#oh well i hope it comes across well 🤧😭

[breadstickroll]

first attempt in a LONG time of an actual comic deal... i had an idea that aziraphale falls, also from asking god why it all has to end. god would immediately cast him down, striking him with holy power the whole way down. aziraphale however absorbs it instead, being truly pure of heart, and ends up with a marbled black and white pattern on his wings.

[typicalopposite]

Heyyy, I hope you’re well!💖 I’m soooo obsessed with your “every time I fly” fic it’s all I’ve been thinking about the past 2 days seriously 😭🥹🙌 I would love love love to see Tommy’s point of view or a scene of someone comforting him before the accident 🤧 totally get that you probably already have a plan for the fic thoo but just wanted to spread da love anyway and share!! ❤️‍🔥

Ahhhh! 🫶🫶🫶 I am feeling better from yesterday! And I JUST FINISHED chapter 4 (5om ao3 cause of the prologue) so of course I’ll give you a little Tommy POV! I do actually have a plan to turn the backstory I wrote here into a full fic, especially now that I have angsted a little too hard towards Buck and I feel the need to detail everything that happened with Jay and why Tommy feels like he’s to blame even though Buck was in the wrong! 🫣 but that will be after this fic is finished! Anyway!

Here you go 🫶🫶

Tommy lays on his couch, staring absentmindedly at his TV. He couldn’t tell you a single thing that’s happening on it, but the background noise is just about to lull him (finally) to sleep. If he doesn’t get some soon he might go insane. But to be fair… he feels like he’s gone insane already. Insane with grief, definitely… insane with guilt… for sure.

He should have never kept this a secret. Now it’s all coming back and ruining his life all over again.

There's a knock at his door. Loud thuds to the tune shave and a haircut. Tommy groans and pulls the throw pillow over his head to muffle them. He knows who it is already… They have a key.

“T-Bone!” Sal says equally as loud, pushing the door open. He hears his heavy feet trample across the entryway. If he gets dirt on the rug… he’s dead. There's a shuffle and two small thuds, then the footsteps sound much softer. Tommy can’t help the small smile that works its way to his face. He’s threatened Sal’s life many times about tracking dirt into his house. Seems he’s finally learned. “There you are!” Sal says walking into the living room.

“Here I am…” Tommy repeats, not meaning for it to come out quite so sarcastic, but… it’s been a very stressful week. He pushes himself up to sit, and looks up at Sal.

“Damn, T! You look like shit!” Tommy does his best to attempt to kill his so-called friend with a glare… it doesn’t work, and Sal plops down beside him. “Come on, it can’t be that bad…”

“He found out about Jay…”

“Oh,” Sal leans back into the cushion. “Well… did you tell him—”

Tommy shakes his head, rubs at his eyes. “Fucking Gerard mentioned him…” he says. “And then Evan just sprung it on me… and I panicked.”

“So… what does he know then?”

“He saw the articles… he knows we dated,” Tommy shrugs, burying his face in his hands.

“That’s all?” Tommy doesn’t respond. “Wait… that’s all? He dumped you… for that?” Tommy nods, face still covered, he tries to breathe and it comes out a sob. “The hell, T?!” Sal pushes to his feet, turning towards Tommy, and grabs him by the arm, hauling him up. “Come on… you are done wallowing over this kid…”

“What… where are we going?”

“Out!” Sal says, grabbing his and Tommy’s shoes from the doorway

[onlyjaeyun]

let me just rant for the quickest second real quick. first off the BC amazing 10s across the board the teasing the shit talking i thrive and live for the best truly the best and i hope that whenever you post the chapter you take the most amazing self care day after you’re done because I know it’s going to be amazing.

i just wanted to rant about my week it’s friday and i have had the most mentally and emotionally. School has been beating my ass left and right. I need to do an internship site to give therapy to clients and hoping everything goes well i should have it by the end of April 😭. The biggest imposter syndrome known to man. In my head im like girl you can’t even help yourself 🤡. i’m excited but quite literally so close to jumping off a cliff 🤧. I work a school district as a teachers aide and they were like no more funding…i was planning on leaving love the kids but, the supervisor people are also up my business I am about to fight a old lady 😭. i’m like can yall stop worrying about what im doing and mind your business like is my paycheck is coming out of your pocket…NOOOO🙄. Then in my class last night i was basically called out to relive such a fucked experience and my professor was like oh what great data 😁😁😁. ummmm ??? bitch DATA! i am in SHAMBLES. and you over here acting like this a TV show?? I had to take a second in my car to be like oooh wow okay 😟.

