#oh and we’re moots now hehe!

[loveliluc]

Thank you!!!

And I see you're a zhongli simp? Your taste is impeccable. Look at him he's just glorious-

oh goodness, he’s amazing, right??? what a man he is, how could we not be simps for him? 😩

[capn-atlas]

hai :3 i have 2 pfp reqs hehe >:D can you make a pfp/s of a golden tiger and/or houndoom? i got the images i'd like but if their difficult you can find another one ^^ i was planning on using them here on tumblr and on pinterest if possible so i can credit you on pinterest if needed :D

There ya go!! Hope this is alright. I didn’t do the Houndoom one just because I don’t know how to do the same effect with an animated character, but yeah here ya go!! <3 you seem cool so now we’re moots

oh and if you want I can add a pride flag or a heart with a pride flag in it if u want, I keep forgetting to put that in my intro lol

[hayatoseyepatch]

*bursting into your asks as fast as I can* HELLO HI!!!!

Congratulations on your milestone 💫🫶 it's so so deserved!! Here's to many more milestones to come hehe

Could I perhaps ask for a match up for Windbreaker, Jujutsu Kaisen or Tokyo Revengers? (Whatever strikes your fancy I'm indecisive as heck)

My personality: I go by she/her pronouns and I'm so shy it almost hurts but once I know someone I'm the loudest yapper and never shut up. Generally I'd say I'm an introvert tho and prefer staying inside over going out (unless it's out into the forest - that's my fave place to be ever). I love to crochet and to bake next to chilling with my dog hehe

Tropes: I really enjoy the friends to lovers or love at first sight tropes. Cheesy, I know but I'm a hopeless romantic and endlessly devoted to my love

My type: I look for a partner that's loyal. That's probably my most important factor next to reliability. When it comes for looks I like my men either big and beefy or smol and sweet (especially if they're soggy and need some love. I got lots to give) and I like my women mean 🫣 that being said, I don't care for gender. Men, women and everything in between is perfectly fine as long as the connection is there

My faves: Wbk: Sakura, Choji & Kiryu , TR: Benkei, Yuzuha & Shinichiro , Jjk: Toji, Mahito & Shoko

Icks: I dont like cheaters or people who need to party every single day of their life bc im more chill and just not about that life. As for characters per se I'd say a nono is Endo (wbk) and Kisaki (tr)

I think that's it? Yeah I think so 🥹🥹 i'm terribly sorry if i forgot anything and please don't feel pressured to match me with anyone!!

Luma!! Ahh thank you so much for your kind words I’ll SOB AT YOU! I’m so happy we became moots you’re literally the most talented, sweetest, funniest person ever! (Okay enough of the sap onto the match up.) Like I said in my post we’re moots so you get two!!

First up is Kiryu Mitsuki from Wind Breaker!

⤜♡→ It doesn’t get better for a friends to lovers than Kiryu.

⤜♡→ The both of you much rather preferred the quiet to the loud bustling Bofurin gatherings. Often sticking to the back of the room, him scrolling mindlessly through his phone, one arm wrapped around you as you both shared a headphone to watch tiktoks together.

⤜♡→ He had initially approached you for the first time in the classroom where you both met. Seeing someone so beautiful sat all by herself was such a shame in his mind. He offered you that gentle smile as he asked if the spot next to you was taken. Kiryu couldn’t help but let his eyes wander over you constantly seeking you out in a crowd whenever you both were at Furin.

⤜♡→ You both had initially bonded over quiet teasing of Tsugeura in your quiet corner of the classroom, often exchanging text messages teasing the poor orange haired extrovert.

⤜♡→ Your friendship only developed from there it was a rare occasion for you both to not be seen without the other. So much so that the others we're fully under the impression you both were together long before you started dating.

Sakura's cheeks were always a constant shade of pink whenever in you and Kiryu's presence. Kiryu was very comfortable with physical touch his body always seeking out your won whenever you both were together. Whether it was his cheek resting atop your head, or his hand playing with your fingers, he loved feeling you against him.

Suo chuckles,, his signature mischievous grin dawning his features, loving nothing more than to tease his friends and hopefully push you both to confess. "Oh would you look at that." He grins leaning across the booth you were sat in, fingers intertwined delicately under his chin as he looked at you both. "It seems you both have set off Sakura's love detector yet again. "Come on Sakura, it's rude to intrude on a date, we'll be going now. See you both later.~" He sing songs, dragging a flustered Sakura away from you both, grin on his face.

Kiryu snorts into his mug, eyes turning to yours now that it was just the two of you left at the table. "So, angel, when are we gonna tell him he can stop trying to play his little game of matchmaker now that we've been dating for three months?" He snorts, leaning over to bump his nose with yours in a pseudo-kiss. His eyes light up at the grin you send back in his direction. Swearing he fell more in love with you as you returned his grin, leaning forward to give him a proper kiss, pulling away to smirk. "Let him figure it out on his own, let's see how long he keeps it going before he realizes."

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Next up Is Kakucho from Tokyo Revengers!

⤜♡→ Kakucho has been through the ringer. He has a kind heart and so much love to give and I think you are the perfect candidate for all of his love and affection!

⤜♡→ Kakucho is a hopeless romantic, prizing building his friendships before relationships. He can only truly picture himself being with someone he has built a deep connection with before entering a relationship.

⤜♡→ The orphanage where he was raised was outside of city limits, and after years of being in gangs, I think Kakucho appreciates the serenity of nature. So with your favorite place being the forest, he often will set up a nice picnic for you both to enjoy the scenery and each other’s company.

⤜♡→ Kakucho is also quiet and a bit shy at first, the both of you gravitating toward each other with being more reserved at first. But melting into a beautiful relationship filled with love and laughter once you both opened up.

⤜♡→ If you ever are having a bad day and need some cheering up, Kakucho is your guy! He worships the ground you walk on and could spend hours divulging in all the things he loves about you. He will stop at nothing until you see yourself the way that he sees you.

Kakucho hums gently, his nose buried in the crook of your neck, gently swaying you both as he watches you bake, relishing in your warmth. He blinks, pulled from his trance as you offer him a finger dipped in the batter from the brownies you were prepping, Taking your finger into his mouth, he hums in delight from the sweet chocolaty confection. He smiles softly when you look up at him with those eyes he falls more in love with each day. “So Cho how does it taste?” His hands settle on your waist, turning you in his embrace, head dipping down low to press his lips against your own.

His hand cups the back of your neck as he deepens the kiss, his tongue finding its way into your mouth. The warm wet muscles dances with your own for a while, before he separates, string of saliva still connecting your lips for a moment before it snaps. “I dunno, honey, you tell me how it tastes.” He grins, kissing you once more as he chuckles thinking you looked nothing short of adorable with your pink cheeks and kiss-swollen lips. “It was delicious baby, I can't wait to pack them up in our basket for our date later.” He smiles wrapping his arms around you once more. Kakucho had spent most of his young life without a place to call his own after he lost his parents. But right here and now as he held you in his arms, he knew he had found his home. And that was anywhere where he could be with you. (a/n: I hope this was okay I haven't written for TR in YEARS, but this was just screaming at me and I needed to write it.)

[blue-jisungs]

hello dear axe my beloved how are you this fine day ^⁠_⁠^

-🪿

GOOSE ANON!!!! hello pookie!!! i’m good!! yesterday i returned from a trip to visit my cousin (i also did meet a moot of mine gasp:0)!! i had so much fun n bought lots of stuff hehe but i was so tired each day i didn’t even check tumblr …

but im back now!!! today my friends invited me over n we’re gonna paint and have some wine so im really looking forward to that!!!

hbu anonnie!!!! i missed u sm🫂🫂🫂

OH and also i don’t think i shared it yet but i passed my retake so :D onto year 2 of uni we go ☝️

[voltrixz]

MF IT TOOK ME LIKE 2 WEEKS TO GET THE CONFIDENCE TO SAY THIS..... before it was only the anonymous thing 😭 and even then i had to get high to gain some confidence LMAO but now i'm feeling it (absolutely not calm rn btw)

YEAHHH SAME!!!! you're my fav person here and AGHH shaking you. AND OH MY GOD YEAH.....

