#ok enough brainrot for today i am sorry

[whatev-i-guess]

Ghost jumping awake

Soap worried: Are you okay, love?

Ghost panting in distress: Just... A nightmare.

Soap gently kissing Ghost: It's okay.

Ghost: I dreamt that you died.

Soap smiling: Oh, but that wasn't just a nightmare, Simon. It happened. I died. And you continue to live in a dream, running away from reality.

Ghost: What?

Soap: Wake up, love. And live on for me. And when the time comes we will be together again. Because we always will be.

[inventedfangirling]

On my nth rewatch of bad buddy episode 7 and I'm still bothered by the fact that we aren't told why nong nao was in pran's room and pat had to ask him to bring it back. But im also equally into it cos it tells us that while we do get to see a lot of what happens during the bet era, there is a lot that's behind the scenes (ha see what i did there * wiggles eyebrows * ) that we don't see too.

That there are tons of little moments or even big that we didn't get a glimpse of because it was a time bound, limited budget project, that doesn't mean that none of those (pran starting to make dinner & occasionally breakfast for pat (and pa), maybe pat comes for cuddles but pran always says no but lets him still sleep over sometimes, even indulging in occasional tickling wrestling bouts cos thats their love language) never happened.

Or even post the bet when pran has the friend unfriend shirt with him in episode 8 during the balcony scene and we'd have to assume pat gave it to pran to wear and pran-ify the shirt scent so he can have his scent on him again, eventhough he now has other ways to make it happen (IM SORRY)

There's nothing like a story that leaves just a tad bit room for the readers/listeners/fans to spin their own tale in the gaps. Not big enough that its a real ginormous hole in the story or makes a substantial difference to the plot or how we feel about their relationship but not too small that you can completely ignore it too.

Love it when the canon itself actively encourages our own headcanons. Makes me feel closer to the story and the characters somehow, since i am playing a part in embellishing their worlds in my brain heheh ok enough brainrot for today byeee

[outcastpack]

15 questions, 15 mutuals

Tagged by @thiamsxbitch @wolfboy88 @neoghoulukaku @chasing-chimeras @arewordsenough @moths-in-hats

1) Are you named after anyone

I am named after my dad and am like the 7th one along the family line to be named after parent. But I shortened it to make it my own (It's ending with me)

2)When was the last time you cried

Today. I was watching the ahsoka series and totally live action clone wars.

3)Do you have any kids

..... to do that would require me sleeping with someone so no

4)What sports do you play/have played

Nadda, Zilch, nothing. Not interested.

5)Do you use sarcasm

I work in retail but also very much yes.

6) What's the 1st thing you notice about people.

Not sure really. Looks wise usually their eyes, personality I'm not sure depends on them and my introverted self.

7) Eye colour

Blue

8)Scary movie or happy endings.

Probably happy ending more than scary. Unless I like the "Villain" and they win -Cody christian as villain who wins in horror WHEN

9) Any talents.

Not sleeping enough, causing brainrot, being a disaster, I guess I used to be ok at drawing?

10)Where were you born?

Liverpool, England/UK

11)What are your Hobbies?

Gaming, making fake twts for my tw characters on twt, writing, binging my series, finding fun phrases in latin or other languages to insult people...

12) Do you have any pets?

A border collie names Blue and a bearded dragon my brother called Blade

13) How tall are you?

5'8 ish.

14)Favourite subject in school?

Between Art and Histor.

15) Dream job?

Tbh.... I have 0 clue really.

