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maerose-late-at-night · 5 years ago

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catch and release

for @callumitchells <3

based on the new spoilers!

“This ain’t about who you are, though, is it?” He shook his head, bit his lip to keep from screaming. He tried to use his hands to convey the message clearly, wishing he knew how. “Nah, this was you trying to prove something. To show the world you’re still big bad Ben Mitchell, even when your hearing’s gone.”

Ben looked thrown by that. Like he hadn’t even realized that’s what it was until Callum spelled it out for him.

“… and because of that, you got reckless.” He continued. “Stupid. A-and you got caught for it.”

Callum recognized the officer manning the desk today. Young, male, not altogether unattractive, he exuded the protect and serve enthusiasm Callum had once felt before signing up to the armed forces. He still feels echoes of it in his bones, which is why he’d wanted to apply to the police in the first place. Make a difference again, be something worthwhile.

Officer Harper, his nametag read, well… he’d been around when Callum had walked in all those months ago, bright-eyed and bursting with a sense of purpose. He’d stood by one of the more senior members of the force while they explained to him what it would take to become one of them, all the different steps and procedures he’d have to go through. He’d come so close, once… today it was the furthest thing from his mind.

Callum just felt exhausted. Like he’d been bounced about the complete range of human emotions from the second he’d heard of Ben’s arrest. He’d been anxious, and worried, and angry. An overwhelming sense of relief was thrown in the mix, too - Ben weren’t hurt or anything, he’d just been stupid.

He approached the counter. “Hi. I’m here about Ben Mitchell?”

Officer Harper gave him a glance. “Relation to ‘im?”

“He’s my boyfriend.” It still properly amazed him sometimes; how those words had been unthinkable only a year ago, and now he could easily say them without a quiver in his voice. Proudly - even under the present circumstances. “I’ve got the money to bail him out, so I - I’m here to pick him up.”

Take him home. Shake him apart for being so reckless.

The information was answered with a judgemental raise of the eyebrow - and he saw the same sentiment reflected in the officer’s eyes. Heard it in the short exhale he pushed through his lips. Knew it floated in the air around them. His chances of joining up had just diminished. “Heard about the Mitchells.” Harper offered. “Not the easiest family to be connected to, eh?”

Callum wouldn’t even dignify that with a response. He just posted the bail money and sat down in one of them hard plastic chairs, eyes firmly trained on the door he knew Ben would be walking through. He did, a few moments later, looking every bit the smug, hard criminal he tried so hard to portray. When his gaze found Callum’s, though, there was a near unnoticeable slip, a trembling at the corners of the smirk he’d plastered on.

Callum just pushed himself from the chair and walked out. Didn’t even turn back to see if he was followed. Only when he felt Ben’s weight fall into the passenger seat, did he twist his head around to see if he was putting on his seatbelt. A quick glance at the man told him the hard facade had vanished now, a meek expression taking its place.

He could feel Ben’s gaze burning into the side of his head for the entire car ride home. From the corners of his eyes, he saw his mouth working a little, opening and closing several times as if deciding what to say. Whether to push through an apology or gear up for a fight. But it was only when they were standing in the kitchen, hands clenched tightly around their glasses of water, that any one of them even spoke at all.

“Well, I’m fine, Callum. Thank you for asking.”

His voice dripped with sarcasm and Callum was just proper fed up.

He looked away, searching for the right words, before fixing his gaze back again.

A fire sparked behind those blue eyes he loved so much - and Callum knew in a split second Ben had made his decision. Alright, he thought. Resigned himself to it. A fight it is, then.

“You know,” Ben started, voice raised and harsh and cutting, “I really don’t see how come you’re acting like I’ve disappointed ya.” He placed down his glass forcefully, the sound ringing against the silence. “I mean, it’s not like this is suddenly a whole new side of me you’ve only just found out, Callum. You’ve always known who I am, so if you can’t accept that…”

And he didn’t get it, did he? Callum drew his hand over his face. So, so tired.

Ben looked thrown by that. Like he hadn’t even realized that’s what it was until Callum spelled it out for him.

“… and because of that, you got reckless.” He continued. “Stupid. A-and you got caught for it.”

“Hang on,” The spark of fire that had been dancing in the blue disappeared into thin air, replaced by a flickering of fairy lights. Ben now looked like Callum had just given him the greatest present in the world. He grinned happily, sashaying over in an effort to get closer to his tower of a man. His strength, his pillar. His Callum. “So you’re saying you’re not actually upset about the stealing, just the getting caught part?”

Callum rolled his eyes, but put down his glass to accommodate Ben into his space. “Don’t be stupid. ‘Course I’m upset about the stealing.”

Ben hooked his arms around Callum’s neck, making it hard for him not to immediately melt into the embrace. He had to have some pride tucked away somewhere, surely. Resting just one hand on Ben’s hip, he left the right one free to add motion to his words, hoping Ben would understand what he was saying. A frown, too, to show his dismay at certain aspects of the sting. “I ain’t too happy about the flirting bit either,” he added.

“Aw, well flirting’s a bit of an overstatement, babe. It was just my natural charm that reeled him in, honestly.” Ben batted his eyelashes in an attempt to look endearing. It just so happened to work.

Callum huffed, pointing his finger first at Ben’s chest, then to the ceiling. “You know where you can stick ya natural charm, Ben Mitchell?”

“Please, pleaaaase say up ya bum?”

“You are proper ridiculous.”

“I know.” Ben nodded, face mock-serious. “I have no idea why you love me.”