I LITERALLY RAMBLED AB YOU ON A SERVER AND MY PRIV AFTER WE FIRST TALKED 😭 😭 I WAS SO SHOCKED WE CLICKED SO FAST LDJKSFDJSKOF and that makes me very happy..

we get silly in this house.... WEEE MORE LOVE!!!! WEEEEE

(BIT OF A LATE RESPONSE SORRY THIS SOMEHOW GOT LOST IN THE SEA OF NOTIFS ON MOBILE)

BUT 2 WEEKS DAMN.. (challenge taken, wait till how long I get to manage to send you an ask again ) (ALSO THAT REMINDS ME OF HOW I remebr when you first asked for asks when we first met each other and were new moots, and I went to send an ask anonymously but REALIZED THERE WAS NO OPTION FOR ANONS.. (<BTW dw about it, sometimes anons get a bit too comfortable jsut saying stuff because they’re anonymous) BUT SOMEHOW just impulsively sent an ask or 2

BUT HEHE TY TY AND YEAH SAME I WAS SO SURPRISED HOW INSTANTLY WE CLICKED BUT ALSO IT MADE ME REALLY HAPPY (also funny enough rambled about some of our shenanigans with a server I share with a friend (one I remeber telling her specifically was our exchange of mini essays ) and she was like “dude congrats on finding someone just as insane about electro as you” AND HEHEH

YEAHHH WE’RE SILLY IN THIS HOUSE AND FULL OF LOVE‼️‼️

[1004tyun-archive]

mommy 🥺🥺🩷 i don’t have much to say today for now, i’m so happy you’re feeling better about what happened… if you ever need to talk about it again i’m all ears and will keep reassuring you that it’ll be okay 🥺🥺 i believe in you my love 🥺🩷

we had pretty heartfelt conversations last night and i still can’t believe mommy is my girlfriend 🥺🥺 i feel like i wanna talk about you to literally everyone 😭 sometimes i just wanna hit close moots’ inboxes with how much i love you but then i remember i have to be less annoying dushfjsjfj i love you mommy 🥺😭🩷🩷

we never included kkura in our moodboards yet so i thought i should start doing it because she’s our bias too 🥹🥹 actually even just including her in the moodboard makes me wanna write for her again~ hehehe

the reason why i went for this moodboard is because while our conversation was heartfelt… it was also… hehehehe 🤭🩷

my beautiful girlfriend 🥺🥺 i feel like i had so much to say about how i felt and still feel since you fell asleep but i can’t express it well… i miss you and i’m so so in love with you 🥺🩷 everyday i wake up and it’s like i realize again that my girlfriend is the most beautiful talented kind and soft person in the universe 🥺 i love you so so much and i don’t know how to explain it i just feel like tingly and on a cloud 🥺🥺 my mommy is the best… i love you 🥺😭🩷🩷 i hope you sleep well my sweetie pie 🥺🩷 mwah~

baby~ 🥺🥺🩵 i appreciate that we were able to talk it through last night it bothered me so much but now it doesn’t even phase me 🥹 at the end of the day what happened isn’t a reflection of who i am and those people were jerks who took advantage :/ they can all kick rocks tbh you’re the sweetest person in the world 🥺🥺 i can’t believe someone so beautiful soft and sweet and strong is actually my girlfriend!! 🥺😭😭 you’re like a little mochi donut i wanna keep you in my pocket 🥺🥺🩵🩵

we did have some pretty deep and heartfelt convos last night 🥺🥺 i still can’t believe we’re girlfriends like woah i love my baby and my baby loves me back 😳😳 we fit together so well too~ 🥺🩵🩷 omg it’s so hard to resist the urge to run to our moot’s inboxes and be like “*twirling hair* so there’s this girl i’m reaally into idk if you’ve seen her around or anything~ 😳😳😳” dkshsjsjs 😭😭 i love talking about you it’s like i said before i’m always waiting for the opportunity to bring you up in conversation i feel like talking about you isn’t enough i need you in my purse like a good luck charm 🥺🩵 i love you so much my baby~ 🩵🩵

i am SO obsessed with this moodboard oh my god it’s so perfect our tyunkkura 🥹🥹🥹🥹 and a cute little kitty ice cream waffle like omf this really is so us I LOVE IT 🥺😭🩵🩵 it seems like you had a lot of fun writing for sakura last time i’d love to see what else you have in mind for her 🥺🩵

hehehe our conversation was very heartfelt but also very…,,, 😳😳😳😳🤭🤭🤭🩵🩵

my baby 🥺 it’s so funny how we can talk to each other for hours and hours and still find things to talk about and still end up missing each other i love being by your side and i love being your girlfriend so much i hope i’m someone you’re proud to call your girlfriend too~ 🥺🩵 i’m so in love with you cherry, i really am 🥺 i’m so thankful to be with the kindest most patient beautiful softesr warmest and most welcoming woman to ever walk this earth 🥺🩵 the moon and all her stars have their favorites and we must be one of them if she worked her magic just for us to meet each other at the perfect time 🥺🥺🩵 you make me feel so light, like a feather or a cloud 🥺 my baby really is the best~ i love you so much hehe my cutie pie >//<

[grimmweepers]

hi hi ryu !! this is long overdue but new mutual !!!! ive been enjoying your blog's vibe so far + reading all the small posts you made and the reblog talking about your selfship !!! they all look so interesting and i hope ill get to learn abt them more as you post 🥺🥺

(p.s ik we might have been moots in law for a while but qjdjsj i genuinely think youre so cool so it took me a while to follow you and only admiring from afar ><;;)

AAAAAAA nick!! hello hi!!!! 💖 something about you feels so natural and comforting, it doesn’t even feel like we’re new mutuals tbh hehe :o)) but thank you so much! the vibes will definitely get better once i’m off semi-hiatus bc rn i’m sporadic as hell on here loll

but me?? cool?? i screamed bc when i was scrolling through your niko and puppetgear tag earlier, i realised i already came across your art many moons ago !!! saw some red hearts on your older posts like oh i see now 👁️

you’re so talented—i was in such disbelief that you followed lil ole me 🥺😭

[kpophubb]

oh why thank you for stalking me 🤧😭 but i am not cute 😭✋ but i’m glad you have seen me 🫶🏻 and thank youu 😭🫶🏻 i hope we become good friends!!

I hope the same hun🫶🏻🤍 I followed you back from my main @/animeepedia so we’re now moots yaay!! <3

I hope we interact more~ and ssh you’re super cute!! 🫶🏻🥺💞 my basic info is already on my blog so I’ll leave out a formal introduction hehe :p

[maiverie]

MAI!! WDYM TRIAGE IS SO GOOD ALREADY, HOW CAN YOU FIND IT EMBARRASSING!! plus my inner hee simp is just 😭 cryin about it so YOU BET IMMA BE TAKING ALL THE TRIAGE CONTENT I GET ❗PLUS YOUR WRITING AND THE WAY YOU FORMULATE YOUR WORDS??? HELLEAUR?? I'M RATHER LOST FOR WORDS BC GIRLL THE TALENT

But omg I read all your reblogs in school today and GIRL WHEN I TELL U THAT YOU MADE MY DAY⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ hellaur bc I appreciate you sm??? And the review thing u did at the end omgomg I was crying 😭 I'm really glad you enjoyed it, and I enjoyed reading every single one of your comments omg 😭 what did I do to deserve you omlll,,, girl I'm so glad I became moots with such a talented person srjqfaa that anon was blessed for introducing me to you aaaa

Oh on another hand! Is the est in your bio your time zone? But anyway, I hope you have the best day/night🥺 I mean like you better, or else imma fight 😡😡😡 ily & take care!!

