#ofc it had to be jane too I adore her so much she's my no.1 forevr

[cosmobrain00]

the kind of love that eats u inside and out

[laughingpinecone]

Chocbox letter ‘cause it was longer than 5k characters whoops

All canon welcome, all characters loved, from Coop to James to Freddie. Just please no active Judy presence because agreeing on that aspect of worldbuilding is complicated and blah, I'd rather simply keep it out of fanworks exchanges. DNW: non-canonical rape, non-canonical children, canon retellings, unrequested non-canonical ships.

I think all of these should work as art prompts as well? With or without background, picture the characters interacting in a way that fits the situation? Ignore all the dialogue prompts, just the basic connection between them: some characters are meeting unexpectedly, others are passing information, others are on a case, others still are reconnecting after decades...

Some ideas:

Dale Cooper & Laura Palmer & Wally Brando: Dale & Laura, post-finale, drifting between worlds. One day, on a lonely road, they meet... Wally. Who’s not even lost, just passing through...

Dale Cooper & Tammy Preston: via dreams or what-have-you. I guess they could meet up for coffee like regular human beings if Coop ever makes it back. I'd like Coop to talk to the new generation of Blue Rose, the one that somehow hasn't self-destructed, and I'd like Tammy to talk to the man behind the legend (not that she doesn't call him out on his bullshit in TFD, but he's still almost a mythical figure from where she's standing)

Tamara "Tammy" Preston & Laura Palmer: ditto but with Laura Palmer herself! What would Laura think of her, and she of Laura?

Donna Hayward & Audrey Horne: let the half-sisters bond? It's never too late, they're in their forties and that's totally not too late? Does Audrey find her way back to a shared reality and reach out to Donna? It's not like there's anything left for her in Twin Peaks, might as well pack her stuff and set out for Vermont. Does Donna help her finding her way back somehow? What were those two letters they exchanged about?

Audrey Horne & Annie Blackburn: maybe that new white place where Audrey finds herself is the metaphysical place where Annie’s consciousness has spent all these years? And they meet? And maybe they bond over "anyone who gets close to Dale Cooper explodes, more or less figuratively", but that was a long time ago anyway, it doesn't matter anymore, and mostly they simply bond over who they are, and their memories of home?

Garland Briggs & Gordon Cole & Phillip Jeffries: [REDACTED UFO ADVENTURES] feat. that impossibly hot agent who longs for other worlds and might as well be an actual alien, shouty Eagle Scout whose secrets have secrets, and a young, straight-laced young Garland... Gordon/Phillip also welcome!

Harry Truman & Garland Briggs: okay hear me out here. In TFD, Tammy writes that Harry kept on investigating Coop's disappearance and that his findings would come up later in her dossier. They don't, so during Frost's AMA I asked him about that. He said Harry communicated with Garland and humbly wouldn't want credit for his findings (so these findings are presumably assorted data that comes up later in the book but isn't attributed to him). Which brings to the obvious question, as well as my prompt, of HOW THE HELL DID HARRY COMMUNICATE WITH GARLAND if the latter disappeared from the material plane a whopping two days after s2's finale. Since Mfrost himself said it happened, though, dear author, please please pleeeease show me Harry reaching out to Garland through weird dimensions?

Jane "Janey-E" Jones & Diane Evans: LET THE HALF-SISTERS BOND pt2. When they were young or after everything, or in a dream while Diane is... wherever she is now. Can you imagine these two in the same room?

Margaret "The Log Lady" Lanterman & Harry Truman: an adventure in the woods! Or she goes to the Sheriff for something! I feel like they would share an appreciation for mushrooms and small birds and all the sounds of the woods...

Margaret "The Log Lady" Lanterman & Norma Jennings: I'm still not over Margaret's ep26 intro, "I hope Norma likes me. I know I like her and respect her. I have spit my pitch gum out of my mouth onto her walls and floors and sometimes onto her booths. Sometimes I get angry and do things I'm not proud of. I do love Norma's pies. I love pie with coffee", and I'd like to see it explored...

Chantal Hutchens/Gary "Hutch" Hutchens/Cooper's Doppelganger & Richard Horne: this is another ‘hear me out here’ situation... okay so, the Hutchens and Mr C are totally a “married couple +1″ triad. After Mr C picked up Richard and before the latter exploded, some friends and I briefly pictured a what-if scenario where Richard just tagged along, and Mr C rejoined the Hutchens, and they sort of had this ridiculous road trip where the Hutchens decide they’re adopting Richard and teaching him some manners, and Richard isn’t feeling very cooperative but there’s only so much you can do when you’re sharing a van with three trained supernatural assassins, and hijinks ensue. No fries until you behave, Richard! And I would very much like to see said hijinks.

