braid,” Sam said. “It made you look...” Gentle. Danny always looked effortlessly cool with his bountiful dark curls, but the loose braid made him look gentle.

“It made you look good,” Sam finished lamely, and it sounded ridiculous even to him. Danny didn’t say anything, though; he just gave Sam a charming smile.

“Thanks,” he said sincerely. “I liked it too. I might wear it more often.”

At another round of coughs, Danny insisted Sam have the Vicks and started unbuttoning the top of his henley, gently rubbing the medicine under Sam’s collar. 

Sam’s pulse jumped at the feel of Danny’s fingers on his chest. Danny, for his part, was focused on the task with more concentration than it required, and it didn’t escape Sam’s notice how Danny was determined not to meet his eyes.

The menthol started working immediately, and Sam started to breathe a little easier. He thought he smelled something other than the medicine — something sharp and sweet, like the shampoo Danny always used.

“You smell good,” Sam said. “Minty.”

The corner of Danny’s mouth tipped up. “Pretty sure that’s just the menthol.”

Sam shook his head. “It’s you. You always smell good. Especially your hair.”

Sam didn’t quite know why he was saying all this — he felt a little out of it, but enough to blurt out every incriminating thought he ever had? Maybe his fever was worse than he thought.

He decided he didn’t care. He reached out and twirled one of Danny’s blonde curls around his finger, tugging ever so gently. His face was hot and he had the worst case of the butterflies he’d ever had, but Danny’s hair was soft, and his hand was on Sam’s chest, and he was looking at Sam with something a little like need.

“Sam,” Danny said softly, barely over a whisper. He turned his hand and brushed the back of his fingers over Sam’s chest, knuckles gently resting in the hollows of Sam’s collarbone.

Sam met Danny’s eyes. They held each other’s gaze for a few heartbeats, hands extended towards each other, nothing but their shallow breaths and Cat Stevens to fill the silence — how can I tell you that I love you?

Danny swallowed. “You want to know something about this song?”

Sam nodded. Danny’s index finger brushed over the place where Sam’s pulse was jackrabbiting.

“It always makes me think of you,” he said.

Sam remembered the first time Danny had listened through this whole album. Sam had given it to him for Christmas years ago, and they listened to it together in Sam’s room, singing along with the songs they knew, drinking in the songs they didn’t. He remembered the way Danny had become a devotee of Cat Stevens, how often he could be found practicing his music on the guitar. And this song, he remembered, had been a particular favorite of Danny’s.

“It makes you think of me?” Sam repeated. The lyrics of the song rushed through his head — I need to know you, need to feel my arms around you; I love you, but I can’t think of right words to say. Sam felt a little lightheaded.

Danny didn’t say anything, and Sam agonized in the silence. He let his hand fall onto his lap and bit the inside of his cheek. Stupid, stupid, stupid. 

Danny set the Vicks on the table and took Sam’s hand in one of his, palm up, rubbing the extra medicine into his wrist. He did the same on the other wrist; though his movements were gentle, Sam felt each one like a thousand volts.

“I learned to play it for you,” Danny finally said. He started to gently stretch and bend Sam’s fingers, massaging his palm with a warm and firm pressure. After a minute, Sam started to recognize the movements as parts of the drummer warm-ups that Danny always did on his own hands before he played.

“I kind of envisioned you realizing the way I always played it when you were around,” Danny said with a soft, slightly embarrassed smile. “That you’d somehow be a mind reader and realize I was playing for you and not just because I liked that song.”

Sam couldn’t help a smile. That was very Danny — shy, romantic, dreamy. Always hoping Sam would be less of a complete idiot.

“But you couldn’t have known,” Danny said, giving Sam’s hand a final warm-up. When that hand was finished, Danny pressed a chaste kiss to the center of Sam’s palm. Sam’s breath caught in his chest.

“Danny, I — ”

“Shh,” Danny chided, gentle. He started on the other hand. “I’m not finished with my story. Be patient.”

Sam almost smiled. Danny knew better than most that patience wasn’t his strong suit, but he let Danny work his fingers into wiry angles of his hand with deliberate gentleness. Sam felt his whole body relax at Danny’s warm and devoted touch, every ache and hurt fading into the background.

