#oh well. some people genuinely appreciated the act of kindness. it cost me 50 euros (': | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

outlying-hyppocrate · 2 years ago

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i bought roses for my entire class, and they all gave me a round of applause! i know they're probably just going to give them to their moms or something, but the attention was nice while it lasted (:

#random thoughts #oh well. some people genuinely appreciated the act of kindness. it cost me 50 euros (':#not a single one for me. but one. given from a friend. ah. to be bitchless #who cares. valentine's day isn't really for me. yknow. after my parents broke up and left each other on that day. great metaphor for love #never mind i'll stuff my feelings into another tumblr post #<- this tag is so mecore. anyway yes #being seen just felt so indescribably good. like. hnnnnn #like? people care about me? no they don't but when they acknowledge my existence it feels like they do #ah. to be seen. what a thing #what a feeling. ah yes #<- this tag is also very mecore at the moment #just wish more people paid attention to me. like. i've always wanted someone to take me to the nurse's office and tell her what's wrong #with me instead of having to do it myself. i want them to sit by me and ask if i'm okay. yknow? just. someone who will provide me with #the attention and love i so desperately and carnally desire. am a sad little fucker atm #don't mind me. i cannot be normal about some things

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