Albert Rosenfield/Harry Truman: did they tragically fall into each other’s arms in the wake of Coop’s disappearance? Did they realize they’re so good for each other, but neither of them was willing to give up their life? And/or was the wound of Coop’s disappearance too fresh for them to try to heal? Do they keep in touch throughout the years? Does Albert resign on the spot with a resounding fuck it after the s3 finale and rush to see Harry? Does he stay this time?

Albert Rosenfield/Harry Truman & Frank Truman/Doris Truman: as an extension of my post-finale Albert/Harry prompts: Albert needs someone to shout at to find his fire again, to get out of dead-inside-mode. Doris needs someone who shouts back, that’s one of her big troubles with Frank, they simply process stress very differently. A shouting match made in heaven, which could be eventually result in a bickering friendship. The brothers can make popcorns. Frank&Albert stuff would also be interesting!

Dale Cooper/Albert Rosenfield: fiery early days? Dream meetings that Albert will inevitably write off as a product of his aching subconscious? Post-finale where Albert has made his peace with Coop not being part of this world and not even deigning to greet him, except one day Coop is back - with apologies? Post-post-finale where they’re peacefully living out their days as best as they can?

Dale Cooper/Harry Truman: Fluff? Fluff. They’re just... fluff. Whenever they can be together and adore each other and kiss each other’s face. And again, Coop has a lot to make up for, in the near future. Cuddle that Harry. FINALLY make that Harry feel desired and loved.

Dale Cooper/Albert Rosenfield/Harry Truman: basically the sum of the three sides of this triad... give them peace, given them nice things, give them so much love... Coop finding his place in the world and making up for lost time... give time to these old wounds...

Chet Desmond/Albert Rosenfield: they know they’re not each other’s big love or anything, and they can piss each other off with the former’s rowdiness and the latter’s pacifism. But they can also have a quiet understanding, they complement each other pretty well, and boy do they find each other hot. V hot office affair.

Cynthia Knox/Tamara "Tammy" Preston: FBI Blue Rose and USAF Blue Rose (of sorts, or whatever they’re called) brought together by destiny... I’d like to see them work together and fall for each other while they’re at it?

Tamara "Tammy"Preston/Shelly Johnson: Tammy has one whole year to fall for the most beautiful girl in town... does she appreciate her cooking? Do they bond over wearing frilly lace shirts whenever they can? If it’s relevant: I do ship present-day Shelly/Bobby a lot and I hope they’ll patch up their relationship soon. But this could simply not happen while Tammy’s in town. As for the obvious Gordon/Shelly parallel, otoh, ofc I acknowledge it happened and it made sense for the characters but I see it as super skeevy on Gordon’s part (which is, alas, par for the course for Gordon, as Denise and Albert point out in TPTR and TFD)

Tamara "Tammy" Preston/Audrey Horne: Tammy counts as a tall, dark and handsome stranger, right? And while she flew from Twin Peaks after her year there without finding out much about Audrey’s fate, that unsolved mystery kept bugging her, until... (can also be gen, mostly I just want them to meet, but I do like how they’d play off each other)

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Dark Paradise

Loki/OFC Rated M (for Violence and NSFW) Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5 Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8 Chapter 9 Chapter 10 Chapter 11 Chapter 12                                             Chapter 13

Octavia had gotten sick again, and it had been that way on and off all week. Loki was worried and she had no idea what was wrong with her, so she spent most of her time either sleeping or throwing up. She began to wonder if something was really wrong and it wasn't just a stomach bug like she had assumed. Loki wondered if perhaps someone else was causing her to be sick; for instance - the one who possessed the Seidr he still felt. "How are you feeling now, love?" Loki placed a hand on her forehead. He was sitting on his knees on the floor by Octavia, who was lying on the couch after she had attempted to get up; only to begin feeling dizzy and nauseous again.

"I'm okay if I'm lying down." She groaned. Octavia was miserable. She couldn't keep anything down now, and she knew her dizzy spells were due to not getting enough nutrients. She hadn't been that worried before, but now she was getting concerned. If she kept this up, she wouldn't last the month. She was tired and weak, yet, she still tried to act strong around Loki. The look on his face broke her heart. He was so worried and he didn't sleep anymore.

She could hear him pacing the halls at night.

Loki placed a hand on her side and rubbed it gently. When she moaned in response he wondered if rubbing her stomach, as well as the aid of magic, would help to soothe away her nausea. He assumed he'd been too worried to think of that possible solution sooner. Loki slid a hand over her stomach, underneath her shirt. He closed his eyes, getting ready to begin concentrating when he stiffened. Octavia noticed his change in demeanor and he was staring at his hand now; wide-eyed. "Loki? Loki, what's wrong?" she asked, slightly panicked. Was she dying? Was it cancer? Why was he freaking out right now? Loki sucked in a breath and held it. He could feel it; the Seidr he'd been sensing for over a week now. It was inside her.

