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hoshigray · 1 year ago

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HEYYY🤪who ever requested y/n bratting off to toji is a blessing fr.🙏🏼 Can you also do the same thing but fluff edition. If the post is gone, dont worry about it. Love your writing!!

No worries, noonie, bc I made sure to save the fluff version as a Word doc if needed, lol. But here ya go, hope ya enjoy and tysm!!:)

Reminder: This is a sfw/fluff version of this thirst!

Cw: Toji x reader - fluff!! - pet names (baby, kid/kiddo) - implied that reader is shorter than Toji - first, the reader is sour, but then they're sweet :) - Toji calls you a 'bitch' but not in a belittling way, just frustrated with your antics - lots of humor bc we love making this man suffer, lol - the reader gives him a scare hiding from him (again, make him suffer! but he's hella worried about you so </3) - angst(?) - reader being a brat and Toji being a grumpy bf = a perfect couple ♡ Wc: 2.4k

It's late in the night, WAY past the midnight hour. The streets are quiet, people are home sleeping, and the air is curtained in a cool mist from rain not too long ago.

And yet here you are, in an open grocery store skimming through the fruits section. You pick up a bag of apples and examine them before placing them back down, moving on to the next aisle.

Behind you, the squeaky wheels of the shopping cart follow your every step, driven by your boyfriend — Toji.

The two of you had left a movie theater to see a movie you'd been anticipating seeing, which only had seating at the last showing of its week — 12:30 a.m. The runtime was two hours and thirty minutes, so it wasn't to your surprise that the plaza was utterly empty by the time it ended. Although you're happy you got to see the movie, you made a mental note to get tickets earlier next time.

Suddenly, you realize you forgot to grocery shop, and most nearby stores are closed. But after many trips around the neighborhood, you've finally found a store open for twenty-four hours.

So here you are, scoping around the aisles to pick up things and check them off your list. Now all there's left is the toilet paper, which would be right on the top shelf...that you can't reach.

You turn to your side to see your boyfriend looking down at his phone. Well, he's no help. With a sigh, you place your phone inside your pocket and try to carefully reach for the toilet paper, stepping on the lower shelves and being mindful not to step on any of the items below.

Toji notices something up when he glances up at you trying to climb up to get something from the top shelf. Putting his phone in his jean jacket, he comes around and hovers over you while grabbing for the toilet paper. You watch, and you shake your head at him. Damn, tall people...Hold on. An idea pops inside your head, and a grin molds onto your lips.

"Hey!" You call out to the man before he puts the item at the bottom of the cart. "I was getting that."

"I know, but y'r lil legs and arms weren't getting you any far, baby." He sends you a sly smirk, causing you to take offense to his comment.

Oh, two can play this game, Mister..."Put it back."

His brows crease together. "What?"

"Put it back up there," you repeat yourself to the man and point at the top shelf. His confused expression is still present when he hesitantly does what you instruct him. "And then pick me up to get it."

He looks at you like you're crazy. "What kind of shit are you on?"

You giggle. "Oh, come on, Toji. I was trying to get it, so I wanna do it."

"You could barely touch it."

"Not unless I have my trusty, tall boyfriend to help me, so pick me up!" You lift your arms for your waist to be open for grabs, and Toji just stares at you. With a heavy sigh and a scrunched expression, he lifts you up effortlessly, and you happily take the toilet paper he just put back up.

You beam at him once you're put down, and the older man has never rolled his eyes so fast. "Actin' like a damn kid."

Your tone is matter-of-fact as you put the item under the cart: "You call me a kid all the time, so I gotta uphold the title. Okay, that should be everything from my list, so let's get the other stuff."

"Other stuff?"

"Yeah, like sandwich meat, chips, and juice for Tsumiki and Megumi. They're going swimming with their friends tomorrow, and they need lunch to take with them."

Toji crosses his arms, examining you walk past him with the cart. "I suppose you're the one paying for all that."

"I'm absolutely...not," you don't have to turn around to know the man behind you has his jaw dropped. "I'm paying for the things on my list, and you pay for the other stuff."

"And what makes you think I'd pay? I already paid for the dinner and the tickets for the damn movie."

"Yes, indeed you did. But guess what, I'm using my money for my things. So, Toji dearest, it's only right that you pay for the things for your children." You peek behind you to see your boyfriend throw daggers at you with emerald eyes. Your smile only grows. "What kind of father would you be if you don't care for those angels?"

Toji just groans and mumbles curses under his breath. "They're only angels when you're around, ya damn brat..."

The two of you head to the snack aisle, the right side harboring a massive assortment of chips. You stop the cart when you spot a brand of chips you remember is a favorite in the Fushiguro household. The only problem is that the flavor you're looking for — which is on the bottom shelf — is nearly empty, meaning the last few are further in the back.

"Hey, Toji," The named man comes from behind, resting his chin on your head. "Those chips down there, ya think there could still be some in the far back?"

"Mmm," His broad chest vibrates against your back from his gruff hum. "Probably."

"Mind getting them for me."

"....Why can't you get it?"

"Because I told you to get it. Besides," you bring up your hands with two fingers up to air quote your following sentence. "I don't think my 'lil arms and legs' will get me far."

