#oikawa toru ff

[kobunnie]

fall activities

ft. kageyama + oikawa + akaashi + astumu

⤻ summary ; it's fall time, so what activities are you doing with the hq boys?

⤻ word count ; 1.6k

⤻ genre ; fluff

⤻ cw ; none

⤻ pronouns ; none mentioned

⤻ a/n ; my favorite season is fall (and halloween is my favorite holiday) - so since it's september already, it's practically that time so here's a self-indulgent hc ૮ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ა

𝜗𝜚 KAGEYAMA TOBIO

his favorite fall activity to do with you is pumpkin carving

it's an intimate activity without being too high maintenance or energy

he enjoys going to the pumpkin patch and watching as you grab various different sized pumpkins, trying to find the perfect one for your newest carved pumpkin

kageyama also likes just being around you, listening to your stories from the day as you scoop pumpkin guts out of a giant pumpkin

he likes this activity more than others because he just likes to watch you and your concentrated face as you carefully carve your design into your chosen pumpkin

he thinks you're cutest when you're concentrated on something

besides, he also likes to put your pumpkins outside next to each other where they stay for the entirety of their lives, imagining that it's you and him together

you slammed your too-large pumpkin onto the table, preparing your tools as kageyama already began on his own. he watched as you carefully traced your design onto your pumpkin, admiring the way your face scrunched up as you scratched out a mistake you had made.

"ew, i hate this part." you scooped the pumpkin guts out of the top of your pumpkin, cringing from the texture coating your hands.

kageyama watched you intently as you carefully carved around your stencil, careful to avoid accidentally cutting your own hands. he was barely even focusing on his pumpkin, to caught up in watching you perform what you would call a mundane task. but he didn't care, he liked watching you.

"what are you thinking of carving?" he asked, scooping out the insides of his own pumpkin.

you looked up and winked at him, causing a flutter he felt in his chest and stomach. "it's a surprise."

he smiled to himself as you got back to work, humming your favorite song. the silence was comforting, and kageyama felt content watching you work.

when you slammed your tools down he looked up, almost done with his own. "what do you think of this?" you asked excitedly, spinning your pumpkin around with a flourish.

kageyama stared at the loopy grin and mismatched eyes of your pumpkin, a smile growing on his face. it suited you perfectly. "i love it, y/n."

"eeee!! look, it's winking at you, tobio!"

𝜗𝜚 OIKAWA TOORU

loves to take you to the local fall festival whenever it opens each season

his favorite part of the festivals are the games - he likes to win as many prizes as possible and give them all to you

even when you say you've had enough prizes, he'll want to keep going because he thinks the games are fun and he likes to shower you in gifts

it gets to the point where a few parents give him dirty looks because not only is he hogging the games, he's winning all the prizes

but he also enjoys the atmosphere of being at the festival with you

the smell of food is in the air and there are so many opportunities for things he can get you, whether it be in food or physical gifts

he also enjoys going on the hayride with you at sunset, turning it into a too-romantic event between the two of you despite the kids sitting across from you on the ride

"and that's another win for me!" oikawa gloated, claiming his small teddy bear prize and a free voucher for one caramel apple.

"you're stealing these from the kids, you know," you said, grabbing the teddy bear from him and putting it into your bag where three others already sat.

he shrugged. "i'm just too good at the games. let's go to the pumpkin toss next."

you sidled next to him, grasping his hand in yours. "what about we go into the corn maze instead?"

"uhm, that's how we go missing, y/n."

you laughed. "ok then, tooru, what do you suggest we do?"

he pretended to think for a moment, adopting a thoughtful expression. he grinned down at you. "let's go on the hayride."

"that's perfect!" you looked up at the sky, watching as the sun began to recede behind the curvature of the earth. "it'll be perfect to watch the sunset on!"

when the two of you boarded the ride, you sat close to oikawa and he held your hand tightly in yours. as the cart jumbled along uneven roads, you admired the landscape of the area. nature was always prettiest in the fall. you felt oikawa staring down at you and you looked up at him.

he leaned down and pressed a soft kiss to your lips. "you are so beautiful, y/n."

"ewwwww!" the kids across from you exclaimed, faces morphed in disgust.

oikawa grumbled, "beat it, kids!"

𝜗𝜚 AKAASHI KEIJI

can't get enough of bingeing horror movies with you

loves the way you cuddle into him when you're frightened, and how cute your face is when you try to act brave

uses it as an excuse to be close to you

he also likes to talk about the movie contents with you

he likes to hear you gush about what you liked and didn't like, and your theories for the plot and which characters were your favorite

he always admires the way your face lights up when talking about something you enjoyed

he also just likes having nights in with you - ordering food and cuddling under blankets and pillows together

half of the time he spends watching you and your reactions instead of the movie

"i don't like this, keiji," you murmured from behind a pillow. akaashi glanced at you as you held the pillow tighter, attempting to use it as a shield between you and the screen.

he moved closer to you, wrapping his arm around your shoulders. "it's just a movie, y/n."

"yeah, but it looks so real." you cuddled into his flank, peeking above the pillow as the characters on screen discussed what to do about the mysterious figure chasing them in the dark.

akaashi smiled slightly at the look on your face. sure, you were terrified but you just looked too cute to him. your eyes were wide and watching, and your lips were parted in an "o" shape, ready to let out a squeal of surprise when something would inevitably jump out at the scream. he honestly rarely actually watched the movie playing, much preferring to watch it through your reactions.

you laid your head into the crook of his neck, taking a deep breath of his scent - it calmed you. you felt his hands rub your arms, a silent notion that he was there and protecting you. something jumped out of the screen suddenly, causing you to screech and hide your face in akaashi's shirt.

you felt his low chuckle stemming from his chest. "i've got you, y/n," he said, his breath blowing over the top of your head. "nothing is going to get you."

you nodded into his shirt, not yet daring to look away. he was like your knight in shining armor, you're very own protector. "can we change the movie to something less scary?"

"of course, baby."

𝜗𝜚 MIYA ATSUMU

will always be up for baking fall-themed desserts with you during the season

isn't that into baking himself, but likes to do things that you like to do, so he cooperates with excitement

plus, he enjoys eating what you make

also finds it fun when you experiment with new flavors and different sweet treats so he often sends you recipes he finds on the internet that you guys can try together

doesn't do that much baking himself, but is basically there just to be your assistant

he gives you ingredients, tools, reads the recipes, and taste tests everything you make (also everything at each step - raw batter fears him)

and more often than not, something tends to go wrong

"i'm thinking we make pumpkin spice cookies," you said, pulling out a large mixing bowl.

atsumu nodded, watching you grab all the ingredients you needed from the cabinets. "can we shape them into little pumpkins?"

you whirled around, an excited look on your face. "tsumu! that's an amazing idea, it'll be so cute!"

atsumu flushed at the tone of your voice, watching as you pulled out the recipe. he leaned over your shoulder, pressing his chin into the crook of your neck, leaving a light kiss on your skin. you giggled and pushed him back. "ok, so first, we need to get the flour and sugar."

"on it!" he said, saluting. you laughed at his antics as he went to grab the flour. however, his enthusiasm might've been a little too much because as he moved, flour poured over it's container and splattered all over the front of his clothes.

you stared at your boyfriend covered in flour, trying your hardest to hold back a giggle.

"are you laughing at me?" you shook your head, covering your mouth. "because if you are . . ."

atsumu reached into the container, grabbed a handful of flour and flung it at you. you screeched and covered your face. "atsumu!"

"take this!" he flung a little bit more at you, making sure you were covered in the substance from head-to-toe. "can't laugh at me if we look the same."

"stop it! you are ridiculous!" you exclaimed, trying to sound annoyed but it didn't work so well when you had a giant smile on your face.

atsumu grinned and pulled you into a hug, rubbing even more flour onto you. you squealed and punched his shoulder. "tsumu! stop messing around, we need to make our cookies."

"we have enough flour on ourselves to be the cookies," he piped.

you rolled your eyes and pressed a kiss to his cheek. "whatever, now get me the sugar."

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just a little post to keep info on all my WIPs that will be posted here sooner or later

[GI] [request] Halfdan - Khaenriah! Aristocratic! reader

[HQ] Daichi Sawamura - his s/o and their first kiss

[WB] Akihiko Nirei - Star Lover

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[DC] Straight Where It Hurts part 8+ - Jason Todd x OC

[WB] Wind Breaker characters - Kiss, kiss, fall in love

[WB] Shishitoren - Ways of Loving

[GI] Lessig Lawrence x Liyue! Fem! reader - smut?

[GI] Livre x Snezhnaya! Fatui! Male! reader x Caron - smut?

[HQ] Toru Oikawa - his s/o and their first kiss

[HQ] Kotaro Bokuto - his s/o and their first kiss

[HQ] Yuji Terushima - his s/o and their first kiss

[HQ] Kaname Moniwa - his s/o and their first kiss

[FF XVI] Cidolfus Telamon - Waiting

[FF XVI] Cidolfus Telamon - Stolen clothes

and many more saved all over my apps and notes

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➤ pairing : oikawa tooru x female reader (karasuno manager)

➤ chapter warnings : slowburn (?)

➤ summary : You just recently joined the Karasuno boy’s volleyball team as their first year manager. As you grow closer to your teammates, you also unexpectedly grow closer to one of their biggest rivals, Oikawa Tooru

➤ chapter word count: 2762

-ˏˋ chapter two ˊˎ-

SATURDAY

8:00 AM

You woke up the next day super early to get ready for the practice match. Eight hours ago before collapsing due to an energy shortage, you made sure to set up an alarm for eight AM so you could have a full hour to get ready before going to the morning practice. You showered, brushed your teeth and ate some breakfast first thing in the morning. As soon as you finished your last bite of toast, you said goodbye to your parents and set off to school with thirty minutes to spare. You knew you could've used the remaining thirty minutes to chill for a second or do your homework that you didn't get to do yesterday but you figured that you'd start to freak out and question why you were doing all this in the first place if you didn't go immediately.

Physically, you felt tired and worn out from dodging stray volleyballs yesterday but you were oddly pumped and energized to go to practice. As you began to question your sudden surge of enthusiasm, your brain quickly reminded you of a reason why.

Oikawa Toru was a reason why.

You felt like a thirteen year old having a crush on the popular boy all over again. You've only seen him once and you find it ridiculous how much he has already been occupying your mind. He didn't even acknowledge you last night. He couldn't at least pretend to be interested in who you were and ask for your name. "Whatever." You mumbled to yourself as you tried to push the image of the Seijoh student away. But there is nothing wrong with finding a stranger hot anyway.

As you entered school grounds and walked towards the gym, you could already hear the squeaking sounds the volleyball shoes made. You looked over to see the time on your cell phone and confirmed with yourself that you were fifteen minutes early. So how are there already somebody practicing? You peaked through the open door and caught a glimpse of the red head sprinting to the opposite side of the court in a blink of an eye. HInata suddenly jumps vertically up but falls shortly, a volleyball joining beside him a second later.

"You jumped too fast!" A familiar voice yelled. There was somebody else in there this early too aside from Hinata. "Well maybe you just tossed too slow." Hinata pouted as he crossed his arms and legs like a toddler throwing a tantrum on the floor.

You giggled to yourself as you found the sight of a high schooler to be ridiculous.

"Ah! Y/N, good morning!" The redhead greeted you as he noticed you creeping from the door. "Hey." Kageyama greeted you briefly before picking up another ball from the cart you and Shimizu organized after yesterday's practice. Judging from the amount of balls already scattered throughout the gym floor, you could tell they have started way earlier than you previously thought.

The rest of the team quickly started to pile in the gym one by one. BY the time coach Ukai showed up, the whole team had already started their stretches. They seemed more fired up than yesterday.

You weren't the type to keep up with sports but you do know that your prefecture was quite well known for some of their volleyball players. You've heard of powerhouse schools like Shiratorizawa and Aoba Johsai but you've never heard of Karasuno's outstanding volleyball team. So if this is the performance and morale of a team full of nobodies, you wonder how insane the training is in the powerhouse schools.

The practice went by smoothly, no yelling or fights and most importantly, no injuries. They took frequent breaks to drink and rest in between different types of training. Despite it being a Saturday morning, you didn't feel worn out like you did during yesterday's practice. In reality, it was pretty entertaining watching them play a sport they are all so passionate about. Well, most of them seemed passionate. Tsukishima, the first year, seemed to be pretty good but anyone could tell that he was doing the bare minimum compared to Nishinoya and Hinata who were pretty much begging the coach to keep playing during breaks.

And before you knew it, twelve o'clock came around and the black and orange uniformed boys met their rivals for the day. Around the same amount of players in white and turquoise walked in the gym but as much as you scanned the crowd, you didn't find the familiar face you hoped to see. You sank into the bench you were sitting on and sighed. Was he not a regular? Then why was he so confident in beating Kageyama when he isn't on the team to begin with?

You contemplated whether you should ask Kageyama about him but you pushed that possibility away as you watched him do his final set of stretches to prepare for the match. You also thought it would be embarrassing if he knew you had an interest towards someone that was so ridiculously rude towards him. Though while debating with yourself, you caught Kageyama looking through the room and looking concerned for a while but shook it off swiftly before serving in the first set of the day. You knew Aoba Johsai has a pretty big volleyball team and they only brought twenty people to Karasuno so maybe Oikawa really wasn't a regular.

Two sets went by and both Karasuno and Aoba Johsai each had a win which means the last set they played would determine the first win of the day. With a blow of a whistle, Asahi was already throwing the ball in the air to serve but got distracted by the sudden entrance of a brunette in a white jacket.

"Sorry for being late everyone, it took me a while to get the ok from the doctor." He graciously announced as he leaned on the door with a white supporter on his right knee. "So you can finally play?" An Aoba Johsai player with spiky dark hair asked Oikawa to which he replied with a sparkly smile and an enthusiastic thumbs up.