And there it was. The reason Ben was trying so hard with absolutely everything in his life - the idea that had taken root there from when he was a kid. That he weren’t worth being loved, that he had to make himself bigger, better. Near invincible.

“Well I can think of a few reasons.” Callum said, pressing a quick kiss to Ben’s lips and swirling his fingers through the air as if enumerating all the reasons why. “Though flirting with other men and stealing their cars is pretty low on that list.”

Ben made a face - a mixture between apology and smile - and snatched Callum’s hand from the air, tangling their fingers together. “Upstairs?”

“Yeah.” Callum squeezed his fingers tenderly. “Yeah, upstairs.”

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happyselves · 4 years ago

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Wrong Number { Lando Norris x reader one shot }

WARNING !!! EXPLICIT !!!

You were the new PR assistant of Mclaren F1 Team and you end up adapting pretty quickly even starting to have some friends in the team and you were actually at grand prix for the weekend, working on the social media stuff. Obviously for your work you had to have the driver's phone number, but you haven't had the need to use it yet.

You were chilling in your bed, in that gorgeous hotel room, writing some new plans and ideas of videos for the next day where you will have to film a video of the drivers for the youtube of the team. Your phone was lost in your bed sheet and you were on it. Usually you aren't staying up this late but grand prix's weekends were a lot of work.

Indeed you were focused, glasses on almost done with your work. As soon as you finish, content with what you did, you close your computer and put it down next to bed, searching your phone everywhere to turn it off but you saw the little notification and decided to click on it.

Your eyes went wide as you saw the picture of a penis in erection, you double checked the name ... " Lando Norris " . What was happening was that he ... you didn't know how to react before seeing the three little points telling you that he was writing to you.

" OMG I'm so so sorry that wasn't meant for you, omg omg I'm so so sorry really Oh my god "

Obviously you were still shocked, I mean it was Lando Norris, the driver you work with ... You are supposed to see him tomorrow, how are you both going to be able to move on from this. Of course he does what he wants to do in his personal time. That's not your business to tell but a dick pic ? Why were you feeling so hot right now ? Was it because of the embarrassment or was it something else ? Because your stomach makes you feel a weird sensation that extends below between your legs. You took so long to respond that the three dots appeared again.

" I understand if you don't want to answer but know that I'm deeply sorry sincerely, I don't know what to do, if I could delete it and go back like 20 minutes ago I would, I'm not like that .. I'm not someone dirty ... doing that to someone... that's not who i am at all... "

You read and another message appeared.

" I had a bet with my friends, it's so dumb I feel so bad now, please say something I don't want this to change your work environnment ... "

How could you respond to him, staying professional ? Or admitting that you were so turned on by this picture and him, that you were imagining him touching you, one hand inside your underwear and the second one holding your phone, watching this picture again and again. He was large and the perfect size like how you like it. It was too late for your brain to function properly when you already had a press to send a message your thumbs wrote on it's own.

" You turned me on "

Shit ... that's all you had written ? The realisation hit you, what did you just do ... Why were you feeling so dirty right now but you were so excited to see his response, to see how he will react, that was a bit perverted of you but it felt so good to let yourself go lose like this. Too bad it was with basically one of your bosses ... The dots appeared so quick on the screen ... that's it you went too far and you are about to get kicked out of that team.

" Turn you on ? "

...

" Ohhhh ... "

" OH "

He was freaking out, of course he was freaking out. You were about to write something when the next text came at your surprise.

" You like it ? "

Oh god, he is entering a dangerous game now, first him sending you a pic and then you lose yourself that you respond something completely out of character and now he is playing along with it and you want more, so much more.

" Yeah ... a lot ... don't feel sorry and don't feel ashamed of it "

The anticipation of his next message was burning your inner self.

" I feel proud ... I don't really know what to say actually "

You knew what to do and you did it. You took a picture of your hand down your underwears touching yourself and send him accompanied with a little description " Now we are even "

His response didn't wait long before it came.

" Stop it [YN] are you doing that because of me ? "

You giggle and the vibration of your laugh made you moan somehow, you were feeling so hot right now and your hand was moving slowly to massage you. You were trying your best to not go too fast cause you wanted the pleasure to last, but it was hard writing with only one hand so you pressed the button to dial him. You didn't know if he would pick up but you needed to finish what you started. It rang 3 times before he picked up, both of you went quiet for a moment before you talked with a small almost whispering voice.

" I didn't know if you would pick up "

Lando POV :

What was happening to me, out of everything the person I sent a pic to… it has to be her, the new girl in the team, the actually pretty sexy new girl ... whyyyy ? But I was so surprised to see that she wasn't freaking out, quite the opposite actually, she wasn't as shy and innocent as she makes us all believe and I liked that. I liked that I might be the only one to see the little demon waking up behind that angelic figure. She put me in shock when she wrote that I turned her on, she didn't have much to do and the mystery of this got me so curious and then she sent me a picture of her touching herself, saying we are even ? She was playing a dangerous game here and if I'm not careful I might become addicted to it. She threw me off one more time by calling me, I didn't know what to do and I almost missed the call before picking up. What can I say to her? I hardly speak to her during work time and I don't even know if I would remember her voice.

And then she spoke with the most innocent angelic voice yet kinda out of breath, I wanted to moan just by listening to her but I bit my lips very hard for the sound to not come out of my mouth.

" well I wasn't sure if I could to "

She giggled and I swear I felt a twitch in my pants.

