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how do you clone a fey? that's trick question; and fey love those!
@the-navistar-carol (<333) brought up a good point while I was talking about my changeling danny au with her -- Dani! How would she exist in this au? Danny's a changeling - a fae. How would Dani, a clone of him, be created? How do you make a fey? Not through any means that Vlad is doing; you can't make a fey through unnatural means, considering the Fair Folk are nature. And Vlad's not a fey himself -- he's a halfa, even if he could make a fey, it's not in his best interest too. He's a powerful ghost, but even the weakest fae can overpower the strongest ghost. He won't want a clone of Daniel to be more powerful than him.
(In a three tier hierarchy it goes Ancients -> Fae/Mythos -> Ghosts. They all live in the Infinite Realms, but on different Planes. The fae live above the Ghost Zone in the Fey Wild, while the Mythos live beside the Wilds or down in the ghost zone depending on where they are. Places like the Frozone, the Athens Acropolis, and other such large islands climb throughout all three Planes.)
(While Ghosts can travel into the Fey Wild, its generally advised against as the ectoplasm tends to manifest differently there due to close contact magic. It can make it rather disorientating for a ghost, and as human spirits, the Fae living there would jump them faster than they could blink. So unless you're willing to play mind games with 'steal thy name eat thy face' fae, most ghosts keep out of the way of the Wilds. Fey can travel down into the Ghost Zone, they just don't bother.)
That's of course, not taking into account if Vlad even knows Danny's a fae himself. Vlad doesn't ring me as someone who really cares much about ghost culture or the going ons of the GZ. He might be aware that fae exist, but the moment he realizes he can't use them for personal gain he just doesn't bother with them. The risk is greater than the reward, and he'd rather not get eaten. But lets assume he's aware by now that Danny is fey, and has to take that into account while cloning him.
So, how does Dani exist? Good question! Honestly; i'm not sure. She might not exist at all, or if she does, she's more halfa than fey. Vlad would need a lot of human dna and ectoplasm to balance out all that fae magic. He manages to steal DNA from Jack and Maddie to do it, and since Jack's fey ancestry is very dormant its much easier to use alongside Danny's DNA.
In turn, it results in a little girl whose more human-ghost hybrid than clone. With that little extra boost in fey magic making her not a fey, but still relatively powerful. Dani is less of a clone and more of a lab-grown little sister. It's a rather tedious, complex process that has Vlad tearing his hair out trying to figure out. But he does eventually figure it out.
#dpxdc#danny fenton is not the ghost king#dpxdc crossover#changeling danny au#danielle fenton#danny phantom#still no mention of DPXDC yet so i'm adding the DP tags if thats alright lmao#how do you clone a fey? trick question! you can't. you can only make something that's not-quite fey but has ties to them.#dani's fey ancestry is an ounce of water compared to the bucket of everything else. which is more than the drop in the pond compared to jac#but not quite as powerful as changeling daniel. whose more fey than human at this rate. which is very fun to think about in terms of#his rogues haha. imagine going into the human realm about to cause chaos only to come face to face with a baby fey. a changeling.#i'd simply pass away a second time. where is your parent. human raised or otherwise?? are they nearby??? shit i thought fey hated urban#cities. what are YOU doing here baby man. im going to get eaten holy fuck. that's so many teeth.#. oh. oh you think you're a ghost. hm. hmhm. i can work with that. lets just. make sure you keep thinking that okay :) great :))#like jumpscare dude. i just saw my afterlife flash before my eyes. hello unsupervised fey child. holy fuck are you teeny tiny.#vlad probably uses some of his own dna to get the halfa effect so really dani's more of a lab grown *half* sister. Danny's gonna end up#stealing her anyways in the end. his sister now :). non-human danny my beloved#catch me using fey and fae interchangeably. my bad#some food for thought sorry if its hard to understand.#steal thy name. eat thy face fey
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Hey y'all! Another weird question for you: How long do you have to fast for a blood sugar reading to count as a fasting blood sugar measurement? Also, does drinking soda (like, full sugar soda) slowly over the time before the blood test count as not-fasting? Asking because I keep testing* in the fasting blood sugar range when I am pretty sure I am not supposed to. Like, two hours after eating a meal when I've been slowly drinking soda the whole intervening time, or half an hour after drinking a whole full-sugar gatorade *with the home blood sugar test thing, not like doctor's office tests. though I test in the fasting range there too? I do know the word for the tester thing but I am brain fogged at the moment
