#oml it was such a mess TT

[st4rwon]

distance

non-idol! seungmin x reader (ft. felix and jeongin)

friends to lovers

word count: 1.8K

contains: fluff, miscommunication, angst, lots and lots of dialogue, yn’s a bit blind

where seungmin is confused on why your acting strange to him

seungmin entered the dorm while greeting his friends, though something was wrong tonight and everyone in the room noticed it. “where’s yn?” jeongin asked. “i don’t know, she was acting really weird. she just sent me a ‘i’m busy’ text and then didn’t answer any of my other questions” seungmin said recalling the events that had happened. he was so confused about your behavior, you never would miss a saturday hangout with the boys and him. it had been an ongoing tradition for almost a year not, and for you to just not come without a valid reason made seungmin worry.

now from your perspective it wasn’t your fault you were so vague to seungmin, for you had discovered the second more horrifying thing in your existence (the first being seungmin and felix’s cooking), you had a crush on your best friend seungmin. maybe missing your weekly hangout with the boys wasn’t the smartest thing to do, but you didn’t know how you could ever face seungmin without your face turning into a tomato. of course you felt bad because you missed out on seeing all your friends (and minho was cooking, who would want to miss on that) but with your confusing feelings you didn’t know what to do. you couldn’t lose seungmin as your friend, he has been with you for years, and the chances of him liking you back were slim. a small ding coming from your phone snapped your out of your thoughts

lixie 🫢

yn is there something your not telling me 🤨

cause there is no way you didn’t show up because you were “busy”

you weren’t surprised felix had caught on, he was your second closest friend and had always been by your side when you needed it. you didn’t want him worrying about you, but also didn’t want to say too much in case one of the other boys, or even worse seungmin, saw it.

sorry lix :(( got busy with some work for one of my classes, you know how my professor can be 😭

you closed your phone and set it down on your night stand, you needed something to distract yourself, if you thought about seungmin for even a second longer your brain would explode. you walked over to your living room, grabbing some snacks in the process, and put on a show praying that thoughts of seungmin would disappear. it didn’t work.

you shuffled around on the couch before finally opening your eyes, the bright light of the sun making you immediately shut them again. it was only when you heard a knock at your door that you had finally gotten up. you opened the door and almost stumbled back for a second

“seungmin? what are you doing here so early?” you questioned “what are you talking about? it’s 12, did you just wake up?” “yeah” “i guess your professor really did give you a lot of work” he chuckled letting himself in. “so...why'd you come over?" you said, your voice sounding uneasy "you make it sound like you don't wanna see me” he said playfully “i thought we could hang out together since we didn’t yesterday!” the bright smile on his face made you feel horrible about the words that stumbled out of your mouth. “i have plans” you blurted, you couldn’t even think of what these so called plans would be, but until you sorted out your feelings you didn’t trust around seungmin, especially when the two of you were alone. “you’re busy…again?” “yeah i’m sorry min, but we can hang out together another time” you said plastering a smile on your face, but seungmin could tell it was forced, “so what are these plans you have today?” he asked, eyes locked on yours. he was hurt, and rightfully so, his best friend was being weird with him for no apparent reason, clearly lying straight to his face. “i have plans…with felix! yeah with him..” “…oh”

seungmin couldn’t wrap his mind around it, you were completely normal with him a couple days ago and now you were ditching him for felix?! seungmin had already been questioning it because of the fact that you had texted felix yesterday, but didn’t text him back. “well I guess I’ll leave you to it…” he mumbled, not even trying to hide his disappointment. you immediately picked up on it and grabbed his wrist, “hey we’ll hang out soon alright? I just needed to do something with lix today, but after that i’m all yours!” seungmin liked the sound of that ‘all his’ he smiled and gained back his composure. “okay then! you better treat me tomorrow” “yeah yeah, i will” you closed the door after he exited and sighed, what were you going to do with yourself! you felt the heat on your cheeks and the racing of your heart. you needed to figure out what to do with these stupid feelings, you needed and third person perspective on it. and that’s what led you to go to felix’s apartment.

“yn! you seemed bothered when you texted me, what’s up?” felix asked “how did you know i was bothered from a ‘can i come over text’?” you laughed “the way you wrote it was just…off” “whatever you say lixie” you said walking into the cozy living room. felix’s apartment was one of the places the brought you the most comfort, you had spent countless hours there just chatting away with felix, he was always by your side when you needed it most.