" I'm glad you did "

Her voice was erratic now, and I could bet she was pleasuring herself. Dangerous, mysterious, a little dirty and slightly perverted but in a good way. Knowing that you switch that button in her brain that turns on her just by sending a picture was so exciting to me and made me want her even more. I saw her so many times, the McLaren's team outfit wasn't doing her justice but I could see her pretty curve, she was giving the body of a goddess. She was everything I was attracted to, physically and now knowing this dark side of her, mentally too. I want more, so much more again and I was imagining her touching herself just for me and my mouth opened on it's own, letting sound escaping it have my eyes closed. It took me time before I realised that I was on the phone with her again.

Lando: shittt, [ YN ] what are we doing ?

You : I don't know but I can't stop, not now it's too late

Lando : What are you doing ?

You : You know what I am doing don't you ? And that's on you ..

Damn if I could leave my room right now and meet her in her and take her I would !

Lando : I need you to tell me what you are doing cause I'm going crazy here ..

She paused before talking again.

You : I'm touching myself thinking of you, your hand on me, how warm you would feel on me, how the veins in your arms would pop up...

I bet her fingers were moving rather fast than slow right now cause she whimpered from time to time. For real this woman that I barely know is driving me crazy and knowing that she is just a couple meters away from me. I love it so much because it feels like she is a forbidden fruit, a delicious one that I can't touch but desperately want and need now that I almost had the taste of it.

You : And you, what are you doing ?

You POV

You were far from the edge but you felt the tingling spike between your legs, he could go quick or slow, the orgasm was preparing itself, sending you electricity randomly.

Lando : I'm slowly caressing myself down to go and take myself thinking of you, your hair tingling my skin, how your hands feel on my naked torso and so far you look absolutely gorgeous.

You bit your lips so hard at how he pictured perfectly what was going on in your mind, you were in symbiosis. There was a question burning your lips for so long already and you really wanted to ask him so you dare so.

You : Do you wanna come into my room ?

Lando : Are you sure ? I'm pretty sure there are some rules that we can't cross.

You : They don't need to know and even if they know if you take the responsibility they can't do anything.

Lando : Oh trust me I will take the responsibilities for it.

You : Then come to room 155, and be quick and quiet cause there are other people on the team in the next rooms.

You hung up the phone and quickly went to the bathroom, you didn't know what was going on in your head to be so bold but you needed it so much, you needed him so much. You check yourself in the mirror, you were supposed to sleep in a big oversize mclaren tee shirt with just a pj short that we could barely see because of the shirt.

Lando soon knocks on the door twice and you jump off the bed to go and open it. As soona so do so you bring him by the shirt and crash your lips into his. He pushes you inside the room and closes the door behind you, pinning you against the wall. He was kissing you with so much passion, literally eating your lips, tasting all of you like you were something rare that he will never taste again. His hands went under your shirt and he was surprised to see that you didn't have a bra. His palms found themself at home on each side of your breast lifting you before holding you from your thighs. You were mesmerized to see such a young shy man like him being so confident right now and that turns you on even more. Your legs were now crossed around him not letting him now that you had him, hands in his curls playing with them. He was like a puppy when you pulled them a little bit, breaking the kiss, closing his eyes and moaning into your ears, what a beautiful melody it was. He kissed your jaw mufflying something as soon as he met your neck.

Lando : I want you so much

You thought you misheard it and your heart went crazy like it wanted to escape your chest. He pushed both of you on the bed, making you bounce on the mattress and unlock yourself from him, you whined a bit missing his contact already and he laughed before pausing, watching you sit on your elbow.

You : What

Lando : You are so hot in that McLaren tee shirt but you would look even more perfect in one of my shirts.

You : Then next time you will give me one or I will still have one of yours but for now just come here.

And you bring him once more by the aim of his shirt, taking it off in the process of kissing again. Your tongues were shyly meeting a first contact with each other before finding their pace and dancing together. How could they fit so well with each other ? You both felt something like you never felt before and it caught you both off guard that you moaned in harmony before looking at each other.

You : I don't think I can wait that long, I need you now Lando.

Lando POV :

The way she says my name, man, I will always remember this moment, her under me looking like a greek goddess, the way her eyes were on me, eating me alive ... Like the dude I don't remember who said I now understand what it is to burn for someone cause I was burning of desire for her. I don't think I could ever get tired of her eyes begging me to touch her, her breath itching as I touch a sensitive spot. The way her body moves as I take off her shirt throwing on the ground. How she giggled when my head got stuck in my own shirt as she tried to pull it off me. I don't know what angels sound like but I'm pretty sure it's close to her voice.

When I kissed her on her neck, going down to her chest. Her skin reacts giving her shivers that she digs her nails in my back, lifting her chin in pure pleasure.

All the imagination I had of her like this became reality and it was better than what I had ever dreamt of. She was the definition of warm and erotistic and she was so vulnerable in front of me gladly giving me her approval to take advantage of her.

You POV :

You were both almost naked only your bottom part was still on but not for long, you graciously took off your shorts putting it down with your feet before you turned your focus on his grey pants showing already how big his bulge was. You didn't need to imagine how he must be because you've already seen it and you couldn't wait to see it for real. Lando stands on his knees letting you pull down the jogging letting his member finally free from any fabric. As he goes down again to attack you on your lips he takes the rest of his pants off. It was so intimate to both be naked like this, your skin feeling his, connecting like two wires cable sending each other electricity. There was something real happening between you too, there were the physic attraction yes but it was so much more than sex and you weren't even at that part yet. He was taking his time with you, testing your patience, how much of a self control he had cause you just wanted to have him inside of you, but he decided overwise, instead he went down between your legs kissing them and licking them before blowing on it which made you arch your back.

You : Stop it already I can't take it anymore ...