i went home showered and watched the EN O’ CLOCK and i felt a tab bit better. something about grown men and a huge 18 year old running away for people in masks will always do it for me 🤧. jake is me hyperventilating after a couple seconds of running around swearing im about to have a full cardiac arrest. mans was speeding. niki going off to tie his shoe and coming back confused he is so teenage boy love him thats my little brother 🤞🤞🤞.

anyways forgive me rant i just needed to vent before work. have a wonderful day/night 🥰

-♋️🩵

hello my sweet love!🥺

im SO sorry you've had to deal with ALL of that in just a single week because ngl i would have finished rhat week on MONDAY. i really really hope things get beter assp and im super glad and relieved to know you could at least get some time to yourself to distract yourself bc you deserve the rest and to not be bothered by other grown ass people 😭🌷 i hope you had a great Saturday baby, sending you the biggest kiss rn!🥺🤍 i'm so proud of you for making it through this wek and hopefully the next one will be the exact opposite to the previous one!🌥️💐🌷

[avocadolouie]

Hi Lex!

Just wanted to say a massive massive thank you for the brilliant masterpiece you are writing. I studied English literature and now work as a lecturer and let me tell you i have rarely come across this type of writing that is so so emotionally exhausting (in a good way) that i find myself reliving the scenes in my head weeks after i read them. I was not in the in fandom when my sister who is a die hard larry told me about this fic because she knows i love angst. The characters are so so well built and the emotions are so tangible. I am a writer and your work inspire me so much. The way you explore emotions and psychological parameters! Brilliant!

Your fic has saved me on so so many days. I often go back to it and find myself checking for updates almost everyday. I know how exhausting it must be to write specifically it deals with these topics while being busy with studies. But I hope you know that your writing soothes and heals as much as your career does!! Thank you!!

Hopefully we will get chapter 7 as an early Christmas gift!! More power to you! Love.

OH MY GOD THIS MESSAGE HELP 🥹😭🤧😪 im truly tearing up you know, like really omg. thank you so so much!! the fact that it meant so much to you is filling my heart rn, im so thankful. im really getting emotional!! 🤧🤧🤧 again thank you x10000000 for this message and for reading, you mean the world to me ❤️❤️❤️

[jayflrt]

hey alice(can i call you that?) i got to know about the plagiarism situation you faced from sei and im so sad to know that you were lied to and gslit. it was terrible of [beep] to do that to someone, and it's even more disappointing because she doesn't seem to be genuine. the new users on enha tumblr have been turning out to be super untrustworthy. and it's very upsetting to see that people think it's okay to steal from here cause the content is all put out for free and the fact that they "feel bad" only after being caught after constant accusations. personally i have also faced plagiarism and have even caught someone plagiarizing other people and honestly it feels really awful. i can immediately see how these people are not actually always genuinely apologetic rather it's a situation of "oh fk sht i've been caught it's time to hop on to a new blog and a new name" sometimes i feel insecure putting out my works wondering if there's anyone whose using my hard work as their own it's sickening to think they probably have no shame in claiming it as their own and gaining innocent people's trust. idk how many people i trust/follow/look up to or know have scummed to ways of plagiarism but i really hope if they have they stop doing it. and i hope you don't have to come across something like this again. it's less likely though considering the increasing number of incidents coming to light recently. i feel like those who have got caught and deactivated probably could have already made another new blog with a new identity and we don't even know if they on here looking through our blogs, interacting and trying to get moots again. this might be not entirely true but i feel like one among the many reasons could be the average age of our fandom. there are more of minors on here than adults, and that too minors on the younger side as well. it's difficult for some teens to figure out what's not right, one of which is posting someone else's work after modifying it. which is essentially plagiarism but certain minds think of it as not just because they modified it. this is not an excuse or justification but rather im just stating why it could be so casual here. some network admins as well even though putting plagiarism will not be accepted in the rules still keep the guilty ones in the network. i just hope the people who plagiarize and don't feel guilty, someday learn from it. (THAT WAS SUCH A LONG RANT IM SO SRRY I COULDN'T HELP MYSELF😵) hope you're doing okay <33