No, it can't be. Loki concentrated fully this time, shh'ing Octavia in the process of her panic. That's when he heard it. A heartbeat.

A child.

Octavia was carrying his child. How? He had been so careful, so very, very....

Loki didn't realize he was still holding his breath until he had to come back to reality, gasping for air in the process. He'd forgotten. One time. Or, well, one night. That night. The night with the special mushrooms; it had to have been that night. He could remember casting the spell every time, except that night.

He'd screwed up, and now he was terrified she was going to resent him for it. She'd freaked out the very first time they'd had sex and he had assured her he wouldn't get her pregnant.

Octavia was stuck with him now. What if she decided she didn't like him anymore? They'd only been dating two months. In Asgard, courtship goes quickly, but she wasn't from Asgard. She was from Midgard. They handled relationships a lot differently. When Octavia started screaming his name he finally snapped out of it once more.

"LOKI! For fuck's sake! Answer me!" she cried. "How bad is it? Am I going to die? What's wrong with me! I know you know, I see it all over your face!"

Loki sucked in another breath and braced himself for the worst. She was going to be so mad at him, perhaps even hate him. "O." he began, biting his lip. "I screwed up." he choked. He wasn't sure if he could bring himself to say it. How was she going to react? Would she...want to get rid of it? He wasn't sure if he could bear that...

"Loki, what are you talking about?" Why did Loki seem so scared right now? If she didn't know any better, he was holding back tears.

Loki choked out a sob, confirming Octavia's suspicions and she was so nervous her body was trembling all over. What was wrong with him? She'd never seen him like this. Hell, she never thought she'd ever see Loki like this. "O, you're with child..." he muttered through his sobs. "My child."

"What!" She was pregnant?! Then it hit her; she couldn't remember her last period-being so sick, dizzy, her sore breasts she'd blown off. "Oh, my god..." she gasped. "When?" Her voice was barely over a whisper now.

"That night, the night with-" he didn't need to finish. Octavia had clasped her hands over her mouth. "I'm so sorry." he winced, closing his eyes to brace himself for the screaming that was about to come-but it never came. "O?"

She bit her lip. Why was she not as freaked as she had assumed she'd react? Why was she taking this so well?

"O, please, say something! Scream, yell, something. I cannot bear the silence..." Loki gave her a pleading look and she looked at him confused. "You are angry, are you not?"

"Well, I mean..." Was she? "I should be, but I'd be a hypocrite. It does take two to make a baby." she paused; swallowing. "I knew the risks and we were both messed up that night. I can't put all the blame on you."

Loki was floored. "I do not understand."

"What?"

"It was my responsibility to ensure that-"

"Loki, it's not just all on you. Though, there isn't much I can do here, I could have very well made you pull out, or tried a little harder."

"But, I had assured you..." Why wasn't she angry?

"Yeah, but shit happens." she shrugged. "Is that why you are so upset, because you think I'm going to be mad at you?"

Well, duh. "Of course! Why else would I be upset?"

She looked at him dumbfounded. "I don't know. Perhaps, because we've been dating less than two months and you've already knocked me up. Most guys wouldn't take that so well." Was she in the twilight zone right now?

"Well, darling, where I'm from courtship goes rather quickly." he explained. "If we were going by Asgardian customs we would already be wed."

Her eyes widened. "Seriously!? Damn, for people who live for so long, you all sure do move fucking fast!" She couldn't believe it. MARRIED, by now?

"Yes, well, I'm aware in Midgard, customs such as those are not as common."

"No. If it were anyone else, he would have already run for the door by now." She rolled her eyes. "But, you're seriously okay with this?"

"Yes. Are you?" Loki swallowed. "I understand if you feel the need to, you know."

"What?"

"Get rid of it." he murmured sadly. That was the LAST thing he wanted her to do, but it wasn't up to him. It was her body; her choice. He would support her no matter what.

"Loki, no!" she exclaimed. "Even if-I couldn't do that." Octavia licked her lips. "Listen, if you're good with this so am I."

"But what about...what if we return to Midgard? Jane, Thor-"

"What about them?" she questioned. "They have nothing to do with you and me. As far as they are aware, we're dead. I'm sure Jane has given up by now. Thor never came for us."

"F-Odin wouldn't allow him, even if he wanted to." Loki noted and she made a face.

"I hate your father the more you tell me." she spat angrily. "Let's hope I never meet that son of a bi-"

Loki cupped a hand over her mouth. "Shh, doesn't mean someone isn't watching, love." Loki warned. "I do not need to give him another reason to hurt me."

She nodded in understanding. "Sorry. He just pisses me off." Octavia let out a sigh and then groaned. "I feel sick again. At least I know why I'm throwing up so much. I'm an idiot to have not figured it out sooner."

