#okay to reblog if you dont mind risque subjects

[a-trying-writer]

[[ Very risque subject matter with mentions of violence. Contains body horror, blood mention, biting, and rough sensual acts. If you're not comfortable with these themes, back out now. sr--hk based, focusing on the theme of monster f--ker. yeah. btw is it soykaf or soykafe or something else? i completely forgot. EDIT: tweaked it a bit. Might need to tweak it some more though. ]]

As they drank cans of soykaf outside the Dowager Empress, Racter stared at Capricious from the corner of his eye. Once he lowered his can, he asked, “Did you ever had any sort of sensual nightmares of the Yama King, my friend?”

The decker nearly choked on her drink, before quickly gaining her composure with a harsh cough. She turned to the Russian with a perked brow and a crooked grin as if she didn’t nearly die. “Did you, dear Racter?”

His lips curled into a smile as he shrugged. “I asked you first, Capricious.”

“I asked you second,” she replied.

Racter couldn’t help but chuckle at her silly reponse. “How about this -- I will answer you, if you answer me. Are you fine with that?”

Capricious tilted her head while still smiling, then burst out into laughter. Once she calmed down, she took another sip of her soykaf. “I’ll hold you onto that, Racter.” She then cleared her throat. “To put it briefly, I did. It’s not exactly sensual, mind you, but... interesting? Well, in a terrifying way. It’s like... how do I put this... There was something captivating about the monsters that surrounded me, during a time I felt... ‘weird’. I suppose it was when I was in the middle of ovulation... but, you know how I can’t tell.” She took one last sip of her drink, before crushing the can in her cybernetic hand. “At first, I thought they were going to eat me, but instead, they just bit into my flesh which drew out a lot of blood. It was... something similar to penetration, in a very bizarre way... Eventually, I reached my climax and whoosh. I woke up.”

She scratched her nose with her thumb as she thought about the dream silently. “I know there is more to it than that, but... I can’t remember it that clearly. Only bits and pieces.” Capricious then paused to turn to Racter. “Now you! Tell me about your dream!”

The Russian quietly smiled at her, before finishing off his drink as well. “It was something a bit more explicit,” he started. “Like your dream, it did involve biting, and blood, but most interestingly, was the sensation I felt during it. Something between bliss, and pain.”

“Oh? Did it tick something in your implants?”

“Perhaps, my friend, perhaps. It has been stuck in the back of my mind since, and though I may be misremembering some parts of it myself, I still remember some parts of it clearly. Such as the monster that sat on top of me.”

Racter noticed how Capricious’ cheeks turned red while her pupils blown wide. She blinked just as quickly as she backed away with a sheepish smile, making him smile even wider. “Perhaps we should discuss this later in my workshop,” he said as he lifted his hand up to her flushed cheek. “When the others have slept.”

“S-sure,” she replied, then turned away before she could melt into his touch, and ran back inside the Dowager Empress.

Racter couldn’t help but be amused by how this young woman gets so easily flustered around him. Perhaps she is a little bit more desperate than she lets on, he thinks.

“Why didn’t you tell her the full story of the dream?” Gaichu spoke up from behind the crates.

“I see no reason to, given that it wouldn’t persuade her to change even more,” the Russian replied, while throwing the empty cup aside to pull out a cigarette and a lighter from his pockets. “Besides, her brother wouldn’t be happy if he knew about it as well.”

“Understandable,” the ghoul replied. “But, it would had been interesting to see how she reacts. You obviously found the Yama King fascinating, to the point that you were so inspired, you came up with new ideas for your drone within weeks. Not just that, but you also dreamt of Capricious as something similar to the Yama King, but made from chrome and flesh. And if I heard you correctly, you mention something about sharp teeth and claws digging into your-...”

“Body.” Racter blew out a cloud of smoke from deep within his lungs. “I’m impressed by how sharp your hearing is, my ghoulish companion.”

Gaichu chuckled briefly. “It’s a blessing as much as it is a curse. After all, even when I’m above ground, I can hear the sounds you both make when you think everyone is asleep.”

“Which is why you often leave the ship, no?”

“It’s not the only reason, but yes, one of them.”

“Well, I must apologize in advance then, because it seems that tonight would be another loud night.”

“I already made plans.” Gaichu laughed.