“i feel like you need a brownie to cheer you up” felix hummed “i think your secretly a mind reader” “oh no my covers been blown” he gasped. after grabbing the brownies for the two of you, he joined you on the couch and handed you the brownie. “so what’s up?” “so you know how i didn’t come to the hangout yesterday? well yeah of course you do… anyway i didn’t come because i realized something recently. i like seungmin…” you looked up at felix, and saw him laughing? “felix this is serious why are you laughing your ass off?!” “it’s just that it took you absolutely forever to realize your feelings! also i’m pretty sure all the boys caught on about this before you. your eyes literally turn into hearts when you see him-“ “okay okay i get it!” “so what’s the issue with you liking seungmin?” “what do you mean what’s the issue? we are best friends felix! it’s gonna be so awkward, i can barely hold a conversation without my heart beating like crazy” felix looked at you dead in the eyes “how are you so blind?! i didn’t wanna say it to you straight to your face, but since you are this oblivious i think i’m doing to have to, seungmin like you too idiot” “you’re not serious are you? no way he is..” “have you seen the way he looks at you?” “felix you don’t have to just say these things to make me feel better” “i mean it yn, he definitely likes you the same way you do.” “okay then, i’ll believe you…now let’s play some mario cart, i can’t come here without beating you at least once” “you wish!” felix laughed

while you were with felix, seungmin has gone back home and was now practically interrogating jeongin. “why would she go to felix’s house?” “why would i know!? can i just eat in peace?” ignoring the boys pleads he continued “you think it’s because she likes him? or worse…they’re already dating!” “seungmin your getting ahead of yourself, felix and yn are definitely just friends.” “how do you know? they could be anything…” “i wouldn’t be feeding you lies for no reason, plus i’ve heard from some top secret sources that she likes you back” seungmin’s head whipped up “you better not be joking jeongin or i’ll-“ “chill out!” the younger boy laughed “you better buy me some good dinner tonight to make up for this stupidity of yours” “ugh fine whatever” seungmin groaned while heading back up to his room. his thoughts were messy and his heart was racing, was it true did you really like him? it was as if you read his brain, a short message reading ‘are you free tmrw?’ he immediately typed back a response, not caring if he seemed too desperate. now all that he could think of is the ways he could confess.

when seungmin woke up the next day, he immediately got to work with his confession, going out and buying you flowers, getting you your favorite breakfast, he wanted it to be perfect. now he just had to pray that what jeongin told him was true.

minnie!😈

i’m gonna be over in 30

just a heads up

those were the messages that showed up on your screen as you were laying in bed. your eyes practically fall out of your head, what was going on? you had planned to talk to seungmin today after felix’s pep talk, but thought you would have a little bit of time today to think about it.

you quickly washed up and right after heard the sounds of rapid knocked on your door. “yn my hands hurt! let me in” “coming!” you walked over to the door and were surprised to see a bouquet of flowers as well as a take out box, you glanced at seungmin and saw a small smile on his face. “what’s all this for?” “ahh yn your so impatient, at least let me in first” yu excused yourself from the door and let the boy in. after he has put everything away properly and taken the food out you both sat at the table together.

“so you gonna explain what this is about yet or am i gonna have to wait until I’m done eating?” “well if it’s not obvious enough my the flowers and the fact i got your favorite breakfast, i like you” it took you a second to fully process his words, but when you did you immediately regretted the fact that you had just taken a bite of food. “woah there you okay?” seungmin said walking over to pat your back, “i’m not trying to kill my future girlfriend before we are offical” you sipped your water trying to prevent yourself from chocking any further, “are you trying to kill me?! gah how did i end up falling for you…” you mumbled “i’ll take that as you like me back” he said smiling. “congrats you got me buddy” you said sarcastically “that’s not something you say to your boyfriend” seungmin said frowning “come closer and i’ll make it up to you” he moved his body closer to your and you took the chance to place a small peck on his lips, “better now?” “hmm i’m not sure, i think you still owe me a date for all our missed time” “alright then minnie” you laughed

a/n: hope you enjoyed! my first long fic, so if you have any feedback it would be much appreciated!

[ttshihiro]

Hello! Could we have a second part of inkigayo with Heizou and Wanderer, then? I loved what you wrote, it's so creative and your writing is very pleasing! 😄

INKIGAYO! (2) genre: romance, fluff, tinge of crack(?) pairing/s: 6reeze (Wanderer & Heizou) x gn!idol!reader summary: In where 4nemo's new editions lose a bet and have to give you, their fellow idol, their number in the form of an inkigayo sandwich!

a/n: Sorry for the delay! I didn't expect to have this req so soon oml TT TT you guys consume content FAST like omg don't stop over a hundred notes in only a few days I'm so kinikilig sainyo ( 〃▽〃) (no proofread TT TT)

FIRST PART!

