#ok there was the one time that mew punched ray that was the only thing he ever had to apologize for

[forcebookish]

why in the fuck does boston apologize to ray why does anyone fucking apologize to ray

[jamiesugah]

ok ok ok i just rewatched episode 5 and i have some THOUGHTS about sand and ray

sand says something to ray about him having never noticed sand before the bathroom incident in episode 1, which makes me think that sand noticed ray MUCH earlier which may explain why he fell so hard so fast

i saw some meta about how ray was a little condescending during their day together because he was a rich kid playing poor, and i originally agreed but upon rewatch i don't really see it. he complains about the heat and having to ride a motorbike over a car (which i don't blame him for), but his only other real complaint is the first shirt he's given to try on at the thrift store, and it's that he doesn't think it suits him. i see ray as being out of his comfort zone but still willing to indulge sand, maybe because sand indulges him so much

sand looks so sad every time ray insists that they're just friends but this is a boundary that sand himself has established and enforced (even in this episode), and i think ray is very conscious of crossing that boundary after everything that happened with mew. so i think ray is expecting/waiting on sand to cross it first

"sand deserved to know that ray is in love with mew" ok but i don't think he is still in love with mew. we don't know what the timeline is on this show or how long it's been since episode 4. i think episode 4 made it pretty clear that ray was accepting that his relationship with mew had to change, and the focus on the "poor boy" shirt plus ending the ep with the hand thing in the record store seemed to indicate that ray is making an active choice to romantically pursue sand. plus have you seen ray with his friends (even mew) and compared it to what ray looks like with sand? dude is smitten

i think ray got angry at boston because boston doesn't know shit, and ray seems to be trying to get over mew, and instead it gets thrown back in his face AND in front of the guy he's trying to date

i also think that ray's extreme reaction to boston was because a) boston said that ray took mew's virginity which i don't think actually happened and b) boston announced that he had pictures of them, which is such a huge violation of trust and privacy. so boston is (likely) lying about what happened and admitting to having pics of them in a private moment. ray was angry but he didn't punch boston until after the pictures comment

i think that ray wanted sand to ask about it so that ray could explain, and also because it seems like no one ever chooses ray, and sand wanting an explanation would imply that he's interested. i think sand DIDN'T ask because he was afraid both of the answer and of letting ray talk him out of being upset, because it's pretty obvious he can't really say no to ray

[italianpersonwithashippersheart]

Only Friends Ep 7 Thoughts

I was forgetting to do this.

I mean Sand is right, but you have been nicer about it. I don't think Sand realizes that he wanted to die. Learn to love yourself, like it's easy. THIS BOYS NEEDS A THERAPIST!!!

Oh he is apologizing. I hope he also apologizes to Nick later.

I am so not suprised that Ray's dad is an asshole. But wow. I DO NOT LIKE THAT. What is with that cut Jojo. Tell me what they talked about!!

Ok I do not not how to feel about this Cheum scene and I don't know why. They obviously care somewhat about Ray. And yet Sand is the only one that went after him.

Oh Honey, Mew is not a good guy, not anymore!!!

So Nick didn't tell Top about the recording, just to stay away from Boston

That look of betrayal.

Didn't even try to deny it, already crying.

OK It's not Nick's fault that your friends hate you now. It's the consequences of you being a dick.

HE STARTED IT!!!!!!! HE STARTED IT!!!!!!!!!! Not you when you slept with Top, no, Nick is more at fault here. Why don't you get fucked.

I love the acting in this scene between Force and Book. They are amazing. Mew looks like he has barely slept. Top looks depressed and exahusted.

OH!! Top baby that was not the right thing to say.

I love that we went from Top and Mew's realtionship semi-ending and to the bright color of Ray's place and Ray and Sand.

Sands eyes are so expressive in this scene.

They are so cute. Why are they so cute.

Nice detail with the car belt burn on Ray (I am not sure if you say it like that but give me a break)

Awwwwwwwww. They took a bath together.

Gee I wonder why he doesn't think of either of you when there is a problem. One of life's great mysteries I guess (sarcasm).

