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#okay yeah this is gonna be a litle bit of a venttttt
chewwytwee · 2 years
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#okay yeah this is gonna be a litle bit of a venttttt#so like... idk I'm always just kinda upset and dissapointed at least a little bit that i did piano and not art#like its honestly petty as fuck but like#idk I didnt dislike drawing#but like I wasnt all that good at it and thats fine#but it was just super frustrating seeing my art which objectively wasnt all that good#get way more publicity as some silly hobby I had than my music which is like the most important thing to me#its just frustrating#like I'm way better at piano i put way more time into it#and im fucking PRETTY GOOD AT IT#like im FUCKING NOT THE WORST AT PIANO#if anything i'm WAY more fucking competent at it than I probably will ever be with any kind of visual arts#and thats FINE but its just the fact that like#the observable facts are just that there are more people out there who care about furry art than classical music#and its dumb but its frustrating just kinda knowing that the things that i really care about are always kinda gonna be second fiddle#im in furry circles and obv in those circles its just like#you dont get social cred or get noticed or get notes or likes or any kind of validation#unless youre making a really narrow kind of art and that DOES include music and writing#sure there are some super tiny ass niches for it but like its a niche#idk I just wish that people noticed classical music in the way they noticed my art#and its saddening knowing the kinda harsh reality is that just isnt really gonna happen
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