"You guys lost the first set to them huh?" He casually spoke with a bright smile on his face that seemed sinister with the context and tone of the words he spoke. "Leave the rest to your captain." He smirked. He pulled the jacket off his back to reveal his white uniform with the number one printed brilliantly across his chest.

As if the whole ordeal was pre-planned, the timid looking boy that made Aoba Johsai lose their set point the last set moved back and joined the rest of the white uniformed team on the bench with a simple hand gesture from the coach. Oikawa swiftly moved to the back of the court. His legs parted and arms wide open, ready to accept the ball his black uniformed opponent was about to serve.

As soon as the ball left Asahi's grasp, Aoba Johsai was quick to react, even quicker than the last two sets they played. Each move the players made on court was filled with confidence and no hesitation was shown, as if a single person like OIkawa multiplied their skills by three just by setting foot on the polished wooden floors riddled with sweat. The brunette captain was quick to react when his name was called. He ran up to the front of the net, tossed the ball towards his teammate and allowed him to spike with all his might.

Watching the whole ordeal was mesmerizing despite being on, what seems like now, the underdog's team. As the ball left the spiker's palm, it zoomed in the air. You held your breath as you saw it in slow motion touch the area beyond the white line.

It was out.

You sighed in relief and sank back into the bench beside coach Ukai and Shimizu. You felt relieved that no one on the Karasuno team touched the ball since it looked like it was strong enough to break an arm. You turned to see them cheer as usual every time they win a point but the celebrations seemed to be duller than usual. They seemed tense, not letting their guard down as they briefly high fived each other.

"It's the grand king's turn to serve now." You overheard Hinata mutter to himself as he wiped sweat droplets from his forehead. The grand king? Who's the grand king?

You turned to the opposite side of the court and saw the pretty brunette spinning the ball on his long and slender finger. The Aoba Johsai captain threw the ball in the air lightly then proceeded to hit it to the point where the side where the ball touched his palm grew flat, parallel to his hand. You thought the last ball they hit was powerful but this time, you were sure that this one was strong enough to put a hole in the middle of the gymnasium.

The whole practice match went on for another hour and a half. The two teams played six sets in total. Two went to Karasuno while the other four went to the fashionably late captain's team. You felt bad that your team lost, despite how much practice they put even before the official practice hours had begun but you assumed that losing four sets in a six set game to a powerhouse school wasn't so bad.

Right?

Though, you thought the fired up ones like Nishinoya and Hinata would be bummed after losing a practice match but they seemed fine. They were mopping the floors as usual and were mingling with some of Aoba Johsai members who were still cooling down before journeying back to their school.

For your part of the clean up, you carried a crate of empty water bottles outside to the back of the gym to fill them with water. Carrying twenty empty bottles and filling them to the brim was no problem, but carrying them full back in was one. You took a deep breath in before focusing all your strength you had onto your fingertips but before you could even attempt to lift them, they seemed to float up on their own.

You realized the pair of hands on top of yours.

You startled yourself and dripped the heavy plastic crate to the ground as you jumped away in shock. "Sorry for scaring you, I just saw you struggled with it and wanted to help." The captain of the opposing team spoke, rubbing the back of his neck. "Ah! No, it's fine. Thank you for your concern and help." You frantically replied back. You could feel your cheeks heat up in shame. You stepped away from the crate as he crouched down and picked it up like it was nothing.

"I'm Oikawa Toru, though I suppose Tobio-chan filled you in with that information last night?" He introduced himself as he began to carry the bottles in the gym. Your heart skipped a beat pathetically. He remembered you from last night. You let out a small sigh, disappointed at how easy it was for Oikawa to impress you this much by doing the bare minimum.

Though, despite your conflicting inner thoughts, butterflies unwillingly started to fill your stomach. "So are you Tobio's classmate? You two seemed pretty close yesterday. Was he walking you home?" OIkawa set the crate down carefully on the floor, speaking casually as if you were already acquaintances for a long time. "Yes he did but it was nothing special- Shimizu-senpai told me to have someone walk me home since it was already dark outside." Your face paced answer seemed desperate compared to how chill he was acting. "And we aren't classmates, I'm just in the same year as him." You didn't know why you were so eager to answer each and every question he asked. You knew he was just making small talk but you answered as if they were the final words he would ever say to you.

You could tell he was the popular type. The way he acted and played screamed like the jock pride and joy of Seijoh. His perfectly styled hair, charismatic smile and toner body had the ability to make anyone, whether they liked men or not, drool.

"OIkawa get your ass in the bus, we're leaving." The dark haired boy in the number four uniformed yelled from the opposite side of the room. "Well, I guess this is goodbye for now, Y/N-chan." He winked before running off to join his vice-captain who hit his head in response to Oikawa patting his hair once he caught up to his friend. You giggled at the sight of them bickering childishly as two of your seniors slid behind you.

"Don't be fooled by that pretty boy's charms, Y/N." Tanaka warmed, his face contorted in intimidation in an attempt to scare the rival's captain, which went unnoticed as he was already out of the gym, busy talking with his friend. "You two! Cut it out, don't spread rumours about Oikawa." Daichi sighed as he hit the two boys with odd hairstyles on the head. "They aren't rumours if they're true, Daichi-san!" Nishinoya managed to say as he winced in pain, rubbing the top of his head in sync with his buzzcut haired partner. "So what's the deal with Oikawa-san?" You replied in curiosity without thinking further. Tanaka and Nishinoya snickered at your response, satisfied with the reaction they sparked and straightened their posture, before clearing their throats. "Well aside from the fact that he nearly beat up poor Kageyama when he was only in his first year of junior high just because he wanted advice on volleyball, I'd say he's a decent guy." Tanaka informed in a low voice, looking around to make sure Daichi wasn't around to scold him.

Oikawa? Beating up Kageyama? He may look like someone from the popular side but he didn't seem the type to bully someone, let alone an underclassmen who was two year younger than him. You wanted to ask more from the two troublemakers but given the look on your face and how the three of you were bundled up like a group of moms gossiping about their neighbour's scandals, Daichi walked up to the second years with a sinister grin on his face but they were two steps ahead and dispersed on their own, pretending to be busy with cleaning up to avoid their captain.

After another hour of running practice outside, Daichi and Sugawara treated the whole team to some popsicles to cheer them up from the loss of the practice match and the team was shortly dismissed. You and Kageyama started to walk home together unintentionally and made small talk throughout the journey. You knew he was a nice person but you did pick up that he more or less lacked some social and communication skills. As the two of you talked about normal stuff, his answers sounded awkward and short but you were quick to realize that that was not the case when it comes to talking about volleyball so you switched the topic of the conversation to the practice match. You let him ramble on about his serves, Hinata's failed attempts at a block, and other various things you barely even noticed in the match. It was a nice way to familiarize with volleyball terms so you didn't mind. Besides,, he seemed pumped to talk about volleyball despite having just played it a while ago.

You were tempted to bring up oIkawa but you decided not to as you began to enter your neighbourhood. Although what Tanaka and Nishinoya said explained why Oikawa behaved superior and confident towards Kageyama the other day, it seemed more like harmless banter rather than petty bullying. Besides, a full three years have gone by since the supposed bullying so you were sure he has changed.

Right?

4:00 PM

"What's with that face, you look constipated." Iwaizumi abruptly spoke, sitting up on his bed as he pushed away a manga he was reading to narrow his eyes at his childhood friend.

Oikawa rested his head on Iwaizumi's bed and smirked, "That Karasuno girl seems like she's close with Tobio-chan." He sneered, shortly feeling a sharp pain on his forehead.

"Don't get any childish ideas, Shittykawa." Iwaizumi spoke sternly in his signature monotone voice as he retreated his fingers after flicking his captain on the forehead.

next:  -ˏˋ chapter three ˊˎ-

previous:  -ˏˋ chapter one ˊˎ-

[ilovebokutokoutaro]

𝗦𝘁𝗶𝗴𝗺𝗮

Oikawa x reader/ part 1 / part 2

𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭, 𝐮𝐧𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐡𝐮𝐫𝐭, 𝐧𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭, 𝐜𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠, 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭, 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜 𝐛𝐞𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐫 (𝐢 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨𝐨𝐫𝐮 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐟𝐟, 𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐦𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐨𝐱𝐢𝐜)

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"𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐢 𝐫𝐞𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐡𝐢𝐦"

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Oikawa regretted it the second he woke up, he felt dread pick up at his skin as he saw your body lie next to him. Your hands held his arms with a desperation and it was as if you knew he'd leave. It was as if you knew he lied to you. His fingers slowly brushed the lose strands of hair behind your ear and his breathe hitched at the redness under your eye.

You looked so pretty to him.....but not pretty enough. You looked so lovely to him.....but not lovable enough. And even if he knew walking out of that room meant end, he couldn't help but pull his arm out of you grasp, he couldn't help but slide back into his clothes before he gathered his stuff up from the room. The small urge to stay pricking up at his heart had him folding your clothes and resting them on the edge on the bed.

A sigh left his chapped lips as he felt tears building up in his eyes, it wasn't his fault....how could he resist when you begged him like that...but he couldn't do anything more for you. He found himself walking out of the room then the apartment then out of the street your small apartment lied in.

And each step got heavier but he knew you weren't good enough for him, she was better. His feet carried him to her apartment and then he was banging his fists at her door. Before he could process he was already pulling her into his chest, holding her in his arms as he cried about how much he loved her and how he couldn't take it anymore. He couldn't deal with relationships and even if he liked you, being with you wouldn't do him any good. He was too scared to make any efforts into being with you and maybe this was why he sat holding someone else's hand while secretly glancing at you.

Your eyes looked droopy, as if you were tired of something and he blamed you for not talking to him, a small fury building at the fact you weren't asking him to come back. You loved him, you said. So how could you forget him so easily? He watched as you dug your nails in your palm while he laughed with her. And he felt a sense of accomplishment when your eyes bubbled up with tears.

He couldn't love you but he couldn't just let you go either and it would be a lie if i said you weren't getting tired of him. It was starting to fade away slowly, the love was turning into hate and at this point you didn't care what happened to him. Even tho you knew he had power over you, you knew you couldn't let him overpower the will to leave.

The past few months were hard to you and anyone who told you to just move on and be happy that it is not as hard as you were making it should be punched directly into the face. Except the fact no one actually knew about anything oikawa had done to you, you could do nothing. Even if you were to sit there and scream for ages you knew he wasn't the one you needed anymore, the hopes that things could have been different still clinged to your heart.

But you knew better, you knew it wasn't him that you craved anymore, no more pain, no more of him. That's why maybe sipping at your fav drink while you chatted away with your friends as he side eyed your figure to get just any reactions from you didn't bug you anymore.

You had come to accept the fact no matter how loud you screamed or how hard you begged he would never hear you. He chose not to understand and you chose not to make him understand.

At first oikawa felt okay just by seeing you tearing up at how he held her, slowly the adverse reactions changed to indifference, and he enjoyed it throughout untill he found you slipping too far away from his grasp. He couldn't change things if he wanted to and he knew, but the rage of knowing you weren't in love with him anymore...just....just struck him so hard.

"i need to use the restroom~" you whined, as your friend clinged to your arm, not letting you go, your attempts futile. Oikawa didn't like the way you stood up with much efforts, he didn't like the way every other person there teased you and the guy who clinged to you. 'Ooohhh's and whistles echoing through the room as he asked for a kiss in return to letting you go. Your face flushed as you hit his head, yanking your hand as you rushed off to the restroom laughing.

Oikawa could feel his hands burning to rip that guy's throat apart and he huffed at the way you looked like you were having the time of your life, you were supposed to love him and only him. How could you move on so quickly.

"he's adorable" you giggled drying your hands before opening the door to the restroom open, only to be pushed back inside, the sound of door locking echoing through the small room. "Oikawa?" You grumbled, hissing at the way he harshly grabbed your arm. "Let me fucking go." You warned as his grip tightened. "Didn't glare at that lil hoe of yours like this when he was all over you though" he growled, pushing your body back against the wall.

Your movement stopped, all the attempts to get out of his grip halting and then you half scoffed half laughed, looking at him as if he's gone crazy. "What the actual fuck do you not get in minding your own motherfucking business." You didn't remember the last time you talked so rudely to someone, not untill today. Your hands pushed at his chest, making him let go of your arms as he stumbled a few steps backwards.

"i don't have anything to say anymore oikawa- even if i do...... isn't the only thing you want to hear is me crying and apologising? Everything is always my own fault afterall..." You chuckled, eyes dropping as he gulped audibly, your voice was barely above a whisper and he only realised how you scratched up your skin when you felt sad or nervous, how your lips turned down and he suddenly felt really really aware of how much he has utterly destroyed you.

With that you were out of his sight again, and by the time he collected himself and reached the hall you were gone. You weren't here anymore and even as he sat with his gf hands in hands he still felt his heart turning into knots at the hopeless look you had on your face.

And after everything he could only apologise, but then again what would he apologise for? Was there any apology that could rip off the trauma he sewed so painfully to every inch of you skin?

Tears finally bubbled up in your eyes as you trudged past the stony pathway, falling freely yet again after months. You couldn't keep yourself from sobbing and you didn't want to. "Why does he not leave me tf alone?" you cried kicking a stone on your way, your soft cries pouring out everything you buried deep inside your chest.

You wished you could tell someone you wished you could cry harder, you wished the pain would vanish but you knew the moment his touch burned your skin. When your heart throbbed again, and maybe he really did care and at the same time you knew the moment you go back, he wouldn't.

It was all about everyone else but you, it was about him, it was about her, but never about you. You never really mattered anyway.

Why did he have to go ahead and date your only friend? Who could you go to after this? Even if you felt like dying you really wouldn't have anyone- actually not. "Oh god-" you rushed to pull out your phone as you remembered you did have someone maybe to help you throughout this.