Lando : Shut up ... I know you enjoyed it

Oh my god, you never knew you had kink for that, him being dominante like that, his voice vibrating down your legs was extremely disturbing for you cause that made you inner self react on his own, twisting inside and making moaning louder than usual. Oh that was dangerous, you felt like he could make you cum without actually touching you and now he knows it and will use it as an advantage. His tongue was running on you, coming way too close to your inner thigh. He paused, tilting his head a bit to look at you in the eyes before connecting his lips to you. That was the hottest thing you ever experienced and now feeling his wet tongue there, eating you like you were his favorite dessert, you didn't know how long you could last. You were arching your back one more time, your breath going erratically quick. You couldn't keep your eyes open for more than 10 seconds to look at him and your hands end up finding their place in his hair, messing his curly locks, holding on to whatever you could to not cum right away. His tongue was playing with your entrance and your clitoris.

After playing for so long he tongue was becoming numb but that didn't matter to you cause you came to the edge , grooming so loud, your hands still his hair, pulling him to you to kiss him and testing yourself by the same occasion. That was the first time a man ever made you cum just with his mouth like that, usually they stay there a bit and wanted to be inside you as quick as possible but Lando was different, he was here for your pleasure, only focussing on you, putting him in second place and you heart was melting at that thought. You kiss him gently, slowly with every feeling that you could pass him on. You both needed to take a break to breathe but you wanted more again. You wanted to make him feel how he made you feel, so you pinned him down, his back finally finding the mattress and you rode him, sitting on his knees to have access to his penis. He was so ready for you that you could see precum on his tip. He was looking at you carefully with anticipation because he knew what was coming, he pushed your hair to the side to see your face already redden from the orgasm and all the heat you've just had. His hand stayed accidently a little longer than attended to your check and you lean on it closing your eyes.

Lando POV :

She tested so sweet and I felt like I've been intoxicated by her, she was driving me insane and she was responding to every touch I had on her, even right now with my hand on her cheek she was so adorable with her dark eyes, her sex face. I never felt so drowned to someone like that. I was so glad that I accidently sent her this picture, cause I never would have dreamed to have her naked on top of me where all I could think about for the past month she entered the family was her. I couldn't stop looking at me and I was relieved to see that her eyes were closed so she couldn't see how much I was falling in love with her. I don't think my eyes would be able to hide my affection for her.

You POV :

You opened your eyes again, leaving a kiss on his palm before taking two of his fingers in your mouth, locking your eyes with his. This mouvement came naturally to you as you were feeling so relaxed with him and his eyes said it all. He was so into this kind of foreplay and he bites his lips so much that the blood wasn't circulating properly on them anymore. That was the signal you needed to finally lay your hand on his stomach, caressing him until you approached his member. His lips closed so fast to not groan out loud but you could still hear him and you saw his part twitching on its own. The fact that he was reacting to every touch you made on him the same way that you were for him and you smiled too bright and confirmed to you that it was so right, you two together.

You start rubbing his tips with your thumb and his head almost hits the bedhead, his hands rubbing your thighs. You stroke him a couple times before leaning your mouth on him, licking the precum that was escaping from him before slowly taking him, your lips closing themself on him putting pressure on his edge. You were looking at him like he did with you earlier but you didn't break eye contact, going up and down and flicking your tongue from time to time, drawing the popping veins of his dick. He felt so warm in you but you didn't know if you took him deeper in your throat, you tried slowly but ended up having gag reflex so you had to pull him out. He got so concerned at the sound you just made.

Lando : Please don't if you can't, I don't need it, having you already like that enough for me ...

He paused, taking a breath of air before continuing.

Lando : You have no idea how much I'm controlling myself right now, not cuming in your mouth cause I want to feel you.

You didn't know if this man under you had any experience with women before but if he didn't, well he was so good at talking during it or maybe it was because you were so aroused right now that he could have said anything to you and you would still lose it for him.

Lando : Come here, love, I don't want you to hurt your throat, that's not part of the plan, I want to make you feel good and only good.

He took your hands, making you lay on him, your hand intertwined on top of his head, testing himself a bit as he caught your lips. He let go of your hand to grab you on the side of your hip and reverse your position, taking back things under his control. You got a surprise and a giggle escaped your mouth which made him smile so bright. You kiss the smile away pulling him again by the next with a bit of violence. Both of you were fighting for dominance at this point, your make out session proving the point, teeth ... tongue, biting each other's lips until one of you bleed. You were both tearing each other apart when you felt his tips already at your entrance, his hand positioning himself at the right place, teasing you in the process of it before pushing himself a bit in you, waiting for you to tell him the next move. You adjust yourself before nodding so he could enter deeper, but he stops again when you bite your lips and makes a painful face.

Lando : Take your time love, tell me when you are ready

He was so careful, how could you resist him and on top of that it's the second time he is calling you love ? You wished he actually could call you babe or baby, it was already intimate but you wanted to be even more on the mind level. After seconds you finally felt the pain being replaced by that nice pleasure when he adjusted himself on top of you to be more comfortable, the movement of his penis in your making you moan. He took that as a signal and fully entered you. Despite being large and long, you were so ready for him that he didn't have to stretch your walls and you weren't feeling tight for him. He felt amazing in you, you were full of him, of his passion and his desire for you.

Lando : You okay ?

