#ok last thing i was so sure crystal and niko were going to end up dating

[pagesofkenna]

dead boys post again sorry

thinking about the bi options here, ive decided:

(basic) edwin's confession helps charles realize he's bi and in love with him, they kiss on-screen (cute but i realized its amatonormative and pretty cookie cutter)

(worse) charles actually isn't bi and they have separate romantic melodramas (maintains the friendship > romance anti-amatonormative angle but at the cost of charles being bi, which won't do)(also this is a cw style melodrama so theres still amatonormative stuff happening regardless)

(the actual best option) edwin's confession helps charles realize he's bi but he's still not in love with edwin (literally no downside here)(recovering pining coupled with unrequited guilt its delicious to me)(get to do an entire arc where charles gets a crush on some other boy and has to keep it secret because he doesnt want to disappoint his best friend)(edwin eventually finds out and is so sad his best friend didn't let them celebrate his queer awakening together)

[powderedwhiteviolets]

all the aesthetic asks dude

why u do this niko

flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?

Today actually…i was waiting in a car and just started quietly singing Hanging Tree.

fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?

I would want to know the answers to all the mysteries of the world. Mysteries such as where that Malaysian aeroplane crashed, who killed JFK, what happened to Asha Degree….just really anything unsolved. 

daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?

Making it to this age still alive.

1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?

Probably my birthday, which was almost a week ago.

matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?

I would stop going to school for one thing, probably actually finish all the series i have in progress at the moment, FINISH WRITING THE FIRST ARC OF SAILOR STELLAR.

black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?

1. Go to Russia and Japan

2. Write an actual book

3. Go to any big fancy formal event where it is acceptable to wear a ballgown and diamond tiara (i just wanna be a princess ok)

pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.

no because i don’t want to

moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?

I don’t know. I was a spoiled and over indulged child, but some of my worst memories happened when i was really young, and they’re memories that i’ve tried to force myself to forget. 

stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?

I don’t even remember, though i usually cry during arguments with people.

plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.

Can i just pick all of my friends? Irl and internet

converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?

Probably you i guess Niko

handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?

“I wish i could have told you to full extent of my misery, and how much of it was inflicted by you” - any boy i’ve ever crushed on ever

cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?

I have brown eyes and they’re great but a bit basic.

oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?

Yandere’s and Himedere’s: A true story of a girl who has many friends and admirers but really shouldn’t (with the subtitle: watch as she fucks up her perfect life and scapegoats)

overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?

NEVER GO TO SCHOOL AGAIN,and buy everything i’ve ever wanted

combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?

Usually, but i do have two grudges i’ll never forgive.

winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.

Dear younger me, stop being a fucking edgy prick. Your not as cool as you think you are, get outta here with that special snowflake mentality, stop being a brat to all your classmates, giving a damn about your appearance doesn’t make you vain, becoming a teenager won’t turn you into a plastic, and for gods sake RELAX A BIT BITCH! NOT EVERYONE’S OUT TO GET YOU! I know this is more than 100 words but one more thing: STOP WEARING TRACKSUIT PANTS THEY DON’T LOOK GOOD ON YOU. 

pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?

Pastel

tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.

I don’t like them personally but i’m not against people getting them.

piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?

I don’t wear makeup for the most part because it feels super fake and heavy on my face, especially foundation. 

bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.

Ok but honestly none have really.

messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.

“Stop acting like moron’s on Facebook”

cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.

I’ve only been to one, and it was a Taylor Swift one back in 2012. 

grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?

If you want to know this is can DM it you

space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?

Not organised at all. I used to have a desk but got rid of it once i move house last year. 

white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?

I collapse in bed. That’s it.

beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?

Well i’m gonna dip dye my hair later on, One side will be bright blue, the other bright pink, like Harley Quinn. 

11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.

1. Time travelling abilities. I want to go back in time and observe the greatest moments in history (and meet some awesome people)

2. Infinite money. I wanna be rich.

3. Shapeshifting (I! WANT! TO ! BE ! A ! DRAGON!)

painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.

This was technically my comic con costume but i also wore it to my schools Halloween dress up day last year.

lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?

i don’t drink, and i’ve never (and never will) be high.

thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?

Eat rotten food. 

storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?

Copycat, and i’m not sure on that second question.

love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.

Yes i have and it’s a shit experience. Remember, if you ever feel like your falling for someone: DON’T.

clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?

I don’t want super short hair. It would end up looking bad on me.

coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?

I don’t drink coffee or go to Starbucks.

marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?

my dignity