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smckehour · 3 months ago
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even though the world had gone to shit, samar was thankful to have someone like ximena at her side. the person who reminded her it was okay to take reprieve, even if it only lasted for a few hours. maybe it was the fear that drove her or the determination to see their trek through, but it's her knack to test their limits. she slows her footing, looking back at ximena over her shoulder. "you really think that's a good idea?" her eyes say it; they're both tired. "guess it would be nice to actually sleep for more than three hours... alright, just one night."
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Going hungry was nothing new and yet, it didn't seem to get that much easier. They needed that sanctuary to be real and to be welcoming otherwise Mena had no idea what they would do. "I think we should try to make a detour to scavenge." That was, if there was anything left near. "Maybe find somewhere with a roof, at least for one night." They had gone on for so long and Ximena was exhausted but she wouldn't let that stop her, stop them.
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somewosoloverrr · 2 years ago
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can you write a agnst/fluff max mayfield fanfic, where Max is sleeping over at readers house and has a a panic attack due to a nightmare and reader has to comfort her? Ty ILYSM 🫶🫶
Of courseee, here it is hope you like it. Thanks for requesting.
Love you too <333
Panic Attack
Max Mayfield x r
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Tw: panic attack, mention of pill overuse and death, kissing ?
The year after Billy’s death was hard, really fucking hard especially for Max. And you knew that so you tried to help her as much as you could.
However there where too many changes, with Will and El leaving to California, Hopper and Billy dying and starting High school. It was impossible to be of much help.
So after a month of the Byers departure you noticed it, Max started slowly drifting away from you, she was slipping through your fingers. And the worst thing is no matter how hard you tried you couldn’t stop it.
You were expecting it, you knew any day now she would break up with you, and she certainly did.
Funny thing is, you didn’t even cry, because the Max you fell in love with has been long gone, ever since Billy’s death.
You sometimes went over to her trailer, as you also lived in the trailer park so it was easy. Some days you brought her food, or new comics, or more cassettes. She just muttered a few thank you’s and then close the door on your face and you’d go back home somewhat heartbroken but what else could you do ?
Ever since high school started you naturally drifted to the popular group as you played soccer. The rest of the party was in hellfire club, except for Lucas and Max.
You noticed Max was always alone, with her Walkman on. You also noticed how she would go to the schools therapist and had seen her take multiple times pills, but not just one a handful of them.
You tried to talk her about it but the only thing she would do was deny and then flip you off.
But now everything was ten times worse, with the appearance of yet another super natural being from the upside down, Vecna.
You remember that day, the day that made you and Max closer again.
It was night and like always you ordered some take away pizza and while it was still warm you went over to Maxs trailer.
You gently knocked on the door but no one came so you knocked it with more force this time but to yo our surprise it opened as it wasn’t locked.
Then you noticed the TV on and Ms. Mayfield on the couch surrounded by cans of beer. You frowned feeling bad for Max, her mom was shit half of the time.
You didn’t wanna intrude so you called out for max “Max?!, Max?, are you in here ?”
You heard foot steps coming your way as the red head shouted “coming!”
Then you heard stumbling as she cursed “shit”
You ran inside, and took a right to the hall and saw Max on the floor. “Fuck, you okay?” you asked worried for the girl as you helped her get up. You grabbed her by waist to help pull her up.
Once she was standing both of you were left on an awkward position, your hands on her waist and hers on your neck.
She didn’t let go so you didn’t either, you were left staring at each other. God you missed those blue eyes so much.
And then it just happened, she leaned in and so did you and both of your lips met. The kids was slow and passionate you kissed the girl gently but as soon as it started it ended.
Max looked at you as she broke it “Sorry, I-
You placed your hands on her face reassuring her “Hey, red it’s fine… I’ve, I’ve really missed this”
She smiled and put a strand of your hair behind your ear, as a blush came across your cheeks “me too… even tough I broke up with you”
After hearing those words you kissed her again and she quickly kissed you back this kiss being a bit faster than the other one.
After you broke the kiss you grabbed the pizza you brought for her and held it up “do you wanna go eat at my place?”
“Yeah, I would like that” she replied while lightly smiling.
You both walked out of her trailer, side by side in silence. Your hands brushing every once and a while whilst you walked. Until you grabbed her hand and she chuckled as you did so.
When you got to your trailer you opened the door with your key and held it open for her motioning for her to come in.
“Always a gentlewoman” The red head commented. “Only for you” you replied as you hit the door.
Once she walked in she noticed the couch missing, “where’s your couch?” she asked.
“My dad sold it, needed money for good knows what” you replied. “But we can go eat it in my room, I moved the tv there”
“Ok cool” the girl replied as she followed you to your room.
After a while you had finished the pizza and were watching The Goonies on your tv. You could tell Max was tired as her head would fall down every once in a while.
“You know, you can stay over if you want, since it’s Friday my dad won’t come back until tomorrow afternoon “ you suggested
“Mmh, sure thanks y/n” she replied sleepily.
After you gave her more comfortable clothes to sleep in she immediately fell asleep on your bed.
You finished the movie and couldn’t sleep, how weird is this, I’m on the bed with my ex, you thought. You missed Max so much and know she kissed you.
You were just dumbly smiling and then you noticed Max was sleeping uncovered so you grabbed a blanket and covered her. As you were gonna go to your Sid Eid the bed you felt Maxs hand gripping your wrist mumbling “stay..
So you put the covers over both of you and rested in front of her as she cuddled up to you, putting her face in the crook of your neck as she grabbed your waist with one of her hands.
You smiled at this, and played with her hair, you were extremely happy and therefore could finally relax so you finally drifted of to sleep.
Suddenly you woke up, as you felt the red head beside you breathing heavily and moving a lot. As you opened your eyes you noticed she was also crying, small whimpers coming out of her mouth.
You gently shook her trying to wake her up, but she didn’t. So you shook her with more force this time and she jolted up.
“Y/n, I-“ she tried to form words but couldn’t, she was panting and crying as she grabbed both of her legs with her arms crying tilting her head down.
And you knew immediately, a panic attack. So you quickly sat up and put yourself behind her, already knowing exactly what you had to do.
As you pressed your front to her back you whispered soothing words into her ear.
“Max try to match my breathing okay?” You said as she kept on panting. “Four in four out got it?” You added inhaling and exhaling for four seconds.
After a minute or so Max was breathing normally, so you took a tissue from your night desk and whipped her tears with it.
“Thanks I just- I just” the girl thanked trying to explain but you cut her off “ you had a nightmare, which led to a panic attack. It’s okay Max after what you e been through it’s completely normal” you said in a loving tone while caressing her hair with your hands.
She leaned back into you and looked up at you as she took one of your hands joining it with hers, she then put her other one around your neck pulling you down to give you a kiss, it was short but sweet.
As you both pulled away you were smiling as she said “thank you.”
“You are very welcome red” you replied while pulling her in for another kiss.
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