Toji's quiet for a few moments, and you bite your lip to not laugh. But it's no use when he flicks your ear before leaving your side, giggles fake cries of pain exiting your lips. "Fuckin' bitch."

"I heard that!"

"Good." You blow a raspberry at him as he groans, kneeling to the floor, and crouches to put his head under the shelf. The image of your brawny man squeezing through the racks is a rarity, and you can't laugh because you know he'll kill you once he gets back up. So, with silent quickness, you grab your smartphone, take a picture, and swiftly put it back in your pocket. You chuckle to yourself in accomplishment. That's for calling me a bitch, you bastard.

The man comes up with a bag of chips in hand, the exact flavor you were looking for. However, "Woah, woah, woah, that's not the right size."

"What are you on about this time?"

"I always get the family-size. That's just the regular one."

"Yeah, so?"

"So?" The older man is visibly vexed that you repeat after him, yet you continue. "Toji, I know you're gonna snack on those later, but I'm gonna use it to pack lunch for the kids. And judging by how small the packaging is, that's not gonna last for the entire week — let alone three days. Miki and Megs aren't gonna like you for that. Go get the family-size pack."

"They don't have it down here; it's just this!"

"Well, what are you gonna do? Buy three more bags...Oh."

Toji notices you spot something that puts your thoughts aside, so he follows your line of sight to the top shelf. As you described earlier, family-sized chips were stationed at the very top, unlike at the bottom stand where they usually are.

All you can do is smile sheepishly at Toji when you two glance at each other, the older man giving you the heaviest glare you've ever received. "If you ask me to pick you up again, I'm throwin' ya up there and leavin' you til next time."

"Don't bother. I'm going to get the sandwich meats." You turn away from him and the cart to hide your laughs and head to the deli aisle. "You stay right there. I'll be right back."

"Hmph, whatever." The man grabs the right size of chips and chucks them into the cart. And then he leans against the shelves, waiting for your arrival so you two can finally leave the store.

One minute pasts. Then two...Three....Four.....Five—What the fuck!?

There's no way the store is that big for you to find the deli aisle. It's nearly been six minutes, and you have yet to return to the snack aisle! Toji can only wonder what it is that's taking you so damn long. They probably saw somethin' cute and will ask me to get it for 'em. Hmph, like hell. Or maybe they don't have the sandwich meats they're lookin' for and are tryin' to find something else to substitute. Or they could be lost, who knows.

But the more he thinks, his thoughts delve into darker reflections. And if they're lost, would they run into someone for help? What if that person doesn't work here, talking to a damn stranger. What if that bastard is making them uncomfortable? Taking advantage of them. Or worse: a kidnapping.

Dread corrupts all of Toji's senses when his mind wanders to the worst scenarios, but he can't help it when you haven't returned to him. There's already one person he's lost in his life, and he wouldn't want to lose you too. That's why he straightens himself up and ditches the cart full of your stuff to find you for himself. Because if you aren't in this store right now, things will start to get ugly.

He storms out of the aisle, looking around to assess the parameter. Deep breaths don't seem to calm him down, as the dry bob in his throat makes it difficult to swallow. He looks up to see the signs for every aisle. Deli...Where the hell is—

That thought grinds to a halt when he hears footsteps approach from behind. So Toji turns around with haste, grabbing the pocket knife always kept in his jean pocket.

However, he doesn't pull the defensive weapon out. Instead, his tense physique relaxes, and a wave of relief soothes him down back to Earth. Because the footsteps belonged to you. You were okay.

"Damn, you and your freaky senses! I was hiding behind that bread rack over there and waiting for you to turn around so I could surprise you. Hehe, but I can see you must've—Ow, ow, ouch!!!"

Unlike before, genuine cries of pain fly out your mouth when Toji pinches your cheeks, twisting them so hard that you scream louder the tighter the grip. He doesn't let go until you step on his foot, and even then, the hurtful wails are replaced with laughter.

"You absolute fucking brat." You try to cover your giggles with your hands, but the irritated expression on Toji's face makes it difficult to keep your composure. "Over here tryin' to scare me and shit when I'm wondering what the hell's takin' you so damn long. Not even my own damn kids give me this much trouble."

"Oh shit, pfffthaha. At lea-At least I—wheeze," You're trying so hard to look your boyfriend in the eye, but God was you in hysterics. Tears prickle, and you slowly reveal some packaged items in your hands. "At least I got the sandwich meat."

Toji swiftly snatches the deli products off your grasp, causing you to laugh even harder to the point of your stomach hurting and your eyes forced shut. But that doesn't stop the man from pulling you to the unattended cart by the back of your neck, caging you between him and the handlebar.

But no matter, because you still laugh walking down the aisle with him. You still laugh at the self-checkout. And you still laugh when putting the groceries in the trunk of Toji's car and placing the cart in the corral.

Even when you sit in the passenger seat, chuckles fill the silence and one-sided tension. You peer to Toji's side to see him harbor a scowl while facing the windshield, downright avoiding you. "Oh, come on, Toji, it was just a little prank. You gotta admit it was kinda funny!"

He shakes his head, eyes still honed in front of him.

"What? Oh, so you're not gonna talk to me?"

