#ok NOW can i go back to fr grinding?

[krosiefics]

never sleeps • bang chan

MDNI 18+

Synopsis: Chan stays late at the studio so you decide to attempt to drag him back home. Little did you know that you would end up sleeping at the studio after a little fun time.

WC: 1k

Tags: smut, mdni, piv, pretty girl, idolbf!bangchan, afab!reader, softdom-ish!chan, unprotected sex (just don’t), pwp, praise kink, aftercare, pretty vanilla compared to what I’ve done before, inspired by railway ofc, bigdick!chan, chan is a workaholic fr, this is also an apology for being absent during this school semester

a/n: im not ok after the railway mv…i died. Also…IM BACK BITCHESSSSS, uni’s done for the semester, i will unfortunately be out from mid jan- may…but then im back for the summer 😌

“Babe?” You call out as you walk into your boyfriend’s studio. He had sent you a message a bit ago saying that he would be home later, but it’s already two in the morning. So you decided to drag yourself out of bed so that you can drag him back home so he can go to bed.

The lights are all off except a small desk lamp that sits nexts to the desktop. Chan sits in front of the desktop, headphones over ears, as he stares tiredly at the screen. You stride up to him, placing a gentle hand on his shoulder. Chan slightly jumps at the sudden contract. “Hey, what’re you doing here?”

“I could ask you the same thing? C’mon babe, let’s go home.” You tug at the collar of his blazer. Chan had mentioned to you in the morning that he had an important meeting today with the company, so he had to dress up nicely. So instead of his usual black hoodie, he wore a black blazer with matching slacks. Chan chuckles, tilting his head to your hand that rests on his shoulder. “In a bit. Just gotta finish this little bit of the track.” You sigh, plopping yourself down on the sofa by the wall.

You try to keep yourself awake, but given that it’s so late, your eyes betray you as they flutter shut within minutes. By three in the morning Chan finally takes off his headset. He turns around in his chair to be met with your sleeping figure. He smiles to himself, rolling towards you and leaving a kiss on your forehead.

You whine, your nose scrunching up as you stir awake. “Channie, can we go home now?” Your eyes plead. Chan’s eyes watch the way you peer up at him, “You’re so pretty- oh.” He starts before noticing what you’re wearing, it’s his hoodie. His fingers twirl around the drawstring before trailing up and cupping your cheek in his warm hand. “Why’re you wearing this love?”

“Smells like you.”

Chan smiles fondly down at you, leaning in and placing a kiss on your lips. Your arms wrap around his neck. Your hands tugging at the curls at the nape of his neck. You pull him down onto you and he quickly obliges, caging you under his firm body. You stare up at him with eager eyes. He is quick to recognize your desire. “Baby, you sure you didn’t come here for something else.” Your face flushes.

“Like what?” You tease, a smile pressed against his lips. Chan chuckles against your mouth as his hands roam your sides. You arch into his body as his hands trail lower and lower. “You’re a tease, you know that.” Chan smirks, attaching his lips to your neck, suckling and nibbling at your skin.

“Ah, Channie.” You grunt, the grip on his hair tightening. He hums against your neck in a questioning manner, as if he didn’t know what he was currently. Before you knew it, the two of you were grinding against each other at three in the morning. Your exhaust going right out the window as you feel your throbbing cunt clench around nothing. “More…please.” You whine, your hands frantically trying to unbutton his slacks.

Chan watches in amusement as you manage to free him of his slacks, pulling out his pulsing cock from his boxers. “Is my pretty girl needy?” You groan at the pet name, but you could care less about making a snarky remark, you just need him in you. Now. So you simply nod, whimpering when his hands slip down the front of your pajama shorts. His fingers teasing at your clit.

His fingers work their way in and out of you, smearing your wetness along your folds. “Chan,” You moan quietly. “There’s no one here love,” he leans down and pecks your cheek, “you can be as loud as you want.” You impatiently pump his cock, guiding him towards your entrance. “I swear to God if you don’t fuck me right now.” You huff out. Chan shakes his head at you with an amused smile before ramming his cock inside of you.

The moan you let out is so erotic you couldn’t even believe that you could make that sound. Chan obviously liked it cause you could feel him twitch inside you. “Shit baby, you’re squeezing me so well.” Chan bites his lower lips as his eyes fixate where you two are connected. Your legs hook around his waist as he drills into you. Your hands go to his blazer and you start unbuttoning it, revealing his tones and underneath. ‘Why the fuck isn’t he wearing a shirt?’ You thought to yourself, but they’re erased as Chan hits your g-spot dead on.

Chan rids himself of the article, his pace never faltering. “Hold onto me baby, it’s okay.” He grunts lowly, burying his face into your neck. Your hands fly to grab into his back as the feeling of his cock pounding into you over and over drove you over the edge. His groans began pitching as his hips faltered. “Fuck I’m close baby.” His lips leave love marks along your neck and as far down as your his hoodie would allow him to go.

As Chan spills over the edge, his teeth dig in slightly causing you to finally tip over. Your legs shake around him as he eases himself out of you slowly. He leaves you to rest on the sofa as he cleans up himself and your body. Finally, he gently nudges you over, making room for him to sit down on the sofa with you. Chan places your head in his lap, leaving a small kiss on your forehead. “Thanks for visiting me.” He smirks, you roll your eyes playfully at him. “Sure, you never sleep so I just tried something new.” He nods in approval, “Well you should try your ‘new’ method more often.” He yawns before cuddling you to sleep once more.

@katsukis1wife @pixie0627

[hwathinker]

"come on baby, show me what you got."

pairings ; soft dom!bf!wooyoung x fem!reader warnings ; pussy licking (kitten licks oh my god.), squirting, woo is a tease lol, getting called baby by woo is just,, so hot, just.. short smut because he's been wrecking these days smh.. wn ; sorry i've been so inactive lately, i got caught up with work. making those $$$ yk to buy those sweet albums waiting for me ;p (requests are open but it'll take time T_T)

"wooyoungie.." whimpers. "stop.. need you inside me right now.." whimpers. again. wooyoung, who's head buried to your wet cunt constantly leaving small giggles and heavy breathings to your core which makes you even more wet. giving you head as much, denying your orgasms for like.. two times now, going to three. "oh, baby you taste so sweet." he said as he stuffs his fingers into your tight pussy, still sucking on your clit. "ah, youngie.. please..? i need to cum, please.." you bit your lip, wanting to come on his face since he didn't want to give his dick. oh, his dick? he's grinding so hard on the mattress, though he's leaking out of his sweats right now, he can't stop sucking on your sweet little cunt.

"baby, be patient alright..? i thought you were a good girl hm? why are you forcing me to fuck you while i'm not even done with my meal?" wooyoung slid his fingers in between your folds as he listens to your soft quiet moans. "mmh, i'd love to hear those more but louder." he said, pushing his fingers deep inside you, making you moan loudly. "music to my ears, baby." he quicken his pace, eyes watching your expressions and listening to your cute moans. "don't you want this so bad, hm? come on baby, show me what you got." the squelching sounds of his wet fingers and your cunt makes you go crazy. without his big cock, you would still manage to cum, even if it means by him eye-fucking you. "youngie.. ah, wanna cum.." your moans mixing with you heavy breathings, as you grips on his hair.

"i know baby. i wanna see your pretty little pussy wet so that i can taste it." his never ending praises just makes you so high. rolling your eyes back, you released on his slender fingers, along with your squirts going up his abs to his chin. he flinched, but gave you a teasing smile and licked it off as he's satisfied that he made you feel pleasured. he licked the remaining of your cum on his fingers clean, going back down to your heated wet cunt once again. "hold on tight doll." he said, gripping on your thighs to not let you squish his head while he suck off every cum you released. you whined at the contact between his tongue and your clit, being sensitive after.

after wooyoung was done, he wipes his lips with the back of his hand, eyes still glued to you. he saw that your eyes was glistening with tears. he went to wipe them, kissing your cheeks as he whispers, "baby, we're not done yet you know that right?" well, you guessed his dick really need to be pleasured too afterall.

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the daddiest amongst all, jung wooyoung i need his cock so bad man wth </3 anyways um?!?!?!? i hope you did like this one since its............ the laziest out of all. but ok !! leave some wooyoung reqs cus i'm hungry for him fr

[thechaoticplayer]

Luca smut omg- bratty reader and brat tamer luca 🛐 jsbsjdbjshs i can't stop thinking about it

author's note: JEJEHDIEDHEI 😩😩😩 BRAT TAMER LUCA... TY ANON BC IM A BRAT MYSELF AND OMLLLLLL YES JUST. YES. Also mad shorter than expected but what can I sayyyy

Summary: Brat Tamer Luca has to put your bratty ass into place for all the shit you've been doing to him <3

Contains: FILTHY FILTHY DIRTY SMUT. LUCA KANESHIRO X READER. eatablished relationship, degrading, Luca bullying you and being extremely rough but that's ok bc hes such a daddy, my phone being on 19% and forcing it to work like Luca is with u fr

Mdni or not idgaf

Being the mafia boss's boyfriend came with a shit ton of perks: no one could say anything to you (you can't do this or you're not allowed to do that), you could do basically whatever the hell you want without repercussions, and Luca Kaneshiro spoiled you to death. It wouldn't have come as a surprise if you turned into a brat because of it.

And here you are, whining because your boyfriend has to go meet with some guy he's working with. He's not as important as you are!

"Babe, I have to go, it's important for the mafia," Luca murmurs softly into your hair as you cling to him tightly. Your arms wrapped around his waist and face buried in his chest, you showed no signs of letting go. He sighs. "I'll try my best to make it quick, alright? Just-"

"No!" Your muffled voice replies, before glancing up at him with big eyes. "I want you. To stay."

"Babe..."

"Don't 'babe' me. I guess your mafia is more important than me." You release him and step back, abruptly turning your back towards him, crossing your arms. "Whatever. Bye."

Luca stares at your back for a second, absolutely torn for a second. "What? no, of course you're important-"

"I'm second and always be second, huh?" You saunter to the bed you two share and throw yourself onto it. You rest your hand on your forehead, closing your eyes. "It's fine. Go ahead. I'll just find someone else to play with."

He goes silent. You don't open your eyes.

A beat's worth of silence. "Got nothing to say now, huh?" You scoff, a smirk playing on your lips. "I suppose you've gotten so-"

You yelp as you feel rough hands latch themselves onto your thighs and yank you downwards, and your eyes fly open. Luca leans over you with a dark look in his eyes, brows furrowed in silent anger.

"You suppose ive gotten... what?" The plush of your ass is tightly against his crotch, his gloved hands digging into your skin.

"...soft." His eyes smolder, a fire in his gaze as he leans closer to your face.

"Soft?" He echoes, a sultry chuckle sending a shiver upon your spine. "No no no, I think you got it all wrong, sweetheart..."

The mafia boss hooks your legs over his shoulders, his bigger and wider form trapping you underneath him as he grinds against your wet panties, the skirt your wearing riding up to your hips. You stifle a moan, biting your lip hard.