No pressure tags

@de-constructmybones @transdunbar @equallyloyalandlethal @hemlocksandfoxgloves @theoceanismyinkwell @theostarion @bendystrah @raekensarcher @ksbbb + anyone else that wants to do it(sorry if any tagged have already done it)

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

hey ari!!! hope ur doing super well <33 i dropped by to ask u a few things…….

let me know whenever u find the time to read my gojo fic… i made a few revisions over time and i’d rlly love to hear ur thoughts o valued gojo lover ;; its become very important to me , but no pressure :33

AND. need ur most brainrotting thoughts about sashishu por favor. for. research. yeah… research 🙇‍♂️

riko !!!! i hope ur doing super super well urself, im doing just fine <33 trying to finish this fic im writing so i can (hopefully) post it today pshjdh BUT its going good so far !!

i know i alr said it but !! i am so so excited to read ur gojo fic !! if i dont have time today then i will tmrw 🙏🙏 cant wait to rb it w a huge rant i took a lil peek at it n i can already tell its gonna be so good….

AND RIKO. tysm i appreciate u like no other, ive been waiting for a chance to rant abt my Absolute Beloveds……… this might get long im sorry but sashisu make me. genuinely insane

OK SO. just generally speaking…… to me, the biggest sashisu appeal is just. how grounded they are. to me. i feel like both jjk trios are very realistic but in different ways!!

like. the 2018 trio are just !! good friends and they care for each other and they have fun together. AND most importantly; they can be open w each other !! like all three of them are a lillll closed off and obviously traumatized but they can still be sincere with one another. yuji talks openly w both megumi and nobara, megumi’s whole arc revolves around him getting comfortable with the idea of leaning on others and being saved by others, and nobara’s whole character hinges on her just being unabashedly herself.

AND I LOVE THEM i really do but sashisu r just so….. different and also similar and they feel so real to me even though theyre all insane in the head.

because contrary to the 2018 trio, theyre all sort of. Cunts pshjdhd. LIKE. high school satoru is a brat and he thinks he can make friends by being a bully and hes kind despite that but hes also sooo infuriating, and suguru acts like hes better but hes rly not. theyre both assholes. same w shoko!! shes literally out here casually underage smoking and all three of them get in trouble n then blame it on each other n its just…. theyre just so fun. they bully each other but u can TELL theres love there.

and the greatest difference between the 2018 and 2006trio is that the former can be open with each other, but the latter cant. sashisu are doomed as a trio because theyre all so closed off and traumatized and repressed and they will never be as sincere with each other as yuji/megumi/nobara are.

and to me, thats the main reason why suguru defects !! not that its their fault, but the fact that they didnt notice — or maybe the fact that they DID notice but didnt know how to broach the subject — is the one factor that makes his defection almost unavoidable to me. because his best friends, his most loved people, were never the type to be vulnerable like that. and neither was he !!

theyre just so DOOMED riko….. suguru couldnt open his heart to satoru or shoko, satoru didnt notice suguru’s silence bc he was too busy making himself strong enough to protect them, and we dont know how shoko felt but she obviously didnt do anything even if she did notice smth was off. neither of them saw how much suguru was suffering, and suguru was extremely depressed and isolated and never once gave them the chance to help him.

the three of them just werent the type to have heartfelt conversations in the same way the other trio does, and i think sashisu just… figured they didnt need to. that they had that bond together and that it would always be enough. bc all three of them have these incredible powers that make them isolated and kind of miserable, but they were able to be kids only when they were together. during that one year, they got to feel that slice of normalcy and genuine friendship.

and then they lost it !! and shoko and satoru both regret it !!! and they were never able to hate suguru, and he was never able to hate them, even at the very end !!! and the thing that always breaks me is that its just so, so evident that they all loved each other. but it wasnt enough !! and i think thats such a …. grounded and real depiction of how it can be to love someone who’s ill, or traumatized, while you yourself are ill or traumatized. and you might love each other, and it might still not be enough. but the fact that the love was there still matters.

they were three child soldiers who only found comfort in each other, and they all crumbled under the weight of the world but even at the very end they still loved each other.

and for sashisu, that love never disappeared — both shoko and satoru became more responsible after suguru left, and together theyre able to protect so many of the students and their coworkers. and theyre still traumatized and arguably even MORE repressed but the two of them still stick together, and theres a comfort in knowing theyll always have that. (im ignoring the current manga arc its not canon to me idc)