"please pick up-" you sobbed out as a few rings passed by. "Hello?" You heard from the other side and suddenly all words felt stuck in your throat. "Y/n?" The voice muttered, lacing with concern and it had you breaking down further. "Haji-" you cried, sobs wrecking through your whole body. "Oh god- what happened?" Iwaizumi panicked through the other side and you felt more breathless as you cried throughout the walk home, with iwaizumi telling you he was here and would be at your place in a few minutes.

You cried incoherent words to him and the moment you saw him standing in front of your house with the phone pressed against his ear, you let out the loudest cry and ran to him jumping into his arms the second he processed you were here.

"oh my-" he groaned stumbling but catching you through the jump regardless. "It fucking hurts so bad- i hate him so much." You sobbed and iwaizumi could finally tell what this was all about.

"let's go inside?" He asked and you nodded against his chest, refusing to let him go. He chuckled, picking you up in his arms as he walked to the door, fetching the key from you before pushing the door open. He finally put you back down as he reached the show racks. "Why are you even wearing these heels?" He grumbled, pushing off his shoes as he watched you struggle with yours.

These heels were a gift given to you by iwaizumi's mother and as beautiful as the heels were they were very hard to put on and get out of. The moment you finally pushed the heels off you were back into jumping on iwaizumi again. Feeling your heart finally ease up through the pain.

"oh god what tf did this dumbass do behind my back-" iwaizumi growled pulling you to sit on the couch. "Water?" He asked and you hummed to which he nodded and walked towards your kitchen. Having been at your place far too many times to know his way inside.

And the moment he left, you felt your nails digging up in your palms again, which was also the reason you rushed off after him and were now sitting on the kitchen counter as he plopped on a chair he dragged near you.

"so?" He started and you sighed, fidgeting with the glass resting against your palms which he pulled out of your grasp and put his hand there instead.

"i- i don't know where to start-" you choked and iwaizumi caressed your hand, passing you a sympathetic smile at which tears flooded your vision again. "As you know- things between me and......to- oikawa haven't been so well, when we got into the same college, we found some new friends and- and he has been- idk? So mean to me since then. Treating me like shit and-" you were cut off with a squeeze on your hand as iwaizumi mumbled a quick "have you confronted him yet?" His voice low and you knew he was mad, not at you tho.

"yes- so many fucking times and he slept with me haji, he fucking slept with me after everything i told him, after everytime i told him how much it hurt, after telling me my fucking feelings were invalid, he never understood me and I'm tired ik he never would, he doesn't even try and you know the irony? He went ahead and dated my closest friend here right after, like literally the morning after fucking up my guts. I knew he was lying- but but he said he won't leave so many times- and i told him he would- i told him he would leave and he kissed me telling me he won't. Then just as I'm finally getting rid of all these messed up feelings he goes ahead and talks to me as if i belong to him- he gets jealous of someone else touching me, when all this time he eased at watching me tear up and rip my skin as he held someone else and i feel so fucking us-ed."

"oh my god" iwaizumi sighed, standing up as he pulled you into his chest again. "It fucking hurts so bad" you sobbed against his shoulder, hands fumbling to grip his shirt tight as he stroked your head in hopes of bringing any type of confort to you.

Your words may not make much sense to anyone else but you knew iwaizumi would understand, you knew he would understand no matter how messed up the sentences had to be. "Y/n- hey come on look at me." Iwaizumi confronted, pulling away as you looked at him and he felt his heart aching at the sight of your bloodshot eyes, nose and cheeks flushing as tears flowed freely down your cheeks.

"you should've called me earlier i would've kicked his dick off" iwaizumi sighed, wiping your cheeks off the tears. "Haji i feel so dirty, no matter how many times i wash myself off i still feel his touch everywhere, i feel so fucking dirty-" you sobbed, bringing up your knees to your chest as you sobbed again. Putting a distance between hajime and you because you felt like he'd find you disgusting, just like you did.

And iwaizumi was quick to call oikawa and you panicked at the sound of ringing. "Ha- iwa no!!" You squealed and iwazumi grabbed you hands, motioning for you to shut up. "I love you." He whispered to you as he pecked your forehead.

"oikawa what the actual fuck?!" Iwaizumi growled through the phone and the way his voice went so deep you knew he'd rip oikawa's throat off if the said man was here. "Iwa-chan!!! What's wrong?" Oikawa huffed playfully and you chuckled. "Don't you fucking iwa chan me right now, you know exactly what you did." Iwaizumi huffed, holding both your trembling hands in his one as he gave you a warning glace to stop scratching yourself up, which you immediately obeyed.

"oh. I thought you were close to my house or something but it's just about y/n isn't it?" Oikawa said and you hated the way you could listen through their convo, a choked sob making it's way past your lips at his cruel choice of words.

"what the actual fuck are you saying, do you even fucking hear yourself oikawa?!" Iwaizumi yelled and panicked at the way your hands trembled even harder against his.

"I'll be back in a second." Iwaizumi pressed his lips against your forehead once again as he left to your bedroom and shut the door close, leaving you alone to your thoughts. And suddenly all the things you refused to accept came in easy to you.

Oikawa really didn't care about you and you knew it now, you sat there pulling at your skin as his words echoed past in your head to which you put your hands against your ears, sobs yet again managing to take full control of you.

"come with me" iwaizumi growled as he pulled you off the counter suddenly, putting on his hoodie over your head as he pulled you out of the door to your house, and locked the door before rushing to his car and sitting you down.

"where are we-" you started but iwaizumi shut the door close hard, "let me." He stated after getting into his seat, pulling both your seatbelts to safety before driving off in a hurry.

The ride was silent with your thoughts burying every inch of you in disgust. "Ugh" you groaned, feeling like throwing up as you remembered the way he held you that night.

Iwaizumi passed you a concerned glance as you doubled over in nausea. And before you knew the car suddenly stopped, iwaizumi coming out to pull you out of your seat as he rushed off to somewhere, you barely being able to look up because you knew what was going to happen.

"oh- iwa chan!" Oikawa greeted and your head ached at his cheery voice before you heard a loud slap echo and you finally looked up to see oikawa laying down on the street and your friends freezing in spot. "Y/n?! Oh my god have you been crying? What's going on?" Oikawa's girlfriend gasped rushing to pull you into a hug and you suddenly felt very aware of how you couldn't stop crying.

"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU KNOW?!" Oikawa yelled pushing iwaizumi hard as he stumbled a few steps back and scoffed. "Every fucking thing." Iwaizumi growled and oikawa looked at you with such a stare you wanted to pull his eyes out.

"tooru!" His girlfriend warned and he huffed. "You only know everything from her side, and you're taking sides already?" Oikawa laughed and you couldn't help but bury your face in your friend's neck, refusing to look at oikawa any longer.

"oh? Have you got anything to explain over how you slept with her and told her you won't leave her only to go ahead and date someone else the morning after." Iwaizumi asked actually feeling amused at the audacity.

You quickly pulled your hand up to your ears as your friend hugged you tighter, you could feel her heart thumping against her chest as her hands trembled.

"y/n....?" She whispered, voice shaky and you sobbed out a series of I'm sorry. All your friend now huddling close to you as you shut your eyes close in pain. "She's- NO BABY SHE'S LYING!" Oikawa hesitantly yelled and you could hear the awkward silence before she yelled out a "I CAN FUCKING TELL WHO'S LYING. I knew it was weird how you came to me suddenly and asked me to be your girlfriend, i knew it was weird how you avoided y/n right after we started dating, i knew it was weird how you glanced at her everytime we held hands. How you were so much clingier with me when she was with us. I fucking hate you so much" she cried and you felt your heart aching at the realisation no one was blaming you.

"baby.." oikawa groaned before turning his attention to you, "it was cuz you kept begging, it's all your fault, i get it i was wrong at times, but it was almost always your fault. Even now i bet you might've fed iwa chan with your body, are you jealous iwa chan? That she loves me and not you?" oikawa scoffed and you could actually feel your blood boiling.

"what are you-" iwaizumi started, feeling his heart clenching at the harsh words. He expected a lot of shit from his best friend but this was beyond even his expectations and maybe because oikawa acted exactly how you expected him to you couldn't help but pull yourself out from the circle if people trying to comfort you.

Rushing out of the comforting arms of your friends to tackle oikawa on the ground, "shut up. Shut up. Shut up." You sobbed, slapping, punching him as if it'd end the strorm playing in your head. "UGH I HATE YOU I HATE YOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH" you screamed, punching his face hard enough to make your knucles bleed and iwaizumi had to actually pick your thrashing body up to stop you from breaking his face.

"what did i do- WHAT DID I EVER DO THAT WAS SO WRONG FOR YOU TO TREAT ME LIKE THIS?!" You yelled, pulling your own hair in frustration as iwaizumi let you down. Oikawa laid there on the ground, not moving an inch.

"i hate you too." He finally muttered, standing up to gather his stuff before walking off. One of your friends rushing after him and you immediately turned around to bury your face in iwaizumi's chest.

"I'm so sorry y/n." Oikawa's girlfriend cried, the rest of your friends rushing to soothe you and maybe this was all for the better, maybe cuz you still expected oikawa to not understand that it didn't hurt as much.

And maybe it'll all be okay soon too, what you knew right now was that you didn't love him anymore, it was all just from the trauma of being pulled and pushed around as per his will that you felt so worthless, and maybe with so much support you'd soon get over it too.

Maybe it was really all okay.

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A/n: You all i cried writing this, so many breakdowns, so many times i deleted it to write this over and over untill i felt like it could reflect half of what i felt. I've gone through something like this irl, except the smut part ofc, but it still fucking hurt, most of the lines I've added in both the parts is something he has said to me and honestly there's so much more i could still add, but i couldn't get myself to relive the pain. I've learnt not to blame myself a little of few days ago. That i wasn't responsible for everything he did wrong. That hurting was really valid and that i wasn't wrong for reacting the way i did. It hurt, and i hated the way i was always to blame, i hated the way i kept blaming myself just like he did and never was really there for myself, i punished myself for not being what he wanted so many time untill i couldn't anymore and at one point i was done, done hurting myself for him. I never really got to solve this with him, and he probably gives no fucks about me leaving but I'm thankful. Thankful i left, thankful he doesn't care cuz if he did I'd walk right back into this hellhole.

This story means a whole lot to me and idk I'm just...idk what i feel about all this yet cuz I'm still healing, but I'm thankful for the people who stood by me throughout this and are still helping me gain myself back. This is not my best works and i think it's because writing this took me my everything.

Thank you for reading i love you all.

[nissakii]

Scent. - a Haikyuu!! fanfiction pt.14

Scent. – a Haikyuu!! fanfiction pt.14

art by @a-zebra-was-here on tumblr “Another serve please!”, roared the coach. “Yes!”, I yelled back and somebody threw a volleyball in my direction.  It bounced a couple of times before getting to me and I tipped forwards to get it. Sweat was starting to form on my forehead as I spun the ball in my head to concentrate for a second. “Alright, go!”, with that I threw the ball in the air and…

[myamizou]

hii

after yeaaars i finally created a new tumblr account! so happy I got my shit together and sat down to do that.. oh and I´ll also be starting to publish a fanfiction about our grand king oikawa ( it´s my first time publicly posting one of my works hehe) ! super excited :) 

my wattpad is MyaMizou~

[millenialfanfictionaddiction]

WAIT-

Ushijima x Oikawa Y/n (his little sister and she’s in her 2nd year)

Okay so oikawa doesn’t know and then when he finds out from a “secret source” (its Mattsun and Makki) and he goes on and on about how he’s been betrayed and he trys to break them up

Ushi just looks at torū and says “Maybe if you had joined Shiritorizawa-”

Its a match made in heaven tbh🤩

-☁️

🤣🤣🤣🤣 omg he would lose his mind!

"YN OIKAWA"- Oikawa, stomping up to you as you fill water bottles at the interhigh tournament

"Toru, how can I help you" YN fully aware of her brothers dramatic nature

"I heard you are dating THE Ushiwaka? Please tell me it isn't so"- Toru, placing his hand over his hear, acting like he's having a heart attack 🙄

YN looks behind Toru to see Makki and Mattsun avoiding eye contact and whistling 😗 🎶

"Ffs I guess nothing is a secret around here"- YN

"SO IT IS TRUE"- Oikawa, literally dying

"Whats true?"- Ushiwaka coming up behind YN and wrapping his arm around her waste

"That I'm dating you"- YN

"Yes that is true"- Ushiwaka 😐

Oikawa 👇🏻

"Get over it Toru"- YN, rolling her eyes and walking way

"You know, if you had come to Shiratorizawa-" Ushiwaka

"DONT SAY IT"- Oikawa

"Ok"- Ushiwaka 😐 walking behind you

[amjustagirl]

I understand where you're coming from. When I write I oftentimes can't get passed the first chapter after all the work I pour into it because of my own insecurities or comparing myself to some of the authors, fanfiction and otherwise, that I read. Then I'd get discouraged, scrap it, read some FF, and go, "Wow, I want to write something this amazing! I'll do that right now!" 😂 Rinse and repeat!

So, I like sending words of encouragement, even if it's a little, "I love this! :)" because I understand sometimes it can take just a little boost to make someone's day! 💖

And believe me, I picked up on Iwa's lingering feelings right away! Gah, I think it hurts more that he's so honest and straightforward. I kind of had a feeling he may have turned Oikawa down at the bar and wanted to go on like nothing happened, but at that point...it just wasn't possible. He never does anything by halves and that includes love, maybe he thought he would love them both the same but didn't realize exactly how much he loved Toru?

