#okay okay STOP TYPING ZAK i need to sit in a dark enclosure for an hour

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just got to reading ur tot fics again right after a really (STATIC NOISES) week AND IM (HOLDING THE LOST GOLD FICLETS IN MY ARMS LIKE A THIEF CAUGHT STEALING GOODS, THEY ARE FALLING OUT OF THEM AS WE SPEAK) u have fed me SO WELL with NXX interactions i am going through Many Emotion in the span of seconds i went from "HFHDSJFKFGKJHSGHJK MARIUS THINKING ARTEM IS HOT IS SERIOUSLY JUST PERFECT -- NOOOOO GIANN AND NEIL ---ARRGBBGBGHH THEY CARE?? THEY CARE !!!!"

hhh anon sorry about your (static noises) week, i hope the coming weeks are kinder to you!!!

and hhhHHHH god anon im...rlly emo, thank you so much for ur kind words, they mean a lot to me. every single comment on my fic means a lot to me but ngl i was feeling a lil insecure with ficlet 4 of filler eps of the lost gold. i did get comments on that chapter and theyre very nice!! but didnt rlly bring up anything in the chapter so i got rlly worried that i didnt write it well enough for people to notice. so ur words are just make me //sob wail cry okay maybe i did do the ficlet okay

hard swerve into commenting at ur comments bc i dont know how to shut up

HAHA i have a general hc that marius finds everybody in the nxx team hot. i mean, listen, im bi and if i were in that team? i would die

marius and artem seem to be at odds, at first glance. youngest vs. oldest, facade vs. facts, weaponization vs. repression.

but also theyre so similar as well, they both just need to realize it. i wont delve into all their similarities now bc im gonna explore it further in the ficlet collection, but the first similarity is yeah. giann and neil. theyve both lost somebody important to them. thats the catalyst for both of them realizing that theyve got something in common, that they can connect, that they can care.

i need to shut up now lol i feel kinda cringe today because of (static noises as well) brain stuff but thank you so much, anon. you made my (static noises) go a little bit more quiet :')