THIS IS ALREADY SO LOONNGG i just. i ADORE them. theyre so good. but !! if we’re moving past just general analysis of them then !! i love to think abt…. sashisu x reader……. maybe one day ill finish my sss x reader series psjdjdj but !!!

i just think itd be such a fun n comfortable dynamic ?? bc they all complete each other in a way…. satoru is just kinda hyper n cuddly n sweet, n suguru is calm and teasing n warm…. and shoko is so chill but also so caring and . i Need them. all of them r so gorgeous i would fall to my knees and cry if i just saw them relaxing by the couch.

i feel like a reader dynamic w them would just be the four of u living together and spending the rest of ur lives doing the same things u did in high school….. going to karaoke n getting in trouble and eating food . etc etc. maybe getting a couple cats…. and a bunch of plants that would all die if it werent for suguru pshjdjs.

in conclusion they make me feel ill <3

(also riko…. pls read the pink lighter by nosferatui, its a sashisu fix-it time travel fic and its one of my favorites ever !! i still havent finished it but its complete and it genuinely changed my life the writing is so good it hurts)

[tetsutits]

HI JAY ♡

ihope you’re doing good today i am yet again brainrotting over Kakucho but this time thinking about new boyfriend Kaku taking care of me on my period for the first time ;w;

I think as soon as you tell him you’re feeling crummy because of it he’s jotting down all your cravings, the medications you take, do you use a heating pad or a hot water bottle? what pads do you need? he’s just…..so careful. he wants you to be as comfortable as possible & wants to be considerate of your feelings too. so he thinks that merely dropping things off for you is enough, texting you he’s leaving a bag of things outside your door. but his heart goes haywire when you text him back w/ a sad face :( asking if he can stay for a little bit….So you let him in, so cute in your sweats looking tired & a little pitiful. he’s blushing at how sweetly needy you look, moving to hug him and thanking him for being so sweet to you by bringing you these things. the way he feels his heart explode when you make him sit and you crawl into his lap as he goes through the things he got for you and he sees how you start to smile more and more with every treat he shows you. Kakucho is just so sweet and loving, happy when you finally relax in his hold for a nap and he strokes your back as you sleep and he just feels so thankful he’s alive and can take care of someone as special as you.

GRAY. oh my. ok so i read this ask last night before bed and then passed tf out, so sorry for the late reply!!! i wanted to keep this forever bc - god, he is SUCH a good boyfriend. attentive, caring, and so so selfless when he wants to be. kaku has my whole heart he’s by baby :( you sent this at the perfect time bc i’m literally on my period rn and reading this made me SOB and melt into a puddle ! ! 🥹 aaaah. he absolutely LOVES to take care of you, and loves it even more when you reach for him specifically. he likes being depended on, especially from you. he’s do anything to comfort you, and if he needs to cuddle you up, bundle you in ten blankets, pillows everywhere, some hot tea, his hoodie, and a movie - he’d do it in a heartbeat!! anything for you tbh. i also hc that he gives the best massages ever, skilled fingers kneading into your thighs, hips, lower back just to soothe your aches. i think he’d even go as far as sit you in the tub when it’s one of those days n you’re just way too tired to properly do anything, scrubs you from head to toe and even washes your hair for you. he would definitely go out of his way to do ao much for you and it SHOWS how much u really mean to him <3 he’s just the best sigh :( 💕

[zhongrin]

Hello miss rin! It's been quite a long since I sent asks to you (the al Haitham and Kaveh anon... it's me XD).