Oh yes also!! Off to read your Jay fic later tonight,,,, I'm literally your fangirl byeee

STOPPP IM SUCH A HEESEUNG SIMP TOO😭😭 my bias is supposed to be jay but heeseung hits so different these days i hate him so much 😭💔 AND SHUSHHHH I CANT BELIEVE URE REALLY SAYING THAT AB MY WRITING WHEN URS IS SO SO SI GOOD HELLAUR IM BEYOND FLATTERED?????

OH MY GOSH I WANNA APOLOGISE FOR THE SPAMMING,,,, as u can see i am a massive keyboard smasher i legit don’t stfu 💀 so i’m v sorry for spamming ur notifs ;-; but I RLLY COULDNT HELP IT REVELATIONS WAS SAUR GOOD???? except i hate u and i’m at ur front door open up 🔪 WHAT THE HECK WAS W THE ENDING I HATE U SO MUCH????? anyway no omg i hope the reblogs were ok :( if u ever want me to like stop then pls let me know hehe i wanna read all ur works now so PLS LET ME KNOW IF U PREFER IF I JUST KEPT MY COMMENTS ALL IN ONE POST OR SMTH,,,,??? totally okay if that’s the case <33

and omg whoops i mean est as in established but brb imma change it…. HEHE i’m actually from australia so aest is my timezone!! i read ur carrd and you’re from north american?? stoppp that’s actually so cool and aaaa we’re so far from each other :( BUT ANYWAY it must be late (??) there so hope u rest up and SLEEP??

[the-girl-who-cried-wolf]

Hey!! 1, 2 and 30 for the identity asks!!

I. Hope you're doing well, have a great day 🌌🎶🎶🎶💓💓

1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

watch and read everything and anything jane austen, little women ofc, all the oceans movies (8, 11, 12 and 13), definitely read all of sarah j maas's books cos you can find most of my personality stored in those books.......i can't think of anything else now damn it. oh, oscar wilde's work (especially poetry), and how about the entire mcu as well? that should cover most of it lmao <33

2. have you ever found a writer who thinks just like you? if so, who?

this is such an interesting question!!! i don't think i have meet someone just like me, because everyone's writing style and ideas are so different, but definitely some of my writing moots here share at least one brain cell with me (and i'd say your one of them. it's like we're made of the same stardust, the way we think the so similar sometimes <3)

annndd i've answered 30 here if you want to read!! <3 (i knew you'd pick the quote one hehe <333)

[identity asks]

[iiasha-archived]

Here’s another ask game for ya! Assign your moots as seventeen comeback aesthetics (can include solos, OSTs, collabs, Japanese comebacks, etc) and say why you associate them with that aesthetic! Some can overlap too!

ooo okay.. i’m really bad at these kinds of things but i’ll try my best ❤️ i would have loved to do all my mutuals but my brain isn’t strong enough for everyone so i’m so sorry ahead of time if i didn’t get you!! 😭

edit: also i just realized this said COMEBACK aesthetics but i just did svt. well. anything lmao

@s0ftbb as clap: c just gives me such wonderfully colorful and bright vibes (esp with the use of the colored text lmao it always adds such a nice extra flair to all ur posts <3) and also all her creations and videos give me such HAPPY and LET’S HAVE A GOOD TIME vibes u know what i mean 🥺 and also just that splash of insanity that we all love <3 in particular i’m thinking of that montage scene near the end where there’s like confetti flying everywhere and it’s in slow-mo and stuff lmao

@rosevlolets as fallin flower: alexis gives me super soft and refined and of course flowery vibes! i think it also helps that all her tags for the svt members are literally flowers so it always feels like a cherry blossom breeze every time i see her on the dash or in my notifs <3 (oh gosh i hope that wasn’t TOO cheesy lmao) hehe but yeah i always think flowers when it comes to alexis which is perfect for fallin’ flower

@scoupsy as fear + fearless being the sister song: not because dreamy is intimidating or anything LMAO but i think this association immediately came to mind because of her astounding and beautiful graphics, i feel like they match the fear aesthetic super well. there’s like kind of a dark and elegant atmosphere i always associate with her gfx and in turn her but in like that really beautiful way <3 but ALSO fearless comes in bc i find dreamy’s personality super, well, fearless LMAO and just badass. i really love how she doesn’t hesitate to speak up for herself ❤️

@jonghan as (never-ending) aju nice: GO CRAZY GO STUPID GO WILD LOSE YOU’RE FUCKING SHIT AS WE GO WILD EVEN MORE!! i think yza perfectly encapsulates the never-ending aju nice stage as well as all the crazy antics that come along with it especially as of late LMAO. and again i tend to associate people’s content with their i guess. being? lmao but aju nice is equally as colorful and vibrant as her gifs PLUS she’s so prolific (e.g. never-ending but in the best way) like god damn idk how you keep up with it all afjksldjf

@soonhoonsol​ as healing: idk man chey just gives me very... lmao HEALING vibes :D seeing you on the dash and in my notifs fills me with this very feel-good “ahhh it’s chey!!!” and upbeat feeling hehe <3 and you almost always have such nice tags as well that i read them sometimes and i’m like 🥺🥺🥺 my soul = cleansed. but there’s also this sense of like... i hope this is for the long run you know? LMAO by that what i mean is the whole thing of healing is like DON’T stop this healing right basically i hope you continue to bless the dash for a long time whether it be with your creations or simply good vibes <3

@gotseventeens​ as change up: i don’t really have a reason for this other than vibes? LMAO i’m using vibes all over the place but yeah like for some reason the vibe i get from belle reminds me of the bold colors and suave/cool nature of the change up mv hehe ❤️ i think it’s because belle’s vibes also strike me with this air of confidence that is still kind of chill/lowkey about it lmaooo like YEAH you totally got this ;D

@tzhao12 as 2019 TTT (camping ver.) but specifically when they’re talking about their feelings at the end: because what speaks better about everlasting friendships than the friend i’ve been blessed with for what. is it 12 years now. she’s probably not even gonna see this for like 3 months bc unlike me she escaped tumblr. anyways tiff i’d die for you can’t wait for y’all to jumpscare me this thursday <3 i’m gonna cry i’m serious <3

@vernons as any vocal unit song: oona gives me very soft and gentle vibes which is a lot of what i get from most of vocal unit’s songs! if i had to pick exactly one maybe we gonna make it shine but that’s probably just influenced by me having listened to it recently hehe <3 also a lot of the nature aesthetics and makeup looks i see you post on your main blog feel like they fit in as the visual side of the aesthetic the vocal unit songs give me if that makes any sense??? LMAO

@heartgyus as snap shoot, + the creative process behind it: so in my heart rhys is like a leading mingyu stan here so naturally i had to pick something with mingyu’s entire heart and spirit behind it LMAO but in general rhys vibe and aesthetic gives me SUPER happy/fluffy upbeat like “whoo hoo!” vibes??? afdjklajf a little silly a lot of cute and a lot of fun :D  

@haniehae as pinwheel: for some reason when i think of anna i get this sense of a breath of fresh air??? idek why this is another one i can’t really explain hahaha but yeah pinwheel is what immediately came to mind! i think also because when i see a lot of your moodboards pinwheel kind of naturally comes as like the backtrack for a lot of them??? i think it’s something about the instrumentals of the song. anna just overall also gives me very relaxing vibes whenever i see her on the dash hehe <3

