#oh yeah and my OC is on the right and my bfs design is on the left :3

[just-ur-average-egg]

okok so like, there’s gonna be quite a bit of lore for this, and it does include a lot of talk of religion, specifically Christianity, and demons n angels n stuffs sooo uh yeah.

WARNING ITS LONG AS HELL

So basically, I had a dream where God and Lucifer and the 7 deadly sins came down/up to earth and were like, ‘hey we’re gonna make you kiddos pick if you wanna be a demon or an angel, although there will be consequences for your choice if you choose wrong, p.s. parents get a heavy say in the matter’ so everyone formed a huge line and infront of it were two buttons, a red one and a blue one (insert that one meme here) blue representing becoming an angel, red representing becoming a demon. So I’m like 15th in line and everyone’s parents are around them influencing their decisions however, I really said fuck that and slammed the red button, I got screamed at and thrown out to where the other demons, Lucifer, and the Deadly Sins were. Btw this all kinda takes place in an area that’s like a school but also with a weird mix of Alterna, specifically the sky, they put a dome that pretends to be a sky. So after me was my Bf, and he got a very, very strict talking to on to not follow my footsteps (his parents aren’t really that fond of me irl sooo whoopsies) and he ends up having to be an angel along with quite a few of my friends. So here’s what I have down so far for when you become an angel, first off, your are blindfolded and put into a deep slumber, in said slumber you grow your wings, this is to make it so the angels have to deal with the least amount of pain possible when undergoing the changes. They wake up and get their Holy Robes n such, and get their halos bestowed upon them by God himself. However for the demons, they each line up at one of the Sins, as each would grant a different type of wish, some for nothing, some for a small favor, etc. For which Deadly Sin would grant what kinda of wishes (only one wish per person, no Sinhopping lol). Asmodeus (Lust) : boosting or lowering uhhhhh adult fun time drive, changing your body to fit how you want it to be, love/lust spells (you have to bribe him and really, really good.) or become a demon of the Lust ring. ORRR BONUS OFFER: be a succubus or incubus

Mammon (Greed) : Precious stones, jewels, money, gold, any form of accessories, Gucci, you name it, or make you into a demon from the greed ring

Belphegor (Sloth) : Pillows, blankets, loungewear, a whole ass bed, comfy things, or make you into a demon from the Sloth ring

Beelzebub (Gluttony) : literally food. Idrk, you could get any amount of food or food related item, kitchenwear n shit, or food from anywhere in the world in the blink of an eye, or become a demon of the Gluttony ring

Amon (Wrath) : weapons, you could wish misfortune upon someone, get an assassin, become skilled at combat, karate, etc, or become a demon of the Wrath ring

Envy : kind of the same as greed, you can get all sorts of riches and etc, or curse someone to be insanely envious of everyone around them, or become a demon of the Envy ring

Pride : boost your self esteem, re-wire some thoughts to block out the bad and negative ones so you only have good thoughts of yourself, become a demon of the Pride ring

Lucifer : change your physical form to anything you want, make you more happy, if you just want to talk he’ll listen ig, basically just any request if one of the Deadly Sins can’t fulfill it. Or ig just become a regular demon. I ended up choosing Pride, just to be a demon of the Pride ring and look hella cool (btw refs of demons from different rings soon ig) then I realized that I kinda wasted it bc literally my main goal was to transition but I forgor 💀 anywho so turns out a few months later everyone gets a second wish!! Yippeeeeeeeee!!! No one has ever ran to Asmodeus faster in their mortal lives, so I got to transition and I was sooooooo happy. But anywho the angels start to get really stuck up and are like literally committing hate crimes towards the demons but we aren’t allowed to reciprocate it or we would be punished. so y’know those blindfolds I mentioned earlier? Yeah so, it kinda brainwashes a lot of the angels, and the more halos they have, the more under control/ surveillanced they need to be, my bf ended up getting two bc we met up a twice and uhh yeah God was not happy at all. But at some point he decided to take off his blindfold and see the world again. Here’s the thing ab the blindfolds, they’re the only way God could get in your head and communicate with you telepathically, if you don’t have it on, no communication. So my bf took it off and crossed over to where the demons were chillin and was like uh…. Hi..? And I can’t keep writing it’s almost 3 am, update soon hhhhh

[mercurygguk]

black dye. | jjk (m)

➵ summary; black has always been your favorite hair color for your boyfriend but now there’s a fake eyebrow piercing added into the mix – there’s simply no way you can resist him.

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pairing; idol!jungkook x female reader

word count; 5,382

rating; 18+

content; black haired jungkook makes a comeback, established relationship, smut/fluff (basically pwp with tiny hints of fluff), oc is still simping over her bf- aren’t we all??

warnings; making out, breast/nipple play, dom!jungkook/sub!reader, dirty talk, oral sex (m. receiving), fingering, cum-eating, hair pulling, choking, degrading names (jk calls oc ‘slut’ lol), unprotected sex, spanking, light biting, multiple orgasms, slight exhibitionism

a/n; soooo muster happened ... and jungkook hasn’t left my mind for two whole days (as if he ever leaves it lol) this is a filthy smut with jk bc i just can’t help myself :D i hope you like it, enjoy! 

also, this is unedited af so if you see typos, no you didn’t!!

You had no idea what to expect when you received a text from Jungkook in which he asked you to come to the new HYBE building. Big Hit recently changed their name and built a whole new headquarters building with offices, practice rooms, fitness and whatever else those idols need. Jungkook has been very excited to finally show you which then leads to his text, asking you to meet him there when his workday is over. But like you said, you have no idea what to expect when you arrive at the HYBE building, entering it and giving your name at the front desk. You text Jungkook to let him know you’re in the lobby, waiting patiently for him to come get you. The truth is, you have no idea where to go or what elevator to take or if you should go to the basement because maybe they placed the offices down there? Your thoughts are all over the place as you scan the lobby, reading the different signs with arrows on them to guide people in case they’re just as lost as you are right now. 

You’re taking it all in, noticing the sleek, modern design of the interior and the simple furniture in colors of white, black and beige. A few plants and flowers are placed around on small tables and fancy lamps are on the walls, creating some sort of unique design that fascinates you to a point where you’re completely oblivious to the way your boyfriend sneaks up behind you, sliding his arms around your waist. You’re slightly startled, grasping his arms around you to support yourself as if you were about to fall. You turn your head to glance at him as he rests his chin on your shoulder.

“Oh,” you breathe out, “hey.”

He chuckles at the way you instantly relax at the sight of him, pressing a quick kiss to your cheek. “Hey baby, did I scare you?”

You turn around to face him entirely, his arms falling from your waist. “Yeah, I-” you begin to answer him but your words come to a halt as you finally take a good look at him. You pictured him with long, purple hair in your mind before you had turned around but it was gone, completely chopped off into a short, black hairstyle. He left your shared home this morning with a purple man-bun and now it’s completely black and cut short. Jungkook notices the way you’re staring, eyebrows knitted together in confusion as your eyes zoom in on his head. You can’t help but notice the way his cheeks are slightly more round than before, his new hairstyle making him look soft and yet he looks like he could ruin you in a matter of minutes, his black hair making you feel some type of way. You feel a rush of something familiar run through your body when you remove your eyes from his hair. He’s smiling like a damn bunny when your eyes meet his. “What happened to your hair?”

“Oh, yeah,” he smirks, running a veiny, tattooed hand through his hair, exposing his forehead where the rhinestones he’s become so fond of lately are attached to the top and bottom of his one eyebrow. You swear it looks more and more real for every day he wears them. “I got a haircut.”

You hum. “I can see that,” you mutter, eyes flicking back to his hair as he runs his hand through it one more time before dropping it by his side. 

“You don’t like it?” He asks, suddenly frowning as you stay quiet, still staring at his hair. You really thought the purple hair would be the worst thing that could happen to you, but as he stands here with his natural, black hair while dressed in an entirely black outfit consisting of an oversized black t-shirt and a pair of loose, black-washed jeans and with his tattoos on full display, you’re rethinking the whole situation. And then you realize that the jokes are on you once again because the only thing on your mind now is the fact that he looks incredibly hot in his all black attire. 

“No, no!” you quickly assure him and then scramble to find the right words because you’re pretty sure his frown just became a tad bit deeper in both corners, “I mean, yes, I-I do like it. It looks good, you look good. Fuck, you always look good, Kook.”

His smile returns in a matter of seconds as he reaches out to grab your hand, fingers intertwining out of habit. He chuckles at you when your cheeks heat up in embarrassment, his smile turning into a smirk as he pulls you along towards the elevators. You stay quiet as you let him guide you, afraid you’ll say something entirely else if you keep talking. Once the door closes behind the two of you, he presses the button of the 11th floor. Your breathing is heavy as you stand beside him, staring straight ahead. Jungkook’s hand is loosely wrapped around yours, his thumb slowly caressing the back of your hand. It’s a sweet action but you know something else is bubbling underneath the surface between the two of you. Suddenly the elevator seems very small as it fills with unspoken tension. Without a word Jungkook moves to stand in front of you, caging you between his body and the wall of the elevator. You look up at him, immediately taking notice of the way his eyes are slightly hooded and darker than his usual doe eyes.

His eyes are focused on your lips, shifting between them and your eyes as he leans in closer, hand still tightly clutching yours as if you’d slip away if he let go. His other hand moves up to cup your cheek, pulling you in the last few inches to connect his mouth with yours. His lips are soft as always, kissing you blissfully. Your free hand reaches out to grasp his t-shirt, gripping the fabric tightly in your fist as he tilts his head to the side to deepen the kiss. A small moan tumbles from your lips as his tongue brushes against yours. The hand cupping your cheek falls down to slide around your waist, pulling your body closer against his own. You immediately feel the bulge in his pants as it pokes your hip, giving away that he’s just as horny for you as you are for him.

“Jungkook,” you breathe out as he briefly pulls away to take a breath before diving back in, his kisses undoubtedly hungrier than before. Your hand falls from his grip as he slides his other hand around your waist too, keeping you flush against him as he begins peppering kisses over your jawline and neck. The hand he just let go of automatically buries itself in his now short hair, the strands still long enough to get a good grip on them. Jungkook hisses against the skin on your neck as you tug on his hair, a soft whimper escaping you at the feeling of his lips on you. When he starts sucking on your skin, you gasp as it dawns on you where you are. “Jungkook- fuck, we’re not doing it in an elevator,” you tell him, not doing anything to stop him from marking you up.

“Why not, baby?” Jungkook hums against your neck before lifting his head to face you fully, a small smirk on his lips, “you don’t like the idea of getting caught, huh? Scared someone might hear you?”

You roll your eyes at his words. “Shut up,” you sigh, pulling him back in to catch his lips in a kiss. Jungkook is smirking against your mouth as his hands slide down to grab your ass tightly. Just as he’s about to hoist you up and make you wrap your legs around his waist, the elevator comes to a stop and a ding sounds, indicating that you have arrived at the requested floor. A small groan falls from Jungkook’s lips as he lets go of you, an annoyed expression on his face as he wraps his hand around yours again, tugging you with him out of the elevator.

“Kook,” you chuckle as you walk beside him, looking up at him. He’s looking around as if to see if there’s anyone around on the floor you just stepped onto. You don’t catch on to what he’s planning inside that horny mind of his, busy trying to stifle your laughter because he looks so offended that he didn’t get to do anything else but make out with you inside the elevator. “Stop being so moody, we can literally just go home and continue,” you tell him, laughing as you say it.

“There’s no way I’ll be able to wait,” he grumbles, tugging you along as he turns a corner of a hallway. You follow behind as he opens a door to a room and moves inside. The light turns on as you both enter the room, lighting it up. You look around, quickly acknowledging that you’re in a dance studio. Mirrors are on the back wall, windows from one end to the other on another wall. Your eyes are focused on the view as Jungkook presses himself against you from behind, arms sliding around your waist. You lean back against him while looking at the skyline of Seoul. He dips his head down to attach his lips to your skin again. As he leaves a few love bites on your neck, you let out a heavy sigh as your head falls back against his shoulder. He sucks a certain spot on your neck until he’s sure bruises will appear within the next few hours. You moan at the feeling, absolutely losing your mind at the way he’s so keen on marking you. Your eyes flutter closed as his hands slowly begin to move up beneath the sweatshirt you chose to wear today. It was quite chilly outside when you left your home to meet Jungkook at work.

His hands slide underneath your sweatshirt, moving up to cup your bra-clad breasts. You push back against him, a soft moan falling from your lips as he kisses his way up to right behind your ear. Goosebumps rise upon your skin as you feel his tongue dart out, licking the shell of your ear.

“Been thinking about you all day, baby,” he rasps against your ear, his voice sending chills down your spine and his words causing your stomach to tingle. Truth is Jungkook hasn't been able to get you out of his mind since he left your shared bed this morning. You looked so beautiful as you laid there, naked and completely unconscious due to sleep and unaware that he was looking at you with a swelling heart. “You looked so pretty wrapped up in the sheets this morning,” he continues as his fingers hook into the cups of your bra, pulling them down to reveal your already stiffened nipples. A quiet gasp escapes you when his fingers brush over them before pinching them softly with the tips of his fingers. “Naked with red cheeks and swollen lips,” he whispers, lips brushing against the skin of your cheek, “completely worn out from last night.”

“J-Jungkook,” you whimper out his name as you recall the way he had so sweetly made love to you last night, grinding your ass against the hardened bulge in his pants. His fingers continue to pinch your nipples, brushing over them before cupping your breasts and squeezing them tightly. Another moan falls from you, the feeling of his hands on your chest enough to make you thoroughly wet between your legs. “Fuck,” you silently whimper, your voice barely above a breathe of air brushing past your lips.

Before you can plead him to do something about your throbbing core, he’s already spinning you around to crash his mouth against yours. His tongue finds yours as he kisses you deeply, desperately. You have no idea what came over him that made him so eager to take you here instead of going home and doing it in the privacy of your shared apartment. But as he kisses you while biting your bottom lip and roaming your body with his tattooed hand, you completely forget to ask him. Instead, you let him walk you backward until you’re pinned against the mirror-covered wall. 