And this is NOT a request, I repeat NOT a request! I absolutely love seeing your reactions XD hence the Zhongli fan arts

Idk if it's weird but I suddenly had a brain bloom(positivity folks, no more brain rots but blooms ^_^) and it made me tear up??!! SO basically what if you suddenly heard about a dark experience of your darling's life... like say I originally imagined it as ajax's father telling us about how his son 'claimed' to have fallen into the abyss and is still bitter that no one believes him. And us just internally breaking down that no one, NO ONE believed this man when he needed them the most. Then? Nothing we just go back to our residence and BAWL on his shoulder and he's confused like?! And then when we tell him, he laughs and hugs us back and calms us down! T_T

NOW LET'S DO THAT WITH ZHONGLI

You are having a rather nice chat with Madam Ping (or any adepti really) and then she drops the bomb about everyone he once knew is either dead or in isolation. If that didn't hit you hard enough, she reminds you of what he had to do to Azdaha, his best friend (shhh let's assume) to save Liyue. When Zhongli meets you later at the tea house, you stare at him for a while and break down. And by break down I mean you can't speak because you're crying so hard. This lone god has had to deal with death and the loneliness it brings so many times and yet he still stood strong and firm for Liyue, his Liyue that he so dearly built and raised himself (? I'm not sure, ig Guizhong also helped?) Once your tears start, they don't stop as your mind keeps getting with the thought of everything this man has had to endure alone, until you came along.

Once you calm down, that is after you take a look at his genuinely concerned face and decide that the poor soul needs an explanation. After explaining he just chuckles and asks to take a walk with you to Pervases Temple. On the way there, he remarks how he never really dwelled on it too much until today because Liyue was always the priority. That is until you came along. Now he just lives in the present allowing the old memories to rough around the edges, clear enough to remember but blurred enough to avoid pain and sadness. And then he takes your hand, brings it up to his chest.

You were kind and compassionate enough to share eons of pain with me in just a mere day so let me share an eternity of joy and prosperity with you for time perpetual.

...

Sorry, I ran out of brain juice but I hope you enjoyed this miss rin! I really wanted to share this with you because you're one of my favorite authors who only deserves love and happiness ( and c6 Zhongli with the best artifacts huhuhu). I do pray that it makes sense because English is not my 1st language T_T

But anyways this was too long lmao, I hope you have a great week miss rin! <3

i remember!!! ohh that was you!!! sobsob i always melt a little bit whenever you call me 'miss' rin it's such a cute lil title hskdjsjds

move away brainrots we have brain blooms now ehe

ok but that's. that's so. hrgggg *clutches chest* i am an empath when it comes to people or things i'm invested in, so this hits home so hard.

THE WORDS HE SAID AT THE END I AM CRYING i would totally bawl all over again and demand that he shan't have any 'take-backs'.

ty for sharing this with me oh my lord don't ever apologize for your english, it's not my first language either and i am so bad with grammars lmao

m-me, one of your 'favorite authors'???? HSJSHDSKHD idk about the love and happiness part but a c6 zhongli with the best artifacts would certainly make me happy- /j

i had a great week indeed, and i hope you did too you amazing person you!!!

[choerrypuffs]

WHATS THIS,,,, MORE DEMIGOD FICS? BLESS YOU LANA ND YOUR MARVELOUS WRITING SKILLS NAD YOUR AMAZING BIG BRAIN THESE PLOTS SOUND SO GOOD IM SO READY TAKE AS MUCH TIME AS YOU NEED QUEEN I WILL BE RIGHT HERE WAITING!!!!!

my exams!!! are over!!!! and hmm no, the try outs weren't gonna go in officially (THANK GOD ?! MY RESULTS WERE SO ASS) and the sem is almost over!!!!!! i've got like 2 more assignments to do (also thankful for because i swear i had more than like . 10 missing assignments last semester </3)

and ooo!!! i don't see the shoes but they already seem so nice and pretty if you're already obsessed with them :0000

super excited now because i have 2 weeks + of free days before i have a trip with my friends ^^ despite it being like a month away i am . so ready i have my bags packed my activities planned + my fits MUAHAHAHA

but before that i plan to work out a little and get into shape you knwo LMAO steal all them eyes >:) (not like i'd have a crush on anyone other than hyuck </3) SPEAKING OF HYUCK UHH GOING BACK TO THE DEMIGODS SEQUELS??? ISTG THERE'S ANOTHER TRAITOR???

i cannot trust anyone after jaehyun's incident like . it could be ANYONE . main character?? some random kid ??? im not having any of it >:(

anw, how are you today :0 or this week, really, because you didn't reply (which is totally fine, just wanna hear about how you're doing ^^)

-ccsa anon!!!!