DCKZ version!

It had only been a month since Heizou and Scara had been accepted as new members of 4NEMO. They've considered re-naming theirselves as 6REEZE until the realization of not having the budget to do so.

With their appearance, their fanbase had gotten as active as ever. Already spurring fanpages, edits, fanfiction and all kinds of demands for more content.

Now with the upcoming inkigayo in a few days, they were quick to notify their fanbase of this, assuring everyone that their new editions would be showing up, serving them the meal they have been pleading for.

And so they were, standing in place with one's phone propped on a tripod a good distance away from them. The last dance before they would head out for lunch.

"Hey," Venti spoke up, earning curious glances from those beside him, a hum from the rest infront.

"You guys up for a bet?" Mischief laced his tone as his members groaned at the suggestion.

"Gods, never again." "Come on dude.."

"What? Come on! It'll be fun, right newbies?" He looks at Heizou and Scara expectantly, smiling.

The pair looks at eachother in a "why not" or "what could go wrong" manner, "both" taking it as a friendly competition before taking on Venti's offer.

"Just don't mess up.." He grins deviously before music began to blare from the room's speakers.

WANDERER!

He grimaces when they point out his mistake in the choreography. It would've been subtle to the audience. Yet, easy to spot for their previous main dancer.

Admittedly, the sub vocalist is quite competitive, stubborn in a way. But it wasn't anything new or of much struggle for 4NEMO. Most had expected him to be more in tune with Xiao. Though to their surprise, he most especially got along with Kazuha despite their contrasting personalities. Could it have been from Scara taking over his role as their sub vocalist.

"You poor thing.. Goodluck." Aether cooes in a jokingly sympathetic tone as he pats Scara on the back, earning a confused glare.

Sighing exasperatedly, he crosses his arms on his chest, shifting his hips to the side slightly.

"What're you up to.." He asks Venti who had an annoyingly smug grin on his lips, oh so punchable.

Even more punchable when he explained his consequence for messing up. Given that they talked about their "celebrity crushes" when getting to know the two, he used it to his advantage.

He grumbles under his breath as he slips his handwritten number, wrapped in it's own thin plastic in between the sandwhich before putting it back in it's bag, zipped sealed.

🎎— Scara fiddles with the sandwich in his hands as he impatiently waits for your arrival, leg bouncing as time passed. He wondered if you were even coming.

He wasn't all thrilled with this, neither was he going to back down from it.

It hadn't been that long since your last interaction with him anyway, you happened to pass by 4NEMO on break and congratulate him and Heizou, along as warn them about the havoc that the original four would cause.

He swallows the lump in his throat when he sees you enter the venue, happily conversing with Bennett, TVT DREAM's leader and overall one of the youngest idols in the agency.

He stands up from his seat, grabbing everyone from his table's attention when he walked over to you with confidence, albeit a bit nervous.

"(Name)!" He calls out. Unsure of how else to greet you, he smiles awkwardly, handing you the sandwich with a shaky, maybe a bit sweaty hand.

In confusion, you take the sandwich from Scara with a smile, about to greet him before he walked away without further explanation.

HEIZOU! 101% not biased

He sighs, disappointed with his performance as he did notice his own mistake in the choreography.

Watching the footage, it was hard not to miss as he had blended it almost perfectly with the actual choreo, Kazuha was most definitely impressed.

"I'm convinced you two are related at this point." Venti jokes. Though they had to agree, there was a resemblance between the two, friendly demeanor along with the ability to think in the moment, replacing forgotten steps in the matter of seconds. They truly picked the right person for the job.

Unsure of your tastes, he buys a sandwich he hopes is exceptional for you, slipping his number in the bag lazily.

🔎— Heizou taps his finger against the table, eyes attentively scanning over the idols in the venue in search of you.

The situation didn't visibly faze the boy. He had just simply thought of every possible conversation starter in hopes of being able to talk with you outside work.

It wasn't that long until he caught glimpse of you, sitting alongside and chatting with TVT DREAM's visual, Xingqiu. Your conversation didn't appear to be anything professional or of significance. He knows that the young man with you was new to such duties of an idol, perhaps you were coaching him?

Shaking off his thoughts, he watched as Xingqiu stood from his seat, bowing in what seemed to be a thanks, smiling down at you lightly. Perfect

Clearing his throat, Heizou stands up, grasping the sandwich in his hands with a firm sense of gentleness as he walked over to you; which you noticed, giving him a smile as you watched him making his way towards you.

"Hey." He was now standing infront of you, waving friendlily as he smiles at you.

"Here," He slides the sandwhich on the table towards you, that you stilled with your hand.

