#ok it looks like from 9/23-11/22 i went every single weekand then i stopped bc it all got quite bad. for me... i havent read my journals i
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that was me last year but now i sleep too much so its different
#i only drank caffeinated beverages once a week though. and only some weeks i think. idk if tea is caffeinated bc im stupid LOL#that was my special library day where i went to the little cafe and then to the library#every saturday. until i got too depressed to do that anymore and then i just stayed home#but from like. october or something-somrtime in december it was fun#wait i justt remembered i made a spreadsheet tracking every single thing i did while in wa so that i wouldnt forget. yyyippee#ok it looks like from 9/23-11/22 i went every single weekand then i stopped bc it all got quite bad. for me... i havent read my journals i#like totally forgot i even had journals. and i dont want to look bc ik itll just be Kind of depressing#of note its possible i was going b4 that but id have to check journals. 9/17-9/23 was the first week where i was tracking my spending#bc i was very irresponsible. and bought an xbox controller and some Christmas gifts and a bunch of food from walmart and i ordered dominos#apparently and also i spent like 40 dollars on a mobile game i cant speak of. 364.73 dollars that week What was she thinking....... so i had#to have some way to track that so i could punish myself if i overspent#i had a lot of spending money saved up tho. thats a seperate part of the spreadsheet#when i did good and wasnt depressed i earned the right to spend my money and when i did bad i didnt . so this is how i kept connor alive
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