#the person behind the yarn#blood mention#food mention#like. obliquely? but sort of there so I tag it just in case#I have a new personal record for lowest blood sugar when testing at home now! 91#I ate lunch two hours ago had some goldfish crackers after that and have been slowly sipping on a dr pepper#(as well as water I have two drinks going at all times)#and my blood sugar is STILL low#so I am eating some candy and then I will eat more goldfish and make sure I get extra protein with dinner#but seriously what the heck#this is not how blood sugar works for other people right????#it's not just always low but technically not hypoglycemic?????#I do not have diabetes I have been checked for that. a lot. it's probably the second or third most common thing they test me for#but nope whatever my problem is it's not that my body just yearns to yeet nutrients as efficiently as possible without retaining them#salt and sugar both apparently. also vitamin D but that one could just be that I don't go outside much#I take supplements for that it's fine#but there's not really salt and sugar supplements?#okay there are. I take the salt pills. but sugar is iffier. like there are sugar pills but I suspect#that's probably not the best way to increase my blood sugar
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what dish from another country do you think norway loves? 🧑🍳
This is definitely not influenced by any of my own preferences 👀 But anything with seafood is a win with Norway, and I can see him going back and forth between seafood paella and fish n chips as his fave foreign foods ✨
#hetalia#aph norway#hws norway#aph spain#aph england#hws spain#hws england#thanks for the ask!! 🥰🥰🥰#not me going through my 145 asks to finally answer some of them#been sitting on this one for a while#I was in Spain last year and all I wanted was paella#even bought a key chain with paella on it#I fucking love paella#and same with fish and chips??#such a simple thing but I HAVE to get it every time I'm in the UK#when I lived in Orkney I went to a chippy on a Friday and thank fuck Norwegians eat dinner earlier than others#because when I got my food the line was down the block#and it was some of the best fish and chips I'd ever had 😩#Okay I realize now that paella and fish n chips are some of MY fave foreign foods#but I stand by my decision because Norway would have a weakness for seafood as well#and these are the most basic of seafood
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Yearly Redraw Time!!!
Every year, I do a redraw of the first-ever digital drawing I did when I first got my drawing tablet, which happens to be a drawing of myself! This drawing marks the 9th year since I started doing digital art, which is kind of wild.
You can see all the redraws under the cut! (There's 8 of them!)
Not only have I grown as an artist, I've grown at lot as a person—and I'm really proud of myself for getting this far.
Here's to another year of growth. :}
#ZootaDoodles#Redraw#Yearly Redraw#Zeta Redraws#For some reason this is the first year I drew my freckles???? I have no idea why I've never included them before pfffffft#This is always such a treat for me to see my progress in this way. I'm really really happy I'm an artist and I'm glad I'm still making art#Also I probably spent way too long on that pattern on the vest but I was determined to make it look like the vest I own#Long Post#Artists on Tumblr#Artists of Tumblr#Okay now I'm going to go eat some food because I didn't realize how hungry I am
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#tw: food#i guess#i am so done#ever since at least october probably earlier#i've had nauseas after almost every dinner#and sometimes lunch or merienda#i haven't thrown up or anything but that's cause it's really hard for me to vomit#not that i haven't tried#i do have tons of diarrhea and spent a lot of the time in the bathroom#i'm convinced it's because my parents make me eat too much but it also happens when i'm out with friends#i haven't told anyone except my therapist cause i'm fat so they wouldn't take me seriously#i now barely stand when people talk about food. it annoys me and gives me nauseas#which i've learned constitutes about 80% of stuff people talk about in this country so i'm perpetually angry and sick#i also have developed an aversion for seeing certain food or like half eaten food in general#same with some smells that i can no longer tolerate and also irritate me#and the newest thing that has really become a problem is people talking while eating#that gives me the most nauseas#and i am hard of hearing so i normally look at peoples lips when interscting with them so. you can imagine it is rough#at dinner i just look at a random poin awkwardly and answer all 'are you okay?' questions with a 'fine'#honestly if there was a way i could stop eating for good and not die i would do it. it would be one of my 3 genie wishes#anyways. sorry about this. i just wanted to vent cause today was particularly bad#if by february this situation continues i'll go to the doctor i think. maybe#also my mum has been telling me i shouldn't eat so many chocolate (she eats toms of cheese and there's no other options for me to have at#merienda)#and she told me i've been gaining weight#so that doesn't help either
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Smoking Room
A MacGyver 2016 Fic in reference to The Collective (2023)
Strike Team Delta is tasked with taking down a trafficking ring from the inside out. They find an unlikely ally with the same goal, only without any resources or gear other than a Swiss Army Knife.
