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can someone come and switch my brain off at 9pm each night because the "my fics are shit and i'm not saying anything worth saying with them" thoughts really do tend to fly at me with increasing fervour as the eve wears on
#i just. find it very difficult to feel proud of myself for very long#or happy with my work#because ultimately there's so so many fic writers out there who've been doing it for so much longer than me#so so much better than me#and like#that's okay#i never expected or wanted to be the best#and i still love writing fic sm#it's become my lifeline#but my brain is constantly going hmmm aren't u shit tho#like aren't there far more fascinating writers to be reading#okay i think i'm done now#personal#ineffabildaddy
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charge of the light brigade
#the acolyte#is this anything#okay i think i'm done now#i swear these guys are as silly as the mandos :3
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And while I'm on the topic of glaring factual errors, I will also always remember the homily where the priest said that Jesus died of exsanguination and I could not pay attention to the rest of what he was saying because it was asphyxiation! That's how crucifixion works. You should know that!
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periods and god
I think my period would be a LOT more bearable if it was just cramps and blood (still sucks but I would prefer it) but I become a whole other person. And that person is either really happy (but in a hysterical way) or really aggressive or really sad or numb (there is also rarely an in-between it always has to be extremes).
Honestly the cramps and the blood are the least worse part.
The real problems are the joint pain, the headaches, the eye pain, the brain fog, the weird food cravings, the decreased dexterity, the increase of strength, the decrease of strength, the finding everything annoying or upsetting, the confusion, the increased crying, the get easily injured, the skin sensitivity etc. (a lot if the pain things I get anyway but during my period they get like 10 times worse)
Also because I often get more clumsy I end up banging in to stuff more and get hurt, and because my skin is more sensitive it hurts a lot and I end up crying and getting mad.
So many weird things happen. I mean I could literally start performing witch craft in the days leading up the my period or during it and just be like, yeah okay then.
Also I get the urge to rant a lot more about my period (can you tell I'm on my period now lol) and anatomy and random stuff.
And I become so confident and unreasonably annoyed that seriously, if a staircase appeared (or something) that would lead me to heaven I would march up there and rant to god and probably attack him. And I'm not even a Christian or religious, which is another weird thing, when I'm menstruating I become religious briefly but in the sense that I believe in God but I really fucking hate him, like I want to fight him.
Also recently learnt that apparently not everyone experiences these things??? Apparently some people just get blood and cramps???
If anyone comes across this can you tell me if you just have blood and cramping or if you get possessed by a demon, become a witch, start preparing for war against god etc etc.
(also what does everyone call their menstrual cycle, I say period just because that's what people I know say but I would like to know what others say and what other ones there are)
#Menstruate#menstrual cycle#menstrual period#menstrual cramps#Autism#I think my autism probably makes my periods worse as well#Rant#Life#God#witchcraft#Witches#uterus problems#Uterus haver#idk how to tag this#Okay I think I'm done now#Bye
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#i feel like venting and not a lot of people follow me here so i figured this is the best place to do it#i'm just so tired all the damn time#depression has been kicking my ass#and i've been trying for so long to get a handle on it#and nothing seems to work#going to possibly be starting a new med in a few weeks but idk#i just want to feel normal but i feel like i'll never get to that point#and then there's the fact that i don't really have any friends#the only person i do stuff with is my mom which is kinda sad#but idk how to meet people#ugh i'm just so done with everything#like work has also sucked recently#i had to leave after like half an hour on wednesday and took the rest of the week off#and my boss has been super understanding which is great but again i just want to feel normal and be able to do my work#i feel like such a failure in every aspect of my life#i'm 25 and what have i accomplished?#i know everyone goes at their own pace but god i feel like i'll never catch up#okay i think i'm done now#i doubt anyone read this but if you did uhhhh thank you and i hope you're doing well xo#jace talks#delete later?
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Yep, I'm changing Gamora's title from The Vanished to The Deserter. It makes more sense for lore reasons, and it makes me happy knowing she would be ABSOLUTELY FURIOUS that she was posthumously titled and remembered for her disappearance instead of her accomplishments and the legacy she worked so hard for is one of infamy
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Konosuke Takeshita.
That's it. That's the post.