"You've always liked it when I'm a bit rough with you, hmm?"

"Tch! Don't you have somewhere to be?" You reply haughtily, trying hard for a whimper to not slip past your lips as he grinds slowly.

"It can wait, no? Besides..." Luca's breath tickles your ear. "Theres a certain someone, who needs to be taken care of."

"Yeah. Your friend."

"What a fucking-" Out of nowhere, Luca flips you onto your stomach, leaving you squawking as he spread your legs open, ass in the air. "Brat."

"W-wait a minute!" You stammer as you turn your head to see him rip off his pants and unleashing his cock from its confines, big and hard. The glint in his eyes suggest you were probably not going to be able to walk for a good couple of weeks. "L-Luca, wait!"

"No," he growls, pushing your panties aside and sinking his still gloved fingers into you. A whimper tears itself from your throat as he plunges the digit in and out of your crying hole. "Brats need to be taught a fucking lesson. look at how wet you are. Filthy slut."

"I wouldn't have been- mmph! A b-brat if you didn't leave me all the- ah... t-time!" You blabber, your legs already shaking a bit from how rough and quickly he was fingering you.

"Leave you?" Luca repeats, incredulous. "God, I made you into a fucking brat! Spoiling you all the time, giving you everything you could have ever wanted..."

He slips his finger out, lining up his cock with your entrance. Your mouth almost waters at the sight and he laughs at your lustful expression. "Is this what you want? then I'll gladly give to you, and you won't even dare forget this..."

The mafia boss shoves his girth into, splitting you open. You cry out, hands gripping the sheets as Luca doesn't even allow you to adjust to his size. You were fucked by him plenty of times before, but your hole could never get quite used to his thickness. Luca drills his cock into you, the fat tip kissing your g-spot deliciously so.

The bed squeaks and groans underneath you both, loud moans spilling from your mouth. You turn your face into the pillows, only to be yanked back up. You gasp as Luca forces you to arch, the angle causing you to see stars.

"L-Luca- a-ah! Fuck fuck fuckfuck-" You moan and whimper and whine as Luca's dick pummels itself into you, your walls clenching around him.

"This is what you want, huh?" Luca breaths raggedly into your ear, one hand fondling with your tit. How sensitive you've become, moaning from pure pleasure. "Want me to fuck you dumb?"

"Y-y-you asshole-!"

A sharp snap of his hips force you to choke on another keening moan. "What was that, darling? couldn't catch that."

Only moans answer and he chortles. Luca can feel you getting close, but why stop there? Why not make you wish you never provoked him in the first place? How dare you say that you'll go find someone else to play with in his absence! He tsks as you squirm underneath him. No no, he'll make you beg for him to stop, and even after that he won't obey.

You cum hard around his cock but the mafia boss still bullies himself into you as you twitch. tears rolls down your face as you attempt to scramble away, but Luca pulls you all the way back so now you're riding his cock, back arched against him. You babble sentences don't even make sense as your brain was fucked to mush.

"What's wrong? can't speak anymore?" Luca coos, thrusting himself deeper and deeper. His voice deep and husky, your fluids staining his shirt but he could really care less. "Fucked you so good- what a cock drunk whore."

You whine, skin slapping against skin as you ride his dick, legs shaking and stickiness against your thighs. Luca bites your neck, leaving a trail of bite marks against your dainty skin. He licks from your shoulder to your neck, suckling. Luca can feel the vibrations through your throat as you make such pretty noises for him. Was it possible that he seemed to get even harder and even larger inside of you?

His hips slot up to meet yours and you cum once more, drool dripping down your lips. Luca groans as he feels your walls clench and your hot cum envelopes his dick. He fucks you through your second orgasm until he releases a guttural grunt and shoots his loads deep into your tummy.

"I'm not done," he pants, pulling out of you and throwing you back down on your back. "So far from done."

"L-Luca..." you whimper quietly, body heaving and near close to exhaustion.

He cups a hand to your cheek. "You did this to yourself, pretty girl..."

Luca's mouth hovers over your tit, blowing on it and watching the nipple grow hard. Another chuckle as he pops the tit into his mouth, sucking hard. Your hand finds itself in his blond hair, soft and airy whines in the air. He releases the tit and goes to the other, teeth grazing it.

He kisses down your tummy, opening your legs in the process. The mafia boss lowers to your aching pussy, somehow getting wet all over again. Luca licks a stripe up your abused cunt and a shaky sigh comes out your mouth.

"Horny bitch." Bringing you closer to his mouth, his tongue circles your clit as his hot breaths fan in between your thighs. "Came twice already, and it still isnt enough..."

His entire mouth is on you now, slurping and teasing and sucking. You tug his hair hard, making the mafia boss growl lowly into your pussy. The vibrations add to the upcoming orgasm, your moans filling the room and you were sure everyone within the house could hear. Neither of you gave a damn as he continued his assault on your weeping cunt.

You cum against his face and he laps up every single drop, kissing and biting your thighs while doing so. Your chest rises rapidly up and down, and Luca observes your fucked out expression. Your eyelids are heavy, and you're just about ready to pass out.

Until... "Oh no, you aren't getting any breaks." Luca yanks you back up and turns himself in one smooth motion so now you're kneeling before him, his yet again hard cock in front of your eyes. "Suck, whore."

You eagerly take the cock in your hands, the slick from both parties still covered all over it.

There is definitely more where that's coming from.

[scenezfreak]

Making out with Jeff, liu, toby, and Jane headcanons?? (Fem! For all!!^w^)

SORRY FOR LONG HIATUS GUYS💀🙏

Makeout Headcannons

Warnings: mentions of groping, choking, air restriction, knife play

Characters: Jeff, Liu, Toby, and Jane

NOT PROOF READ MINORS DNI

Jeff:

• Disgusting mf ‼️

• Will tug your hair while he’s tongue deep in your mouth, loves making sure you can feel his tongue in your mouth

• Gently glides his knife across your skin too causing goosebumps to raise on your skin oh how he loves to scare you

• Chokes you while you guys makeout so you’re forcing your self back for more air but he��ll keep going since he’s an asshole

• Loves when you push him away gasping for air… oh he adores that sound…knowing it was HIM who made you out of breath

• loves the whimpers or moans you make when you guys makeout and knowing he caused them, you’re so weak and he just loves his obedient pet so much

• very handsy..

• He will grope you touch you everywhere…constantly touching your boobs, ass, or thighs.

Liu:

• Kinda sweet about it like???

• Probably holds your face while making out with you

• I feel like he’d let out a slight whimper then try to act like he didn’t do it he’d be so embarrassed if you knew he was a whore for you

• He gets kinda handsy too but not as much as Jeff..good god 💀

• He will start to grind against you but slowly so you’ll do it more and make it seem like you wanted it more than him

• NOW IF IT WAS SULLY…

• Just like Jeff VERY handsy- loves to touch the spots that make you moan

• Is probably pinning you down while you guys make out…like damn we aren’t going anywhere it’s ok

• will probably keep going if you try to push him away but will eventually let you breathe

Toby:

• Whiny much? Whimpers into the kiss like a slut

• Probably begs for more, what a whore…but he’s only a whore for you

• Will moan if you grind on him or choke him while making out, he absolutely adores being touched by you

• probably too scared to grope you..he doesn’t want to do anything he isn’t supposed to

• when making out he completely forgets about his surrounds so if someone walked in on you two making out he wouldn’t even notice

• Will probably wait for you to catch your breath and resume kissing you like he didn’t just steal your air

• Please touch him, he wants it so badly… he’ll be good if you just please…touch him

Jane:

• Mommy? Sorry… Mommy? sorry… Mo-

• CALLS YOU A GOOD LITTLE PET.

• She’s a Dom fr

• Would caress your arms or legs while making out with you….she just loves to make you feel good

• If you need to catch your breath then she’s kissing other parts of you, she really can’t get enough of your sweet noises

• Loves to worship you- wants you to be confident in yourself

• Pins your hands above your head if you’re laying down or against a wall

[heavenly-fae]

nsft alphabet - ian malcolm

ian malcolm x reader

warnings | smut, afab!reader, dom!ian

a/n | haiiii everyone !! been a while huh. life update. i started reading the berserk manga and im hooked, im so fixated on guts it’s not even funny anymore bc i will start writing for him. but um back to the ian post, yeah i started this when i was really fixated on him and only just now im finishing it bc i got distracted lmfao. i know most of yall followed me for jeff’s characters content but it might be while before i post about one of his characters again </3 i’ll always them tho :( as always enjoy reading !!!

A - aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

- like a gentleman, he would immediately start pampering you. asking you if you want water, cleaning you up, taking care of any marks are bruises he’s left on you. i feel like he’s definitely the type to loveee showers or baths together, would indulge you both in one to relax and take care of you.

B - body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

- on you - let’s be real. he’s an ass man. ass and legs specifically tbh…he’s the type to smack you ass as he’s walking by i swear !! adores and i mean adores when you wear short shorts or dresses/skirts. he enjoys sneaking up behind you and groping you, grinding into you. he’s never leaving you or your ass alone.

- on him - be fr. ian malcolm cannot pick a favorite thing about himself if everything is his favorite. ok, if i had to pick, i guess his hair, or hands. i feel like ian would have a 5-step hair care routine to keep his curls all nice and pretty.

C - cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

- inside. is this even a question. he has like 4 kids, i dont think ian knows the concept of pulling out. he especially likes watching it drip out of you. he’ll crawl between your legs and watch it while mumbling how good you are for him, how you’re gonna be such a beautiful family together. he can barely resist eating you out right after.

D - dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

- this is kinda self-indulgent for me. but um, i think he’s into the large age gap. it’s not even a secret, because when you call him daddy in that sweet little lilting voice, he can feel himself hard and thick in his pants. god, he wouldn’t even feel guilty about being with you when you're half his age because you’re just such a sweetheart for him <3

E - experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

- dr. malcolm has been around the block, we all know this. he’s a manwhore. but that does mean he knows how to please his partner. he’ll roll his hips, hitting that spongey little spot inside of you. lick his thumb before planting it on your clit to rub quick figure eights, which have your thighs shaking and his name falling off your tongue like a prayer. whisper dirty things in your ear while kissing you all sloppily. he knows how to fuck.

F - fave position (this goes without saying)

- visual link (nsfw!) = 1 2

- doggy! honestly i feel like ian would love all positions just as long as you're feeling good. but, he cannot go wrong with doggy. he’ll press your chest down while taking you from behind, usually with his fingers in your mouth to pull you back and hold your jaw open. or he likes pressing his chest against your back. tucking his head into your neck, pressing his lips against your skin, and groaning when you reach an arm back to sink your fingers into his curls.

G - goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous?)

- ian is definitely playful, he will make a joking tease to pull a giggle from your lips. but he will also laugh at you and not with you, just to humiliate you just a bit. he’ll squish your tear-stained cheeks together and call you a crybaby, just to then laugh at you.

H - hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes?)

- if you're reading this you’ve most likely seen the first jurassic park. we all know the scene. this man has a bush and a happy trail let’s be fr. but he keeps it neat ! it’s not an unkempt bush !

I - intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

- ian definitely has the capacity to be intimate with you. to ~make love~ to you. he’s devoted as can be and it shows (even if sometimes he does want a quick fuck. elaboration later). ian loves keeping eye contact with you, whether it's through a mirror, while you're riding him, or in any other position that allows the two of you to be face to face. he loves watching the small ticks in your expression as he grinds his hips into yours, cock sinking into you at the most excruciatingly slow pace he's ever gone. loves the way your cheeks flush and your cunt squeezes him when he calls you his, "pretty baby."

J - jerk off (masturbation headcanon)

- hmm. honestly i don’t know. i feel like usually he doesn’t care enough to masturbate, especially if you’re nearby. however, say he’s on some seminar halfway across the world and he misses you, a little more than usual, he feels no shame in calling you and pulling out his rigid, leaking cock and fucking his hand to the sound of your pretty voice.

K - kinks (one or more of their kinks)

- teasing - ian adores making you beg for him, lingering touches that disappear too fast or too slow. a kiss that's too addicting and you need more. yet, he chuckles and makes you work for it. also goes hand in hand with edging you, he will delay your orgasm as long as he wants just to hear you whine for him.

- breeding - he wants to make you a single mother. no no, but he genuinely wants to raise a family together. that’s it. he doesn’t know what pulling out is as i said a few paragraphs ago. he loves marking you as his and fucking his cum deeper into you to make sure it takes.

L - location (favorite places to do the do)

- honestly anywhere. but not straight up in public yk. but he’s a risk taker, and i feel like he enjoys the thrill of getting caught. for some reason, i say he rlly rlly likes car sex specifically, you getting all riled up for him that you just end up riding him in the driver's seat or he bends you over in the backseat, yeah, he’s not mad at that idea at all.

M - motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

- your teasing. whether it be playful or sexual, it always riles ian up. it's one of the many things that he loves about you, your sense of humor. and also him knowing how much you want him, how your small, playful gestures toy with him until he breaks and takes you off to a private little space to fuck you stupid.

N - nope (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

- would never hurt you other than light slapping or spanking, or choking. he couldn’t bring himself to hurt you any more than that with your consent of course. you're his doll and he takes care of you :(

O - oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill)

- hmm i think he likes receiving and giving equally. sometimes he can be a little selfish, and yeah he does just want sum head lmfao. but he’s also a munch, he literally told me i swear !!

- receiving - he’s can’t help but loveee when his cock is buried down your throat. ian thinks it's adorable how your eyes water when trying to swallow his length down, gets a little more than just an ego boost. he also loves when it gets messy, watching as you stare up at him with tear-stained cheeks, your mouth and chin covered in spit and his cum.

- giving - ian loves the taste of you on his tongue, loves to overstimulate you, loves to control your orgasms, loves to hear you beg and roll your hips on his tongue. he could spend the rest of his life buried between your thighs, large hands gripping the fat of your hips to keep you still as your thighs quiver and your pussy pulses from being too sensitive.

P - pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual?)

- hard and deep. he’s not fast, nor is he particularly slow and sensual. on days when he is feeling romantic, he will take his sweet time with you, slow and deep strokes accompanied with tender kisses and whispers of praise. but on the usual, with the experience he has under his belt (haha), he’s found a perfect pace, of course, when he’s close,e he barely pulls away from you and instead deeply grinds into you, hitting that sweet spot inside you.

Q - quickies (their opinions on quickies, how often?)

- oh yes. he never says no to a quickie. he’s usually the one who initiates it anyway. lovess a quickie while in his office, shoving his papers aside to bend you over his desk and fuck you dumb. pressing the palm of his hand against your whining mouth to keep you quiet…..a very good stress reliever !

R - risky (are they game to experiment? do they take risks?)

- very very open minded. it would be you bringing up experimenting and then him saying that he’s always thought about it lmfao. he’s down for anything! though he would say no to having a third in the bedroom. he wants to be the only one making you feel good.

S - stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

- has the average stamina of a 40 year old man. which is like what 1 or maybeee 2 rounds if you're lucky. however even if he’s spent, he can always pleasure you in other ways if you're still reeling wink wink nudge nudge.

T - toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

- oh yeah! i think he’d have so much fun with toys in the bedroom, he himself would probably own like rope or blindfolds, nothing more than that (maybe a small bullet vibrator that he can control hehe) he likes to use toys mostly on you but if your feeling up to it he’s always willing to have them used on him <33

U - unfair (how much they like to tease)

- such a tease (looks at the letter K). but im not mad to elaborate on this at all though bc i want him to tease me so bad its not even funny. whether it be with overstimulation, ruining your orgasms, or even having you beg him to let you cum. ian revels in seeing your eyes water and your lips pout. god especially if you’re being particularly bratty he does not let you cum until he’s pushed you to edge multiple times <3 also also !! just mentioning that he also enjoys being teased as well <33

V - vocal (how loud are they, what noises do they make)

- he’s a talker. hands down. he most definitely curses when he's moaning as well, drawn out “fucks” and at when your pussy squeezes him tight, he'll say. "fuck, dollface, your cunt was made for me”. top pet names are any variation of doll, sweetheart, and of course baby <3 he’ll mutter out praise and degradation that gets even worse when he gets close. ian begins to babble on his words breaking with moans becoming less coherent, but he still forces them out as fast as he possibly can, until he's stuttering out groan of your name while spilling his cum deep inside you.

W - wild card (random headcanon for the character)

- hes into anal. this might just be me being self indulgent but he craves the feeling of his cock nestled deep in your tight ass. ian fucks you into the mattress, your tummy pressed down onto the bed with the weight of his body as he fucks your tight hole and all you can do is lay there and take every last inch of him <3333

X - x-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

- he’s well adjusted and he knows it. it’s a reasonable length, and he's on the thicker side. it’s a slightly darker tan with his tip leaning more red. when hes hard, it curls upward a bit towards his belly button.

Y - yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

- he may be 40 but that doesn’t stop him from being horny !! but honestly he will always follow your lead, if you have high or low sex drive he’ll always match your energy.

Z - zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

- if anything, a good session clears his head and calms him down. he usually ends up just reading at your side. on days when he’s real tired, he’ll lay there, holding you close and running his hands along your back and then further. he'll drift off to the sound of your slow breathing and the steady rhythm of your heart.

[classiccowboy]

instagram j.b.

summary: follow along with joe and his fiance evie as they go through his football career.

*face claim is Yasmin Quintana*

series masterlist

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joeyb_9: my spidey sense is starting to tingle a bit

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user: loser go bills

user: daddy burrow

user: how is ev?

> user: no one cares

user: JOE BRRRRR

evie: ok sexy.

> joeyb_9: 😉

> user: are you going to call off the engagement joe

user: bring some ice home this season

lahjay10_: 🤫🤫

user: slay

evie

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evie: is it september yet? i miss football.

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user: noooo not the username change

> evie: am i.. rebranding?

user: slayyy

millyg: i’m sorry, are those leather pants? in a casual setting? spicy..

> evie: 👀

user: why you no breezy anymore?

user: gorgeous, i hope you’re doing well!

> evie: i’m wonderful. 💗

user: i’m obsessed with you and joe! you’re my favorite couple.

> evie: thanks for the love.

user: LFG GO BENGALS

> evie: always!

joeyb_9

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joeyb_9: preparing for invaders

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user: you are my american dream

user: i’d prepare for you whenever

user: a man? for me?

user: hit me in my dm’s when you drop your gf

> millyg: the disrespect is astounding. he doesn’t know you sis. sorry.

user: kirk cousins except with swag

evie: your tan skin! your sweet smile! so good to me, SO RIGHT!!!

> joeyb_9: i’ll hold you in my arms EVERY september night.

> user: STOP IT RIGHT NOW

user: ev and joe using taylor references, they are IT

user: i think i threw up a little

evie

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evie: goodbye off season, you were a magical gift full of the people i love most. now its #gobengals

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user: sending all my love

joeyb_9: i am an avacado toast hater.

> evie: at least you have good taste in women. 😉

user: it still blows my mind that ur casually dating joey b

> evie: so lucky to be loved by my jb.

user: jealous

lahjay10_: nah you fr leave me out this?

> evie: we are in a private relationship.

user: turn comments back on

user: how does it feel to live my dream?

> evie: it feels like.. well.. a dream.

user: i’m ready for ev in her WAG era

evie

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user: i’m obsessed with ur love

millyg: you are sunshine in human form

> evie: i’ll cry rn.

user: are you kidding!!! the cutest?

user: a model

joeyb_9: pretty gal i love you

> evie: 💗💗💗

user: i’m sorry people are so mean ev, we love you.

> evie: yall make my heart smile. ☺️

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joeyb_9: ⏲️

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user: times up evie it’s my turn

user: ur the finest man alive joe

user: SHIESTYYYY

user: can we hang out

user: baby goat

evie: you are HIM baby

> user: dude is trash and you’re a loser for dating him

> user: everytime you call him baby i want to die

> user: you are cringe. disgusting. he deserves so much better

user: time to grind, hope you’re ready!

evie

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evie: some of my thoughts: from the moment joe got drafted i always knew there was a chance people would react negatively to me, but i never wanted that fear to hinder who i am. i am a kind person, i am a supportive person, i love football, i love joe, i love sharing my life with people who enjoy me. i don’t want any of those things to change. so to those who choose to be unkind behind screens and anonymity, i encourage you take a moment and reflect. to make your heart the most beautiful thing about you, and simply let everything you do be lead with love.

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user: you are so beautiful and such a light

user: attention seeking

> joeyb_9: apparently you didn’t read the caption well enough.

> user: not joe in the comments 😳

user: yup this is our QUEEN 🥰🥰

joeyb_9: you deserve all the love and kindness this world has to offer. i’m so proud of you and the person that you are. i love you ev.

> evie: i love you with my whole entire heart jb. 🤍

user: i love this, you are such an inspiration to all of us.

millyg: the most beautiful heart and soul of anyone i know, the true light in the darkness. thanks for being you ev.

user: queen ev 👑👑👑

[evnseokz]

{ ☆ plaything - s.es }

pairing: femboy! eunseok x f. reader

contents: pegging, reader dresses eunseok up, sub eunseok, dom reader, eunseok is a slut ngl, dirty talk, pet names, overstimulation

a.n: ok these concept photos inspired me to write this cause he looks so good in a skirt im dying fr i need that so bad w.c: 926

MINORS DNI

he blushes so easily when you touch him, even more when you dress him. soft little gasps escaping his lips as you tug the lacy thigh-highs up his smooth legs, adjust the tight pastel skirt over his hips, and fix the delicate bow around his throat like you’re tying him up in pretty little promises.

eunseok looks gorgeous like this — flushed, delicate, trembling in your hands. the skirt barely covers his ass, riding up with every shift of his hips. he keeps squirming, shyly tugging the hem down, but you just smile and push his hands away.