#me putting on my clown makeup trying to write military lingo 🤡#also i PROMISE i'm going to bed now#pinkie promise 🫡#in which vi actually writes#macgyver#macgyver 2016#angus macgyver#jack dalton#The Collective#okay gn sweet dreams i love you all so much#please be kind to yourself#drink some water#eat some food#if you see yourself in the mirror go ''ooh i'm sexy as FUCK''#treat yourself to a baguette#idk man. whatever floats your love yourself boat#do it#okay good night for real now i love you <3
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I made a mood board out of memes on my phone ab this current #Struggle sgdgdgdgdggdgd
#marquilla#im going through 🎵 iiiit 🎵#i should just tell people i have food poisoning bc it sounds better than 'i won't stop consuming two of my most sensitive/painful allergens#bc i crave chex mix so bad and now im confined to my bathroom' wgdgdgdggd#listen when your list of 'safe' foods gets smaller and smaller and you dont have energy to avoid said allergens bc theyre in EVERYTHING and#it's like you can only eat rice based products but watch out! (soy) you kinda get sick of plain rice based products and dont have energy to#eat some raw foods like fruit or veggies (but... watch out) you're gonna lean on ready made food and snacks that are full of#what you cannot eat but are tasty and your autism allows (but ... watch... out... 😑) YOURE GONNA HIT THE 'being poisoned by allergen by my#own hubris' WALL OKAY??#AUGHHH#its either you laugh or you cry and ive already sobbed today agsgdgdgdggdgdhdh
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tfw u finally go to make urself a dinner plate and some nasty ass man walks into the kitchen, picks up the entire serving bowl of creamed corn and puts his filthy mouth on the bowl like it’s a giant cup and tilts it straight in. multiple times. 🙃
#could you not wait long enough to get a fucking spoon and your own bowl like a civilized human respectful of other people#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#food mention#yeah no it’s cool it’s fine it’s not like i wanted to eat some too or anything#it’s not like that’s one of the only vegan dishes here that i can therefore eat haha no it’s fine#i guess a normal person wouldn’t let it bother them but my OCD is having none of it. that corn is Tainted with your Mouth Germs now#oh what you want one of the last rolls that i was gonna eat? yeah no that’s cool man that’s fine eat as much as you want! :)#i hate the holidays more and more every year. nothing but stress and for what. i don’t even like these people#but whatever i guess i shouldn’t bitch about it when i choose to remain here#as if everyone with a shitty family has the power and ability to just Leave. i don’t think you realize the extent of my disability#but fucking whatever#someone put dirty plates in the cabinet with the clean ones#someone put the turkey in with a sink full of dishes#someone put the mashed potatoes in the bread box#i’m not even exaggerating#ahhh the joys of being the only sober person here. man what the actual hell. what level of intoxication must one reach to do this shit#whatever it’s fine i just have to learn to stop giving a fuck. let them be stupid and live with the consequences.#it’s late and i’m getting a stress headache. time to go brave the kitchen once more and actually get food this time#then i can be miserable in bed. but with food :) and eat myself sick as a shitty form of self-soothing#but it’s fine today bc it’s literally Eat Too Much day in the US so for once it’s kinda normal#then be too tired and depressed to make myself brush my teeth. and therefore contribute to my dental issues. two birds and all that#am i even making sense anymore. im so tired. of being a person. and like. existing#but im grateful to have food and running water and electricity and a place to sleep and everything else i take for granted#so i should just focus on that and try to ignore all the bad#ough i feel sick. okay Food Time fr this time. let’s hope no one’s in the kitchen now
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annoyed with my roommate >:(