JDFSKJKDSA THANK YOU SO MUCHHHHHHHH 🥺💖 i have them all planned out and i just need to write but i've had zero energy the past couple of weeks hence this extremely late response i'm sorry 🤧 i've just been binging pokemon and fueling my brainrot 😩

omg that's good that the try outs don't count against you!! i'm sure everyone did poorly on them so it wouldn't have looked good for the school anyways 😤 and yay!!! when does your semester end? wait doesn't your summer break last like a month before you have to go back though ?? i think i remember you mentioning before how short your breaks are 😭

ahhh thank you, my love!!! i didn't put a pic of the shoes bc the only one i have are of me wearing them and i'm not about to post my feet pics on the internet for free 😜

OMGGG TRAVELING WITH FRIENDS SOUNDS SO FUN !!!! 🤩🤩🤩 where are you guys going if you don't mind me asking? i'm like that too LMAOOO i pack enough clothes for a month bc i might change my mind on my outfits while i'm there or the weather might be different 😌

YESSSS our lord and savior megan thee stallion says it's hot girl summer so we must all be hot girls 🧎‍♀️ it's ok bc that means your standards are high so the men will have to WORK in order to get your attention as they should ����

yes there is another traitor but who knows 👀👀👀👀

i've been good!!! sorry it's been another week since i've answered DFJKSASK i've just been watching a whole ton of pokemon and other cartoons from my childhood bc i've been so tired recently 💀 i'm gonna try my best and get some writing done asap too! how have you been, my love?

[dearhaos]

bye bye 2020, hello 2021 !!

happy new year everyone!! there’s a lot of people i want to thank for making last year so much more bearable so i tried writing some messages for some of my dearest mutuals this year as well!! (keyword tried because i absolutely cannot put my feelings and thoughts into words. i love you all though and thank you so so so much!!!)

@angelhyunjin : angi!! i know you’re not on here anymore (actually i just found out . i ran to twt to find u as quick as i could!!) but it felt weird not?? putting you on here because you WERE a big part of my year!! i was always excited to chat with you and i rlly rlly loved (still do) seeing your art and your dance covers i can’t believe how talented at both you are!! you are really really lovely and even if it’s been a while i hope you know i still think of you and hope you’re doing well!! this year might have been hard but i hope 2021 will be much nicer to you because you definitely deserve it!! i love you!! 

@cinanamon : stephie!! i think we haven’t talked in a while until we started suddenly bonding over minho but all is well that ends well because now we are the founders of a minho cult and that’s all i could hope for in life i think! we don’t talk that much but seeing your tags in all the minho posts is always a TIME i absolutely love reading them! thank you for being there to lose it over minho, always, but also for being there in general! you are really sweet and i do love to talk to u!! i also know you are a really good writer so i hope 2021 brings you lots of inspiration to write more!! (and i’ll finally catch up on your fics too! hehe) happy new year!! 

@cocogoat : puppy !! i think we haven’t been friends for long actually and that sounds fake because that would mean there was a time i didn’t instinctively check your blog when i woke up in the morning (or the evening let’s be real)?? you are so! adorable and for what!!!!!! i really do love seeing you pop up in my phone notifs and reading your posts even if i dont have any idea what they’re saying half of the time unless it’s dgrp (i cannot believe i have a dgrp friend now. amazing i think i won) u are so funny and so cute and i’m really glad i got to know you because!! you’re such a nice friend that i! love! times can be hard but i hope 2021 is gentle with you because that is! what! you deserve! gentle pats and tight hugs! (maybe that’s why i associate ab6ix’s heaven with you it’s the gentle vibes) <3