“I’ve been wanting to tell you for a long time,” Danny said, no hint of nervousness or regret in his voice. He seemed ready for how this would change things between them, confident, content.

“I wanted to figure out how to tell you without just blurting it out one day,” he continued, a smile tipping up the corner of his mouth. “I’ve almost done that more times than I can count.”

Sam knew the feeling. He wondered how long they’d waited when they hadn’t needed to, how many times both of them would have just said it if they’d been brave enough.

“But I think I have it figured out,” Danny said. “You know, how I’m finally going to tell you.”

Sam felt like his heart was going to beat out of his chest.

Danny kissed Sam’s other palm, then looked up at him with a gentle, easy smile on his face. 

“I love you.”

Oh. 

Sam didn’t say it right back. He wanted to — god knew, he wanted to — but he felt like everything was going in slow motion. Was it really that easy? That wonderful?

“You don’t have to say it back,” Danny said, cool and collected as could be. His expression was happy and gentle. “I just wanted you to know. And if you want to take some time to think about it, or even if you don’t want to say it back, ever, I — ”

“Danny, that’s so stupid,” Sam blurted.

Danny laughed. Really and truly laughed, deep and warm and full of joy. The kind of laugh that Sam would never get tired of hearing as long as he lived.

“What is the matter with you?” Danny asked, breathless, beaming like the sun. His smile was so affectionate that Sam felt a little shy.

“Sorry,” Sam mumbled, feeling a smile of his own tug at his mouth. “I didn’t mean it like that.”

“I know,” Danny assured him, looking up at him with great fondness.

Sam realized that his hands were trembling, like they did before a big show.

“You’re shaking,” Danny said gently, taking both of Sam’s hands in his. He pressed kisses to Sam’s fingers. “Oh, Sam. You don’t have to be nervous.”

Sam couldn’t think of anything besides the warmth of Danny’s hands on his, the feel of each tender kiss on his knuckles and calloused fingers. Danny was treating him like something precious, and every doubt and fear Sam had ever had about being with him was forgotten.

“I only meant that it’s stupid to think I wouldn’t want to say it back, or that I would even need to think about it,” Sam said, feeling like he was babbling, but rushing to the thing he really wanted to say. He took a deep breath and met Danny’s eyes.

“I love you too,” he said, meaning it more than he’d ever meant anything. “I don’t have to think about it, and I want to say it back to you for the rest of our lives. Danny, I love you.”

Danny’s smile lit up his whole face, and Sam felt woozy just looking at it. Well — maybe he was feeling a little woozy just in general.

“Here’s the part where I’d kiss you,” Sam said, wincing as a headache spiked in his temples. “But I’m not sure it’d be very good.”

Danny’s smile was gentle and sympathetic. “Yeah, no kissing for you, cowboy. Not yet, anyways. We’ll have plenty of time for that when you’re feeling better.”

Sam looked up as Danny stood and helped Sam put his sweater back on, watching him with a dreamy smile on his face.

“I love you,” Sam said again, his voice cracking like a teenager’s. 

Danny beamed at him.

“I love you too,” he said, helping Sam up and steadying him as he swayed a little. He kissed Sam’s cheek; Sam, in uncharacteristic bashfulness, hid his face against Danny’s shoulder.

“Come on, trouble,” Danny said affectionately, keeping one arm around Sam. “Bedtime.”

Sam let himself be led to Danny’s room, and Danny gave him some warm pajamas and another dose of medicine. While Danny left to make sure everything was locked up and turned off for the night, Sam got under the covers, sticking to the side he knew Danny didn’t sleep on. He didn’t want to impose; even though the cards were on the table now, Sam didn’t want to make Danny uncomfortable and figured he should err on the side of caution.

“What are you doing all the way over there?” Danny asked, turning off the lamp on the side table and getting into bed next to Sam. Without waiting for an answer, Danny pulled Sam close and kept him snug with an arm draped over his torso.

“There,” he said, when both of them were settled. “Isn’t that better?”

Sam snuggled close. “Much better.”

Danny brushed his fingers through Sam’s hair, his breathing starting to slow as they both relaxed against each other. Sam muffled a few stray coughs in his sleeve, and Danny ran a soothing hand over his back.

