#omg ria not adding angst to her writing make a wish!!!!

[mistymisfit]

it's my birthday today so here's a short Jason x Reader drabble!

warnings: just pure fluff ! + A bit suggestive at the end, but nothing happens (rare no angst)

wc: 1k

Jason's broken into your apartment again, it's pretty much a routine at this point. Though he wouldn't call it breaking in if he was your boyfriend who had keys to your place but couldn't walk through the door like a normal human being. He disarmed and set up again every security measure he installed himself to keep you safe. Took his time to check that you locked everything too, all while you slept peacefully in your room. And just when he was sure everything was up and running and you'd be safe he made his way to the bedroom.

His heart skipped a beat when he saw you. You looked so cute sleeping on your side, taking all the covers and your hair a mess. He just felt an overwhelming need to kiss you senseles, so he left the bouquet of flowers on your nightstand. He rapidly removed his mask to leave it on his bedside table, sitting on the opposite side of the bed. He made quick work of unlacing his boots and kicking them off so he could hop on the bed with you.

"Baby," He whispered, pulling down the sheets and lifting your shirt so he could kiss your hips. His kisses trailed up on your side until you hummed and shifted in your sleep, now lying on your back, unaware of the presence of your boyfriend.

He whispered your name before he started kissing your stomach. By the time his kisses had gone up to your neck, he started to wonder just how deep you were sleeping.

"Jay?" You finally wake up, barely aware of anything but the figure above you.

"What if it was an intruder?" He teases."You're a pretty deep sleeper, ma"

"Who else would it be? you got me living in the bat cave with how tight the security is. " Even half asleep, you had a quick wit. It made him chuckle and kiss your cheek.

"Happy Birthday, baby"

It made you check the time on your phone, 5 am. Only him would come back from his vigilante activities and wake you up at 5 am on your birthday. Lucky you had the day off so you could sleep in a little more. In the process of grabbing your phone to check the time you noticed the flowers, your favorite ones, and impossible to get this time of the year.

"Those are for me?"

"Not really, some old lady gave them to me so I could ask her niece out," He joked, gaining a swift slap from the back of your hand to his bicep. It did nothing but make him laugh, and you realized just then that he still was in his red hood gear. Even when you've told him a million times not to get in the bed wearing it. "'Course they are, the best for my favorite birthday girl "

"Take your clothes off," You demanded, the sleep still in your mind made you not realize how that sounded. He opened his mouth to make some snarky comment, so you cut him off before he begins "You know what I mean"

He chuckled again, kissing the tip of your nose before getting up to undress. You rubbed your eyes as you sat on the bed, then took the flowers to get a closer look. It was a beautiful bouquet, a mix of colors and flowers that matched your favorites, so unlike your basic red roses. It showed how much he knew you, how sweet of a boyfriend he could be.

"Where did you even get these?" You asked, smelling them. You noticed how fresh they were, how bright the colors were. They didn't look like a usual purchase from a Gotham flower shop, much less this late-or early.

"Ah,I was hoping you wouldn't ask that." He sighed as you watched him toss his shirt somewhere on the floor. He tried crawling back on the bed and kissing you to distract you, but you knew better than that.

"I don't trust the pockets of that," You complained, talking about his cargo pants, moving your head to the side so his lips fall on your cheek. "and careful with the flowers "

"Yes ma'am," He replied in a solemn tone, just to mock you. Then, as you watched him strip to his underwear, holding the huge bouquet like a baby, it hit you.

"Jason Peter Todd, did you get these from Poison Ivy?"

Jason freezed, of course he did. His reaction gave you all the answers you needed. You were ready to hit him with the very same flowers. How could he put himself in so much danger for such a ridiculous thing?

"In my defense,"He began, and you were already having none of it. He was lucky he made it out in one piece. "She said you're the best hostage she ever had, and she's a romantic deep down"

"Jason," You sighed. The way you said his name had him smiling again, knowing all too well, he was about to be forgiven.

"And before you kill me, " He sat down next to you, a hand resting on your thigh. "I've got the whole day planned for ya', ma"

You left the flowers on your nightstand again, and turned your face to see him before asking;"Did she make the bouquet?"

"I'm appalled, 'course not." He gasped offended, "I had a vision"

"Really?" You smiled, straddling him.