Nothing.

"Are you serious? Toji, it wasn't even that big of a deal. Were you worried about me for real—"

"Yeah, kid." Now he looks at you; his forest-green orbs capture yours as if luring you to listen to what he's saying. "I was fuckin' worried about you. Thought somethin' bad happened or...whatever, forget it." Toji lets a heavy sigh exit his system, resting his head on his hand.

And you just watch him, not bothering to say a word back. It doesn't take long for you to understand where he's coming from because you're already beating yourself about it with the uneasy silence between you two.

You know about Toji's loss — his late wife, Megumi's mother. You don't know too much about her passing. However, you're enormously aware of how significant a toll the loss took on Toji. It took him a long time to even consider dating again and putting a label on your relationship.

So now that he's with you, it's easy to understand that he doesn't want you getting hurt and anything dreadful happening on your end.

And yet, acting like a child isn't making things any better.

You silently exhale and hesitantly set a hand on the one lying still on his thigh. You notice his head turn in your direction from the sudden contact, but you don't address it, just leaning on him with your head on his shoulder. Toji lets you do so.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to make you worry like that." You say to him, your eyes on your hand rubbing on the back of his. "Just wanted to act silly with you, is all. Didn't want to scare you."

"Who told you to act silly?"

"Uhh, me? 'Cause it's like 3 a.m., just the two of us. And it's the weekend."

You can feel the rise and fall of his shoulder following the sigh he lets out through his nose. Toji then removes his hand from you and puts it on your shoulder to keep you close. "You can be a pain in the ass, ya know that, kiddo?"

"Yeah, yeah. But I know you love me for it~." You move to happily kiss him on the cheek.

"Yeah, sure." He kisses your temple and rests his head on yours. The two of you indulge in the comfortable silence of the car for a few minutes, relinquishing each other's presence before driving home. "Just be a lil' more careful, 'kay, baby?"

"Mmm, promise."

...

But you're still gonna make that picture you took of Toji your wallpaper. It's a true gem. Plus, it's what you get for calling me a bitch.

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sunnyborabora · 6 years ago

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Rupture Renjun x Reader

Everything was great until it wasn't anymore. Why making you fall in love if it's to leave you all alone after. When Renjun desappear suddenly you are lost and hurt. But a heartbreak is not the only thing that is making your life insufferable. In the end it's always the story of a guy who wants to protect what he loves the most and end up destroying it.

Warning: Heavy Angst, poor mental health, depression, Assault (I swear it is not that bad it is just sad for a long moment but it gets better...)

Hi babies! How is it going? I am finally back with the request! I’ll probably post the Jungwoo one before the Sehun One shot. I really appreciate all your feedback and requests! I advise you to read Back to You if you had not before this on cause it is the starting point of the plot. Link in the masterlist. Hope you’ll enjoy it !

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Renjun was usually pretty chill in everything he was doing. So when he started to dated you he didn't think it would lead to fall in love with you. You were a pretty girl, you were fun and gave him one of the best laugh of his life. You didn't seem to want to engage yourself in some sort of relationship so it was perfect. His job, if he could call it like that, wasn't very compatible with love stories. But it just happened and it was worse than anything he expected. He had seen Jaehyun and his girlfriend. He should have known better. Jaehyun had succeed in staying away from her for years for her not to be involved in anything. But he didn't succeed in staying away for long. Renjun knew Jaehyun for decades now and it was the first time he saw him like this. He loved her so much, even if he wanted to protect her, it has become impossible for him to let go. And sadly it was what had happened to him. You were so, everything he ever dreamed of. And at the same time nobody had got on his nerves as much as you.

He could have seen himself dating you. Like serious dating. Taking you out to eat, or to see a movie, kiss your lips when he took you back to your house. Yeah it would have been perfect. But nothing had never gone as planed in his life. And now he had to leave you behind. He wasn't expecting Jaehyun to leave the family. So he was genuilly surprised when the older man stepped into the main house a week ago, to say to the boss that he was leaving, never coming back again. Renjun knew that the only way of leaving was death. Ten and Jaemin were behind him, as determined as him. And everything gone wrong very wrong. The last image Renjun had was Ten and Jaemin, taking the bloodied body of Jaehyun away, leaving the house forever. Since then everything was just a blurred mess. Jaehyun was a good shooter, so when he shot their boss in the head it didn't miss. They were now without a leader, trying to organise themselves the best they could before any other clan could destroy them. It was pretty smart from Jaehyun, if he had just left, the clan would have come after him almost immediately. But he created enough chaos for them to be busy doing something else while he was disappearing.