@glossiers : miss bri i am in love w u that’s it. no i’m kidding that’s not it i have much more to say . i am in lov w u though #brillie2k21 i think. i think it’s been a surprisingly short time since we’ve actually started talking?? which is kinda crazy if u ask me because?? how the hell did i live my life without screaming BRIIIII whenever i see u on the dash like for real how . that sounds like a life so empty like. that would rlly be missing . something?? anyways u are a dear dear friend that i really really love and i’m sure you know that but i will keep saying it anyway! i’m sure i’m pretty annoying so thanks for putting up with me! and for talking to me! i feel like i’ve said it before but! you are a delight to see on the dash and i lovlovlov talking to u (and sending u pics of my cats, thank u for appreciating them). i still cannot believe u managed to convince yourself i was a hyeongjun stan though. hope i can be convincing enough to clear that up and leave no doubts in your brain this year. anyways i love you and i hope we can continue to be friends and talk even MORE this year!!!!!! happy new year ilu <3

@hwacinth : miss dia my sweet sweet floral nymph real life shirayuki and queen of urls! i am? so so so so so glad that we are friends you literally have my heart it is YOURS i can’t even try to claim it back!! you literally are shirayuki i don’t even know how to elaborate i think it’s just self-explanatory but you are just. such a sweet little sunshine!! it’s like you bring spring everywhere you go!! we could be in a middle of a metaphorical storm but when you appear the skies clear up and flowers bloom wherever you step and i cannot help but smile when i see you online!! thank you so so much for being my little ray of sunshine in these tough times! i hope to see even more of your posts this year!! don’t hesitate to live blog anything you watch in my dms if you feel like you’re posting too much (but i hope you never feel that way because you’re not . love seeing u live post it is absolutely amazing i won’t ever get tired of it)!! happy new year and i love you!! ps only 1 more hour until your birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY DIA ILUUU <3 I HOPE YOU CAN HAVE A WONDERFUL ONE!! IM SENDING YOU CAKE TELEPATHICALLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

@hwisgf : sorinaaaa! happy new year!! we don’t talk that much but it is always nice seeing you around! you are vv sweet and i really appreciate that, thank you for taking the time to talk to me sometimes!! you are also probably my only fantasy mutual?? which is terrible on one side because i think everyone should stan sf9 but that’s besides the point . i really do love the fact that i at least have u to talk to abt sf9 if need and i LOVE seeing u in love with hwi it is absolutely amazing. i am forever grateful for all the free hwi pics days too!! <3 i hope 2021 can be a year full of happiness for you!! (also that is also besides the point but @ fnc i want an sf9 cb announcement) ILY!! (and so does hwi)

@inkigayeo : miss vivi galaxy brain happy new year!! we only started talking recently but u do have my heart already!! i hope this year treats you well and that we can get to know each other more and be friends hehe!!!! <3 (my other wish is for u to stop breaking my heart with those fake titles. please . why should san NOT come back explain yourself .)

@jeongcheols : mimi . mimi mimi mimi im literally typing this as u are listening to that ten n dj stage ok now it’s kai ok anyways . ANYWAYS i am loving your sm concert live commentary . criminal is sounding amazing taemin is insane indeed (yes i took a break before coming back to writing this) i truly don’t know what to say?? n i have to keep watching the time so that i can scream HAPPY NEW YEAR into the mic in 14 minutes. but like?? i love you?? like. like for real i don’t know what i would’ve done without you?? also it’s weird writing this for tumblr instead of just in your messages (also i can’t focus with idea playing. idea soty). and i mean. you technically know all of this but like?? i can’t believe we’ve known each other for so long but also such a short time at the same time like. what. thank you for being my bestestest friend and my soulmat i don’t think i would’ve been able to remain sane this year (and last year too honestly) if it wasn’t for you?? thank you for always listening to my incoherent rants and i’m always so sorry for spamming you while you’re asleep i know you must wake up to like 150+ messages with absolutely no connection between them and they’re all just so random i truly don’t know how you manage to not get annoyed and to just stay with me all this time i’m- getting emotional. you had a terrible year, i know it! i really do!! and while it might not be looking too bright right now, i hope the universe hears me and treats you much better in 2021 because!! you deserve so much more!! you deserve the world, really!!! i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i would write more really but like what is there to say literally i’m just (your emoji)) i love you for real;;