#B and I share pizzas but I need the pizzas more (safe food) and I buy most of them#so the rule is supposed to be that B keeps track of how many they eat vs how many I’ve bought and buys replacements#Ex: I bought 7 pizzas. B bought 3. B ate 5 pizzas; now B needs to buy 2 replacement pizzas.#this is a rule bc I have a lot of food restrictions and trauma around going hungry and B knows this. and B agreed to buy me replacements.#generally he’s been pretty good about it! but we were both leaving for trips this past weekend and I specifically asked him to replace#my pizzas bc I knew I was gonna be hungry when I got home#and he did not do that. so yesterday I ordered chipotle for dinner bc I could not go shopping bc energy GONE#and now I’m sitting here after class like >:( I wanted to eat lunch and now I can’t#I’ll go shopping after class today I’m just Annoyed. I’ve been spending a lot of money this week bc of trip and I can’t super afford to#order DoorDash or go shopping more than once a week. bc I am unemployed and living off of savings rn.#*screams*#and now I’m sitting here trying to find foods I can eat and reassure myself that it’s okay and I won’t starve#bc body is convinced that me being hungry means that I’m gonna be hungry for a long time#I’m gonna go make some popcorn. I ate the pumpkin brownies Beck gave me so that helps.#I wish I’d thought to ask Hobbs for the leftover pizza slices from Saturday night. ah well.#I’m safe and I will be able to buy groceries after class and I will eat dinner and I’m not in trouble for needing food#it’s okay
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"why even post that post if ur so scared about it lol" bc again i am insane and worry about ppl who don't even exist. my brain goes 100 mph pretty much 24/7 and comes up with all kinds of made-up scenarios that make me literally physically nauseous bc i get so concerned over things that don't exist. i have cried over the idea of ppl that i've never seen or met or heard of. and if that person does exist and is a good person then i want to do what i can to help them. the issue is that idk if they exist, so maybe i am just crazy dsjkl
i am genuinely sorry for displaying mental illness symptoms publicly, but also i do sometimes think asking questions is important but unfortunately i am very bad at knowing when smth is realistic and should be asked and when smth is absolutely bonkers and should just be dismissed from the brain without saying anything to anyone. ....i dont think this whole thing even matters in the grand scheme of things, like... log off and touch grass, Dandy, this doesn't actually matter.
#okay now i go eat food. sorry again.#i will return to delete these soon i'm sure but ig part of me wants to know if im just being insane or if theres some sort of sense to it#head in my hands. i am embarrassed#dandy.cmd
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i dont got a gaurdian angel or devil on my shoulder but i do imagine grandad (robert freeman) from the boondocks reacting to everything around me
#been like this for like two months now or something#everytime im too exhausted to get up but am like 'i need to get up to eat dinner' i hear grandads voice like#'have sleep for dinner youre getting fat anyway'#that sounds bad it sounds like i have an eating disorder or some shit that is not true. i love to eat im monkey d luffy irl and its not a#joke. me and wiener are fucking beasts we will go 20 minutes without eating and go gawd... im so hungry rn...#but sometime my demon of a bed traps me like quicksand again and im like i need to eat food.. but god sleep feels so good....#i love the have sleep for dinner youre getting fat anyway line okay it makes me laugh so fucking hard riley be starving af#pretty boy flizzy episode 😍😍😍#i think about the allowance line too all the fuckin time#you want an allowance? i ALLOW you to eat my food. i ALLOW you to burn my electricity. i ALLOW you to sleep in my bed!#robert freeman is so deadass i love him especially when he thought riley was gay and heard tom say all the good things about gay people and#and went 'damn thats a lot of good shit... nah still gotta disown him'#LOL#grandad was not rockin wit that gangstalicious manbag
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okay I severely misjudged spaghetti guy he’s actually just really cool