Regardless, I'm happy she finally found her love with Omi! 😊 He's someone else that doesn't do anything by halves, and something like love for him takes time and trust to build up to, but once it's there it's so sturdy and comforting. And a baby on the way, how cute~! 🤗💖🤗💖

exactly! but nowadays to get into the mood to write i actually go to some of my favourite fics, reread them so i can get into the zone. adulthood has kinda made me a lot less...inhibited HAHA. but your words of encouragement are so SO appreciated ackkkk. and pls - you shld write too, don't get discouraged cos you're writing for yourself and that's a beautiful thing in and of itself <3

iwaizumi is just such a good guy and he absolutely turned oikawa down at the bar (hence why that boy decided to get himself shit face drunk and sprained his ankle and ended up needing to get carried home omg tooru wtf) but he loves him, always have, always will. and while he loved the reader, it's always been tooru, hasn't it :)

AND YES omg she has omi and they're just so so happy tgt. some lovely anon sent me an ask for their wedding scene and....well patience, but i'll get to it :D i also think it'd be so damn cute to see omi as a dad, and have his daughter (because of course he'd have a girl) grow up and play with atsumu's son, shoma.

[hypnotixstorm]

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:* to do list *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

Key

Normal Text = Have NOT started working on the request

Bold and Pink Text = I am CURRENTLY working on the request

Once I have completed a request it will be REMOVED from this list

Can I get an imagine of Hiei from Yu Yu Hakusho? Maybe an AU hundreds of years ago where he ends up caring for a human woman and teaching her how to defend herself. If you don't like that one, anything you think of.

Character: Kanda from DGM NSFW Prompt: "Make me." Love youuuuuu 😘

How about a NSFW scenario of Kakashi coming home to his sweet little naughty civilian S/O? 😜 A bit of role play where they call him sensei while he's doing them on the kitchen table?

Thanks for the Soi Bean Post! This gonna be my last Soi Fon request. Sorry for being quite a Soi Queen freak. For my request can you Soi after shower decides to wear s/o clothes. S/O tries to take picture of her. Then she tells that she has falling in love with you. You have changed let me take care of you. You can be very very very sluff on this one. Thanks!

ok ok so i have a few requests 🥺🥺 so! first could you maybe do an “I missed you.” with Rukia? 🥺💗 just fluff for my baby girl aaaa

Ichigo kissing his s/o in the rain 😆😆😆 Headcanons or scenario is up to you! 💙

ANYTHING SHIKAMARU. Deadass anything

Hey! I was wondering if I could request some Rukia x fem!reader relationship headcannons? Only if you're able to! Tysm! 💖

I hope requests are open but I was wondering if you could do something with byakuya and his s/o being like a very intimidating couple but his s/o is actually very sweet to everyone?

Kakashi x reader and instead of team 7 its now y/n tryna see whats under the mask and eventually she just asks and he actually reveals it adfhsjjs

Can I please get rat dad Ging being seduced by a younger woman who refuses to take “no” for an answer until he finally gives her what she wants? NSFW please! 💖

ok so please don't feel pressured to write this birthday imagine 🥺 i know u have a lot of requests rn ah. but! if you're able to i really would love another toshiro one bc i'm a sucker for him 😭 maybe one where he's really overworking himself so the reader helps him relax and it just ends in cuddles 🥺💓 only if you're able to! ilysm 💓💖💓💖💓💘💓💘💓

ok i swear this is the last one i feel bad requesting sm 😭 but maybe a “Do you wanna, maybe, go out sometime?” with toshiro bc he really is best boy 🥺👉🏻👈🏻

OKAY SO ANOTHER ONE WITH SABURO WITH UHHHH GOING ON A FIRST DATE WITH HIS S/O ICIXHAJGSSHSSUSKSU he'll probs driving his van around with the music blasting out 👀👀

honestly i would kinda die if u wrote some renji smut 😳😳 literally in any situation, i'm just needy rn 😭

ok ok i'm here hehe. how about, the reader gets really injured during a battle and shiro's kinda blaming himself for it. kindaaa angst into a super fluffy ending if that's ok hhh 🥺

Hi 🥰 Can I get a headcanon for Kakashi with a really seductive s/o, like she likes to tease him in public and whispers dirty things in his ear and calls him daddy? Nsfw pls? 😊😁

“make me” and hisoka??? thank you

hehe this is for the 🦋🦋 event! congrats on 200 bb!! so, i saw attack on titan on your list and i'm experiencing a severe lack of my best boy marco 🥺🥺 if you don't write for him that's fine hehe, but if you do, could i please maybe get a lil scenario where marco helps the reader out with her training and then they accidentally confess their feelings and it's just rlly fluffy and cute? 🥺 i need marco being happy in my life rn sbdjdhdjr 💓💓

“If you keep biting your lip like that, I’m holding you accountable for my actions.” for Kakashi please! I love him 🤤

If your requests are still open, can i ask for some domestic kakashi fluff? Ty

Hi mommas❤️❤️ CAN I PWEASE request some Guren (seraph of the end) relationship headcanons ? Not nsfw but maybe a little steamy 🥺🥰 I LOVE UU -🍒

Hi Chloe 🥰 Can I have some spicy nsfw headcanons for Yami where his s/o is acting really bratty during sex and he puts her in her place? 😪😂😊

Kageyama wirh Oikawas sister reader? there just chillin Nd stuff and toru comes over and picks y/n up and they hug and kageyama is like “eXcuSe mE???” forgive my spelling im on mobile lmao

Hiii❤️❤️ Can I request an imagine where you live in a small town and work at a cafe and Bakugou is your cliche small town boyfriend? Or headcanons! The idea is so cute and I love your writing 😊

okay so uHHHHH you can just go for Mephisto sharing some food with his s/o owo;; take your time on it too because i know it's gonna be really great either way!

A reader insert saved by vampire! main YYH crew from a pack of werewolves

Since you said requests are open maybe.. suga subbing for you? Idk he's just always appeared like someone who would love to please you in anyway possible.

V A M P I R E LAVI!!! DO IT GIRL!! 👌👌♥️♥️♥️

Fake dating with Lavi!!!!! Need more of the DGM boyz!! 😂

can I get an itachi x reader fic where it's itachi's birthday and the reader decides to give him a special night (👀), wearing lingerie, lighting candles, etc. for him to come home to? I love your work (and you!!) sm btw 🥺💞 - nina!! (@kunoichihatake)

hello ✨💕 it’s me, ryn 😘 if it’s okay, can i request a nishinoya x female!reader? perhaps a first date at the boardwalk with like the rides and carnival stuff? then at the end of the date he kisses her and it turns out the karasuno squad was following them the whole night hehe?

Hi! Can I request a prompt of some soft Kakashi, maybe some cuddles, perhaps it gets a little heated... a lil' Nsfw never hurt nobody👀👅 Thank you so muuch!~😍❤️

If I had kakashi in front of me I would tell him “aren’t you tired of being the most handsome man here?”

Hi! I saw that requests were open for the Haikyuu!! boys so here I am! I was wondering if I could request a Tsukki x reader where Tsukki has a crush on the reader but doesn't know how to express his feelings other then throwing insults. it can be angsty or fluffy I just really love Tsukki as a tsundere lol. (also btw I LOVE your theme and blog aesthetic its very pretty!)

Hey wifey😚 so Ichigo has stolen my heartttt can I get the strawberry boy with an S/O who gets super shy with with physical contact? Tyy💗💗

Fake dating with Lavi!!!!! Need more of the DGM boyz!! 😂

NSFW Vampire Squall (FF8) for very obvious reasons because UUUUUUGH

Hello there miss, my name is kandaxxx. Nice to meet you since I have definitely never requested from you before and this is definitely my first time and i am definitely not taking advantage of your bomb writing skills to ask you to write a “Choke me, daddy.” for Seymour from FF (love you forever and always!!!!!!)

hey butterfly 🥺 can you please write a story where the reader and (any character) are fighting and it turns out it was just about something stupid? like chicken nuggets? thank you 🥺💗

Eek! DGM! I was wondering if you would do a request for a general Allen Walker relationship HC? I don’t see him on the character list, but I’m just curious *bows* Thankyou senpai!

Spin The Bottle with any of the DGM characters that you're comfortable writing????? (but like obviously when Kanda spins the bottle it has to land on the reader [me] because YOU KNOW WHY OK????????) ilysm!!! 😍

I’m thinking a smut scenario of some kind that uses the prompts “Perhaps I need to remind you of your place.” and “Let me show you what happens to little brats who don’t follow the rules.” I feel like those are very Nozel Silva things to say. 😈 -bakubabes-hatake

Omfg HI mommy, Can i request really fluffy and soft itachi after he comes back from a mission? Non-massacre AU and you’re on the same team as sasuke lolol thirsty for them age gaps ❤️ thank youuuu ily -🍒

Can I get a fake dating with Kand--Roy Mustang (hahahaha) 👉👈🥺

Is this okay to ask for? Egor taking care of s/o who has period cramps... Ty!

can I get an itachi x reader fic where it's itachi's birthday and the reader decides to give him a special night (👀), wearing lingerie, lighting candles, etc. for him to come home to? I love your work (and you!!) sm btw 🥺💞 - nina!! (@kunoichihatake)

Hello! Can I please request some headcanons for Kiba with a S/O with a praise kink? And for Shikamaru with a S/O with a choking kink? Thank you so much.

Wow. Here is me putting in a request. Shocker, right?? 😂 I want some Greed, baby 😈 as for the prompt, it's not in your list, but could you maybe do something based off of "Oh my god. Did we just break the bed?" ???? 👉👈

It's a shame u only have one ling request, so could I request some Ling x Reader where they're both absolutely oblivious until Lan Fan or Ed or someone finally just tells them for them? Sorry if I didn't make any sense ❤️❤️

ok idk if you write threesomes but 😳😳 if you could write one with daichi and suga n maybe some dp, i'd probably die 🥺💓 only if you're comfortable with that tho ♡

Tyki flirting with his crush in his native language of Portuguese? I really love your work and please have some candy 🍬🍭🍫

hi butterfly! 🥰 i hope you're doing well! you already know what i'm going to ask you for — a request! i just feel really down in the dumps lately. can i request headcanons for an s/o that takes graduation pictures on their grandmother's 3 year death anniversary with kenma, nishinoya & kuroo? i hope you can do my request! you don't have to do it if you don't want to!

hehehe kuroo, tsukki and kageyama headcanons of their s/o sending them a nude while they at training and them making an excuse to get home and fUcK yOu SeNsELeSs - 🌊

Hello may I request itachi x reader. People learned the truth and he can finally return to his wife and children in the village 🥺 and they don’t have to be in secret anymore

holy shit,, i am starved for the squall content,,, if you don't mind, catching you wearing their clothes?

S/O walking in on kakashi masturbating? 👉👈 💕

[estrxlar]

The Ghost Of You

14 - Can’t Be Unsaid

TW: huge subject of suicide throughout this chapter. Simply a flashback of what had happened between Oikawa and Y/n.

This chapters songs:

Jealous; Eyedress

About A Girl; Nirvana

Teen Mom; Slutever

- Y. L. Perspective

Toruku briefly smiled at me while Oikawa blabbered on about how he'd been doing throughout his first two years of high school. I didn't wanna be there, listening as he began to talk about middle school.

He was the one who came up with the idea to hang out with Oikawa and Iwazumi. What we weren't told was that this "small get-together" was a second-year summer party.

"Yeah, these two used to be pretty good friends with Hajime and me!" The brunette tells his friends that surrounded him on the couch. He had made it clear to Toruku and me that his popularity was through the roof. "That was until we moved high schools and all. Quite a shame we didn't get to spend more years t-together."

He suddenly puts his arm around my shoulders. Toruku stiffens at his action and pays close attention to Oikawa's drunken behaviors. "This girl and I were the closest! Isn't that right, Y/n?" He rests his head on my shoulder and looks up at me with his large brown eyes.

Not knowing what to do or say, I nod slightly, feeling uncomfortable that I was put on the spot so suddenly. But that wasn't at all true. I loved Toruku, Oikawa, Iwazumi, and Moku all equally. They were my best friends throughout junior high. And up until Moku had committed suicide, we were inseparable.

If anything, Moku was my favorite. The most beautiful and intelligent girl I could have ever met. We had friended each other long ago when I had just moved to Miyagi. She lived just down the street from where I was with her grandma. If only I could have known about her situation any sooner then I could have done something other than get in a fight with her the night she passed away.

As teenagers, crushes sprout easily. So when Moku and Toruku had met each other, they were in no time a couple. It left me with mixed feelings about staying friends with her and keeping such a big secret: that I had developed feelings for him too. That was around the time we had joined the volleyball clubs to get closer to Toru and Iwazumi, two very rough boys who we enjoyed spending time with.

When Oikawa had confessed his feelings to me around the end of our third year of middle school, he insisted I give him a reason why I wouldn't be with him. He made it clear to me that he would treat me kindly and with respect, and I did not doubt that he would. But I was still stuck up on the idea of Toruku. And with that, Oikawa was the first to know anything about it.

Eventually, things progressed between our friend group and secrets got out, including the one about Toruku. At the moment, I didn't even care much about Oikawa. Only the idea that my best friend knew I liked her boyfriend. And when we tried to talk about it, she grew the angriest at me she's ever been. She was upset because of many reasons. And after that, I had never spoken to her again. I was only 15 when that had happened. I wouldn't have guessed Oikawa would have brought it up a year later.

"Y/n and I used to be a little thing back in middle school. But then our friend died and she started getting all sappy," he began to stretch out his words and place his clammy hands on my knees. Both Toru's ego and alcohol didn't mix well.

I glance at Toruku who has his hands curled up into each other. He shakes his leg in aggression, speaking out, "oh, whatever Oikawa. Stop being an asshole. You're acting as if her death didn't affect everyone."

Oikawa raises his brows. "Is that so? Well then, I wonder why Y/n still chases after her boyfriend when she has options.." I shut my eyes in distress, growing angry at the conversation.

"Shut the hell up, Toru," Hajime slaps his arm. "Why are you being such a little shit?"

"Is that what I'm doing? My apologies, Y/n," He says to me, brushing his hand against my cheek. A few of the girls that surrounded him rolled their eyes, annoyed I was getting attention from him. But I would have wanted anything other than to be treated like somebody who wasn't one of his closest friends. "I had no idea you were capable of feeling anything!"