You : mmh mhhh you can move

And he did start, going back and forth taking the time to appreciate every friction, every sensation, every stimulation it was providing you both. You loved how his head rested on your neck, having him breath on your skin, kissing it as he kept thrusting in you with one arm holding you back to make you more comfortable, the second arm holding both of your hands over your head. He was being soft but still so dominant and you liked it so much, you were starting to develop a serious feeling for him by each minute you were spending with him. Both of you were a mix of moan, yelp, whimps cry and groan ... you were both a mess but you were in harmony. Every deep thrust he had made you arch your back even more for him, giving him more access to you. He went down kissing and playing with your breast making you lose control due to the erogenous spot.

Suddenly he came out of you and you were missing the sensation already, he wanted to switch position cause his legs were about to give up for him. So he sits on the bed and you sit on him, positioning yourself to go down on him. He was finally back in you after a deep push that surprised you and made you cry out loud his name, but it felt weird so suddenly and you looked at each other agreeing on that weird connection you just had. It felt like he was home ... like you and him were made for each other, your body completing each other perfectly. It was again so natural between you, you kept riding him switching between a slow pace and a quick one. Your head was starting to spin as you felt your second orgasm of the night coming. He was close to the edge as well but you beat him to it as you quicken the pace, him holding you so tight as he bites your neck making you wimps. You came in a big moan, whispering his name in his ear.

Lando POV :

As she came under me she was whispering my name and it was the most sexiest and beautiful thing I ever heard. Hearing my name be said like this gives me some weird feeling in my stomach. I was addicted to this girl and I lost myself because she was mine in this instant and I was hers. I want her today, tomorrow and every day that the world wants to give us together. I felt her shaking from her release and that tense my length. I was so close but I wanted this feeling to last forever and it was starting to be painful for me . The overstimulation wasn't helping her and she was completely wrecked by me at every push I was infliging on her but I couldn't stop until she found the courage to take my face with both of her hands forcing me to look at the darkness in her eyes. She sweetly kisses me, peeking my lips multiple times before holding my jaw and turning it on the side to give herself enough space to play in my neck and under my ears. She was a rare diamond, this one for real, how in hell did I find her ? She was always finding new ways to put me in a place where sanity wasn't possible. She was playing with my ears until I heard her low voice.

You : Please Lando, I need you to cum for me baby.

As soon as the word baby left her lips I was gone, in a last thrust I released myself in her, wimping like never before. The weight that left my body right now, indescriptible, incredible. She was smiling so much and now looking at me with soft eyes. I am in love with her.

You POV :

After so long he finally came in you and the spirkes you felt in you were breathtaking, You couldn't believe that you just had this ... the best sex in your entire life. You couldn't help yourself and had to look at him with so much love after that. " Say it again " he said to you almost inaudibly for you to understand.

You : What ?

Lando : Call me baby again

And you did again, kissing him, mouth opened. It took a long time for you to finally detach yourself from him. You were both exhausted but the mutual feeling of satisfaction like you were on a cloud right now, high from all the endorphins you released with your orgasms. You could barely walk to the bathroom and you both used each other for support. How can sex can be so draining, you were going to be in trouble tomorrow but you didn't care, if you could do it again, you would one hundred percent. Despite the fact he was as tired as you, Lando took care of you and helped you clean yourself before searching his tee shirt on the ground and giving it to you. You gladly accepted it and put it on before going back to bed. You looked at him, he didn't know what to do now, becoming the shy man you first met a couple weeks ago, desperate in the look like something was really bugging him.

You : What's happening ?

Lando : I have to go back to my room

You : No

There is no way that after that you will be separated so quickly, you open your cover for him to join you.

You : You aren't going anyway mister, bring back your sexy ass next to me right now.

Relief could be felt on his face as he jogged to come and snuggle in bed with you before you both fell asleep in each other's arms, completely glued to each other. You didn't know what was going to happen in the morning when they were going to search him everywhere and find out he disappeared from his room but you didn't care at this moment, you were ready to face any consequences because after all you weren't the wrong number anymore.

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fandom-hoarder · 2 years ago

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copy/pasting my live react i sent to @cordellwinchesterwalker

Watching TWin now. The opening has nice vibes but now I'm on the johnmary meetcute and it's...awk af

Goddd this girl's face is just claire i cannot

John and mom are ok so far. Nothin to write home about

This scene transition into the demon fight was sooo anticlimactic wtf

Ok i am SERIOUSLY side eyeing Mary's ability with demons. I feel like i need to watch the spn flashbacks again

Whyyyy is mary giving up all this fucking expositionnnnn

Why would you have an anti possession medallion that you have to HOLD instead of having it on your person on a necklace or something? Ffs🤦‍♀️

WHY are they introducing a scar we have never heard of before? We have SEEN John's arms

Goddd did the writers base mary on reincarnated mary and not watch the fucking flashbacks?

Why is the pacing boring af

John is not reading like a former marine that signed up illegally at all. A draftee that never wanted to go, maybe

Ohhh god it's the demon part from the trailer lmfao whyyyyy

I was sincerely hoping that was a thing that got cut for tone omg

At least they took out that ridiculous scooby reaction shot

But WHY THE FUCK would carlos have a newbie read the fucking exorcism?? It's not a normal thing to know how to fucking pronounce

I kinda like carlos just as a character and I'm on board for john/carlos already...