The kisses you share are messy, wet and hungry, like you’ve been starving for days which is far from the truth because Jungkook made you come, like, two times last night. You don’t mind going again though as his hand slides up to wrap around your throat, his fingers tightening and pressing at certain spots that make your head spin. A moan tumbles from your lips and into his mouth, giving away that you’re enjoying how his hand is slightly choking you. Jungkook can’t help but smirk against your lips as he kisses you, slowing down to make it last a bit longer. He’s pretty sure he’ll never get tired of the feeling of your lips against his own. Your hands claw at his t-shirt, desperately trying to find something to grab onto as he slowly kisses you while still lightly cutting off your airways. A low groan emits from his mouth as his other hand slides underneath your sweatshirt again, caressing the skin of your waist.

“Wanna see your mouth stuffed with my cock so bad, baby,” he rasps against your lips. You whimper at his words, wanting nothing more than to suck his cock until he begs you to stop again. “Can you do that for me?”

You nod as best as you can still with his hand around your throat, eager to please him in any way you can. “Yes, Kook,” you moan in reply without hesitation, taking in how he smiles before leaving a soft peck on your lips.

“On your knees,” he says, his smile faltering and turning into a cocky smirk. Fuck, you curse mentally, you’re sure this man will be the freaking death of you at this rate. You drop to your knees between him and the mirror-wall behind you. He watches, pulling his t-shirt up as you begin to undo the zipper and buttons of his jeans. His hard cock springs free as you pull down his boxers along with his jeans, letting them fall around his ankles. His cock bounces as it’s freed, the tip red and angry as it leaks droplets of precum. Your mouth waters at the sight, tongue coming out to lick your lips. You look up at Jungkook as you wrap a hand around the base, eyes staying locked with his as you lean in and press a soft, soft kiss to his sensitive tip.

Your boyfriend lets out a heavy sigh, finally feeling your lips on him after a whole day of thinking about you and your swollen lips. At some point, he even messed up the choreography during dance practice because all he could think about was the way pretty sounds had fallen from your lips last night when he had grinded himself into you until you came all over him. It had earned him a slap on the back of his head from Hoseok and a teasing comment. Hoseok is usually really loose around Jungkook since he so rarely messes up during practice, so Jungkook didn’t really think much of it and kept daydreaming about you.

A hiss leaves through his lips as you swirl your tongue around the tip before sinking down on him, taking as much of him into your mouth as you possibly can. You let yourself sink further and further until you feel his tip against the back of your throat, choking softly. Jungkook lets out a low moan, hand wrapping itself in your hair. “Fuck, just like that,” he breathes out, watching while biting his bottom lip as you begin to bop your head, lips sliding against his shaft so smoothly. For each slide of your mouth, his tip hits the back of his throat and he’s seconds away from rolling his eyes into another dimension, the pleasure almost too much after an entire day of just thinking about getting a blowjob.

After a few bobs of your head and your hand taking care of the rest of him that your mouth can’t cover, Jungkook can’t take it anymore and tightens his hand around your hair, keeping your head in place. “Stay still, baby, let me fuck that perfect mouth of yours,” he tells you, his words coming out in a breathy voice. You let your jaw fall slack as he begins to thrust into your mouth. A mix of saliva and precum makes a good lube, causing him to slide in and out easily. The tip of his cock continues to hit the back of your throat for every thrust. His pace quickens and you’re digging your nails into his thighs, gagging sounds coming from you as he throws his head back in pure pleasure. 

“Love your mouth, baby,” he groans, looking back down at you. You meet his eyes, watching a devilish smirk take over his features as he notices the way your eyes are tearing up from repeatedly choking on his fat cock. “Look at you,” he moans, lips parted and eyebrows knitted together in pleasure as he slows down the pace of his hips, “crying while I fuck your mouth. Always such a slut for my cock, aren’t you?”

You let out a moan at his words, the vibrations going straight through Jungkook’s cock causing him to hiss, muttering a low ‘shit’. His orgasm is close, luring just around the corner but he’s not done with you yet, far from it to be frank. The feeling of you choking on him, your nails digging into his skin and the moans and whimpers you let out as he calls you a slut, it’s all too much. If he doesn’t pull out soon, he’ll end up shooting his load down your throat. 

“Fuck, don’t wanna cum in your mouth,” he gasps as you let your teeth lightly scrape the soft skin of his shaft, “need your pussy.”

You barely get to breathe as Jungkook removes his cock from your mouth before pulling you to your feet and pressing his lips against yours. Your arms snake around his neck as his own slide around your waist and down to your ass, giving it a good squeeze through your jeans. Your breathing is ragged as you feel his hands coming back up to the hem of your sweatshirt, moving it up to get it off you. You raise your arms, letting him pull it over your head. His lips immediately attach to the skin of your collarbones and the top of your breasts. 

“Jungkook,” you whimper his name as he reaches behind you to unclasp your bra, getting it on the first try as always. Show-off, you mentally scoff.

“Yeah, baby?” He hums, sliding your bra off your arms and dropping it to the floor along with your sweater. You gasp in surprise as his lips wrap around a stiff nipple, tongue circling it and teeth biting it, pleasuring it while his hand cups and squeezes the other one. When you answer with nothing but a moan, Jungkook lifts his head to face you, one eyebrow arched. You bite your bottom lip to keep yourself from moaning as his hand drops to cup your core, the heel of his palm pressing against your clit through your jeans. His other hand comes up to pull your lip from between your teeth, silently telling you to not do it. “What is it?”

“D-Don’t tease,” you breathe out, hands cupping his face to pull him back in for a kiss. He kisses you back, unable to resist as you moan against his lips, hands tangling themselves in his black strands of hair. You pull away just enough to whisper against his lips, “just fuck me already, please.”

You can’t wait any longer, the throbbing wetness between your legs unbearable at this point. If Jungkook continues to just feel you up through your jeans, you’re sure he’ll notice your wetness once it begins to soak your jeans too. 

“You wet enough for me?” He asks, voice raspy as he lets his words brush against your lips while slowly beginning to unbutton your jeans. You nod, snaking one arm around his shoulders, clutching his t-shirt in your fist. The other is still cupping his face, hoping it’ll keep him close enough for you to leave a few kisses against his pink lips once in a while. A small gasp emits from your lips when he finally finishes unbuttoning your jeans and slipping his hand inside, fingers running between your wet folds. You whimper when he rubs a few circles against your clit, stimulating it just enough to have you closing your eyes in pleasure. Jungkook is smirking softly as you begin to move your hips against his fingers, desperate to feel some friction. “So desperate,” he whispers, leaving feathery kisses on your cheek and jaw as he sinks two fingers inside of you.

“Oh-,” you gasp, nails digging into his shoulder as he begins to pump his fingers in and out of you, groaning under his breath because of how you’re clenching around them. You’re completely soaked, throbbing and clenching as you silently plead for him to fuck you, to ruin you right here in this not-so-private practice room with a whole wall of just windows. You’re sure if people in the building on the other side of the street would stand by the windows, they’d be able to see you getting fingered by your boyfriend. You don’t give it a single thought as Jungkook hovers his lips over your parted ones. Your heavy breathing hits his lips as he keeps fucking you with his fingers, thumb rubbing circles into your clit.

“You’re so fucking wet,” Jungkook hisses, quickening the pace of his hand, “you hear that, baby? Hear how wet you are?”

“Jungkook!” You mewl his name, your voice whiny. Your head drops back against the mirror behind you as the string in your stomach tightens, stretching and ready to snap at any point by now. Jungkook’s fingers curl inside of you, brushing against a certain spot that has you whimpering and gasping in pleasure.

Jungkook watches your face comfort in pleasure, the way your eyebrows are knitted together and your eyes closed tightly. Your lips are parted, forming an ‘o’ as he pushes you over the edge with just his fingers. “You gonna cum for me, doll?”

You nod vigorously, biting your lip as you lift your head up to look at him. His eyes lock with yours – his brown, hooded eyes holding your gaze as he watches your orgasm wash over you. “Oh my- fuck!” You whine, grabbing his shoulder tightly, nails still digging into his chest. Jungkook’s sure you’ve left marks through his shirt, already aware of the fact that he’ll have to explain that to the stylists tomorrow but he can’t bring himself to care at this very moment as he watches you lose yourself on his fingers, whimpering his name as he fingers you through your orgasm. The feeling intensifies as he keeps fingering you, overstimulation making you whimper, your hand gripping his wrist in a weak attempt to make him stop. “Kook, I can’t-”

“Don’t lie, baby, we both know you can,” he cuts you off, not believing you for a second. He pulled two from you last night, today he’ll get three. 

Your head falls forward onto his shoulder, your chest heaving as high-pitched whines come from your lips. “O-Oh- I’m c-close,” you whimper, losing yourself in the feeling of his thumb rubbing fast circles on your clit. Jungkook knows exactly what to do to make you cum. That might be the reason he’s able to pull two or three orgasms from you in one night. “Fuck, fuck fuck!”

Jungkook feels your walls tighten around his fingers again as your second orgasm rakes through your body. You fall into him, head still resting on his shoulder as you try to regain your breathing. You feel him pull his fingers out from your wet folds, watching with wide eyes as he brings his fingers to his mouth. You can’t help but let out a small moan as he wraps his lips around his fingers, sucking off your juices. He smirks as he does so, keeping his eyes locked with yours.

“Mhm, you taste so good,” he moans, closing his eyes for a moment as he lets your taste overtake his taste buds. You gawk at him, not surprised at how he licked your juices off his fingers. The only thing you’re feeling is your walls clenching around nothing, desperate to him buried deep in you. As if he can read your mind, he places his hands on your waist and whips you around to face the mirror. Your jeans are pushed down your hips before he lines himself up to your wet, throbbing folds. He watches the way he so easily slides into your cunt, the juices from your latest orgasm working as perfect lube for his cock. He bites his lip as he pulls back before he bottoms out, pushing back in. You’re watching him through the mirror, taking in how his face twists in pleasure while he bites his lip. His hands are tightly gripping your hips to get a good rhythm going. A few minutes of slow thrusting, he picks up his pace. The lewd sound of skin slapping against skin as heat sourcing through your cheeks. His low moans mix with the sound along with your own tiny whimpers of pleasure.

“Fuck, you’re so fucking tight, baby,” he grunts, his palm sliding up your spine until he reaches your hair. He quickly makes a makeshift ponytail, wrapping your hair around his fist before he sets a brutal pace. His lower abdomen collides with your ass cheeks, his cock sliding in and out so smoothly. Your head is pulled back, his grip on your hair tight. A whiny moan tumbles from your lips as he continues his brutal pace. His lips leave soft kisses against the back of your shoulder, his kisses a stark contrast to his hips snapping fast in and out of you. He fucks you hard, brutally his hand pulling you back by your hip.

“O-Oh my god,” you cry out as his hand lets go of your hair and moves around you to place itself around your throat, a tight grip blocking your airways slightly. Your mind becomes foggy as he fucks you roughly, harshly. You have to push your palms against the mirror to keep yourself from bumping your head into it. Jungkook is grunting and moaning from behind you, watching how tears begin to dwell in your eyes through the mirror. “Fuck, Jungkook!”

You barely register it when he lifts his hand from your hip only to let it fall, slapping the skin of your ass. The sting from it causes you to clench around his length, a breathy moan sounding from him when he feels you tighten your walls around him. So you like being spanked, huh? Jungkook had no idea as he has never done it before today. What made him do it, he doesn’t know. He just found himself raising his hand and then bringing it down to slap your skin.

“You like that, doll?” He hisses into your ear, hips continuing to move at a brutal pace, “you like getting slapped like this?”

Another slap is delivered to your ass cheek as he teases you about your reaction. Just as he slaps you again in the same spot, your walls tighten around him again. “Such a fucking slut,” he groans, leaning in close, “just for me, though, right?”

He catches your gaze in the mirror, raising one eyebrow in question as he awaits your answer. “Yes!” You gasp as he slaps your ass and then grabs the same cheek he just slapped, watching you bite your lip to hold yourself from moaning too loudly. “Let it out, baby, let me hear those pretty sounds you make. Feeling good, hm?”

“Fuck!” You cry out in pure pleasure as he slows down the pace of his hips. “Feels s-so good!”

Jungkook can’t help it as he feels himself reaching his orgasm fast today, the sight of you with tears running down your cheeks and a swollen bottom lip from the amount of times you’ve been biting it to keep yourself from screaming out loudly is enough to make his hips stutter in you. His hand tightens around your throat as he snaps his hips into you hard.

“Look at you, doll,” he moans, “what a fucking slut you are for letting me fuck you here where anyone can walk in on us.”

You let out a whiny moan at his words, not minding the degrading tone as long as he’ll fuck you till you reach your third orgasm. Having Jungkook handle you like this feels so good, the sound of him moaning and groaning in pleasure as he fucks you into oblivion.

“Gonna cum,” he rasps, pulling you up flush against his chest by his grip around your throat, “come with me, baby.” His hand slides from your throat and down to rub against your clit again. You can’t do anything but take it, whining loudly as he pushes you over the edge for a third time. As your walls clench around his length, his thrusts become sloppier and more out of rhythm. The truth is Jungkook was close to coming the second he had bottomed out inside of you, but he’s been holding himself from coming, wanting to feel you cum around him as he shoots his load into you.

“Please, come in me, Kook,” you plead, your voice in a whimper, “want you to fill me with your cum.”

“Fuck, ___,” your name rolls off his tongue in a moan as he stills in you, coming hard. White, hot strings of cum paint your walls as he slowly grinds into you, riding out both of your orgasms. His forehead is resting on your shoulder as he comes down from his high, trying so hard to regain his breathing. His arms slide around your waist to hug you against him. “That was really fucking good,” he says, breaking the post-sex silence.

You nod, watching him through the mirror as he locks his eyes with yours while pressing a few soft kisses to your shoulder and neck. He’s so pretty, you think to yourself as you watch him. His black hair does wonders for him, even though the other hairstyles looked amazing on him as well. There’s just something about his natural hair color that makes you simp just a bit more for him than you already do. His black hair mixed with the fake eyebrow piercing really does make you feel some type of way. You smile. “I love you, Kook,” you tell him, randomly expressing your feelings to him.

A small grin appears on his lips, his cheeks turning back into their round shape again. “Love you more, baby.”

“Can we go home now?” You ask as he finally lets go of you to pull his pants back up. He chuckles, nodding at your request. You don’t know it yet but he’s still not done with you. His need for your attention, love and to be buried deep in you has not been fully filled yet. Maybe he should call the other guys to let them know he won’t be able to make it tomorrow. 