“Sorry,” Sam mumbled.

“Shh,” Danny soothed. “It’s alright. Try and sleep.”

Sam melted against Danny’s warmth, drowsy and happier than he had ever been. He was almost asleep when Danny shifted a little, his lips brushing against Sam’s temple.

“Love you,” Danny said, his voice low and sleepy.

Sam smiled and found Danny’s hand in the dark, twining their fingers together. “Love you too.”

tagging @punkgeekcryptid​ and @tv-saved-the-teenage-girl​, the best fans a girl could have. aren’t you glad i tag you in gay shit you’re not even into? ♡

let me know if you’d like to be tagged in my gvf writing!

[ushiwakaout]

I just read your story about kenma as a husband and im OBSESSED. Can you do the same but with Kuroo please! I love them both and i cant chose so- :)))

I cant choose either don’t worry (i’m a kenma kinny so like... you know)

HUSBAND KUROO IS A BLESSING GOD

let’s just say you’re a highschool teacher

for the sake of the headcannon, you wear glasses to read

very outgoing

very flaunty husband

very flirty, acts as if you guys aren’t married and still trying to reel you into his hook

Wakes up very very early

Maybe like 5 am, works out, rare occasion will wake you up too if he’s feeling like a jerk

if he doesn’t wake you up, he’s back from his run and he’s bought you flowers, will willingly cut his run short so he doesn’t ruin the flowers

KUROO IS AN AMAZING COOK

does not look like it tho, first time he cooked for you- wow, crazy good

breakfast in bed when you have the day of (which are weekends)

Kuroo doesn’t have a day off but his mornings are always free, for you and you only.

He’s the type of husband who you catch making breakfast and he’s dancing, wearing a kiss your sempai apron

“oh no no, you go back to bed, i’m making you breakfast, shoo.”

will tap your ass so you leave the kitchen faster

his brain malfunctions just a lil in the kitchen when realized that you’re only wearing his button up and his button up only

blushing mess while cooking

HE GETS A LITTLE SHY FOR NO REASON WHEN HES BRINGING YOU BREKFAST

You’re fully awake and already looking through homework with you’re cute little glasses that make your eyes look a little bit bigger

he’s so in awe with you, he puts the little breakfast tray over you and kisses your nose

“Goodmorning sweets.”

Doesn’t call you kitten but calls you sweety, sweets, sugar, shortcake. HONEY, SUNSHINE.

He will not bother you if you’re doing paperwork

Believe it or not Kuroo very much likes peace and quiet

because you know, his bed head is bc hed cover his ear w his hair to try and muffle out his parents arguing sorry

Will not argue with you

PHYSICALLY WILL NOT AS MUCH AS HE WANTS TO

you could be yelling at him over something (most likely because kuroo is def burnt out a little and gets no sleep) and you’re just looking up at him and he can’t look away

Will say something like “You look so beautiful.”

My heart just broke a little- Kuroo can’t argue back with you because he knows you’re right most of the time

you’ll find him asleep on his desk at 2am bc you miss cuddling and the mother fucker still wakes up at 5

will show up to your classroom with a bouquet of [favorite flowers] and all the girls in the class start squealing

kisses you behind the flowers

will plant his forehead in yours and whisper “I love you.” before apologizing and dismissing himself

this rich cocky mother fucker will also surprise you on your birthday, which would end up on a weekday.

YOURE CLASSROOM IS FULL OF FLOWERS

EVERY DESK FOR THE BOYS/GIRLS/NONB and they get to keep them

TEACHERS ARE ENVIOUS, especially the women maybe the men are too, ya never know.

he’s a certified sub teacher bc you get sick easily and will cover for you while someone covers for him at work bc he’s like- light years ahead of his work (that’s why he’s so burnt out)

SICK KUROO IS PROBABLY THE SADDEST AND MOST ADORABLE THING

It gets pretty bad when he’s late for work one day and he’s like rushing to get ready and he gets a nose bleed

he’s freaking out and you’re like “baby lay down, you have a fever, please.”

“Fever? What the fuck is a fever, never heard of them, now let me go to work.”

