#ok to rb just dont tag with the fandom plss

[miutonium]

Ok I'll bite;

Gush post undercut lol (its long btw and also ok to rb but DONT TAG the fandom plsss)

Im not done with my jojo phase, but it's mellowed down from before for sure though. My prev f/o is Abba from part 5 (not putting full names cuz like I dont want it to get caught in the search filter or something hhh) I totally have more f/o before him but I think he's the one that I think I was very attached and dedicated to and he's like the first one that I feel comfortable enough to make a s/i oc and making content for myself so he does have a special place in my heart ;w; (also I spend too much money on him. This doesn't count the big abbug pillow that I hug every night and the countless merch of his that I have akhidlwoap he hold a vice grip on my wallet help-)

It so weird for me to say this even as a selfshipper (I swear I am normal ahahskdiwls pls I dont like men irl) but jskdkql I've been with him for 4 years. Married with a kid too lol. I think my biggest regret was despite having a blog revolving about him before, I never actively talked about it so I'm going to talk about him and my s/i oc here instead for this rare time.

I always prefer shipping with oc so I used to pair him up with my s/i oc. Her name is Yuri 'Yui' Langley (guysss shut up) and she's from the Informant Squad in Pass.ion.e. Her codename is Camellia but her team calls her Cami for short. I actually made designs for her teammates too (and all of their Codenames were based on flower names instead because I thought food names were dumb and all of them have lores too ajdueoakaksk lmk if you want me to talk about my other non ship joj.o ocs lol)

Basically Abba is totally alive and well fed and was tasked to track down another rogue team within the mob after VA that secretly tries to take down the current boss so he has to team up with Cami because her stan.d power is that she can talk to the undead so she's quite useful for info collection. Although the conflict is that she's kind of a rookie and she doesnt really know how to use her stan.d power and she hates using it because dead people are scary and it haunts her oof. I didn't think through on how they dated but im sure they started seeing each other after their mission ended (and of course I wrote a fic for that but aldjeksla I rather if ppl dm me instead if they want to read that)

Abba has always been pessimistic and grumpy. He's bitter about his past and goes on a destructive self-loathing path just to drown his sorrow. He finds comfort at the end of the wine bottle so like my whole idea for a partner for him is someone that goes through the same traumatising past just like him and let him witness the same action he did to himself so he finally realize "wait this bitch is depressed and crazy just like me wtf i need to be better too" and he just wants to be better because y'know finally seeing someone going through the same path makes this dumb goth realize he's dumb and his dumb emo life worth living. And also because this is my inagination and mom said this is my turn to imagine me kissing 2d boys, of course they are together in the end. Although I don't think they will be dating in the middle of the mission but its more like after it all ends and months later Abba was like "well fuck I made a mistake and I actually like her but now idk if she wants to see me" and he runs dramatically in an italian way through the rain just to say hi I'm sorry for being mean and emo to you rawr xD and she's like ok cool and they made up and like months later they catch f e e l i n g s dot tm (i love slow burn sm man)

Originally, her hair bleached blond but her natural anime hair is black/purple-ish so I made that after she quits her job and ended up with Abba she let her natural hair grew and cut her hair. I tend to shift back and forth between drawing pre time skip and time skip Yui but I noticed I like to draw her in her black hair timeskip version because she's a whole lot happier and so does abba hgnfnfn

They eventually had a kid together of course! And I kind of 'adopted' him from my mutual back then because they wrote a very nice fic about Abba having a kid that has Brun.o haircut because kiddo adored Uncle Brun.o very much and wants to be him 😭😭😭😭 his name is Damiano (Dami for short) ;w;

I also have an universe reset au version of both Yui and Abba where he's a cop that totally doesn't take bribe and his partner is very much healthy and alive and Yui is the barista at the cafe he frequents almost every morning.

I wasn't kidding about Utonium being a wild card and a stark contrast from 2d men that I like hhhh (I love grumpy meanie bitchy men) so my friends were perplexed when last year I started posting ppg stuff and crying about Utonium out of the blue but I'm grateful that my friends are very supportive of me and my drastic shift hhh and I cant thank you guys enough for supporting me as well 😭😭💕💕

I wanted to say I don't have a reasoning on why I just... stopped liking him. In fact I still have a tiny bit of feeling for him, but I can say my main reasoning is because I'm tired of the constant drama in the fandom. I am not actively involved in one but y'know when you constantly seeing people fighting over such a minor thing and how it negatively affects my former mutuals, it's just not fun anymore. And i also feel like I get ignored so I just distant myself from the fandom entirely for the sake of my mental being. I missed it for sure but I like where I am now and I really love my clumsy nerdy boyfriend and my 3 widdle floating kids too much now 🥺🥺💕💕

Anyway yes Chloe's design is totally loosely based on AU Yui design with the brown short hair and apron. I didn't really want to let her go so I just thought this was a good homage to my old s/i ;w;

I was cleaning up my stuff today and sorting out my sketchbooks and I feel so oddly nostalgic about my prev f/o ahahaha i wonder if you guys ever wanted to hear me talk about him once here lol