Renjun had no idea why Jaehyun was leaving. Jaehyun had a good life, he was earning a lot of money and was able to spoil his girl as much as he wanted. Why leaving so suddenly then ? Everything was just confusion. The only thing he was sure was that he would not be able to see you. He wasn't even sure to stay alive long enough to have the occasion to see you. You were supposed to see each other tonight. Renjun was sad by the fact that he could never make it. He had stopped trying to make excuses, and had just decided to not say anything. Maybe it would be easier if he would just stop texting you. He would not give you any news until he just forgot you. Yeah that was the plan. But it wasn't working for shit. Because you were texting him, trying to know why he wasn't here yet. Why were you so nice ? Why were you asking if everything was okay ? He was perfectly fine, he was just being a jerk, maybe if he was, you would just let go. But he couldn't. Because he wasn't a jerk. And he loved you. He wanted to hold your hand while watching netflix, stuffing his mouth with popcorn while laughing with you. He just wanted to live a life of someone his age. But he knew it wasn't possible. « Renjun ! Hurry up, we have to go ! », screamed Jeno from the car. Renjun took a deep breath and started walking toward his friend. It was the first time he was seing Jeno since Jaehyun departure. He looked tired, like everyone but also sad. « What's happening ? Do you have any news ? » he said, sitting next to Jeno inside the car. « Not really. Jaehyun, Ten and Jaemin are gone... -Jeamin ? He left ? Why ? » Jeno didn't answer. The three of them, they were always together. They were brothers. But now Jaemin was gone and never coming back. « Johnny and Taeyong are wondering what to do from now on. -One of them is going to take the lead, isn't it ? -I don't think so. It's dangerous, like, other units are looking for the place of leader. If Johnny or Taeyong are trying to become leaders other are going to come for their head. We are supposed to meet them in a few. -Are we going to leave ? -I don't know. » If Jaehyun was there right now, Renjun would punch him in the face. Did he just destroyed their life for a stupid girl ? Did he just betrayed his family, his brothers, just because of his selfish needs to be normal. And Now Ten and Jaemin just followed him, betraying them all at the same time. « Don't be like this Renjun. They left, just let it go. -They ruined everything. Because they were selfish, we are paying the consequences » Jeno, smiled sadly, tapping the wheel with his fingers. « Everything was already wrong. Jaehyun just made everything blow before it did on it's own. » Renjun did not say anything until they reached their destination. Lucas and Mark were discussing something outside the house. Lucas usually cheerful had a grave expression, his hands in his pocket, his head low. When he saw them getting out of the car, he said something to Mark who turned around. Everybody was silent, and when Renjun arrived near his hyungs they just greeted him silently, entering the house. Everyone was gathered around Taeyong and Johnny, waiting for something. When Taeyong saw them entering the room, he finally talked. « Thank you for coming here today. As you know, since the departure of three of our members and the death of the boss the situation is somehow complicated. -Where are they !? Why did Jaehyun did that ? » Screamed Chenle from his spot on the couch next to Jisung. Taeyong didn't answer. He was very close to Jaehyun before, Renjun knew that situation was probably difficult for him. « It's not the most important now. They are gone, but we are still here. And we are in danger. The place of leader is free and this is the problem. -You were the closest from the leader, why aren't you just taking his place ? » Asked Haechan, visibly lost. Renjun agreed with him tho. Taeyong was the best for this, he was made to be a leader. « You think this is that simple !, snapped Mark, all the other members of the different unit, even the other clans are now aware that the boss is dead. They are going to come at us to take his place. If Taeyong hyung is trying to become the leader he is going to be killed immediately ! » Taeyong didn't answer but Renjun could see the tension in his shoulders. Mark was right. Taeyong would be killed. « This is more than that, added Johnny, someone is going to take the lead soon, and I highly doubt that they are going to leave us alone without asking something from us. If we stay here we are all dead » Renjun looked at Jeno speechless. « What are we gonna do then ? -Leave ». The room went silent. Renjun was almost sure that everyone stopped breathing. So it was really happening. « We can't leave ! We can beat those bastard and take the lead ! -You know it's too risky. We could do this but some of us would have to die, do you want that ? », Johnny's words echoed in the room. Nobody talked again. Renjun wasn't even sure he could have heard it anyway. His ears were buzzing, the only sounds resonating in his ears being his own heart beat. « Renjun ! » Jeno, nudged his arm a bit violently, taking him out of his trense, and he heard it. The loud ring of a phone. Who could have forgotten to silenced their phone during such an important meeting ? Until he realized it was his phone. « Sorry I- » It was you, you were calling him. He was sure because even if did not put your name, he never putted any name on his phone for security purpose, but he knew your phone number by heart. He stared at the screen for a moment not knowing what to do until he heard Taeyong speak. « It's over for today. Everyone should stay close. When we would be able to give you more information we will contact you. » Everyone walked away at this moment. Except for Renjun and Jeno who was still watching his friend strangely. « Your girl hm ? » Renjun snapped his head in his direction, shook to know that his friend knew about your existence. « You are very obvious. All those time you just disappear and come back all smiley honestly. Too bad it's already over. You should tell her not to contact you again tho. It could be dangerous ». He knew, he freaking knew. But he didn't know if he could do it. The thing was that you called again. Probably worried. « Just answer and tell her Renjun, the fastest is the easiest, like a band aid. » What type of advice was that. He was in love with you, he didn't want to let you go, not like a stupid band aid. « Renjun ! Fuck, where are you, I've been waiting for you for two hours now ! Is everything okay ?» He didn't even realise he had picked up his phone. But here you were screaming in his ears and the worst was that he was happy to hear your voice. « Hey, Renjun, is everything okay ? » Fuck, if only he could just tell you everything, that he needed to leave, to protect you, to stay alive. « Y/n, everything is okay. -Then why aren't you here ? It's Saturday night ! Our movie night you remember ? » Yes he remembered perfectly. Saturday wasn't his favorite day of the week for nothing. « I won't come. -Oh, why ? » His heart was being torn apart. « It's none of your business. In fact, you should stop calling me. Forget this number Y/n. » You did not answer anything. It was worse than anything he had ever done before. « You're not leaving, are you ? » He did not realise his wet eyes until now. Every thing was burning. « I am. I am leaving right now in fact. You won't ever hear of me again » He heard you laugh at the other end of the line. « Stop saying this as if you were making me a favor. This is all bullshit. You know what just go, if it's the only way you have found to tell m that you didn't want to see me anymore I have nothing to do with you anymore ». And you hung up. Tears were streaming down his cheeks, his right hand clenching over the phone, the left one over his heart. It was over now. It has been two weeks since your last call from Renjun. Saying that you were a mess would have been an understatement. You were confused at first, not understanding anything. Did you do something wrong ? Was it because of you ? Why didn't he said anything sooner ? Anger hit some time after. He was just an asshole. He was a coward. But as much as you had preferred it, this phase didn't last long and was very fastly replaced by sadness. His absence had been unbearable at first. Your entire routine was build around Renjun, everything you were doing was including him. You were still living your life of course, you were never going to put everything down because of someone else. But everything seemed off. « Do you feel better ? » asked your mom over the phone, her tone still guilty. You were living in an apartment alone in the city, away from your parents. Even if you had put all your power into trying to be okay, you could not stand a chance against your mom. She had barely heard you speak on the phone she already knew you weren't okay. She had felt very guilty of not being here, but you were better alone. You didn't want to explain that stupid situation. And you needed time to think. « I do. Thank you mom » It was kinda true. You were slowly getting better. You were barely crying anymore, you didn't know if it was because you were getting over him or if you simply had no tears left.