“Honey, don’t make me any soup, your cooking isn’t as good as mine.”

“No get away from me, i don’t want you getting sick.”

“I wanna kiss you so bad right now, give me you’re hand.”

“I love you so much, you know that right?”

Once he’s out of his fever will take you out to dinner as a thank you

Buys you a new outfit for your outing and it’s like “Kuroo come on- i don’t need this.”

“Well i need you to have it, if you complain- then you don’t love me.”

“fine....”

very jealous man, if someone eyes you

very very handsy

hand has to be on your ass, lower back, hip, holding your hand. he gotta be touching you somehow

ESPECIALLY IN WORK OUTINGS

whole new outfit again

would probably fuck you in the venue bathroom but we don’t talk about that

if he gets drunk he’s actually the opposite

he’s not horny or handsy

he gets all cute and shy and a little awkward

Will forget your his spouse and be like “No! You see this ring, that’s right! I’m married and to the most sexiest bitch you know- That’s right i called my spouse a bitch, what about it. She’s a bad bitch.”

this mother fucked have you a ruby ring, you can’t tell me otherwise.

something simple but very pretty

he’d probably think you stole your own ring

“Hey! That’s my spouses give me that”

“Kuroo I. AM. YOUR. SPOUSE. LOOK AT ME!”

squints bc this motherfucker actually needs glasses “BABY!! There was some crazy person, who looked just like you! Same exact ring and everything.”

“Baby that was me, you called me a bad bitch.”

“Yeah? Am i wrong? or?”

Big cuddler

Will kiss you everywhere

“Baby, kenma hasn’t called me today, does he hate me?”

“No kuroo.”

“Are you sure?”

“Baby i’m sure.”

You make kenma come the next day because you know Kuroo needs his bestie

they get drunk

Kenma gets cuddly too

they will sleep on the floor together

You make kuroo cary kenma to bed bc he things it’s you and he sleeps w him

wakes up to yell at you and very hung over

“Sometimes i think you wish i married kenma.”

“You’re not wrong.”

OVERALL kuroo as a husband is... *chef kiss*

[storiesofsvu]

l&o thursdays

your regular ramblings and thoughts.

....and now i want pizza...

Happy Thursday fuckers, here we go

SHE STAYED THE NIGHT??? FUCK THIS SHIT (and im no even a bensler shipper. And yes I realize there’s other rooms she could have stayed in but still fuck this)

(sidebar, my OWN MOTHER just goddamn texted me “ack rollins in a wedding dress” m’am…that a SPOILER)

“no reason for me to stay” good, get out of here, I never trusted you.

 Ive had enough of this man child casino boy… are we done with this arc yet?

I stopped paying attention thanks to dealing with this stolen fic shit, sorry besties.

This family is more fucked up than the Wheatley’s, and at least the Wheatley’s had appeal to them, like I was constantly rooting for them, these guys are k-mart brand Wheatley’s

If they write Ayanna off the show I will LOSE MY SHIT. But then again she’s a queer, and she’s a poc, so it was only a matter of fucking time….

She IS the boss Elliot, get the stick out of your fucking ass. I swear if he ends up getting promoted and becoming the *actual* boss of OC I will hate it here….

Okay. I did not pay ANY attention to mothership, but I will say this: that blue dress Sam was in is *chefs kiss*

OKAY, time to pay attention!!

If it’s HIS birthday, why is he paying for drinks??

CONGRATS to carisi for being the ONLY person ive seen in media to pop a bottle of champagne without making it overflow. Thank fuck.

THANK YOU FOR NOT FOGETTING ABOUT ROLLINS FORENSCICS EDUCATION FOR ONCE.

Also… are we really gonna get Professor Rollins!?? Even if it *is* offscreen???

Every week I watch the opening credits and pray for the miracle of “Elizabeth Marvel” popping up on the screen and every week I am met with no luck. Maybe one day the day will come? I can only hope.