"May I.. sit with you?"

[miupow]

okay have to ask about *your* dad!txt thoughts since you've been in my askbox hehe

-ari

omg my dad!txt thoughts... i have so many but i will try to keep this short (i didn't)

txt as dads~

dad!soobin

╰⪼ has four or five kids, and none of them were planned TT they're all close together in age too, one after another.. soobin just can't keep his hands to himself when it comes to his wifey ><

╰⪼ certified girl dad omg but he'd have both... twin girls then a boy, then another girl, and then another boy hehe and they're all so sweet and shy like him :(

╰⪼ his kids walk all over him!! he just can't say no to them when they whine and pout :( gets them whatever they want and will do whatever they ask him to. tea parties and makeovers? nerf gun battles and dramatic storybook readings? doesn't matter he'll do it cos he loves spending time with his kids :>

╰⪼ he's just such a family man TT he loves his little ever-growing family sm and makes it known every day :(

dad!yeonjun

╰⪼ two kids cos he's a single child and wants his kids to have siblings :3 two girls, both spoiled absolutely rotten! they eat his credit card for lunch omg but he doesn't care, anything to make his baby girls happy ^^ they're such brats tho i know it TT have their daddy wrapped around their little fingers

╰⪼ even more of a girl dad than soobin oml... his daughters are his princesses and he'd move mountains for them if he had to!! literally melts anytime his daughters ask for something, he has to get it cos then they'll cry, and he can't stand to see his babies cry...

╰⪼ such a protective dad :( always holding them close, freaks out any time they fall or get hurt, even if it's just a little scrape. swoops them up in his arms n coddles them >< omg if kids were being mean to them at school or something.. full rampage on the poor teachers

╰⪼ always covered in glitter or has bows in his hair, carries their baby photos in his wallet, always running home as fast as he can every day so he can spend time with his favorite girls ;(

dad!beomgyu

╰⪼ he's such a boy dad nothing can convince me otherwise.. honestly that workman episode just solidified it for me. i think he'd have just one son, his mini me :( literally identical in every way, they even dress similar TT

╰⪼ his son is a little hellion tbh but it's okay cos he's cute.. just so energetic 24/7 and never seems to run out of energy TT somehow beomgyu manages to keep up with him.. i know the house is a mess

╰⪼ gyu has such a deep connection with his dad and i feel like it would be the same for him and his son :( they do absolutely everything together, with his son riding on his shoulders

╰⪼ i think beomgyu would be the least prepared to be a dad but i think he'd be such a good one :( before his son was born i think he would have a lot of anxiety about it :(

dad!taehyun

╰⪼ girl dad taehyun hits different im ngl, but i think he would have both a girl n a boy, two kids like yeonjun. they're both so polite and softspoken like their daddy :( n they both have his big brown boba eyes... crying

╰⪼ his kids would definitely be the most well behaved and respectful TT he would make sure that they behaved themselves and had good manners! they'd have good grades and play soccer and just be so intelligent.. he'd just have the best kids

╰⪼ science experiments and ant farms and bottle rockets :( his kids are so curious and he loves to watch them learn and grow <3 he always helps them too, his favorite way of spending time with them. they climb all over him like he's a jungle gym but he doesn't mind cos he's strong enough to hold them both even when they're older :>

╰⪼ like yeonjun he'd be so protective over his son and daughter, always wary about them getting hurt. he's that helicopter dad at the playground who wont take his eyes off of his kids lol. if anything ever happened to them he'd be absolutely beside himself

dad!hyuka

╰⪼ oh hyuka ;( two boys and a girl, opposite of him and his sisters. he'd be such a good girl dad because he grew up around girls but i think his sons would be such mini mes always following him around.. the huening gene is so strong they would look just like him :( he and his sons would be so protective over their daughter/baby sister too

╰⪼ just loves his kids so much :( he'd be such a good dad i can't even put it into words omg, would dedicate his life to them from the moment they were born. the fact that he was a dad would be the most important part of his identity from then on

╰⪼ i think he'd have kids later than the other boys so he'd be a lot more mature when they come into his life, a lot more prepared for the responsibility. omg that's all he would do is prepare when his wife told him she was pregnant, obsessed with learning as much as he can so he can be the best husband/father he can be

╰⪼ just dad hyuka. literally haunts me every waking moment

[athena-xox]

Okay so your timeline for ever after high is insane. How long did you work on it? I refuse to believe you post about starting it and then a week later it’s finished. What was the process?How has your brain not melted?