Toruku grabs my arm hastily, pulling me up from the couch. "Come on, we're leaving."

"Are you going to run away from your problems again?" Toru groans and throws his head back in a playful manner, lightly smirking at me. He had a way of knowing how to get to me, he always had. I'd never thought he'd use it to his advantage like this.

As much as I wanted to pound him at the moment, I could only look down at my shoes and feel my eyes tear up. Hearing such harsh words from a close friend hurt like a bitch. Before I could do it myself, Toruku pulls the boy by his hair and hits him on his left cheek, causing many of the people around him to shout in shock.

He pulls both his hands away and dusts them off on his pants, then looks at me. "Now, for real, let's go."

The both of us hastily walk out of his house to get to his car. All that fills me is anger that I even thought he would spare a moment to discuss something important other than the past. As much as I wanted to believe it was the alcohol talking, I knew Oikawa was bound to have an outburst. I just didn't know when, where, or how he would do it until tonight.

-

Yes, I'm very very very aware this is most likely the shortest chapter I have written to far in this ff. But tysm for reading, ilysm. NOW VOTE BITCH!

- estrxlar

[rosemarypasta]

➤ pairing : oikawa tooru x female reader (karasuno manager)

➤ chapter warnings : slowburn (?)

➤ summary : You just recently joined the Karasuno boy’s volleyball team as their first year manager. As you grow closer to your teammates, you also unexpectedly grow closer to one of their biggest rivals, Oikawa Tooru

➤ chapter word count: 1241

-ˏˋ chapter three ˊˎ-

MONDAY

3:05 PM

The following weekend was a blur. You already expected that you would have way less free time now that you're managing a team so you tried to catch up with your schoolwork over the weekend. Though unfortunately, in between math questions your mind tends to automatically play the conversation you had with Oikawa over and over again, making your consciousness drift to places that were far from related to algebra.

You didn't know whether having his face plastered on the walls of your head was a blessing or a curse.

You expected this nonsense to be over once you reached school on Monday but alas, it got worse. You weren't a model student to begin with but you did at least pay attention in class, but after the encounter on Saturday, your mind made the executive decision on it's own to think only of Oikawa.

Though it was 100% more entertaining to think about anything other than school work, people have definitely caught on that you weren't being your usual self, especially Hitoka, who was the only person you told about Oikawa.

"Geez Y/N, I know I've only known you since high school started but I don't think I've ever seen you like this before." Hitoka groaned as she snapped you out of your daydream, letting you know that class was already dismissed. She was right, you can't remember ever being this boy crazy ever in your life. You don't even have any celebrity crushes that you look up to that you admire this much or any actual male classmates that you've had more interactions with that you've crushed on to this extent. Was it the element of mystery involved in crushing on a senpai that doesn't go to your school and you barely knew, contributing to this level of obsession?

You slapped yourself on your cheeks hard with both your hands in an attempt to officially wake yourself up before dashing downstairs to join volleyball practice.

The afternoon practice went by as usual though you did sense some things out of place. After coach Ukai dismissed the club, you were getting ready to fold the net and store it but two of your upperclassmen slid in.

"Don't worry Y/N-chan, we'll take care of this." The shorter second year eerily said as he stepped in to take the net down before you could even touch it. The two have been acting overly protective since practice has started. It wasn't like the uncomfortable way they have been treating the other manager but it's more like having two overprotective older brothers you've never consented to having.

"Man, cut it out you two! Get over Oikawa, he was just being nice." Sugawara scolded from the other side of the room through gritted teeth, as though he resented complimenting the Aoba Johsai captain.

So that's why they have been acting odd. And how does Suga know about Oikawa? You guess you underestimated Tanaka and Nishinoya's gossiping skills.

"He wasn't just being nice, you know the type of pretty boy he is." Tanaka bickered back, putting air quotes with his fingers as he said the word "nice".

"I'll do it." A cold voice interrupted the argument. The tall blonde haired boy appeared out of nowhere and took the net out of the distracted second year's hands.

6:30 PM

You and Kageyama walked home with steaming pork buns in your hands that the team bought together after declining Daichi's offer to buy them for the team again. The journey was mostly quiet that afternoon as the two of you were busy stuffing your faces with food but in between eating, you did talk about school and how Hinata and him got close in the first place. Apparently, they weren't allowed in the club for the first week since they hit the vice-principal of the school with a volleyball on the first day of school. When he told you that story in his most casual tone, you couldn't help but choke on the bun and the two of you had to stop walking till you finally calmed down.

You've never had a male friend who you were this close to and was this comfortable to be with. It's not that you avoided making friends with guys in general just because they weren't girls, and it's not like their hobbies and interests were so far fetched from yours to the point where you couldn't relate to them.

Even though you and Kageyama don't talk all the time in practice, just being there for an occasional chat as he cooled down and walking home together everyday helped the two of you grow closer.

Then the conversation topic naturally progressed into discussing the prefecture's strongest volleyball team. Kageyama told you he was aiming to go to Shiratorizawa but got rejected since his grades were so bad, which didn't surprise you, though you were surprised he wasn't offered a sports scholarship or something related to volleyball considering how good he was. Then it popped in your head that it was the perfect transition and opportunity to talk about Oikawa.

"So, Oikawa-san was-"

"Oikawa-san was what?" A familiar voice hummed.

You and Kageyama looked down the road and met eyes with the Aoba Johsai captain once again, who was busy handling three plastic bags filled to the brim with groceries on each arm.

"Oh it's manager-chan! Then I guess I wouldn't mind if you were the one talking about me, Y/N!" He smirked, looking at Kageyama dead in the eye as he relaxed his shoulder and the sight of his junior.

"Oikawa-san, isn't Aoba Johsai kind of far away from here? How did you manage to buy groceries at this time? Don't you have practice?" Kageyama inquired his old teammate as he eyes a box of milk that fell to the ground from one of Oikawa's bags.

"My, my Tobio-chan, aren't you getting a bit too intrusive on my private life." He continued to reply in his playful voice as he bent down to pick the fallen box up. "Well if you're that interested in my life, we don't have practice on Mondays."

"What?! That's such a complete waste of time!" The black haired setter was baffled. You didn't know why he was so repulsed by that idea, personally you would love an extra day off.

"Slacking off and taking a break are two totally different things, Tobio." The brunette setter sighed at his junior's overbearing will to play volleyball. "As an example, if I were to have a date with someone like Y/N, that wouldn't be a waste of time, right?" He smirked once again, causing your pathetic heart to skip a beat.

"Well any practice time spent not training or touching the ball is a waste of time so..." Kageyama mumbled without much thought, though it was loud enough for you and Oikawa to hear. You punched your teammate hard on the arm as a reply, causing him to moan in pain and Oikawa to burst into fits of laughter.

"Man, Y/N-chan, you're far more interesting than I thought," Oikawa managed to say in between his laughter, "can I have your number?" He casually asked as your whole world blew up.

Your surroundings went mute and the world seemed overly saturated for a split second as Oikawa Toru's words echoed in your mind.

next:  -ˏˋ chapter four ˊˎ-

previous:  -ˏˋ chapter two ˊˎ-

[imaginingit]

seventeen as haikyuu!! characters (pt. 1)

my two worlds collide :)))) this isn’t strictly karasuno, just characters in the story that resemble the boys!

warning: spoilers ahead!! and also... i get a little. .. . .carried....away

S.Coups as Daichi Sawamura

MY TWO GRANDPAS I’M SO READY. as kind and fair leaders, daichi and seungcheol are inevitably very, very similar. in daichi’s approach with tobio and hinata when they first joined, coupled seungcheol’s way of uniting the boys to talk about their issues as frequently and fervently as possible, these two are the epitome of father material. daichi is never afraid to be vocal with the team on and off the court, and naturally is the voice of the entire team when needed. for seungcheol, despite being the youngest member in his family, was promised to debut with multiple groups time and time again, until finally he was put on hold with the rest of the seventeen boys. what this did was allow him to practice his patience and growth as a person, but as well, grow familiar and as an older brother figure for the boys as years went on. maturity aside, both of these boys are easily excitable and love it when their members are having a great time. with their relationship from their same age friends (suga and asahi, jeonghan and jisoo) to the younger guys on the team, they are an amicable sidekick and company to be around, and although they need to be serious on and off the court/camera for the sake of professionalism and victory, these two “old men” are two very dorky and clumsy guys at heart.

Jeonghan as Koshi Sugawara

THEY’RE ANGELS AND THEY FUCKING KNOW IT. but don’t be fooled. jeonghan can tend to be a little shit disturber at times cheeky at times (cheating, cheating, and more cheating) and suga sometimes does enjoy joining in on the banter with the second years, thus making them the most innocent (“wait, who me?” puppy eyes) older brothers out there. but with that aside, both are extremely caring towards the rest of the team and are undoubtedly the mother figures. sugawara, being assistant captain, knows each and every one of his teammates’ strengths and weakness, and always, always, has a sense of calm and patience, slowing the game down to his pace. despite losing his starting position to tobio when he came, he never once had a harsh attitude towards him and instead, cheered him on and did his part when he needed to step in. jeonghan is by far, the biggest mom figure in seventeen, and is extremely affectionate with everyone in the group. kind and attentive, he loves to compliment and tease his members “dino nugu aegi” and is enthusiastic in all their projects. he never seems to complain and be in a genuinely bad mood, like, ever. both are extremely reliable and have a bond with all of their members, making them both the soft, angelic, yet fun-loving members of the group. 

Joshua as Asahi Azumane

i put 95-line as the third years do you hear me sob bi ng ASAHI AND JISOO ARE BOTH SO SOFT, SOFT, SOFT, and are the kings of humility. jisoo is seriously the nicest, most soft-spoken, and easygoing person ever. he will never go out of his way to seriously boast about something nor will he claim a title as his own. we all know he’s a mama’s boy and an extremely soft person, resembling a kitten, almost. he loves to embrace his members and his bond with the 95-line is so, so precious. however, on stage, his demeanour is extremely different. he works so hard with his music and has such a determination to make sure everything is perfect, namely being the one to arrange all the acoustic versions of their songs, and making sure to monitor himself extremely closely after every recording. he works hard on his craft and does his best to benefit the team around him, being the master of humility and is undoubtedly in love with love itself. asahi, on the other hand, and a clear difference between the two, looks extremely different from how he is on the inside. being mistaken for a convict, or a third-year that had to repeat school a couple times, or a gangster, he’s 180 degrees different from his appearnce. like jisoo, he cares extremely how he is on the court and makes sure to do his absolute best to benefit his team. being the ace, he never really claimed that title as his and has a hard time believing in his abilities until the near end. he’s so precious to the team, and with his “glass heart”, he’s literally a child that needs to be protected at ALL TIME. these two are extremely soft and kind, knowing no limits to hard work and dedication at their craft to make sure their team comes out on top. 

Jun as Toru Oikawa 

pROFESSIONAL PANTY DROPPERS. literally the two biggest shits on the face of the earth. jun was the first person i matched a character with because i had no freaking doubt in my head that he was going to be oikawa. toru is damn fucking good at volleyball--and he knows it. he knows that he’s the grand king and isn’t afraid to walk around like it, even off the court. besides from being a cocky ass little shit though (jks i love my king), he’s such a good captain and is also the king of POSITIVITY. even if he makes a bad set or misplaces a serve, he has no doubt in knowing the next play will be different. you know who else is the king of positivity? WEN JUNHUI. WEN. JUN. HUI. during one fine day, when they were literally all quarantined in an island away from home and forced to give up their personal belongings for a period of time, he was such a trooper and a cheerleader for the rest of the trip there. he never failed in complimenting mingyu and his skills (literally when asked to pick 3 things to bring with him to a deserted island, he chose mingyu, mingyu, and mingyu), always helped out in various things like cooking, making freaking sashimi, starting the fire, and cleaning. but on stage.. . . BOI. he’s legit a sex machine. like not fucking kidding. he’s fucking hot and he knows it. in 17 project, one of the things the mentor told him was to work on his facial expressions, and this boy fucking did. the way he bites his lips, the way he droops his eyes, the way he walks on stage, his poise and confidence is so prevalent and is, without a doubt, a visual to be reckoned with. with oikawa, despite being one of the best u-18 setters in the country, arguably the best in his prefecture, and having the pressure that comes with it, he carries himself with such poise and confidence knowing that he fully has the ability to help his team and make them amazing. these two are confident, positive, and work extremely hard at what they do to better everyone that is relying on them and are undoubtedly panty wetters havE U SEEN OIKAWA WITH GLASSES IM DECEASED. 

