#oh also i almost forgot the tags say both implied seiyumu and implied itsumori

[bpd-seishi]

all these mercy killings have got my conscience spilling over - a fujimori ayumu playlist 

listen on youtube -> ♬

listen on 8tracks -> ♬

content warnings: death mentions, injury mentions, dysphoria mentions?? maybe??, melancholy tone overall lol (but i think it gets more optimistic as the playlist goes, aside from a few songs) 

the end. - my chemical romance // après moi - regina spektor // seventeen - sponge // sweet dreams, sweet cheeks - los campesinos! // centuries - fall out boy // rabbit heat (raise it up) - florence + the machine // learn to fly - foo fighters // underdog - imagine dragons + two bonus songs listed under the cut! 

lyric breakdown/annotations under the cut! 

1. The End. - My Chemical Romance 

Now, come one, come all to this tragic affair // Wipe off that makeup, what's in is despair // So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot // You might wake up and notice you're someone you're not // If you look in the mirror and don't like what you see // You can find out, first hand, what it's like to be me … Another contusion, my funeral jag // Here's my resignation, I'll serve it in drag… 

2. Après Moi - Regina Spektor 

I must go on standing // You can't break that which isn't yours // I must go on standing // I'm not my own, it's not my choice … Après moi, le deluge // After me comes the flood 

3. Seventeen - Sponge 

I'm seventeen, I'm seventeen // I'm seventeen years old, this can't be happening 

4. Sweet Dreams, Sweet Cheeks - Los Campesinos! 

When you're trading paper cuts for splinters // You're out of luck … And it hits as hard as a blow to the head // Or a smash to the skull or a knee to your chest // Sweet dreams, sweet cheeks // Oh tomorrow, oh tomorrow, oh tomorrow 

5. Centuries - Fall Out Boy 

Some legends are told // Some turn to dust or to gold // But you will remember me // Remember me, for centuries // And just one mistake // Is all it will take // We'll go down in history ... Mummified my teenage dreams // No, it’s nothing wrong with me // The kids are all wrong, the story’s all off … We’ve been here forever // And here’s the frozen proof // I could scream forever // We are the poisoned youth 

6. Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up) - Florence + the Machine 

But will it ever be enough? (Raise it up, raise it up) // It's not enough (Raise it up, raise it up) // Here I am, a rabbit-hearted girl // Frozen in the headlights // It seems I've made the final sacrifice … This is a gift it comes with a price // Who is the lamb and who is the knife? … I must become a lion hearted girl // Ready for a fight // Before I make the final sacrifice 

7. Learn to Fly - Foo Fighters 

Think I need a devil to help me get things right // Hook me up a new revolution // Cause this one is a lie // We sat around laughing and watched the last one die // Now I'm looking to the sky to save me // Looking for a sign of life // Looking for something to help me burn out bright … We'll live happily ever trapped if you just save my life // Run and tell the angels that everything's alright 

8. Underdog - Imagine Dragons 

Hey, that sounds like my luck // I get the short end of it // Oh, I love to be // I love to be the underdog, hey! 

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9. Hello Sadness - Los Campesinos! 

A wishbone hangs between your breasts // I hope you haven't pulled it yet // And if this little finger doesn't have the strength // Then I'm scared that this bird's back bone breaks // It's only hope that springs eternal // And that's the reason why // This dripping from my broken heart // Is never running dry … Little kisses come to pass, then // Goodbye courage, hello sadness 

10. This Is Home - Cavetown 

I’ll cut my hair // To make you stare // I’ll hide my chest // And I’ll figure out a way to get us out of here … Get a load of this trainwreck // His hair’s a mess and he doesn’t know who he is yet // But little do we know, the stars // Welcome him with open arms