« Good ! You don't know what happened yesterday ! » It was great to hear your mom. She seemed very happy, and if she was happy then you were too. Classes were a bit boring lately. Not that you weren't interested in what you were studying but all your exams were over and now you were starting a new semester. Renjun had promised you to take you out after your exam. You were now bonded to spend this time alone. You shook your head not wanting to think about that. You were determined to spend some quality time with yourself ! Treating yourself for your hard work ! Maybe it would help you with your loneliness too. As you were walking toward the cinema, because you wanted to watch a film that had just been released. But you had a strange feeling in your chest. All the warning signs inside your brain popped out at the same moment. You had the impression to be followed. Your stomach was tight from fear, even if you were trying to be rational. That happened sometimes. You were stressed and tired. You were just becoming paranoid. You entered the cinema, checking rapidly if someone was behind you. There wasn't anybody. You're crazy girl, you need to chill. The movie was great, the popcorn was a bit to sweet and you almost lost a tooth while biting into a caramel one. But the fact was that you had not thought about Renjun for two hours straight and it was all you were asking for. The problem was that weird feeling of not being alone kept coming back and it was creeping you out even more than before. When you come back to your dorm, your roommates wasn't here which made everything quiet and a bit boring. Happily, the next week you were so overwhelmed by homework and you were so busy trying to find a job that you didn't think about Renjun. Even when you were coming back, you were so exhausted than sleep wasn't everything you could think about. But everything was going better and better, Renjun face disappearing more and more from your memories. The fact that you finally succeed at getting a job you liked was also helping you. Even if you were just at the register, working in a music shop was already a dream come true. Your colleagues were sweet and you loved being surrounded by music. You were working four times a week and the other part of the time you were at uni, attending classes and doing your assignment. « Y/n ? Is everything okay ? You look tired » one of the boy you were working with asked you laughing slightly. You shook your head trying to wake up a bit. « Sorry, it's just that I have a lot of things to do at- -Don't worry I understand ! » Jonghyun was a sweet boy. He helped you a lot when you arrived at the shop. He was three years older than you and had graduate last year. « I almost forget that you were at school once, I mean you're so old » He threw a ball of paper at you an hurt expression on his face. « You're such a brat ! » You laughed even more, stopping when you heard the door bell. You didn't see the person who entered the shop until he was in front of you. « How can I help you ? » He smiled at you. You looked at him confused. Did you know him ? His face was definitely familiar. « I was looking for speaker wire rope. May you advise me ? I don't really know which one to choose. » You nodded, making him sign to follow you. Those type of materials were at the very end of the shop. In fact the shop was pretty big. It had started at very small a few years ago but had finally reached a good size. What you liked the most was that you could advise people about music instruments and music as one of the biggest part of the shop was dedicated to CD's and vinyls. « What type of materials do you have ? What sound do you want ? We don't have a large choice right now but I can order something specific for you. » He didn't answer right away. Even if you could not see him as he was behind you, you could feel his stare in your back. You suddenly felt very oppressed. You realized that you were at the end of the shop in dead end. There was no one around as it was fairly late. « I don't know. Actually I don't really know. I don't play music but I know a friend who does. I would like to make a gift to him. » You turned around, facing him. You tried to memories his face, how tall he was. Your heart was beating fast, so fast and hard against your ribs that you were scared that he might hear it. There was definitely something wrong with him. Maybe if you were playing it off, staying in your role of a simple employee nothing would happen to you. « Do you know what's the type of instrument your friend is playing ? The model maybe ? » He walked toward you, looking at something behind you. He was definitely invading your personal space. Was he doing this on purpose... « Renjun never really told me... » Were you hearing voice ? You gulped loudly but didn't say anything. Fear suddenly surrounded your body. You tried to stay calm, as much as you could. « You know Renjun right ? » You couldn't run, he was blocking your way. Maybe if you screamed for Jonghyun he would come, but if he was too far away he would never hear you. You should not have let him come this close... « I don't know this person, but if you don't know anything I can't really help you. Maybe my colleague could help you more... » You tried to walk past him, but he griped your shoulder hard, pushing you back against the shelf. « Listen, he left weeks ago and my friends and I can't find him. We are sure you could help us ? Right darling ? » His hand was around your neck, not letting you escape from his grip. You could not scream, or even speak. « You really should help us Y/n. That would be unfortunate that something could happen to you. -I swear I don't know... » You could hardly breath. Seing his expression, he wasn't believing you. « That's funny, I don't really believe you... » You tried to kick him, so he would step back, but it was like kicking into a wall. « Hey Y/n, is everything okay ? » You've never been so happy to heard anyone. Jonghyun walked toward you, the grip of the man becoming looser and looser. Before you could say anything the stranger just said : « Too bad you don't have what I am looking for ! Thank you for your help ! » And he left. You