@xuseokgyu​ as when they were filming the 2019 gose intro: okay this is really specific but for some reason that’s what came to mind afjkadslj MY REASONING is that belle just gives me the vibes of being like. super enthusiastic and supportive about EVERYTHING whether it be her own work or the work others are doing!!! also lowkey i get parental vibes from her LMAO so it somehow reminds me of when they were in the house and seungkwan was like “OKAY KIDS... GATHER AROUND...” lmao but in general the whole energy of that entire thing where they were like “okay here’s this thing we’re gonna DO IT” but in a enthusiastic/happy way is why i picked this jfaksldf

@17hateblog as seventeen’s humor: kay and i don’t really talk but she consistently has the funniest fucking tags ever known to mankind. it might not specifically be the same as the humor seventeen show us in, say, gose, but the way they both make me die laughing is the same <3 it doesn’t even matter what the post is everything she puts on her blog is an adventure and i am fucking here for it. AND she’s a jun stan so what’s not to love <3

@vixenjun as light a flame: because kaya and her blog literally embody sexiness + junhui in that choreo....... >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> everything. i also really feel like her aes kind of fits that dark mysterious too-good-for-you beauty vibe that i also get from light a flame lmao (but underneath that kaya is obviously a sweetheart <3)

@happysmilebtr as hitorijanai: anna is just like. genuinely one of the most supportive and happy vibing people i’ve met on here? lmao and i feel bad bc i basically have now left you on read KJFDLAJDS but all our dms have been so much fun like i love just talking about anything <333 but yeah the way you’re so open and loving and supportive 100% gives me hitorijanai vibes and the message behind it :D

[alovesongshewrote]

Hiiii idk if you’re taking requests or anything rn but!! My birthday is coming up in a few days and I wanted to ask if you could do a cute one shot with douxie celebrating his witch gf’s birthday 🥺 pls don’t feel obligated!!! I just love your writing SM hehe ❤️

BIRTH(Day) | Hisirdoux Casperan x Reader

Plot:  Your friends tried their best, and you had to give them that.  Besides, fire was your thing!

Word Count: 1,621

Warnings:  Pyromania

A/N:  Happy birthday anon!  Hope you enjoy this!  Also, fun fact, on my seventeenth birthday i got hit by a car, rip :/

Tag List: @furblrwurblr

“Wizard Dad, is the Witcher distracted?  Over,”

“War hammer, the Witcher is very distracted, are you sure this was a good idea?”

“Absolutely, don’t let her know what’s going on!  Over!”

Douxie sighed, “Over,”

The plan was pretty simple.  He was supposed to keep you distracted while the guardians of Arcadia set up a surprise party in your apartment.  He could only hope that things were going well on their end because distracting you was more difficult than it seemed.

But he’d managed!

You were now helping him fight off at least twenty shadow mephits, and you were not at all focused on the fact that it was your birthday.  

He wasn’t sure how it had happened.  You’d been walking through Arcadia, just vibing, when suddenly, mephits.  Douxie didn’t know if that was inconvenient or not.  On one hand, it was a distraction that he didn’t have to put any effort into.  On the other hand, you both had to wrangle the mephits.  It was, in his opinion, a draw.

“Douxie!  A little help please!?”

“I’m on it!”  

He blasted a few of the mephits away from you before rushing to your side.  You kicked one of them in the face before spinning around and firing a spell at two more.

“There’s too many of them, do you have a plan?”

He did have a plan, but that plan involved coming out of this unharmed and getting you back to the apartment.  It was not useful against shadow mephits.

“No, just keep fighting,”

You did for a few moments more before you remembered the can of hairspray and the lighter at the bottom of your bag.  Why did you have those things on your person at all times?  For situations like this, of course.  You were actually a little disappointed that you hadn’t thought of this earlier.

“Cover me!”

“Wait, (Y/N), what are you doing!?”

“Just trust me!”  you yelled, diving for your bag and digging through it.

Douxie covered for you to the best of his ability, but he was one wizard, and there were way more than twenty mephits now.  This was no longer a draw between inconvenient and otherwise, it was straight up not a good time.  He was seriously wondering what ancient deity he had pissed off to have this as a distraction, or what deity you had pissed off to have this happen on your birthday.  It could have been puppies.  There could have been puppies in the road for you to gawk at and play with, but no.  Some god out there had decided on shadow mephits.

One of the creatures jumped at you, but before Douxie had a chance to call out a warning, you spun around setting the thing on fire.  The wizard was pleasantly surprised by this, although he was a bit concerned by the fact that you had the tools to craft a flamethrower on your person.  Did you carry those on you all the time, or-?

You carried them on you all the time.  Aside from joining to form a successful flamethrower, hairspray and lighters were just important tools to have on hand.  You only used them to build flamethrowers though.

“Doux, watch out!”  The wizard jumped out of the way as you turned the flames in his direction, singing the edges of his hoodie and setting the mephits around him ablaze.

You cackled with utter glee as you set fire to the world around you.  To a bystander, it would be concerning, but you were having the time of your life, and Douxie was used to this.  He was actually more than used to it.  He’d been dating you for years, this is what he’d fallen in love with.

The fire jumped around you, seeming more alive than any other fire on the planet.  It moved almost at your command and burned brighter and longer around you.  It didn’t take Douxie too long to figure out that this wasn’t regular fire.  It was magic fire.

When you were done, you set fire to the sky for a moment, laughing still as the flames continued their dance above you.  And then, you were done.

With the mephits defeated and the fire out, you tossed the hairspray and lighter back into your bag and calmly walked over to Douxie, kissing him on the cheek, “That was the best birthday present ever.  Thank you, babe!”

You sounded so sweet, and not at all like a woman who had just set fire to a bunch of monsters.    

It was pretty hot.

You made your way back to your bag, making sure everything was in its place before zipping it up.  Out of earshot, Douxie spoke to someone you couldn’t have seen even if you were looking.

“Wizard Dad, we’re in the clear, send in the Witcher, over,”

“Perfect timing, Toby,”

“War Hammer!”

“Yes!  Right, sorry,”

“Who were you talking to?”

Douxie nearly jumped out of his skin, “Nothing!  No one!  Come on, love, let’s go home,”

“Aight.  Are you okay?”

“Yes, darling, never better,”

You bit your lip, looking at the singed edges of his hoodie, “Cool beans.  Let’s get gone,”

He smiled at you as you spun around, heading in the direction of your home.  

To anyone else, it might just be a regular apartment, but to Douxie, and to you, it was everything.  It was a place where safety was confirmed, where the two of you could be yourselves and just exist without the pressures of being known by anyone but each other.  And Archie.  Douxie loved living with you, spending time with you, all of it.  Even if some of the towels were singed, he wouldn’t want to live with anyone else.

“Douxie?  You sure you’re good, babe?”

The wizard smiled at you, “I’m more than okay, I promise,”

“Then come on,” you grabbed his hand, “Let’s go,”

Douxie was glad to follow you home.

He was less glad to open the door to your apartment to see a bit more than the towels singed.

“Oh, fuzzbuckets,”

“What?  I didn’t do this?”  you entered your apartment, trying to figure out who burned literally everything in your home if it wasn’t you.

“SURPRISE!!!!”

“OH MY GOD!!!”  you screamed, flinging your bag in self defense.  It hit Krel, knocking him out even though it didn’t hit his head.  You weren’t sure how that happened, but there was no time to think about that.  At the moment you were focused on the faces of your very embarrassed friends, trolls, aliens, changelings and humans, all of whom were probably responsible for burning everything in your apartment.