“don’t hide,” you say, voice low and firm. “you wanted to be my pretty little plaything tonight, didn’t you?”

he nods, biting his lip, lashes fluttering. “y-yeah. i… i wanna be good for you.”

you hum in approval, dragging your fingers under his chin until he looks up at you with those wide, glassy eyes. “then bend over for me.”

he whimpers. a soft, needy sound that has his knees going weak. but he obeys, turning around and leaning forward over the bed, hands gripping the sheets, ass pushing back in that flimsy little skirt like he wants to be seen. the fabric hikes up just enough to give you a perfect view — no panties. of course.

“so eager,” you murmur, reaching between his thighs to tease him. he gasps, thighs trembling, body already sensitive just from the idea of what’s coming. “all dressed up for me, and already dripping.”

you let him wait like that for a while. bent over, exposed, needy. teasing him with soft touches and praise while you strap up, watching him squirm under your gaze.

when you finally press the head of the toy against him, he lets out a breathless moan, pushing back just a little, desperate to be filled.

“please,” he whines. “please, i want it. i want you.”

you give him exactly what he needs — slow, steady, making sure he feels every inch of it as you sink in. his fingers clutch at the sheets, knuckles white, legs shaking already.

“oh fuck—” he gasps, voice high and trembling. “feels so—so full…”

you set a rhythm, hips snapping forward as you drive into him, hard enough to make the bed creak and his moans spill freely. every thrust pushes little, broken whimpers from his throat — his skirt bouncing, thighs shaking, eyes rolling back as you ruin him.

“look at you,” you growl, gripping his hips, watching the way his body takes it. “my pretty little slut. all dressed up and fucked dumb.”

“yes—yesyesyes,” he babbles, drooling into the sheets, lost in it. “feels so good, i love it, i love your cock—please don’t stop—”

you reach around and stroke him, matching the rhythm of your thrusts, and he screams into the bedding, body jerking, overwhelmed.

“come for me, baby,” you whisper, voice like sin. “be a good boy and make a mess.”

he shatters with a cry, back arching, his whole body convulsing as he spills all over your hand, your name falling from his lips like a prayer.

and still, you don’t stop.

he’s shaking. still bent over, arms limp beneath him, ass slick and red from the force of your thrusts. his thighs are trembling, twitching every time you move — and you’re still inside him, your strap buried deep, keeping him full while he sobs into the sheets.

“too much,” he whispers, voice cracked and hoarse. “i—i already came, i can’t—”

you hush him gently, leaning down to kiss between his shoulder blades, hands soothing along his waist. “you can, sweetheart. and you will. you said you wanted to be good for me, remember?”

he lets out a helpless whimper, hips jerking when you rock into him again — slow, deep, grinding more than thrusting now, but it’s enough to make him cry out. his cock’s soft but twitching again already, drooling against his stomach like he’s too weak to even get hard properly.

“you’re doing so well, baby,” you murmur, dragging your nails gently up his spine. “just one more. give me one more, and i’ll let you rest. promise.”

he nods, though his whole body trembles with it — tears clinging to his lashes, lip bitten red, still so, so pretty in his little skirt. you reach down to stroke him again, slow and deliberate, while you start to fuck him in earnest — not rough, not punishing, but deep, unrelenting, like you’re shaping him to take it perfectly.

“oh my god—” he moans, body arching. “oh my god, it’s too much, i’m gonna—i can’t—”

“yes you can,” you breathe into his ear, your voice sugar-sweet but firm. “you’re my good boy, right? you love being filled up, don’t you? love how deep i get inside you.”

he sobs something that sounds like yes, muffled by the bedding, and then he’s unraveling again — back arching, his whole body going taut as a second orgasm crashes over him. it hits him harder than the first, his moan punched out of his lungs as he spills again, shaking so hard you have to hold him to keep him steady.

you don’t move for a moment, just stay pressed against his back, your strap still nestled inside his twitching, overstimulated hole. your hand strokes his side slowly, grounding him, letting him come down.

he’s crying a little, soft and pretty, his voice barely a whisper now.

“thank you… thank you, thank you…”

you kiss the side of his neck and smile.

“that’s my perfect boy.”

…

..

.

[thetriumphantpanda]

ok but that gif right

joel at any given moment being like, “why don’t you come take a seat right here, sweetheart?” while his eyes flash downward towards his bulge and he spreads his legs a little wider, daring you to try and resist him.

and so of course you take your rightful place in his lap without question, eagerly grinding your pelvis into him impatiently, while he grips your hips to hold you steady, making you wait for it. not for long though, because then he’s bucking his hips up into you and making your brain go fuzzy.

“attagirl,” he praises you gravelly when you moan softly in response. “right where i want ya. fit so perfectly in my lap, don’t you?”

you can only nod as he grinds his bulge into you again, the hard line of his cock unmissable now when it presses against you sharply through the denim.

his palms snake up your back and tangle in your hair, pulling your head back and exposing your neck; he peppers the skin there with toothsome kisses that have you shivering over him, wetness gathering between your legs.

“i could just keep you here for hours, teasin’ you like this…” he muses and you whine quietly at the thought. but joel just smirks, thinking better of it. “but i’d rather see you sittin’ on my cock, babygirl.”

anyway bye!

Hannah. HANNAH NO YOU DID NOT JUST DO THIS TO ME. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS GIFT?!

no but FR it’s like this gif if only his eyes did THE THING you know?! IN MY HEAD it’s his way of saying ‘get down on your knees and suck my soul out through my dick’ but yours was far more eloquently put. DOES THIS WARRANT W SMUTTY BLOWJOB ONESHOT?! I THINK IT MIGHT. Fuck me.

I am actually FERAL right now. I actually think my brain has short-circuited. And I LOVE YOU FOR IT.

bless my inbox and bless you. 😮‍💨

[snowball-doie]

I need my daily doses of delulu polychil... how each of them starts sexy time with ahri like how do they let her now they are in the mood to initiate stuff

You’ve come to the right place *slides a delulu pill across the table*

I’m gonna be so fr. These mf are horny 24/7 and can use literally any hole they want, but for WHATEVER REASON, they see Ahri sitting around doing fuck all and they’re like “we’re gonna fuck now” like ok but keep your dick in your pants. Anyhow.

Johnny’s the type to grind against Ahri when he’s feeling the mood. If she’s standing in the kitchen, he’ll walk up and grab her from behind and grind into her ass. If they’re in bed, he’ll grind against her ass when she rolls onto her side. If they’re on the couch, he’ll grind up into the air or against whichever body part is resting on his lap.

Taeyong is the type to shyly ask. Like, he doesn’t want to say it out loud, but he’s standing in front of her, his hands clasped together in front of him to hide his erection, and he’ll wait there with red cheeks while he waits for her to get the hint. But that’s no fun for her. She wants to hear him say it. So she degrades him ‘til he gives in and admits, “I need you to fuck me, Noona, please……”

Jaehyun and Yuta are manhandlers. They can just drag Ahri around, make her do whatever they want, and she’ll listen without any protests. Jaehyun’s a lot more comfortable with fucking anywhere around the house, but Yuta prefers his room because that’s where all the toys are— So if Ahri’s getting tossed around a bit by Jaehyun, she knows what’s going on. If she’s getting pulled upstairs to Yuta’s room, she knows to shut the fuck up before she winds up earning herself a punishment.

Doyoung in Dom space will crawl on top of Ahri and kiss her passionately. If they’re in a public space, he’ll offer to go up to his room; If they’re already in his room, he’ll start peeling off her clothes while feeling her up. When he’s in subspace, he’s a little bit like Taeyong when it comes to the shyness, but he still initiates by kissing rather than asking— It’s when the kissing starts to go too far that Ahri will push him back and make him beg for it.

Jungwoo doesn’t give a flyinggggggg fuck. That man will fuck her anytime, any place; permission or not (Hehehe stares at my Dojaejung wip where they get in trouble for playing without permission). He’s learned that touching before asking usually works wonders on Ahri, and it usually gets her into Dom space easier because she’ll tug on his hair and say, “who told you that you could touch me, brat? breaking rules……. what am I going to do with you?” But if he just keeps trying to kiss her, it’ll piss her off even more, and he’ll be on cloud nine while she’s torturing him.

Mark gets handsy with Ahri, but he’s not forward like the others. His touch will wander around her body mindlessly while they’re in the middle of doing something, and he’ll wait ‘til there’s a shiver running down her spine and there’s goosebumps on her arms before he turns to ask if he can kiss her. When she says yes, she’ll usually roll on top of him, even if he’s in Dom space, just because she needs to initiate it because Mark’s brain fries the second he feels his clothed erection pressed against her covered pussy.

Haechan in Dom space is like Johnny- Grinding on her, whispering nasty things in her ears egging her on until she gives in. He has a lot of confidence that even just having his erection pressed up against her thigh will make her want him. He’s right. When he’s in sub space, he’s like Jungwoo on steroids. He’ll do the craziest, brattiest shit known to man just to piss her off so she’ll drag him upstairs and use him. His favorite tactic is to send videos of himself jerking of or pictures of his chest, hips, or even naked body while she’s in the middle of doing something that she can’t tear herself away from immediately, meaning her anger brews until she loses it

[todayisawthewhxlewxrld]

Hi again guys 🙄 first an update... Chat I'm grandmaster I on marvel rivals, and before u say anything, no I haven't bathed in 4 weeks 😒 I mean like guys we have to normalize this, srsly cause the grind cannot stop.... Two lords now.... I'm gonna collect them like pokemon cards fr, I think I can hold off on a shower for like another month or so 🗣️🗣️💯

Anyways, how've you been?!!! I need to catch up on so many things cause life has been so.... 😪 I fear I won't get into it but zamn ITS KILLING ME 😡 I'm thinking of highkey dropping out of school to go work. But like, idk how that's gonna work out or what my options would be like if I went thru with that. Plus I dunno what my parents would think, they'd probably disown me if I quit school 😔 I understand fr tho, its just like I'm old enough to make decisions yk? And then tuitions r so expensive, student loans will haunt me for decades, so I figure before I get into college I could work full time and try to save up enough? I'd do part time n put all of it in savings but I'm moving out sooner than I always expected, so I'd have to be financially ready for that as well 🙄 guys please lme go back to being a kid 😪 I miss when I was 14 💔💔 concerned about what skins were gonna be in shop on fortnite, or which one of my friends was gonna make the Minecraft server 😒 I feel like my mother would understand what I'm saying, but my father would deadass probably disown me or smth 😧 he's always wanted me to "succeed", and since he didn't go to college and didn't graduate highschool he's always held out high expectations for my academics 😔 like deaduzz he's concerned for my future, which is sweet but if im happy why does it matter fr 💔 anyway idk what this rant was for ngl but like bro pls have u played ark?