Looking back oml I was actually so speedy

Fsr I can’t look up timeline on my acc so I can’t see when I first posted about it but I think I started around may 10th

And then I’m pretty sure I was done by my birthday which was the 19th?? Or I had almost everything done

I had made a list of the release order first so that was helpful since we can assume everything that doesn’t have a specific place just goes where it was released 

There’s definitely more to be done and I have yet to check it chapter by chapter, episode by episode because that would be insane and my brain couldn’t handle it yet

I’m also pretty sure I messed up the diary entries from the start of the year but whatever, there’s like 8 diaries two webisodes and 6 chapters all taking place on the same day with varying canon I give my self a gold star for at least trying 😭😭

I also want to add the lost movie, the legend of shadow high and cedars sdcc letter which would all be right after dragon games but that involves a lot of theory that isn’t canon and I haven’t even fully thought through this theory so I’m just going to keep it all at the end (but I don’t think tlosh and the lost movie are two separate timelines…)

Also so many ppl have been sending me appreciative asks which just makes me so happy. Rn I’m working on other eah projects (dm me if you want to help with any!!) and all my mutuals / the eah fandom reblogging nice things is what keeps me going

(Athena you are a gift to this fandom is a tag and I haven’t stopped screaming since I saw it)

So many ppl have helped me with all this and I also want to especially thank @everafterhigharchive (this whole blog is just amazing), @roybelmirrorcast for the timeline to help me and @mirrornetsblog @rebellore @fashion-foxy and Ainsley (fairytale_vibes on tt) for general help with multiple different things

[sungie]

Ahhh hello fellow ace hooman! If it so inspires, do you have any non-sexual intimacy headcanons with precious bean toge? 🥺 I am way too attached oml

a/n: i woke up to this and I WAS SO HAPPY also hello fellow ace i love u !! pls the way inumaki just has everyone in love with him TT unfair

masterlist 

Inumaki likes tracing little words into the palm of your hand. They’re not always meant for you, sometimes they’re little objects scattered around the area, like tree, or star, or mug, but sometimes if you’re paying close attention, you’ll catch a thrown in pretty or a traced heart that’s intentionally meant just for you. 

Inumaki wakes up early, which makes sense because he’s always falling asleep whenever he gets the chance to.  But it has its perks, since he likes making a cup of your favorite warm beverage and holding it out to you as he pokes your face to wake up because it’s boring without you. 

He rests his head against your shoulder because it feels warm, and if you do the same to him, he’ll turn into a blushing, smiley mess, and he’s very glad you can’t see his expression because he thinks he looks absolutely stupid. 

Inumaki has a ritual of always pressing little kisses to your eyelids right before he goes to sleep.  He’s always tired looking, with messy hair and droopy eyes, and it makes your heart soften so much. 

He also likes poking your cheeks to annoy you (he thinks it’s funny)

He thinks hiding the things you need is funny, too

And tying your shoelaces together, so it takes a long time for you to get out the door 

He doesn’t like writing love letters, because he finds it cheesy, but sometimes he has to at least write short sentences of affection because he won’t be able to say it out loud.  One time you watch him embarrassingly press a folded slip of paper into your hand, and he bolts out of the room. 

i wish i could tell you how much i like you instead of writing it down on a dumb piece of paper

But Inumaki also thinks some of the best moments with you are just sitting in comfortable silence, while you watch the scenery outside, or both work on individual hobbies.

[tobesensation-9]

Heyyy, I don't want to ask you to do a lot since you might be busy TT I was thinking maybe a sub! Hwi smut but you don't have to do it if you don't want to `^` Btw, I'm the one who requested badboy! Hwi, sorry if I'm requesting too much 😢😢

Nooooo not at allllll. I can always work on it when I can and just queue the post 😅. It’s fine. I have request open and this is what you want so I’ll gladly oblige 👏🏽.

I’m not sure if going full-fledged BDSM-Sub-Femdom is something that I’m willing to dive into, (at least not right now 😅) again I hope this it to your liking. 

“You’re Driving Me Crazy” (Hwiyoung x Reader) 

Genre: Smut 

Synopsis: Sub Hwiyoung (why is this concept so hot to me 😅 oml somebody help). He always seemed like a switch to you but you’ve always wanted to know which position he’d prefer 👀. 

“Babe.” 

Youngkyun perks up at calling him. He turns away from the tv and sees you standing a few steps away from him on the couch in some new lingerie you bought. You knew he loved you in the coloraturas black, so you stood there leaning against your bedroom door frame in a black lace bodysuit.

“W-what’s this?” 

You started walking closer to him, in doing so you grabbed the tv remote from his hands, cut off the tv and plopped down on his lap. 

“What? You don’t like it? I thought you loved black on me?’ 