A small smirk plays on his lips as he grabs your hand after you’re both dressed. You leave hand in hand, an underlying tingle in both your stomachs because even though he just pulled you through three orgasms, you’re ready for another round once you arrive home. Like you said, his natural hair makes you feel some type of way and there’s just simply no way you’ll be able to resist him. Ever.

taglist; @preciouschimine @christiandosworld @jkthethief @liljooniecutie @mwitsmejk @flowerblu00 @yzkyzkuniverse @moonchild1 @deliciousdetectivestranger​ @bringitseijoh @jungkookismybabydaddy (couldn’t tag)

[ao3feed-ladynoir]

Love's Seriously Going to Kick Your Butt

Love's Seriously Going To Kick Your Butt by AnimeCorazon1997

Ellie Moralez befriends Adrien who has been going through a rough time on an international line to speak about their feelings away from their loved ones. Ellie's heart goes out to Adrien and as time passes by she saves up to visit her dear friend. The two both recover the scars on their hearts, but of course Shadowmoth isn't going to let a new girl from America stop his plans.

"Kid, you're too young to have a lot of responsibilities and it takes a real toll for you. Good luck and if it's a pervert, then click 3 to switch to a new person."

"Remember what Hope said if it's a pervert,click 3."

"Oh yeah my bra right now is black and beige with a nice floral design and my pa-Stop! Please hold on."

"You don't get the girl, then her loss. You can't tell your best friend the truth, then he isn't worthy. Things don't go your way, then make them."

Words: 2711, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English

Fandoms: Miraculous Ladybug

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Categories: F/M

Characters: Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir's Parents, Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug's Parents, OC, everyone else is here, so Andre better match me up with Luka ;)

Relationships: Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir/Marinette Dupain-Cheng | Ladybug, Adrien Agreste | Chat Noir & Plagg, Adrien Agreste & OC, Luka Couffaine/OC

Additional Tags: Damn You Miraculous! How dare you harm my child!, Cheer up Adrien Club, He deserves it and my heart this season ;(, Second bf cause I want to hug this buttercup!, It made me write this story!, Healing, Shoving a bunch of love for Adrian, Gabriel could suck it up and be a better dad, Hm...me possibly helping Marichat first or Ladrien '-('u')-', Vivo music included cause the songs are amazing!

Read Here: https://archiveofourown.org/works/34756018

[sharperthewriter]

Chapter 1 of Possible-y Utah

From the Desk of Sharper

"Possible-y Utah"

So, Kim and Ron, now finally together after the events of So the Drama, are going on their very first vacation with the rest of the Possible family (and as BF and GF). And nothing can go wrong...right? Right?

This fic (obviously) takes place between Seasons 3 and 4.

The fanfic is rated T for some language, some scenes of reckless driving, a couple of drug/alcohol references, some crude/suggestive humor (including brief male nudity for comedic use), and some comic action violence. And as is the case with Stoppable Family Vacation , these driving stunts that James will engage in this story should NOT be attempted in real life, whatsoever.

Kim Possible, characters and settings, are created by Schooley and McCorkle and (c) by Disney. Any OC I create is my own.

Chapter 1 - Aftermath

(May 6, 2006, Middleton High Gym)

Kim was resting comfortably in Ron's arms while her high-heels clicked on the gym's hardwood pine floors amidst the burnt bottom of her prom dress. The two of them had foiled what was probably Drakken's magnum-opus scheme that he ever devised: the Lil' Diablos. He and Shego were extremely close to success, not only because of the successful molding of Nakasumi's designs and the technology from the Hephaestus project, but also because of the improved Synthodrone designs, especially on one Synthodrone 901, codenamed "Eric" , to gain the attention of Kim and keep her distracted for the Prom while Drakken took over as the Bueno Nacho head honcho , no thanks to the mass amount of wealth he acquired from his mom's extremely successful cooking empire. And Kim, stung by the betrayal of Eric, nearly gave up.

Yet, it was the confession of love from Ron when they were tied up that gave Kim the strength to fight back and shut down Drakken's plan once and for all.

And now, here they were, dancing the night away with the wonderful music. There were still around 100 students in the gym, down much from the crowd of 350 just a few hours ago.

"KP, I am never going to let you go..." Ron said with a smile, slow-dancing with his now-BFGF.

"And same here as well, Ron!" Kim replied, holding him tight.

"That first kiss we shared was so wonderful!" she added.

"There's many more where that came from!" Ron replied. "This is the bon-diggiest night of all nights!"

"Couldn't have said it any better!" Kim said. "Now why don't we take a seat?"

"Agreeing with ya, KP!" Ron replied. The now Team Possible couple sat down at one of the tables. Monique and Jessica was there along with her prom date, Steve Foley.

"Hey, guys!" Kim said with a grin and a wave.

The three friends waved back.

"Hey, baby girl! You and Ron totally brought down the house!" Monique exclaimed.

"Thanks, Monique!" Kim giggled, "You should've seen the look on Bonnie's face!"

Monique laughed, "Yeah, she was in jellin' world alright!"

"We've been waiting for you two to get together!" Jess agreed.

"Really?!" Kim wondered, surprise at what one of her MHS cheer-mates said.

"You really think that?" Ron questioned as well.

"Of course!" Monique replied. "It's the subtle things that the two of you did. Clinging to each other."

"Little favors in the locker..." Steve added.

"And the love note you sent earlier this year in homeroom prior to the Middleton Days festival!" Jess said.

"To be fair, that was under the Moodulator incident!" Ron replied.

Kim looked at him oddly.

"But I did manage to save it!" Ron added, "It's still in my nightstand!"

"Nice save, Ron!" Kim smirked.

Bonnie, still stung from the cheering the other students gave to Kim and Ron a mere hour ago, sat down at the table with Brick right next to Kim and Ron.

"You two disgust me..." she huffed dismissively.

"Hey, Kim and Ron! Nice moves back there!" Brick complemented the new couple, though he said this not more than four feet from his girlfriend.

"Oh, shut up, Brick!" Bonnie snapped, "I do not need your complements to the loser couple!"

Barkin then came onto the platform where the DJ was at. The DJ immediately stopped the music, indicating he had something important to say.

"OK, everyone. I hope at least some students remained here at the gym for the crowning of the Junior Prom King and Queen and her Prom Court." Barkin explained at the mic. "The person who was supposed to announce the winners gave out her voice during a 17-hour production of all four of Wagner's Ring cycle operas, so I will have the dubious honor of doing that."

Rob Reeger then began to make faces and an imitation of Barkin's voice, beginning with "OK people..."

"Reeger..." Barkin sighed, "...can you cut it out?"

Rob stopped what he was doing.

"Thank you, class clown." Barkin said, wishing that this would bring order.

"But I thought I was the class clown!" Ron exclaimed.

"No, you are Mr. Accident-Prone Boy who nearly destroyed our beloved Golden Bone, thank you very much." Bonnie retorted.

Barkin simply yelled. "Would you people BE QUIET?!"

This cause a loud feedback that irritated everyone's ears. And the chatter became silent.

"Now that I have everyone's undivided attention, it is time to honor Middleton High's Junior Prom court." the oft-subbed teacher explained, "As per the tradition of our school, students chose 5 boys and 5 girls to be a part of the Prom Court!"

He then took out a 4x6 card containing the student's names.

"The five boys selected to Prom court 2006 are as follows: Steve Foley, Jason Morgan, Tiny Masterson, "Big" Mike Collins, and Jamarcus Hall."

All five students stood up and walked onto the platform. Jess, obviously cheered for Steve while Tara cheered on for Jason.

"And now, the five girls chosen for Prom court are as follows: Crystal Sanders, Jessica Appleton, Monique Smith, Tara Queen and Hope Pendleton.

Kim cheered on for her girls as they all came onto the stage and accepted their sashes and bouqets of roses.

"It is now time to announce the Junior Prom King and Queen!"

Bonnie scoffed at Kim while hugging Brick, "It's all a formality, Possible! Me and Brick are going to be crowned and you are supposed to obey us!"

"Bonnie..." Kim uttered, "...it's not supposed to hold any importance at all."

"Last time I checked, your name was on that ballot." Bonnie countered. "Along with Marcella's name...which escapes me."

"I don't actually remember what her last name was." Brick added.

"Even if I do lose, it's so going to be no big!" Kim said with a slight chuckle, "Not only did I save the world, I have managed to gain a handsome...and dorky...BF!"

"Ooooh! I like the sound of that, KP!" Ron replied.

"I don't give a rat's rear end about what that stupid blue troll was planning. And I don't give a rat's rear end about you making mushy sounds with Stupidable" Bonnie sneered.

Kim shot her a look of annoyance for Bonnie calling Ron that.

"You're going to bow before me when I get that crown!" the brunette demanded.

"I am NOT going to bend the knee to you, Rockwaller!" Kim shouted.

But Bonnie ignored her and replied, "Now would you just shut your mouth? Barkin's about to announce the winners!"

[archived--hell]

1, 2, 17, honestly all of them if you’re up to it

1 - already answered 

2. Do you have a personal favourite among your OCs?

L O R D T jupiter fuck man got damn id die for jupiter 

3. Have you ever adopted a character or gotten a character from someone else?

i have adopted characters before, but ive never done anything with them, and i have received characters Back from people but besides that nah

4. A character you rarely talk about?

HI PLEASE I BEG OF YOU ASK ABOUT THE GODS PLE AS E IM DYING

5. If you could make only one of your OCs popular/known, who would it be?

fuck uh.. honestly if its only semi popular would i do this bc being Well Known would be nice, yeah, but.. it scares me? idk but uh probably leo or aero, theyre two boys i hold close to my heart

6. Two OCs of yours that look alike despite not being related?

:) eldur and leo kinda? idk i try not to make any of them look alike rip

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories?

YES! theyre actually all part of one universe called cooking with demons! i have a whole game planned out for the man cast kinda? but all in all its all set within one universe, with multiple different stories occurring within it jhfdksg

8 - already answered

9. Would you ever be willing to give any of your OCs to someone else?

unless specfifically made for them upon request, no. ive already tried that once and it lead to me losing any and all control i had over my characters. At this moment, i only “share” a few ocs with my boyfriend @coffee-burglar and even then, its taken almost a year to even be able to do that

10. Introduce an OC with a complicated design?

uh, all of them are kinda complicated for me, but as of right now, that would go to leos full form. (if u want a ref hmu and ill post it, but it wont be my art)

11. Is there any OC of yours you could describe as a “sunshine”?

like a ray of sunshine? yeah! angel and stitch would fit perfectly for that!

12. Name an OC that isn’t yours but who you like a lot

@coffee-burglar their oc chrome n koh,  or derek but thats bc im a hoe

13. Do you have any troublemaker OCs?

aero, jhor, innis, leo are all trouble makers to some degree, leo being the most trouble some

14. Introduce an OC with a tragic backstory

uhhhh fuck what counts as tragic?

i guess id have to say leo or jupiter mostly, but eldur fits too

15. Do you like to talk about your OCs with other people?

if youd let me i would yell about these fucks for hours on end, ive done it

16. Which one of your OCs would be the best at biology (school subject)?

the best but wouldnt enjoy it: Jupiterthe best and would absolutely enjoy it: colby

17. Any OC OTPs?

stitch/lavaaero/kohcolby/derek/inniswill/happiness aeyr/Eberictderek/Xhaztolleo/eldur

18. Any OC crackships?

jhfkdfsjghdfkjhgdkfjsgl i never talk abt it but will/aero is fucking A+

19. Introduce an OC that means a lot to you (and explain why)

ah,, leo. i originally made him to project the worst in myself onto, and because of that ive made his life a living shit hole. but,, recently ive been hell bent on giving him a good ending, one where he heals, and lives his life ok, where he finally, finally has a chance to be happy and get help. its,, kind of been a tiny growing point for me? he just, means a lot to me because of that haha

20. Do any of your OCs sing? If they sing, care to share more details (headcanon voice, what kind of songs they like etc)?

uhhh all of their voice claims are songs n such but only a few of them actually sing in canon! heres the voice claims of the ones who do sing:

Aero - thats his voice, but hed probably more likely to sing Something Like ThisAngelStitch - this is her voice! but shed be much more likely to sing something a lot more upbeat, kind of like thisColby (its jeremy from bmc jghfdkg)

and one i dont have a voice claim for yet that does sing canonically is Sycamore! 

21. Your most artistic OC

!!!! oh thatd easily be will! hes nothing professional at all, but he does enjoy drawing and making diy type projects :0c hazels also artistic but with food :0c but what would you expect from a kitchen witch

22. Is there any OC of yours people tend to mischaracterize? If yes, how?

Hi My Names Skinny Penis And No One Has Ever Even Looked At My Ocs For More Than Two Seconds

23. Introduce OC that has changed from your first idea concerning what the character would be like?

lordt all of them would fit that, but the one thats changed the most? lordy thatd probably be will! he used to be a persona that was mostly only interested in dying and getting fucked, but now hes? evolved into a fully fledged character, and has even changed from being human lmao

24. If you could meet one OC of yours, who would it be and why?

jupiter, simply because he is The Biggest Comfort i have. hes,,, really important to me and i love him a lot

25. The OC that resembles you the most (same hobby, height, shared like/dislike for something etc?)

:) its bold of you to assume they dont all resemble me in some way. the most though? damian. lazy motherfucker with 200 emotional issues and no motivation to fix any of them

26. Have you ever had to change your OC’s design or something else about them against your will?

…yeah.

27. Any OCs that were inspired by a certain song?

Nope, most tend to be born from ideas spawned by me n my bf concepting about my ocs, and what would happen if this thing happened? yknow?

28. Your most dangerous OC?

He has yet to be revealed >:)c his names icarus

29. Which one of your OCs would go investigate an abandoned house at night without telling anyone they’re going?

INNIS, GOD INNIS WOULD AND HED PROBABLY DIE

30. Which one of your OCs would most likely have a secret stuffed animal collection?

secret: damiannot so secret: colby

31. Pick one OC of yours and explain what their tumblr blog would be like (what they reblog, layout, anything really)

uHHhhHh 

damian would probably have a very shitty coded blog theme (or default) and would genuinely only reblog shitty, abstract memes, and nice food recipes for hazel to make him

32. Which one of your OCs would be the most suitable horror game protagonist and why?

protagonist? if youre going for the scared baby, colby. if ur going for the stoic “thats weird but ok” one, innis or aero.antagonist tho???? Leo and angelica :)

33. Your shyest OC?

uh, a oc thats genuinely shy and not just anxiety filled? angel :0c shes had a very limited interaction pool with anything thats not other angels so she tends to shy away from others bc she really, really doesnt want to get into awkward situations

34. Do you have any twin characters?

Jupiter and leo!

