#olfactorymemoryandmourning

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Final work: Olfactory Memory and Mourning (2023)

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Artist Statement: Olfactory Memory and Mourning (2023)

My short film, Olfactory Memory and Mourning, is a tribute to Anne-Héloïse Dautel’s digital media series Olfactory Nostalgia (2021).

Her original series articulated her experiences of parosmia (altered smell/taste) when she had Covid-19 in 2020. The series emphasises the connection between sensory experience and memory. The images below were most impactful for me. 

These works resonated with me as someone who contracted Covid-19 earlier this year, which resulted in anosmia, where I had little or no sense of smell or taste.

My short film aims to recontextualise Dautel’s visual choices and showcase my emotions about the olfactory impairment I experienced.

Echoing Dautel’s juxtaposition of vibrant gaseous patterns over pre-existing monochrome photographs, my process involved:

Splitting the film into three ~1-minute-long segments of footage.

Each segment has me (as the actor to establish a more personal role within the work) in a similar pose and expression (neutral) to that in the photographs but performing a different action: smelling a flower (segment 1), spraying perfume (segment 2), and eating a meal (segment 3).

Photographs, like films, carry memory – these memories can be a happy reminder of times that have since passed.

I wanted this choice to evoke a sense of nostalgia that smells can elicit and the grief and longing I felt with not being able to ‘recognise’ familiar scents or encounter new ones.

Creating a soundscape for each segment, composed of sounds recorded via a Zoom recorder.

An overarching track (sniffing and breaths) is paired with secondary tracks representing the activity depicted in the filmed segments: plants rustling and long inhalations for segment 1, perfume spraying and sharper breaths for segment 2, and boiling water and chewing for segment 3.

I’ve distorted the audio close to end of each segment, indicating a realisation of one’s inability to smell and its impact on how one experiences not just smell, but also daily life.

Producing abstract animations to act as an overlay for greyscale footage.

The animated overlays fade into greyscale when the soundtrack distorts.

These share similar overall shapes and colour palettes with Dautel’s abstract overlays, representing the diversity of smells one can experience.

I have also added some graphic elements, which nod to the olfactory tissues/nerves of different animals and Dautel’s other works.

The overlay fading to the same greyscale palette as the rest of the film aligns with the meaning of photographs I mentioned earlier: photographs can be a vessel for reminiscence and grief.

This transformation may also signify the loss of smell that anosmia causes.

The link to my full documentation is in this blog (from concept research to process): https://www.tumblr.com/aangussca

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Creative exercise reflection: Using a film camera (23.2.23) and artificial lighting (16.3.23) - OLD BC IT WAS SAVED IN MY TUMBLR DRAFTS FOR A WHILE

Film Camera

The camera (Nikon?) had a microphone mounted on a metal frame.

We had a practice with capturing various shots (perhaps this could be considered in filming my short film - I have my Canon camera).

Artificial lighting

Various forms of lighting were used in production studios (with and without coloured gels).

Two-toned lighting creates a nice contrast.

Due to time restraints, both may be used for future works.

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Creative exercise reflection: Improvised soundscape/soundtrack (28.2.23) - OLD BC IT WAS SAVED IN MY TUMBLR DRAFTS FOR A WHILE

Using Ableton Live and a keyboard synthesiser, each of the classmates took turns creating their own track for the creation of a composition.

Whilst my track was by no means perfect (I was happy with how it sounded though), I felt that layering various other tracks was an intriguing way to create a soundscape.

This might be something I could do with my own short film, but have it composed of sound effects that I will record.

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Production log: Editing the final video (24.3.23 - 26.3.23)

Some points I need to make:

Due to Premier Pro acting up on my Adobe Creative Cloud account (which I'll ask my teacher about), I have decided to use iMovie for editing the rest of this film.

I first paired the soundtrack with each video, and then paired that with the overlay (which transitions into black and white upon audio distortions).

Further adjustments were made to the sound (fixing audio peaks from Segment 1-exclusive track), film (brightness) and overlays (opacity, brightness and colour saturation).

The film is a total of three mins and 18 secs long.

