#ok but srsly i love him i love him ilov

[nekoning]

i'm being soo normal about feng xin btw

[taetaespeaches]

whoosh liv, i'm gonna bore you with my life bc i miss you,

life is freaking weird (the title of my movie), i probably say this a lot but like... it just gets more weird everytime and i'm like holdonbythejonasbrothers.mp3 - there are some things i need to take care of... those things are just myself lol, different parts of me but yeah. situations stressful af and you know, self care should be always the priority.

on the good side i am still learning how to drive, and i like it more than i should, srsly i will not leave trail once i get my driver's license and no one will stop me, it will be just me driving into oblivion with karma by joss stone playing in the background, idk but this year has to end with me being on good terms with myself

i've barely been here as much as before, but i missed you lol, still have some stuff to read which is exciting ♥ and i just wanna chill man... yeah

and finally: because i didn't rant properly on my last asks, i will show you then what is happening:

bangtan has me very upset, this is my second comeback, i am still baby army and

i mean, my lord jung hoseok is going to murder me and enjoy it, he's actually destroying me, fuck him and fuck his new hair, then.. hear me out, namjoon is getting worse, he's annoying i hate him, he thinks he can go through life looking like that with his buff chest and lovely smile ?????? i will not have it,

jimin is too perfect, he has neck musles like what he actual fuck, stop mr, you are making me feel ...things, also fuck taehuyng and his i always look good no matter what mood, be humble and do something wrong for once dude, i am older than him, this is an order ok?,

then this sir seokjin with this DILF look? and he says he's exercising more :(((((( why is he why. i mean WHY , what for?, ill tell you why, he wants to be able to murder me with his bare shoulders, that's why. you cannot be this adorable laughing handsomest man and then be like yeah i can lift anything i want, no! NO.

min fucking yoongi...... i mean yoongi.. he was away for a while and i missed him so f much but HEY calm down you smooth criminal, his innocent "i'm growing my hair" ,"look at my sexy hands", "look at me smiling" shut up min yoongi, you ain't fooling me !! i will not be your fool, i know your evil plan. AND I MEAN, jungkook is the cherry on top, like i see him and i'm like excuse you, fuck you mr, so disrespectful looking like that,.. you know.. the way he looks with fake piercings and REAL tattoos, can't stand that brat

fuck bangtan

i'm sorry you had to see that, i needed to let it out -

ilove you liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiv ♥

Ok I'm glad you acknowledged that self care should always be the priority because I was reading that you are what you need to work on I was like AS IT SHOULD BE!! I am right there with you on this year needing to end being on good terms with yourself. Me fucking too. We'll get there, we just gotta be persistent with our stubborn asses.

But learning how to drive still how fun!! I'm glad you're enjoying it!

I've missed you too!! I've been less active too :( but I'm just like low energy right now is all I have no intentions on leaving this hellsite so no worries, no matter how much time you spend here I'll still be around! Lol.

Ok I'm just going to say BIG FAT MOOD to your rant because like YES!!!!!! I can't even add much because just- YES!!!!! But I will say- DILF JIN IS MY FAV!!!!! And you're exactly right, Tae needs to humble the fuck out and be a human for two seconds because god dammit he causes me so much suffering 😩 Agreed, fuck bangtan. They're too damn lovable and perfect. FELT.

I love you too Lydia!!!!!! <3