"Darling, you are no such thing. I didn't think of such circumstances, either." Loki reminded her. "Maybe now we can figure out how to get you better, and perhaps keep down your food. You are eating for two now, pet." Loki beamed and she giggled. "What?"

"You're adorable." Loki frowned. "No! It's just, you look so excited."

"Well, it's just...I never thought-" Loki trailed off, looking at the floor.

He never thought he'd ever have children, much less with someone who wanted to have children with him.

"Well, things change." 

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[thefudge]

Hi :) I was wondering which are your book OTPs.

so you mean my literary otps?

get. ready.

1. SO. since you started me down this path, there is a little known book by barbara pym called excellent women, about this spinster-in-the-making young woman (called mildred) in england’s 1950s who becomes friends with her downstairs neighbors and develops an innocent crush on the husband of the family. now, that’s not the otp. oh, no. see, the neighbors have this anthropologist friend that is this haughty impatient dude who sneers at everything and seems perennially vexed (he’s not really proud, he’s just super particular and doesn’t have patience for artifice and good manners). IN COMES our protagonist who just doesn’t really know what to do with him. they just sort of accidentally spend time together and they have this amazing dynamic that i’ve looked for in other otps but haven’t found since. basically it’s this fascinating ease they have with each other and this natural grouchiness they share; he doesn’t treat her as a “woman” per se, but as a human being, whom he questions and challenges. he doesn’t put her on a pedestal and he doesn’t really love her for any special quality, it’s so fucking charming and effortless. there is this JEWEL of a scene where he awkwardly invites her over for dinner, and mildred thinks he’s your average asshole bachelor trying to get a free meal out of her (basically, having her over to cook for him) so she rejects him. she eventually does come over and when she acts surprised she doesn’t need to cook for him, he’s SO outraged like “wtf cook for me??? no thank u??? that’s not why you’re here grl”. it is PERFECT. i may be super subjective, tho, but these two owned me and still do. oh also, the dude’s name is EVERARD. it truly is perfect. so yeah, mildred/everard 5ever. 

2. elizabeth/darcy is a given, but i will like to say that from austen’s plethora of delightful ships, my angst-sucker-punch will forever be fanny price/henry crawford from mansfield park. yeah yeah, fanny ends up with dreaded cousin edmund for…sigh, good reasons i guess. like, it’s probably just my weird hang-up and perhaps austen thought this ship was too much “reformed rake” for her taste but maaan, when this tiny ship sailed, it sailed (i’m also always a sucker for playa dude plays himself with feelings)

3. here i go with my obscure shit again, but this novel from amelie nothomb. it can be translated as “the sparrow’s diary”, and it’s such a weird otp, because this dude is hired to assassinate a whole family, from what i remember, and he goes through with it, but he discovers the diary of the teenage girl and keeps it for some reason. and he falls for her, post-death. it’s messed up and amazing. and i won’t spoil the ending, but whoa. yeah, so assassin/sparrow. my jam. 

4. eliza doolittle/henry higgins. grouchy marrieds seems to be a theme. i love how unsentimental this ship is, when you get down to it.

5. beatrice/benedick from much ado about nothing. def see a pattern here.

6. phaedra/hippolytus. yes, the original mother/stepson ship yall. euripides was my guy. also, here’s a delightful pic from one of the stage adaptations

6. eve/the literal devil in paradise lost. the original sinful otp. i remember milton writing about lucifer pining over eve and her coolness. the BEST. 

7. robin/cormoran strike from the cormoran strike series by jk rowling. THESE TWO, lord oh mighty, you know, i do have harry potter ships aplenty, but rowling never ever managed to kill me with feels UNTIL ROBIN AND CORMORAN. fuck me. they are the exact mixture of banter/tough-love i adore so much. and what should be obvious from this entire list is that i love it when the gents treat the ladies like fully formed, complex human beings.

8. amy/nick from gone girl. one day i will wrote a whole “post” on my theory that gillian flynn actually wrote the truest romance ever with these two. yes, also great commentary on the patriarchy and the capitalist twist on marriage etc. BUT deep down, this is a story of two people who come to really, finally see each other for the first time. and what they find is that, paradoxically, they match really fucking well. U HEARD IT HERE FIRST FOLKS. nick doesn’t just stay with her at the end because he’s “trapped”. it’s a larger metaphor for me. he’s trapped because no one will ever know his soul like amy, and vice versa. it’s only after you’ve shat on each other forever that you can come out of it remade. FIGHT ME. (my second secret theory about gone girl it’s that wuthering heights with reversed genders and a sordid, amazing HEA for cathy(nick)/heathcliff(amy).

9. iago/othello - i would argue iago’s deep loathing was desire, mixed with a desperate need to subjugate othello.