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Production log: Filming (24.3.23) - Part 3

Segment 3 was filmed first at lunchtime, after I made one of my fried rice bowls (made using chicken and egg with some stronger flavours like garlic, soy sauce, mirin, spring onion, etc.) - in one take, I also made a cup of tea.

Note that the videos shown so far are the ones I'll potentially use. More takes were involved for each segment. (Plus brightness will have to be altered in editing.)

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Production log: Filming (24.3.23) - Part 2

The object I'm holding in Segment 2 is a perfume bottle (Perfect Potion 'Heiwa' but my hand obscures most of the label for ambiguity here).

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Production log: Filming (24.3.23) - Part 1

Note that all footage was filmed on a Canon Camera (model EOS 200D), with a built-in greyscale filter. I have also had myself as the actor, filmed in my own house, as a way to present the impact of anosmia on sensory experience/enjoyment through articulating my personal experiences with the condition.

The flower for the first segment (below) is an oriental lily.

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Production log: Creating the looping animations (20.3.23 - 22.3.23) (Part 3)

Segment 3:

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Production log: Creating the looping animations (16.3.23 - 20.3.23) (Part 2)

Segment 2 (underneath the finalised overlay is a screencap from an older animated overlay (similarly going outwards), which will no longer be used):

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Production log: Creating the looping animations (12.3.23 - 16.3.23) (Part 1)

There are two versions I've done of each animated overlay: one with a black background for the purpose of showing the different colours/opacities (shown here more clearly) and one with a white background for ease of editing.

Segment 1:

EDIT (as of 26.3.23): Opacity has been changed slightly, which will be apparent in the final work.

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Production log: Editing the tracks (17.3.23)

(Tried to upload finalised tracks, edited on Ableton Live, but they are apparently too big to put on here)

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Production log: Recording sounds for soundtrack (11.3.23 - 13.3.23)

I have recorded sounds for each of the segments.

I will create soundtracks out of those on Friday.

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Useful stuff for Premier Pro (specific for what I want to do for my own work - from the tech class) to look at for future reference (9.3.23)

Links

How to make footage black and white: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=poxRsaGOAHQ

How to transition footage from colour to black and white: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EJDjf1jjjD4

How to remove the (white) background of my animations for overlay: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ntQ-QPipY4

How to change the opacity of the overlay: https://filmora.wondershare.com/video-editing/overlay-video-in-premiere-pro.html

How to edit soundtracks in Premier Pro: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4cg7xL7V9Z4

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Reflective note (7.3.23): Feedback from project proposal with my tutor Robyn Backen

I have quite an illustrative style, and while that would work in the animated overlays, my initial concern was that also using it in place of the planned live footage (still greyscale - this change was suggested as a potential idea by Robyn) would make the short film deviate further away from the representative nature of Dautel’s original series.

Suggestion: Try the live footage first and if that doesn’t work, perhaps do the animation for everything.

I could easily start recording the live footage, perform my scene and edit out the beginning in post-production (alongside the conversion to greyscale, overlay, soundscape).

This will hopefully address the issue of the actor that I brought up earlier.

And most importantly, PLEASE BE REALISTIC AND TIMELY WITH EXECUTING YOUR PLANS (especially the soundscape and animated overlays).

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Lecture notes: Recombinant Poetics and Art (remixing and sampling as strategies) (7.3.22)

Recombinant poetics

An umbrella term encompassing artistic approaches that challenge the traditional notions of authorship and originality.

Recontextualises and recombines existing elements in various ways, including but not limited to the:

Remixing and sampling of sound (e.g. Pierre Schaeffer’s ‘Études de bruits’ (1948) and Randall Taylor’s ’Tape Loop Orchestra (Live Ambient Cassette Loops)’ (2020 as part of his ongoing Amulets project))

Juxtaposition and layering of images/videos in a collage-like fashion (e.g. Anne Zahalka’s ‘Wild Life in the Age of Anthropocene’ series (2018))

Combining found objects (or in Hany Armanious’ case casts/copies of found objects) in sculpture in some way (e.g. Hany Armanious’ ‘Moth’ (2020))

Repetition and wordplay, emphasising rhythm and sound over any traditional narrative structure (e.g. Gertrude Stein’s ‘If I Told Him: A Completed Portrait of Picasso’ (1923))