#of romantically its like ramped up 80000000 percent and i get miserable | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

moncharrow · 6 months ago

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i genuinely hate being so fucking clingy but i want to be around her all the time and she probably just thinks of me as a friend from that one class but i think she's so much fun to be around and i want to spend more time with her but i dont want to be clingy and push her away fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

#I CANT EVER BE NORMAL ABOUT ANYONE EVER #its the childhood trauma! no dont leave me! ha ha! ha. ha.#:/ genuinely it feels awful #i want to be wanted as much as i want other people #im like the most affectionate person i want to give my friends kisses and hug them and cuddle them n shit so when its someone i think #of romantically its like ramped up 80000000 percent and i get miserable #why do i always go for inaccessible people its so fucking evil #god i like her so much and she's gonna leave me soon #im so tired of it #even as a friend i jsut want to be around her #but i dont think we're close enough for me to say that to her #cherry talk

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