Hoshi as Yu Nishinoya

NOYA M Y LOVE I LOVE YOU OSM U HC my svt bias wrecker and my haikyuu bias why do i do this to myself ffs. out of all of these matches, i think this one is the most spot-on, personality wise. noya is such a FREAKING FIRECRACKER, and is literally the second loudest character on this entire show despite having such tight competition whaddup bokuto, tanaka. he loves volleyball so. much. i’m literally not surprised if this kid sleeps with his uniform still on. but with that being said, as much as he loves it, his bond and love for his members are unparalleled. in the beginning, he refused to come back as libero if asahi wasn’t going to return, but eventually found himself too connected with volleyball to not be on the team. in every practice, he’s always testing out his moves and giving it nICKNAMES LIEK GFDIJ I LVOE YOU like fucking “ROLLING THUNDER!!!” like what even?? him, tanaka, and hinata love riling shit up and having a good time with what they do. so with soonyoung, you can tell that dance is his entire life. he said one time that he doesn’t know what his life would be without dance. soonyoung legit ALWAYS HAS ENERGY, like the members literally wake him up with “fighting!”. these characters are both extremely boisterous and friendly. noya made extremely quick friends with hinata and still initiates conversations with tsuki and tobio regardless if they’re interested or not. soonyoung, on the other hand as well, LOVES HIS UNIT SO MUCH MY HEART. on one fine day, bc minghao was sick and couldn’t really leave the house, hoshi would find things for him to do like help him peel stuff for dinner or bring him bites of the food they were making outside. chan looks up to him legit like an older brother and him and jun are the same age, making them have a brotherly, best friend-type bond. but with that being said, the second both characters step on their respective stages, everything changes. noya is such a beast, always looking to better his game as a libero, like when he figured out how to set from behind the line, or when he did the thING YOU KNOW THE THING AGAINST SHIRATORIZAWA WHEN USHIJIMA DID THE THING AND THEN NOYA DID THE THING BACK AND THEN HE DID THE THING AGAIN YOU KNOW WHAT I’M TALKIGN ABOUT and his entire team legitimately depends on him for receiving some of the best players in the entire country’s spikes and he never fails to back them up. with hoshi, he brings a different dynamic to the group. he choreographs everything and admits to making the most mistakes during practice because he has everyone’s dance parts in his head tell me that isn’t the purest fucking thing you’ve ever heard in your life. on stage, he’s so fuc kign h ot have you seen his stage at the boys wish concert goodbye!!!! these two have the most boisterous personalities, with abilities to befriend almost everyone. both love a sense of competition and leading the team with their athletic abilities, all the while having a true, true love for what they do. 

i’m getting so fucking carried away i’m not even sorry

Wonwoo as Tobio Kageyama

if you began to think i was going crazy, you haven’t even seen my final form cus wonwoo’s my svt bias and tobio is my haikyuu bias wrecker good luck reader my two dark hair, dark eyed beauties. rather than having the exact same personality, i think these two resemble each other in appearance, the way they carry themselves and how they are when the begin to open up. tobio has always been good, exceptional even, at volleyball. named “king of the court” before he even got to high school, he always had an immense amount of pressure on him. however, for him and wonwoo, they both get mistaken as being solely and strictly cold-hearted bastards because of their first impressions and the difficulty they have expressing themselves. kageyama was first portrayed as a cocky and hard-to-get-along-with kind of character, always to engulfed in volleyball, but that’s not the case as the series progresses. no, he doesn’t become an extremely boisterous or outgoing character, but he no longer has such a demeanour around him. you can see him visibly wanting to spend more time around his teammates and he loves. the. game. so. much. he looks to make his game the best it can possibly be every single time and all his life, hasn’t really known anything besides volleyball until karasuno came along im SOBBING. with wonwoo, his sharp features and handsome face gives off the vibe of being the cold, scary pretty face that doesn’t really want to be around others, but when seen around his members, and members like hoshi, miNGYU, jun (members that are very opposite of his shy self and can bring him out more), him and his stupid freaking jokes will always be heard. through variety shows and time spent around the boys, we get to see garden fairy wonwoo, seventeen’s main bgm provider wonwoo, and palryongjung middle school dancing machine wonwoo, and we know he isn’t, and never was the cold-hearted boy we was thought out to be. when they get onto their stages, they’re both extremely charismatic and amazing at what they do. hallucination boy wonwoo has an aura around him with his voICE and the way he feels the rhythm as a rapper that makes him so underrated, until he got a solo freaking stage that he definitely deserved. with tobio, everytime he steps on the court, his walls come down and his focus is insane. everyone fears him on the other side and would much rather have him on theirs, knowing full well how capable he is of being one of the best setters in the country. however, these two boys have a history that they both would like to forget. and although it’s tough to talk about it with wonwoo, they made mistakes in the past and were given a reputation that they would both like override. for wonwoo, it was being someone that was wholesome and capable of hate, and tobio was known to be a horrible teammate and captain, eyes set solely for victory and nothing else. but as time went on, upon meeting their members now, they have the urge to become more than what they were and use the people around them as family, bettering themselves each day as both people and at what they do. 

Woozi as Kenma Kozume

MY LITTLE KITTENS!! ok these two are also extremely similar in both looks and demeanour. while both seemingly uninterested in a lot of things and not wanting to be outrightly the center of attention, they are both extreme geniuses at what they do. kenma legit never loses his cool and doesn’t often voice his opinions. despite being like this though, he very much draws in friends that are complete??? opposite?? of??? him?? like hinata?? they have such a cute bond shoot me like as quiet, reserved, and uninterested as he may seem, he’s complimented well with people that are different from him and has an extremely kind heart on the inside. with jihoon, he doesn’t seem to care a lot abt stuff cue him beating mingyu up with a guitar cue him plotting cheol’s death everytime he makes him do aegyo but he’s so fucking cute and he DOESN’T EVEN KNOW IT. but when they’re put to work with their craft, these two are the best at it. rather than being an amazing volleyball player, and rather than being an exceptional singer, they have incredible overall sports knowledge and musicianship respectively. kenma has amazing volleyball iq and sense of the game that he always knows what he’s supposed to be doing, where he needs to go to receive a ball and how to juggle his play to make the players on his side of the court better, making up for his physique and build. with jihoon, he literally is in charge of seventeen’s success, if you really really think about it. definitely not saying that no one else puts in any work, but jihoon does the most of it when it comes to their title songs and side tracks, putting this immense pressure on him to have to do well and make sure that seventeen succeeds with the songs he writes. 90% of his time is spent in the studio and his hard work has paid off so much. as a musician, he deserves so much praise for his hard work and talent!! like he plays fucking like 52 instruments and can even rap??? like what? stan jihoon guys stan jihoon overall, these two characters, though seemingly bored and tired most of the time, are hardworkers and blend extremely well with their group, all the while being fucking underrated yet TALENTED at what they do. 

HOPE YOU ENJOY!!! :D

[rosemarypasta]

monday afternoons ♡ 8

➤  pairing : oikawa tooru x female reader (karasuno manager)

➤  chapter warnings : slowburn (?)

➤  summary : You just recently joined the Karasuno boy’s volleyball team as their first year manager. As you grow closer to your teammates, you also unexpectedly grow closer to one of their biggest rivals, Oikawa Tooru

➤ chapter word count: 1732

♡ masterpost ♡

-ˏˋ chapter eight ˊˎ-

MONDAY 6:00 PM

“Bye everyone!” The second year libero enthusiastically yelled out before the whole team parted ways from Sakanoshita. The rest of the team mumbled out their farewells with drained energy from an intense practice session. You turned on your heel and began to walk side by side with Kageyama. Two whole weeks have passed since that confrontation with Tsukishima and you’ve made it your top priority on trying to regain their trust. Though, most of the team accepted your apology right off the bat, you still tried your best to be active in practice and be friendly with them.

“T-Today was though huh?” You started, referring to the hell-like receive training session the team just had that gifted everyone with new splotches of black and blue all over their arms. “Mhm” Kageyama hummed, his eyes and hands fixated at his unopened milk box. Your shoulders sank at his reply. Of course, there was nothing wrong with Kageyama’s answer. He was always the type to answer with the least amount of energy. A “Mhm”, “Yeah”, “Ok” was a typical Kageyama reply to everything but after what happened with Oikawa, you started to over analyze every reply he gave you. Surprisingly, he was one of the many who accepted your apology right away and just went on about his day like nothing happened, but you still can’t help but think he might have a grudge on you, though you know that he’s not the type of person to do so.

The walk continues in silence. The silence was suffocating to you and your mind raced to come up with conversational topics but Kageyama didn't feel a thing and walked as usual with a milk carton in his hand.

Ever since that day, you’ve stopped replying to Oikawa’s texts and calls. What Hinata said that day just made too much sense, all the insecurities and worries you had revolving around yours and Oikawa’s relationship just fit like a puzzle piece. He never made things official because he never wanted you to be his girlfriend. You were just a toy to piss off Kageyama and you played right into his palm like a fool.

You didn’t even bother asking him about it. You didn’t want to. You figured it would be too painful to hear it from him himself.

Though you kept ignoring him, he still repeatedly tried to text you and call you. Spamming your name in your chats every day for the last thirteen days but last night your chats were empty, with no texts from the Seijoh captain. You figured he finally got tired of chasing after his toy and gave up. But even though you were the one ignoring him, you felt a pain in your chest as you went to sleep last night.

You groaned internally as you watched your house loom closer and closer, cursing under your breath as you didn’t manage to spark a normal conversation with Kageyama.

And as if this whole situation couldn’t get any worse for you, your eyes spot the white blazer of a certain school. The two of you stopped in your tracks, your breath hitched in surprise as you saw Kageyama’s arm shielding you from the Seijoh captain. “Oikawa-san, what are you doing here.” Kageyama’s solemn tone echoed the empty streets.

“Y-Y/N! Where were you I wa-“

“Stop. Get lost already, she doesn’t want to hear it.” He barked at his senior. Before Oikawa can get another word in, Kageyama grabbed your wrist and pulled you away, leaving the brown haired setter at a loss for words in the middle of the dark neighbourhood.

12:03 AM

Oikawa rubbed his bleary eyes with his fists. He knows he shouldn’t be doing his but he couldn’t keep Y/N of his mind. He knew Iwaizumi would scold him the second he senses something and snatch his phone away. But he had to do it.

He turned his phone on and opened it to reveal his lockscreen which left a bittersweet feeling on the tip of his tongue. He swiped his thumb across the picture of his and Y/N’s hand intertwined together that he sneakily took one time she was distracted and unlocked it.

He bit his lip as he typed the two words onto Y/N’s empty chat.

“Good night”

The brown haired setter wanted to say so much more but he figured if he wanted to even make it out alive out of Iwaizumi’s lecture he was going to have to sit through the next day for disobeying his orders to just leave her alone, this was the most he could do.

He sighed as he tapped the send button. He knew she wasn’t going to reply just like the last two weeks but he still had hope.

Oikawa got up to turn off his bedroom lights before staggering back to the same spot he has been in for the last three hours. He covered his body with the covers, bringing his legs and arms closer to his chest. He went to bed with his hands close to his heart, his phone clutched tight in his fists.

TUESDAY 12:14 PM

Hanamaki and Matsukawa watched as their captain sighed at his phone for the eighth time since the lunch break started. The two third years exchanged glances, trying to get the other to ask what was wrong again. Hanamaki squinted hard at Matsukawa, silently arguing with his eyes that it was him who asked Oikawa yesterday to which Matsukawa argued back that he got to the rooftop first so he had to sit through more sighs and moping than him. The two continued to glare hard at each other as their captain signed for the ninth time that afternoon.

“What’s wrong?” Iwaizumi broke the silence amongst the three Aoba Johsai third years as he crept onto the rooftop with an armful of various colors of melon pan. Both Hanamaki and Matsukawa gave their friend a deadpan look on their face as he knew what the problem was. Iwaizumi sighed and proceeded to spike a plastic wrapped green melon pan straight to Oikawa’s downcast face.

“Man, get over yourself and tell them already!” Iwaizumi scowled at his unusually quiet best friend who would usually go ballistic if a bag of bread was hurled at his face. Oikawa sighed again and buried his head into his hands, “you tell them.” He mumbled.

Iwaizumi shook his head at his best friend and turned to his other friends as he commanded. “Basically, he started to fake date the new Karasuno manager to get back at Kageyama but he accidentally fell in love but the girl suddenly started to ghost him for some reason.” He said, rubbing the back of his neck.

“That’s not true! We’re not dating...yet…” Oikawa suddenly shot up. “Whatever! You get my point.” Iwaizumi barked back, rolling his eyes at him.

“Wow captain, fake dating? this is an all time low, even for you.” Hanamaki managed to stay, stifling his laughs, causing Oikawa’s face to retreat into his hands. “You? Actually falling in love with a girl? That’s new.” Matsukawa scoffed, reminiscing his captain’s old flirtatious ways with multiple girls at a time.

Oikawa sat silently as his friends laughed at him. He couldn’t even yell at them and defend himself because he knew they were right. He knew he would always play around with girls but to fake date a girl? He knew he would hate it if a girl were to fake like him but at the end he did end up liking Y/N so...it isn’t that bad...right?

“What’s the big deal? You’ll probably get over her after you go to a mixer like you usually do.” Matsukawa said through the bread he was munching on. “Yeah, what’s so special about her anyway?” The pink haired wing spiker chimed in.

“She’s special...she makes me feel so different.” Oikawa answered, his throat dry. Matsukawa, Hanamaki and Iwaizumi looked at eachother, not expecting such a pressing and soppy reply from their usually annoyingly playful friend who’s never serious about anything other than volleyball.

“I-It’s like I feel like I can be myself, the me I only show the closest people around me, the me I’m around you guys,” Oikawa took a deep breath, not caring about the looks on his friends’ faces, “I mean, you guys know how I’m with when I’m around other girls. Pathetic, fake, disgusting-”

“You said it, not me.” Hanamaki mumbled before getting elbowed on the stomach by the Seijoh ace.

“She makes me all...fuzzy and feel like the whole world is in technicolor. I-I’ve never felt it before but I don’t think I hate it. I don’t know exactly what is it but I think it’s L-”

“Love.” Iwaizumi cut off, “Sorry, had to finish off your sentence before these two start vomiting.” He pointed to the two third years squirming on the ground at Oikawa’s words.

6:05 PM

Oikawa sighed as he faced the darkening sky with his best friend by his side. His ever so silent phone still tight in his right hand, his palm starts getting clammy as the words he planned to say resonated in his mind.

“Iwa-chan?” He quietly said as the two walked home from practice.

“Hm?” Iwaizumi replied as Oikawa expected.

“Remember the one thing you told me not to do?”

“Yes.”

“I did it.”

“I know.”

Oikawa took his eyes off the sky and to his best friend, “You knew?”. Iwaizumi scoffed at his flustered friend, “How could I not? You were staring at your phone like some freak.”

Iwaizumi’s eyes watched as his best friend’s shoulders sagged even more. It would kill him to admit it but it pained him to see how down Oikawa was.

“But,” Iwaizumi started, causing Oikawa to flinch, expecting the long awaited lecture and yelling. “What I didn’t know was that she was that important to you.” He said in a calm demeanor, confusing his friend with the unexpected behaviour.

