#okay i need to just hit post bc i've spent literally 20 mins writing and rewriting everything here LMAO i need to move onto other things | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

dandyshucks · 5 months ago

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i want to rb everyones art that i missed while i was away but every time i go to do so or just try to make any post here in general i start feeling like i'm really irritating to everyone or doing smth wrong so i get scared and delete the draft fsdjkl

i love everyones art that i've seen though and im sure i will love the art i have yet to see, and eventually once i manage to fix my brain then i will make sure i rb and throw confetti on everyones art !!!! you are all genuinely such cool people and i love seeing everybody's posts and creations :]

#being stuck with zero alone time for 11 days straight in a truck and trailer with people who hate your existence will rly mess u up fdsjkl #every time i opened my mouth i'd have them acting like i was incredibly irritating or difficult to be around #i think thats the least i've spoken in that length of time like... ever. honestly kind of impressive for me fdsjkl #anyways. all that being said... i am having a difficult time remembering not everyone feels that way about me RIP sdfjkl #i have a counseling appt tomorrow so we'll see if she's at all helpful for this and if not then i'll just have to keep trying to fix myself #i dont want to like... ask for validation or reassurance though and i dont have much for social connections. so this is going to be tricky #however! it will all get figured out in the end! it always does fdskl just takes me a while to sort it out and find a way through #okay i need to just hit post bc i've spent literally 20 mins writing and rewriting everything here LMAO i need to move onto other things #dandy.cmd

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