were in shock when Jonghyun approached you. « Fuck, Y/n, what happened ? » You didn't say anything tho. You smile at him gently and simply said that you weren't feeling well and you should go home. Jonghyun wasn't believing you but he didn't say anything. He just smiled and tell you that he would close the shop for you. You thanked him before calling your roommate, so she can peek you up, not feeling well about the idea of walking alone in town now that it was dark. You might have getting better before but now everything was going down. Something was very wrong, you knew it now and it was making everything worst. That feeling of being watched, that creeping fear of being attack... It was never leaving you. Not even during your sleep. Nightmares were a daily thing for you now, haunting your night like never before. Image of Renjun watching you as he was leaving, darkness swallowing you all. You were able to get some rest when you were with people. It became incredibly hard to be alone. You were never leaving your friends side at uni, at work, you were begging your boss to let you be at the register to be with client and the others employees. In the dorms, you were hanging out with your roommate, or your dorm neighbors. « Y/n, honestly, I don't know what is happening to you but that have to stop ! You can stay alone for 2 hours ! » You were pouting on your bed, hugging a stupid Teddy bear you had won at a festival. You were almost going to ask if you could just hang out with them but you did not. She wanted to stay with her boyfriend, you had no right to ask her that. « Maybe you should go see your parents for a bit. You don't have any exam and I could send you the assignments and everything. It could help » Anxiety was getting the best of you. You had discussed with one of your friend who was doing medical studies and told you it looked like you had some PTSD reaction. They asked you if something had happened and you just brush it off. Maybe it was true and you should go back to your hometown. Taking a sort of break. You were left alone. You tried to stay calm and it worked for a bit. But soon your room was feeling stifling. You decided that going outside might be a good idea after all. Walking surrounded by people would probably make you feel better. The thing was that once outside it was worst. Everyone might be a threat... So much people that could actually hurt you. You're going crazy girl, this is the end. You were still walking unable to go back to your room. You were starting to pick a rhythm, the deafening sound of the music in your ears wasn't distract you from wherever you were going. « Sorry ! » Someone stepped out in front of you, blocking you way. It was guy, handsome and smiley. You were sure that you never saw him before. You took of your earphones, your heart beatting suddenly really fast. « Sorry, I didn't want to scare you ! I am Jeno, and You are Y/n, right ? I know you because I am a friend of Renjun » Yeah. You were cursed. What all those Renjun friends wanted from you anyway !? You didn't stay long enough to know it anyway, turning around and starting to run as fast as you could. You heard him scream behind you, telling you to stop but as if… You were determined to escape. Trying not to run into someone or getting into a car accident you tried to cross the street, but someone grabbed you arm. The grip was like a vice around you limb, dragging you inside a car. You didn't scream right away, the shock too big for you to react. But why you heard the car door closed behind you as you fell inside on the back sit, a screamed tear away from you. You were being kidnapped ! Your feet were hitting the window, but it was useless. « Y/n ! Calm down ! It's me ! » That voice, you knew it by heart even if you had not heart it for a long time now. You felt quite, looking into Renjun eyes, you heart beating faster and faster against your ribcage. « Oh my god, no don't cry... » Tears were streaming down your cheeks, your body trembling from exhaustion and fear. Were you happy to see him ? Yes. Were you scared because you were realising that something was way deeper than just your boyfriend dumping you suddenly ? You were terrified. And angry. You rose up from your position, sitting in the farthest corner of the car. « What are you doing here ? » you asked, your voice trembling. He looked at you, his eyes glassy, his hands trying to reach you. No. You flinch at the moment his hands were too close from you. « What happened Y/n ? » Fear was disappearing, anger taking the best of you. How dares he even asked you that. « What happened ? Are you serious!You left me without saying anything ! I was doing fine after that starting to forget you, and suddenly people started to follow me ! One even came to look for you at my work and- » You could not keep going. You really were a mess. It hit you hard, and you really were feeling pitiful, not worthy. « I am sorry » He didn't say anything else. The driver and the guy that had chased you down the street earlier were here, and the car was actually moving. « Where are we going ? » you asked, more to the driver than Renjun, who was looking at the road, not daring to look at you. « Somewhere safe... We thought that they would leave you alone if we were leaving right away, we underestimate them... » You didn't ask anything more, not sure you could handle the answer. You ride for a while, leaving the city, and you thought about everything you were leaving behind. What was going to happen to you ? Were you going to be able to be back into your normal life again ? You were so tired, everyone of your muscles were sore, your eyes were burning. You fell asleep almost instantly. You woke up when someone shook your shoulder gently, it was the driver the guy you didn't know the name of. His smile was nice, and he seemed sweet and delicate. « Hey, we arrived, you'll be able to take some rest, here » You thanked him, and got out of the car following him. A big house was standing in front of you, partly hidden by the forest around. « I am Jaemin by the way, it is the house of an ex member. It is hidden and safe. You don't have to worry » You had all the reason to