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the worst part of being a Leo (me just saying this proves how Leo I am) is oversharing...like sometimes you just meet someone and all of a sudden they know about your parents’ divorce and how you feel about it.

and ugh sometimes i just want to move thru the universe with more eloquence and with more of a mystery to people around me ya feel?

like radically private and only sharing personal things with those i really care about ...

and i’m getting there. trying to reign myself in and be a better me has been what 2019 has been all about. learning a lot, and growing a lot too

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Rio de Janeiro q sdds

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Today I got to see Sam Tsui perform live and it was so incredible and such an amazing experience. I’ve been watching him for 4 years after an old crush of mine introduced his music to me. He’s talented af and also from Philly like me!!!

He’s also gay/bi/man/likes men (idk) and him and his husband and him singing together made my night. Ever since he came out I’ve definitely been able to be more comfortable in my Own sexuality.

It was also my first time seeing a live performance of a musician I love and THAT WAS SUCH A COOL EXPERIENCE WHY CANT I DO THIS MORE??

everything about tonight was wonderful.

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Things I’m here for: competition, small businesses, individual rights.

Things I’m not here for: people SCREAMING “There are only 2 genders!!!” In response to anyone who is nonbinary or trans or both. Human gender and sexuality is nuanced and complex. Get over your narrow thinking and embrace the nuance. Why are some conservatives holding on to LIES??? Anthropology PROVES THAT MYTH WRONG FAM MOVE ON this isn’t even a left wing concept it’s just a human gender and sexuality concept!!! Omg!!

Sorry for like freaking out I just don’t get it! Stop being ignorant and rude to nonbinary people they are humans too and gender is complex!! Research it there are so many good sources like the ABC’s of LGBTQ by Ash Hardell or Sexplanations or your own library!!

I say this with love. Educate yourself, liberals too! Bc y’all sometimes don’t know this stuff either. Learn about your fellow humans and embrace each other. It makes everyone’s lives easier. Don’t hold on to myths that have no actual substantial evidence to back them up.

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Ok hey guys I’ve been traveling California for about a week now and I have a culture shock. No this isn’t about Californians this is about Europeans

Im all about self love and body positivity I will die swearing by this but omg maybe I’m just not used to it but like

EUROPEANS ARE SO COMFORTABLE IN A SEMI PUBLIC HOSTEL IN JUST UNDERWEAR I DONT GET IT.

I was putting my shoes on at the hostel in San Fran and all of a sudden my german hostelmate walks out within 18 inches of my face in his boxers and nothing else I’m like ok.

My current hostelmates just walk around the hostel in their underwear or just shorts like whatever. Unphased.

Like I could never. Maybe bc I’m a prude American or maybe bc I have no confidence but like omg

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One of the lines that struck me the most in Love, Simon was when Leah said “Do you ever feel like you’re on the outside looking in?”

UGH YES LEAH AND YES SIMON FOR FEELING LIKE THAT TOO

it’s like you’re always there but you never feel there

Youre always feeling like an observant

Anyway just thoughts about the BEST MOVIE EVER

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some Twitter gays are condescending assholes. i responded to a tweet that said “I can’t believe my boyfriend has never been to a first world country” referring to the fact that his boyfriend is American and i guess never went to like Europe or whatever. And like I get it, it’s funny I’m here for it bc like tbh but i replied, “not even Canada?” And some other guy who I’ve had other encounters with goes “he said first world, honey” ...

Like fuck you? Fuck your condescending bullshit? I see this shit all the time and it’s so annoying. Cannot deal with condescending people in general, especially condescending Twitter gays.

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Tyler Rugge is a gem

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I’ve officially removed my tumblr from all other social media bc I like people not seeing it lol 😂 anyway SOMETHING HAPPENED YALL AND ITS SO ANNOYING.

So Saturday I went to a (new) friends house for his bday and it was cute and fun and all, BUT

I already like this other guy which is like fine and dandy and all and yeah so now I met this other guy (^ new friend cited above) and I freaking hate myself.

When I met him 10 days ago I FREAKING GOT THE PRELIMINARY FEELS. I was like oh ok he’s cute, he’s a handsome one. But like I ignored it right? So I end up hanging out with this new group of friends and it’s great and cute and shit and THEN ALL OF A SUDDEN I realize after Saturday that A CRUSH IS FORMING I REPEAT A CRUSH IS FORMING. so fml y does this always happen to me. Anyway I don’t wanna stop liking the other guy now just bc this other guy I know now

Why are feelings and cute guys a thing ???

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Eyyyy realized a friend of mine is toxic af and slowly gonna dip after April so that’s what’s up with me. Been prett good with going to the gym and uploading YouTube videos too so eyyyy me lol

Also before I go, how can a boy be so cute? Like smile and eyes and big caring heart and also funny like lol @ god yyyy ????

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New video!

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New video!

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guess who has come to end of another crush not working out cycle. mds wtf is my life 😒😒😒

hi. boys suck.

lol. feel like im in a constant cycle of crushing then something happens and the crush ends and then it starts all over again. fml.

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Jesus saying "boyfriends" on The Walking Dead MADE ME SO HAPPY ASDFGHJKL

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feelings suck.

so you know the scene in Love Simon where Leah asks Simon if he has ever felt like he’s on the outside looking in? I feel that so hard sometimes. like I know I’m living my life and I’m so lucky to be living that life and I’m surrounded by people I love and I know all these things buts just all like i am watching my own life like I’m watching a movie.

And maybe I’m in the feels bc the guy I like has a boyfriend now and like idk y’all it just seems SO STUPID but I can’t ignore my feelings and my feelings of how this sucks. And idk. I guess i will see how I feel in the morning. Been messing around with my social media to try and set it the way I like it. Also I think I’m gonna start YouTube again. I feel reinspired.

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Happy Canada Day! 🇨🇦