“She is.” Oikawa coughed, for his throat suddenly felt the driest it has ever been. Iwaizumi abruptly put his hand in the midst of Oikawa’s curls, bringing his head closer to his shoulder.

“She’s so important to me.” Oikawa tried his best to blink away his hot tears that accumulated in his eyes.

next:  -ˏˋ chapter nine ˊˎ-

previous:  -ˏˋ chapter seven ˊˎ-

A/N

I am sleep deprived from moving across town and never ending assignments so i’m so sorry this took so long and i didn’t proofread this chapter so i’m sorry too lmaoo. I plan to soon though so please ignore any mistakes I made this chapter

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[rosemarypasta]

➤  pairing : oikawa tooru x female reader (karasuno manager)

➤  chapter warnings : slowburn (?)

➤  summary : You just recently joined the Karasuno boy’s volleyball team as their first year manager. As you grow closer to your teammates, you also unexpectedly grow closer to one of their biggest rivals, Oikawa Tooru

➤ chapter word count: 1515

-ˏˋ chapter five ˊˎ-

FRIDAY

6:50 AM

The day after the practice match with Aoba Johsai, you woke up to a world filled with vibrant spring colors, overjoyed with the outcome of yesterday's match and advancement on your unexpected relationship with the Seijoh captain. At first, you felt irritated at the fact that you had to wake up much earlier than what you're used to before joining the club but, the image of Oikawa popped up in your head which immensely calmed you down and made your heart melt.

You got ready for school in a daze, to the point where you made silly mistakes a high schooler shouldn't make like brushing your teeth with hand soap and nearly going out the door without your bag in your hands. You were thankful that your family members weren't around to see you in the state that you're in and made sure to leave the house as quiet as you possible could, in hopes to not interrupt their sleep.

You walked out the door and began walking towards school but spotted a familiar black haired boy just a few feet away from your house. You rushed to catch up with him and walked to school together for the first time since you two met each other. Kageyama sulked the whole way to school, complaining how he overslept because of how much energy he used up during yesterday's match and how Hinata would probably already be in the gym, giving him the title of today's winner of the morning race the two first years had.

You could barely understand what he was talking about. All you heard was tidbits of words from his rambles like "Hinata", "overslept", and "won. Your head was clouded by your upcoming date and the endless possibilities of how it would play out. So far you haven't even decided on the date and place where it would happen. Oikawa did text you once you reached home but he just made sure you were still down with the whole date idea.

The day went on as usual. Morning practice, lessons, break, lessons, lunch, lessons again and afternoon practice. Days like these go by like a blur when you have someone occupying your mind. During school hours you fiddled your fingers and sat on the edge of your seat, hoping to see a text notification on your phone every time you went to secretly check your phone but nothing came in. You figured since Aoba Johsai is a private school, their cell phone regulations must be tougher than the public school you're currently attending so you tried to soothe your worries and anxiety with that thought, though it did not prevent you from checking every hour you could. At one point in modern literature class, you felt your phone buzz softly through your pocket and you raced to the bathroom after getting permission from Takeda sensei. But to your disappointment, it was only a text from your mother informing you that she'll be out late. You went back to class with heavy shoulders and you sulked the rest of the period, spending the majority of the time with your head buried in your arms on top of the desk.

3:00 PM

The bell rang, dismissing the class from modern literature lessons and you slowly started to pack your bags for practice. You thought it would be nice if they had another practice match for you to watch and distract yourself from Oikawa but alas, it was a normal practice and you were sure you would find yourself spaced out, worrying about Oikawa as you watch the boys practice their serves from the sidelines.

"Y/N, your phone is buzzing." Your golden blonde classmate whispered into your ear, pointing to the vibrating phone on your desk, knowing it would immediately cheer you up from the downcast mood you've been in that she had to endure throughout the day. You averted your gaze from the stack of textbooks that you needed to organize to your phone with Oikawa's name on your screen. You felt like you could scream at the sight of the notification you have anticipated for the whole day but refrained from doing so to the best of your ability.

Oikawa: Are you free on Monday after school? 

You answered the text with no hesitation, your fingers tapped the letters "Y", "E" and "S" immediately and pressed send. You felt your fingers and cheeks were on fire, you clinged onto your phone as you watched Oikawa type in a response. 

Oikawa: 3 PM right? I'll pick you up at school :)

You felt your heart flutter at the sight of his signature smiley face. All your worries from the past handful of hours vanished at the sight of the simple text conversation and a smile crept onto your face until you realized your grave mistake.

You have practice on Monday afternoon.

But it was too late to change the date, you know how busy volleyball players must be, especially for Oikawa since he's the captain of a powerhouse school. You facepalmed yourself at your hastiness in responding to his text like a fool, it was completely your fault and changing the date would make things complicated. What happens if both of your schedules don't match up? Will the date never happen?

You bit your lip as guilt started to consume your conflicted body. Practice happens twice on a daily basis, surely missing one practice session won't hurt. Besides, there's Shimizu and it's not like your role as a first year manager is that significant. They will barely notice your absence.

You finished packing the rest of your things and jogged downstairs to join practice, planning to give your all in hopes that the lingering guilt will soon fade away the more sweat you break that afternoon.

In practice, coach Ukai made everyone practice their blocks, especially the first year middle blockers, Hinata and Tsukishima. You stood out of the court with a notebook in your hand to note the success rate of the blocks, the two brightly colored haired boys had. But of course, you had your phone in your other hand in case anything happens. You watched as Asahi hit a mean spike from the opposite side of the court the middle blockers were and cringed as you saw the ball hit Tsukishima's arm, leaving a raw bright red mark on his pale skin. Asahi stammered his apologies to his taller upperclassmen, "It's fine, please spike another one, Asahi-san." Tsukishima replied as he subtly tried to rub his arm, trying to not make the weak-spirited ace worry. The ace returned to his original position to wait for Sugawara to set a ball to him. 

You felt your phone vibrate against the notebook you were clutching onto and your eyes immediately scanned the screen to read the text that appeared on your screen. You expected a text from Oikawa but to your disappointment, it was just a text from your mother asking you whether you were going to be home late again since she still couldn't believe that you would be committed to going to practice everyday, even though you've already joined the club for two weeks now.

Immersed in your own disappointment, you texted your mother grumpily, not knowing what would hit you in the next few seconds. "Y/N watch out!" You heard Hinata scream your name in terror. You looked up from your phone as you pressed send and was greeted by a volleyball zooming right your way at an astounding speed of eighty miles per hour. Your legs refused to move, as if someone super glued your shoes to the floor. Your eyes filled with panic though all you could do was close your eyes and expect the upcoming pain you were going to have to endure.

You held your breath, waiting for the ball to break your nose but a few seconds have gone by and you didn't feel any pain and instead heard a blunt thud right on the tip of your nose. You slowly opened your eyes to the sight of Tsukishima's hand blocking half of your view. You watched from the seams of his fingers that the volleyball Hinata spiked ferociously ended up hitting his hand instead of giving you an unannounced nose job. The whole room went silent but collectively sighed in relief as they watched the ball slowly come to a stop after rolling on the ground for a while. 

Hinata, Shimizu, Sugawara and Daichi all rushed towards you to check if you were alright, to which you just nodded, overwhelmed with the surplus of attention given to you. You turned your head to the towering blonde to thank him but your eyes met his cold gaze. 

"You may not be a player but we didn't bring you here to just laze around, idiot." He spat though his voice remained monotone. Tanaka and Daichi hit him on his back in ways to scold him for his over exaggerated behaviour but his sharp words still sank deep in your heart.

next: -ˏˋ chapter six ˊˎ-

previous: -ˏˋ chapter four ˊˎ-

[rosemarypasta]

monday afternoons ♡ 7

➤  pairing : oikawa tooru x female reader (karasuno manager)

➤  chapter warnings : slowburn (?)

➤  summary : You just recently joined the Karasuno boy’s volleyball team as their first year manager. As you grow closer to your teammates, you also unexpectedly grow closer to one of their biggest rivals, Oikawa Tooru

➤ chapter word count: 2090

♡ masterpost ♡

-ˏˋ chapter seven ˊˎ-

MONDAY

5:50 PM

“Shall we head home then?” Oikawa smiled. You grinned as a reply. He expectedly extended his hand towards you and you gladly took it.

Three months have passed and a lot has happened though nothing out of the ordinary occured. You got drowned by high school assignments and responsibilities, the Karasuno boys trained harder than ever to reach nationals, you joined them for a weekend-long training camp in Tokyo, and most importantly, you have been hanging out with the Seijoh captain on an almost weekly basis now.

You wished to hang out with him every Monday but to not blow your cover, you forced yourself to attend some Monday practices, hoping the team wouldn’t catch on to your pattern and find out what you’ve been doing all this time. Though, you tried to not worry as much, remembering how nearly half of the team are simple minded and would probably never catch on. Besides, you had a variety of excuses to use so you’ve never ditched practice without a convincing reason.

“Man, that plot twist was unreal!” Oikawa reminisced about the movie the two of you just saw as you walked back home, hands still connected. Your eyes wandered to your intertwined hands. You remembered the first time you held hands with him. It was after one of your dates a month ago and when he extended his hand for the first time you didn’t know what he was doing so you started a second too long before he burst out laughing, telling you to take his hand on the way home. You can’t help but feel your cheeks heat up when recalling that embarrassing moment but you couldn’t help it. He was the first guy you’ve done this to anyway so it was an inevitable and natural reaction.

You looked up to his bright and smiling face. Though everything seems to go smoothly, you can’t help but tend to the problem you had in mind in the back of your head. It has been over three months since he asked you to the first date but little to no romantic progress has been made. You were confident that Oikawa didn’t dislike you, afterall, he’s the one that keeps on making plans with you and the two of you surprisingly had good chemistry with each other so how has three months passed without a confession? The only thing that has changed was the fact that you two now hold hands occasionally but it wasn’t enough.

Though at times you question your own romantic standards. Perhaps you’ve watched too many romance films that it started to give you a false sense of relationships. Besides, Oikawa is the experienced one of the two so you figured the pace the two of you were going was realistic. You weren’t the protagonist of a romance novel anyway.

Maybe slow is good. Maybe in real life standards, this isn’t even that slow.

5:55 PM

“Tsukishima!” Sugawara called, tossing the ball right in front of the net.

Tsukishima complied happily. He ran up to the net, jumped with all his might and with a sharp flick of his arm, he slammed his palm hard against the ball, spiking it down to the opponent’s side of the court.

“Tsukki! Nice kill!” Yamaguchi’s voice rang from the sidelines as the tall blonde descended from the air after spiking a ball through Hinata and Kageyama’s double block. Coach Ukai’s whistle went out, announcing the victory of Tsukishima, Sugawara, and Asahi in one of their many three on three matches of the day.

Tsukishima watched his stinging red hand. It hurted but it oddly felt satisfying. He was oddly active in practice that day and he knew he wasn’t the only one who noticed his change of behaviour but no one made snarky comments so he didn’t mind. He oddly craved doing spikes more than usual as he figured hitting something or anything hard enough will ease his pent up anger. Tsukishima pretends he doesn’t know why he was feeling tense but deep down, he knew what he was feeling. He just thought voicing his actual concern would be pathetic.

Tsukishima brought the collar of his T-shirt up to his nose and wiped the sweat off his nose. His eyes wander to the barren bench beside the score board, only occupied by the raven haired manager. He clicks his tongue at the sight.

���Tsukki? What’s up?” Yamaguchi trailed his scowling best friend, his hands full with volleyballs. “Huh? What’s going on? Tsukishima’s mad?” The mini sized middle blocker shadowed the taller green haired one, a folded net in his hands. Tsukishima debated whether voicing his concern to his simpleton teammates would even benefit him in the slightest.

“He’s mad? What’s new?” The dark haired setter mumbled behind Hinata, which ticked Tsukishima off even more than before. “Well don’t you think it’s kind of suspicious how miss manager is always gone on Mondays?” His tone was sharp with no doubt in his voice but to his disappointment, his three fellow first years had a blank expression on their faces.

“You mean Y/N?” Kageyama replied to his bitter dialogue with an eyebrow raised. Tsukkishima opened his mouth to talk further but the raw stinging of his hand reminded how energy deprived he was now and figured it was impossible to get these kinds of things past their thick skulls so resolved to closing his mouth back again.

“Y/N-san is visiting the dentist today right? Daichi-san mentioned it earlier, Tsukki.” Yamaguchi cheerfully patted the taller boy on the shoulder, thinking he was informing his dear friend. The blond stared at his innocent and oblivious friend. Out of the three, he figured Yamaguchi would at least be the one to meet him halfway on his accusation but he watched as his childhood friend skipped off to the storage room to put the balls away for the day.

Tsukkishima was disappointed, but certainly not surprised.

6:02 PM

“Yeah so Iwa-chan hit me on the head a bit too hard and we had to cancel practice that afternoon cause they all had to rush their precious captain to the school infirmary!” He chuckled, to which you burst out laughing. “Ah, what a shame, we’re almost home. I was about to tell you what I made Iwa-chan do to make it up to me after all that ruckus.” Oikawa sighed as the neighbourhood park began to loom closer.

“Don’t worry, you can tell me next week.” You hummed, swinging your connected hands. “Sure.” Oikawa smiled.

It was the perfect way to end a date. The chain of giggles, the warm sunset, the cold afternoon breeze, and an unexpected visit from your volleyball teammate.

Wait.

An unexpected visit from your volleyball teammate?

Your eyes widened at the sight of the familiar towering blond boy, leaning against one of many vending machines available throughout the neighbourhood. Right as you noticed him, his eyes which were previously fixated on his phone, raised up and met yours as if he was waiting for you to arrive.

“So, how many cavities did the dentist say you have?” He spoke through gritted teeth with a rare smile on his face.

TUE 5:34 PM

The day after you got busted by Tsukishima, he has been trying to corner you all day long.

