#on the subject of: the hyperfixation u develop at 13 stays w u forever

[ddelline]

do you remember where you were & what you did when X died/Y happened

listen. I remember torrenting bleach 167: the moment of conclusion, the end of grimmjow in jp w shaky fan transl eng subs—no shade they did God’s work—in 2008, as a tiny ass child about 2 get caught in & develop her first major fandom hyperfixation

it’s been sixteen whole ass years since the last time I watched a (new) bleach ep feat suwabe junichi as grimmjow. Sixteen. Years. today it’s the godforsaken year 2024, I am a whole ass adult

and once again I’m abt to watch a new bleach ep featuring suwajun as grimmjow

did not realize having original blorbo back on my laptop would make me this feral but what can I say. what a girl’s first fujo obsession does to her etc