35. Any sibling characters?

Jupiter, leo, angelica, damian, eldur

jupiter, leo, damian, and angelica are all related via their dad, while eldur is related to damian via their mom

36. Do you have OC pairs where the other part belongs to someone else (siblings, lovers, friends etc)?

uhh if im understanding this question right yeah i do! derek, koh, n a lot of others belong to @coffee-burglar ! ive just roped them into my universe dkjfhkdjgh

37. Introduce an OC who is not quite human

Op All Of My Characters Are Inhuman

38. Which one of your OCs would be the best dancer?

surprisingly? aero! hes got really good rhythm and can actually dance really well, its kinda scary

39. Introduce any character you want

:)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) Ill let yall have a choice, pick one

1.) Lust2.) Greed

40. Any fond memories linked to your characters? Feel free to share!

fond?? uh,, not really. but damian does have a very important memory attached to him.

tw for suicide ment hjgkdfs

with damian, i created him after i tried to kill myself and was stuck in a mental hospital. i had just finished reaing the first shadowhunters book, and decided to try and draw the first demon(???? was that what he was?? im a dumbass and its been over 2 years) you met, which had bright blue hair and if i remember correctly, electric green eyes? but yeah. i made him to cope with all the mental stress i had while being forced to be in that hospital, and hes become very close to my heart because of that

41. Has anyone drawn fanart of your OCs? If yes, maybe show a picture or two here (remember sources & permissions!)

!!!!!!!!! yeah!!! my boyfriends drawn damian and most of my characters bgjkfdhgkfdsgl but one i do hold close to my heart (bc at the time, i barely knew them) was when @stuck-in-the-ghost-zone drew aeyr! it made me really happy tbh. i still have it saved to my phone actually!!!

42. Which one of your OCs would be the most interested in Greek gods?

uhhhh,,, provided that they found a way to get anything involving earth and their beliefs itd probably be either angel or colby. angel enjoys learning anything and everything she can, while colby enjoys hearing about the Tea™ that comes with greek shit

43. Do you have any certain type when you create your OCs? Do you tend to favour some certain traits or looks? It’s time to confess

lordt ok

i really just? enjoy making demons really, or anything that doesnt quite fit “conveniently attractive” in at least one form they have. (i also favor making guys bc im Gay)

44. Something you like about your OCs in general

how well theyre coming together, for so long, their stories have been little fractures and pieces that never fit together. Fragments. but now, theyre almost fully put together and its… wonderful to see

45. A character you no longer use?

a hi have.. one. their name was angel aura, a steven universe oc. i got rid of them because of too many.. bad things.

46. Has anyone ever told you that you treat your OCs badly?

not directly, but yes. it.. actually helped me give a lot of them a ok life, or at least a good ending

47. Has anyone ever (friendly) claimed any of your OCs as their child?

@coffee-burglar eldur, colby, will n a few others lmao

48. OC who is a perfect cinnamon roll, too good for this world, too pure

ELDUR GOD ELDUR PLEASE SOMEONE GIVE THIS KID BACK TO HIS MOM

49. Which one of your OCs would most likely enjoy memes

damian

50. Give me the good ol’ OC talk here. Talk about anything you want

ghjkfgkfdhgklfjhglkjdfhgslfjdgh give me a actual thing to talk about bc im dying op

[thesnottedbrat]

[manga review] Men’s Kou

This is just my personal rant. I just finished ‘seems-fine-manga-turns out-a lil-shit-in the end’ kind of manga.

Men’s Kou (Izumi Kaneyoshi) - baka updates 

Description

From Serenus Dreamers:

Five minute walk to the sea. The closest train station takes 50 minutes by car. Famous private dormitory male high school Seihou is located in that super remote place. What will happen at that place where men are crazy for love?! 

BEWARE, THIS IS GONNA BE A VERY LONG POST

Good Point

Idk whether The Author intention’s to portrayed such an ambiguous moments. 

Educational purposes (life’s experiences)

Our main charas’s designed to have some painful past memories and traits, a death of our loved, unrequited love, unable to express our feelings, introverts, shy, etc. Its a common things and very humane; teenagers/HS students (mostly) have their first adult-to be-experienced in this timeline.

There’s no exact period when and which we could overcome those feelings, maybe a lifetime, maybe 3 mos, maybe years; who knows. It different with each other. But the important things are our willingness to let go the past, learn from our mistakes, and move forward to the future.

Forever but not really forever

Shoujous manga typically selling fluffy dreams, way too fluffy and occasionally way too stupid to read. I have read many shoujous manga that I dont want to read because it way too stupid. In this case, josei or any mature-ish mangas is much better.

Shoujous manga have this kind of philosophy, ‘your first love is gonna be forever and ever’. A simple reality form of classic fairy tale.

I rarely saw a shoujou manga which had a failed first love, overcome it, and obtain a new love. If there’s one, fans sometimes have their majority vote to ship female oc with 1st lead mc. Well, since shoujous type reader range from 13-18 yo, no wonder the stroyline was dreamy like.

It takes a lot of courage for shoujous mangaka to make a new POV for shoujous readers. Otherwise, their new projects unable to sell. In the end of the day, it comes back to money, eh?

* Plot

Plot wise, it’s very good. The plot is straight forward and each characters able to make a significant development. The main setting is about male high school (in deserted dorm) and their love story. 

I able to grasp the author’s core in this story:

ability to take a chance

ability to let go and step forward

a strong willful of human being

friendship and loyalty toward it

* Characters

The characters design are great , eventho the style wasnt your typical shoujo style (wide eyes and detailed hairstyle). The style itself is simple but we able to understand the whole story.

The relationship between characters drawn very well. Maybe because the author wrote it in male pov, there’s sometimes a scene/dialogue that shown in male pov. It doesnt feel like shounen-ish manga, but almost like a real life male pov. 

Each characters have their personal problems and background, but they manage to live in harmony in dorms and solve their daily problems. Disini juga digambarin kalo misalnya seseorang punya masalah itu, ga ada gunanya kalo disimpen sendiri, with sharing to our friends, we able to take step forward with their support. Still the choice to make still upon themself. What a beautiful of friendship!

imo, this is why i love man friendship rather than female friendship.

* Dialogue

I cant say much about this, since it was not an official translation. But, the humor they make sounds plausible to reader to understand. They have occasionally male high school jokes on it, which silly but entertaining. I guess this is the most fun part (for me).

Negative Traits

I pretty much understand, because this is a MANGA (a shoujo to boot), THE CHARAS MUST HAVE A GOOD ENDING, NO MATTER WHAT (business stuff, I know), but OH COME ON!! ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!? 

I totally pissed. Betraying and cheating is not cool. And with your best friend? Just to fucking heal your-oh-so-deep-past-scar-cus-our-important-person-didnt-understand-ours !!? yeah right, KISS MY ASS!!!

tbh, i hope the author can wrap the ending more realistic, it sucks. like everyone can really forgiven their best friend betrayal. even though Kamiki and Takano affair didnt emphasize what they’ve been doing for the past 4 months, but God know it was an affair afterall.

So, Author-san, did they for the past 4 mos comforting each other with:

secret phonecalls - what? they just talking about their pain? 

secret meeting - hmm? just having a dine in and talk about some painful moments/feelings? or did you guys comfort physically too?

petty talk - i understand your loneliness, and i hope we can fix it together even tho we dont love each other (we have bf/gf).

wow, talk about some serious bullshit here.

I dont think that Takano and Kamiki have a platonic relationship. The Author hints too many mysterious and WTF moments between em. Moreover, WHAT WITH THAT BLUSHED FACE!!!!

Hohoho, what an obvious feeling, dont you think!!!?

And in the end, it turns their affair wasnt that big deal. They simply forgiven because Kamiki have a knight complex and Takano just studied abroad, they comforting each other while doing nothing wrong (talk about self justification here). 

Dude, you missing the point. It’s not what you supposed to do in a relationship. That way of thinking is what all betrayers do (and thought) all over the world. You dont trust and respect your original partner in all manner accounts. You just completely disregard their true values, their feelings and somehow put them in a whole different dimension. You think you doing this for their sake, but whose sake we really talking about?!

To make it worse, even their own friends; Genda, Nogami, and Hanai - in unison that ‘their’ affair happen for some important reason and Maki and Fuyuka should forgive ‘em. YEAH RIGHT. TELL ME STRAIGHT TO MY FACE IF THERE’S ANY IMPORTANT REASON FOR ALL AFFAIRS IN THE WORLD.

OVERALL THOUGHT

This manga kinda complicated for me, i like it but at the same time i hate it. So maybe someday, I will give it a try to read it again; eventually like it. But for now, I just gonna avoid it as much.

Personally, this is was a quite good manga. The characters, plot, and artwork quite my liking. This is a shoujou manga but in the beginning it has a shounen ai tone (eventually it’s gone after the 2nd volume till end). I love such a setting, all boys dorm with many ikemen around, and it reminded me with  Komatta Toki ni wa Hoshi ni Kike! (Miyuki Abe) Well, tbh i kinda hope it turns more soft BL tho hahaha.

It started very good, a lot of humors side (daily life at boys dorms, school and friendship - totally hilarious), romance (those very typical high school), and slice of life. The climax was unexpected, but still good; well at least the Author able to make me swearing a lot at this chapter (hey, I’m praising her here). But seriously, the ending was totally SHIT.

[angelicteeth]

hi our boys are disgusting

god fuck yeah they are 

Aristotle: He/Him - Leo - 18 - 6′4

1. What is your OC’s favorite color? blueee!!!!!!!2. Does your OC collect anything? What do they collect? he loves art books! his mom used to show them to him and he’s collected them ever since. would also like to collect daggers/knives/swords bc he thinks they’re neat 3. What kind of things is your OC allergic to? nothing 4. What kind of clothing does your OC wear? ohhhh this guys 100% a metal head. leather jackets, spikes, ripped jeans, chains- necklaces and wallet, vans or boots, lots n lots of patches/pins- the whole ordeal! typically only wears reds, blacks, whites, and dark shades. muted colors. 5. What is your OC’s first memory? he was around 4 or 5 and his mother asked him to bake a cake with her, and he agreed, of course. they made a giant 5 layer red velvet cake with chocolate, caramel, and peanut butter chips in between and chocolate fudge drizzled on top/off the sides. they made a HUGE mess in the kitchen and all over themselves and he cherishes this memory so sooo much. 6. What’s your OC’s favorite animal? Least favorite? black panthers!!!!! he also loves dogs a lot… he? HATES?? butterflies ???7. What element would your OC be? oh boy fire 8. What is your OC’s theme song? uhhh anything Heavy Metal9. Do you have a faceclaim / voiceclaim for your OC? noooooo, i dont rlly like doing this edrfghu but! he has a deep voice, its warm and deep and kinda ? sultry? idk 10. What deadly sin would best represent your OC? wrath. 11. What are your OC’s hobbies? painting!!! learning about history/going to museums, annnnnnd does his bf count? LOL12. How patient is your OC? How hot-headed are they? uhhh relatively patient? definitely depends. he’s VERY hot-headed but doesn’t ‘explode’ often 13. What is your OC’s gender / sexuality / race / species / etc.? male, gay, and latino! he’s also human wsedrftg14. What foods does your OC like to eat? What are their least favorite foods? fucking LOVES cheese??? and big warm pretzels… CINNAMON ROLLS! hates olives ??? and most fish 15. If your OC could have any pet, what would they choose? Why? he’d really want a big cat, doesn’t matter what… just a Big Boy16. What does your OC smell like? warm, cinnamon maybe but also musky and woodsy… but he sometimes just likes smelling Clean and like semi typical guy cologne ??? or just Expensive smelling cologne,,, idk he always smells really fucking good sedfgh17. How do they make a living? What kind of job do they want / not want? What is their dream job? What do they think of their current job? uhhh right Now he’s just graduated high school and issss looking for work… doesn’t really know what he wants to be, honestly. he’s still trying to figure everything out 18. What are your OC’s greatest fears? Weaknesses? Strengths? he fears losing completely everything he loves, specifically his boyfriend and his brother. a weakness is how hard he is on himself, and how much he isolates/pushes people away when he’s low. a strength is just how warm and caring he is. how much he loves. even if he doesn’t always see himself as strong, he is. he really, really is19. What kind of music do they listen to? Do they have a favorite song? h e a v y  m e t a l  h e ‘ s  a  f u c k i n g  m e t a l h e a d i havent looked too into it so i don’t know about songs, i WILL look into it at some point20. If they came from their world to ours (if not already in our’s) how would they react? What would they do? he live on this hell planet, sadly 21. What personal problems/issues do they have? Pet peeves? the death of his mom… and his anger… he blames himself for her death and hes struggling hard with it, since his father doesn’t help at all and blames him, too. a pet peeve he has is people leaving doors or cabinets open, it makes him so mad dftgyhu just fucking close them 22. What kind of student were they/would they be in high school? heee was a good one ? hardest subject for him was english :/ mainly got A’s! except for english 23. What is a random fact about your OC? he cannot bake or cook anything EXCEPT breakfast foods 24. What is their outlook on life? What is their philosophy / what do they think in general about living? he… didnt see a future until he met his boyfriend, nathan… after his mom died, so did everything else 25. What inspired you to create them / how did you create them? Were they originally a fancharacter? What was their personality / design like when you first made them? amber wanted to play the sims and she told me to create 2 characters but i said hey! i do one, you do one! and then we were fucking idiots and turned them into ocs dfyudfhjkl; its soooo recent that nothings changed LOL im still developing him, as i am with all of my ocs 26. Who is the most important person in their life? Why? Who is the least important to them (that still has an impact and why? nathan… he gave him a second chance at life, he gave him a reason to want to stay alive, a future. also jordan is super super important to him they bffs xoxo (edit: dan n ty also mean the world to him) at his current age… his dad. their relationship does eventually get better but right now, hes the least important but has such a big impact on him it hurts27. What kind of childhood did your character have? A GOOD GOOD GOOOOOOD ASS CHILDHOOD up until 16 it was soooo good… his moms his best friend, he n his brother hung out all the time, and his dad wasn’t so angry or drunk28. What kind of nervous habits do they have? Do they stim? Do they have any kinds of addictions? he picks at his nails when hes nervous, but it doesnt happen very often so its nothing he tends to worry about. heee doesn’t stim but fucking loves paint mixing videos those are his shit uhhh no, no addictions… unless you literally count his bf wertyui29. If they could choose their epitaph for their grave, what would they choose? “If You Sit On My Grave I WILL Haunt You” or “Long Live The King” because he’s a stupid fucking leo30. Do they want to get married? Why or why not? Would they ever want kids? Do they have kids? Why? yesssssssss he wants to marry nathan So Bad sedrftyui he’s unsure about kids, though… kinda just wants a couple pets 31. What is their most traumatic memory/experience? What is their favorite memory? his mom died on his 16th birthday driving to come pick him up. anything involving nathan… doesn’t even matter what it is, he just loves him so much32. If they could have one thing in the world, what would it be? his mom back33. Would they ever kill someone? What would someone have to do to push them to kill someone? If they would kill someone, why? uhhh probablyyyyy not… he wouldn’t be able to live with himself if he actually killed someone,,,34. What social groups and activities does your character attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actually play, usually? uh he likes concerts n shit but its not like,,, a social group thing… he doesnt do that shit…35. How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories? very vivid imagination, is often found daydreaming when hes not painting or with his bf. not really worried, honestly, kinda just lives in the moment and doesnt give a single god damn shit about a thing except on the bad days36. What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain? he wants nathan the most, out of everything- and he has him… but if he didn’t he would do anything for him. anything37. What’s something that your character does, that other people don’t normally do? pees with the door open esdrtyuio38. What would your character do with a million dollars? ooohhhh spoil the shit out of nathan, get a tattoo or 2, and buy art stuff!39. What is in your characters refrigerator right now? On their bedroom floor? Nightstand? Garbage can? eggs, leftovers, milk, orange juice, bacon, butter, and syrup. a couple of canvases, paint brushes, the shirt he slept in the night before. a couple of single issue comics, the graphic novel hes reading, a bottle of water, and a tiny art canvas. random plastic, paper, maybe an empty water bottle or 240. Your character is getting ready for a night out. Where are they going? What do they wear? Who will they be with? out with nathan, probably on a date. ripped jeans, dark red sweater, black shirt, boots, wallet chain, necklace chain, and a single dangly earring in his left ear 41. What does your character do when they’re angry? Why? yell, scream, get super physical. he’s burning, he’s burning, he’s burning. make it stop, better yet, let him thrive 42. Does your character have any scars? Where did they get them from? nope! he’s clean for now43. What was the most offensive thing your character had ever said? oooooh uh he says some Shit when he’s pissed, especially to his dad44. How does your character react/ accept criticism? fine? doesn’t really care about it unless its from nathan. oooor if youre just being a shithead hell tell you off45. If your character was given a slice of pineapple pizza and they HAD to eat it (or something bad would happen), how would they react? Do they even LIKE pineapple pizza? he enjoys it, wouldn’t mind it at all tbh46. Your character is given a voodoo doll of themself. What do they do with it? Do they see if it actually works? fuck, yeah. he’d do something stupid to it to see if it works and then display it in his room or give it to his bf47. Can your character draw? What do they like to draw? Do they doodle? hellllll yeaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh. everything, anything48. What were their parents like? How has that affected how they are as an adult? his mom was his best friend and the reason why he is the way he is. his dad was a good man, but now hes a stupid angry drunk who blames ari for his mothers death. its affected him positively and negatively, hes loving and passionate like his mother but insecure and doubtful because of his father49. Does your character like candy? Do they get sugar rushes? What are they like when they get a rush? d o  n o t  l e t  h i m  h a v e  a  l o t  o f  c a n d y  p l e a s e 50. If your character was presented with imminent and unavoidable death/fatality, how would they react? Would they try to avoid death anyways? Would they try to make their last days count? would probably elope with nathan, do some crazy shit, and hope to god he doesn’t actually fucking die 

