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malafight · 5 years ago

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being forced to sleep on my back (upon penalty of pain) when I’m used to sleeping primarily on my belly feels like torture, add on to that being exhausted but still needing to Do Things bc all i did was flop around all day trying to let myself heal and you have the perfect storm of insomnia that is DEFINITELY NOT helped by shuffle continually giving me songs that give me All The Emotions so I’m laying here in a bed that’s 60% pillow, staring at the ceiling having feelings about fictional characters when I should be attempting to sleep

#I WANT TO DO THINGS BUT ALAS I CANNOT #sobs #at least ill be getting regular internet again soon...#at the cost of giving my dad yet another way to contol my life #p sure a vpn will at least keep him from finding out my browsing habits #and/or online presence #ill have to check but honstly i need internet more than i need absolute privacy rn #i need to try to sleep but hhhhhh #brain pls chill #i want to heal enough that i can lean over without feeling like im being gutted pls #my normal hunching is God Damn Agony #also im yerrifued that somehow my incision didnt heal together and now i have a direct line to my guts #cruessss #ok lets trt sleep again sssssigh

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