FOR ONE FUCKING SEASON COULD WE PLEASE STOP REUSING NAMES!!! ELIZABETH DONNELLY WAS A PROMINENT CHARACTER FOR 8? NINE?? SEASONS AND THEY’VE USED THE DONNELLY NAME TWICE IN THIS UNIVERSE WITH NO CONNECTION. COME ON GUYS

 Where TF is Velasco….i’d get rotating the cast like this IF IT WASN’T SO FUCKING TINY

Ah, “the Donnelly family is a bunch of criminals” so this Donnelly is related to the one from OC?? Or just lazy writing??

Olivia’s Big dick energy is really showing through this season and im here for it.

You know, considering DW wanted to kill amanda in the premier, we’re BLESSED to be getting so much of her, she could be the one missing/benched/only in one scene but she’s getting a lot of screen time…

Muncy “don’t look at me I didn’t do it!” lolololololol

The dad is super fucking annoying, like obvi these guys know what theyre doing

WE GET TO GO TO COURT OMG IT’S A DREAM COME TRUE

Okay but WHY isn’t he being charged with a hate crime??

The dad’s gonna shoot the perp/someone isn’t it? Like he’s a cop, he’d be able to take his gun into the court room….

Okay maybe he’s not, maybe he’s going to end up accepting his child’s identity

Jfc the stream keeps freezing every 10 seconds this commercial break has taken three times as long as normal, pls…there’s only 8 mins of my show left…

Yessss muncy’s on team pineapple on pizza!!! Fuck YES. Also she cannot sit like a straight… its confirmed, she’s queer.

LOLOLOLOL. THE OFFENDED LOOK ON HER FACE AT THE “in harlem, we don’t put fruit on our pizza”

For the record I’m with muncy on this one.

Okay… so…no proposal tonight and thanks to the promo for next  week we know the weddings a legit thing, not just a fake out that they “filmed” to not use… see y’all in two weeks!!

[onlymingyus]

thank you so much for blessing us with Marsoween !! Every day was another good fic and I feel like you wrote really well and also had lots of different ideas and storylines that were well thought through <3

I personally liked the mix between spooky stuff, sad stuff, spicy stuff and mystery a lot !! I really enjoy the changes from one day to another with one fic not being like another. If I had to choose my faves, I’d say those were Vernon, dk and cheol :D the Vernon one really got me in my feels, it was really easy to get into the setting and I love the way you wrote it. Now the dk one on the other hand literally sent chills down my spine, I love how you wrote him w the other girl and then from the reader’s perspective when the police came into play!! And lastly the cheol one 🤭 just mwah chefs kiss

take as long as you need until you want to come back <3 marsoween is such a good series to reread over and over again (I can feel the dk fic calling my name from the room next door), so your followers are well fed until you return^^ I hope you’re able to get your mind off of things and relax during your break, you sure do more than deserve it <3

thank you for marsoween <3

I had to take a moment to think of how to even start to respond to this. You are so sweet I don't even know how I can begin to express how thankful I am for you. Between all your kind words and just how supportive you always are.

I am so happy you enjoyed Mars'oween. It was alot of work but knowing that you and others really enjoyed it makes it all worth it. I did enjoy writing them but I always love knowing that people enjoying reading what I write. Especially the DK one, that one I'm very proud of and I know it's not everyone's cup of tea. I'm so happoy you liked it so much. ♥

Thank you for being supportive of my breaks and even pushing me to take them. You really are such an inspiration to me and you make checking tumblr so worth it. I hope you have such a wonderful day and know how much you mean to me. ♥

[mysticalgalaxysstuff]

My precious! Let me slide into your asks real quick because I have a little something for you! ❤️

This is my small way of thanking you for everything you do to bless this fandom! You are such a beautiful ray of sunshine, and your content never fails to put a smile on my face and make my day brighter! (How could it not be sunnier when we are all rewarded with the queen that is Dr Marissa Sanders?!)

You are such a kind, encouraging, and incredible human being! It is such an honour knowing you. I have always been excited whenever your posts pop up on my dash because it constantly brings so much joy. I have also been fortunate enough to chat with you more these past few weeks, and let me tell you, I cannot even imagine my day without receiving your lovely messages! Thank you so much for it!

Keep shining brightly and, please, keep giving us all of your magnificent content featuring this fierce lady! This fandom would not be the same without you. I am so glad we have met!