(these long ass asks bruh) srs tho, I'm so heavily into playing ark and I've always been really into it, but the fan base of the game dropped significantly over the years and now I CANNOT FIND PEOPLE WHO ACTUALLY ENJOY IT 😡 I tried telling my boyfriend about it and like he basically called me a geek for playing it, like alr js say u hate me and want me to die cause if you loved me you'd play with me 😒 and then I tried getting my friends into it, AND IT WAS SUCCESSFUL ONE TIME!! but then that friend broke their console then got it fixed, and then gave it to their sister (which is actually really nice of them 😔) so it's been months since then. Then I tried to get someone else to download it cause they DID play it when it was super popular, and they've literally been dodging me 😭 "have you downloaded ark?" "I'm on the game w someone rn". Can't be mad tho it's real 😪💔 atp I'm not even looking for someone to play w me, I'm just looking for mfs who actually LIKE it so I can talk about it 😒

Anyway, lme spare ur poor eyes of all this reading and end the ask... Next time I'm here I'll keep it shorter 😭😭

And not to brag but... Metal Alejandro (this is a reference to sonic and metal sonic because I have a regular raptor named Alejandro, my boyfriend named both of them. Somehow IM the geek tho 😒) is my prized creature... Aside from Skibi my compy, and Pierre my spino, ykw nvm all of my creatures are my pride and joy 😔 I love them all, from the smallest otter to the largest bronto ☹️ (pls ik brontosaurus isn't the actual name of them but cut me some slack cause up until I was 12 I was calling them "long necks") ok fr lme get out of here 😭😭

I'll be watching for ur posts... And I hope ur doing soso well alpha king wolf 🥺🥺

you always come back with the most interesting updates!

i think you should keep your options open idk i mean u don’t have to go to school obviously but maybe down the road u will who knows what the future holds and i think u should do what makes u happy if they rlly care for u they’ll get over it eventually and if not then. idk fight them. either way! you do you mckdingus!

i have not played that game… though maybe someone else here has! 😊

[ilyxxnsm]

True Love 02

| is true love supposed to hurt like this?

warning: domestic violence, toxicity. don't judge. smut. reader's body type briefly mentioned. reader's ethnicity's not mentioned, but she's light skinned to white. mental health mentioned (medication, depression, anxiety, ADHD, etc). implied self harm (skin pinching, nail biting, scratching, hair pulling). of course physical abuse (hair pulling, slapping, pinching, punching, he breaks bones be fr, hickeys and bite marks??). drug dealer yoongi. everything against reader. reader's 17, yoongi's 23. this is fucked up, like really fucked up.

| flying around the room with that blunt you lit up, dreaming about getting high, that everything's good and I throw away the blister packs...

You check the hour in your phone as you walk inside his studio, 1 am. The place is small, black walls, red neon lights behind the speakers and equipment, cigarette smoke filling your lungs as you breath in. He's sitting on his ergonomic desk chair, headphones on as he moves his head to a beat only he can hear. "Yoongi?" You say, hoping he hears your voice over the music, walking closer.

It's been a week since you came back together and things have been going great, great inside the parameters of your normality. He's not ignoring you, he's been buying stuff for you and the worst thing he's done was slam you against the wall when he was drink, but that was ok cause he wasn't thinking straight, you already forgave him.

His eyes meet yours as he recognizes your scent and the sound of your voice. He removes his headphones completely now, placing them gently on the desk. He turns towards you, groaning at the sight of your body, he never gets tired of watching, as if it was the first time. "Hey" He says, patting his lap as he admires your outfit. You're wearing comfy shorts and one of his oversized shirts, and as you take off your jacket, he notices you're not wearing a bra, your nipples visible through the shirt. Fuck, he's already getting hard. You chuckle and walk towards him, sitting on his lap and wrapping your arms around his neck. "How was school?" He asks, feeling your thigh rubbing against his hardness.

"Boring" You roll your eyes and sigh, you can't stand your classmates, but you have no other option than to go, he said he's gonna pay for your education until you turn 18, you (he) decided you're not going to college. He smiles at your answer. "I've missed you" he whispers, kissing your neck gently, making sure to leave hickeys on your skin. He squeezes your ass over your shorts, his other hand rubbing against the hem of your shirt. "Can't stop thinking about last night" He whispers, and your mind trails back to what happened hours earlier. He fucked you so good you ended up crying in overstimulation and trembling, you could barely walk this morning, you can't deny it, you've been thinking about it too, you had to finger yourself in the school bathroom cause you were so wet the whole morning, you're ovulating, so.

"Were you thinking about it too?" He can already feel your pussy getting wet, he moves his hand up, touching your lips through the fabric of your shorts. "Fuck, you're so wet" He whispers in your ear, biting it gently. You whimper at his words, grinding against his hand, your hands grabbing the hem od his shirt for leverage. "Fuck me" You whisper, and you don't have to ask twice, he picks you up and stands up, carrying you towards the leather couch in his studio and sitting down on it with you straddling him. You take off your shirt, exposing your round tits and perky nipples to his sight, you take off his hat and run your hands through his hair as he licks his lips before attacking your tits.

He sucks on your nipples, one at a time, biting them gently and making you moan louder with each pass. His hands move towards your ass, grabbing and squeezing it before pulling down your shorts and underwear. He cups your pussy with his hand, feeling you moan into his mouth as tears fall down your cheeks. He smiles smugly, sliding two fingers inside you and rubbing your clit with his thumb, making you squirm in his grasp, you're so wet it drives him crazy. "Oppa..." You whine, your hands gripping his hair tightly as he sucks your neck hungrily.

"Mhm..." He hums against your neck, sucking on the hick before biting it gently, the taste of your skin making him crave you more. He takes his fingers out of you and smirks, seeing how drenched you are. He licks your juices of his fingers and reaches down to unbutton his jeans, he takes his cock out of his boxers and it springs up hard and swollen. Your eyes light up with excitement, and you immediately lift your hips as he rubs the tip against your entrance teasingly. You lower yourself down, feeling his cock filling you up so good, your walls clenching around his shaft.

"Fuck..." He grunts, burying his face into your neck and breathing you in while he fucks your tight pussy. His hands hold onto your hips, guiding you up and down on his length as you ride him hard and fast. You whimper, running your hands through his hair and pulling the hem of his shirt to take it off of him. He slides out of his shirt, revealing his pale strong chest, your nipples rubbing against his. Your nails dig into his back as he guides your hips back and forth, it feels so good you want to cry. "Oppa..." You whine, holding on to his shoulders as you ride him eagerly, he grunts and squeezes your tender asscheeks, your skin turning red front the harsh grip.

"Fuck... so good baby, so fucking good..." He grunts through clenched teeth, thrusting upwards to meet your movements as he fucks you. His cock feels amazing inside of you, filling you up entirely as he pounds your tight pussy relentlessly. His thumb finds your clit again, rubbing circles around it, making you whimper and squirm. "Ah!" You whine, your walls tightening around his cock as you near your orgasm, wrapping your arms around his neck as he looks over your shoulder to admire the way your ass bounces up and down as you ride him. He squeezes it roughly, closing his eyes as he feels his balls tightening, he lets out a loud groan as he releases inside you, his cum filling you up so good.

"Fuck..." He grunts, pulling you down for a deep kiss as he wraps his arms around your waist, feeling his cock twitching inside of you as he catches his breath."You're so fucking sexy." He takes your hips in his hands, guiding you back and forth, in a slow and sensual pace as you ride out your orgasm. You take a sigh of relief, your stomach tightening after such an intense orgasm, you always have something like period cramps after your orgasms since they're always so intense. You whimper, feeling your uterus clenching and throbbing, but his gentle thrusts make it better, his cock softening inside you. You look into his eyes and run a hand through his hair, you love to see him so smug after making you cum.

Yoongi chuckles, running his hands up and down your sides and over your breasts, he watches them bounce softly with his cock still buried inside you as he slowly thrusts upwards to meet you. "You okay? Those aftershocks?" He asks and you nod, feeling the cramps slowly disappearing, but still a sense of discomfort in your lower belly. He kisses your cheek, sucking on the soft skin there as he lets out a slow sigh, he pulls out of you, slipping his arms around your waist, pulling you back against his chest, his now soft cock resting against the crack of your ass."You're so beautiful" He whispers, pressing a hungry kiss against your cheek, his hands rubbing your asscheeks up and down.

"You're just saying that" You whisper shyly, turning away from him so he doesn't sees your reddened cheeks, you always feel like a dumb teenager when you're with him, maybe cause you are. Yoongi hums, his hands still massaging your ass as he nuzzles your neck with his nose, you smell like sweat and that sweet cocoa butter lotion you use. "You're the most beautiful thing in this world" He whispers I'm your ear, giving you a smooch and squeezing your right asscheek. You giggle, his hands feels so good and warm on your skin.

Yoongi laughs softly, pulling you back against his front, he slips one had under your right breast, holding it softly in his palm, while the other dips between your thighs, rubbing and tapping at your painfully swollen clit lightly and with no hurry. You shiver at the overstimulation, you're still sensitive and swollen after your orgasm, so you push his hand away and close your legs tightly, your inner walls are swollen, your clit is swollen and your vulva bruised after the intense pounding, just like every other time he fucks you, you know you won't be able to walk properly later. "Too much" You whimper, resting your head against his chest, you have to take a break before another round cause your pussy's suffering right now.

"Alright" He sighs, burying his face in the crook of your neck and snuggling there for a bit, giving you some time to recover from his min attentions, he's always an animal in bed. Yoongi kisses down your neck, letting out a small growl as he tastes the mixture sweat and cocoa butter on your skin, his right hand is still messaging and rubbing your breasts while his left hand slowly and massages and rubs your thighs trying to ease your tensed muscles, he knows he's too rough with you sometimes, but he also knows you can handle it. You like it rough, too, you wouldn't have it any other way, even if you regret it when you suffer the consequences, like right now with the cramped legs and belly.

Yoongi groans and bites down on your neck, he loves how you feel pressed up against him and is trying to hold back from ravaging you yet again. He chuckles at himself, kissing the small, bruising hickey he gave you right under your chin. "You know I can't help it, you're so fucking irresistible when I get you moaning like that." You take a deep breath at his words, his presence is soothing, and his touch, even more. You stay minutes like that, naked in his embrace, in silence, just enjoying him. "You're too quiet," he whispers, kissing your neck again. He can feel you tensing up under him as he rubs your inner thighs, sliding his left hand back between them. This time he doesn't try to touch you intimately.

"Just thinking" You say coyly, looking away to evade his burning, yet gentle, gaze. Yoongi chuckles softly at your sudden shyness, he loves seeing the effect he has on you. He lifts his face from your neck, his breath tickling your nose as he looks down at you, his eyes unreadable in the darkness. "Wanna go home?" He asks in a deep whisper, rubbing your cheek with his thumb. You nod, you're still tired and sensitive from the first round, but maybe you'll be wet and ready again for when you get home. He smiles as he lifts you from his lap carefully and leans down to pull up his jeans and zip them up, he grabs your clothes scattered around the studio and throws them at you.

"C'mon" He says, grabbing your hand to help you stand from the couch once you're dressed up. You both walk to the door in silence, Yoongi holding your hand tightly as he locks the door with the password and leads you out into the dark hallways of their practice and studio area. It's 2 a.m so the building is empty now, maybe one or two producers working overtime like him, and the security guard, who greets you both as you walk out of the building. He lead you to his car, a black 2016 Hyundai Palisade, you chose the car and Yoongi put your name on the paperwork so it's yours, but he's the one who uses it and drives you around since you don't have a license yet. You get in the passengers seat next to Yoongi, and he starts the engine, the cold air of the AC filling the car inmediatly.