Jordan: He/Him - Sagittarius - 19 - 6′2

1. What is your OC’s favorite color? light green2. Does your OC collect anything? What do they collect? stamps, stickers, beanies, anything aquatic-themed, and tarot cards/witchy stuff!3. What kind of things is your OC allergic to? bananas…4. What kind of clothing does your OC wear? lazy type clothes, very sluggish. lots of oversized cardigans, hoodies, and sweaters. baggy shirts, but he religiously wears jeans. likes chains but preferably small ones, and usually only wallet chains. likes wearing a ring on each thumb and if hes Feelin it a couple more! punkish basically 5. What is your OC’s first memory? spying on his brother and dad training outside in the barn6. What’s your OC’s favorite animal? Least favorite? he has a giant soft spot for cows but his favorite is whale sharks!!! he doesn’t really like frogs 7. What element would your OC be? water! but with Slight fire8. What is your OC’s theme song? something slow and sad, probably 9. Do you have a faceclaim / voiceclaim for your OC? no! his voice is soft and low, like a lullaby. very warm and comforting, but also a lil husky10. What deadly sin would best represent your OC? envy/lust/greed wsedfg11. What are your OC’s hobbies? reading, using tarot cards, organizing his stamps/stickers, watching documentaries, and making sure aristotle doesn’t do anything Stupid12. How patient is your OC? How hot-headed are they? he’s pretty patient but he’s also pretty hot headed. he Will lash out when angry :/13. What is your OC’s gender / sexuality / race / species / etc.? male, bisexual, white (russian/american) also a human sedryui14. What foods does your OC like to eat? What are their least favorite foods? loooovvveeessss chocolate chip waffles! and breakfast foods in general. hates peas and green beans 15. If your OC could have any pet, what would they choose? Why? a cowwwww… they remind him of his mom dfghj16. What does your OC smell like? clean but ? kinda minty!17. How do they make a living? What kind of job do they want / not want? What is their dream job? What do they think of their current job? he currently works at a little bookshop/coffeeshop! he likes it but he wants to do something more when he’s graduated from college. 18. What are your OC’s greatest fears? Weaknesses? Strengths? his father and crickets. how emotionally attached he gets to people. how warm and soft he is, he never stops caring for others 19. What kind of music do they listen to? Do they have a favorite song? goth, heavy metal, sad/emo shit20. If they came from their world to ours (if not already in our’s) how would they react? What would they do? he live here Binch21. What personal problems/issues do they have? Pet peeves? his whole family besides his father is dead and he’s all alone with nobody to turn to. he h a t e s crunching noises. so much. also fucking HATES when people poke holes in shit just STop. 22. What kind of student were they/would they be in high school? actually really really good, even though he looks like a fucking slacker esdrftgyhu probably got all A’s23. What is a random fact about your OC? he always has his fingernails and toenails painted black or dark red/purple24. What is their outlook on life? What is their philosophy / what do they think in general about living? fuck man he doesn’t wanna live hes so fucking Tired his dark circles are permanent but ari makes life worth living sdfg25. What inspired you to create them / how did you create them? Were they originally a fancharacter? What was their personality / design like when you first made them? …once upon a time amber and i made a gang au with ari n nathan and promptly made jordan for the Shits and Giggles but it turns out i fell in love and way too deep making his character, thanks!26. Who is the most important person in their life? Why? Who is the least important to them (that still has an impact and why? aristotle, probably, because he assumes his mom is dead. least is his dad whos a fucking asshole murdering cuck27. What kind of childhood did your character have? uhhhh Not Good ill tell you that. his father only married and brought his mom to russia so she could give him kids, preferably boys. first was nikolai, second was kazimir jordan, and lastly was feliks. they were all 2 years apart, making nikolai and feliks 4, so they were all close in age and played together often. his father was most proud of nikolai but feliks had been showing signs of possibly exceeding all of their expectations. kazimir was last in everything, but he was his mothers favorite. he’ll never forgive his father for torturing him and killing everyone he loved. 28. What kind of nervous habits do they have? Do they stim? Do they have any kinds of addictions? he often picks at his nail polish, or the skin around his nails. definitely fidgets with his hands often. doesn’t stim but follows a lot of soap carving and squishy videos, also likes bread/cooking ones. he’s kind of addicted to red bulls but he’s cutting back and resorting to coffee, which he drinks black29. If they could choose their epitaph for their grave, what would they choose? “hell’s waiting for me so watch your back”30. Do they want to get married? Why or why not? Would they ever want kids? Do they have kids? Why? maybe married but almost Definitely no kids. no thanks. xoxo31. What is their most traumatic memory/experience? What is their favorite memory? his father dragged him into the barns once after he accidentally spilled something over an ‘important’ paper so his father branded him with a cross on his side. his mother used to braid his hair with baby’s breath in it when theyd play out in the field, just her and the 3 boys running around, having fun. it was peaceful, bliss32. If they could have one thing in the world, what would it be? to tell his mother he was sorry and that he’ll never stop loving her33. Would they ever kill someone? What would someone have to do to push them to kill someone? If they would kill someone, why? no, he’s seen what killing someone does to people34. What social groups and activities does your character attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actually play, usually? i dont really like this question edrtyu35. How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories? hes so tired all the time hes often in the clouds, never really focusing. daydreams a lot to make it through each day, pretending hes someone hes not. hoping that his mother is actually still alive, and that he doesnt have to keep reliving memories. they wont stop fading, he keeps getting them jumbled. he just wants to make more with her, be with her one last time36. What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain? his moooooooooom, he’d do anything for her37. What’s something that your character does, that other people don’t normally do? he has to turn door knobs twice before actually opening a door 38. What would your character do with a million dollars? that’s so overwhelming to him but probably pay off college shit sdfghj debt is So Scary 39. What is in your characters refrigerator right now? On their bedroom floor? Nightstand? Garbage can? yogurt, water bottles, red bull, orange soda, and some strawberries. a pair of jeans and boxers and random books hes checked out from the library. a half empty can of red bull, the book hes currentl reading, a beanie, and a cute little jar of jelly beans ari got him. garbage can has crumbled up balls of paper, empty red bull cans, empty bottle of soda, and an old textbook.40. Your character is getting ready for a night out. Where are they going? What do they wear? Who will they be with? probably aristotle and nathan to a concert/out to eat. wears black jeans, a baggy red and black striped sweater with a black shirt underneath, boots or vans, and prolly a wallet chain + his thumb rings41. What does your character do when they’re angry? Why? he screams and yanks on his hair fgyuhlj;k42. Does your character have any scars? Where did they get them from? heee has a cross on his side, and a few Light scars on his face- over his bottom lip, on his forehead and on the left side of his cheek/jaw. a couple on his back and arms as well most of them are from his father…43. What was the most offensive thing your character had ever said? he’s never said anything Out Loud but in his head he says shit all the time dxgfhgjhjlio hes a snarky son of a gun44. How does your character react/ accept criticism? he will go home and Cry about it later 45. If your character was given a slice of pineapple pizza and they HAD to eat it (or something bad would happen), how would they react? Do they even LIKE pineapple pizza? eh its Ok46. Your character is given a voodoo doll of themself. What do they do with it? Do they see if it actually works? hes pretty paranoid about it and probably shows it to ari like ‘bitch what the FUCK’47. Can your character draw? What do they like to draw? Do they doodle? he doodles mindlessly when hes bored in class 48. What were their parents like? How has that affected how they are as an adult? uhhhh his dad is a big Cuck but his mom is an Angel and the best person he’s ever met. this has fucked him over hard bc hes father took her away from him and now he has nothing left so hes an anxious, paranoid Mess49. Does your character like candy? Do they get sugar rushes? What are they like when they get a rush? he l o v e s candy pls50. If your character was presented with imminent and unavoidable death/fatality, how would they react? Would they try to avoid death anyways? Would they try to make their last days count? Kill Him Now