worry. Jaemin entered the house before you, and you were shock to find the house full of people. « Jaemin you are back ! » Said a woman smiling at him. « Yes, everything went fine, by the way this is Y/n » The pretty woman smiled at you. She was exulting warm and happiness that make you feel at ease. « Are you okay Y/n ? » She asked, « You seem tired, you should get some rest » Jaemin stepped between the two of you : « Taeyong and Johnny want to talk to her, she'll rest after. -No, send them to me if you want, but she needs to rest first » She made a sign for you to follow her, not letting Jaemin say anything. You walked behind her, walking up the stairs and in a corridor until you reach a room. « This room is empty, you can lock it if you don't want to be disturbed, there is bathroom at the end of the corridor. I'll leave you alone for now on. » She smiled leaving you alone. « You should get yourself together, it's not the moment to sulk » said Jeno. It was easy for him. But Renjun was dying inside. Leaving you had been hard, but running away from death had kept his head busy enought, so he could not think of you. But now that you were here, that you were hurt, that you hated him, everything was different. You were sleeping upstairs, you were so close and so fare away from him at the same time. Taeyong, Johnny and Jaehyun were speaking around the kitchen table. It seemed like nothing happened. They had look for a shelter some month ago when they had left. It was Ten who had contact Johnny to tell them where they were. Jeahyun had bought a house after his departure for his soon to be wife. No one knew about this house, it was invisible to other people eye. It was perfect. Renjun had tried to hate Jeahyun, but he could not. His wife was the sweetest person ever, and even when she saw twenty men entering her living room in the middle of the night, she had not said a thing. She even helped them. It was impossible to hate her. He had some time to think and stopped being petty about the all situation. But deep down he could not help but think that Jaehyun happiness with the one he loved costed his own happiness. « It was predictable. I really didn't imagine they would go as far as threatening her, but... That just means that no one is safe anymore. -What's going to happen then ? What are we gonna do ? -They don't know where we are, it must stay that way. » Jaehyun nodded, handing a cup of coffee to Taeyong. « You are free to stay as long as no one knows you are here. -Yes of course. -It's normal. » They kept talking about something but Renjun could not listen. He wanted to go see you. To tell you he was sorry. But he was scared. You may not want to talk to him, even worse you might even hate him now. He was trying to tell himself that even if you hated him, the most important was that you were safe. He laughed at himself. Wasn't what he said when he left you some month ago ? « Renjun ? » Jeahyun was walking toward him, exiting the kitchen when he was with Johnny and Taeyong some minutes ago. « Did you take a decision ? -I am not the one who has to take a decision. Taeyong and Johnny aren't sure yet tho. » Of course, it wasn't his business. « I wanted to ask you if Y/n is okay ? » Renjun didn't know what to say. « She is not hurt... -That's not what I mean... -I don't know. I should not have left her in the first place » Jaehyun sighed. « It would have been impossible for you to stay. Would you have preferred for her to come with you since the beginning ? -Can I ask her to ditch her entire life for me ? Because I was to weak and I decided to start dating her even if I knew since the beginning that it would end like this. -I know. » Of course, he knew. It was exactly what he did too. They both forced a dangerous life on the person they loved because they could not stay away. « Stop thinking about what could have happened if you had ever met her. She is here, and she is in danger. Her security should be the most important. -I know ! What do you think I am torturing myself with. Just thinking about what that bastard could have done to her I am- » Jaehyun put his hand on Renjun shoulder, the contact soothing the younger one. « Don't you know a place where you could leave with her ? So you can stay safe, just the two of you. -Are you advising me to run away like you ? », Renjun spat with a bit of anger « No, we talked about that with Taeyong. We agree on the fact that it would be more discreet for you to leave just the two of you. You would still be in contact with the others, and as soon as something happens you just come back to the base. » Renjun was thinking about it. Being just with you, somewhere where no one would know who he was. Being far away from the others could be a mistake, they were stronger when all together. But it was way easier to move and to hide. « I prefer not to decide anything. She might refuse to go with me. -Indeed you should go talk to her » Jaehyun smiled and left him. Indeed, he should go talk to you. To explain you everything. And to ask you if you would agree to leave. It took him thirteen minutes to reach your room. He was so nervous he had just stooped almost a hundred times on his way. He knocked at the door, not really expecting an answer. He heard the lock of the door click and you opened the door. You were so beautiful, just the sight of you even with your tired face, messy hair and clothes, was making his heart beat fast. « Hey, sorry if I woke you up... » You didn't answer. « Can I come in ? I would like to talk to you » You let him in, without a word. You turned around, returning to your spot on the bed. The covers were messy sign that you must have been sleeping. He sat at the end of the bed, as far away from you as he could. He didn't want to invade your space. « I- I don't know where I should start... I have so much to explain and to apologize for... » To be honest, you weren't sure if you wanted his explanation. You wanted to hate him, to scream at the top of you lungs that he had fucked up your life and that because of him you would never be able to live normally anymore. But nothing was coming out. You were angry for sure, but you didn't hate him, you were just lost.