And it wasn’t only burnt.  Behind them, a white banner hung on the wall, the word, “BIRTH” was written on it in large red letters.  Someone had thrown glitter at the sign in an attempt to make it better.  The glitter, however, had not stuck to the banner, instead, it coated everything in your apartment.  You were pretty sure there was frosting on your ceiling.

“Happy birthday?”

“Aww, you guys!’  You exclaimed, looking around your apartment, relishing in the chaos, “Thank you so much!”

They all visibly relaxed, thankful that you weren’t mad about the mess.  But why would you be?  You were a witch, you could clean it.  Also, fire was your thing.  You were fine with a little soot.

Your eyes were wide as you took it all in, “You’re all so amazing!”

“It’s no problem at all, (Y/N),” Jim said, his nerves slipping into his voice as he scratched the back of his neck.

“You heard her guys!  She’s okay with the scorch marks!  Let’s party!”  Toby yelled, eager to stop stressing after what had been a very tense and flammable party set-up.

And so the party began!  It was pretty chill, there were many vibes, I don’t know how to describe it because I’ve been to one party in my entire life, but let’s just say it was dope.  Halfway through Krel woke up, and was totally fine.  Everything was going well.

And it kept going well.  

It seemed that the universe decided that a metric ton of shadow mephits and a burnt apartment were enough for one day. By the end of the night, you were pretty tired.  You’d sent the children and trolls home at a reasonable hour because you were a pyromaniac, not an irresponsible influence.

You and Douxie used magic to clean the apartment after everyone had left.

“Are you actually okay with the burns and the glitter?”

“Okay?  It literally could not be better,”  you looked at Douxie, smiling brightly, “Our friends tried their best to do something nice for my birthday.  Did they burn the apartment?  A little, but I don’t care.  It was sweet, and,” you picked up a handful of glitter, “They gave me free ammo,”

You threw the glitter at your unexpecting boyfriend, hitting him in the chest.

“Oh no, you don’t!”

The glitter fight that ensued was glorious.  You both fought bravely, not stopping for anything.  Your tactics were well thought out and nearly fool-proof, but alas, you were battling against the person who knew you best rendering all strategy moot.  After a fierce and shiny battle, you found yourself cornered by your wizard.

“Surrender, love?”

“Never,”

Before Douxie could throw more glitter on you, you grabbed his face and kissed him.  He melted into it, not noticing your hand reaching back for more glitter until it was too late.

You came away from the kiss before throwing glitter into your boyfriend’s face, giggling at the displeased look on his face.  Your laughter made him crack a smile before he kissed you again.

“I love you, Doux,”

“I love you too.  Happy birthday, (Y/N),”

[simpingforthisonedeer]

Oh no 🥺, I totally understand. I was sick too, a couple of weeks ago actually. It was horrible. I hope you feel better 🥺 loads of fluids and all that! Also, please take your time while writing, no pressure at all 💕 And aww thank you so much! It’s funny, ‘cause I had Tumblr since 2011 but I’d been inactive for a long time and I came back recently in 2021, so I’m technically new to writing stuff in Tumblr lol?

And you’re actually right hehe! I am in Engineering indeed 😄 I was in Electronics Engineering (bachelors and masters) for a long time, until covid happened 🙄 and it was difficult to get jobs, so I’m in computers now 😬 and oh wow that’s so cool! I plan to study AI and ML sometime soon 😁 (and I wanted to work in NASA for years together lol)

Yes yes you most certainly can call me Shyna no problem at all, and we can certainly be friends (we’re moots too so that’s cool 😄😄) ✨💫 (Speaking of, I’m gonna be creating a moots list soon, so please feel free to lmk of an emoji of your choice 🧡)

Thank you Shyna🥰🥰 and I hope to see you in NASA one day then😎😎😎

I would like to have😼💕✨ I usually use that combination of three emojis but if I had to choose one, I’d go for “🙈”

Let me know if you prefer an emoji too🥰🥰

[fruityutas]

you’re my first choice

prince!yukhei x forgotten princess!reader

not proofread

wc ~ 3.3k

genre: fluff, strangers to lovers, medieval au, royalty au 

note ~ courting someone just means that you’re serious about a long lasting relationship with that person! also, my lovely moots v and vy have been waiting on this since i was in the planning stage, so this is for yall hehe @jenojam​ @donkey-hyuck​

synopsis ~ you were always left as a second choice in everything being the younger sister out of two princesses, and it never bothered you, you knew that you would never be as important as her. when visiting a neighboring kingdom, the same as every time happens, your sister gets most of the attention, but when you catch one of their king’s son’s eye, you two quickly develop a relationship and you finally feel like the first choice.

 “hurry up! we are going to be late if we don’t leave now!” your mother’s shrill voice bounced on the tall stone walls that made up the carriage tunnels. today your family was going to your neighboring kingdom, Weishen, to visit their king. your father had been friends with him for a long time, so Weishen’s king, named Kun, asked for your family to visit. even before leaving you didn’t make a huge effort at standing out, as your mother called it, because your older sister was always the first choice for everything. she always noticed this and tried to put you in the spotlight but it never worked. you loved her dearly, and you knew she wanted you to get a chance in the spotlight, but everyone around you never gave you the chance. “lord help me if we are late to meeting king kun i will personally banish all of you to your rooms for three weeks.” you and your sister giggled at the harsh words of your mother.

 “we won’t be late come on, we’re ready.” your sister took your hand and pulled you towards the carriage. your advisor, renjun, and your sister’s advisor doyoung go into the carriage with you. your mother and father were in a different carriage, and you smirked at the thought of them not knowing your sister and doyoung were very- as they would put it -close. you never missed the glances they gave each other and there was the few times you caught them in the halls late at night. the fear on their faces when you caught them the first time was priceless. you told them that you would never tell because they were in all honesty perfect for each other. why they hadn’t decided to tell your parents was beyond you but you always let them know when the coast was clear. your advisor, on the other hand, was your best friend. the whole advisor thing was truly an act at this point, and no one ever paid enough attention to you to realize it, anyway. renjun let you do whatever you wanted as long as it included him. one late night last december, the two of you took your horses and went two kingdoms over just to see his mother. it was midday the next morning when you both got back and no one batted an eyelash, and you got to see someone that had wanted to meet you ever since renjun got hired. the two of you were unstoppable in your adventures, and you felt as if you mattered to someone. but as you and your sister were getting older, you realized that your parents had started to look for her a suitor. this broke your heart because she loved doyoung and didn’t want to let him go. they planned on telling your parents soon, but you overheard them talking about using this trip as a chance to marry her off to one of king kun’s sons. he had three, yukhei, kunhang, and yangyang. you heard from your cousins that they were quite rowdy with each other but knew how to be as they called it ‘husband material’. kun himself was single, but your parents thought it better that your sister marry a young prince instead of the king. they were talking about putting her with yukhei. they both studied math, and they were only 2 months apart in age. and of course they did think about putting you with one of them if she and yukhei didn’t work out, but it was just an afterthought. they weren’t going to force either of you to marry someone you didn’t like, but they would try to make you like someone eventually.

 “you guys need to tell them about you. the other day father was talking with mother about putting you with yukhei on this trip.” your sister’s eyes bugged when she heard your small voice.

 “they said what?!” she leaned away from doyoung to turn toward you.

 “yea they were talking about it yesterday. you should tell them together. they don’t want you to be unhappy, they just wanted to try and see.” she sighed and turned to look at doyoung.

 “we have to tell them today, and if they don’t accept it we’ll run away.” doyoung’s eyes had a look of fear mixed with worry while he ran his fingers through your sister’s hair.