You absolutely rock, girl! ❤️

LIN ❤❤❤

OH MY GOD this is so beautiful and aesthetically pleasing, my lovely! The quote, the colours, the sheer talent of creativity is chef's kiss! ♥️🤌🤌

Thank you incredibly much for such a beautiful gift, dearest. Honestly, this made my... WHOLE WEEK! Literally I'm speechless by your constant kindness and support that you have shown towards me, Lin. You're a gem!

Girl, let me just say, it's been an honour knowing you. The day you joined this fandom and blessed us with Laura Levchenko! With her rich Ukrainian heritage, the mission she believes in, the absolute badass she is, and how she is absolutely the perfect she is with Ethan. You are so talented and have such great command over your writing, it makes me proud and so happy to have you as my friend!! ❤❤❤

Thank you so much for loving Marissa. She's my baby. It makes me so much happy that you love her as much as I do! 🥺♥️

Once again, thank you so much for dropping by with such wholesome filled goodies. You are one of the kindest hearts and you'll always have a friend in me! 💕💕💕

[cosmiclatte28]

Casual Intimacy (Mark Lee x you)

a/n : it’s my soft hours I guess? I made this sweet Mark Lee imagine (well for me this is sweet. I want a boy like this... if you’re that kind of man dm me 😜)

fluff, no warning, no suggestive content but kisses, and just Mark being a wonderful man for you. 

Happy Imagining Mark Lee as your s/o! 

People often ask you how you can hold on to your “plain” relationship with your current boyfriend. You seriously do not like them bothering you about your relationship life, but you need to deal with it considering the fact that the man you are dating is the famous Mark Lee of NCT.

He is dorky in camera, and in real life too. You pray day and night to the angels to make sure Mark is not tripping on some random stone or bump a pole. Guess your prayer works, when you see Mark always smiling in front of the camera coping up and working so hard with his endless job.

You yourself work in a famous two Michelin restaurant in Seoul. You’re not going to lie, you met Mark lee on your duty. NCT was holding their debut birthday and you were appointed as the chef to cook for their meal that night. Apparently, Mark Lee was super fascinated by your dish and he requested you to come greet the team when your job in the kitchen is done. Your head cook lets you leave your station once desert is prepared and the plates coming into the washing room is clean.

That was five years ago, Mark Lee got love struck by your simple but attractive persona. His eyes couldn’t leave you as you answer their questions on the dishes and you congratulating them. They’re glad when they learn that you listened to their songs and followed their schedules, just that you don’t have much time to be like the other wonderful fans.

Mark Lee looked so intrigued on you and as you bow to them bidding goodbye, he just returned from the restroom. With his long legs trying to catch his other brothers, Mark happened to slip his number on a piece of tissue paper to your pocket and gave you a genuine smile plus a “thank you”.

You earned a good pay that night and even better, Mark Lee’s number.

Well, he isn’t your bias but come on who doesn’t have Mark Lee in their bias list? Want it or not, conscious or not, Mark Lee is always in the list. So, that night when you finish showering and eating a light midnight snack, you gave the number a shot.

You thought your message will never be replied, maybe Mark will have his phone in silent and only opened up messages from his contact list. You’re lucky when your notification bleeped and from that night both of you learn more about each other.

He kept your number under your name, plain business people say, you also thought maybe he wanted to call you for another dinner party. But the chats he had been sending was far from platonic business. It involves jokes, puns, memories of living in Canada (well you graduated from University of Toronto, but cooking is your passion), and even deeper like late night talks.

The relationship got deeper when Mark Lee called you one night, asking if he can meet you in the restaurant. He said he needed a good meal to write a song he was assigned for. You found no correlation between a good meal and writing a song, but believe it or not, Mark Lee came with one  of the hottest selling song that month. Earning him a title of “King of Lyrics”

Since then, he called you again and again when he didn’t have the idea to write. You finally invited him over to your house when you got closer. Mark got to eat in your small dining table with a simple dish that was made with love and care that Mark said tasted better than any other dishes he ever had.

You laughed saying he is exaggerating, but Mark never exaggerates when he is with you.

“Be my girlfriend will you?” he one night asked after you teach him how to cook a proper egg. Despite him succeeding the challenge back in 2020, he still needs practice. He succeeded cooking eggs after knowing you for more than a year.

