#oh my god im blushign so hard kill me now

[what-the-hell-is-going-on-here]

prefacing this with, oh my god, this is going to be so self indulgent, but here i go anyway...

AS ALWAYS, THIS IS FULLY SFW. IF ANY NSFW/18+ BLOGS LIKE THIS, ILL BLOCK WITHOUT HESITATION <3

GOD. ive been in such a pred vood lately its driving me INSANE. (its not helping that ive only had a few small snacks today LMAOO) i just.. AUUGHGHGHGHH i wanna know the feeling of being full so BADLY. i wanna tease someone by cooing about how good they're gonna feel when i finally cave and eat them, or purr and nuzzle into them, blushing hard and just excited to get on with it myself. i wanna know how it would feel to have someone in my mouth, how they'd taste, how they'd feel pressed against my teeth. i wanna indulge with no regret, swallow someone that i care about so deeply just to show that ill keep them safe, reveal such a intimate part of me because i trust them, i know they won't hurt me and they know i won't hurt them. i want to be as close to someone as i ever could. i want to know how it would feel, to be so full from them and them alone- or hell, multiple people just for the heck of it. i wanna show how much someone means to me, in such an unorthodox way. i wanna let myself go, just give in, know the feeling of their weight inside of me and their soft, deep squirms and quiet laughter, knowing they're enjoying this as much as i am. i want to let their taste linger on my tongue, remember how they felt going down, already drooling at the idea of eating them again. i wanna feel their movement and rubs, whisper a thank you and just.. enjoy myself.

i want to be able to hold someone close, that's all.