hihi !! yeonie, right ?? :o i think i’ve seen your jay fic around !! 🤩 and yes ofc you can call me alice 🥰💕 (omfg i thought you meant sei plagiarized and i was about to be like NONONONO) but ahh yes it’s super disappointing :(( this site should just be for supporting each other and creating content that we like. i wish it wouldn’t have to turn into a chore for people to constantly grind out fics, and i feel like that’s another way people start getting into the habit of copying other authors works :/ but i agree, it’s hard to trust because of it but i hope it stops !! 🤧

and i’m so sorry that you’ve experienced that love, no one deserves that :(( did you manage to get them to take it down?? i remember there used to be a wave of people from wattpad plagiarizing several authors from tumblr and putting all of them in a oneshot book <//3 it’s absolutely horrible and i don’t understand why people are so adamant on taking people’s own creative work like that ,, like the amount of thought and dedication that writers pour into their fics just for someone to copy paste 😔

and you’re so right 😭😭 i already know there are instances of people who start anew after getting exposed for plagiarism and it’s kinda scary to think about them doing it again :// i hope recent events set an example and help people realize they really shouldn’t be doing this, but i guess we’ll see with time :’)

that’s true as well !! this fandom specifically has a younger audience so i think it’s more prevalent here(??) and yeahh i hope it’s reinforced that paraphrasing and stealing of ideas counts just as much :(( taking an author’s intellectual property is just wrong and disrespectful. i don’t know much about network admins but the few that i’ve talked to have been really sweet and good about keeping people in line. the ones you’re referring to who let plagiarists slide ,, i do hope they take a stand and stop tolerating such behavior 😞 and i hope they learn from their mistakes too ! at some point ppl have to realize how childish it is to steal work <//3 AHAHHA DW AB THE LENGTH I ENJOYED THE READ >:) and i’m doing p good !! just have a lot due for tomorrow HAHAH hbu ?? :o i hope you’re doing alright as well ! and have a great day/night love 🌷💗

[coffeeaddictbluebird]

💌 You've got mail! 💌

Hi, there May! I hope this email finds you well.

How are you doing today?

I am writing on behalf of Santa! I'm Susan from the International Bureau of the Naughty List Commision! Due to a tiny glitch in our system, we were unable to determine which list you belong this year.

Do you mind filling the short questionare that'll help Santa provide you with a perfect gift for you? Thank you in advance for your cooperation!

1. What are your views on Chirstmas movies? 👀

2. Which of these lovely man (Jung Jaehyun, Lee Ten, Lee Taeyong) has the best chance at corrupting you, maybe unconsciously getting you on the Naughty list? 😈

3. Fluff, angst, slice of life, idolverse - one has to go, which one? 🔪

4. Who do you read the most about? 📔

5. Who do you wish you could read more? (can be the same person) 🗒

6. Which list do you think you belong to? 😇👺

7. Favorite nct song? 💚

8. Any allergies? 🤧

9. Have you ever failed to disclose camel-illness when selling camel? 🐫

10. Have you ever helped a hermit crab find a new shell? 🦀

I will get back to you as soon as Santa gives me an update! 😊

Hi Susan! Thank you. I'm doing good. Hope you're well too! I'm happy to help. You're welcome.

1. I haven't really watched as many Christmas movies, but the ones I have, have been good!

2. I think Ten has the most chances to unconsciously get me on the naughty list. I can do the job of getting Jaehyun and Taeyong on the list don't worry! 😉

3. As much as I love all of them, I think slice of life needs to go.

4. I think if I have to specify, I read and come across Jaehyun, Doyoung, Yuta, Jaemin, Taeyong, Ten and Haechan the most. Oh shit. is this too much? Haha.

5. I think Taeyong. I haven't really come across a fic of his that I would really remember and appreciate.

6. Oh boy! I think I have been good this year, but also naughty. So maybe naughty? 👺

7. You cannot ask me such a question come on! 😭 But maybe Kick it or Music, Dance? Not Alone is also one! Please I can't state any less.

8. I'm allergic to cigarettes. Smoke in general ig.

9. and 10. I have no idea what you're talking about. But if these questions don't have any hidden meaning to them, then the answer is no.