Sighhhhh not just the slutty bi stereotype but the flippant kind that can't be bothered to care about the other people they're slutting with? This is Not On. Make the slutty bi poly and compassionate i am fucking BEGGING people

Got a text from Jpop to stop yelling :/

This expositionnnnn is soooo ridiculously funny to me lmao

Is this accent for Latika the actress' real accent 🤔

Ok Carlos has had the best lines so far

"The only thing worse than how it starts for a hunter is how it ends"

Unfortunately i like Carlos' van a lot

Lol john/latika fakeout PUH-lease. AU where no one gets together how they're supposed to

So are they insinuating samuel knew about the fucking mol and never said anything or even looked for their compound while working with crowley? 🙄

Indiana jones vibes

Lmfao a commercial started as soon as the monster showed up but was that the afanc from bbc merlin lmao

Lmao already with the self sacrificing... first marine behavior

Convenient silver in his arm lmao

Plot twist: john becomes a loup-garou cuz he gets blood in his mouth

(Can't remember the lore rn)

(NOT THAT IT MATTERS HERE LOLOLOL)

So John's MOM knew too???? Wtf IS this?? I NEED more than the promise that everything will make sense by the end. I NEED THEM TO SAY SIKE THIS IS AU

I AM REBELLING AGAINST SWEETENED COFFEE JOHN. IF THAT'S WHAT HE DRANK SO WOULD DEAN AND SAM WOULD'NT EVEN IF HE HATED BLACK

IS JOHN SWITCHING TO BLACK COFFEE PART OF HIS CHARACTER'S JOURNEY😏😏😏

Goddddd PLEASE why does the styling look like 90s "retro 70s" fashion

Hahhhh ok, dean voice actually sounded like dean voice this time and thank fuck they didn't have that awful windy hair shot where he's unrecognizable. His gaze at the samulet-- i was expecting but OHH??? SO SAD LOOKING

I am making a HUGE LEAP here but what if sammy is missing and that's the only reason dean is trying to find out what happened lolol the akrida have him

#spn prequel #i...dk what other tags i want to use..this isn't exactly anti...#TWin crit #TWin spoilers #TWin (the cw)

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So I am gonna be putting a compilation of parts of the PPG script here and mind you I have never seen the original so I can't comment on a lot but yes I might criticize some parts cause this is so bad. So first off as you can tell drugs are going to be involved in this because if you want an adult show ya need drugs kids fuck just fighting some bad guys let's make a show that was about kids now talk about drugs and be controversial just like if they were a Disney star.

Here is a good one right here like wtf does this even mean? Buttercup was straight I believe in the original and I get they made her to be lesbian which is fine but it feels like a slap in the face to the original like how tf was Craig supposed to know she was actually lesbian??? Lmfao! I can just see them in a dark room while she says this. Like I get how this fits the show but while it does it also is a slap in the face to the original.

Remind you that in the original these girls were kids. Imma say it now I am sex positive I am weed positive if you do that hey whatever that's great but I hate how these shows have to add sex and drugs and partying in. You know those relatable tweets people see online? That's the vibes I am getting it's trying way to hard to sound relatble and to be raunchy but like barely anyone would actually talk like this. Shows don't have to have sex, drugs or partying to be adult but CW here thinks this is what it is but hey they are just from Hollywood so of course they probably wouldn't know what people that aren't from there are actually like.

Let's tackle the first one first okay. Why are they making characters who were young before so oversexulized it's so weird and now the second part WHY TF WOULD YOU EVEN PUT THAT IN THERE???? Sorry but this is so bad who the hell wrote this who needed that? Really who needed to have that part? Sorry but it gets worse but all of these write like a 15 year old writing fanfic but these got taken down so this is most likely real and if it is that person should probably be fired. If people wanna make a remake they should know what the fans want but it feels like they didn't. We couldn't save Winx club from being destroyed so hopefully we can save this one.

Ughhh honestly that's all NEXT!

Oh god of course let's put in politics because people aren't miserable enough. Honestly as someone who likes shows, movies etc. I can watch a movie with politics but I also like watching them to get away from politics. I am sick of politics and I assume PPG was so sweet where people watch it to get away from politics.

This looks like something the Onion would write like this part would be good if it wasn't about PPG.

Whyyyy omg okay heres the thing on the internet this is fine but in a show this is gonna age terribly like don't make Harambe jokes or any memes pretty sure Harambe is an old meme anyways so it already aged badly. Look at Bubbles and her white self talking about whitewashing even though she is white and Buttercup was white in the cartoon but oh no Craig is wrong and he actually is the bad guy who whitewashed fuck off CW you aren't better you must be jealous people would prefer to watch something that's actually good than whatever this crap is. Also the black people I have talked to hate how they made Buttercup why? Because of stereotypes they made the aggressive one black. They say they wanna be diverse but than look racist. Also another stereotype is that if you are a tomboy you must like girls so they made Buttercup have two stereotypes which btw it's fine to be a tomboy and like girls but it's a big stereotype that if you are a tomboy whether you like girls, guys, both, neither etc you must be a lesbian which isn't always true.

Sorry for the amount of swearing but this writing is awful and just all of it needs to be thrown out and CW needs to stop and fire these people. I get that Y2K is very popular but this isn't what people asked for or wanted and if they wanna bring back an old and beloved show this isn't how you do it. Idk what they did but they really should have talked to fans of the series or just made a cutesy and girly remake. Idk why and I talked about this in my last PPG post but CW must really dislike feminine and girly things feminine and girly things are usually seen as less and aren't always appreciated as much as more masculine things and don't get me wrong some of those feminine things suck but seeing it from a company feels worse because it's actually making the change that feminine and girly can't be a thing and than they make it all about sex, drugs and partying and very adult and heres the thing I am 19 almost 20 and I might be too old to others to like girly things and cutesy shows maybe but it's fine to be older and like to like more feminine, girly and cutesy things. This script definitely makes me want to watch the original.

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maerose-late-at-night · 5 years ago

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what, like Brangelina?