10. onegin/tatiana. yall. YALL. if you have never read “evgheni oneghin” by pushkin, remedy this mistake immediately. it’s a tragicomic lyrical novel about a young dandy who is doomed to ignore love when it is presented to him. but it’s also great, trope-wise. basically, he meets this young woman, tatiana, whom he finds pretty but simple and too romantic. she falls for him and tells him earnestly she wants to be together. this takes place circa early 19th century in russia. he rejects her. skip to 10 years later, she’s married to some important dude, he’s still embittered asshole, but he meets her again and falls for her. the roles are reversed, however.  BOOM. weep on that. 

11. lestat/louis/claudia for my anne rice fans. what a trash fam.

12. alice munro has a short story called “passion” which forever owns my soul. in it, this young, kind of naive girl goes on a drive with her boyfriend’s brother and well, it’s the best thing ever. the saddest, too. basically, those two. 

13. clara kalliam/ vincen coe. okay, yall, you may have no idea who these folks are but hooo boy, did they ruin me. so daniel abraham has this fantasy series called the dagger and the coin. basically, clara is part of the upper class society and is married to a baron. vincen is her husband’s servant. he is several years younger. their bond can never be. enter lots of angst and yearning and hot chemistry. what’s hilarious/painful about this ship is that clara is a lot like catelyn stark and vincen is a lot like jon snow, soooo if you ever thought that would be an interesting pairing, you’re welcome (i should say, they’re hardly the main focus/main ship of the series but they do play an important part and they’re my bbies)

14. there’s this book by yukio mishima called “spring snow”, it’s part of a bigger trilogy of his on love. but anyway, the two lovers in that book are sooo fucking intense i die every time. he wants to hate her, but ends up worshipping her. she’s engaged to a prince, ofc. it’s hopeless. the aaaangst. (in later novels, there’s a great queer subtext involving reincarnation and two male friends, but! those two crazy kids).i had to look up their names again, but they’re called kiyoaki & satoko.

15. dunya/svidrigailov - sooooo. these two are from crime and punishment, by dostoyevsky. basically, it’s a petyr/sansa ship that goes there. there’s a scene where she threatens him with a gun and it’s the hottest thing ever. he’s kiiind of obsessed with her but she’s also drawn to him. it’s weird and tragic and hopeless, in the end, but sooo good.

16. pretextat/nina - another amelie nothomb novel, this one called “hygiene de l’assassin”. so, you have this author dude who is scum of the earth. erudite and refined but absolute piece of fucking shit. enter girl who read all his work and wants to interview him. she thinks she’s uncovered the fact that he murdered someone in his past. pretextat falls in love with her in the course of one conversation. at one point i remember there’s a scene where she spits on him. it’s the fucking best. 

i think i’ve got many more, but just to give you a taste of my diverse literary menagerie lol. (jane/rochester should probs be there too but i decided to go with lesser known, more personal choices).

[survivorkochang]

Rites of Passage

Here are Anna Janes and Tobis’ Rites of Passages!

Anna: Cullan! Aka Mercury! Man you were a trip, ok I just opened our messages because a lot has happened this game and I’m having a hard time remembering everything. AH, so I really liked Goodman and you wanted him out over Jayden and I hadn’t talked to Jayden a lot so I wasn’t down for it. Then I think you went for Mitch who was my ride or die and I wasn’t gonna have that. Then there was controversy of “who said Goodmans name!” but regardless, I think if you got further you would have been sooooo entertaining! I wish you nothing but the best and hope you continue to play orgs!

Tobi: Different tribes and we never talked but sorry for your early boot

Anna: Hi! I didn’t get to meet you this game :( 

Tobi: Hihi so actually louise and I both knew you were leaving no matter what and we just voted with you so that our relationship in BAR wasn’t affected and it didn’t really matter in the end bc I flipped anyway LOL

Anna: Hi! I didn’t get to meet you this game :( JK but wow were you inactive lol, i mean you were in like 5 games and I’m sure Seamus forced you to play/wouldn’t let you withdraw your app so thats probably why LMAO uhh yeah i’m glad you were inactive because you scare me and i think we totally would have butt heads. Your vote out was pretty simple because tobi had got screwed over by his OG tribe and was looking to come over to my side, and you weren’t there so it was really easy. You’re an icon and i’m sure if you were active you would have easily made merge

Tobi: Hey sistur yes I did throw you under the bus and I apologize because it was either you or me and I didn’t want to leave so ya hope ur doing okay tho <3 icon

Anna: oh goodman, how i adored you. It was so obvious this was your first game and i really wanted to just tuck you under my wing and bring you to the end with me LOL but i think you had a hard time keeping secrets…. Like you told Frankie about the plan to blindside him and leave him out of the 2 tribal fiasco and i was like GOODMAN WTPPP but you were so sweet and genuine with me. I think once you get a hand on these orgs you’ll totally be able to rock them out! 

