#oinao jii lore

[koughfintinni]

mother lore

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I like thinking that oinao created an entirely different world from reality in her head. she'd feel more comfortable living in it just because everything makes sense on her accord.

and her mother forgives her, which in reality she thinks she doesn't but she can't even get an answer because she's dead so

[koughfinbox]

#Oinao Jii/#Oinao Jii lore/#Oinao Jii oc - literally just for my posts and rants about her in specific.

#koughfintinni's oc's - just my oc's in a collective space.

#chazzy thoughts - random things I type out to just say.

#bes roaring 20's au - just for my bes au.

#chazzy thoughts - random things I type out to just say.

#bes roaring 20's au - just for my bes au.

#Stellar Supply au - another bes au.

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[koughfintinni]

blorbo going through some ✨✨emotional hell✨✨ ❗❗

[koughfintinni]

" I promise. I'm going to love you forever, oinao jii." — do you remember what she looks like?

casually going on a rant of facts about my silly because I can!! ( guys I wanted to write but I'm not in the mood rn so I just gotta yap yap yap with spotify blasting in the bg !!)

definitely not proofread//

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" I want to be someone. All that I've been through, it has to mean something because if not then it means I was just unlucky enough to end up like this.. and I can't handle that. "

she often has trouble talking with anybody. just any form of verbal communication would be difficult for her considering her general lack of social intelligence along with emotional intelligence. she'd be horrible at reading a room.

even if she can't talk, her thoughts are louder than ever.

she feels extremely self conscious about the side of her face being burnt. definitely tried applying make up to cover it up only to find its just beyond repair to hide.

( recently added ) wears a makeshift eye patch to hide her missing eye.

a very hands on type gal. explains why making little trinkets calms her mind down. she just likes getting her hands dirty.

girlie is not a big fan of fire. she don't fw that.

she met ringo once, and was just immediately hooked onto him like some fish on bait. would not leave his side no matter what.

he reminds her of the only childhood friend she had for a short time.

makes me laugh because I know that mizu and oinao would've mildly disliked each other. too different in every way possible. oinao finds mizu to be a literal wall, but mobile. but ringo accompanies her everywhere so she's mentally obligated to follow.

and that's how she became another stray. so simple.

her adoptive mother I feel wouldn't want to take on the role as a mother. she was just caring for a child she found injured in the snow. nothing more, nothing less. there was definitely a mutual agreement that if oinao wanted to leave she could because she wasn't obligated to stay, at least until she was fully healed, which took a long long long while.

in all honesty, she would act like a blank wall too. she wouldn't talk with anybody near her, would just subconsciously note their presence as she took in her surroundings.

definitely was just glimmering and glowing while she traveled along with the two.

I feel after a while she found that cold ass glass of water to be a little more approachable. I mean, they've gotta get used to each other at some point. definitely later than sooner.

it came in small packages. praise if she did something that pleased mizu. oinao subconsciously copying her actions. the silly little finger touches that would happen accidentally. oh yeah.

it's just giving indirect kiss.

I am sadly so painfully aware that this girl's mental state would most definitely hold her back in most cases.

she would constantly overthink. feeling as if someone was out to get her when in reality nobody other than the few really knows she even exists. she would have consistent ass nightmares of the night her face burnt off, of how she just straight up committed matricide. it ain't going so well.

free falling through this whole thing with no damn parachute.

possible hallucinations??? though those would be rare.

really ass eyesight. (obviously) so she gotta benefit off her other senses.

♡ / a small rant so I can feel accomplished tonight, nothing too major !!

♡ / dividers by @/fanguro

[koughfintinni]

blood/gore warning!

the inspiration struck me for a moment

credits to @i-desirebread-deeply for giving me the idea.

totally forgot about this audio and it actually fits so well 🤧����

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some sketches I made!!! ( WARNING: blood/death )

this isn't the actual oinao btw. they're split personas in her mind that represent what's real and what's been hidden to keep her sanity.

"normal" is just her making up stories in her mind repeatedly, trying to make the situation less worse than it is while "real" is what it actually is. and how bad it is too.

Lore ✨✨!!

[koughfintinni]

eheh.. guess who cooked

so uhm.. I had a sudden rush of space/alien brainrot and suddenly decided to make a space delivery au out of it. Here, stars is the norm. Like, people really like collecting them to show them off or yk, and the more rare the star is the better 🥰🥰

these mfs really said "fuck that we can do better" and now have an HQ that's bound to fucking collapse soon 🙏

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ooo ooo ooo we got some mom angst sketches with a NAME FINALLY??

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oinao beingi introduced to the outside world for the first time makes me happy

decided to draw some oc lore this time. ill do more because it's my lifeline 😔