“I do. Tha’ts... that's not what I meant.” 

“I know.” You smile and reach for his face to kiss him. The tenderness of his kiss was cute, but you wanted rough tonight. You pulled his head back his hair and he looks back at you in shock. 

“Baby what are you-” 

“I’m in control tonight. And I don't want to be sentimental and delicate tonight.” 

You crash your lips to his and he jumps at the sudden kiss. You incorporate your tongue driving the direction of the kiss. Youngkyun follows suit, not trying to fight with you at all for dominance. You knew if you dressed up really sexy and displayed some dominance, he’d be totally for it. 

When you suddenly stop and hop off of his lap he's standing there looking confused and dazed. “Take off your pants.”

He scurries to remove his pants and boxers. When he pulls them down together you see his penis spring out ands smacks against his abdomen. 

“You look so ready for me,”you say egging him on. 

“Yeah, I am. When you come out looking like that I always will.” 

You sit back on top of him and spit in you hand before taking it down to slowly jerk him off. 

“Ahhhh,” he breaths out as he throws his head back on the couch. 

“That feel good?” 

“So good. You’re driving me crazy right now.” 

You spend a couple of more minutes tantalising him before you line him up with your entrance. His hisses at the warmth of you, rubbing him against your opening. 

Before he could prepare himself you sit down on him, taking him all. He moans again, throwing his head back. 

You roll your hips to make hit deep within you. “Ahhh baby just like that.” 

You look down at how cute your boyfriend looks beneath you. Amidst your moaning you smile down at his cuteness. 

“Ahhh baby I'm close.” 

“Yeah? You’re gonna cum for me?” 

“Yeah.”

“You can't sum before me baby.” 

You start to move faster, up and down his length as you start to run your clit. Both of you are moaning messes. 

“Baby I'm gonna cum,” you say as you start to hold on to his broad shoulders. “Cum with me.” 

Without hesitation the both of you cum together. 

As you lay on his chest trying to catch your breath he speaks, “I don’t know what I like better, you in control or that surprise.” 

[leejh]

!! mention one or more mutuals that come to your mind at first when you read the following words (per word): flower, angel, love, smile, laugh, chocolate, sweet, cute, gorgeous, bean !!

I get scared to do these but this was too cute to ignore ;-; may get long… yeah no, it will be long but here it goes

flower 🌻; @batao you’re the first I thought of! you’re just so hngg- your responses to everything are so cute & your theme, s o f t. sometimes you seem so delicate, not fragile, but just uhh soft, I want to pick you, water you & watch you grow into the beautiful flower you are ♡

angel 👼🏻; @lycheae you’ve always been so kind & patient w/ me /: literally such a kind person. if the package doesn’t reach you, I’ll send as many packages as needed until you get it when I get home because you deserve it! you’re also pretty quiet who just browses along, like an angel would. btw flora is such an angel like name, I love ;-;

love ❤; @shipping-that-assdick ash is just full of so much love. even when you’re going through your own stuff, you’re always there to comfort & love others, I really admire you for that. you give off very cool mom-ish vibes or like an older sister? & anyone close to you is lucky. the way you talk of others or tell your stories, I can feel your words carry so much genuine love & endearment, it’s so beautiful to experience that

smile 😆; @yummyyugyeommie whenever we sent each other asks you always make me smile so much, especially when you spazzed out about got7. when I was down, your asks/responses to mine felt so kind that I almost wanted to, no wait have, tear up. your old mustard hair colored yug icon alone made me smile, especially when you popped up in my notifs.. also hi, I missed you ): hope you’re well ♡ @ikon-on-my-hellevator-cactus when you were my anon I was like what a sweetheart even though I knew who you were since day two lol but then when you revealed yourself you were really passive aggressive about everything, I loved it. I think it’s because we’re different in some ways, you always made me smile because I felt apart of your world when you told me your rants or about how happy you are + you make me snort/smile so much because you were always ready to fight, cutee ^^

laugh 🤪; @calcifer-rose having you as an anon, oml- you caused me stress. I knew who you were though by like ask #3 ahsoka but yeah, you’re just so chill yk? you’re so cute in the chat too ;; I loved having you as an anon & as a friend @ifistoptherain I would’ve put you in all categories but you fit laugh the most. I was so scared to enter the chat but you made me laugh a lot & feel welcomed. getting a message from you always lights up my mood. you made me laugh when I was in my darkest moments. ty fath -btw you two are a mess, the weirdest 01 liners I met ahjska love ya