 “ok, we’ll tell them when we get there.”

 “just let me do the talking, doie. you have to trust me.” he nods and leans in for a quick kiss.  you sigh and turn to renjun.

 “what should we do when we get there?” his face was curled in a smirk and you knew the fun was only just starting.

 “well we have to play a trick on the guards, obviously. one that is so unbelievable.” you and renjun giggled before huddling up to discuss the details.

the carriage comes to a stop, jolting everyone in it. one of the servants opens the door for the four of you, bowing as you stepped out. all of you joined your parents at the front gate. The large gate opened and out came the king and his three sons.

 “good day! i’m glad you could make it, y/d/n.” kun gave your father a bone-crushing hug and chuckled. “welcome, you all must be so tired. these are my sons, yukhei, kunhang, and yangyang.”

 “dad, please, it’s hendery.” the one in the middle whined playfully at kun. kun rolled his eyes before turning and walking off with your father. your mother was talking to kun’s advisor, who you could recall being named joohyun, although she insisted on being called irene. your sister and doyoung were standing and talking to each other. you made eye contact with all three princes and you gave a weak smile before yangyang started to make his way over to you. but before he could get to you renjun gasps and grasps your arm, turning you slightly away.

 “y/n, look! it’s the perfect plan. we can hide i the nook at night and make noises to scare the guards.” his soft voice was near your ear and you smirk at the thought of pulling this prank. no one would ever suspect a princess and her advisor. you feel a slight tap on your shoulder and you turn to see yangyang and the other two standing closer to you than before.

 “hi, my name is yangyang. what’s yours?” his smile was bright and the look on his face was hopeful.

 “oh, hi. my name is y/n.” renjun stayed silent but by your side for support. out of the corner of your eye you could see doyoung and your sister looking around suspiciously before slipping down a dimly lit hall, giggling. you quirked your eyebrow, causing the three princes to look that way. “uhhh, why don’t we go do something?” your voice wavered and you silently cursed yourself for being too obvious with your expression. they all nodded before yangyang and hendery ran ahead while yelling for you guys to keep up. yukhei held out his hand for you before taking off just as fast as the prior two, and you could barely keep up. renjun had a panicked look on his face as he tried to keep up with yukhei and his long legs. at this point yukhei picked you up just to run faster. you squealed and covered your eyes. yukhei laughed and you could feel the reverberations in his broad chest.

 “don’t worry, princess, i got you.” you just curled into his chest more than you thought possible. when you all reached the end of a hall, you were put down. you stood still for a second before slowly opening your eyes. yukhei was looking down at you with big eyes and a wide smile. “see? you’re fine.” he winked before gripping your hand in his. you blushed and looked away. he and the others led you through the door to an outside area set up with fake dummies and targets. yukhei brought you to a seat before sitting down with you. the others, even renjun, started playing around with training weapons.

 “aren’t you going to play with them?” you turn to look at him and find him staring at you. you blush and move away a little bit. he chuckles.

 “i wanna sit here with you, is that ok?” he turns so he’s straddling the bench you're on and starts playing with your hands.

 “yea, if that’s what you want.” you giggle as he compares the sizes of your hands. it was the first time anyone other than renjun had paid attention to you, and you were going to enjoy it while it lasted. 

 “you’re so cute, i just wanna sit here and be with you.” his sweet voice rang in your ears and a red hot blush overcame your cheeks after hearing him say that. he swept a piece of stray hair away from your face. “are you ok, princess?” 

 “i- uh, yea i’m fine, i’m totally fine ahaha,” he smirked at your stuttered response .

 “how about we play a game? it’s called sticks.” he showed you how to play and that’s what you two did while conversing with each other. soon, both your mothers came out to retrieve the group for dinner.

 “y/n, where is your sister?”

 “i’m not sure, she went off with doyoung before the rest of us came out here.” your mother’s face contorted into an unreadable look before returning to normal. she sighed and muttered something about getting a guard to find them quick. yukhei walks up beside you and asks what was wrong.

 “no one knows where my sister and her advisor are.” he laughs and yells to your mother.

 “i think they might be in the front hall to the left, your majesty.” your mother smiled and mouthed a thank you before sending a guard to retrieve them.

 “how do you know that they’re actually there?” a smirk grazes your features.

 “simple, they want to go somewhere to be all lovey without prying eyes.” you scoffed and hit his arm.

 “you’re not wrong about that, my prince.” he smiles warmly at you and blushes slightly.

 “so i’m your prince? i like the sound of that.” he puts his long arm around your waist and pulls you in closer to him. renjun is quick to snicker at this from behind the two of you.

 “is there something funny, renjun?” your snarky voice causes him to stop only for a second before he bursts into laughter. you roll your eyes as yukhei joins in on the laughter. “what? Is there something on my dress?”

 “n- no, holy- it’s just you seem to like prince yukhei quite a bit already, huh?” you pout and cuddle into yukhei while whining about how ‘you were being bullied.’ yukhei fakes a gasp before covering your ears with his large hands, exclaiming that he would protect you from such atrocities. you smirk at renjun and stick out your tongue. when the group reaches the dining room, your sister and doyoung are already there.

 “and just where have you been, hmm?” your mother questions the two, who look nervously at each other.

 “mother, we were just looking around the castle. his majesty kun also joined us to show us around for a little.” doyoung and the king nodded at her statement. your mother hummed to your sister and her lover’s relief and with that dinner commenced.

 “so how are you finding the place, y/n?” kun’s question startles you and yukhei places his hand on your leg for reassurance.

 “it’s very lovely here. your sons are courteous, they took me to the training gardens.”

 “why in the world would you three take a princess to the training gardens?” kun looked at his sons in disbelief.

 “oh, please don’t worry! yukhei sat with me the whole time, i enjoyed it. the castle grounds are very beautiful.” kun looks over to yukhei and gives a questioning look, to which the latter blushes in response. yukhei’s brothers snicker and kun sends them a disapproving look. the rest of dinner goes smoothly and the whole dining hall is filled with friendly chatter. after it ends, yukhei walks you to your room. “thank you for staying with me today, yukhei. it means alot to me.” he smiles and takes your hands into his.

 “of course, princess. would you like to join me again tomorrow? just the two of us?” you blush at his question but agree nonetheless. you lean up to him and kiss his cheek before bidding him a good night and closing the door. yukhei stands frozen in the hall, hand running over the spot your lips touched. you smile to yourself as you lean against the door thinking to yourself how did you do that.

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you wake to a soft knock to your door. “princess? it’s me, yukhei.”

 “come in, i just woke up.” he slips through the door before laughing. “what?” 

 “you look cute right now.” you blush and pull the blanket over your reddening face, causing him to laugh again. he comes over and takes the blanket away from your face. “don’t hide. c’mon, i have some things planned already. i think you’ll like them.” you get up and gather your clothes for the day before retreating to the bathroom to get ready.

 “um, yukhei?” “yes?” “can you help me lace my dress up?” he turns to see you holding the silk string out for him. he takes it and gently begins to lace up your dress. “thank you, i would’ve never been able to do this by myself.” he hums before telling you that he’s done. you reach for one of your necklaces and try to clasp it, but you struggle. he takes it from you and moves your hair to the side to clasp it for you. the sweet scent of your perfume fills his senses and he stops moving while staring at you in the mirror. you turn to look up at him. “are you ok?” his eyes flick between your lips and your eyes. you feel him lean closer and you close your eyes. when your lips touch a feeling of warmth spreads through your body. yukhei brings his hands to rest on your waist as you wrap your arms around his neck. he bites into your bottom lip and draws a whimper out of you. when you both pull away, your face is red. 