Tobi: Different tribes and we never talked but sorry for your early boot

Anna: a LEGENDARY MESS wow, so like i don't know where to start, it was so funny because we hadn’t even had a conversation yet and you created an alliance with me nicole and mitch. I would like to THANK YOU for starting that alliance because with that, came the me/mitch and nicole alliance that lasted LITERALLY all the way to like f7. But the way you talked to me in the alliances was just very demanding and made me feel icky. I don't rly love being told what to do and in these games i will pretend like i’m following the orders of the people who are doing the demanding just to like boost their ego but in reality im just gonna do my own thing and do whats best for me. The minute u were like really demanding towards me was when i was like ok yeah this isnt gonna work. I like alliances to be a team effort and everyone can speak their mind and do what they want and idkkk it just wasn’t that in ours which is why i flipped on you. You’re truly an icon though!!

Tobi: Okay like noah fence but like you didn’t save me during that f14 tribal I saved myself by my own efforts and u kinda just tried to use that as leverage LMAO but I appreciate ur somewhat help <3

Anna:  Jayden! So you were an easy vote out at this point because it was 3-3 i believe, so it was me u and nicole. Zach was very controlling and i was doing the thing where i like pretend to listen to demands. I knew you were an easy vote out and you leaving wouldn’t impact my game later on so i allowed zach to pick you off. I knew that voting with zach would give me some trust with him so i figured why not, IM SORRY LOL but ya that's why i let you go. You’re a super cool guy and i had a lot of fun during the endurance challenge

Tobi: We didn’t get to talk much but you seemed really sweet and like I hope you’re doing good!!

Anna: oh BOY. first of all you were ROBBED of jury and that is terrible, the hosts should be shunned for that because that was gross. But zach, i enjoyed every conversation we had and you are SO charming. Unfortunately i could see right through it all because i've played too many of these games. I’ve also played with ppl like you so i know how you function LOL omg that sounds mean but like, you were playing like someone who needed control and needed people in his pockets and the way you did that was charming them and being very on top of it all. Does that make sense? The minute we had one world and i could talk to agus he said “zach is controlling my tribe, he has dylan/bo and jones in his pocket” i was like okay i understand. I had to allow myself to seem like someone who was less than you so that you didn’t see me as like a bigger threat than you. So i did that, i voted jayden out. I pretended to give you idol guesses etc. i couldn’t give you all of my trust because i knew that we could NEVER work out together. You were the leader of your tribe and i could be seen as the leader of mine. So if we had gotten any further together, it would have been an all out WAR like could you imagine??? AND i had an idol and SO DID YOU like we were going to go head to head at some point. So when the move presented itself i knew i had to take it so that i could gain the trust of the people that were in your pocket and remove a huge threat to my game. You leaving was so beneficial to me omg, i got jones as an ally from it! But anyway, my gosh are you a great player and i don't think i got to ask about your org history but there is NO way you havent won a game before. You are strong and well spoken and again SO CHARMING like well done, i’m sorry i had to blindside u lol but jones told me about your idol and she told me that you were catching on to me and like wanting nicole out so i was like it is time!! I hope ur doing well and i wish 1 day i could be as cool as u tbh

Tobi: Oh Zach, sorry for playing you as hard as I did but I was planning it ever since you and dylan lied to me at the double tribal thing and I reveled in getting revenge hehe…  I flipped wayyyy back at f14 and started to plan to take you and dylan out ever since then and it worked hehe but you’re definitely a cool guy and we had some awesome convos it was just a shame that the double tribal went the way it did but alas it was fun!

Anna:  :( i don’t know what to say. I was very transparent and honest about your vote out because you are such an awesome person and i value you very much. I do think if you weren’t taken out at this point, it would have been bad for me. I think u had allies in places i didn’t even know about and you are very strategic and just a smart person. Im gonna be honest though and say the main like nail in your coffin was the way jones was pushing me off of you, so in these games its important to separate relationships and like not be obvious about who you DON’T want out. Which is why i dont think many people knew mitch was my ride or die. Maybe because no one really wanted him out so i didnt have the opportunity to campaign for him? But the way jones was campaigning for you to stay was very very intense and made it very obvious that if you had stayed, i would be second in jones’ mind. So voting you out allowed me to become super close to jones and allow her to rely on me more than she would have if you had stayed. I guess you could credit jones for your vote out LMAO because like at first i was fine with going for bo over you because we are friends and i adored you but then jones was like crying and freaking out over you leaving so i was like yaaaaaaaaa sorry friend

Tobi: Ok hi so like we had like one conversation the entire season and you didn’t bother to message me back so that’s on you…  Anyway like if you read zach’s rop you’d know the reason that I flipped was because both of you lied and expected me to be okay with it (which i obviously wasn’t then yall got merge boots lmao) and on TOP of that you throw me under the bus to louise who was the only person i could have a sense of trust with at the f14 tribal… like you reap what you sow sis idk what else to say bc that combination of actions really set me on a mission to take you and zach out xo

