#on another note someone pls watch the great gatsby w me again that movie was so aesthetically pleasing

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i am: awake at 6 am and i can't stop thinking about how there's a cat named mr. bingley and there's another one named catsby and how cats with book characters' names make me so happy like it's indescribable. a cat named bread? cute. a cat named mr. bingley? mind blowing cute. i used to watch pride n prejudice wen i was younger n i would always go around quoting everything n would try to imitate the accent when i said "mr. darcy" n "mr. bingley". imagine me getting a cat n naming it mr. darcy, who would give me such great power. but honestly mr. darcy was kinda an ass so i would be real messed up to name my cat that. on the other hand mr. bingley is a kind man n i'm also talking about the cat that's named mr. bingley. catsby is a great name. i literally died when my friend told me how mr. catsby keeps trying to get her attention like scratching at the door and pooping in her room bc i connect the pooping to the parties that gatsby threw for daisy n in that moment i was like holy shit u r fking daisy. catsby is a hopeless fool who's just trying to get the attention from a special someone. i wish i was someone's green light like beth is to mr. catsby. but i have to admit the reason why i love the great gatsby is bc i relate to gatsby. i am gatsby. i think some of us r either gatsby or daisy. the other are tom buchanan but fuck tom buchanan. get ur privilege rich ass outta here. but in all seriousness, when will i stop being a gatsby, trying to get the attention of people i would like to court, and get a chance to be a daisy, who never does anything n still have people wait on her? but idk i like the chase n maybe that's why i always do the chasing mmmm my god this is a messy post i apologize for those who happened to stumble across it. o shit i forgot about nick carraway but honestly is he an important character actually yes i relate to nick as well. who gets so obsessed over a strange man u never meet n is nick a lil gay idk but i think i understand the getting obsessed n trying to understand someone else's life? nick is a forgotten character a lot of time bc he's the narrator but mayb that's why i relate to him too. bc he's easily forgotten but is also a main component of the story but also he doesn't fit in bc the story just revolves around gatsby n the people in his life so basically nick kinda just wiggle himself into a circle of people n that's how i feel w my friends sometimes. a sense that u never belong anywhere within the group but ur there anyway. i actually talked to my therapist about that yesterday n it felt so refreshing anyway i'm really off topics i started with cats how did i get here. anyway gatsby is extra n so am i so we can fight about it or we can agree to disagree on the fact that i am sleepy n will stop writing shit now. gnight