#ok i need to write regret me knifeplay fic Add it to the pile

[wreckedandpolemic]

because you will not leave my inbox alone about it... knifeplay <3

i take my #1 barista matty knifeplay advocate title very seriously tyvm 😌

it’s a hard limit for white and gold matty i fear. he’d be too scared of accidentally properly hurting you, plus he thinks scarring you would be uncouth (as if the two of you aren’t long past uncouth loool)

regret me matty, however, doesn’t know the meaning of the word hard limit. (he does i promise it’s all safe sane and consensual and all that he’s just a FREAK and you’ve yet to do anything to him that he didn’t enjoy.) so yeah he’s a proper slut for it, practically came in his pants when you ask if he wants to try it, let alone the sight of you actually holding a knife. pressing the flat of it to his throat while you kiss, lightly tracing the point of it over his tattoos… yummy. pops one when he realises you actually carry around a switchblade, begs you to threaten him with it, tell him you’ll cut him if he doesn’t get you off fast enough… god.

oh oh oh and later on when you’ve been on and off for years and matty’s dating someone so he doesn’t have to acknowledge that he wants you for more than sex… he comes to you in the middle of the night (neither of you have any problem being the other’s sidepiece unfortunately. chronic cheaters). you don’t want to examine why you were nauseated watching him pretend to be in love with a girl who clearly adores him, but something bitter and cruel overtakes you and you make him cry, biting and slapping and denying him for hours. all that to say, he leaves your place with your initials carved into his ass and no idea it’s anything more than an explainable scratch. the girl is crying in the tabloids that he cheated a week later, and you don’t speak for months. but you know he’ll be back. you two can’t stay away from each other for too long…

AHEM anyway. you and actress!au matty have dabbled. the look of pure, dazed lust on his face as he carved a little heart into your ass (with his cum still dripping out of your hole who said that)… unmatched. again, a production nightmare when you had to do a nude shot, like your manager had to have a stern conversation about not letting him maul you lmfao. he’s banned from visiting you on set now <3