“Suddenly Mark? After you can make a perfect runny egg?” you giggle but nevertheless nodded your head.

His smile that night was even brighter than when he received any awards and praises. His eyes spark joys and emotions uncaptured by cameras. The world never knows how Mark’s true happy face looks like, but if his world is you, then the world knows!

For the first two year of dating, both of you are keeping it low. Dates happen in your house (your wage is enough to buy you a house). You always cook him foods, tried new dishes to him, earned a lot of complains on how the food is not “suitable for Korean tongue” which you always shrug off because he himself is a mix.

But thanks to his constant brave inputs, your dishes are perfectly blended and well known. News media and TV shows started to cast you in their weekend shows. You were offered a contract of a cooking show in a known broadcasting company.

Mark told you to go for it. He knew how happy you are about cooking, and his faith told him “if that is what was given for you, go for it.”

He was right. The internet loves you, they love your simple but tasty dishes. Your show was ranked the hottest that month, famous for helping college student eat a more delicious food.

NCT even did a special relay cam for it, each group were doing a challenge on following your recipes.

Mark was caught off guard on that live shooting day. His team consisted of him, Ten and Johnny.

And you may guess, things went wrong but in a chaotic fun way. When the three of them are together, they just speak in English and forgot all of the filters they should have.

Mark spilled his relationship when he accidentally said out loud “Of course I know how to do that, my girl has been teaching me that.” Mark boasted when Ten asked if Mark could make the egg benedict for their dish.

Johnny and Ten froze on screen, well the NCT members knew your relationship with Mark but they kept quiet. Mark realized what he has said was recorded and forever lives in the web. The comment section went wild and the fans are thrilled about the “mysterious girlfriend Mark has”.

He eventually spilled the truth on a press conference. You were there beside him when he faced the board director and when he sit in front of different mics and cameras flashes. No one knows but throughout the time, when your heart is beating faster than when you took your SAT and final tests, Mark Lee held on to your hand whenever you are answering a question directed to you.

The magazines are taking the favor of the rising topic, inviting you and Mark to take a photoshoot. When you were insecure about taking a picture with him (who has did countless shoots), he squeezed your arm when walking past you and gave a small proud smile as he went to change clothes while you start your personal shoot. No one saw that, but his quick reassuring squeeze boosted your confidence that day and the couple shoot was very nice! You could print that as your wedding pictures!

When the internet goes wild when they connect the theories and Instagram posts Mark and you both made (fans are the best in deciphering codes!), you now walk through the streets crowded by fans. All asking how is it like to date Mark, but not few also told you to screw off. One day when you both are going back to Canada for a winter break, the fans are crowding the way. You gulped when you have to walk pass them, but Mark looked so used to it. He just chuckled and landed a small hand on the back of your waist. With the manager hyung and bodyguard pushing to make way, you made it through the crowd with confident steps.

On the Christmas dinner, Mark was invited to your family dinner and vice versa. You had to attend their family lunch and to say you were nervous was an understatement.

“Mark, what if they don’t like me?” you asked on your bus ride to his house from the airport.

Mark laughed, he always laughed as his first respond, “Baby, it’s going to be okay. Trust me.”

You snorted, “You calling me baby is already suspicious, for three years we dated you “dude” me 70% of the time, “baby” was only like 10%”

He did the math, “Then what’s the remaining 20?%”

“You just call me “Bro” for the res of them.” You squeezed his cheek and planted a kiss there.

“I like it though, not too cheesy.”

He grew red. “Gosh I am having the Jaehyun syndrome. Why are my ears burning?!”

He was not 100% wrong, his parents were nice they grew fond of you especially when you helped his mother prepared lunch. Well you both arrived earlier and you decided to give a hand for the busy mom.

Mark sat next to you on dinner and when you were diving into a yummy Christmas pudding, his parents began asking you the “platonic questions asked to your partner”.

You almost chocked on your pudding when they asked “Are you seeing a future with Mark? Can you make our son happy and us too?”

You were not ready, you expected questions like where you work or where you live. They said “We can find all that answers in the internet, but not the answer to our question.”