Well at least he apologized for that punch

Boston is here time for the pool fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!

God Ton is such an asshole. I can't wait for all the breakdowns of this fight.

I LOVED THIS SCENE BETWEEN NICK AND SAND!!! OMG!!! Favorite scene hands down.

Mew is being so creepy in this scene with Nick. Book is amazing!!

OHHH!! There it is. That's why that scene with Gap was in the preview. Mew is going to get Gap to release that Sex Tap. DAMN!!! LOOK AT HIM!! HE IS HAUNTING!!!!!

Jojo really took forcebook and said is anyone going to do something really fucking good with them? And then didn't wait for an answer and did it himself. DAMN!!

I love the fact that Mew is stealing the Boston video and still tells the guy off for being a creep secretly recording people.

YOU WANT TO TALK TOP TIERS!! Mew is Top Tier. Unhinged Mew is def Top Tier. I love him!!!!!!!

Mew is going directely to Boston's dad???? You know for a second I really thought Mew was going to out Boston to his dad. There is so much fear in Boston's eyes. Everyone in this cast is good.

Mew truly won that fight. Damn.

THERE IT IS!! Mew is definately using Ray as a rebound. Maybe not conciously. But he pivoted so fast. Just because well I was wrong about Top so I must have been wrong to say no to Ray. Or something like that. Oh yeah this is definately him going to safest option. Ray is not going to hurt him, ever. Never going to cheat on him. He is safe. And he still loves him. Perfect. At least in his current opinion.

I hope they do start to date and then realize there is nothing there and go back to being friends.

That preview!! Damn!!!

[allmybiasneedtostop]

Dead Girl Walking

Pairing: Reader x St. Van

Type: Smut 18+ (but make it musical)

Word Count: 1.6K

A/N: This is based on the musical Heathers and on the number Dead Girl Walking. Changing some names cause why not diversity. DON’T BREAK INTO ANYBODY’S ROOM TO FUCK THIS IS FICTION OK?! Also shits all over the place cause it is in the song...

Moodboard made by the lovely (😂😉) @lovely-kpopp-blog​

It is closing onto midnight, yet you are outside thinking of what had happened at the party. The Heathers set up this plan to hurt Emma Martinez your friend. Sure she was chubby and has a weird obsession over Ray Patil, the star quarterback in school but she was still your friend. And Ray was a nice kid back in the day but now he along with the Heathers; Chan, Mckingly, and Smith, are part of the “it” crowd.** **

They dressed up a pig piňata as Emma and were going to have her wack it. You’ve been feeling guilty for helping with the plan, so you yanked the piňata out of the Heathers grasp and chuck it to the pool.

This did not please Heather Mckingly, and the Demon Queen put out that Monday morning that you were deleted from the “it” crowd.

Now you are walking around thinking of how you were going to either fix this or get away from it. You could change your name and go to Seattle, it is getting popular these days. But you don't have a car or a motorcycle for-

The only person who you know who has a motorcycle is Van, the new guy. (His real name is Geumhyuk Lee but most call him Van cause that's all he wears.) It might be all in your head but it seems like the both of you have some sort of connection. You might even say you may have a crush on him.

One time you were making a convenience store run for the Heathers. Things kept slipping and dropping. For how skinny they are you were surprised at the amount of snacks they wanted.

“Need any help?” You turned to see Van behind you giggling.

“Uh yeah sure” You quickly handed him a bag of chips, gum, and candy, hoping that you are able to suppress the blush that was trying to rise up to you cheeks. Even though he was dressed simply with a black tee, jeans, and a denim jacket he looked really good.

You guys talked while waiting in line. Now you know that his family is military and that's why he doesn't really get close to many people. Also he loves reading and beaches. Sadly you guys weren't anywhere near one.

You are just walking aimlessly when you see Van from a window stripping down. And man homeboy is RIPPED. Not only that but he has tattoos that just made you water. Well at least you can spend the next thirty hours getting freaky with him.

Seeing the light turn off, you climb the tree next to his room. Before Heathers can punch your clock, you snap off his window lock.