Morning practices, in between classes, lunch break, and after school practice. It was easy to avoid him during morning practices since you were around the guys and you never left Shimizu’s side and during school hours you stuck with Yachi. But now that practice is coming to an end and everyone is dispersed all around the gym cleaning up, you crossed your fingers that you didn’t get dragged out by Tsukishima.

You tried your best to clean up as fast as you could, even going out of your way to help Kageyama out with his tasks so the two of you could zoom out of practice immediately. You rushed in the storage room after finally mopping the floor clean from the sweat the boys accumulated. You were about to store the mop in your hands and drag Kageyama out of the gym but a tall looming figure appeared behind you.

“We finally get the chance to talk, hm? Y/N-san?” Tsukishima said in a low voice through gritted teeth, evidently pissed off from being avoided the whole day.

“I-Is there something wrong, Tsukishima?” You managed to breathe out, still clenching to the mop, not realizing that your knuckles had turned white. A mixture of guilt, anger and shame bubbled up. You didn’t know what to do and what to say. All you felt like doing was to cry but what for? It’s certainly not anyone’s fault but yours for lying to your team. Tears began to well up but you blinked them down. You couldn’t blame Tsukishima for being upset, you deserved a yelling or two and you knew how bad it looked from an outsider’s point of view how the scene of a towering boy cornering a seemingly crying girl. You bit your lip hard, trying to suppress the hot tears accumulating from your frustration and disappointment at yourself.

But as if the whole world was playing a prank on you, the expected happened.

“Tsukishima what the hell?” The raven haired setter barked. Tsukishima looked back with the same half-lidded look on his face, his hands still in his jacket pockets. “What?” His monotone voice spoke. He opened his mouth to speak more but instead got slammed against the wall, his shirt balled into Kageyama’s fist. The sudden action knocked the shelf beside them and made certain equipment come crashing to the ground.The chaos brought the attention of the whole team, Daichi, Hinata and Tanaka rushed into the room head first.

“Kagey-” You attempted to say.

“What the hell is up with you? Don’t think I didn’t notice you eyeing Y/N all day? I can get why you despise me but what the hell did Y/N ever do to you?” He spat, his face was just inches away from the tall middle blocker.

Tsukishima’s lips pressed into a smirk, unfazed by his teammate’s outburst. “Man, King-sama, first it was slamming Hinata to the ground and now me to the wall? I knew your words were harsh but I didn’t know your actions wouldn’t be a one time thing.” He spoke, his eyes locked on the setter. “You always complain about me not giving my all in practice but what about miss Y/N here hm? A king should always practice equality on his subjects.”

“What are you talking about?”

“I knew you were lacking some screws up there but I never knew you would be this dense.” His lips now pressed into a forced smile. He laid his hand on Kageyama’s fist and yanked it hard, forcing him to release his now wrinkled shirt. “Well, here’s a hint to get your idiotic brain a jumpstart, haven’t you ever wondered why Y/N keeps on skipping Monday practices?”

“Monday as in yesterday? Y/N had a dentist appointment right?” Hinata’s bright voice out of nowhere spoke, making the two boys’ heads turn to the overcrowded storage room entrance.

“If you count playing hooky with Oikawa-san as a visit to the dentist, then yes, sure.” Tsukishima replied through his gritted teeth, trying his best to not insult the oblivious middle blocker even more.

“Oikawa? As in Oikawa from Seijoh? How’d you know?” Nishinoya chimed in, sticking his head into the room in curiosity with his eyebrows furrowed. Everyone’s eyes turned to you. “I happen to be walking through Y/N’s neighbourhood yesterday and bumped into them all giddy and holding hands.” Everyone’s eyes turned to you. You didn’t know what to say. All you could do was admit it at this point but none of the words were coming out.

“Is that true, Y/N?” Daichi’s calm demeanor made your guilt settle deeper into your chest. You nodded slowly. You couldn’t bring yourself to make eye contact with any of them. You feel like you have disappointed them.

“Why Oikawa? That no good pretty boy probably got other gir-”

“Tanaka!” Daichi barked.

“What if he’s just dating Y/N to get back at Kageyama?”

Hinata’s innocence blurted the thoughts that everyone feared to be true. The momentary chaos in the dark storage room came to a stop and as this realisation hit you, hot tears started to run down your cheeks.

next:  -ˏˋ chapter eight ˊˎ-

previous:  -ˏˋ chapter six ˊˎ-

[rosemarypasta]

monday afternoons ♡ 6

➤  pairing : oikawa tooru x female reader (karasuno manager)

➤  chapter warnings : slowburn (?)

➤  summary : You just recently joined the Karasuno boy’s volleyball team as their first year manager. As you grow closer to your teammates, you also unexpectedly grow closer to one of their biggest rivals, Oikawa Tooru

➤ chapter word count: 2104

-ˏˋ chapter six ˊˎ-

MONDAY 3:06 PM

“I’m sorry everyone! I promise i’ll make it up to you guys tomorrow.” You said in a weak voice with your head and upper body downwards in front of your teammates. “Y/N, take it easy...I thought I already told Kageyama to tell you to go straight home and not to stop by here.” Daichi sighed worrily, watching his supposed sick first year manager bowing to him and his other players. You smiled weakly through the guilt bubbling up in your stomach. 

“Make sure to drink plenty of hot water Y/N!” Nishinoya exclaimed from the gym as you made it past halfway through the courtyard, his voice still as energetic and loud as ever despite the distance. All you could do was smile at him and watch him and his other teammates scamper around to begin their afternoon practice. As you walked closer and closer towards the gate and away from the gym, you let out a sigh. You weren’t the best liar so you were nervous on how they would take your excuse to ditch the afternoon practice. You slipped your phone out from your pocket to check that you weren’t late to your date with Oikawa. That’s right, you made up an excuse saying that you weren’t feeling well so you had to go home earlier to rest. You’ve thought of a thirty item list on possible excuses to use for ditching and have settled on this specific excuse for now. You’ve practiced the lines you were going to say to Hinata and Kageyama, announcing your health over and over again in the mirror and calmed yourself down last night, convinced that you could pull it off. However, your guilty conscience got the better of you and you couldn’t bring yourself to go straight out the gate and had to apologize to the team even though Daichi had texted Kageyama after learning of your well being telling you to go straight home. You hoped it wasn’t overkill and didn’t make you bust your plan up.

Though, fortunately, the more you walked away from school, the more your guilty thoughts turned into ones about Oikawa. You felt your heart beat faster and faster as you approached your neighbourhood park, the place you and Oikawa agreed to meet at. You were thankful at the fact that Aoba Johsai was so far away from your neighbourhood unlike Karasuno so you could wait and cool down there before Oikawa came however, as you turned at your heel and entered the park, a certain boy with a white blazer was already sitting under the shade, petting a stray cat.

“O-Oikawa-san? How did you get here so fast?” You said as you kissed your long awaited cool down time goodbye. He averted his attention from the fuzzy white cat nuzzling into his palm to you, “Oh, Seijoh dismissed us thirty minutes ago.” You suddenly felt bad for taking your sweet time walking from school to the park, has he been waiting all this time? Why didn’t you sprint the way to the park?!

“Don’t worry Y/N-chan, I practically just got here and this little cutie kept me company right as I sat here.” His voice pitched higher as he mentioned the cat and turned to it to squeeze it’s cheeks. So his charms weren’t just limited to human beings, huh?

The two of you shortly began to walk towards the destination Oikawa thought of. He did ask if you had anywhere in mind you wanted to visit but you figured he would be more experienced with all the romantic things so you let him pick the spot for the first date. It was only a short walk from the park to the shopping district but you two got to talk about various things like school and volleyball. After a ten minute walk, which felt like just a few minutes, You stood in front of a well known cafe, famous for their cakes and coffee. He pushed the door open for you and the aroma of the freshly roasted coffee surrounded you. The cafe was basically filled to the brim, as expected while visiting during after-school hours but you and Oikawa managed to snatch a seat by the cafe’s window. 

“Hello, good afternoon, what would you like to order?” A waitress around your age approached your table, handing both menus to the two of you. Oikawa dived into the menu and you did the same. You weren’t familiar with coffee so you averted your gaze towards the tea section instead but even in the tea section, you found great difficulty trying to pick a beverage so you instinctively looked up to Oikawa, who was still reading the menu. However, during your glance, you caught the waitress’ eyes on Oikawa. She had covered half her face with the notepad she was holding but from your angle, you could see a big grin across her cheeks. You felt a heavy pang of insecurities as you began to dissect her looks. She had long flowy black hair, she was lean and tall, her eyelashes were long and everything about her just seemed to be the popular type in high school. In the midst of staring at her, Oikawa abruptly began to order. The waiter noted down his order with the biggest smile and turned towards you once he was done. You panicked and just ordered peppermint tea and a slice of cheesecake at the end, picking the first two things that caught your eye when you went to go pick a last minute order.

You sank back to your seat as the waiter walked away. What did you expect, going out with the captain of the volleyball team of a powerhouse school while having low self esteem? Out of all the things you’ve overthinked about the day’s date, you did not think far enough to think of this exact scenario. Your face scrunched up in discomfort unwillingly but suddenly felt a warm touch on top of your hand which you left on top of the table. Your heart felt like it just leaped out of your mouth as your mind finally processed that Oikawa was holding your hand. You felt your whole face heat up all the way to your earlobes and Oikawa left out a chuckle as he observed your face. “Good, your face softened up.” He grinned, resting his side of his face with his free hand. Although this sudden move made your whole face turn red, it did make your excessive thoughts of the waitress disappear. It was as if his warm hand melted all your insecurities and all you could focus on at the moment was his smiling gaze.

“Uhm, here are your orders.” The black haired waitress coughed before setting the tray on our table. She glanced at you momentarily as she walked away to tend to other tables and you oddly felt a surge of victory in your heart. With a happy heart, you and Oikawa began to start with your cakes.

You haven’t known him for long but the conversation as expected moved like butter on a hot pan. The two of you bounced off eachother, made shitty and witty jokes and laughed together as you finished your slices of cakes bit by bit. His charismatic smile didn’t just put you in a trance but put a similar spell onto people around you. You can sometimes hear the people who walk by murmuring about him but now that he had his eyes on you, you didn’t feel insecure like you did when the waitress was there. You felt lucky that out of all the girls he could’ve picked, he chose you.

You finished up your meal shortly and decided to go stroll around the shopping district, occasionally dropping by some stores and buying small amounts of things. Though, all hell breaks loose when the two of you stop by the stationary store. You obsessed over a new limited-edition pack of highlighters that included cute and unique colors and turned over to your date as invested into them as you were. He pouted when you made fun of him but he claimed that he achieved top of the class grades because of the help of cute stationery that kept him invested in taking down notes.

By the time you exited the stationary store, the sky had already begun to shift to a warm orange colour. He noticed the amount of calls you have received in the past hour from your nosy mother and suggested that you walk home together, besides you did live only a few houses away from each other. You began exiting the shopping district with the Seijoh captain when you heard a handful of squeals, yelling Oikawa’s name. You turned around to see a group of female highschoolers in corresponding uniforms with Oikawa. “Um, Y/N wait for me a bit, kay?” He winked at you briefly before rushing over to the group of girls signaling him to come over. 

You sighed and leaned back to support yourself on an empty wall of a shop, watching as Oikawa’s figure became smaller and smaller. He caught up with the girls from his school pretty quickly and they all started laughing and talking together. The girls were all blushing as Oikawa ran his fingers through his hair. 

Watching the whole interaction made it clear how different you were with Oikawa. He was the prince charming from a prestigious private academy while you were a nobody, barely scraping through as a club manager in a public high school. 

The hairs on your neck stood up as you caught Oikawa touching one of the girls’ hair, seeming to pull something out of it. The girl’s cheeks heated up just like how the tips of your ears were increasing in temperature too. It wasn’t like he was your boyfriend, there was no reason for you to be so flustered over him being all touchy with his own schoolmates. You tried to avert your sight to the floor of the bustling street in front of you.

He rejoined you after a while, though it felt like forever on your part, and began walking home. Along the way, the two of you managed to continue your conversations. Despite feeling down, you still replied to his questions with a big grin on your face, having no intentions on showing how jealous you were feeling. Afterall, you didn’t want to make it seem like you were an over-emotional fool. He didn’t seem to be catching onto your fake smiles so everything was alright until the two of you reached your street.

Your eyes caught sight of the familiar raven haired setter who just got dismissed from his club activities. Your mind panics and subconsciously pulls Oikawa to an alley, away from Kageyama’s vision. Oikawa who was unaware of the younger setter’s presence had a blank and confused expression on his face. “S-sorry, I just saw Kageyama coming home from practice and well...um….” You explained in a low voice, not realizing how close yours and Oikawa’s bodies were until you finished your sentence. Your cheeks flushed up, afraid that Oikawa would get the wrong idea.

 “Hmm? Is there something wrong, Y/N?.” Oikawa, who unexpectedly caught on to your situation, teased though his voice was loud as ever. You crossed your fingers that Kageyama had hearing problems. You looked at the taller boy and his mischievous smirk, he had no intentions to lower his voice. “Ugh fine, I’ll tell you!” Your eyes drifted to the concrete between yours and Oikawa’s feet, ashamed of the lie you were tangled in, “I lied to the team that I was sick today so I could go hang out with you.” Your words gradually trailed into a clutter of mumbles but it was already satisfying enough to Oikawa. He grinned at you and patted your head. He slowly peaked out to the direction where Kageyama was and watched as he unlocked the door to his house and went in without missing a beat. “Coast is clear.” Oikawa’s voice pitched down, in attempts to mimic a spy in the middle of a dangerous mission. You chuckled softly, finally calming down after the heart racing situation.

Oikawa proceeded to walk you home under the orange sky. It was just a few houses away from Kageyama’s so it took no time. You were ready to twist the handle to your front door when he proposed something you’ve been waiting for him to say.

“So, how about going on another date with me?”

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