 “did i go too far? i’m sorry, princess i-“ “its ok! i- it was fine i enjoyed it, actually. and please, call me y/n.” he grins and links your hands together as you both walk out of the room. 

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after the first visit to Weishen, yukhei was smitten with you. he and you exchanged letters frequently, and he invited you to the kingdom’s annual Black on Black festival. the festival consisted of carnival games for children and poker games for adults. it had lots of food and drinks for everyone and at the end of the night, fireworks were set off. yukhei thought it was the perfect way to officially start courting you. it would also be the first time seeing you since your initial visit to the kingdom. 

 “father, i want to let you know i plan on courting princess y/n.” yukhei’s deep voice cut into the air of king kun’s office. kun looks up from his work at at his son.

 “if that is what you wish, i support it. have you spoken to her parents about it?”

 “yes sir, they approve of it.”

 “then it shall be. should i make the announcement?”

 “not yet. tomorrow morning.” kun nodded and yukhei left the office. as he was walking down the halls, he heard commotion from a smaller hallway. he got close enough to hear, hiding behind a wall.

 “i heard that the royal family from Tiefling are in attendance for the festival.”

 “oh really? i hear their oldest daughter got engaged to her advisor.”

 “goodness, don’t they think that’s a little, trivial?”

 “yes but i also heard from my sister that works at their castle that he is very handsome, so i can see why she’d want to marry him. i’m sure she would rather do that than marry one of our rowdy princes.”

 “gosh, i hope whatever poor soul marries any of them knows what she’d be getting into. the lot of them can’t go a day without acting like a child.” yukhei tenses at the maids’ words. is he the right person for you? what if you were only pretending to enjoy spending time with him? he hears noise further down the hall. it sounds like, you? he makes his way to the entrance room and spots you and your family. you weren’t supposed to be here until tomorrow, what was your family doing here early?

 “your majesty, do you know where prince yukhei is?” you asked kun.

 “goodness child, excuse her, your majesty. she hasn’t stopped gushing about your lovely son.”

 “no worries. he should be around here somewhere. check the training gardens, he might be there with yangyang and kunhang.” kun laughs at your excited nature. you have a bounce in your step as you get closer to where yukhei was hiding. he comes out and waits for you.

 “oh! yukhei, how are you? it’s been so long i missed you!” your face was bright as you came up to him and hugged him. he stays calm even though his insides are telling him to spin you around. He kisses your hand gently and starts walking toward the training gardens while you trail behind. “is something wrong, xuxi?” your pout is obvious and he tries his best to stay collected. 

 “nothing is wrong, princess. how have you been? it’s been very busy here lately.” his heart shatters at your face dropping. 

 “oh, um yea i’ve been fine. are you sure something isn’t wrong? you seem not like your usual self.”

 “my usual self?”

 “yea, usually you’re bubbly and louder. you seem almost sad.” he sighs and stops walking.

 “am i too childish?” you look confused.

 “no. why would you think that?”

 “i heard some of our maids talking about how my brothers and i are all childish and rowdy. they also mentioned that anyone marrying us should be prepared for that.” his face was that of a hurt puppy and your body started to fill with anger.

 “wong yukhei, you are not too childish or rowdy. i love the way you act. it’s your personality and i cherish that. you make me feel like i’m the only girl you’ll ever be around, i’m so used to being the second choice or an after thought and then you come and make me feel like you could never talk to anyone else. i want you to be loud and rowdy. you always brighten the mood with a simple joke and without you it would be boring. i don’t wanna hear you say that ever again, you hear me?” he smiles and pulls you into a kiss. this one is different than before, it’s more than attraction. this kiss is filled with appreciation and meaning. it lights both your bodies on fire and surrounds you with warmth. you both slowly separate and as yukhei looks down at you with adoration, he mumbles a simple, “you’ll always be my first choice.”

[hajimine]

LEX’S 2020 APPRECIATION POST PT. II !

— to the lovely moots & followers who i talk to quite often (or pretty much everyday), this one’s for you.

thank u for being in my life, you made my 2020 so so much better. i’m so grateful october lex decided to make a tumblr acc 🥲

i’ll try my best to keep it kinda short 🥲👍

in alphabetical order:

@4fterh0urs — my omega phoebe 😩‼️ ily so much bc you’re both extremely stupid n extremely smart at the same time. u mean so much to me and i love talking to u even if u call me such weird as nicknames every damn day 😃 you’re so sexy n hella intimidating smfh idk how i was able to make u my bitch (JK PLS DONT KILL MEE) anyways, thanks for being a real one bae + you’re the person i block the most, so you’re special ig 😹👍 ily you’re actually such a sap but u pretend to be all tough heh <33

@archivednikes — my solar system, my wh*re (lovingly) hi bae 😣 ok yk how much i love u but. im gonna tell u again: ILYSM!! OKAY??? please know that you’re such an amazing human being and you’re SO incredibly talented. god i love u so much please take care of yourself baby, you’re always so kind to other people and i hope you can do the same to yourself. once again, i am so fucking glad you decided to slide into my inbox that day, because now i look forward to talking to you every single morning. insert grabby hands ilysm <33

@boosyboo9206 — onyx hi babes! i’m so so grateful for you omg u dont even know it. you always manage to cheer me up with your antics and you’re always here to support me 🥺 whenever i’m down you somehow aways manage to make me feel a lil better. i love talking to u whether it’s about sth as mundane as the weather or even your obsession with the word peepers. thank you for being you, please take care of yourself and stop sleeping so damn late. ilysm <33

@ch4jime — chloe bae!! 😁 hi omg ilysm you’re so cute and cool and nice urghh thanks for always checking up on me! i love love seeing you in my asks, you’re such a lovely person to be around. i seriously need to be better at dropping in other people’s inbox, so just know that i’ll work on hanging out on your blog more often this year bc ily! i wish u all the best and please never stop being you baby mwah <33

@fairyoomi — hi bae 😣😣 how are u?? i know we don’t talk much anymore, and that’s okie, but i still wanna write u this lil note because i’m so thankful i met you here on tumblr. you’re an amazing writer and u were so sweet to me even when i was a teeny blog who didn’t know anyone. i admire u a lot, yknow? thanks for being such a friendly and welcoming person, ily <33

@gu3to — mochi bestieo 🙀 idk if you’ll even see this smh so i’m just gonna text u after this (if i don’t forget to rip) okay so. hello?! you’re so mf cool and you’re a trendsetter 🤩 yes yes im fueling your god complex it’s bc ily smh. you’re so dumb i wanna choke u sometimes but i won’t bc i’m also just as dumb 😁 pls stop disappearing from the face of the Earth okay ilysm you always keep it real and i know i can always count on u to listen to uh... my shit. okay so when are we gonna make out? 🤨 oki bye <33

@hoekageyama — wifey!! maddie baby urghh yk how much i love you, you’re one of my earliest moots im pretty sure? and aaaaa i’m so so glad i decided to be weird as hell and slide into your asks that day (pancreas. sighs. iconic.) you’re my numero uno whenever i wanna bark about hot 2d boys and what i’d let em do to me coughs err yea hehe. please take care of yourself baby you’re such a sweet and kind and loving person and i’m so glad to have you in my life. smh we text each other lovey dovey texts anyway but i still wanna do this for u 😋 ilysm!!! <33

@honeyskawa — lani baby hi! i know you haven’t been super active lately, but i just wanna tell u that i appreciate u so so much!! you honestly made my goddamn week when u sent me that ask about how i inspired you bc what the heck?? never in my life have i expected to have such an impact on someone. you’re a wonderful writer honestly. i love u so much and i hope everything’s going well baby, i’m excited talk to u more whenever you decide to be active on tumblr again <33

