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faux-ee · 5 months ago

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being into stavrovensky is weird bcs one second I'm sitting here going omfg over this queer-coded dark academia anti-everything twink who would destroy himself and the world and more a thousand times over for his sun who is his better half but also really is just super depressed and the worst and most beautiful guy on earth and eternally bored but he laughs when Pyotr /flies into the room with impulsive curiosity/ literally just emotionally impaired walking personality disorders torturing and being silly with each other and the next i have fifty two tabs and twelve books open trying to crack the underlying philosophical political religious aesthetic layers of this crazy ass yaoi and i just

#stavrovensky #the possessed #ok the actual case is this Pyotr is fucking sadistic and wants full control over Nikolai #which makes it even more interesting #BRO #and how stavrogin dreams of arcadia and a new land and golden era but he's literally pyotr's arcadia and utopia and america BROOOO #the violence the tenderness the hollowness the tragedy #I'm unwell. Im umwell #THEY ARE SO IN TANDEM??? Always paralleling??#no i didn't just know them yesterday the symptoms have lasted more than a year #and every billie eilish and lana del rey and halsey song is them #my Roman empire #goodness #how did it fly under the radar how do you NOT notice how freaking weird this ship is how does it not give you brainworms they are like #which other classic would have a relationship like this show me SHOW ME not even les mis not even in wilde's tales ok this is arguable bcs #I'm 42% sure wilde's very first play is also inspired by these two it is inspired by this book for sure

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