It was just a regular stormy Tuesday night, and they were all down at the Vic for drinks - him, Lola, Callum and Jay; this little family unit he’d built over the course of the last few months. Ben had seen all of their faces that day he’d decided to run away with this dad and, had it actually been the end of it, they’d have been seared in his mind forever. Callum’s sadness. Lola’s fury. Jay’s understanding. They’d all been telling him not to go - and that night, when they’d reunited, he’d been overwhelmed with a sense of belonging he’d just never felt before. Nothing in the world was ever going to compare.

Lola had a special sort of glint in her eye tonight, smiling and biting her bottom lip at times, almost like she was just so happy the emotion was just going to break all over her face and she was struggling to keep at least some sense of composure.

“Got something to show you…” she said, digging around her purse with perfectly manicured fingers. She pulled out a drawing that was obviously Lexi’s and held it up proudly. There were five figures on it, one of them exceptionally tall. A tiny little girl with blonde hair and a sparkly skirt stood in the middle. They were all holding hands.

“Me, mummy and Uncle Jay and daddy and Callum.” Lola read from the back, “Mummy and Uncle Jay are in love and so is daddy and Callum. They all love me very much and take good care of me. They give each other lots of kisses. I get kisses too.”

Her eyes sought out Ben’s specifically. “She had an assignment on family at school.”

Jay cleared his throat, very obviously trying to rid some of the emotion that’d taken him by surprise. They were all caught up in it; Ben didn’t even have to look at Callum to feel it radiating off him. “Well,” Jay said, “I’ll grant ya, it’s not a regular family unit.”

Lola grinned at him. “It’s bleemin’ perfect, though, innit?”

“She’s amazin’, she is.” Callum ventured. Now that Ben had the actual nerve to look at him, he could see all the love he had shining in his big, wide eyes. Love for him, love for his little girl. Ben thought back to the morning him and Lexi had been dancing, and he recalled Callum’s words. Really, if Ben’d had ovaries right now…

He just gave Lola a small, proud smile. Winked at her. “We did alright.”

She knew it exactly for what it was. “Kathy nearly started bawling when I showed her earlier.”

“D’you know she calls you Ballum?” Jay asked, clearly trying not to laugh at them.

Ben blinked in confusion. “She what?”

“What,” Callum said incredulously, “like Brangelina?”

Jay took up his bottle of beer, pointed it at them in confirmation. “Exactly like Brangelina.” He took a small sip before placing it back down. “Me and Lola told her we were heading here for a drink and she went: ‘Oh right! Ballum going to be there?’”

He’d added hand gestures to liven up her words. “Said it’s easier than having to say ‘Ben and Callum’ all the time.”

“Well,” Callum huffed. “We ain’t adopting seven kids.”

Of all the things.. That’s what he was going with?

Luckily, it gave Ben something to joke about and not focus on the way his heart had been erratically constricting and expanding ever since the drawing.

“Aw,” Ben teased, squeezing Callum’s thigh with the hand that had been resting there since the night began, “what’s wrong babe, you not feeling broody?”

“Well, yeah..” Callum replied, “but seven’s a bit much though, innit? ‘sides, you’ve already got one!”

Right. So not only was his heart trying to kill him, his lungs were in on it too. Lola and Jay’s gazes bore into the back of his head. Alert! Alert!

He tore his eyes away from Callum. “Wouldn’t mind a bit of Brangelina’s money though.”

Callum laughed, shaking his head.

“No, seriously!” Ben tried to convince him. “Just imagine, I could take you swanky new places and treat ya to…you know…” He waved his hand around, looking for good examples but coming up empty, “things.”

So of course his boyfriend had to go out of his way to say something mushy and nice, like “I don’t need swanky things, Ben.” His hand travelled to the back of Ben’s neck, pulling him closer and pressing a small kiss to his lips. The I just need you went unspoken.

Lola cooed at them. “You two are just adorable,” She said, smiling around her house white. “Ballum.”

Ben pointed a threatening finger at her. “Don’t you start!!”

“I don’t mind it, actually?” Callum said. He was sporting one of those deliriously happy smiles he got, where it seemed to take over his whole face. Why did Ben have to go and fall for someone so incredibly cute? Yet..

“Of course you don’t,” Ben told him indignantly, “you nearly get to keep all of your letters - meanwhile I’ve only got three to begin with!”

“Well you know what they say,” Jay said, voice serious and smart. “She who giveth, taketh away. Ballum’s better than Cen though.”

Lola shivered. “That seriously just gave me the chills.” She paused for a second. “I wonder what they’d call us?”

“Lay, obviously.” Jay told her. “Done deal.”

She swatted at him. “Right, keep dreamin’. Jola, yeah?”

“But think of all the possibilities, babe.” Jay persisted. “Brings a whole new meaning to getting lai-”

“YES, THANK YOU!” When she looked at him, though, her eyes sparkled. Jay looked proper pleased with himself.

“Well I propose a toast,” he said, holding out his bottle, “to Lay and Cen.”

Lola rolled her eyes, but brought forward her own glass to clink against his. “Jola and Ballum.”

Ben made a point of sighing. “I s’pose there’s no gettin’ out of this?” He sent Callum a teasing wink, heart finally settling as the other man joined in.

Lola was right, he decided. Not a regular family unit. But it was perfect all the same.

#Ballum #ballum fic #ben x callum #lola x jay #ben&lola #lexi mentions!#Ben Mitchell #Callum Highway #lola pearce #jay brown #eastenders #ALL THE FLUFF #sometimes i write stuff #omg whyyyy I can't stop writing them #otp: not a regular family unit but perfect

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maerose-late-at-night · 5 years ago

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pizza night confessions

About the fifth night after their big reunion, Lexi came for dinner. Granddad Phil’s house was so quiet without him, she said after a minute. He always had that grumpy voice sounding everywhere.

