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#tw death#tw suicide#hey man.#i don't like dwelling on the circumstances of your death. as you know#like. you know how mad i get when people ask me about it lmao#jesus. the fascination with the last two seconds of your life is so infuriating#but. i do wonder. did you ever feel uniquely horrible?#i do. a lot. big part of OCD is being convinced you're uniquely horrible#don't love being told i have main character syndrome because of that honestly#oh wow i'm so sorry for exhibiting symptoms of mental illness in your presence i guess????#oh well. but like. did you ever feel like that?#i don't like the thought of you feeling like that#you were unique for sure. but not uniquely horrible. not by a long shot#like i'm always judging myself for stuff i would not give a fuck about anyone else doing#did you do that? i hope not#i'll never know what you were thinking#because when it happened. suicide was the most obvious answer for why you weren't here anymore#you weren't sick. you weren't old. no reports of an accident with fatalities. and yet i just. didn't accept that as a possibility#i was so convinced that couldn't be it#i'm... so sorry. i've been pretty good at not blaming myself about this particular thing. but i am sorry#i know logically it wasn't anyone's fault. not my fault. but like... i don't know. maybe there IS something i could have done#idk. maybes aren't helpful. ask any ocd specialist lol#anyway. movie tonight?#if so which one?#okay hear me out: chucky marathon! you and me! get in ghost form babyyyyy#own post
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