#okay focusing my mind on a single image now (nostalgia is a liar ex friends are bitches etc) im being NORMAL.
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going 2 get wayyy too personal in the tags have fun if u decide 2 read 👍
#mourning the life i could have lived tonight besties 👍 what if everything had been different#like realistically it isn’t possible . I couldn’t have changed things even if I tried#but what if i didn’t have so many mental illnesses and what if I hadn’t moved here and what if I hadn’t kept dropping out of college#and what if i wasn’t sick#and i hate that term bc sick sounds like something that will get better but I think whatever is up with my body is probably forever#what if I wasn’t me <3 what then . maybe things would’ve been better#it isn’t Possible and it’s not worth thinking about but . so many things could have been different and better#im trying to be grateful for what I have and rmr how lucky I am but like#at the end of the day I’m a girl stuck in bed because everything hurts so bad#no real life goals just a shitty job that I have to go back to in the morning that will keep making my body worse#and ive pushed so many people out of my life for stupid reasons and what if i do it again and have no one left .#god .#okay focusing my mind on a single image now (nostalgia is a liar ex friends are bitches etc) im being NORMAL.#probably going to delete this immediately but who can say 👍 going to rot in bed some more I guess
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