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#oh ya know. cause i start to write tags to say smth that matters but i dont want it to be too much of an Issue and i dont wanna like
springcatalyst · 3 years
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cant tell if I'm hungry or just sick
#misc#hm. wack#im just uhhhhhhhhh im just s. im just sitting here#im not like actually sick sick like cold sick im just sitting in a tree because i dont want to exist in my house sick#dunno what the issue is. genuinely just a bit lost on what the problem is. whats up dude#its like ur scared. cool. scared of what#im.#i texted a friend to ask her to go get coffee with me to get me out if the house but shes working today so. tommorrow#which like cool but i need to go Now#n i cut my foot climbing up here but its mostly fine so im ignoring it#i. dont know. i painted the hand some more today but i fucked up the veins in the wrist so i gotta paint over them n start over :(#also dont know why i write about mundane shit that i do in the tags like this all the time like. update i guess hskshshdhsjdksk#oh ya know. cause i start to write tags to say smth that matters but i dont want it to be too much of an Issue and i dont wanna like#have a therapy session in the tags every time i need to Go cause thatll get old ya know. idk whatever homeboy. im vibin lol#god. this is stupid#theres so many Sounds but theres only like. 2. but i dont like them#i wanna go back inside but the thing about that is that theres no guarantee of privacy or safety in that bitch#like i dont have a lock on my door and even if i did my parents made a habit thru childhood of picking the locks#whenever they wanted in a room. like its their house. i guess but its still annoying#ha aside: they once took of me j my sisters door to our room cause she like. slammed it once after an argument#king shit i guess#idk. theres no place in the house that i can be guaranteed to be left alone so. in a tree i go#its also closer than crossing either field to go to the stream or the barn. like its quieter there and further away but#the fields Just got planted so there's a big swath of empty space id have to cross unseen to get there which is. unlikely#idk. up a tree i guess#dumb.
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