#oh ............... this is rlly ritsuka

[endsavior-moved]

What Shape Does Your Pain Take?

Sea

You're drowning. A sea of emotions, responsibilities, people, things, everything. You just can't handle it all, you need to escape, but you can't. Even talking to someone and being told it's okay, compliments, nice things people say, it all adds up to drown you further. Guilt, for feeling this way when everyone's being nice and you're not enough.

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[yandere-daze]

FGO anon again, I hope you dont mind! It makes me so sad to hear that Anzu doesnt have fanmerch & fan events in Japan skdmdnsn at least Ritsuka has their own official merch on top of fan merch, and for both protags, which is kind of a shocker since most gacha games default to the male protag as canon, but they've steadily introduced F!Ritsuka in more official works like the Shimosa manga (which is rlly nice btw!) & I think Red Line? She has no serious anime iteration yet tho, sadly, so Anzu has that at least. She has an anime where she's portrayed seriously, not as a gag character, & that's all our food for now

Also you like Karna 👀 sorry I know your about says Genshin, Enstars, & TWST but plz skdns did you see the Super Karna's skin? Or Arjuna's skin? FGO kills me with it's character designs like Dioscuri & Asclepius, but they have great range with characters like Super Orion who endears me as a great big uncle type. This is my last FGO ask I promise sdnndsndn, so you can stay on brand 👌

I'm honestly not sure if there's even any official merch for Anzu :/ All the official content I've seen is either the anime or her cameos in other card cgs and it's kind of sad 😔

And that really is surprising, you're right! Most games tend to always gravitate towards the male Mc whenever they can so this is really nice to hear! We should get more female mcs in the spotlight!!

And yes, I do like Karna👀 He was my favorite servant when I first started the game and he was what made me play fgo ( and watch fate apocrypha dhdhd)

I've seen Super Karna, yes! I think that was actually the newest story chapter when I last played? At least I remember God arjuna being very new as well?

I'll have to admit that I kind of prefer regular Kara's design though because I love the white hair and pink fluff🥺

Also I took a look at these characters and oh my😳 Why does fgo have such good looking characters? I also remember there being some sort of evil clown that I thought looked really attractive?? Shdhdhd

[volnavojny]

@artificile​​ asked: 

HEYA HEYA LIME! hope this ask doesn't come as a shock but i just Absolutely had to tell you: you're such a great writer (who i admire tons ok 😳) & a very lovely person too!! i was gonna send this to ur ritsu so i'm bringing him up here but that's bc /I LOVE HE!!/ he's just so -clenches chest- Good. i'm so bad with words but i just rlly rlly love him?? the way you write him is such a treat and tbfh--- if i ever have a son i'd want him to be just like your ritsuka SFFJKSKA

OH BUT PLS KNOW THAT I APPRECIATE EACH AND EVERY ONE OF YOUR MUSES!!! lime content? good content 🙏🙏💯💯✨ yeag

Oh my gosh LYNNNN !!! This is no shock at all! It’s such a pleasant surprise bc I didn’t expect to be sent this aaaaaaa! That’s so sweet of you, oh my god  😭  Thank you so, so much for this heartfelt message! I feel bad that I’m hardly active anymore but I’m really glad to know that you enjoy my Ritsuka so much! While I don’t write him as much now, he forever holds a special place in my heart and it makes my heart soar knowing that  you love him ... idk what im doing with him but he is my son and im sure he would be happy to know this too  ���� You’re such a blessing Lynn and I’m really overjoyed to have you around! You’re such a sweetie and it’s always a pleasure to see you around! I hope we’ll be able to do more stuff together and even get to know each other better as time passes! I chef kiss your hakuno so much .... and i care her so much ... pls let me love her eternally

Thank you so much again and I hope you have a Happy New Year!!!!  ❤️ ❤️

[yandere-daze]

I've never identified myself when I sent asks before, but I'm sorry if I bothered you with in chatting about Enstars xjdjcjfnsn Most of my friends and I are all really huge fans of another mobile game called FGO but I know no one else who's familiar with Enstars to rlly talk to.

I've looked through your Enstars tag and noticed you write a fair bit for Anzu, which makes me glad! I think Anzu has more popularity in Japan than outside Japan, so finding content for her is hard. That seems to be a general trend too, for some reason. Like for FGO the mc is named Ritsuka and they both (the fem & masc avatars) are actually pretty popular in Japan so far as I've seen. They have their own sizeable fanbase & are treated like their own character(s), but outside Japan not so much. I kind of really wish HappyE brings Anzu more into the story. I havent looked into translated events from JP servers so I'm kinda sad by the lack of content for my girl.

Oh I do know fgo too! I've even played the Japanese version for a fair amount of time. I think I started right around the time the fate apocrypha characters were added/ Achilles was? At least I remember starting the jp version because I was a simp and Karna had a banner right around that time on the server so I kept grinding the prologue until I got enough to pull and kept doing that until I finally got Karna. Man, rerolling took such a long time but I really wanted him😭

Then by some stroke of luck I also got Achilles with my remaining 3 pulls, which was just insane!! But I kind of stopped playing at some point because of storage issues and now getting the game again seems like such a bother because it's not available on qooapp anymore :/

It seems very possible That Anzu is more popular in Japan, most fanart of her I've found had Japanese captions/ comments. It's really sad that Anzu has way less of a role in the new era, I wish she got some more focus again! Just yesterday I read the translation for the recent knights summer event and got kind of excited when it said that Anzu would join them for a few days at a summery island but then was very disappointed when it said she was busy so she would only be arriving on the last day :/

If you're looking for Anzu-centric stories then please try reading Hospital visit! It's a story from the ! era but it's really nice because it's all about Anzu for once so I think you might enjoy it ^^