Tyler: He/Him - Pisces - 22 - 5′7

1. What is your OC’s favorite color? baby blue and pink!2. Does your OC collect anything? What do they collect? nail polish, lamb stuffed animals, comics, seashells, and washi tapes 3. What kind of things is your OC allergic to? nothin4. What kind of clothing does your OC wear? he likes soft colors, pastel. sweaters are his favorite but he also likes long sleeved shirts. dresses pretty feminine, isn’t a fan of dark colors on himself unless its his boyfriends clothes5. What is your OC’s first memory? when he was around 4 or 5 he was riding his bike when he hit a rock and went flying forward, causing him to scrape his knees and his nose to bleed 6. What’s your OC’s favorite animal? Least favorite? l o v e s  l a m b s and snails, doesn’t really like salamanders 7. What element would your OC be? w a t e r 8. What is your OC’s theme song? something soft and not too upbeat 9. Do you have a faceclaim / voiceclaim for your OC? he has a very smooth and kind of feminine voice ? but its masculine enough to not misgender him,,,10. What deadly sin would best represent your OC? envy???11. What are your OC’s hobbies? painting his nails, drawing/sketching, reading comics and graphic novels, watching documentaries, and journaling!12. How patient is your OC? How hot-headed are they? very patient and rarely hot headed, gets more agitated or annoyed 13. What is your OC’s gender / sexuality / race / species / etc.? male, gay, white human boy14. What foods does your OC like to eat? What are their least favorite foods? would Die for milkshakes he loves them so fucking much, isnt a big fan of hamburgers/beef in general 15. If your OC could have any pet, what would they choose? Why? a lamb or sheep he is so infatuated with them. they are so so soooo cute 16. What does your OC smell like? strawberries and cream!17. How do they make a living? What kind of job do they want / not want? What is their dream job? What do they think of their current job? heee currently works odd hours at a gas station, it’s definitely not his dream job but its not super awful… most of the time. he wants to go to art school, actually, to learn to make jewelry and to learn how to do more with his art18. What are your OC’s greatest fears? Weaknesses? Strengths? abandonment and ultimate loneliness. he’s really self conscious but he loves with all hes got and he loves so much, and so hard19. What kind of music do they listen to? Do they have a favorite song? bubblegum pop, kpop, jpop, and some indie music!20. If they came from their world to ours (if not already in our’s) how would they react? What would they do? he here 21. What personal problems/issues do they have? Pet peeves? he’s self conscious and in recovery for self harm/an eating disorder but he’s doing really well! its still hard but he’s pushing through… he hates having chipped nails drftugyihuo as soon as one chips, even a little, he repaints them as soon as he can22. What kind of student were they/would they be in high school? he was a nerd he got straight A’s and actually enjoyed school kinda erdtfyuio but only because he loves to learn, not the actual people or atmosphere 23. What is a random fact about your OC? is really interested in astrology and loves reading his horoscope 24. What is their outlook on life? What is their philosophy / what do they think in general about living? he’s honestly trying to still figure that out but the more time he spends with his boyfriend, the more he wants to live and have a happy future with him25. What inspired you to create them / how did you create them? Were they originally a fancharacter? What was their personality / design like when you first made them? amber made dan, dan needed a love interest, tada!26. Who is the most important person in their life? Why? Who is the least important to them (that still has an impact and why? daaaaaannnn, his boyfriend, nathan his best friend (+ari)  annnnnnd uh ? nobody really ??? 27. What kind of childhood did your character have? he had a pretty alright childhood, kind of lonely…28. What kind of nervous habits do they have? Do they stim? Do they have any kinds of addictions? plays with his ears if he’s super nervous, really fucking loves slime to stim and help him calm down- or chews on something29. If they could choose their epitaph for their grave, what would they choose? something gay, probably 30. Do they want to get married? Why or why not? Would they ever want kids? Do they have kids? Why? yes and yes!!! he wants to get married and have a family with dan :331. What is their most traumatic memory/experience? What is their favorite memory? dan got into a bad bar fight once, he was having a shitty day and the guy was being an absolute douchebag asshole and tyler wasn’t there to help him or stop him and it was just… bad… once dan took him to a petting zoo to meet and pet some sheep and he cried because it was quite possibly the nicest thing anyones ever done for him and then the dumbass also set up a picnic for afterwards and he fucking bawled again stupid gay saps32. If they could have one thing in the world, what would it be? the funds for college esdrtf33. Would they ever kill someone? What would someone have to do to push them to kill someone? If they would kill someone, why? nope he is a soft crybaby 34. What social groups and activities does your character attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actually play, usually? i dont LIKE this fucking q smfh35. How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories? he daydreams a lot, yeah, and hes almost always worried because his anxiety is an absolute bitch but hes working on it36. What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain? he just wants dan and to go to art school37. What’s something that your character does, that other people don’t normally do? he has to say goodnight to all of his stuffed animals before bed every night sdfgfgghj38. What would your character do with a million dollars? a r t  s c h o o l39. What is in your characters refrigerator right now? On their bedroom floor? Nightstand? Garbage can? strawberries, mangos, chocolate almond milk, leftover food from a restaurant he went to with dan, and some chocolate syrup. nothing, he has to keep his room clean always. nightstand has a graphic novel and book hes currently reading, a note/poem from dan with a small lamb he got him, and a bottle of peach tea. 40. Your character is getting ready for a night out. Where are they going? What do they wear? Who will they be with? somewhere really really fancy with dan! he’d wear a cute suit, a white one with a pastel yellow button up shirt and a black tie. wears the necklace dan got him and probably a few dainty rings that match well together/when layered 41. What does your character do when they’re angry? Why? he cries. a lot. he gets really overwhelmed when he’s angry, and tends to scream or yell42. Does your character have any scars? Where did they get them from? on his arms from self harm, his hips as well… 43. What was the most offensive thing your character had ever said? he doesn’t like saying rude things44. How does your character react/ accept criticism? uhhh if he asks he’ll probably take what the person says into consideration but if he hasnt asked, he’ll get mad/sad 45. If your character was given a slice of pineapple pizza and they HAD to eat it (or something bad would happen), how would they react? Do they even LIKE pineapple pizza? he like it46. Your character is given a voodoo doll of themself. What do they do with it? Do they see if it actually works? he gives it to dan rdyftugyhio47. Can your character draw? What do they like to draw? Do they doodle? s e n d  h i m  t o  a r t  s c h o o l  p l e a s e48. What were their parents like? How has that affected how they are as an adult? err his parents were kind of absent a lot, they traveled so much for business that he was often alone, only himself for company. his mom was loving, for the most part, when she was home. she got drunk quite often, though, but that just made her more giggly and unfocused. his dad… was hard on him, kinda abusive. often ignored him, honestly, unless it came to school and ‘being a man.’ he can be very distant at times, and self isolates often… yet he’s afraid of being alone, he doesn’t want to be abandoned, so he loves the wrong people, stays with the wrong people, because it seems right. if they stay, ill be okay, even if im still crying. even if it still hurts 49. Does your character like candy? Do they get sugar rushes? What are they like when they get a rush? he does like candy! gets sugar rushes sometimes sdrftugyu dan finds it so fucking cute bc he’s so hyper and giggly 50. If your character was presented with imminent and unavoidable death/fatality, how would they react? Would they try to avoid death anyways? Would they try to make their last days count? oh please don’t stress him out like that…

Alexander: He/They - Virgo - 24 - 6′0

1. What is your OC’s favorite color? dark purple2. Does your OC collect anything? What do they collect? swords, dragons, and bookmarks3. What kind of things is your OC allergic to? dairy and bees4. What kind of clothing does your OC wear? what he actually has to wear differs from what he personally likes. his father is the king so because of that, he often has to wear a lot of suits/prince attire. but personally, when he doesnt have to be Prince, he likes to wear dark and comfy clothes, a lazy emo5. What is your OC’s first memory? he vaguely remembers aster being born and wanting to help his mom take care of her 6. What’s your OC’s favorite animal? Least favorite? dragons!!! doesnt have a least favorite??? maybe mosquitos 7. What element would your OC be? hhhhh water 8. What is your OC’s theme song? something heavy and dark9. Do you have a faceclaim / voiceclaim for your OC? he has a charming n husky kinda voice !10. What deadly sin would best represent your OC? greed or envy11. What are your OC’s hobbies? fighting, taking care of dragons, making rings, and reading historical books12. How patient is your OC? How hot-headed are they? he’s been trained to be patient, for the most part, but when he’s passionate about something he tends to get hot-headed sometimes 13. What is your OC’s gender / sexuality / race / species / etc.? non-binary, bisexual, he’s an alien so he’s kinda pinkish… same color as aster but a little lighter 14. What foods does your OC like to eat? What are their least favorite foods? loves seafood… isn’t really into eggs 15. If your OC could have any pet, what would they choose? Why? he Has his dream pet, a dragon, so he’s Good16. What does your OC smell like? woodsy and clean 17. How do they make a living? What kind of job do they want / not want? What is their dream job? What do they think of their current job? he’s a prince but he works with dragons a lot!!! it’s his Dream… or to sell his rings 18. What are your OC’s greatest fears? Weaknesses? Strengths? commitment, losing his family, and sharks. he gets too lost in his head at times, distances himself from everyone. he’s physically very strong and a charming/calm guy by nature 19. What kind of music do they listen to? Do they have a favorite song? he’s not the biggest music guy but enjoys rock/alternative/emo stuff20. If they came from their world to ours (if not already in our’s) how would they react? What would they do? curious about everything, goes into almost every shop he can find and tries out so many different foods…21. What personal problems/issues do they have? Pet peeves? his last relationship was Bad and he’s still very much affected by it… he hates wearing socks to bed dfyguh it annoys him so much22. What kind of student were they/would they be in high school? excellent, top of his class23. What is a random fact about your OC? he loves tattoos and would love to be covered in them one day 24. What is their outlook on life? What is their philosophy / what do they think in general about living? currently, his outlook is very bleak dxfyuibj he’s really sad,,,25. What inspired you to create them / how did you create them? Were they originally a fancharacter? What was their personality / design like when you first made them? i gave aster siblings and then slowly developed him in my head!26. Who is the most important person in their life? Why? Who is the least important to them (that still has an impact and why? his family, specifically his siblings, anddd his ex boyfriend still haunts his almost every thought and action :/27. What kind of childhood did your character have? good!!! he and his siblings did so much stuff together dxfghjkl; i Love them28. What kind of nervous habits do they have? Do they stim? Do they have any kinds of addictions? twists his rings a lot or shakes his leg when he’s nervous. doesn’t stim 29. If they could choose their epitaph for their grave, what would they choose? fuck, man, i have no fucking clue and neither does he30. Do they want to get married? Why or why not? Would they ever want kids? Do they have kids? Why? currently, no31. What is their most traumatic memory/experience? What is their favorite memory? his ex boyfriend tried to kill him once. he relives that memory almost everyday, and hates himself for not telling anybody about it. his siblings always know how to cheer him up, which he’s soooo grateful for. the 3 of them went to an amusement park once and just had so much fun, eating waaaay too much and going on all of the rides 32. If they could have one thing in the world, what would it be? happiness33. Would they ever kill someone? What would someone have to do to push them to kill someone? If they would kill someone, why? er probably wouldn’t but if it was his ex… he would reconsider 34. What social groups and activities does your character attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actually play, usually? his dads the king, hes a prince, so he often finds himself at balls or parties and pretends to be super charming and openly available for marriage, even though he doesn’t want it and his younger brother will most likely take the throne instead35. How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaming a lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories? he never stops living in daydreams or memories and would like it all to just. stop. let him b r e a t h e36. What does your character want most? What do they need really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, to obtain? peace. he wants everything to stop, he wants his head to stop convincing him somethings wrong when hes fine and he wants his thoughts to stop wants the voices gone.37. What’s something that your character does, that other people don’t normally do? he sucks skittles and starbursts for a long ass time before actually eating them…38. What would your character do with a million dollars? donate it all 39. What is in your characters refrigerator right now? On their bedroom floor? Nightstand? Garbage can? nothing dfhgjk he hasn’t restocked it yet,,, probably some clothes and random books lying around. uhhh probably some alcohol, candy, and a map. crumpled up paper and wrappers in his garbage can40. Your character is getting ready for a night out. Where are they going? What do they wear? Who will they be with? uh probably alone and to get wasted or high,,, doesnt matter where :/41. What does your character do when they’re angry? Why? self isolates and simmers in his anger, throws shit and screams because hes so mad/frustrated 42. Does your character have any scars? Where did they get them from? theres some cigarette burns on his thighs from his ex, a couple on his back and arms/legs from either fighting or his ex… there’s probably more but id have to think a lot more on his ex and stuff, which i will do eventually!43. What was the most offensive thing your character had ever said? towards the end of his relationship he probably said some harsh things to his ex44. How does your character react/ accept criticism? fine unless its super personal to him, then it reminds him of his ex and he cant focus on anything, he shuts down45. If your character was given a slice of pineapple pizza and they HAD to eat it (or something bad would happen), how would they react? Do they even LIKE pineapple pizza? inhales it. please feed him46. Your character is given a voodoo doll of themself. What do they do with it? Do they see if it actually works? stares at it for so long.. would probably carry it with him always dsfgjkl;47. Can your character draw? What do they like to draw? Do they doodle? he things drawing buildings is super relaxing…48. What were their parents like? How has that affected how they are as an adult? very loving! hes very grateful for them and how supportive they are, even if its unconventional to being next in line for the throne. they just want him happy more than anything49. Does your character like candy? Do they get sugar rushes? What are they like when they get a rush? he loves candy, shoves it in his mouth so fast estrytuyul he only gets sugar rushes if he binges on candy around others??? never when hes just munching on it alone50. If your character was presented with imminent and unavoidable death/fatality, how would they react? Would they try to avoid death anyways? Would they try to make their last days count? i cant say he’d be entirely mad at his current state… would probably say his goodbyes and then just wait, or wander around waiting 

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TELL US ABOUT ALL THE OCS!! ilandere, kalinda, callise, enna, lerato, raske, blacklight, clamor, bonny, vmni !!!

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Ilandere [my daughter my darling baby girl] [novel character - sci fi - sisterworlds!verse]

Full Name: Ilandere CirilaGender and Sexuality: she’s a gal and… errrr demisexual lesbian??? aro/ace with an exception???? she is in love with one woman and. that is kind of the end-all-be-all of her sexualityPronouns: she/herEthnicity/Species: Human, but non-earth human so it’s hard to say exact ethnicity? hold up i know i have a pic, and Set you (you wonderful person you) asked for a pic in another ask so… 

ignore the self-deprecation, pls, she’s got brown skin and freckles and long wavy hair and bright… bright teal eyes…

Birthplace and Birthdate: Er. non-earth again so. 17 Eshana moon, year 305 of the imperial calendar, which means nothing to nobody, and she was born in out in the suburban sprawl near Asmara cityGuilty Pleasures: fairy tales. she’s kind of a…. scientific prodigy, and ‘frivolous’ pursuits are kind of frowned upon in her culture, so she keeps her interest in fairy tales and mythology on the dl for the most partPhobias: well. ilandere, you see, works primarily on the theoretical physics of portals, so she has a fairly… deep seated, and very well informed… fear of portal fragging. like. being partway through a portal when it closes? being…. cut in pieces by a portal ceasing to be. that…. terrifies her, at the deepest level.What They Would Be Famous For: Oh well she’s kind of a mathematical genius? and she kind of is famous for that? she’s ‘one of the most promising scientific minds of her generation’What They Would Get Arrested For: um. not returning library books on time. is literally the ONLY THING i can think of.OC You Ship Them With: Kalinda :3OC Most Likely To Murder Them: holy shit. nobody in the fucking multiverse are you kidding. she is. the sweetest and kindest person. in those ‘should you fight’ memes she’s the fucking one who gets ‘yeah you can beat her but WHY WOuLD YOU WANT TO YOU MONSTER’Favorite Movie/Book Genre: she doesn’t much watch movies or plays, she has a really hard time keeping focus on them and she tends to get distracted by ideas for her work halfway through. books tho! she is literally always reading! she loves to read math books straight up. lil nerd. she likes biographies too, and, seeeecretly, mythology & fairy tale booksLeast Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: Nerd Girl Gets Makeover And Suddenly Has Straight Hair And Doesn’t Need Her Glasses And Is Pretty Now Really And Suddenly Deserves The Boy!!!!! like ew she hates that shit as both a nerd and as someone who has less than zero interest in boys.Talents and/or Powers: Did I already say math genius? p sure yeah. Also. and this is something she doesn’t know anything about. Something that’s literally just meta knowledge that I know. She has a sort of…. aura of influence? She’s magnetic. She just attracts attention (positive or negative) naturally, wherever she goes, without meaning to or really trying.Why Someone Might Love Them: She is. Bubbly and enthusiastic, she is brilliant and bright and generous and chipper and she’s. my baby.Why Someone Might Hate Them: she…. can get really caught up in herself? she might forget about everything around her because of whatever she’s working on just then? She’s also not… particularly humble? she’s not a braggart but she also doesn’t know how to… downplay her skills for other people’s comfort? like, her attention grabbing aura will occasionally breed… jealousy and spite? but frankly it usually doesn’t last past actually getting to know her.How They Change: !!!!! I’ll tell you when i actually write the book!!!!!! no but really she is eventually supposed to learn how to live in the moment, to…. really see other people around her? to realize that the world around her isn’t some dream she’ll wake up from to start having a ‘real life’, if that makes sense? she has an all-encompassing goal for much of her story that she lets absolutely consume her, and she sort of… learns eventually… that that was something of a mistake, even though she does get what she wants in the end. She missed out on her friends and family while they were right there with her.Why You Love Them: real talk tho ilandere and kalinda together were some of my first Real, Serious OCs. they were…. between the two of them, they were me exploring my sexuality. they were me becoming okay with liking ladies. and they’ve both grown just. just sooooo much with me. ilandere -  i played her and kalinda in this big fun larp my now-bf was running, and they really helped me build my storytelling, build my acting. Ilandere was a soft, brainy kid stuck with a bunch of fighters, and she could still keep up and prove her value with her mind and her talents and her generosity of spirit, and i love her so. so so very much. She’s grown with me too- she helped me come to terms with my autism, and i realized that i had always played her- with that part of me? her odd speech patterns, her social skills that she worked so hard on but didn’t come easily to her, her stimming! she is just- i can’t emphasize enough how much she means to me, as a character, as an extension of myself.