Anna: BO!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW you were honestly one of my favorite people in this game because you were so entertaining holy shit like the definition of a messy player, if they have a messy player season than wow are you ON IT. so your vote out was really funny because i was moving into my apartment so i was NOT online. I actually thought there was a chance that i could get voted out at that point. So the whole time i was like yes we can go for david its fine lets do it no problem. I had the votes and it was going to work out but THAN YOU OPENED YOUR MOUTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You literally went and told david that i was gonna vote him YOU SENT A QUOTE! So then ofc i flipped the switch back onto you and it was no problem but oh my gosh if you had just not gone and told david the plan you wouldn’t have gone home! That move 100% was the reason you received my vote, i hope u play more games because you’re such a character and i had a lot of fun playing with you even though you made me want to rip my hair out at some points

Tobi: You’re a sweet kid and you did good for your first org but you also shot yourself in the foot at your vote out… like literally you weren’t the one who was supposed to go… david was but you HAD to tell david about it which made zero sense considering that vote was between you and david lol… but i dont really hold it against you since im sure you were trying your best hehe!! Hope you’re doing good and you play in more orgs!

Anna: i would like to thank u for ruining my potential perfect game (im writing this before FIC so hence potential) r u d e. BUT my love for you extends so far it could reach where you live and come back to where i live and go back and forth 20834324320842 times. You have been a close friend of mine since JPORG but unfortunately this game we just weren’t on the same side of the tracks. And unfortunately, my side had more people lol but yeah your vote out was simple. We went into that challenge knowing that if you lost, you would go home. If you had won, david would go home. I was lowkey really nervous when you started to like pitch against me lol but i really knew that 1 of the people on my side would tell me so i could idol so i wasn’t like waste my idol nervous if you know what i mean. But i adore you, you’re a scary player and the minute i saw your name on the cast reveal i thought “oh no” because you play like i do, you aren’t afraid to be the big dog and you aren’t afraid to make the moves you need to make when you need to make them. I could sing your praises for days Agustin and you know that.

Tobi: Yoo like i liked talking to you and all and we were on the same page for a lot of the season BUT in my plans to get revenge on zach and dylan i aligned with a group that sadly didn’t include you in it but yeah it was really fun playing with you and omg i LOVED when you called me out in tribal like that was so fun and i really enjoyed it!!

Anna: david, david, david. Your vote out was the craziest and most intense tribal of the game for me. It opened my eyes to so much and allowed me to really dig deep and see what i had to do to get further. So we connected since the beginning and i made sure to watch out for you BUT i saw you as a threat. I saw you as someone who could beat me at challenges and i knew from the beginning of merge that i had to pick off the people that could stop me from winning mandatory immunities. So with that in my head AND the thought that you would be the first to flip on me in the u/me/mitch/tobi/nicole alliance, i knew that you had to go sooner than later. So you found out about nicoles idol and jones and tobi both told me. And then you WOULDN’T tell me who told you about the idol so i went to mitch and was like “hey david told me you told him about my and nicoles idol” even though you didn’t just so i could bait him. It worked, he admitted it. THAT MOMENT WAS CRUCIAL TO EVERYTHING OH MY GOD but yeah i knew that tobi and jones were with me and tobi did NOT benefit at all by voting out nicole. Thats what i dont think a lot of people understood, ya’ll kept trying to pick nicole off to get at me but tobi’s only win con was sitting next to nicole……. So thats how i knew he wasn’t going to do that all the times ya’ll tried it. But yeah, i told you i was voting you out and you know i adore you as a person. I think you’re a bomb ass player and you def gave me a run for my money lol

Tobi: Hey bud so like i know i played you and mitch pretty hard at your vote out and like it was absolutely nothing personal but it was kinda obvious that you and mitch were closer to together than you were to me so like working with you two wasnt super optimal for me and like taking you out helped me achieve a few things like taking out a challenge threat and it threw mitch under the bus which let me last another 2 rounds so like ya that was my thought process behind it and I hope you’re doing well 

Anna: mitch. My GOD did you play me good. You were in my DMs saying how you want me to win and you are so dyingly loyal and blah blah AND THEN YOU FLIPPED ON ME BUT NOT ONLY DID YOU FLIP ON ME BUT YOU FLIPPED ON MY TOOOOOO EARLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ugh, 

i think of all the ppl that were like GET ANNA OUT GET ANNA OUT u were the person who i think could do it. But regardless, you were my person in this game. Like yes nicole was too but nicole wasn’t online enough to rly RLY be my person that i strategize with and talk to all the time. Like i told you all of my plans and we made moves together. I would NEVER say you were in my pocket and i can honestly say sitting at f3 that i don’t think you were. We were a team and we made moves together. We made plans together, we got the idols together. You and me did this together and i will never take that for granted. I had SO MUCH FUN playing with you mitch and becoming FRIENDS with you and really getting to know you. Our friendship is something i will take away from this game and i am so happy about that. You’re a bad ass mitch, thank you for playing this game by my side