#Help I love him#I love him so much#He's so#*swoons*#in which Sara liveblogs#Like the arms and the back and the face and the smile#Oh my GOD I am so not normal about that man#These thoughts are not chill#And no amount of ice will make them be so.#wtf i like wrestling now???#*barges back into post* AND ANOTHER THING!!#You can tell he's KIND#Like he's a very sweet guy and clearly smart and passionate with what he does#I just#I hope all his dreams come true#Okay I think I'm done now
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When the band, choir and theater kids all get turned and come marching at you with rhythm on their lips, smooth moves with their hips, hunger in their eyes and OH GOD YOU JUST GOT BIT.
The seconds you spent mesmerized allowed them to encircle you from behind, and now you've joined them to help spread the groove to anything that moves.
Zombies shouldn't growl or snarl, they should babble a mixture of incomplete word sounds and whole words or sentence fragments. Every zombie should sound almost but not quite like it's trying to tell you something.
#the real contagion was the music we played along the way#it's impossible to keep it at bay!#okay I think I'm done now#thank you for this prev!#it gave me a good laugh#speaking of things that are contagious#no I shan't#anyway zombies are pack hunters#zombies
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Thinking about DP x DC Jason Todd being a revenant again. Here's my scenario. Jason gets called that by some ghost. He's like "what the fuck is that supposed to mean?" He's heard the term before but he doesn't know any actual lore. He googles it. He scrolls past the Leonardo DiCaprio bear movie. He opens the wiki. Sees the words "animated corpse" and gets a chill diwn his spine. He starts reading the first section.
He closes Wikipedia.
That night he has a nightmare that his family buried him, again, this time with precautions. He wakes up in his own grave, full of stones, too heavy to move, to scream.
#CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT THIS#like reading this section in the context of jason is SO HORRIFYING#the idea of someone knowing it was possible for him to come back. to wake up down there. and wanting to keep him there#stay dead. we want you dead. you're too troublesome alive. you're meant to be down there.#so anyways. jason internalizing all this shit and feeling uncomfortable in his own body because he's thinking of it as a corpse#and of himself as haunting a place he doesn't belong#and then meeting danny and danny says 'wow you're a revenant aren't you! The dead so restless they can't bear to stay in their graves'#and he smiles. 'You're amazing. Your will is so strong'#and the Ghost King tells Jason 'You're alive but that doesn't mean you aren't one of mine. I will come for you'#and batman says 'we will keep you safe from that entity and his threats. you don't belong to him'#and jason says 'he didn't mean i was his possession. he said i was his responsibility. he said he would help me if i ever needed him'#and bruce sees the faraway look in his son's eyes and doesn't know what to say#okay I'm done#for now#dp x dc#dpxdc#revenant jason todd#danny phantom#dc#batfam#jason todd#my rambles#my writing
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i'm ready to try
#This drawing is kind of personal to me#I recently graduated (CUM LAUDE WOOOO!!!!) and its like. not to get depressing#but when i was younger i was never sure whether i would make it to this point#When i was going through what i consider to still be like. the worst time of my entire life#This fictional character was there for me and she was something for me to latch onto and cope with#eGem helped me a lot with being able to process my emotions at the time but also helped me to reflect on myself#which i think is a big reason as to why I'm really happy with where i am with myself right now#I'm going off to uni next school year to study astronomy!!! which!!!#Im also doing because of eGem!!! She ignited this kind of childlike wonder for space for me#I love doing math and physics and whilst Im still a bit scared because. honestly i don't know whether this is what i want to do with my lif#I think i'll be okay either way#either way i wanted to draw egem again even if i haven't done so in a while because its like#i think i wouldnt be who i am without her. i think i'd be a lot worse off#so like. thank you empires smp thank you geminitay thank you egem This drawing is me expressing my gratitude#AND THANK YOU AUTISM!#empires smp#empires smp s1#empiresblr#esmp#geminitay#art#fanart#alice.art#mcyt#mcytblr#song is andromeda by weyes blood... obv.. you guys know me by now :oP
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*off screen* I might as well make this post now before I forget...
*normal* Do you guys remember my liveblogs? If so, I'm aware that I have not been the best at keeping a consistent schedule and have ended up effectively wasting my vacation that I could've used to finish Ep: 2 of Danny Phantom (I'm still only a little over 5 minutes into that episode, oh my fucking gosh...), for example.
Now, my next school term is basically test term so I won't have a lot of time to goof around. This situation means that I don't feel comfortable watching DP (since that will obviously produce audio & I have to juggle creating posts while writing in my DP Lore doc) so I would prefer to do something silent and simple during that time. Which means that 'Adventures of the Super Sons' would get the priority when it comes to liveblogs.
