#on the other hand im not ready for my dad to get into syn//thv.
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#lodia sayings#fathers ment#so every year for my bday since ive stopped talking to my dad he sends me a message begging me to talk to him again.#and it was my bday recently so obviously i got that text and everytime this happens im wondering wtf i could even say to him cause i have#things to say its just like i dont think that he can process or understand. and if he wont understand theres no point in talking#so my new idea is like.#since im so so so autistic about 'gone// fishing' by gh//ost and cr//uormor im thinking of like sending him that song just saying#ok here you go. list ten reasons why this song video is great and amazing and if i agree with even 3 of those with that exact sentiment#i will talk to you again.#that would actually be really smart bc if he passes that test it might mean theres a chance of an understanding between us.#my point is that if i talk to him i want him to care about me and i wont have any patience for him not to.#and that includes caring about me caring about this song.#i think im entitled to demand a level of care that involves looking up all the english since he doesnt speak a word of it and also looking#up sy///nthv basic knowledge.#on the other hand im not ready for my dad to get into syn//thv.#i think ive spent enough time listening to his interests and thoughts and only been given the same level of attention if it was something#that interested him in the first place.#but to be real i wont do anything about this probably. I need to consult w my psych lol i see her thursday
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