chocolate 🍫; @kiriyuin I dont like chocolate very much so… lol I’m jp. you remind me so much of chocolate because of your dark but aesthetic themes. you’re bitter yet sweet sometimes. bitter sweet love. well, our convos are, we talk some interesting shit, from anime to weird analogies of life o.o we need help. although I’m not a big fan of chocolate, I’m a fan of you ♡ lol you’re welcome to cringe w/ me

sweet 🍯; @yugyawns you’ve always been so sweet my banana milk rant friend. you’re just very soft okay, no matter what you say. I loved hearing about all your passions. you just always talked so kind me, I never felt intimidated to ask you smth stupid … love you & hope you’re doing okay pax ]:♡) @emounicornorstitch (you’re seriously the sweetest person ever like how?? ah I’m getting emo temy ): when I would disappear for a while & came back you always reassured me that it’s okay & no need to apologize TT & you always yell at me if I dont eat right, like a mom but way more adorable. you’re so caring. everyone needs a temy!!!

cute 💞; @cafebfs just cute really. your cute face had me screaming & you’re whole vibe just generates cute. your whole blog as well, just simply put, cute. you’re very ‘uwu’ as ppl would say, lol I just think you’re cute okay. I hope you’ve been doing alright, if not my in/askbox is always open!)

gorgeous 💫; @spearbe you’re so fucking gorgeous jess!!!! your cute little face & doe eyes, I cri TT perfect match for kookie, but besides being physically pretty, you’re so freaking beautiful in the inside. the way you treat your anons & mutuals- everyone needs to learn how to be pretty both ways from you~ my respect for you is high because you’re that special to me

bean 🌱; @pwark-jisung wholesome bean laura ^^ you already know how much I view you as a sweet little kid right? you’re an actual bean to me, such an adorable bean who should be loved by many so them haters can find me =.= sometimes you remind me of a cute little puppy because of how cute you are) @felixmahdork (my actual baby! you’re so smol even though we’re the same height (’: I cant believe I was ever intimidated by you?? because you’re such?? an adorable bean?? beans are cute & so are you, what a coincidence huh. ily

[tenecity]

from haters to lovers; you zhangjing

library! au

cr: @aestheticninepercent

sooooo AFTER MUCH procrastination and wrecking of my brains i tHINK I FOUND SMTH TO HATE ABT zhangjing so here we go

SPECIAL THANKS TO @nine-prcnt @abziyi for GIVING ME THIS IDEA

soooo ure a librarian at yr local library

its like a summer job, just to kill time. plus, there's the aircon so its a perfect job. for the most part

until that one boy decides to come to the library

you knw him

everyone knows him bc he is so loud. its impossible not to notice him.

he comes in n ure alr hella pissed bc

a. he is shouting at the top of the voice

b. his grp of friends r equally noisy its sounds like hell broke loose

c. he is munching on a bag of chips

chips

cHIPS

DO U KNW HOW THOSE THINGS LEAVE CRUMBS EVERYWHERE

THEY GONNA ATTRACT MICE AND COCKROACHES UGHHHHHHHH

if looks cld kill, he wld alr be in the grave.

now, being the nice, polite person u r, u control yr anger and v nicely remind him of the rules.

"if u dont want to abide to them, sir, u r kindly requested to leave"

his doe eyes just look innocently at yrs

and u roll yr eyes, shoving him towards the exit and walk away, huffing in annoyance

but as soon as u turn yr back

THEY COME RIGHT BCK IN

ajjsbsjsjsjsjsjsj THEYRE SO ANNOYING

so u tell them, once again to leave

but his eyes still reflect that same innocence

"will u pls-"

"but i hvnt done anyth wrong." he cuts u off, tone simple, almost hurt

almost

and then u look at him and realise he's right. no potato chips and his friends r hardly making a noise

gritting yr teeth, u stalk off, annoyed tt he caught u off guard

for the next few weeks, he continuously turns up at the library

whether it is to annoy u or actl study and do some serious work, u hve no idea

the only thing u knw, is tt he never shuts up. no matter how many times u tell him to be considerate and be quiet, bc its a goddamn library he never listens. the moment u turn ur bck, his mouth opens again and nonsense sprouts out

how does one speak inccessantly for hours????????