Here's the main point of this post: I want to consistently read at least one page of 'Adventures of the Super Sons' and create one post in the liveblog (if I feel like mentioning anything, of course) on a Saturday. This plan will obviously change when things start getting fucking hectic and I need to reorganize some shit but that's the idea. Now there's the problem of execution.
So here is what I want you to do: remind me. Send an ask or comment on this post or do whatever else to remind me to do the liveblog if I post nothing related to it after 8 pm, AST.
My main concern is that I follow through for tomorrow and maybe next week but as soon as I miss one day or something, I would end up dropping the plan. That or I simply forget until months later. So any help in relation to maintaining a consistent schedule is greatly appreciated.
With all that out of the way, I hope you enjoyed the rest of your day! "ฅ ̳͒•ˑ̫• ̳͒ฅ
#key's post#liveblogging#<- more of an announcement/update than anything#*trying to mimic Snapcube!Eggman* EVERYBODY I'M MAKING AN ANNOUCEMENT!#*clears throat* Sorry#needed to get that out of my system#((;^_^A#umm...#*slightly unsure* Do you want some fun hug sparkles...?#゚.+(〃ノωノ)゚.+°#Okay I think I'm done now#See you guys tomorrow (hopefully)!
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Making Incorrect H:SR Quotes Until I Run Out of (hopefully) Original Ideas - Pt. 4 - Nuthin' but Boothill Edition
[Pt. 1] [Pt. 2] [Pt. 3] [Pt. 5] [Pt. 6]
#boothill#honkai star rail#hsr#hsr incorrect quotes#hsr memes#honkai star rail memes#hsr meme#honkai star rail meme#hsr textpost#hsr boothill#boothill hsr#hsr spoilers#hsr 2.2 spoilers#hmmm... don't think it's worth tagging the others in the 9th image. this ain't about them#still unsure abt how to do the alt text for these kinda posts properly but hopefully i'm improving#anyways. don't think i've ever seen heard and typed "cowboy' so many times in one day as i have while making this good lord#i did a bit of digging around and haven't Seen any of these done yet so. here's hoping that's the case!#i'm only ~3/4 of the way through the 2.2 main quest but the need to make these compelled me to put these out Now#i can already tell u that there Will be more of these for Boothill tho bc i'm crazy abt him. probably enough to make another dedicated post#but i'm gonna wait until i'm fully caught up on the plot (and will probably spoil myself for more of his character lore after that as well)#speaking of. i'm gonna go eat mac n' cheese and stay up too late playing through the rest of the main quest#i'm loving it so far. many thoughts head full abt it all but in a good way. hoping for more Boothill moments as we approach the end#he's def not the main character here but he is to Me okay. he is to me. i'm scarfing down every crumb he drops#i'm also suffering from Aventurine withdrawals out here. Argenti mentioning him was Interesting but i need More. Where Is He.#also. was Argenti intentionally not voiced or was it a game issue?? the hell was that. threw me off so hard when i couldn't hear him speak#anyways i'm getting off topic and wasting precious gaming time so i'll be takin' my leave now
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the boy! inspired by @triforce-of-mischief:
very loosely based off of this panel from @/linkeduniverse:
and with text/textless versions:
#i am Done (my wrist has given up on me for tonight)#i feel like i could've done Really Cool shading but alas...#i don't think the expression really transferred the way i wanted it to#he looks more pissed off than i was going for#i have same EXPRESSION syndrome actually i've figured out#might come back and change things but for now i am Okay with it#tryna have a 'don't let perfect be the enemy of good' mindset#but also anxiety?? idk i'm just some guy it doesn't really matter in the scheme of things#anyway uhhhhh#ALSO I DID NOT FLIP THE CANVAS AND I DON'T EVEN CARE LIFE IS TOO SHORT!!