Tobi: Lord like honestly our relationship is so rocky KJHLKJ like im gonna be real and say like I lied maybe a lil too much BUT it was for strategic reasons and letting david go and letting you take the hit for it really let me get through a few rounds with one move and like I also apologize about your own vote out like okay honestly i was already pretty leaning towards voting you out already but then when aj told me you wanted to vote me out (a plan which neither you or jones told me about) really sealed the deal and like i also was in a peculiar situation because nicole is the only person I have a real chance of beating in that f5 so it would've been really dumb for me to vote her out so yeah okay like i always feel like i wanna work with you but our plans never seem to work with each other KJHLKJ but i definitely hope we can work together if we meet each other again!!

Anna: jones, im getting exhausted writing all these but i really want to like be genuine and honest in all of them so here we go, I adore u wow, u are such an honest genuine soul that i know is seriously going to do amazing things in orgs and just life in general. Like i told you, you remind me of myself when i first started playing (which is a good and a bad thing LOL) but you are intense, you are confident in your game, and you are powerful. You should be proud of the way you played and excited for the games you play in the future. Your vote out was actually wild because at no point at all was i ever considering voting tobi out. So you were FLOODING me with messages, emotional intense messages that made me want to rip my hair out. Because you were telling me you weren’t gonna vote tobi, and then you were, and then you weren’t again and i was so confused because your ONLY argument with me was voting tobi out because i told you i was never ever going to vote nicole. NO ONE SHOULD EVER HAVE WANTED TO VOTE OUT NICOLE FOR SO MANY REASONS. But thats neither here nor there lol but yeah you were very aggressive and i was sooo taken back by it. It pretty much solidified my vote for you because tobi wasn’t begging for his life lol which like shows me that YOU were going to fuckin woop my ass at FIC and give the same amount of effort that im about to give to it, like girl you did the logic puzzle for 3 HOURS!!! you just dont give up. You would have fought tooth and nail to wipe the floor with me at that FIC and you cant deny that! But yeah, the begging and the emotional messages def helped ensure me voting for you. AND THEN FUCKIN NICOLE WASNT ONLINE. So this is actually wild what i did here and im sorry in advance but she wasn’t on and i knew me and tobi were voting you so i went to you and was like yo…. Tobi doesn’t have any votes against him you should make him join the votes club OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT AND YOU SAID YES SO MY LITTLE DEVIL BRAIN WAS LIKE YES BITCH 2-1-1, if you voted nicole it would have been fire making and nicole would have possibly lost. It was genius, it was cruel and i am sorry but i had to do it……… tobi knew too!!!! Ok im tired this was dumb i hate ROP, i adore you, you’re gonna kill muxloe but my one little snippet of advice is to NOT invest yourself into these games in an unhealthy way. I know this from experience because when i first got 4th my first game i SOBBED, the second time i got 4th I SOBBED the first time i got 2nd I SOBBED the second time i got 2nd I SOBBED and like when i say sobbed i mean it tore me up and i was mad and sad and just hurt emotionally so i GET IT. i get it, but its not good for your health!!!! Like once i learned to stop playing like that it helped me soooo much (it took me literally until this game sooooooooooooooooooooo im trash but still) I LOVE U JONESY GUACEY POOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Tobi: Ahhh jones you were honestly a joy to talk to and like I really enjoyed working with you!! Especially on that vote where we successfully flushed nicole’s idol which was honestly like 200iq stuff KLJHKJ and I feel like I came into f5/f4 being like the second least likely person to win with you and AJ being the most likely to win so at f4 the pressure was really on me because it was a choice of definitely making final tribal council but probably losing or having to work so much harder to make final tribal council but also having a real chance to win… and in the end i did what was best for my  game and i’m glad you understood that… but highkey i felt so bad that you voted for me bc if you voted for nicole you legit would’ve put firemaking into play KJHSDF but anyways it was really nice getting to meet you and know you hehe

Anna: I love u with my whole heart and I hope ur okay, I had to write this very fast so I can’t write it how I want to but just know I’m so appreciative of you and am glad I got to know you through this game

Tobi: hihi so like i really do appreciate everything we've done here together and like i really enjoyed our talks and stuff but you just went inactive (for personal reasons which i understand) but like you getting removed at f3 completely fucked over my game LKJHDSLFKJHA but like all that's really important is that you take care of your own stuff okay hehe luv u beecole <#