Yoongi puts the gear in D, a slow smile forming on his face as he watches you curiously, you had this effect on him, making him want you over and over again. "You're too sensitive tonight" He says, as he maneuvers the car expertly through the silent streets of Susong-Gu. You look out the window and smile, letting your head rest against it as the lights from outside illuminate your face, making you glow in the dark. "I'm ovulating" You say, tracing invisible lines on the window glass with your fingertips, you still feel a faint ache in your belly after the intense orgasm aftershocks, but they're bearable so you don't complain. This man really knows how to make you suffer, in the good way.

At your words, a smirk plays on Yoongi's lips, his grip around the steering wheel tightening slightly as he imagines himself taking advantage of your heightened sensitivity. "Ovulating, huh? I guess that's what's making you so horny, doll" He says with a growl and you chuckle. These days you've been needing him more than usual, like you're horny all the time, but you love it, cause he has a high sex drive and you know he's not gonna deny you no matter where you are. He gently grabs your hand, placing it over the hard bulge in his pants, growling slightly as he speeds up a little more, the engine echoing his urgency, you can feel his rock hard shaft and swollen head through his jeans and let out a soft whimper. "Stop the car" You say as he's driving through the highway, your apartment is still a few minutes away and you can't wait anymore, your pussy aches for him.

Without hesitation, Yoongi pulls the car over and parks it on the side of the road, he quickly unbuckles his seatbelt, unzipping his jeans, pushing them down a little bit to free his throbbing cock, as he turns to look at you. You tie your hair in a messy ponytail as you lean down to suck on the tip, feeling the delicious taste of his precum dripping in small beads. You stroke his shaft with your hand up and down, your head bobbing up and down as you blow him expertly, his hand grabbing your hair and helping you set a pace, not so fast, not to slow, but deep and powerful. You whimper in delight as his cock hits the back of your throat, making you gag a little but you keep sucking and stroking.

He continues to thrust his cock deep in your throat, watching you as your eyes water and your lips stretch around his shaft. You can feel how wet you are, the anticipation and excitement has made you soaked and desperate for release. Feeling your warm, wet throat squeezing his head as you suck and stroke his cock makes Yoongi's head spin, he groans out loud and thrusts his hips into your mouth, wanting to go deeper. "Fuck, doll..." He groans, throwing his head back against the headrest and gripping your hair and the steering wheel tightly, his hips bucking involuntary as he feels his balls tightening. His breath hitches when you pull his cock out of your mouth and start pumping him furiously with your hand, he can't believe how pretty your hands look around his shaft. He grabs your chin in his hands and pulls you in for a deep kiss, your hand doesn't stop working on his cock.

His kiss is intense, passionate, it's like he's trying to hold on to every piece of you. You feel him release a deep sigh of pleasure as you return the kiss with all the passion he has given you, your hands never stop working his cock, you want him to cum in your mouth, but he has other plans "Stop, I want to fuck you." He orders, and you sigh and pull your hand away, shifting eagerly in your place as he moves his seat back further from the steering wheel to leave place for you. You lift your hips to pull down your shorts and panties, a string from your arousal connecting your pussy and your underwear, you're dripping wet. You climb onto his lap, his hands inmediatly catching you and pulling you against him, there's a sexy trap song playing on the radio, and it gives the moment an even hotter vibe.

"You're fucking drenched..." He comments, pressing the tip of his cock against your entrance, running it through your folds to get it nice and wet. He lets out a husky chuckle and leans in once again to capture your lips in a sweet but quickly hungry kiss. He guides your hips as you start to grind against him, not taking him inside yet, you can feel his hard cock between your legs, wet with your saliva and his pre-cum. You move yourself back and forth, feeling the way it brushes against your clit and pussy lips, your fists tightly gripping his shirt for leverage. He lets out a groan-chuckle as he feels you dripping against his length, your tender pussy lips stroking him good but it's nothing compared to being inside you, he's craving your warmth.

"Mmm, you're so fucking beautiful" He compliments as you continue to grind against him, biting your lower lip in anticipation. "I want to fuck you so badly..." He growls against your lips, his desire building to a point that's almost tangible. He runs his thumb over your bottom lip and smiles at you before reaching down to grab his length and line it up with your entrance. You hold on to his shoulders as he guides your hips down, feeling your swollen walls struggling to take him but gripping him so fucking good it makes him want to whine like a bitch. You sigh in delight as he sinks inside you until he bottoms out, the sensation of fullness making you take a deep breath and stay still for a moment to get used to his thick girth stretching your walls, it's a tight fit, but you can take it.

"Goddamn, you're so fucking tight..." He grunts, still trying to adjust as he grips your hips with his strong hands and helps you start to ride him, ever so slowly, trying not to slam into your cervix, he smirks at the thought, he wants to fuck you hard like that, but not yet. "You feel amazing..." He murmurs, a sheen of sweat already forming on his forehead as he feels your ass tensing in his grip, letting you adjust to the sensation, once he feels your walls relax arouns him and your movements grow more desperate, he knows you're ready. He kisses your neck hungrily before slowly pulling out and pushing back in again with more force, his cock head hitting your cervix just right to make you scream his name in ecstacy, you could cum just from that single thrust, but you want to enjoy this further, so you hold back as he bounces you up and down on his cock.

"Fuck, just like that..." He groans as he sees your eyes flutter shut at the sensation of his cock filling you up and hitting all the right spots. He runs his hands up your sides to cup your breasts through your shirt, still not breaking his rhythm as he moves inside you. "I can feel you clenching around me, baby. You wanna cum already?" He growls against your ear, his voice low and husky as he continues to fuck you with reckless abandon, his hips slapping against yours creating a lewd, yet satisfyingly loud noise in the car. You whine desperately, grinding against him in every possible way in search of more and more friction and deeper thrusts. He pulls your shirt up and you help him take it off, revealing your beautiful breasts bouncing up and down.

"So fucking beautiful..." He whispers, capturing one of your nipples in his mouth. He sucks and nips at it, sending shocks of pleasure straight to your core, making you cry out and swear and ride him even harder. He grabs the small of your back, closing his eyes and sucking on your swollen nipples hungrily, feeling your hands running through his hair, pushing him tighter against your chest, almost burying his face between your tits, but damn, he loves it. His hands travel down until they reach your ass, feeling the squishy tender skin jiggle with every movement, it drives him insane and makes you groan against your nipple, giving it a soft bite before releasing it with a soft 'pop'. He lands a quick and sharp smack on your ass, making you wince as your hips falter, he can feel you clenching around him, signaling your orgasm.

"You like that, huh?" He murmurs against your nipple before moving to the other one, giving it an equal amount of attention. You whine and nod your head against him, still unable to form sentences, hiccuping and babbling clumsily. "That's it, baby..." He urges you, almost desperately, feeling his own release approaching, but there's no way he'll let you go before he does, no way he's leaving your body before he has milked every last bit of pleasure out from both of you. He sucks on your tits as he looks up at you, admiring your flushed cheeks, swollen lips, teary eyes and messy hair, such a sigh for sore eyes, he wants to see you like this every single night. He starts thrusting up into you, meeting your hips as the coil in your stomach build tighter and tighter and about to explode.

"Look at me, baby. Look at me." He groans out, fingers digging into your hip as he pushes himself in deeper, his thrusts becoming faster and harder. He holds your face in his hand, staring at your beautiful bright eyes, the sight of your pretty face making his cock throb. "Say my name, baby. Let me hear you." He rasps out, thrusting up into you faster and harder as your orgasms crash into you like a tsunami. "Yoon... Yoongi!" You let out a broken scream, your throat aching, the waves of pleasure washing over your entire body, leaving you panting and limp above him. He groans and slams his fists against the steering wheel as he cums inside you, ropes after ropes of thick hot cum spurting inside you over and over again, he can't believe he's cumming this much.

"Fuck, baby..." He grunts as you both come down from your high, his cock still twitching inside you as he catches his breath. He slumps back against the seat, still buried deep inside you, his breath heavy and labored, the tip of his cock throbbing inside you in post-orgasmic bliss. There's so much cum inside you that it starts spilling out of you, wet and warm down your thighs. He looks at you with heavy lidded eyes, smirking softly when he sees the satisfied smile and blush on your face. "You good?" He asks, brushing some strands of hair that were sticking to your sweaty forehead. You nod, wrapping your arms around his neck and giving him sweet gentle kiss, then pulling away and hiding your face in his neck, taking a minute to regulate your breathing and heartbeat.

"Mhm?" He asks, pulling your face up, lazily brushing his fingers against your face, studying every details of your features. "Yeah" You chuckle, taking soft labored breaths. "You're so cute and so fucking hot." He whispers teasingly, peppering your face with sweet little kisses while he caresses your back and side with his fingers. His soft cock starts throbbing again inside you and he smirks, rubbing his nose against yours. His gaze softens and he leans forward to kiss you again. While he's at it, he wraps his arms around you tightly, pressing his chest against yours.

His kisses feel just like his slap, his hands feel just like his fists, the lines between love and abuse became blurry, to a point where you don't even care about healthiness anymore, you just want to feel, to feel him.

[japhgura]

TOUSEN CURSE WOUND SNIPPET HELLO CAN I SEE PLASE??? (Even if it's not AEIWAM -specific I am *starved* for content of my blorbos)

Ok I see you I and I raise you Archive obsessed Captain finds something weird in the files and decides to undergo a temporary career change to Detective Captain - It is very much AEIWAM specific because I consumed your Kaname stuff and my inner child was healed fr (aka the pouting one that Kaname was such a wasted character in og bleach) So that was also kinda why I was tentative about posting it, I didn't want to rudely intrude in your world So this isn't the curse snippet... yet. But in contrast to the curse wound snippet this is Kaname POV so here you go buddy, blorbo supreme, giving back some of the joy that AEIWAM has brought me hopefully haha

1.4k Wordles The sound of quick controlled brush strokes and page after page being moved rivalled Hisagi’s. Tōsen had gotten used to the rhythm and speed his lieutenant worked at. ..With this new revelation, he was sure what he had noticed in the files in the archives hadn’t just been a weird feeling. His third seated officer was handling complex report and security forms at a speed no one should be capable of. At least not when seeing them for the first time. And according to the files this should be her first time doing lieutenant paperwork. Something was off.

The sound of the brush subsided and a few moments later Tōsen heard the sound of ink stone and water. Maegawa had seemingly taken a break from filling out forms to grind herself new ink. After a few strokes of grinding stone and gently sloshing water, the woman sighed and laid down her ink stone. 

“Captain, why are you staring at me?”, third seat Maegawa finally asked, the subtle irritation in her voice easy to hear for someone like Kaname. 

“Stare at you?”, the Captain of the 9th asked incredulously, pointing at himself.  