AND THEN oml, one day he comes in and actl requests to be a librarian

yr head librarian finds his bubbly attitude cute so she passes him for the interview

?????okfine but tHEN SHE ATTACHES HIM TO U LIKE A TRAINEE-MENTEE THING GOD WHY

u roll yr eyes as u bring him arnd, showing him the diff sections

ure so focused, u dont even see how bored he is, and how hard he is trying to remember what ure saying.

but, yr words still end up blowing past his ears, not a single word goes in

which is why, he ends up placing the books in wrong sections, messing up everything and you have to clean up the mess every. single. time.

buttttt...... its not like u mind

bc every time he messes up, his sorry brown eyes, pouty lips that spill multiple apologies is enuf to make up for it

him bringing u to eat is a plUS

by the end of summer, u've gained like 7kg

and somehow, between bickering across the bookshelves, between the cup noodles and luncheon meat, between the pages and covers, u gained affection for him

u dont knw how either

i mean, quiet pple hang out with other quiet pple, u knw?

but his loudness is endearing, his constant mistakes make ur stomach hurt as you laugh at his adorable apologetic look.

his chocolate eyes are entrancing, his smile, blinding and completely heart stopping

but it's terrible

he will never like u bck

ure quiet, shy, introverted, cold and not the least bit humourous

ure pretty sure someone like him, wld want a person who is equally bubbly and loud and happy

as the leaves start to float down frm the trees, and the days get colder, u cont yr job as the assistant librarian, zhangjing tagging along, non stop chattering

it seems like he doesnt notice how quiet u've become, hardly even speaking a word now, smiles never exactly meeting the eye

bc the more u look at him, the more u feel yrself tipping over the edge; the more paranoid and upset u get, bc u knw this will b a one sided, impossible love.

that is of course until one day he finally realises theres something wrong

it was in the evening, a break for all the librarians before the next batch comes in at night to study

usually, u wld take this time to rearrange the books and thats exactly what ure doing.

walking down the first aisle whilst pushing the trolley, ure not exactly comprehending what zhangjing is saying as u try to distract yrself by focusing on finding the correct placing for the books.

as u chuck a book bck into its place, u suddenly realise how silent it is.

"zhangjing?" u peer through the gaps of the books, but he's not in the second aisle, like he's supposed to.

panic rising, u urgently call his name as u rush to the other aisle.

"BOO" he whisper-yells into yr ear, his body flushed against yr bck, arms wrapping arnd yr shocked figure.

you turned arnd, ready to b annoyed and roll yr eyes, but the sight before u causes u to freeze

the sunlight falls softly on his features, casting shadows at the all the right angles that emplify his sharp features. his eyes sparkling with cheekiness, his cheeks lightly flushed, his lips pouty and extremely inviting.

you gulp and pull away, but zhangjing's not hving it

he firmly pushes yr shoulders bck, knocking them against the bookshelf, hands planted right next to yr forehead, trapping u between him and the wooden shelf.

"u've been ignoring me."

"no, i hvnt." u swallow hard, looking away, blush creeping up yr neck

"yes u hve. u dont even knw what i was talking abt just now, right?"

ur eyes focus on the floor, neither denying nor acknowledging it.

"what's wrong? why r u ignoring me? did i do smth wrong-"

"zhangjing, u didnt do anything wrong-"

"then why r u ignoring me? i invited u to eat with me thrice last week, and u didnt even accept at least one of them! u hardly pay attention to anything i say, and u hve that mournful look on yr face like someone just died! oh wait shit unless...did someone in yr family pass away? oh shit im so sorry-"

"my family's fine, zhangjing will be quiet for once?"

he opens his mouth again, abt to continue his rant when you decide to seal his lips with yr own

honestly, its a relief to finally cave in to yr desire to shower zhangjing with all the love u hve for him

emotions of the past two seasons flow through yr body and pass through yr lips, conveying the message of "i love u" through that one, light, gentle kiss.

u pull away, face flushed, eyes shyly looking up and they make contact with a shocked zhangjing.

"zhangjing?" a girl's voice travels down the aisle, light and delicate.

he hastily pulls his arms to his side, head turning as he sees his girlfriend at the edge of the aisle.

he looks despairingly, eyes shifting between u and the other girl

the word that passes through yr lips drive a dagger through yr gut, but u maintain the smile on yr face.

"go."

and he goes, causing the invisible string, that once connected the two of you together, to snap, as he walks further and further away; the recoil causing u to stumble bck, tears flowing down yr cheeks in a gentle stream as u nurse the pain deep in yr heart.

[jjkscafe]

Oml so im sitting here all calm while drawing and its great AND THE TT BY TWICE COMES ON AND NOW IM SO HYPE ??? OH SHI-NVM AMBER -SHAKE THAT BRASS CAME ON . NOW I CANT DRAW OR ILL FUCKNIT UPPPP RO HYOE . ... i also maybe tipsy 😅 also im sorry if im bothering youuu ahhh

HDVSDFSDVHF I legit messed up yoongi once bc up & down came on and i got so excited jfsbf i feel you!!!!