Ben smiled, wondering what his dad would think of that: Lexi properly missing him and announcing it to them in that matter-of-fact way she had of saying things. His grinch heart might grow three sizes bigger as a result. While Lexi hadn’t exactly featured in his dad’s “everyone-I-care-about”-Portugal-list, he knew the little girl did mean a lot.

But this…

Ben looked at the scene in front of him. Lola kissing Lexi’s hair before leaving, Callum’s wide grin and big warm eyes…

…this was all Ben needed. All he’d ever need.

He left the two of them for a minute, venturing into the kitchen to stuff the freezer pizzas into the oven and set their places at the table. By now, Lexi had taken out her play things, pressing Callum to join in her games without giving him a sliver of a chance to escape. Thankfully, Callum didn’t seem to mind.

Their excited chatter from the next room stopped for a minute, making the clattering of forks and knives that much louder in the house. They weren’t gonna use them, obviously, but didn’t hurt for pretense, did it?

Then he heard his daughter start off a conversation quietly, sweetly. From experience, he knew whatever was coming was going to be proper serious.

“Callum,” she began in her adorable high-pitched voice. “Daddy was really sad without you.”

Ben froze. Stopped short halfway through placing the final piece of cutlery, holding it in his hand, hovering three inches above the table. His heart rate tripled, breathing stopped altogether. He wondered if he’d get away with shuffling over to the doorway, spying on them unseen. Throwing caution to the wind, he went for it.

If he’d expected Callum to get flustered in the face of her statement, he was wrong. His boyfriend just gave Lexi this look, nodding a little like he knew it had torn Ben apart every second, even though he had been the one to break things off and - in the process - break Callum’s heart into tiny little pieces.

“I know, princess,” he told her. “But hey,” he tickled her side, “Saw you makin’ him really happy the other day, giving him that sticker you got. Your dad’s really lucky you were there when I wasn’t.”

Hang on. He what?

“D’you wanna know something?” Callum continued. “I was really sad too, not seeing him.”

Lexi sounded confused. “So why’d ya leave?”

Ben pushed out a breath. He really, really, ought to rescue Callum right now. ‘Cause he knew, he just knew, that the other man was too good to ever put the blame where it belonged, especially when it would diminish Ben in his daughter’s eyes.

And he didn’t. Course he didn’t.

“I don’t know.” Callum just said, trailing his big hand along Lexi’s locks where she leaned into him. “Guess me and your dad just needed to think about some things. But tell you what,” she looked up at him and his smile turned bloody blinding, “being away made me realize I don’t ever wanna go again.”

“Good.” Lexi said decidedly, sounding a little put out. “Cause I missed you too.”

The oven started beeping right then, signaling their pizzas were done. Callum’s eyes shot up, and he finally spotted Ben in the doorway, eavesdropping on their conversation. Their eyes found each other, and the moment just seemed to stretch into minutes and hours and years. It was just the two of them.

Until his daughter’s impatient voice broke through. “Daaaaaaaaaad! The pizzas!”

“Right!” He said, a lot louder than he’d meant to. “Dinner’s up, come get it while it’s hot.”

Later, when he’d put their plates away in the sink, he pulled at Callum’s clothes when he passed him on his way. Callum went with it, their bodies aligning perfectly, a little tilt to their stance.

“Didn’t know you were there,” he said quietly.

Callum didn’t even pretend not to know what he was talking about. “Just escaped from a date at the Albert,” he explained, “and I saw ya. Couldn’t take my eyes off it, to be honest.”

Ben twinged at the words. Went into ‘let’s make light of this situation’-mode to cover up how vulnerable it made him feel. Realistically, he’d known when he’d pushed Callum away that their separation might lead to Callum moving on, but the abstract idea of it had been one thing.

He instantly let go of where he was holding onto Callum’s arms, twisting a little to break their closeness.

“What happened,” he asked, fumbling with the dish rag he’d taken up, “He not pretty like me?” His lips turned down in an exaggerated pout.

“No, he was really good-looking actually.” Callum honestly told him. “Rainie wasn’t too well pleased with me ignoring her instructions to ‘climb that like a tree.’”

Putting up the brave front suddenly seemed a lot harder.

Callum, though. Callum knew him well enough to know how much this was really affecting him. Knew exactly what to say to get him out of it, too. He just pulled him close again, let him know what’s what.

“Thing is,” he emphasized the words, speaking slowly, “my heart already belonged to someone else.”

Ben grabbed a proper hold of him, pressing hard to give way to the surge of possessiveness that shot through him. Damn straight it did. Also..

“Not just your heart.” It came out sounding like a low growl. Like he was an animal, ready to attack just about anyone or anything that tried to make a move on his man.

Callum threw his head back with a laugh, finally dispelling the last of the darkness of their conversation.

“No,” he said, and kissed Ben; sweetly at first, then hungrily, only stopping when a sound from the next room served to remind them both they weren’t exactly alone.

“You’re right.” he repeated, with a last peck against his lips. “You got pretty much all of me there is, really.”

#Ballum #ballum fic #otp: ballum #eastenders #ee #omg whyyyy I can't stop writing them #happy fluffy things #sorry about this #I needed Callum - Lexi time #callum x ben x lexi #such a perfect little family #uhm happy Valentine's #ben x callum #I wanted Ben to know about Callum's date and be sad #sorry #sometimes i write stuff

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