“Well- You know what I mean-”, she fumbled. “The tension in the air is so thick you could cut it with a Zanpakutō. If you have a problem with me Sir, just tell me please”, the blonde Shinigami sighed, a tad annoyed. 

Interesting. Maegawa Asahi easily had her feathers ruffled it seemed. Well, as long as a Captain was involved. Tōsen had long noticed his subordinate didn’t particularly take a liking to him. But well enough, he preferred being direct. 

“I wanted to work with you because you’ve been bothering me”, Kaname stated honestly, laying down his brush.  

“Huh??”, apparently Asahi hadn’t expected him to be _quite_ that honest. 

“Hisagi’s sick leave gave me a perfect opportunity to observe you for a while- “ 

“Observe? You’re blind, sir” 

“I know, let me live a little”, Kaname retorted after being interrupted. “Besides, it’s not like I need to see to realize something is bothering you. What’s bothering _me_ is that you refuse to vocalize your concerns. Especially now that I’ve found something... unusual”, Tōsen listened to the floorboards creaking under Maegawa. She was shifting her weight; he had apparently hit the nail on the head. Well then, time to go on the offensive. 

“As you know from our last excursion into Boolean algorithms - that you dozed off in midway through mind you - I quite enjoy archiving. Since I inherited the 9th, I’ve been striving to get our archives and database immaculately sorted and organized. And while doing that I couldn’t help but notice an oddity in the files from a short time, maybe a few decades, before Kensei became Captain. ...I noticed that same oddity in your personal files, Maegawa”, Captain Tōsen’s tone was factual, if not suspicious. This issue had been bothering him for a while and he was going to get to the bottom of it. However, he wasn’t someone who would declare his underling guilty without even giving them a chance to defend themselves. 

As he started talking about the odd files, Maegawa inhaled sharply. Bingo. Even if she wasn’t the perpetrator, she most definitely knew something about the oddity. He could hear fabric straining. She was gripping her shihakusho. This was almost too easy, Maegawa’s body language was quite literally very loud. At least to him. Usually that was a sign for someone very honest.  

What an unusual case he had inherited from his former Captain. Kensei had managed to win her favour back then. Kaname still remembered the flusteredness in her voice. She used to be a very caring and humorous colleague. How times had changed, huh. Shūhei and the other members of the 9th still had a good relationship to her. As far as he knew, no complaints. Well, Hisagi tended to flusteredly complain about teasing, but that in turn was good fun for Kaname, so he hadn’t felt the need to bother his suddenly distant subordinate until now. Kempt files on the other hand were a more serious matter. 

“You’re my third seated officer and yet I rarely encounter you. We both know that’s because you’re avoiding me. I know you adored Captain Kensei, but I’m well aware that is not the reason for your disdain toward me. I served under him as well. With you. I remember how much you disliked our former captain in the beginning too. I conclude it’s not me ‘replacing’ Kensei then. No.. You have a disdain and innate distrust toward everyone in the position of Captain in the 9th division. And having found those files I’m starting to put things together”, Tōsen shared his deductions. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his desk, interlacing his fingers as he continued: “And that scar.. That spot of shattered spiritual pressure-” 

He was cut off before he could continue: “How do you know about that-”, Asahi’s voice was strained, the tension in her body was audible through it. Apparently, he had hit a sore spot there. Quite literally. 

“Well, you would have to be blind not to see it”, a hint of a bemused smirk curled the corner of Tōsen’s lips. “Or, I suppose, in this case you would have to be blind _to_ see it”, he hummed. “There’s a distinct disconnect in the flow of your spiritual pressure. I’m aware you’re trying to hide it, but the sever is too severe to erase it completely. ...And a sever so clean... If you were wounded, well, scarred this way by a fellow Shinigami and the files have been erased then-” 

“I’m fine!”, the table clattered as Asahi got up too fast. The sound of paper scattering resounded soon after. “If you don’t need me here for paperwork then-“, the tremble in her voice was almost pitiful. She was about to storm out, when Tōsen spoke back up: 

“...I had a sister once. We were nearly inseparable. ..She was murdered” 

“...I’m.. sorry for your loss. ..But that won’t keep me from leaving now, Sir”, Asahi clenched her fists audibly, but he didn’t yet hear a footstep. 

“...Her murderer still runs free. They were never convicted. I have to live with that... Rage... With that _injustice_ every day. Maegawa, if there was a Captain before Kensei.. a captain you trusted.. and they betrayed you.... ...I would rather add another burden to my own shoulders than having my third seat officer have to live with such grave injustice as well. I’m saying that not only as your Captain, but as Kaname Tōsen”, Maegawa’s Captain stated honestly. 

For a moment, there was silence. Then, a deep, shaky sigh, followed by two or three barely audible dripping noises. 

“Spirit’s Sake, what do you _not_ know? I thought I could bury this by avoiding you. ….But you see far more than I realized”, Asahi sat down and leaned against the backrest, audible by the creak it made. It was a sound of defeat for all he knew. The tension fading from her body enough to make her lean back meant she was mostly likely ready to finally talk to him. 

“I will always be there for my division. And you’re part of it. You can start relying on your Captain a little. We may not always see eye to eye, but people tell me I’m a great listener”, Kaname chuckled, his joke earning him a snort from Asahi. 

- 

...Why had she repeated the same mistake again? First him, then Kensei and now even Tōsen. Again she had put her trust in her Captain and in the end she was left standing alone. Another headstone added to her graveyard of treasured connections. Maegawa felt her eyes sting. Betrayal. Was that all she was ever going to get? 

“...Bastard” 

“Asahi.”, a calm voice resounded within her head. She could hear the concern in his voice. Just hearing it was enough to relax her again. ..She wasn’t alone in her grief anymore. 

“...It’s fine”, a small, relieved smile crept onto her lips as Maegawa dabbed at the corners of her eyes. 

“Let her wallow, she does that a lot when it comes to captains”, a feminine voice spoke up inside her head. “She usually doesn’t cheer up as quick. Maybe worry about her some more and this inner world will finally stop raining. There’s not a lot of shelter in here, you know?”, the voice huffed. 

Asahi’s lips curled into a smile. “...Right. Well, let me join you in the rain at least”, she chuckled, sword meditation always calmed her, perhaps she’ll take a break to indulge her treasured Zanpakutō. Maegawa put the stack of paperwork Shūhei had asked for on the captain’s desk.  

Her hand lingered on the wood. As with Kensei and the first, all that was going through her head when thinking of the Captain’s betrayal was...  

..Why? 

[silviakundera]

Empresses in the Palace ep 20 - 21

I've consumed too many chinese dramas and novels not to expect that a triumphant general celebrated throughout the nation is gonna eventually end up headless. Emperors who rose to power by quelling a rebellion are not a big fan of competition.

But for now, Hua Fei is at the height of her power. She's not even needing to scheme & throw petulant tantrums much, which is unfortunately reducing her hottness quotient for me.

And with all of the toxicity.... Real sibling love, who truly seem to like and support each other? That's so nice for them fr. Amid all the dirt & layers of masks in the palace, it's a bit refreshing that Hua Fei and General Nian have each other's backs. Her family has been funding her to be glamorous in the palace and (from what we can tell) aren't hounding her & guilting her & implying she's worthless for not having a baby yet. Almost wholesome compared to the typical noble family members I see in dramas.

Ling Rong and Zhen Huan in their besties era. I don't ship them, but ok girls have a good time. 👌

Baby concubine in waiting Chun has such a strange life. Just hanging out in the palace, playing with the servants, but she's 16 now. danger 🚨danger 🚨

Such a brilliant move to juxtapose a domestic, charming scene of the emperor and Zhen Huan play-acting as a typical married couple with darling Chun'er bursting into the room for added cheer. And then cutting to still childish Chun being carried to the emperor's bed. Masterful followup to that sweet family-like scene that reveals the rot beneath. As childishly innocent and cossetted as she is... She is doomed to be just more meat for the machine.

Ep 22

Death flags right & left for my darling Hua Fei.

Prince Guo: "Unobtrusiveness and self-restraint is the way to survive in His Majesty's court."

If General Nian is as fantastic in battle as he is in digging his own grave, no wonder the whole nation has been kissing his ass.

It's opera night in the harem and none of these bitches knows how watch a drama. Timed comments ON but can't hold a candle to Viki posters. Girls, this is your first opportunity in 2 years to enjoy something that's not getting banged by a fugly monarch, poetry duels, or flower & tea appreciation. Maybe stop grandstanding and enjoy it?

Ep 23

PLAGUE !!!

I've watched The Tudors. I'm ready for shit to go down.

Oh look, my beloved Hua Fei is already scheming to infect her enemies. Honestly shocked that new baby momma what's her face hasn't been given toxic incense yet.

Ling Rong irriates the fuck out of me these days. 2 things that I can't stand: [1] UGH ambitious people in the workplace who don't put themselves out there and do the work to advance, but then are bitter & resentful when their proactive peers succeed (LR is so entitled, she wants to sit back and be rewarded; resents not having everything ZH has when her friend is grinding full-time to protect herself and their lil faction) [2] misrepresents friends' actions, interpreting everything in the light that they are using or mocking her, when the friend is just going about their day to day and isn't intending anything malicious.

Zhen Huan conveniently capturing & presenting key witness Liu Ben wasn't satisfying. I understand that, ok, maybe her runners could catch him now because there are limited places to avoid the plague. But it doesn't feel right. The first time in the drama that things felt too easy to escape a huge dilemma. Mei Zihuang has the plague! She's secluded and no doctors will see her! 😱 .... oh, ZH now a dozen episodes later happens to have found some flimsy evidence to release her. (seriously, she just brings in a villian to say stuff. he could be bribed? lying to protect a loved one? any number of things?) (this goes back to the whole theory, 'emperor never REALLY thought Mei'er was faking, he just didn't care and it was easier to go with it)

And then Hua Fei gets out of HER predicament also with hilarious convenience. Oh, it just so happens that her stooges found a plague cure? Right now? 🤔

[chososhoeso2]

ok this got long so i dont know how much will send if ive met a character limit... so we'll see? anyway YIPPEE

1. if you're curious about how they got from the end of homecoming wings to the dynamic in the myth, thats what endless summer and then exclusive aftertaste are all about! they really took the time to make the progression feel natural and earned

2. liams a real one. or he... has to be a real one, whether he would be or not given a real choice ahaha... its fun and interesting how aware he is that hes changed though.

3. take calebs pain and give it all to that man. and then stomp on his foot. and THEN

4. its kind of vague fr! my understanding was that caleb could anticipate that heath would be desperate and would try to get him killed. he was being quote unquote abandoned and thats implied to be a death sentence. im even willing to believe that he may also have been able to anticipate what his attempt would be and where it would take place. either sheer strategic brilliance, surveillance, whatever. i think he just didnt think it would happen That Day and thats why he was taken off guard

5. mc is a reckless one. i think... well you have to be reckless to choose to be a deepspace hunter lol but also i think she didnt see how she would find out what he was going through any other way. she didnt have (and we dont have) any real idea of what the toring chip does to you, or even if its deadly and theres a time limit to finding out what the deal is. he juuuuust came back to life, right, and ever since he did he was completely stonewalling her on everything important. but yeah that was inadvisable

6. honestly i thought that confusion might have been intentional? i felt the same way, anyway. and the myth is called lucid dream... the unreliable narrator aspect (delirious mc) of it all makes things more obscure. we're wondering what was real bc mc is, sort of thing.

