#of course my acceptance hinges on something completely harmless! something that im “too smart for”! ofc i have to swallow the feelings i- | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

toytanks · 6 months ago

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shout out to "concerning" people.

shout out to people with low empathy. to people who arent disgusted by violence or "immoral" things. shout out to people who do not fall within the bounds of "acceptable". shout out to people who are made to feel like they were born wrong. like theyre missing something everyone else has.

#cipher's squawks #this is; of course; not about me! because if it was that would make me an “undesirable”! and i cant be “undesirable”! because that means-#-unloveable! who would ever want to spend time with a freak like that!#of course my acceptance hinges on something completely harmless! something that im “too smart for”! ofc i have to swallow the feelings i-#-dont have in order to be accepted! of course i have to hide the things i dont read; dont think about; dont consider; to be accepted!#this is the way the worlds supposed to be!#/sarcasm #im sorry i cant be what you want me to be.#im sorry i cant hide it well enough. im sorry you have to see everything you hate about me.#im sorry i cant ever be good enough to balance it out.#im sorry i cant be the type of sane and happy you think i should be #im so. so tired

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