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I made a few new wax seal stamps out of clay (like the ones I did for my worldbuilding stuff forever ago), this time just of random symbols that I thought might look good done in the style of painting over the raised part of the wax or etc. :0c Some of them aren't carved deep enough to really show up that well, but overall they worked okay for being clay lol
#wax seal#crafts#wax stamp#stationery#Window one is kind of stinky.. I was imagining like a swirly night sky sort of looking thing so it would be a surreal contrast of a night#sky with a window in the middle that shows a daytime sky - but the silver and purple wax kind of mixed too much together#with the black and it just looks very plain black and not all that starry or anything hjbhj.. Of course the eye is probably my favorite#since all I ever do is draw eyes and still like eye imagery for some reason. The four leaf clover is very lumpy and skrunkty but also it wa#the smallest in size out of all of them so was easier to do multiple stamps of just to try it out.#The heart with eyes wax is actually more swirly in person. I wanted it to be a mix of light pink and red and white. and the wax#did kind of all blend together but in person you can definitely see MORE of the intentional swirlyness. in this it just looks plain pink.#I was going to do one eye in the heart but it looked weird. but now two seems too plain. i could have done 3?? in a pattern.. hmm#alas. I wish I could make actual metal ones. With the clay i have to paint them in a thin layer of olive oil before stamping because#otherwise the wax just kind of gets stuck in the grooves of the clay and then you can't pull it up. Very wacky ''unprofessional'' looking#set up where I'm hot gluing circles of sculpey clay to short stumps of a wooden dowel that I sawed apart with a serrated bread knife#and then using an old paintbrush to put olive oil on them whilst holding a spoon over a yankee candle flame hjbjh#ANYWAY.. I think if I were middle class/rich/etc. this would be one of the main things in my crafting room is like.. SO many colors#of wax. and all different custom made stamps designed by me. which could be much more elaborate in actual metal.. muahaha.... >:)c#RHGghhh... I actually don't want to talk much about it since (this is probably just my Obsessed With My Own World Artist Delusions) I#think I have a really cool idea for a game that could genuinely be successful if i ever get to make it and I don't want to give#everything away and spoil the whole plot/concept in hopes that one day I can actually do it - BUT - a game that I'd like to make after the#visual novel I'm making now has partially to do with the main character working as a sort of writer/scribe/artist assistant in an elven#city (set in my world/with my worldbuilding species and versions of elves and etc) and I was thinking of maybe incorporating#somehow being able to collect little writing type items like these like.. you can get different wax seal patterns or pens or etc. when I do#stuff like this in Real Life it always makes me think of that like.. ouh... this is good research.. what it shall be like to be a littol#elf collecting wax seals and such.. indeed... GRR i need to be finished with my current game NOWWW... i MUST work on other#thingss... aughh... ANYWAY.. yay. accomplishment to do One Single Thing other than Sit In The Summer Heat And Rot#though also hilarious as this was the first cool-ish day that was below 80F in a while hgvh#waking up like 'wow.. i actually feel okay today?? like I could do things?? how mysterious.. I wonder why..?? :0'' Its The Weather You Fool#Tis Always The Weather
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Slight spoilers:
when Lou got that call from her Dad and said if he hurt Jackie she was gonna Tell everything, or when Jackie fucked up JJ cause he rearranged Beth's face after all that abuse. And Lou covered it up no questions asked! Boy I was LIVING. but also Jackie calling her younger sibling and being like 'don't ever fall in love okay' and then her mom telling her don't ever call back here (implied roles anyway) boy my chest! And tbh everyone talking about the muscles shots as a downside, yall not real gays! Cause every close up on Jackie's muscles bad me like *runs cold bath* *grabs the foam roller* *makes bed for good sleep* aka all the things for good recovery like do you NEED ANYTHING just say the WORD
Personally Love Lies Bleeding made me realize I need more films with lesbians and bisexuals that are a bit messed up, like love romcoms but the weirdness mixed with the realness and also the 'touch her and I'll kill you' loved it
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So the wildest thing happened where @mactheactor decided to dub over (if that's even the correct terminology) the Chaos Sonic animation I made!!!!
I'm still in utter awe about this like, hands down the coolest thing ever I've been thinking about this non-stop. Hope y'all enjoy it as much as I do!!
#starrway art#sonic prime#chaos sonic#okay now that the nice text for the post is done AHHHHHHHH!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!#I've been screaming about this for the last 24 hours and the shock of it has worn down just enough for me to post this#NEVER WOULD HAVE GUESSED THIS WOULD HAPPEN IN A MILLION YEARS????#Sonic Prime is what got me on this long hyperfixation in the first place and I've met so many cool people in the fandom#and generally having a blast making art and it's been such a great time#so to then have Deven Mack come in and think that my stuff is awesome is such an insanely cool thing#it means a whole lot is what I'm trying to say haha#I do have to like microdose on this video because it makes me so incredibly happy that I get very overwhelmed by it#In a very good way though it makes me want to run laps outside#thanks to everyone I've met/interacted with so far being some of kindest people y'all are awesome#idk if this post is even like coherent I've been writing it in my mind for the past day because I have no idea how to even go about this#ok good night hehehe
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