7. lots of speculation on this part! my personal take, having seen all his memories so far: i dont think he was faking the amnesia, or at least he wasnt at first. he HAATES making mc worry, right? showing "weakness" ig on his part undermines his attempts to reassure her that she doesnt have to worry about him OR herself. so i think he was genuinely out of it at first, after having neurons ERASED (wild). then i think its entirely possible, the damage done, if he came back to himself in the park he'd stay quiet about it for the moment. he'd see mc kind of white knuckling her grip on her composure -- no way that he Wouldnt pick up on it, like, she wasnt really all that subtle, and if he was a complete amnesiac at that point its less likely he wouldnt ask about it. i dont think he Actually knew what was wrong (toring chip) but i think he thought he knew (likely that his situation was distressing her, which is still also true).

as for the dissociative amnesia from his anecdote, thats an interesting point! i just want to know the timeline irt WHEN he got chipped. was it before or after the explosion? what happened in that deepspace tunnel? is the anecdote amnesia more toring chip or past experimentation? i hope we'll find out more 🤞

8. freaks MATCHED

9. again with caleb "acting normal" or just calmly going along with a situation might just be an effort to keep mc calm especially since the toring chip doesnt react well to spikes in emotion. but who is to say!!

10. sniff. yeah. anyway thats part of why i think the myth is so important to his character.

11. part of the daily grind for caleb is dealing with the fact that hes burdened with knowledge that he can neverrr share. just one more instance here really!

12. SCREAMING! CRYING! THROWING UPPPPP

13. yeah i think we're missing some critical info atp honestly.

14. there was that line in the trailer... but thats all we have to work on, here. RIGHT NOW it doesnt make sense to me, but my best guess is that when they were eensy they were put against each other in some way while they were experiments, and that it might explain why caleb seems to think of himself as inherently destructive.

farspace colonel does best with dmg to weakened protocores in my experience! to really make the most of the time when enemy protocore shields are shattered. but im no battle expert tbh im stuck on gravity orbit 60 rn 😔

IM SORRY IM RESPONDING LIKE A MONTH LATE. At first I was like alright let me finish painful signal and hidden waves before I reply. And then I was like okay well I'm close to getting enough stardust to buy endless summer from the wishing well.....but then the new myth got announced so I figured I'd just wait til after that....but then I after that I had enough stardust for another 5 star from the wishing well so I waited until April 1st so I could finally get exclusive aftertaste. And NOW. I can officially say that I have all his memories, have completed all of his content (except for the secret times that I haven't unlocked yet bc he's only at level 64), AND I just finished reading all of the new World Underneath stories. I have all the Caleb lore now. Do I remember all of it? God no I need to go back and like take notes and make a PowerPoint or some shit.

Idk if youve done Decoherence or if you've read through the world underneath chapters, so I'm not really gonna mention any real details from them. But if you have then pls pls pls let's talkklkkkkkk

1. So you're very right about how smooth the transition is in their relationship. It all seems to flow so naturally.

2. The new world underneath makes me feel even sadder for Liam.

3. The new world underneath makes me hate that bitch ass mf even more than before. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him so much.

4. Caleb literally always knows what's happening around him at all times. So like I wouldnt be surprised if he either straight up knew or just anticipated what his move would be but yeah he defs didn't seem to expect the *when.*

5. I kind of totally forgot about the fact that she's a member of unicorns and that it's an elite squad and that she's no normal hunter. No shit she's reckless. She's just crazy in general. If she's willing to throw her life away every time she goes on a mission, then it doesn't sound as farfetched to see her do whatever it takes to understand why the most important person in her life came back like that. And being so scared to lose him again, she definitely didn't have time to take it slow.

6. I like didn't even realize it was called lucid dream lol but it makes a lot more sense to think that the confusion was intentional. But also after Decoherence and all the other shit I've absorbed over the past few weeks, I certainly have a lottt more thoughts on the lucidity.

7. Um yeah after hidden waves and painful signal, there's no way in hell he faked that. Nuhuh. He'd rather be actively dying than show weakness to mc.

Now as for the dissociative amnesia. I think maybe it's related to the toring chip but not in the way I initially suggested. Just one of those "out there" theories, but what if that's kind of the reason why the toring chip can't access his memories of mc? The dissociation is a separation of the mc part of his brain from the rest. The more I'm thinking about this as I'm typing, the more theories I'm coming up with relating to the new myth and I feel like I'm blowing my own mind.

8. Speaking of freaks matched. This is a whole ass tangent here but when I say I went through all his content, I mean ALL. This morning I finished his linkon new year memory and um did I black out at some point? I must have right?? I mean I did complete some of his stuff when I was like about to fall asleep, so I legit might have. But WHEN WAS THIS? WHAT IS MC TALKING ABOUT. WHAT KISS.

9. I don't remember what this bullet point was about lol. I think maybe how he acted when mc was about to get the surgery? Either way, at this point I feel like every emotion he has is either triggered by mc or the chip soooooo

Everything else is either about how he is the most yearningest yearner I've ever seen and everything about him just makes me want to cry all the time (I desperately need him to just have a happy slice of life fluff card. I don't even want a slutty card. Just let the man have some peace and happiness for once in his miserable existence), or... more things relating to Decoherence. Again. I have so many thoughts here. I don't think I've gone into full on theory mode like this since I was deeeeeeep into one piece or jjk.

Also I reallllly like both of Caleb's battle companions. I appreciate the tip for Farspace Colonel's protocore setup! I went back and redid EVERYBODY'S protocores to try and be more efficient and actually fit their stats. pain in the butt, but worth it. Now Xavier is at deepspace level 54 and Caleb will be attempting level 50 tomorrow. Meanwhile zayne and raf haven't passed 40 and Sylus is all the way down at 34 😭

Anyways yeah let me know if you've done the new myth and world underneath. I'd love love love (need need need) to discuss

[gallus-rising]

ok i back with more FR questions im sorry. 1 i cannot convey to you how much i feel like one of those fucking. beagles they rehome after they've been in some science lab and they take them to touch grass for the first time. neopets is a website that actively hates. its bonkers to me that i can just like...click on an item and see if its for sale anywhere without needing an entire other 4 separate websites.... and 2 ok how do i not get my ass beat in the coliseum. my lil dudes are level 5 but i feel like im not optimizing for battle correctly. any item/skill recs? :o

god YES. don't get me wrong Flight Rising has/has had plenty of its own problems, but overall general site usability, the steady rate and quality of updates, staff receptiveness to player concerns and the fact they actually apologize for shit, the (current*) community vibe??? most other petsims are borderline painful in ways

ok tho. leveling lol. first up this is a very recent development but this is actually one of the reasons why you're gonna wanna answer Tomo's questions. no matter what coli build you run, leveling your guys to max, training dragons to be exalted, farming in any venue., by god is at least one eliminate stone going to be necessary and the used to be the most expensive non-retired item in the game. measure have been taken to mitigate that over the years, the most recent one being Tome now has a chance to drop one for every correctly answered question. it's only been like 3 months and prices have been rapidly dropping since. they're still high value but no longer "spend your first 6 months of playing saving up for one" expensive

ok sorry for the ramble. actual guides now lol

Culex's guide stopped updating years ago but still has some solid advice. every other guide you're gonna see is built off the foundation of it, so i feel confident reccing you giving it a skim for basic tips other guides might've left out just because Culex's is so ubiquitous lol

EeveeDreams' guide is now the go to because it'll tell you venue by venue what to do and how to spend your points, then towards the end links to some common builds for grinding/leveling fodder because the build you level your team with isn't the most effective for regular use. i personally have one Mire Flyer for leveling fodder and my farming team is two old school Culex glass cannons with a aid+contuse mage for support. there are ofc optimal elements to use for maximized attack type resistances but it's not that big of a deal tbh

*i think FR is at the point where all longstanding assholes have either been driven out or keep to themselves, but BOY do i have some stories lmao

[moxiemaemaple]

Seasonal Depression is fr

Days goes by and I don't really know the time or date. I wake up, work, relax, home, repeat. I went offroading and the terrain around here isn't as savory as where I came from. Rini caught on fire…right as we were gonna head up to the big famous sign. Universe had other plans that day for me. Got chased by a wild cat; I think, escaped and I ended up walking back to the city. I was going to go back to the grind of money when I ended up meeting a girl named Dakota. It has been a couple of days and I think we are friends?

A friend…it scares me almost to have those again. Speaking of which her bouncing into my life led me to Ryder again. Remember him? Ryder Dye? That guy who ran over my old vehicle with a rig randomly? I didn't think I'd see him again. He was wrapped up in things so I didn't even give him my new number when we met again. I honestly got shy. Is that stupid? I feel stupid.

Either way I made a new friend. I hope she doesn't end up too wrapped up in the crime life but so many go down that path in life. I just not to let it get to me but I know in my core it does. I wont touch that. Sure I admit ok! I stole some packages but that isn't like, breaking into someones house and robbing their whole stereo system. Just some stolen packages…

Money has been hard to obtain and keep. I wasted so much on getting my apartment livable in. Had no plumbing properly set up, no kitchen installed, nothing. It costed a lot to have everything piped and hooked up. It looks amazing now. I finally have my own space! No more living in a vehicle…its all my space. Mine. That means a lot considering how long I lived homeless in my old vehicles. Checking in at gyms just so I can just shower and shit on a throne.

Winter is already quickly approaching and I feel, seasonal depression. Christmas time always reminds me how alone I am. I got no family. Usually all my friends end up off with their own family. Uack, don't even wanna think about December. Makes me want to puke with sad. I always wanted to decorate my own tree though. Bake cookies or something for someone. Someone special but they ain't exist; sorry Santa not you but you also don't exist!!

Back to money, after Rini caught on fire I realized she gonna cost me a ton to have fully repaired. Seems my career of being a offroad queenie is doomed. I was told it would estimate to about four grand to have everything fixed up. My friend Dub who gave me the Jeep helped get it to at least a driving state. I have to be extra careful with it now. I'm trying to get myself a promotion at GoPostal, hopefully I can finally get some cash flow steady. Everything is so expensive here. Food, repairs, gas, doctor bills and the list goes on. Maybe life would have been easier if I shaked ass on a stage.

I really want this counseling thing to work out but with everything, I am the one needing counseling. I'm not giving up on myself but life is feeling rough mentally and physically. I could really use a hour long back massage with some vanilla bean scented oils, chill ass music going. Big hands, warm hands…

Ach! No one around that gives massages so all I got is my tub. It is quite nice to lay and soak in but it isn't a massage.

Oh also some asshat hit me with their truck, another dick decided to try and pull me out of my van while working my side hustle and assaulted me so I had to kick his ass. Lets focus on the positive. We made a new friend.