He nodded, smirking and putting his hands on a familiar place on your waist. His lips and your finally met in a kiss that's more smiles than actual kissing. He knew he was lucky to have you and that he had to treat you right, there was no other option for him. If you asked for the moon and stars he'd find the way to give them to you. Jason was sure he could face whatever fate threw his way as long as he had you on his side. But he couldn't find the words to tell you that and settled for the next best thing; kissing you desperately.

"Shouldn't we put those on water?" He questioned, out of breath.

"Later, I've gotta fuck my handsome boyfriend " And with that you had him melting under your hands, the mighty and scary Red Hood reduced to a blushing mess by his favorite birthday girl.

a/n: If I feel inspired, I'll write about how reader knows Poison Ivy, but until then, happy birthday to me 🥳. Btw if this has any mistakes, ignore them. My sister is holding my laptop hostage and I'm back in my hometown.

[sports-and-fandoms]

“I need to tell you something” {Not mine to hold part 5}

Hello friends! I am sooooo sorry. I just restarted college, and let me tell ya something, I have 8 courses. I am literally at my wits end here. Anyway, I’m not here to tell you my life story, I’m here to dive into Jim Kirk and Y/N’s love story a bit further. As you guys remember, I promised you some good old angst in part 5. I hope this comes out like I am hoping it will. Anyway you guys, enjoy reading this and have maybe a tissu or two with ya. 

Warnings: Angst, fluff, cutesy Jim Kirk (YES IT’S A WARNING) and DEATH.

Words: ummm... no.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

Happy reading!

Darkness.

They always tell you that when you die, it’s all dark. No light at the end of the tunnel, no glimmer of hope. Just, darkness. 

Cold. 

It’s cold, oh so cold. No warmth. Nothing to hold on to. No one to hold onto. 

The world is a very dark and cold place yet we all manage to find warmth in something. Some of us are lucky enough to find someone to give us that warmth of companionship, of friendship and of love. 

We all live and we all die, it is but the story of life. In the end, we are all stories. Some memorable some, not so much. Some stories are remembered as great exploits, some are greater than life love stories. 

The silence that wraps its unforgiving hands around your very being. Silence that shakes you to the core. A silence so deafening that it brings you to your knees.

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. 

“We’re losing her! Get me Doctor-”

“Clear“

Regret.

The regret of words left unsaid. Regret of times lost. In the end, when all the light and warmth is gone, all that stays is regret. Although, death is cold and unforgiving, the regret. That stays with you, even beyond the grave. the regret that chips away at your soul.The world is but a heartless place yet nothing compares to the loneliness of death.

“Give me 360. Clear-“

“Doctor-“

Silence.

When the darkness, the cold, the regret and the silence all set in, fear shows its ugly ends. The fear of losing yourself in this darkness. The fear of dying.

Beep. Beep. Beep.

“What is that annoying sound?”

Beep. Beep. Beep. 

“Make it stop.”

Eyes slowly fluttering open, Y/N sees an eerily sterile room. 

Med Bay, she thinks.

“But, how? What happened? How did I get here?”

She tries to move but a weight on her hand stops her. Warmth seeping through her palm, she sees a tuff of blond hair resting on the mattress next to her hand. 

She smiles. She shuffles around a bit to lay in a more comfortable position. A groan sounds in the otherwise silent room, except for the heart monitor. The blond tuff moves and slowly sits up. 

Jim Kirk makes a small snorting sound that makes her hold in a giggle. He rubs his face with the hand not holding hers and running his long callused fingers through his soft, soft hair. 

He finally looks at her. As his eyes lock onto your alluring form, he smiles his sinfully beautiful smile, eyes still a bit sleepy. 

“Good morning, sunshine. “

Your smile gets just a bit brighter. Although he looked like crap, he had some stubble on his face and very dark circles under his eyes, but he still managed to make you breathless. God, this man made you feel like a teenager.

“God, you’re so beautiful. How did you sleep?“

“I slept great Jim. How about you? Did you sleep well?“

“I slept great too. God, I missed you.“

He says that with a sad smile. Before you can answer, he continues speaking.

“Y/N, there’s so much I should have told you. So much you deserved to know.  I need to tell you something that I’ve kept from you for so many years. I didn’t know how you would react. I was just so scared. I thought that if I told you then I’d lose you. And, God Y/N, I can’t lose you. I just can’t. I need you in my life. I know it sounds selfish, but I really can’t imagine my life without you. How do tell you this? “

You wait for him to continue, an encouraging smile on your lips and heart beating so fast that you thought it would burst out of your chest. This was it. This was the moment you had been waiting for. 