Mark’s gentle kick from under the table by your side made you looked at him and he gave you that sincere smile only you have the privilege to see. He nodded slightly and shot his eyebrow to his parents side “Answer them… I am also curious of the answer.”

You grew red, it wasn’t the drink or anything, but his parent’s happy and relieved face when you nod your head and said “I am seeing a future with him, if I get both of your blessing.”

They love you and Mark was right. That night, you invited his family to join your dinner instead. The same question was asked from your parents to Mark and Mark was more than ready to marry you.

But your wedding bells did not chime that fast. He has his career and so do you, both of you just keep the stable relationship going on. Together facing the problems and obstacles in your relationship. Fights occur, bickering occur, threads of breaking up also happened once or twice… but both of you used that to build a stronger bond.

You always melt when Mark came home from a long day. After he showered and savored his dinner, he always ended up leaning on your shoulder in the big snuggle sofa both of you never regret buying. His head on your shoulder, his hand scribbling words to a paper and you whispering ideas to him which brought a big smile to his face.

Writing lyrics has been even easier for Mark, he blended your frustration with his, splattered some love words, and voila a masterpiece! People said his lyrics were relatable and both of you always keep it to yourself that “those happened in our life, no wonder it looked real.”

He always kissed you gently on your lips, tasting the faint cherry flavour of your lip balm. Mark’s lips tasted of medical lip balm, but you love it nonetheless.

You blinked and realized the flashing cameras in front of you. Oh right, someone from the hot magazine company is asking you a question.

‘Can you please repeat your question?” you asked politely to the lady holding out a mic.

She quickly nodded, “A lot of fans are wondering If you are still in a relationship with Mark. Mark was busy for the last months with projects and comebacks. And the interaction update from both of you are little to none. Fans suspected you were over with him, considering that Mark looked like he is the “plain” type in a relationship.”

You pressed a smile, hiding your urge to laugh out loud. Weren’t the fans always picturing Mark as their dream boyfriend? Why did they judge him as the plain boring type then?

You clear your throat and while looking through the crowds, you spot Mark Lee seated in the crowd with a mask and a hat, giving you a nod, and you turned your mic on.

“We’re still going strong; well I think love is not the type of grand gestures or explosive displays.” You started off and caught everyone’s attention.

“It’s made up of little things,” you felt your heart clench upon remembering all the small affections Mark always did to you. “It’s the little things Mark Lee did that say he is here, and he cared for me and that my life has intertwined so deeply into his that there was no need to think.” You take a pause to look at the audience.

Everyone looked impressed, but amongst them you catch one pair of gleaming proud eyes, the pair of eyes you’ve been waking up to for the last years, and the one you want to wake up to in the future years.

“It’s Mark’s casual intimacy that made us both stay strong and stronger.”

Applaud was heard through the room, you were holding your press conference because you were retreating from all the cooking shows and rumor has it you are going to marry Mark.

“Please pray for both of us, as we will be tying our bonds soon.” You leave the room after a bow and the man with mask and hat is already waiting for you outside the big crowded function hall.

His hand naturally makes its way to your waist and you never felt more sure to step into life with this man you love, Mark Lee.

“That was wonderful (y/n)~”

You smile, he did not dude you nor bro you nor baby you. “I love you Mark Lee,”

He leaned in for a peck behind the tinted black van window, “I love you most (y/n) Lee,” he winked and you rubbed your cheeks “Guess I have the Jaehyun syndrome now! Also I like it when you call me with that name.”

He quirked his eyebrow and smirked, “Don’t worry, you’ll be hearing that soon for the rest of your life.” He reached for your hand and kissed the knuckles.

“I met you thanks to your amazing handy work in cooking unforgettable dish.”

You rolled your eyes, “You were so amazed on my egg benedict Mark! How is that an unforgettable dish?”

He shrugged his shoulder, “I don’t know, something about you, cooking, and love made me this love struck and awfully amazed by simple things you did.”

the end

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omg i didn’t know if I made the right choice of making Mark Lee as this character, but I want it to be him.. I’ve been writing a lot of Jaehyun and Yuta fic and I guess Mark can be a refresher. Please let me know if someone else suits this better!