#oh yeah my ethical crisis is why my contact stance for minor/adult contact is AAAAAAAA IDK I'M NOT IN THE RIGHT MENTAL STATE FOR THIS ATM

[sillyfreakx5]

vent! :3 (Ethical Crisis II)

oh yeah btw my ethical crisis II hasn't gone away, and in fact has gotten worse- it's reached my opinions on shipping and censoring fiction ;w;

like what if i AM wrong? and it's not normal questioning ethics either which is generally a good thing, it's my brain going "AAAAAA I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S RIGHT OR WRONG ANYMORE" *cries*

so uhh ima become the first radqueer pro para antishipper i guess /j

combined with that my desensitization to certain topics doesn't help. and more ethical apathy lately. :3

oh yeah this happened bc i saw a youtube video thumbnail that mentioned being "a victim of proshipping" and what started as me thinking that that's absurd ended up spiralling down to here "X3

UHHH DON'T OVERTHINK ETHICS GUYS IT'S A BAD IDEA-

actually it didn't get too bad, apparently *gasp* talking about my feelings here helps :0

also I'm half convinced this is just my brain trying to figure out a way to procrastinate on school work- (it's nearly 3 am, I'm in THAT sort of mood)

(btw not saying that being antiship is bad or pathologizing it or whatever, just saying that losing my conviction of what's right or wrong and generally feeling shit about it sucks)