You crawl inside taking note on how bare his room is. Not that it was empty but that there isn't anything on the walls. There are clothes thrown around, books, some CDs and what not.

Sitting beside him on the bed you tap him awake.

"What are you doing in my room?!" Is the first thing he asks when he stirs.

You get on top of him legs on either side of him. "I'm sorry I woke you up. I decided that I should ride you till you can't anymore." With every few words you kiss his neck going down. "At the party Heather said I have to go." You kiss down his torso sucking here and there. "So now you are my last meal on death row." Licking your lips you see his tented boxers.

You pull them down to free his now hard dick. "Can I?"

"God yes please" You lick his shaft from base to tip earning a deep groan from him. Giving you a boost of confidence you wrap your lips around his tip. Getting used to having a dick in your mouth, you slowly took on more and more of it till you nose is touching the base.

Once you start bobbing your head you feel his hand grip your hair tight, making you even more turned on. You swirl your tongue around him.

"Oh fuck, you have no idea how many times I've imagined you doing exactly this." He pulls you off of him and starts making out with you. As Van is distracting you he rips your button down off. He takes off both your blazer and the shirt off. Even as you're grinding down on him he can feel how wet you are through your panties. Thinking about how he can't have you waiting, he makes quick work with your bra, skirt and underwear.

Taking you by surprise he flips you on your back and starts kissing down your now naked body. Once he reaches where you most want him to touch you the bastard starts teasing you. He kisses around your core. Van also bites and kisses your thighs. Seeing him between your legs is hot and all but you are starting to get antsy.

Out of nowhere you feel a finger penetrate you. His finger curls inside of you as your toes curl against the sheets. Van wraps his lips around your clit sucking hard. You arch your back and your hands entangled through his hair.

Van takes a look at you humming at the sight. Your head is thrown back, mouth agape, love bites forming all over your body. He only dreamed of having you withering like this. Now he's dream is coming true and it's so much better as a reality.

He adds another finger, feeling you clench around them gets him more turned on. He was about to wrap his hands around himself, when you pull him up.

Growling you tell him "Put it in me right now!"

You flip him over you that you're on top again before you could do anything else he stops you.

"Wait are you sure? I don't have condoms right now."

"Look Van, I'm horny, pissed, and on the pill. Now I'm pretty sure you know the drill, right?" With that you sink down on him, both of you moaning at the sensation.

Once you got used to the feeling of his cock inside of you, you start to grind against him. His hands gripping your sides helping you keep pace. "Remember how you told me you were numb?"

"Yeah?"

"I can't agree, to me Van, you're beautiful." You grab his face and kiss him.

Once you pull apart, with stars in his eyes, he asks, "Can I ask, how did you find my address?"

"Luck, I looked up to see you through the window."

After a bit of letting you ride him, he starts thrusting into you, causing you to yelp. He starts to thrust into you hard. Euphoria starts to coil inside of you with every thrust.

"Fuck me harder please. Make me forget everything."

"I will baby, I will." You didn't think possible but he went even harder. With one final thrust he sent you over the edge. You fall on to him trying to regain your breath.

"Wait Van you didn't came yet..."

"I will in a bit. And don't call me Van just say my name."

"Geumhyuk…?"

"Yeah just like that." He flips you on your back again. "Ready? Cause we're going all night if we can."

Even though you weren't you nodded yes. His thrust started slow and deep. Van's- no Geumhyuk's lips found yours. He took your hands and pin them in one of his. You arch into him. His lips move from your mouth to your neck, soft mews escape your lips.

"Geumhyuk please just don't hold back, I need it har-" the snap of his hips made you lose your train of thought. The biting and sucking, him marking you made your head swim. Every moan that reaches his ears encourages him to harder. Still sensitive from the first orgasm it did not take long for ecstasy to coil and burn inside of you again.

Before you came he pulls out and flips you on all fours. You couldn't complain about the emptiness, when he thrust into you again. From this position his dick feels different. Geumhyuk also is going harder and faster, making your eyes roll back in pleasure.

"Geu- Geumhyuk fuck, more give me more please! Pull my hair, slap me please!" Your hands grip on to the mattress.