@jougogo — kaybae hi!!! you haven’t been on tumblr much lately but hi sexc it’s me lex lol i’ve moved accs hehe 😎 i hope u see this whenever u get your phone back cries. you’re such an amazing person to be around, always so cheerful and friendly, you exude so much positive vibes and ilysm. you always manage to lift up the mood with your sexc self and i admire u for that. you’re so incredibly chaotic and fun to be around ahrgehxhh i appreciate u sm and i hope you’re taking care of yourself bby ily <33

@kemochie — my waluigi, my favorite f*rry, hi 😝 urghhh god we just started talking everyday pretty recently but god. you’re so funny??? and i love bullying u bc u give me so much material to bully u with (ok jkjk i love u that’s why i bully u smh) also, you’re so incredibly supportive and u were actually the one who pushed me to finally post that atsumu fic, even tho stupid me accidentally deleted it LMAOBSBD anw, u bring sm joy in my life, so thank u for that. we’re a small lil filf and you’re the milf to my dilf LMAO ilysm mwah!! <33

@kenmaki — gabbae! virgo bestie!! hi hi !! you’re such a talented person and you’re an amazing writer, and i hope one day u can get past your insecurities and see yourself as the wonderful person u truly are. i love how we were able to relate to each from how similar virgos think + our initial conversation of dick measurements and such will forever be seared into my memory. and congrats on getting a daily railing on the dash HSBDH i don’t look at em i promise lol 🤩🤩 jdbdhdh ilysm bby <33

@miyams — ren sweet babie hi! you’re so incredibly talented please don’t listen to stupid hate anons. i’ll stab them with a serrated knife if i have to 😠🔪 you’re so flippin cute and sweet i love talking to you, and i love love love whenever u come by my inbox to say hi. i hope we can talk even more in 2021, my dms and asks are always open for u bby (even though i suck at replying right away, sorry abt that huhu) i love u sm baby please take care of yourself <33

@miyasangel — ardie bae 😜 hi sexc!! i still cant believe we talk like everyday now lmaoo i used to think you’re so freaking cool (i still do) and now i’m friends w u whattaheck 🥲 you’re such an amazing writer wtf. i hate that we had to start our friendship on such a sour note (ehem discord ehem) but i’m really glad it brought us closer together. ily cockarden i’ll be sure to bully u even more HAHAGS IM JK makes out w u so hard bc you’re so damn hot ily 😣‼️ <33

@owlywrites — owly baby hello! ily so so much and you’re so talented, you deserve so much recognition. i hope i can read more of your fics soon bc they’re so well written ugh 😣 thanks for always checking up on me and always being so incredibly sweet. i love u so so muchhh huhu i wanna give u the biggest hug in the world :( please take care of yourself and never stop being your genuine self kith kith <33

@rilacry — milfy gorlillola 😜😜‼️ hi sexc. omfg i was so intimidated by u wtf (and i still kinda am smh) bc you’re so cool?? and your writing n carrd making skills are amazing as hell wtf. u just exude BDE bc you’re hella hot AND bc u wanna peg everyone. anyways,, i’m glad we got closer recently, even if it was out of really wack circumstances. ily bae pls stop sticking your memojis everywhere mwah <33

@rintaroll — my kue tete ☹️☹️ ilysm smh bye i can’t believe we’re close now wtf you’ve always been so cool and sexc 😩‼️ oh god i rmb when u were still on your old acc and u seemed so out of reach and i was a lil intimidated ANDBDJD SHHH but yea now ik you’re just a big h word dork and i love u for that 😣 i wish u all the best for your singing career bby you’re such a talented writer AND singer wtf. also you’re so pretty???? wtf how rude 😠 JKJK HAHHSBD ilysm kithes u so hard <33

@tetsoleil — geegee!! hi baby 😣 thanks for being such a sweet human being ily! it’s been a while since we actually talked yeah? but i still want u to know that i love u a lot and i appreciate u so much. i’m so so grateful you’re in my life because you’re such a joy to be around. you’re an amazing writer bby and i hope you get the recognition u deserve. i’m always here for u if u need anything. ilysm bby <33

@velvetfireworks — rachie bae 🤩 my bakso goreng, my golden kiwi!!! ily!! hehe im so glad i decided to slide in your dms when u asked me if i was indo. but ahhhh you’re ao sweet and cute and supportive ilysm. an amaaazing writer and i admire your work so much, but i think you’ve heard me say that multiple times before. i’m so glad we became closer recently through our love for greasy food and wonky lil faces 👁💋👁 kith kith ilysm <33

@yato-o — yato baby hi!! urgh honestly i appreciate u so so much?? i feel so lucky to be able to get to know you. i don’t even remember how we met but ahhh thank u for always stopping by and have a chat with me even though i know you’re a busy person. please take care of yourself and get some rest whenever u need to! don’t feel pressured to come on here if you’re tired baby, im so grateful to have u in my life, i luv youu <33

HAPPY NEW YEAR YOU SEXY BAES!

kisses, lex

[beanst0ck]

—thank you

as the year comes to an end, i want to thank all of my mutuals and the people who’ve interacted with me. seriously, you guys inspired me to keep writing. even to the people who’ve only interacted with me once, i appreciate you! :)

@bewwybun -your drawings are so cute pls,, i love your art style,, if you ever do finish that animatic you were talking about i’d love to see it :’) i will never forget the weird conversations we would have about literally everything. i love every conversation we have and if you ever need a friend to talk to im always here sunny <3

@yamagucji -thank you for being one of the first people to interact with my small blog :’) when i saw your asks in my ask box it made me smile so much and when i found out i was one of the first people you requested to?? i felt so honored :’) i also get bragging rights as your first tumblr crush hehe :)

@cafemiya -issy i will literally fight anyone who messes with you, anon or not. your fics are absolutely amazing, you have so much talent and patience to write all those long fics. thank you for sharing your talent with us <3

@hinatas-sunshine -jojo i will literally spam your notifs again if you dont stop being cute >:(( and no i don’t think the demogorgon is yummy i just think it looks like a fig smh </3 but seriously i will spam you just to remind you how amazing you and your writings are, thank you for interacting with me cause your energy always makes me happy <3

@h4ji -i think it’s funny how when we first met we were literally that one spiderman meme because we’re sorta similar to each other hehe. each time you would drop by my ask box and leave nice messages my heart would just combust, thank you for caring jas <3

@yamaguchi-stan -remember when i accidentally revealed myself as one of your anons?? yea it never happened. but seriously.. thank you for always being so kind and welcoming to others, that’s what made me want to be one of your anons in the first place! :D

@asahisprettyeyes @honey-clov @lifeofafangirl2 and @nightmareupondaydream you guys are sort of the only ones i interact with in the gc and honestly.. you guys are crazy— but in a good way! simply talking to you guys makes me feel happy and energized lol. thank you for keeping the gc alive, you guys make it fun :)

@makkisjob -new moot! i know we’ve barely interacted but just by seeing how you talked to me in my ask box and in my messages i can tell we’re going to get along great. also, thank you for messaging me first?? the courage you have?? i could never :’)

@hikariakaashi -when i first saw your account i saw you needed some interactions so i dropped by and gave you some, and seeing you get so many now makes me happy! you’ve come a long way and i hope your account continues to grow! thank you for being here, just know ill always be here to interact with you if tumblr gets dry :)

thank you to you as well:

@bbteahoe @oh-hunny @satorihub @akeita @decora-peaches @babyshoyo @bunnybnha @cutiekawa @kshira @androgynouswordsmyth @fukuhoedani @elysianslove @karasuno-volley @minetooru @ataraxiies

some of you i haven’t interacted with as much and others have gone ia, but if you see this please know i love you all