#ok too much oversharing ebar 3 din er jonne aar ektao original thought kaoke bolbona

[definitelynotnia]

bangla te vagueblog korte icche korche for some reason but ekhaneo english dhukei jabe, anyway-

shara jibon khub sheltered/caged bhabe thakar por jokhon choto choto hits of freedom ashe, eto fulfilling laage jodio jana kotha je kono boro bepar na and most peers have already done all of this

choto choto jinish, just emni goli te goli te ghora jeta aage korte chaile bari te bolto bhalo baarir meyera korena or wtv bullshit. even though akhono emon kono encouragement pacchina, shei lukiyei korte hocche but ekhon ektu confidence acche je dhora porleo mukh tule bolte parbo je im grown up and i deserve to have this. idk just random walks through neighbourhoods i would've never seen jodi 'barir niyom' follow kore choltam feels like such a liberating thing even though it means nothing. guilt kom laagche now that the "adult" tag works as a shield, even though baari te jhaar khawa is inevitable. idk keno suddenly mone hocche je life nijer haath e asche finally, and its a heavy burden to carry but also very liberating at the same time.