#okay so I came to this flat and he wasn’t here. greeted by a very dirty flat with shit all over the kitchen counters over cling film#I meet first my other flatmate who told me he stays in his room constantly bc of previous bad flatmates#has literally just a saucepan and some salt in the kitchen. so I’m like okay spaghetti guy potentially not great but could just be#how this guy is yknow#on Tuesday I get an email back saying he’s coming back from Norway tonight looking forward to seeing you feel free to use the kitchen sauces#rlly friendly message that I wasn’t expecting. I also didn’t know he’d been on a trip i just knew he wasn’t there bc his door was open#(to a REALLY nice room. multiple rlly nice plants (which he has little care labels for!!!) and it’s tidy and pretty#and he’s got a sheep teddy on the bed)#meanwhile I am in my own head bc I don’t wanna cook in the kitchen until I can clean it and I can’t clean it without moving his shit and#I haven’t seen him yet to talk abt it and I can’t bring myself to talk to him immediately bc I’m dying#and embarrassed as hell by how I’ve been cooking in my room with a microwave and air fryer (loud) and sneaking my shit out of the kitchen#but then yesterday I DO talk to him!! and he’s super friendly!! actually interested in having a conversation and Good at it.#and then he’s cooking and like. spaghetti burns but I’m not there for long and seems to be a mistake (he made the same thing for lunch today#and did Not burn the spaghetti) and is otherwise clearly competent bc the food smells Good and despite leaving a few things out it’s like#washed up stuff isn’t dirty and the sides are better despite still under cling film. more a case that he’s spread out than he’s messy#and now today we talked and i offered to hold onto some shit over summer bc complicated situation that boils down to he’s flying back home#and he cant take all his stuff and had to choose between chucking stuff/having literally nothing this weekend. like sleeping on the sofa etc#and then cleans the whole flat?? which I’m assuming a good chunk is his mess? but he did not need to do that. could’ve easily left#bc there are two people still living here who would’ve had to deal with it and he doesn’t know either at all#and THEN tonight we talk abt food which is fun bc we both ordered stuff. and he offers me some honeydew melon bc he’s been gorging himself#these past two days to finish it before it goes bad/he leaves which is also really sweet#and JUST NOW. I take my headphones out after finishing dinner and hear the sweetest fucking guitar#he plays the gentlest like dreamy sounding acoustic guitar I’ve heard in my life in his room (door closed by the time I leave)#this is actually just a really cool dude#now that the kitchens clear I’m gonna cook tomorrow and will probably offer him some bc otherwise he’s gonna be eating out all weekend#he has extra takeout for tomorrow night but might want smth Sunday#regardless I am just. huh??? left a bit stunned bc of the u turn my opinion of this guy has taken. bc my opinion of him was a reflection#of my discomfort moving to this weird dirty basement flat with two people I didn’t know#well. idk where to go from here. I think I’ll start by talking to him more this weekend. bc holy fucking shit.#luke.txt
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people are really so weird and so fatphobic huh
(and oops most of my commentary is in the tags XD)
#people really out here acting like some chocolate is gonna kill you#idk maybe you should check how stats and data actually work and not just blindly trust things that get it wrong and such#because hate to break it to ya but increased risk does not equal absolute risk#it just increases the risk which is normally only by a small margin and doesnt mean anything in reality because it doesn't mean that it's#absolutely 100% going to happen that's not what risk or increased risk means#anyway this reminds of when a friend of mine took part in a study#and they were like oh yeah you have a 6% chance of a heart attack in the next 10 years#they asked if they lost weight would that decrease by a lot and the person was like uhh by like 1% it's really not the big deal everyone#makes it out to be people are just fatphobic because that's the society we've built that at all times you must be skinny#or you aren't worth anything or worse when people act like you're such a strain on the system#and that you dont deserve to have healthcare like i will scream#everyone needs to stop being so damn weird about it!!!!!!!!!!