Kalinda [novel character - fantasy- sisterworlds!verse]

Full Name: Kalinda Flint Beryl (look gemstone surnames are really common on her world it’s totally not weird)Gender and Sexuality: lesbian!Pronouns: she/herEthnicity/Species: non-earth human again, i’ve been revamping her look lately so i don’t actually have a faceclaim or anything yet, but i think like, in earth terms she’d be southeast asian? maybe?Birthplace and Birthdate: urgh uh midsummer in the year 1105 AK (she is two years older than Ilandere, as far as that relativity nonsense goes, since they’re from…… different fucking planets), and she was born out in the countryside, in her mum’s cottageGuilty Pleasures: pretty much… everything? she doesn’t actually…. spend any intentional time on pleasure? she kind of deprives herself of anything that could distract her from her goals, at all. So like. enjoying a fucking sunset for two seconds would make her feel guilty and pissed off.Phobias: claustrophobia, and also certain specific types of magic? like the kind of…. ancient, deep magic that lives in the bones of the earth, that lives in the void between stars, that lives in the undercurrents of death. that kind of magic.What They Would Be Famous For: She’s a fairly skilled swordsmith, a fairly skilled mage, and a fairly skilled fighter all around, but she’s none of those things enough to be really…. famous for them?What They Would Get Arrested For: hahahaha i didn’t think about this when i wrote Ilandere’s but. straight up for stealing books. that has. actually happened.OC You Ship Them With: Ilandere!!!!! :DOC Most Likely To Murder Them: Hrm. She has a parental figure, her smithing mentor? who is pretty dang peeved off at Kalinda for the. like. the way she chose to live her life? but prooooobably only enough to. y’know. smack her around a bit in frustrated affection? yeah.Favorite Movie/Book Genre: magic…. tomes…. she hasn’t read for fun since childhood, alasLeast Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: she seriously Does Not CareTalents and/or Powers: She’s a spellsword, and her magic specialization is like, some weird combination of nature/flora magic and… void magic.Why Someone Might Love Them: she has a central core of tempered steel. she is strong and unwavering. and despite her insistence on prioritizing her own goals above all else, she will still stop to help others if she sees them in trouble (tho she might pretend to grumble about it). Why Someone Might Hate Them: she’s also kind of unapproachable, and could possible be seen as… like…. heartless? she’s very very good at acting like she doesn’t care about other people, provided they aren’t in immediate danger. and she just doesn’t have the fucking time of day for small talk or petty problems, and she’s spent so much time on her own that her social skills completely suckHow They Change: she keeps that steely incorruptible core, but she slowly, painfully learns to soften her edges. to actually value the cliche and stop to smell the roses. it’s not easy to transition into finally having what you spent your whole life wanting, but eventually… she learns to take comfort as it comes.Why You Love Them: All the reasons in the same section of Ilandere’s set, because these two babes area package deal with me. Also, because i am a spiteful creator and i am sick to death of ‘tuff gurl is straight 2 break stereotypes!’ and Kalinda is my short haired, sword slinging, hard-scrabble, tough-as-nails, lesbian baby. Kalinda helped me learn to be… unapologetic.

Callise [rp character]

Full Name: she… doesn’t have one? her actual designation is ‘Calypso’, but she does not know that.Gender and Sexuality: she’s bi, and she might, eventually, come to understand herself as nonbinary? but she doesn’t do a lot of introspection so for all intents & purposes she’s a woman.Pronouns: she/herEthnicity/Species: human/living portal storm??????Birthplace and Birthdate: in… a lab…. at some undisclosed time…. that no one knows anymore because that dimension….. is gone… holy shit why am i like thisGuilty Pleasures: ohhhh she does not believe in this concept at all. Callise is sort of a live-for-the-moment um. hedonist? look she suffers a LOT throughout her nonsense life so she isn’t gonna care about eating some fuckign cake or having some sex, ya dig?Phobias: enclosed spaces, being restrained, deserts, starving to deathWhat They Would Be Famous For: ????? being….. fucked the fuck up???? and feral?????????What They Would Get Arrested For: literally not giving an entire shit about the laws of any fucking world she’s onOC You Ship Them With: a glass of warm milk & a fucking good night’s sleepOC Most Likely To Murder Them: anyone… who is easily scared by teeth gnashing and snarling i suppose?Favorite Movie/Book Genre: she doesn’t consume a LOT of media? and she typically can’t read the languages on the worlds she’s stuck on? but she fucking loves popcorn action movies and shitty comedies and just stuff that’s Fun she doesn’t have to think about at alllllll Least Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: …. evil scientists are a genuine trigger for herTalents and/or Powers: um. she’s. her physical form is irretrievably merged with a portal storm. like, a storm in spacetime that punches holes into various multiversal dimensions? she can sometimes control it? in little bits? but mostly it manifests as the storm completely… demolishing whatever world she’s in at that moment? usually it takes a few years after she comes to a place, but eventually the storm will ‘catch up’ to her, and the longer she’s been there the worse it will be, and then the storm will fuck up the world and…. kill her. and she will wake up on the next world. if she dies in another way, she’ll wake up in the next place anyway regardless. she really, really doesn’t understand it, not even to the point of knowing that she is the storm. she thinks the storm is chasing her.Why Someone Might Love Them: she’s…. uh… very honestly herself? she is 10000% in the moment and earnest about everything. she has no deception whatsoever within herself. Why Someone Might Hate Them: … she has no deception whatsoever within herself. she is indescribably blunt. she is… kind of animalistic and violent and doesn’t care about laws or social rules and she does things, sometimes, on the smallest fucking whim, including occasionally biting people??? and punching things and people for fun??? like she loves fighting people and sometimes it’s sort of foreplay too??? and breaking stuff just to break stuff? so… yeahHow They Change: oh Cal changes so much over the course of her long, long, looooooong life, and not always for the better? she kind of slips…. depending on how she’s treated on each world she portals to, she slips in and out of feral!Cal mode? if she’s chased and hunted, if she’s locked up, if she’s treated with violence, she’ll go wild. She, as a character, kind of reflects how she’s treated at any given time? Why You Love Them: she’s my monster child. i mean, she’s kind of a vent character? and because of her nature, i can slip her into any sort of narrative i feel like atm, which makes her a pretty fun rp character. if she dies, she dies! that particular narrative is donezo, oh well, but she gets to run off and have adventures somewhere else! it’s really fun

Enna [novel character - fantasy - elementals!verse]

Full Name: *rubs my horrible hands together* okay there is a reincarnation component to the is character so??? the first name she was given was Endellion Devlin, her title is Phoenix, and she’s had like eighteen other names including Aideen Lucero and Shea EdenGender and Sexuality: bisexual, and genderfluid between usually a woman and agender or male more occasionallyPronouns:depends what gender she’s feeling, so usually she/herEthnicity/Species: human/elemental, and bc of that reincarnation element her ethnicity changes from lifetime to lifetimeBirthplace and Birthdate: er. lots of different ones? again with the non-earth world. i’m quite predictable on that front. (i kind of hate/suck at writing plain old earth)Guilty Pleasures: hmm…. well…. she feels a bit… low-key guilty about… how much she enjoys fighting? like the physical act of fighting, she takes lot of joy in, and she feels weird about that because… obviously… fighting hurts peoplePhobias: confinement, death, drowningWhat They Would Be Famous For: leading a rebellion to overthrow a bigoted oppressive regime :3What They Would Get Arrested For: leading a rebellion to overthrow a bigoted oppressive regime :3OC You Ship Them With: Lerato, also, Sil TivanOC Most Likely To Murder Them: oh, pretty much anyone in the Creed (aforementioned bigotd oppressive regime), but mostly Raith. who kind of… has? actually? killed her. at least three times.Favorite Movie/Book Genre: sheeeee…. doesn’t actually read or consume media p much ever? she’s too action oriented. she doesn’t like stopping to watch/read things. but if she did…….. soppy romanceLeast Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: ditto above response minus the endingTalents and/or Powers: mmm she’s a fire elemental, can produce and manipulate fire/heat, and kindasorta fly with it? also, elemental powers in this world present at puberty (yes kind of like x men thanx), and enna can sense whether or not a child is going to develop into an elemental later in lifeWhy Someone Might Love Them: she is pure fucking passion sculpted into human form. she’s the kind of person to dance barefoot outside in a thunderstorm, splashing in literally every puddle. plus she is just really very compassionate, protective, honest, funWhy Someone Might Hate Them: hmmmmmm because she is unapologetic about everything she does. she’s a fighter and she will fight you if you threaten the people she cares about, and she will not pull her punches. not at all.How They Change: during the novel i’m planning/writing, she starts off in an odd place emotionally, because she’s been… conditioned, sort of, to repress herself, and control herself, which is really really contrary to her nature, and she has to spend the first third of the story unlearning that training and becoming herself again, tho she’s feeling very burnt out about her… purpose… at that point? Then, something happens that fucks with her… worldview, and her sense of self, and she runs away, which is also pretty damn against her nature, or at least against the way she’s always lived her life, and then she spends some time learning how to slow down and enjoy things again, and remembering why it is that she fights in the first place, and who she fights for, and then… that ends really poorly too. the last part of the novel is her companion slowly slowly earning her trust back, and Enna coming back into her own as a leader and a fighter and as a whole person, finally, instead of just a symbol.Why You Love Them: Enna was created not long after Ilandere & Kalinda, meaning that she came pretty early in my creative growth, and so a lot of her meta character changes are really relevant to my life? she another bi baby of mine. also… i really like to hope that i would be as brave as her if i was in her position. she’s an ideal for me, and i aspire to be like her.

Lerato [novel character - fantasy - elementals!verse]

Full Name: Lerato SorchaGender and Sexuality: bi womanPronouns: she/herEthnicity/Species: human/elementalBirthplace and Birthdate: i’m gonna leave this at a very very long fucking time ago in a place that burned to the groundGuilty Pleasures: look poor Lerato feels guilty about a lot of very legitimate things, but she doesn’t waste a lot of time berating herself for small pleasuresWhat They Would Be Famous For: Back In The Day, she’d be famous for the whole revolutionary leader thing that Enna takes over from her, but nowadays she really prefers to hang out in the background, on the sidelines, offering support and advice. she is TiredWhat They Would Get Arrested For: i mean. collusion with a known resistance leader, so.OC You Ship Them With: Ennaaaaaaaaaaaaa. she really really really loves Enna, just, so fucking much. for all the good it does either of them.OC Most Likely To Murder Them: Raith holy shit, because Raith is a jealous horrible. um. monster. and yet again. has actually killed Lerato before. but only once. and also Gideon would, because of that whole being a leader in the Creed thing.Favorite Movie/Book Genre: she likes poetry an awful lot.Least Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: love triangles.Talents and/or Powers: she’s also an elemental, but substantially older than Enna, and her powers present a bit differently. she can teleport in a kind of hazy burst, can recover from damage by ‘fading’ out, and she can sense elementals at a distance (this sense is particularly attuned to Enna, actually, and one or two others)Why Someone Might Love Them: she is very sensitive and attentive to other people’s emotional states, and she is loyal to a fucking fault. if she thinks you are deserving, she will 100% fucking die for you. she’s also like… fierce and gentle at the same time? she makes me think of turtledoves and rainclouds and campfire smoke and i find her utterly loveableWhy Someone Might Hate Them: she never fucking says what she fucking means, and she keeps pretending that she doesn’t feel anything when she’s fucking dying inside because she fucking thinks that being self-sacrificing will somehow! fucking! help! anything!  also she has been known to… string people along, because she doesn’t want to hurt them, so she just… she’ll deliberately neglect to clarify her emotions because she’s afraid to make someone else feel bad about them. it’s not dishonesty… but it is p much cowardice.How They Change: Lerato learns that a) sacrificing yourself is not always the best fucking option, especially not when you haven’t consulted the person being protected, and b) you don’t get what you actually want if you don’t say what you actually want and c) …  that she deserves to be treated well, that she deserves and always did deserve better, that she didn’t deserve abuse and coercion, that she can be and should be happy.Why You Love Them: Well, Lerato started as kind of a… if Enna was who i wanted to be, then Lerato kind of formed from this nebulous fictional idea of a person i would want to fall in love with / want to fall in love with me? and thus tbh Lerato changed from a super cliche, jane austen/jane eyre mysterious romantic leading man who would do anything for Enna, and developed slowly into a woman with quite complex motivations and emotions who i still wouldn’t mind doing a smooch with. i am a mature content creator. fuck. so anyway, i love Lerato because… well… i kind of made her to be loved?