« I f you are here it's be- -No, why did you left ? » You really didn't care where you were or why. You wanted to know why he left, what was a part of. « I had to run away. Someone wants me and my family dead and I could not stay with you. -Why someone would want to kill you ? » He was here to say the truth, but it was the first time in his life he had to talk to someone who wasn't a part of his world. But it was you. « I grew up in an organization. We were working for a man before, but he died some month ago. Now... Everyone is fighting to get the power, we just want to stay alive... -You are a part of the mafia ? » He didn't say anything, not looking at you, his eyes fixed on the floor. « And what are you gonna do now ? -We have no idea. Actually, I would like for you to come with me... -Why ? Why would I go with you ? » That hurt more than he thought it would. « I- I think that if just the two of us are leaving. We have a chance of keeping it low enough to avoid problems. -Where would we go ? -I don't know... I- I didn't think that far. I didn't even think that you would accept to talk to me. -You are the only person I know here... I would not say that after what happened I trust you but.... You are the closest thing that come to a friend right now. To be honest I've been through shit while you were gone. I was scared of everything and everyone. I knew something was wrong. When he came looking for you,I started to hate you. Everything that was happening was because of you. What could have been a simple heartbreak started becoming a living hell. I was scared to death. Even if nothing is never going back as it was, I think that no one could protect me except you. I am not going to run away, and get kidnapped by the first mafia boss that come across my way. I am not stupid. -I will do everything to protect you from this. -I know you will. -Don't you think it is a bit ironic, that I am going to do everything to protect you from a danger I put you into in the first place. Story of my life honestly... » You laughed softly. « I just have one more question ? Could I join my roommate and my mom ? To tell them that I am safe. I'll lie about where I am. » Renjun nodded and exited the room. Everything went way better than what he had expected. He was sure when he entered your room in the first place that he would exit it while crying. So it was good. You told your roommate that you had followed her advice. You were now on your way to your mom's house to get some rest. Even if she was surprised that you had left so suddenly she was still happy and made you the promise she would send you all your homework. You thanked and said goodbye. Calling your mom had been way more difficult. She was definitely sensing that something was wrong. But you played it off well. She was in the end happy to hear from you, and wished you a good time on your vacation. When you hang up, you realized that you may not be able to talk to her in a long time. It broke your heart and tears started to fall down. You needed to cry a bit, stress leaving your body at the same time than tears. Once you felt better you went to the bathroom, to throw some water one your face, trying to erase your puffy eyes and dark circles. There was no hope for you. You finally decided to go downstairs, taking small step, you entered the living room, hoping to find the woman you saw earlier. There were only men in this room. All suddenly turned around to look at you. You froze on your spot, trying to find Renjun. He was sitting on the ground in front of the TV, trying not to look to obvious. To be honest you were feeling save. You were in the middle of a group of criminals. Some seemed even younger than you... What could have happened to them that could have leaded them to that path. Sitting next to Renjun, with a man who had introduced himself as Lucas on your other side, you were feeling calmer than you had in weeks. Anxiety wasn't waiting for you in the dark of your mind. It felt great. Getting loser to the lion to make the wolf stay away. You had left the safe house with Renjun, Lucas and Kun who seemed really happy to go on a « trip » like they liked to call it. You were definitely leaving everything behind. Weirdly with not so much regrets. You were scared. For your mother, your siblings, your friends, but deep down you were letting down a weight a lot heavier behind. Kun was on the driver seat, Lucas beside him tapping something on his phone. Renjun was looking at you, no daring to say anything. « What is going to happen now ? » you asked, whispering it so that he would be the only one to know. « I don't know, I don't want to sound cliché by telling you that as long as you'll be staying with me everything will be fine but... » You smiled. « That would be too much for you hm ? -I am a strong man Y/n believe it or not... » You didn't answer to that. You would never had thought that you would be leaving your life behind when you met Renjun. Now it was too late. You had been dragged in a world that wasn't supposed to be yours. But you wanted to stay alive. And leaving now, didn't mean that you'll never come back.

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