#it's literally fine it's so literally fine#you know actually thinking about increased risk with alcohol and smoking - to which is totally your choice and up to you btw#i knew someone who smoked like a chimney and drank like a fish and lived to his 70s and died of something completely unrelated#increased risk is just that increased by a certain percentage which is like not a lot in the grand scheme of things to really put it into#perspective when you have like 1 in 100 chance and the increased risk is 100% that just raises it to 2 in 100 which yes is just 1% to 2%#i will scream when people act like food is going to kill you - especially when it gets so bad people act like fruit is bad for you because#of sugar like i will cry i will start sobbing because all of this is why im pretty sure most people have disordered eating#if not full on eating disorders and that's the real concern how our attitudes make people change their behaviours and develop mental health#conditions because society is just so insistent on this one issue that you can't escape it's bad it's so bad and i hope one day#we get past all this and people can just live how they want without others getting on their backs#fatphobic people are the reason why so many people i know think they're worthless and ugly and i just that's so upsetting to me and yes yes#there's the major issues like doctors ignoring symptoms in favour of just lose weight! and then just send people into the world with 0 help#in that oh and oops now they've got an eating disorder when the problem in the first place was not weight <.<#and even if it was (which it rarely ever is) it's like okay where's the help then because there is no help and then study after study is#like oh btw dieting doesnt work lol and then what do you do what do you do im gonna start screaming hdfghsdfg#anyway sorry these tags are long im just so tired and so frustrated at the world and i hope one day people get over themselves
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my fucking feelings are closing off again please i just want to feel alive
#thought too hard about the other day and also being able to eat food at night#fuck#vent#i can tell theres some sad there and im trying so hard to feel it but i just feel numb and its painful#literally im trying so hard to feel safe here and it was working and my feelings opened up#one fucking trip to my moms and im almost unable to cry#my dad's the only one here i can trust him#hes not gonna yell at me for bad reasons and hes gonna let me get food after dark if i'm hungry#its safe to cry its safe to cry youre safe to show it its okay#im gonna go to bed now while im crying and hope the badness doesnt set in
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the ryan gosling movie marathon continues. i stayed up all night, took a four hour nap, and then got back into it. here’s how it’s going:
he is such a talented actor my god the range he has.
i keep crying and i don’t know why.
i simultaneously desperately want a break but i absolutely cannot stop watching more.
he needs to do more comedies, a lot of his movies are pretty sad and heavy and he’s so damn funny i wish we could see that more.
i have more thoughts about how a lot of his roles deeply connect with the human experience and how perfectly he portrays a wide array of emotions but i am simply not coherent enough right now to type all that out.
no i will not be watching la la land this weekend because anytime someone talks about that movie it sounds like it ripped their heart out and stomped in into the ground and i still haven’t recovered from the notebook.
#i really need to eat something and go touch some grass#but i can’t#no one is making me do this yet i feel compelled to do nothing but sit in front of my tv and find more of his movies to watch#maybe i really am meerely a ball in a pin ball machine#and ryan is at the controls#bashing away at the buttons with reckless abandon#that’s what it feels like anyway#okay i’m gonna go make myself some food and coffee now#ryan gosling
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reading about what constitutes a healthy relationship w/ food and writing down the tips & reminders and trying to practice them is normal and perhaps even cute girl behavior
#LET ME KNOW IF THIS NEEDS A TAG#i want to make a whole journal spread#life is so full of ironies. my agonies with disordered eating led me to an actual interest in nutrition#so now i know WHAT to eat but i've never had a good relationship with food in my life but im finally actually reading up on what to do to#work on that instead of just winging it and. going up and down winning and losing#im not good at teaching myself with only my own words i need it in someone else's#we're gonna try... we're gonna try . today was the first day in a long time i made some conscious but forgiving effort#and i think i did okay!#.txt#vent#< kind of? i'm frustrated that i have to even try to learn this now at 20 in the first place#and my body image is a whole other beast. that will come later#it's food for now
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