"Damn babe I think you ripped my mattress, for that you'll. Have. To. Pay." He punctuated every word with a hard thrust making you tear up. His hand comes to your throat and pulls you up your upper back to his chest. His other hand reaches in between your legs. Needing something to hold you grab his wrist.

"Touch me there, right there Geumhyuk I, I'm gonna cum again"

"I'm gonna cum too"

He feels your body spasm and your pussy clench around him.

"Ssss ow!" Lost in the feeling you scratch his arms. Biting down on your neck, grunting, he comes inside of you.

He sees you fall on to his bed panting, sweat glistening from your body, and cum starting to seep out your cunt.

Geumhyuk gets up and grabs a box of tissues to help you clean up.

After clean up he asks you "So what happened at the big Homecoming party that brought you here?"

Snuggling up to him you answer "I'll tell you in the morning but right now I want to sleep, goodnight" you peck his cheek.

"Goodnight, angel"

[forcebookish]

the way people treat ray on here makes me very uncomfortable and especially the mew vs sand takes. they don't seem to understand that mew has been dealing with this for years and sand only a few months. (and in those few months alone he has already been called a whore, hit and thrown to the ground, used as a rebound, and basically treated as a caretaker/nurse and not as a bf or even a friend). i genuinely hope that sand does something extreme next week (like the theories that he calls the cops on ray) so then maybe we can all stop with the "uwu true love is gonna change ray" takes that bl watchers seem to love so much. and maybe then they will also realize that mew is not a bad friend he is a college kid who is not equipped to deal with things like this but still has always been there for ray and carried his burden for YEARS. (i won't hold my breath on that tho cuz mew is always the villain to them). also sorry i know most of your asks are about topmew but seeing all these posts about ray on here are really getting to me. ty for reading <3

don't be sorry, you said it all, anon! it makes me very uncomfortable too.

you're right! no one is responsible for ray's actions but ray. let's set aside the fact that mew should not be expected to take care of him all the time when he has already gone above and beyond to be a good friend to him (why do they just... ignore the fact that mew saved his life? because he was frustrated on the phone that his drunk friend called him on the phone for the umpteenth time? do they think they'd be like "aw omg i love you too?" after he clearly has done this multiple times just so mew can pick him up? you know, taking advantage of mew's friendship and kindness? once mew heard that ray was crying he fucking came running) and the fact that the jerk has never once been kind or friendly to mew's boyfriend (who the fuck says that he'd like to give a trophy to whoever punched his "best" friend's boyfriend? and for what? because top was kinda bitchy to him after ray started it? that was literally all he had done besides EXISTED).

(side-note: that's the only time i've been truly pissed at mew like why did you let that slide pal.)

(ok another side-note: blah blah bad relationship with dad blah blah neglectful wah wah his dad obviously SHOWS UP when his son is in crisis and BAILS HIM OUT when he SHOULD have gone to jail? mew doesn't have to be ray's emergency contact. not only that but ray's dad cares enough that he wants to put him in rehab, and yet ray blames him for "letting" his mom drink herself to death? OKAY.........)

anyway. went on a tangent there. my point is: why is the way that ray treats sand acceptable? it shouldn't be!

it's really weird how many people claim to love sand but are totally fine with him being treated like trash!!! if that's the kind of dynamic you're interested it, fine, but then why is mew a villain? it's not mew's fault that his friend is so obsessed with him he can't even admit to anyone that he's seeing sand, constantly belittles him and his feelings, and acts like he owes him just because he's a spoiled brat. "we're friends." are they???? ray called sand a whore for a reason, that's obviously how he sees him. someone to waste time with. someone he can pick up and throw away whenever he wants.

i'm looking forward to see what ray's dad asked sand to do for him. ray needs to go to rehab. i don't think that this drama is going to pull that power of love crap, even if sandray are the only characters who aren't based/inspired by real people. i do really hope that sand calls the cops in the next episode, but i guess it could be anyone in the gang. top? 🤔 shady lol

no matter what, cheum said it best:

thanks for coming in and basically echoing all my thoughts, anon!💗