@nakyngs : ele <3 happy new year!!!!!! we haven’t talked much this year but i do think of u a lot daily i hope you know that!! and i love u a lot! even if i still need to catch up on all your aus </3 i hope 2021 can be a fun and stress-free year for you!! and we should catch up sometime too!! ps i hope your fish are ok

@ncityzen : dear spring fairy!! i already sent you a new year’s message earlier today like what. 6 hours ago but! once again!! i really do hope you can leave the hard times behind in 2020 and only get the best things possible this new year!! i’m always very happy to see you appear on my dash and curious to see your life updates and your random literature-related mini-rants in the tags they are always very interesting to see!! so! hoping to see even more of that this year <3 i hope you know that i love you and i really care about you!!

@woojjongs : MISS IRI! i am screaming this very loud so hopefully u can hear me all the way in canada! okay i had to leave this one for last because i?? don’t really know how to start i’m just a pink glittery puddle with lil hearts flowing in it that is how i feel towards u right now . how does one think and how does one write down their thoughts coherently give me a second. this is going to be a mess maybe u shouldn’t read it (‘accidentally’ forgets to tag u). just know that i decided to play txt’s wishlist to write this and u might be confused by that but all u need to know is that it means i love you very much. OKAY so miss iri you are . such a wonderful pal i truly don’t know what i would’ve done without you like . it would feel so weird not seeing you around tumblr would be so so so so empty i don’t even think you can begin to imagine how empty i’d feel without you around here ksdjbskbds i absolutely adore you but we already knew that. i’m always super excited to see your gifsets and your nonsense!! be it your love for woojong or u missing lim jimin (play m.. 🔪) or your snoo brainrot or hating literally anyone on smtm or whatever else it might be i love it all!! you are so cute and adorable and talented and sweet and funny i cannot believe you also happen to be the prettiest person on earth too. how does that feel! anyways i love you so so so so so much? i keep telling you to hold back from committing crimes but i absolutely WOULD commit a crime for u i really do adore you!! i mean . how many groups did u make me stan . (ok actually i don’t think there’s that many. but STILL) i know i can be super annoying but thank u for taking the time to chat with me nonetheless!! i’m all over the place but . there’s times i come online literally just to check your blog nothing else! i hope we can continue to be friends this year too n perhaps talk more (or the same amount idk please tell me off when i’m too annoying)!! happy new year, i hope it holds wonderful things in store for u!!!!!! and we really are starting off great since victon comeback is approaching <3 (this got way too long i’m so sorry i’ll cut it off now before i write 10 pages)

@xiaocity : miss siya hello hello hello first of all i’m just so very glad that you’re back i l o v e you!!! i love seeing you around be it your gifs or your text posts which yes. i cannot properly understand half of the time but google is my best friend after all! you’re such a wonderful person and i’m just?? really glad to have you around like?? you feel kind of like a cousin i don’t always get to see but am always excited to talk to when i can? this might not make sense but. you are vvv cool and talented and funny and feel very like. reliable? i feel like i am not making any sense so like ignore me. what i’m saying is i really really like you a whole lot and i really hope we can talk even more in 2021!! happy new year, i hope it’s a wonderful one for you!!

@yunwoo : miss anna we haven’t been moots for that long and we haven’t talked much but u are vvv cute and i hope we can become (better) pals this year!! i’m looking forward to seeing u on the dash more often, hopefully!! happy new year <3