Raske [rp character - x files]

Full Name: Harriet Delilah RaskeGender and Sexuality: queer womanPronouns: she/herEthnicity/Species: she? doesn’t know? she’s adopted & her ethnicity’s never really been important to her. also she’s a rare Actual Earth Human from my character rolodex, wow weird.Birthplace and Birthdate: you’d think, considering that whole Actual Earth Human thing i’d have an answer for this? i know her bday is April 7th, but i can’t remember if the rp she’s from took place period to the original x files show or if the gm updated it to modern, and that changes the year sooooGuilty Pleasures: frankly? she kind of secretly enjoys making people feel uncomfortable about her prosthetic leg. if people get weird about it on their own? she makes a point to dial it up and just. low key fuck with them.What They Would Be Famous For: deadpan humor and avoiding her feeliesWhat They Would Get Arrested For: maybe kind of possibly breaking the law in pursuit of Truth That Is Probably Out There?OC You Ship Them With: proper mental heath careOC Most Likely To Murder Them: ~~~Mysterious G Men~~~Favorite Movie/Book Genre: she doesn’t watch movies a lot. She used to really like medical drama tv shows, but now she spends her time listening to audiobooks, usually biographies or historical fictionLeast Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: she hates hates hates the ‘lone sniper’ myth in fictionTalents and/or Powers: she’s a tough cookie and an excellent shot with both a pistol and a rifleWhy Someone Might Love Them: you know how working hard for something makes it seem more worthwhile once you get there? it’s like that with Raske. if you pay enough attention you realize that she’s actually so fucking funny, it’s just that she always delivers her humor completely deadpan. she’s got a lot of subtlety to her in every emotion, so once you get to know her and you can see through her veneer, you realize she’s an awkward, funny, sensitive, endearing worrywart, who only pretends to be totally in control of herself.  and also she could totally throw you over her shoulder and carry you off into the sunset so there’s that angle also ;3Why Someone Might Hate Them: well, if you don’t manage to get through her crunchy exterior, then all you’re gonna wind up seeing is a stone faced gal who never fucking laughs and won’t give anyone the time of day for small talk. also she stole the last cup of coffee and didn’t put a new pot onHow They Change: she gets… way more paranoid…. and also she bonds with her fellow agents in a totally dweeby found-family wayWhy You Love Them: she’s really different from the sorts of characters i usually play rp-wise? i almost always trend towards really emotional characters, and talkative ones, and Raske is kind of the opposite of that? so she really let me stretch out my character building muscles, and she helped me work on more subtle acting. 

Blacklight [rp character - superhero!verse]

Full Name: Sabrina Aurore SeaverGender and Sexuality: aro bi gal (i’m realizing a trend, here)Pronouns: she/herEthnicity/Species: mixed race black/Korean metahumanBirthplace and Birthdate: Boston, April 8th, 1989Guilty Pleasures: ehhhh when she was younger she used to be into some recreational drug use (nowadays she mostly just drinks, & she smokes occasionally too)What They Would Be Famous For: her awesomesauce freerunning skillzWhat They Would Get Arrested For: well, y’see, vigilante-ism is technically… actually… very illegalOC You Ship Them With: she hooks up with a lot of people and has a lot of fun with them, but she… doesn’t have… romantic feelies?? p much ever? her and Sharkie (who i s2g i will figure out a real name for eventually) kind of develop a really sweet queerplatonic relationship eventuallyOC Most Likely To Murder Them: mmm Clamor but mostly in a if you get yourself killed i will murder you sort of wayFavorite Movie/Book Genre: bad/good 80′s moviesLeast Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: helpless damsel needs rescuing by Big Strong MahnTalents and/or Powers: copied from her rp blog bio bc i’m a laaazy nb: Her range of vision is substantially better, spanning from ultraviolet to infrared (meaning that she can also ‘see’ heat, to a point). During the day, her body absorbs ultraviolet light and emanates heat without any conscious effort on her part, and at night it does the opposite, causing her body to effectively become a black-light (hence the name). The odd way her skin interacts with light and heat is responsible for her relatively pale complexion, since it makes her incapable of tanning properly, and it also means that she cannot be damaged by heat by itself, though fire, a chemical reaction, can still burn her just fine. She can manipulate and produce infrared, visible spectrum, and ultraviolet light as well, creating bright blinding flashes or heating flammable material until it combusts (though she cannot produce or manipulate fire itself).Why Someone Might Love Them: legitimate love for you, my dude. she’ll risk her idiot skin to save your life and then take you out dancing, she’ll smile like a bonfire and laugh like you’ve said the funniest thing she’s ever heard and she’ll mean it, really and truly. she’s easy to fall in love with because she treats every interaction and every person with attention and care. she is genuinely interested in what you have to say. she will make you feel important, and funny and special, and lmao then she’ll break your fucking heart because yes, she loves you, of course she loves you, she would die for you and she’d help you move, but not like that dude i’m sorry. she doesn’t love you like That.Why Someone Might Hate Them: that last bit, also she’s irreverent and reckless and a bit careless with herself and sometimes other people, because the idea that she could hurt other people’s feelings by putting herself in danger just. doesn’t occur to her? ever? and if you’re nasty to her she will turn into THE BIGGEST SHIT, she goes FULL BRAT MODE and she is. p unlikable when she aims that at yaHow They Change: she learns a) it’s okay that she doesn’t have feelings for people. she’s not broken. she doesn’t need to change herself for someone else. she doesn’t need to pretend. it’s okay. b) being a reckless idiot while in a costume and mask will Get You Shot, dummy. c) you can’t compartmentalize your whole life. things will start to bleed over before you expect them to and it will Not end wellWhy You Love Them: oh, baby blacklight. I came up with her for a larp my bro was running, his superhero verse is Really cool. She started as sort of a tropebreaker? she’s a superhero because she has powers and because she thought it would be FUN. she has literally no angst about her superpowers, she has a pretty cool home life, she isn’t hard up for money, her parents are BOTH ALIVE and she has a halfway decent relationship with them? and i fell in love with that idea hard. also she’s just developed into this really fun, happy, positive person with a good impact on the world, and she lets me live vicariously thru her extroverted party girl self

Clamor [rp character - superhero!verse]

Full Name: Kai “Kitty” MahoeGender and Sexuality: lesbianPronouns: she/herEthnicity/Species: hawaiian, metahumanBirthplace and Birthdate: June 2nd, 1991, Los AngelesGuilty Pleasures: lmao nahWhat They Would Be Famous For: for being the worst low-level villain and stealing the most petty shit ever in history, you already have like eight amps and more fucking sound equipment than any human could ever want, also you can do that with your fucking body already i hate youWhat They Would Get Arrested For: “”OC You Ship Them With: she’s… kind of in love with Blacklight? and it’s a bit fucked up…. she mostly plays it off as No One Fucks With My Hero But Me, but she’s saved Sabrina’s life at least three times and occasionally tries to make out with her under the pretense of near-death adrenalineOC Most Likely To Murder Them: …. Sharkie (god i need a NAME for them)Favorite Movie/Book Genre: period romance Least Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: the fucking wilhelm screamTalents and/or Powers: she can manipulate sound with her mind/body. she can amplify or muffle noises around her, and she can use a sort of rhythm… frequency… amplification thing to turn sound into a weapon. she can create sonic blasts easily or make someone temporarily deaf. she could do this with just any old noises, but she is fucking Extra and always uses instruments, particularly percussion and particularly drumsticks, tho she can play a bunch of different things. Why Someone Might Love Them: she’s actually p funny and clever and fun to hang out with as a civilian…….Why Someone Might Hate Them: … but her alter-ego is a complete fucking shithead, she’s a selfish dick and she Will Steal Everything You LoveHow They Change: tbh she’s still to early in development for me to know this quite yetWhy You Love Them: i love bratty irreverent characters sometimes

Bonny [novel character - sci fi - Star Stray]

Full Name: Bonny Read CalumniGender and Sexuality: bisexual nonbinary womanPronouns: she/herEthnicity/Species: human Birthplace and Birthdate: she was born on a colony called Atlantis on the moon Europa, at some as-of-yet unspecified Future Year, November 14thGuilty Pleasures: she sneaks off to places she shouldn’t be on every single spaceship she’s been on. she loves finding secret places to hide, and she uses them like an earth kid would use a tree fort, to keep her little treasures and private stuff, and to hide from her momWhat They Would Be Famous For: well… acheiving First Contact with an alien species lmaoWhat They Would Get Arrested For: … nothing??? she is actually quite a sweet young woman, not exactly criminal material, unlike most of my oc children.OC You Ship Them With: her long distance friend/crush/ex, DalOC Most Likely To Murder Them: there are a few angry splinter factions that are veeery against the nasty alien creature that came from the sky, so probably them?Favorite Movie/Book Genre: she loves YA, specifically dystopian YALeast Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: she hates the super smart child prodigy clicheTalents and/or Powers: she’s really good at taking things apart and fixing them, and she’s really great at figuring out how mechanical things work.Why Someone Might Love Them: she will fix the AC in your room and bring you snacks and listen to you vent about your day and give you a comisserating, rueful smile. when the conversation lulls, she’ll come out with an unexpected joke just to surprise you into laughing. she will dance ot any music. she will go to a museum full of stuff she doesn’t actually care much about or understand just to make silly jokes about everything there with you. look she’s just. dweeby but charming about it anyway.Why Someone Might Hate Them: her anger issues make her difficult to get along with sometimes? she tends to bottle her feelings and then eventually, inevitably explodesHow They Change: mmmm she stops hiding her desires to make other people happy, and she um. learns not to be an asshole to aliens for no reason? and to be fcking respectful of Vmna and their cultureWhy You Love Them: she a good space girl. lov her. sorry i’m so damn tired

Vmna [novel character - sci fi - Star Stray]

Full Name: [i fucking wrote their name wrong in the tag bc i’m ridiculous, and also i can’t remember ipa and their language is super weird so this is going to be unpronounceable]   k’ Vmna nksGender and Sexuality: Vmna’s people don’t actually have a concept of ‘gender’ that in any way parallels human gender, so they kind of don’t have sexuality either? like as a conceptPronouns: they/themEthnicity/Species: their species doesn’t really have a translatable name, but Bonny tends to call them ‘centaurs’Birthplace and Birthdate: [insert words that don’t fucking make sensewithout the context of the novel]Guilty Pleasures: What They Would Be Famous For: being the first of her species to actually speak with and make friends with an alien life formWhat They Would Get Arrested For: maybe for sneaking Fun contraband to the alien without permissionOC You Ship Them With: i believe that'll have to wait for the sequel novel! but she is totally gonna wind up falling for a human i betOC Most Likely To Murder Them: ditto Bonny’s answer, because they consider Vmna complicitFavorite Movie/Book Genre: there’s a specific genre on their world that’s p much just ‘comfort fiction’, like? just sound/image/smell/story combinations that are made to be pure comfort. they love those.Least Favorite Movie/Book Cliche: lmao in fiction on their world has a cliche of all aliens looking like mis-colored versions of their own species but, like, with weird feet usuallyTalents and/or Powers: Vmna is very good at linguistics Why Someone Might Love Them: they are attentive and clever, and they’re ridiculously empatheticWhy Someone Might Hate Them: no good reason goddamn. Vmna is lovelyHow They Change: Vmna learns to appreciate Earth Music and Earth Idioms and Earth Humor, and they also grow to be more confident in their skills as a linguist  and a sociologistWhy You Love Them: Vmnaaaaaaaa is super cool and they’re also like, the Primo Example of me spitewriting? because their ENTIRE species exists because i’m hella bitter about shitty alien design in fiction? like i haaaaate miscolored Space Babe design? i hate boring anthropocentric alien design???? SO MUCH??? as someone once said (i think it was Dal?) (and i’m paraphrasing), CONVERGENT EVOLUTION WILL ONLY GET YOU SO FAR, there is NO REASON for alien design to be boring! Except for LACK OF IMAGINATION. SO! Vmna’s species are weird centaur/elephant folks who have big spike-claw feet and move vertically as easily as they move horizontally, and they have no gender and they communicate emotion partially thru scent/pheremones, and they see color different, and a bunch of other shit i’ve forgotten since i wrote the novel, and Vmna themself is just. The Epitome. of their species. in my head. and i love them

AND WITH THAT I THINK I’M DONE???? WOW THANK U SET THIS WAS FUN IF EXHAUSTING! and i hope this is even marginally interesting to someone besides meself

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i’m thinking about my OCs now so i’m just gonna talk about the main four of my book aaaaahh

first there’s Sadie Belle Jones. She’s tall, like 5′7 (that’s tall to me i’m a shorty!) and very femme. And very much a lesbian. She wears dresses and cardigans and sweaters and she loves soft pinks and pastels. She has long curly brown hair, and freckles. She’s half puerto rican btw. She runs on coffee and has a bad habit of not sleeping. She has like a million projects going at once at all times and who needs sleep when she could add another line of code to her thing? Oh yeah, she’s a programmer. Not as a job, she’s in high school lol, she just does it for fun. Her best friend is Renny, and he’s the only person who can drag her away from her projects and rest. Well, then Sadie meets Harper, falls in love, and Harper becomes the other only person who can drag her away from her projects.

Harper! Harper Faye Macklin! A black fat punk demigirl lesbian. She is very punk, and is always seen in a leather jacket no matter what the rest of the outfit is. The rest of the outfit is usually ripped jeans and a t shirt or tank top. She’s an artist. She likes either do traditional canvas paintings, make weird sculptures out of random shit, or graffiti. Graffiti is absolutely a legit art form fight me. She likes red bulls and rock stars, sometimes mixed together. She’s not shy at all, and tends to be vocal about her opinions (or as vocal as she can bc the world she lives in is terrible ahahahahahahaha) and wow. She’s tiny, like 5′0, but she likes being the big spoon. She likes holding Sadie and knowing her gf is safe in her arms. 

Renny Ian Mendel is a good gay boy. He’s trans and jewish and 5′5. He wears brown sweaters, and sweater vests, and corduroy pants because he’s a GIANT NERD. A math nerd. That’s right, the boy loves math. And don’t forget his unruly mass of curls, damn renny them curls are everywhere. Just a big ol’ brown cloud of curls. He also loves theatre and sometimes works backstage as a techie for the school play if his schedule will allow it. He likes to design the lighting and such. Oh, his wardrobe eventually expands to include jerseys and letterman jackets after he starts dating his bf, but paired with his corduroy and argyle, he still looks like a lil nerd.

Yeah, because Teddy Brooks is a jock. He’s captain of the swim team, but he also plays basketball and pickleball. He’s 6′5, a big boy, and filipino and genderfluid. Sometimes he’s a boy, sometimes he’s agender, and sometimes he’s closer to being a girl, though he’s never one completely. He has ~family issues~ so he tries to have the mask of being the good sport boy, good heterosexual sport player, but it’s a lie. He’s been crushing on Renny for years and when the boy finds out about his secret musical obsession, they become friends that watch bootlegs together. And then more than friends. And it’s awesome.

I’m not gonna say anything about the plot of my book though. That’s a surprise >:D