“Okay, umm. Do you remember your absolute favourite Batman figurine? The limited edition one?”

He takes the silence as his cue to continue.

“ Well, um, I lost it in the lake behind our houses. “

There’s a small silence.

“YOU WHAT?!?!“

“Oh gosh.... “

“JIM you SON OF A B-“

“I know, I’m sorry. I just, I just had to tell you this first. Now I’m blushing, Jesus Christ!“

“So as I was saying, I needed to tell you this. Now we can move forward from this.“

You just stared at the blond man with a faint red coloring his cheeks. 

“Anyway, moving onto more serious matters. There’s something I need to confess to you.“

“Jim, I swear to everything holy in the world if you tell me so-“

“Argh, Y/N, you’ve been my best friend for as long as I can remember. I just- God, why is this so hard? “

You could see a slight panic building in him.

“Y/N, I- God, you, Y/N, you need to stop this. Just stop it.”

You could see Jim’s beautiful blue eyes fill with tears. 

“Stop what? What are you talking about Jim?“

“Y/N, just- just stop okay? I can’t take this anymore. I need to tell you things, I need to talk to you and you- you just...“

You watched as Jim tilted his head back to look up to the ceiling, trying his best to hold back tears.

“For as long as I’ve known you, you’ve always liked a good challenge. You’ve always beaten the odds, even when they’re stacked up against you. When- “

He sniffled a bit.

“When people look at me, they see the successful Captain that somehow always manages to save the day. Believe me, I”m not complaining. I’m so lucky to have all of this. But, I just- I just need someone to see me. Not Captain James Tiberius Kirk, but as Jim Kirk, the farm boy from Iowa. “

He gave a sad chuckle. 

“And you, you see me. And I’ve never had that, well except for Bones. But he doesn’t count because he forces me into doing physicals and stabs me with hypos. But that’s not the point. The point is, I can’t- Damn it, Y/N. I can’t lose you. I need you with me. I know it sounds selfish, but you need to beat this. “

He puts his head in his hands. You see him shake a bit.

“Jim” you slowly get up from the med bay bed and walk towards him, “what are you talk-“

And then you see it. 

“Y/N, you need to pull through. You can’t stay leave me. The Doctors-“

He chokes up a little bit.

“The Doctors say that if you don’t wake up, that you-that you won’t make it. And I can’t have that. Can you hear me? I can’t have that. You need to wake up, Y/N. Who else is gonna help me hide from Bones’s physicals and hypos? Who’s gonna keep me in check? Who’s gonna kick my ass when I do something stupid?“

You couldn’t look away from the sight in front of you. 

There, lying in the bed, is you. 

“Y/N, you can’t leave me alone. I can’t be alone again. I can’t be that kid that used to play all alone. I can’t be without you. I need my first and best friend with me. Remember our prom night? That night, you promised me that you would always be there for me. That it will always be you and me against the universe. I won’t let you break that promise to me.” 

“You-”

You watched as it happened. 

Your finger twitched a little in Jim’s hand. His head snapped towards your hand. He tightened his hold on your hand. 

“I knew you could hear m-“

And then your whole body started convulsing.

“Y/N!!!! DOCTOR, SOMEONE! “

The doctors and nurses rushed into the room.

“Get me som-“

Beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep

THE END. WITH A CLIFFHANGER! Did you expect any less from me?  

I AM NOT SORRY. THIS WAS A LONG TIME COMING AND YOU KNOW IT. I was channeling my inner darkness to write this. 

Random fangirling moment bellow:

Any Doctor Who fans here? If so, OMG, 13TH DOCTOR! Don’t worry, I kew the moment the trailer was released I just haven’t talked fangirled about this with anyone. 

Who here has seen The Punisher trailer? Please someone tell me if you have. WE HAVE TO TALK ABOUT IT! It’s gonna be sooo awesome. Jon Bernthal is such an amazing person, and I’m saying that coz he’s just perfect. AGH!!!! sorry not sorry.

Anyway, my kinda fangirling is over. Thanks for reading, hope you guys liked it. Like and comment, always happy to hear from you guys. 

xx

Ria

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